#please please dont open if reading rude asks makes you uncomfy!

[honeysuckle-teaa]

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Hi! My name is Joanne and I'm 22 years old, bisexual, poly, partnered, and very mentally ill. I have depression, anxiety, and ADHD.

My last account was @honeysuckle-teaaa!

I currently have two amazing partners! My daddy A (🐺), and my daddy @allthingslewdandbeautiful (🐵)!

I'm a very subby switch but will occasionally soft dom a few very specific people! (Please don't come into my dms asking me to Dom you, it makes me uncomfy 🥺)

My dms are open to mutuals, but tbh I don't recommend talking to me, I'm not all that interesting.

Also please don't come into my dms trying to date me or become my partner, unless you understand that being someone's partner is a commitment. I'm not really looking for any more partners right now.

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Mommy/Daddy, Breeding, Overstimulation, Breath play/choking, Exhibitionism/public play, Orgasm control, Cockwarming, Edging, Praise kink, Corruption, Size differences, Pet play (puppy), Squirting, Intox kink, ddlg/cgl (I'm a little 🥺), Cnc, Piss, Anal, Spanking, Somnophilia, fake incest

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Hucow, breeding leading to impreg, lactation, feedism, tummy play, soft degradation, light impact play, some knife play? 😵‍💫, teasing/embarrassment

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Gore, vore, scat, burping, stuffing, gaining, abdl, necrophilia, detrans kink, minors in kink ):

Silly little userboxes are made by me

[pixelkip]

Ok serious post time. I don't like making posts like this but it's kind of a few months coming.

Hey guys so. I might start posting most of my hazy stuff exclusively to tumblr as much as I hate to say it. This isn't for sure that I'm never interacting there again but. Probably not touching it mostly

Just 1 or 2 people in the discord community I feel like. Mega fucking uncomfortable around for stuff that, while it's been mostly resolved I guess, still was super upsetting at the time and has caused me a lot of anxiety seeing them around again to the point of it being a serious detriment to my mental health.

Especially cause hazy river is still kind of a big hyperfixation to me and has honestly affected me so much. I'm deeply attached to it and that's not changing. That discord community too has been a huge part of my life for over a year now and I wish I didn't feel like I had to stop interacting with it for the sake of my own health, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that I do.

The thing is I don't WANT to care that someone who makes me uncomfortable is back in a space I'm in. I'd rather just accept it and ignore it and continue interacting there as normal. That's what I've been telling myself is the mature thing to do and its what ive been trying to do for a while. But my anxiety doesn't seem to agree on that front. Not just in a "ew I don't like them" way but in a causing me actual panic attacks way.

I'm very open to anyone asking what this is about and why i feel like this, I'd be glad to tell you IN TUMBLR/DISCORD DMS NOT PUBLICLY, but I wanna say a few things first

-youre free to do with this information what you wish, but I take no responsibility for anything YOU do with what I tell you.

- preferably don't start drama PLEASE. If you know who im talking about or if you even think you know, don't. Start. shit. Even if you ask me and I tell you. Don't. Start. Shit.

- UNLESS you have a good reason like theyre actively doing something shitty, don't put anyone this is about/might be about on blast publicly. I would prefer people truly learn from their mistakes. And if that somehow does happen, idfk take it up with that community's mods

- I'm not shaming anyone who is friends with or interacts with anyone I'm referring to. As long as you don't cross my boundaries, and you dont encourage/defend what they did if I tell you, and you dont try to let them contact me, or generally try to get them involved with me I don't care.

- don't contact anyone else that might be involved about it either. I might be ok telling people how I feel about this but others might not. I don't wanna be the reason anyone gets pestered over something shitty that happened to them.

- if you are reading this on my tumblr dot com, I assure you it's almost definitely not you I'm talking about whose the reason I'm making this decision.

Ok finally here's the part where I'm gonna be pretty blunt:

If you do contact me cause you wanna know why I feel this way, I apologize in advance if it makes you uncomfortable around someone you may have interacted with. Cause if you ask, I'm telling you. No sugar coating, no "but it's ok" for any reason. Me still not fully having healed over what happened doesnt mean i wish anyone involved any ill will. But I'm not gonna pretend I wanna be amicable or friendly with or even forgive who did this either. Wanting to move on =/= forgiving. If you insist on defending what they did while I'm actively telling you why it hurt me, that's just rude. And I will probably block you.

