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[hekkoto]

Big big LIFE UPDATE! IMPORTANT STUFF HERE!

Heya my darklings <3 so, Im coming with some life update, Im happy to say that stuff starts to look waaaaay better!

First and the most important: Im super grateful for your love and support, I had really awful time lately and your kind words really helped me <3 My mind often tells me that nobody would miss me and Im just a problem but people patiently keep telling me that truth is opposite and many people would miss me and they really care about me. Thank you guys, really

So the best thing: My parents told me they gonna pay for my therapy, I have psychiatrist next week and I gonna ask to get it prescribed to me. Im deeply disturbed person and especially now I need this the most. So yeah, I gona try fix my life at least partially! I also gonna ask for meds for ADHD and hopefully I can end this nightmare ^^;

I started limiting substances like alcohol or too much pills. Going slowly but hopefully theraphy will allow me to end usage without any party or smth. Drinking with people is fine, I just shouldnt start day with this or do it daily >.> wish me luck!

I was invited to podcast! Here is clip: https://www.instagram.com/p/C-N9M01q2Tf/ it should be aviable somewhere in next month! [on this clip you can see my fabulous big Hello Kitty sticker on my wardrobe >XD]

In last days my mood is mostly on euphoric side which gives me hopes things will be easier now ;-; trust me, last weeks almost killed me, I was on edge of my strenght. I gonna catch up on the most important stuff first and then I gonna work a lot on videos and arts ^^ Im super grateful for your love and patience, really <3

I will try to sort my life now, I have to book some treatments and such, I will try to go back to more healthy diet and hopefully start exercising! I definetelly must catch up on important arts and focus on projects Im working on! I will show some cool stuff soon ^^ My plans are coming back to weekly short comics, finishing my comic Welcome To My Hell, releasing first video for arg horror Denimo's art space, I hope to make 3 vidoes on my YT per week and deliver all of promised Patreon rewards [I gonna look through them and note in calendar when I want to post stuff and hopefully it will allow me to fulfill all of them! I also gonna come back to drawing answers for this ask/dare Jeff thingy

I will be opening my KoFi shop soon! First I gonna offer some handmade stuff like earrings, chokers, magnets, keyrings and stickers and shortly after I will be offering prints. In near future I also plan to offer small originals of my paintings <3 and of course more handmade stuff ;p

Im focused on my goal of making living as an artist. Im also full of motivation and this mostly euphoric mood gives me a lot of strenght. I believe I can make it and I know this will help me with my borderline if I will be focusing on arts and engaging with lots of people. What I can say, borderline loves attention >XD so better give it to me ;p

Anyway, thank you a lot again <3 I thought it all gonna end soon but I guess I can try push a little harder <3

Love ya,

Hekkoto