#pls yap to me more about trouble!verse

[ma1dita]

Even though Luke doesn’t cheat on Trouble, I listen to Burn from Hamilton and imagine these two post tlt bc yes i like the pain,, no i don’t need therapy, officer 😀

girl the way this is probably canon anyway bc in the trouble!verse luke is a Hamilton Hater ™ and trouble was known to be singing songs from the musical with her ex-bf

im DYINGGGG but damn if you go to therapy hop in we can carpool

sidenote there's still a lot that can relate in the lyrics and im bored rn so lets feed into the delusion for a bit (guys I'm a fic writer who peaked in the 2010s in the age of bad youtube fan recreations of songs to fit their otps... i know how to work with scraps)

She said, "Be careful with that one, love , "He will do what it takes to survive" // You and your words flooded my senses, Your sentences left me defenseless, You built me palaces out of paragraphs, You built cathedrals // I'm re-reading the letters you wrote me, I'm searching and scanning for answers in every line, For some kind of sign, And when you were mine // The world seemed to burn, Burn

Mr. D warned her from the beginning about Luke, even silently in 'play pretend' because she was becoming more like her old self (reckless and crazy, just like him) when she was falling in love with Luke, and it isn't a bad thing but definitely takes away fro what her and Luke have been working at as THE counselors of CHB. Luke's always been good with words as a son of Hermes to the point that it even fools Trouble to some extent, there comes a point where her as an amazing actress can't tell when he's lying---and he learned that from her...

You published the letters she wrote you, You told the whole world, How you brought this girl into our bed, In clearing your name, You have ruined our lives // Do you know what Angelica said, When she read what you'd done?, She said, "You've married an Icarus, "He has flown too close to the sun" // You and your words obsessed with your legacy, Your sentences border on senseless, And you are paranoid in every paragraph, How they perceive you, You, you, you!

this made me giggle OKAY HEAR ME OUT LMFAOOOO ever since they got together (in the span of a little over a year before his betrayal), they always sleep in the same bed when they can as mentioned in 'now that we're older' because they barely have time to themselves in the day....when 'when the chaos is through' is posted, that's when Luke agrees to side with Kronos in his ultimate belief to protect Trouble from impending war and eventually give her a better life outside of CHB. (imagine kronos dressed as eliza schuyler and we're set because luke essentially brings him to bed with them for half of their relationship and she doesn't know LMFAOOOOO) and well yeah yall know his decline after TLT but he's in too deep to fall back

I'm erasing myself from the narrative, Let future historians wonder how Eliza reacted, When you broke her heart, You have torn it all apart // I'm watching it burn, Watching it burn, The world has no right to my heart, The world has no place in our bed, They don't get to know what I said, I'm burning the memories, Burning the letters that might have redeemed you // You forfeit all rights to my heart, You forfeit the place in our bed, You'll sleep in your office instead, With only the memories of when you were mine //I hope that you burn

The beginning part reminds me of the confrontation scene in 'love is a blister' where the counselors put Trouble on trial for loving Luke---the reality of it is they and everyone at camp only know what Luke & Trouble have shown them, but everything between them is private and their own. They didn't expect him to leave her behind. There are a lot of references throughout the series and especially in 'solipsism' where his last time alive as his waning sense of self he goes to visit Trouble who's fresh from visiting Annie in 'love is a blister' and he literally is burning through his old self as kronos overtakes his body. He couldn't imagine not being able to say goodbye before becoming true vessel and well in TLO, teeeechnically what happens and what i plan to write i--[GUNSHOTS]

me saying scraps and then copy pasting almost the whole damn song... ive said too much. this was entertaining, how'd I do?

[thanosw0rld]

OOC: THANOS NEW IMPLIMENTED RULES!!

as this blog grows in followers and more roleplayers interacting with this account. i have decided im gonna restate my boundaires for myself and for thanos!

so lets get into it!!

from now on im gonna make thanos semi - selective!

this goes in terms, i may be picky with who thanos roleplays / interacts with!! he is not so much gonna interact with NON ROLEPLAY blogs that much starting from now. (but anons are totally free to yap and vibe away!!)

he is also not gonna rp under non roleplayers posts anymore. but he will still reblog and tag it as #thanos reblogs.

i also wanna state this goes for who thanos roleplays romantically with! he is in a closed ship with namgyu (@nam-su-gyu ) so he will not interact / romantically interact with any other namgyu blogs!

for romantic relationships, thanos will be picky about who he interacts romantically with. his main verse is thangyu but he can have other verses with other people. from now on it will be a selective! he is not gonna date someone based off one interaction! please please please get to know him before interacting with him!

i would also like to state that i have implemented boundaries here now so please listen and read carefully.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME IN ROLEPLAY!! MY BLOG DISPLAYS TRIGGERING CONTENT SUCH AS: HOMOPHOBIA, TRANSPHOBIA, PARENTAL ABUSE (PHYSICAL, VERBALL) SQUID GAME, DEATH, MURDER, SUICIDE, DRUGS, OVERDOSES, TOXIC SHIT.

i cannot stop you from following me but please do not follow me if you are a minor running a roleplay blog. i have a bad habit of just auto following back rp accounts so pls. anyone who is caught interacting with me, who says they are 18+ but turns out to be a minor, you WILL be blocked.

i also want to state. DO NOT under any circumstance's, accuse my character as someone who would SA someone. that is a hardcore no and if you accuse my muse of doing stuff like that you will be hardcore blocked.

there will be NO homophobia or transphobic comments about thanos on this blog. seriously - gtfo. i dont wanna deal with your bigotry.

thanos background for you to read! under the cut!