Block button is at the ready and I claim 0 responsibility for hurt feelings or possibly viewing ur mutual differently as a result.

TLDR: I'm probably fucking off from most of hazy discord bc I'm deeply uncomfy around someone who came back there some time ago, feel free to dm me and ask about it cause telling people why honestly makes me feel less alone about it, but please please don't start drama and don't think I'm responsible for anything that happens as a result of me telling you what someone did that caused me a lot of pain.

Sorry for the long serious post, I'm hoping to be able to do more fun stuff in the future.

In the wise words of the queen ass 2 over herself, thank you (for listening) and I love you.

[tangerinefluff]

before i can freely dive back in on tumblr after being gone for a long time, i just wanted to address some asks i got during my inactivity: 

where do I start lmao. so i’m not sure if I understood the asks the way the anons intended to communicate them. could be because of a little language barrier? and im actually having trouble deciphering hate or disrespect because i have almost never in my life been hated or received serious hate in any form (i was THE good girl, on the outside that is, my entire life no one messed with bc i dont really do anything hateful like it’s just not in my nature to respond in that way 😅 anw very besides the point) so you may talk to me again if that’s not what you (anon) intended.

to the first one who said this: 

hi! i get ur suggestion but maybe word it differently? bc that was kinda rude. first off, this one (garbage) writing is for you too. second, i appreciate the cute hearts at the end to go with the insult in the beginning 😅 (but also) third, you’re on MY blog. i mean,,, with the first words i agree? LMAO. i apologize i don’t have the best thoughts but no i won’t change things. this is literally my own space and im sharing a little of what’s on my mind and they don’t have to be useful and significant and a WOW moment kind of post to everyone lmao. fourth, you can locate the unfollow/mute button yourself. im not actually sure what writings you meant, if it’s the unrelated or personal posts/asks, or the blog-related shitty posts. and i’m not very tidy with my tags either so i’ll try harder on that! will tag unrelated texts as “garbage.text” and blog-related texts as “hq.text”. fifth, that’s what i keep my following tabs open for actually. i follow a lot of even betterrr blogs with content like mine and esppp amazing artists you should check out yk instead of sending people ask like that..haha. lastly, i hope you don’t go around sending blogs asks like this one and just filter out the stuff you want to consume yourself. let’s be careful with words bestie! (edit: also my blog now is 90% reblogged art so.... why the big issue).

candidate #2 who quoted a tag on my post and said: 

aah what i meant there is that i am actually having a hard time remembering.. in general. (cue the victim card script) yes dramatic but i feel like my memory’s deteriorating. can’t remember names of people i just met or friends from a long time. things i just did or the phone i just put down 30 secs ago. conversations and with whom. read somewhere that it could be due to mental health problems. and i cant keep track of all the interactions here so i mess things up sometimes which is why i’m less active. and its not bc my friends here are insignificant!!! lmao. dw i remember, i have my close friends’ UNs and names listed on my notes too :D

yk i wanna bite harder than this bc im a real B on the inside and i wanted to make light of this (somehow funny to me because ik i shouldn’t respond bc it feels like twitter behavior) &&& i wanted to show off my clean record that i haven’t ever been hated before lmao until this moment that is. im just super shocked cause i’m 22 and JUST realizing, oh so this is the dangerous stuff on the internet! like i thought i could’ve avoided them because im.... literally... nice that i’m almost boring here and unproblematic and trying my best and just talking about stuff i like. bestie is not special over here.

to those who have been following me from the first (cringe) days, would know i post reallyyyy randomly. it was more original posts rather than reblogs. and i minimized on that when my following increased. there’s 4.4k amazing people following this blog in just a little over a year. so i toned down the personal stuff right away. honestly got conscious and i didn’t like it because the blog started to feel less like it’s mine. i can’t openly switch to a different content/media or just scream nonsense. i can’t answer personal asks freely. can’t interact with mutuals. then i just decided that i won’t mind anymore. as long as my post isn’t offensive and/or rude, i will post as i wish. i don’t normally engage in hateful posts because it bums me out. like a minute into reading these asks they really upset me then writing my response and letting this sit in the drafts made me think i won’t bother anymore because i could just let the asks get lost into the void and it’s not like i did anything wrong, but i guess i had a little energy today. and yes, will be turning off anon asks from here on out.

