#pleasepleasplease i’ve been dreaming of getting this surgery for so long | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

weirdness-ensued · 2 years

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it’s so fucking hard waiting to get gender-affirming surgeries or hormones cuz like there’s this thing in life that u NEED but u can’t have it until later so u just have to keep living your life as is even tho u want to die but u have to stay alive cuz u need to be alive to get it and once u get it u know ur life will be significantly better but in the meantime it feels like eternal hell not having it:((((((

#it speaks #tw vent #sorry i just feel extremely angsty. transgender dysphoria blues if u will #i got a call from my clinic and they had to move my surgery date but we don’t even know if it’ll be on that new date and we have to wait #till the end of november to see but if it’s not on that date then i’ll have to wait even longer and i’m just so tired of waiting #pleasepleasplease i’ve been dreaming of getting this surgery for so long #the waiting and not knowing is misery

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