Choi Ha-neul was born an accident on the 9th of feburary, 2004 in deagu, south korea.

born to mother, Kang Seon-hee and father Choi Hyun-seok. she was rasied by her father as her mother left when she was two years old.her father, hyun-seok was a intimidating and powerful man.

leader of a well known gang that took part in raids and murders. ha-neul didnt really know much about the gang. other than the fact one of her dads gang members, deok-su? had a kid too.

roughly around the same age.ha-neul loved music as a kid. inspired by lots of rappers and idols. she used to love collecting action figures and comic books that unfortunately were burnt and thrown away by her father.ha-neul knew she wasnt like the other girls in her grade. she knew she was different from the moment she gained awareness. it started small. researching and finding..people like her. people who felt like..her. it wasnt until ha-neul found the word. 

transgender.

growing up in her teenage years, she was quite rebellious. always getting into trouble with police. shoplifting, robbery, harassing police. she was a wild child. always doing something. visiting numerous house parties, ha-neul watched her first rap battle. two guys she didnt really know-nor cared for.

the two of them were in the living room, spitting bars over the sound of bass boosted music.she was quite the stubborn person. she was intrigued. yet it'll always stick with her. the word some random drunk guy said to her.

"girls cant do rap. i don't even know why you're here."oh how she'd prove that guy wrong.she decided to start an underground rap career. something small to pass time. to dive into her hobbies. she adopted the stage name "thanos." hiding herself behind caps, oversized tshirts the ability to make her voice lower and face masks.'thanos' was an underground rapper with great skill. the ability to create amazing lyrics that have deep meanings over shitty beats. thanos didnt care. they just wanted to do what they loved.

 music.

it started small. opting to buy jeans and pants instead of dresses and skirts. buying one size too small sports bra to flatten her chest. she cut her hair, she changed her name. she..he became more happier.

thanos decided to adopt the new name su-bong. why? he thought it was funny. a bong-get it? it was a bit..hard to hide this self of himself- especially around his father. the man wouldn't be at home that much, but when he did. it was like threading on egg shells. the man often blamed su-bong for everything. his mother left? that was his fault.

hyun-seok was a father? thats su-bongs fault. everything was su-bongs fault and it showed. lacking the parental figure in his life meant that thanos' didnt have much of a connection to his dad. it was more like living with a roommate. coming out to his father must've been the worst decision thanos has ever made, yet the best one as well. he will never forget the words his father said to him.

the scars that litter his body because of it. the distant fear always settling within his stomach.

the boy was homeless shortly after that. the 17 year old being kicked out by his father. part oh su-bong was glad he was gone from his father, but the other part was upset- hurt and betrayed.su-bong wasnt no quitter.

he would sleep in his car for days on end. sneak his way into mcdonalds and sleep in the toilets. he would even go lengths to even sell his body for a hotel room. su-bong ended up making his way to seoul from deagu.

meeting a boy called namgyu who worked in a bar called club pentagon. he offered su-bong a slot for an open mic session. that was the start of their...journey? su-bong and namgyu grew closer after that.

namgyu giving a share of pills and needles to su-bong which got him addicted. the two of them became a duo. wherever namgyu is, su-bong isnt that far away.su-bong took comfort in namgyu and his presence. seeming like the first person to accept the boy for who he was. sticking with him as he gained more popularity from people. su-bong often slept over and crashed at namgyus place in return for some drugs that su-bong would get from a junkie dealer he befriended one night.

he became the mans loyal customer. sleeping on namgyus couch was pretty sore. the pain in his back was evident, even if it was for a short time. su-bong managed to come up with a bit of money to get himself a small apartment in the same complex as namgyu on the 8th floor. a place for himeself to call home.

but it didnt last that long. he found himself growing depressed. mixing with the wrong people, going out drinking every night. gaining new drugs and adding them to his collection. he ended up overdosing one night in a bar and was rushed to hospital.

the hospital bill was too..much. but su-bong knew if he paid it, he wouldnt have money for his rent. he decided to invest some of his money into a crypto currency scene by one of his favourite youtubers hes been watching for a while. while someone is desperate for something, theyll go through lenghts to get it.

and su-bong was desperate for money. he needed money for rent, for his addiction. it seemed like luck wasnt on his side as the crypto failed.that meant he lost his money- he lost everything. he lost his apartment. club pentagon blackisted him.. he still didnt know why. the boy had nothing but the clothes on his back and the familiar car that he used to call home.

sleeping in his car was back to being the norm again. surviving cold nights and late night withdrawls. the boy decided enough was enough. he got out of his car one familiar september day and walked to the bridge.he didnt have much to live for anyway. he lost everything.that is until a familiar man dressed in a suit and tie met the boy at the bridge and asked if he wanted to play a game.