i hope this one won’t get dragged out and i’m not expecting any interactions from this because i just wanna talk about stuff i’ve been getting into lately, back to regular programming.. AAAAHHHHH!!! not sure if this will reach the anons (expected they unfollowed because that’s the smart thing to do) but I still wish them a good day/night and a peaceful tumblr experience! (^^)

[marinetteplztakeabreak]

okay now that we’re in the middle of a hiatus and the fandom is mostly calmed down

I’m one of the very few people who’s actually hoping for a Lila redemption arc? I don’t want her to be friends with Adrien or Marinette or anyone she’s really really hurt, but she is still like 14 and we don’t know her full story and I honestly want to see her grow and be a person and make some actual friends and get some hobbies. Again, I think she’s burned the bridge with a few characters, but that doesn’t mean she can’t ever be friends with anyone else

and anyway, my ideal takedown/ redemption arc for Lila is one where she unknowingly lies about having several disabilities that other students in the class actually do have

BUT I don’t want it in a “oh actually, Lila, you dumb fool, I have real medically diagnosed tinnitus, so I know that’s not how it works, haha everyone look at Lila the stupid liar” kind of way

I want them to be like stupid levels of understanding and try to bond with her

(detailed explanation of my Lila arc under the cut, obviously don’t read if you’re uncomfortable with the idea of Lila being redeemed)

Lila is like “oh... actually... I can’t participate in the PE final... I have scoliosis... that I just found out about right now” and Juleka is like “oh! I have scoliosis too!” and Lila is panicking because she’s about to be called a fraud, but instead Juleka just happily sits with her for the entire PE final and rambles about stuff and is super happy to have a bench buddy

Alix mentions that she has tinnitus and Lila is like “wait what? why aren’t you in front of the class?” and Alix is like “oh, for me it’s kind of a waves thing? on good days, I can hear her from anywhere in the classroom, and on bad days, nothing can really help me hear? so Ms. Bustier just gives me lecture notes that I can read and it works for me.” And Lila is completely expecting to be called a fraud but Alix is just like “it’s super cool that it does help you, though! everyone’s different! If you ever want to compare notes about what helps, you can text me!”

Lila starts to say the beginning of a well practiced and overly researched speech about how she can’t go on a field trip because she has a super rare medical condition and Max just pulls her aside and is like “hey, I know it can be scary and you feel like you have to justify yourself, but you really don’t have to give super personal information all the time. It’s totally fine if you are comfortable, but really, I know from personal experience that Ms Bustier and this class are super understanding. You can just say ‘personal reasons’ or something and we’ll all leave you alone. You’re allowed to have privacy.” and Lila is like “huh”

this is getting long but basically, eventually she talks to someone in the class with ADHD or anxiety, I’m going to say Alya for now, so she literally catches Lila lying about knowing some celebrity, and instead of being angry or judgemental she’e super discreet about it, she pulls her aside like “hey, I know it feels hard to make friends, but I promise you, people do think you’re interesting as you are, and we care more about you than the people you know.” and she doesn’t even call Lila out for lying? she’s literally just like “u dont have to know celebrities”

and then Lila actually finds out that there’s at least one actual compulsive liar in the class. And, if you didn’t know, Lila’s not an actual compulsive liar, and I’m not going to get into a rant about that now but... She lies on purpose, and tells planned lies with an agenda, whereas compulsive liars don’t usually plan to lie or have a reason for lying. So anyway, Lila gets actually caught lying, and someone, lets just say Nino for the sake of picking a character, is like “hey i know its hard but you do still have to apologize, even if you did your best, you still messed up and you’ve got to own up to it. I believe you that you’re trying to be better but you can’t just use mental illness as an excuse.” and Lila pulls out the fake tears and is like “you don’t understand-” and Nino is (not in a rude way, just trying to be kind) like “I can’t understand you exactly, no, but I literally did have a problem with compulsive lying and I have a therapist, so if you want to talk about it I probably understand more than you know” and Lila is like “oh.”

and anyway, Lila’s arc doesn’t come through someone she’s harassed trying to defend her, and it doesn’t come from her being traumatized into being nice, it just comes from her classmates treating her like a human person, and doing their best to understand her while also actually finding ways to make things accessible to her so she stops being able to get out of things. And then it turns to “hey Lila, just so you know, you don’t HAVE to give explanations for not wanting to go places, you can just SAY if you’re uncomfortable.” and she starts getting called out on it a little bit more, but in a friendly way. Her classmates are just like “Lila please just tell us what you want, I don’t need your medical history, I’m not going to do a background check, just, say you want to borrow a jacket and I’ll let you borrow it. I literally have an extra hoodie”

But simultaneously, everyone with a disability “in common” with her starts latching on to her and opening up, and they actually hold her accountable for listening to their needs. And Lila, who already has the mindset of “oh u are legally required to help Disabled Person or everyone will hate you,” which is literally the basis of half of her plans, is now surrounded by classmates who are asking for her help with reading things because they’re dyslexic, or asking her to grab a textbook from across the room, and asking her if she has any heating pads, and, well, Mylene actually bought her some heating pads when she was faking having cramps earlier, so she might as well lend those out so that she can get more credit with her classmates

And it’s not because she *cares* obviously, she’s just doing it to get them to rely on her, and to get on their good side

and then she’s invited to join the disabled students activism club, and it would look suspicious if she didn’t join, so she agrees, and then whoops, she is now working to do actual charity work-- because it’s really nice to have such solid evidence for her claims, and some charity work that she can actually point to solid evidence for if she ever gets called out-- and honestly it is pretty stupid that its so hard to get accommodations on tests for students with anxiety, because aren’t those the students who are the most afraid to talk to the teachers-- not that Lila cares. And it’s super dumb that no one even knows proper etiquette for helping people in wheelchairs,, and people keep Leaving Things in the Hallways that make it too narrow, and-- Lila doesn’t care at all though, and she definitely doesn’t care about her “friends” in the club because they’re not her friends, and she totally does not cry when she finds out that most of them are literally self-diagnosed, and then it turns out that Mylene was actually wrong, and she probably doesn’t have Lyme disease like she thought, and no one judges her or treats her any different? they’re all just like “oh thats great! glad you could keep getting new information!”

and Lila realizes that literally no one will be mad if it turns out she doesn’t have any disabilities. Except also, she’s starting to become more and more sure that she Does have several things wrong with her, because apparently it’s Not Normal to feel constantly on guard when she’s around other people, and apparently it’s Not Normal to just have days where you literally cannot drag yourself out of bed in the morning and then get hit with terror that if you tell anyone about how numb you feel they’ll immediately think you’re unworthy as a human being, and she’s like, oh, huh, i should  look into that

and anyway Lila doesn’t even try to be a good person at first she just wakes up one day and is like “what the heck when did i get actual friends and passions and hobbies,, i did not sign up for this” but she does start making an effort to be worthy of them and she ends up growing a whole ton once she’s given a support system

and anyway i know lots of people are uncomfy with Lila and that’s fine, but i’m continuously a sucker for “evil devil child is actually a pretty decent human being once their basic needs are met and they feel safe” trope

[uno-writing]

Welcome!

Hello everyone!!!!!

My name is Berri!

Please dont call me something else unless I give you permission. I tend to get uncomfy with repeated use. Once or twice is fine for a joke, but after that I start to get uncomfy dsaj;hgdsaujfa

I primarily use she/her pronouns, but I'm comfortable with all pronouns!

Im almost 21

I comment using @ragingpiesexual!!!

I swear a shit ton so be warned <3 <3

I call people bro, dude, my guy, ect. I use them as gender neutral terms but if it bothers you in any way, lemme know and I'll make sure not to use them for you :D :D

My posting is inconsistent and I'm very chaotic so dont say I didn't warn you. Turn on notifs for me at your own risk

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RULES!!!! READ BEFORE PROCEEDING!!!

I write headcanons, matchups (rules here), scenarios and oneshots! I have a strong preference for doing x readers but I’m not opposed to doing ships. I also prefer doing platonic character x character instead of romantic character x character.

NO NSFW!!!!! The majority of these characters are minors plus there's enough nsfw shit on the internet. Just do fluffy and angsty shit here. I don't mind to do suggestive or slightly steamy but nothing past making out.

I don't do requests for S.H, E.D, suicide, abuse, or other super heavy topics. I have touched on those before in the past but I dont feel comfy doing it anymore. Thanks for understanding <3 <3

I have a ZERO TOLERENCE policy on rudeness. Idc what your opinions on characters or ships are, just be respectful about stuff and others opinions and be open to potential discussions. Anyone who's mean or disrespectful to me or anyone else on interacting on this blog is getting an immediate block.

I'm going to block over people using the c r p slur in asks/comments. Here's the post with a list of alternatives you can use if you'd like ideas!! I use null but you're welcome to use anything thats not a slur.

DNI!!!!! Homophobes, racists, bigots, terfs, proship/maps, jimps, any hard core antis, etc. Fuck off no one wants you here.

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Current Concessions and Gift Shops Items Given to Readers that are supplied by anons:

*🍿🥤supplied by Popcorn Anon (she/her)

*🍭🍬🍫supplied by Candy Anon (auroraaes) (she/her)

*🧋supplied by Boba Anon (queer-verse) (she/her, they/them)

*🥨supplied by Pretzel Anon (she/her)

*🥬supplied by Radish Anon (she/her)

*🍦🍧🧊supplied by Ice Anon

*🐇 supplied by Rabbit Anon

*🍩 supplied by Donut Anon

*🥖supplied by Baguette Anon (feyn231) (she/her)

*📦supplied by Box Anon (apollo-alto)

*🌻supplied by Sunflower Anon

*🥒supplied by Cucumber Anon

*🍰supplied by Cheesecake Anon

*🌮 supplied by Taco Anon

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Tag Guide (all tags mentioned here are also tags on this post so you can use them easier <3 except the anon tags bc i ran out of tag room lmfaoo-)

#unordinary - on any posts related to unordinary

#unordinary headcanon - any uno related hc

#unordinaryxreader - anything uno x reader

character tags - any posts relating to a canon character (ex: #unordinary seraphina)

#berriverse - on all posts relating to my ocs (feel free to block if you dont want to see oc content <3)

berriverse character tags - any posts relating to a berriverse character (ex: #berriverse yennefer)

#berriwords - on the majority of posts

anon tags - all posts relating to a specfic anon are tagged with their name (ex: #popcornanon)

#notunostuff - any of my bullshit that's not uno related (feel free to block if you don't want to see it <3) (also be warned that i often forget to add this tag)

[eitelle]

rules:

(please read before ordering a drink or pastry)

hello its elle and honestly i dont have too many rules so ill try to make this as easy as possible!!

orders are currently: OPEN

- i write for haikyuu, bnha, free, & aot

- for requests: i do take emergency orders, matchups, and normal orders

- matchups must have: your pronouns, what anime the matchup will be from, any characters you do not want to be matched up with, things about you, and what gender characters you want

- if for some reason i miss your request, one to two follow ups asking politely if it got lost or smt is fine just pls dont spam my asks or be rude!!

- i do not do nsfw but i might do suggestive themes and ill let you know if i dont write for a certain character or its too explicit!!

- for my complete full drinks i like writing it in hc format/bullets so thats my default but if u rly want a full drink thats fine too (sometimes)

- if your order something with hurt/comfort, or something with multiple people i will probably do a mini drabble under each character or hcs so my max for requesting is 3 characters at a time per prompt (not including ie. inarizakis manager)

- if you order something pls specify which characters (if u want), the drink or pastry format, and what pronouns or i will do whatever i want

- for bnha i will write for anyone except for any proheroes in a romantic sense (& kai chisaki in general)

- a matchup will include: small headcanons or a oneshot (you decide or ill choose for you!!)

- each week i will write at most 2 fics (sometimes more sometimes none) as a loose rule for me to be continuously active but pls dont get mad if i dont answer yours fast

- emergency requests take a priority.

- dni: if you fit any basic dni criteria (racism, homophobia, prolife, bigotry in any way, ablism, etc.) & if you make dark content (im not gonna shame you for what you write, but i do not support it and as a minor it makes me uncomfy) if you are 24+ dont interact in a way thats like we’re moots bc again im a minor