#poppedijn

[monsterswithimagines]

Undisclosed Desires - Part 19

Joe Goldberg x female!Reader

Summary: Twenty minutes before he would have met Guinevere Beck, Joe meets you instead. You intruige him, but it will soon become clear that there is something off about you.

Words: 888

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Fun fact: I actually wrote a part of this (the obvious email) in Dutch and then translated it with Google Translate so it would be realistic lmao.

I have the key to your place. You have the key to mine. We are that kind of couple.

When you're at work, I sometimes go to your apartment and read your email. I don't like that you have a male friend you haven't told me anything about, even if most of what you talk to him about is me.

Still, (Y/n), can you blame me for being worried? You are not supposed to keep secrets from me. And you don't. Except for when it comes to Greybird@wirrhino.com.

I have to be fast today. Yesterday, you ran into Paco's mom, Claudia. She complained to you that she has to work, so she can't take Paco trick or treating today, and Ron isn't interested. You're too kind, so you said we'd do it. And because not just Claudia, but even Ron actually likes you, Claudia thanked you profusely and said that “that would be great, actually.”

You should know, (Y/n), that I hate Halloween. But, as you pointed out, this isn't about me, or you - “don't you think I would have rather gone to the costume party my boss is throwing, Joe?” No. I don't think you would have. But that’s beside the point.

This is about Paco. And he will be at my apartment in less than two hours.

So I have to hurry.

But your email is just so enticing. I don't find any new exchanges with Grey (I did check just last week), but that doesn't mean there's nothing for me to see. You have a new email from your mother, and it's far easier to copy and paste one long message into Google Translate than it is to figure out texts.

Your mother writes:

Dear (Y/n),

I've had to think long and hard about how to tell you this, but I won't be there this Christmas. Your grandma and grandpa don't want Steef there, so I'm going with him to his family in Utrecht. You are of course very welcome to come too. Steef would like to meet you. I talk about you all the time, my sweet, smart daughter with her great job in America.

Unfortunately, I know you probably don't feel like it. Your grandfather has his claws in you. He thinks everything I do is wrong, and you believe him. That saddens me enormously. All your life you have seen your grandparents as the people who love you. Even as a little girl you didn't see how much I loved you and how much I did for you. I had to look for love somewhere else.

I found that love in Steef, (Y/n). We love each other so much. But I can't start a life with him if you haven't met him. Then help us! I love you so much, honey. Give me that love back and accept that I want to be happy too!

I don't understand why you let your grandparents determine your entire life. Joe sounds like a perfect man. Do you really leave him alone at Christmas and New Year because you are afraid that your grandfather has an opinion about your relationship?

You deserve so much better, Poppedijn. Both of us.

To the stars and back again,

Mom.

Oh. You're going to hate this.

Usually, you and your mom email each other when you want to tell each other things you consider too long to text. Like when you tell her about your day at work, or she talks about the latest drama going on in your hometown. Only once before have I seen you receive an email like this from your mother. When you read it, you completely shut down on me for a week. You wouldn't talk about it. You wouldn't talk to anyone. You called in sick to work and shut yourself inside your apartment.

I can't let that happen this time.

I write a response. I have to translate it and send it back in Dutch, and I know it won't be perfect, but I'm hoping your mother will write that off as part of your inability to string proper sentences together when you're not writing professionally.

mom,

i understand why you have to go to utrecht. you're right, i'd rather not come. but you need to find your bliss.

i need to find my bliss, too, so i think it's better if we don't speak to each other for a while. it's not personal. i'm very tired all the time and i want to focus on joe and i don't want to think about my mom, who'd rather spend christmas with her boyfriend's family than suck it up and see her only daughter.

all my love,

(y/n)

I hit send. Then, I panic and delete the email from your sent folder. Then, I panic even more and delete your mother's email altogether. I even remove it from your deleted files.

What have I done?

Your mom is going to react to this. She is going to tell you about the email she received. Then you will wonder who sent it, and who will all the signs point to? Your boyfriend, who has access to your apartment and your laptop when you're not paying attention.

I quickly replace the laptop and leave.

What am I going to do?

[freakstylebjd]

Face-up and body-blushing done by http://shinypawprint.blogspot.com/

[raouken]

Me and Silk from Freakstyle went to Utrecht today to photograph our three Poppedijns! They are genderless dolls of 28 cm tall, designed by Silk and me, hand cast by Silk and their outfits are made by me. Now it's time to sort out all the pictures, but here's a little preview for you ;)

[romireads]

June 2019 book haul #1

June 2019 book haul #1

De Spannende Boeken Weken zijn nog steeds volop aan de gang. Tijdens deze weken staan de spannende Nederlandse (origineel of vertaald) boeken in de spotlight. Wanneer je een spannend boek koopt, krijg je het geschenk Dolores Dolly Poppedijn van Thomas Olde Heuvelt er gratis bij!

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[chasschu]

poppedijne-wolvil… https://ift.tt/2p5RYw3

[freakstylebjd]

Poppedijn: Utopia, available on May 1! Please, visit my website (http://www.freakstylebjd.com/product/poppedijn-green) for more information.

[freakstylebjd]

Poppedijn: Winter’s Death will be available for sale on May 1. Please, visit the website for more information. Layaway up to NINE terms available. Face-up and body blushing are done by Shiny Pawprint: http://shinypawprint.blogspot.com http://www.freakstylebjd.com/product/poppedijn-winter-s-death

[freakstylebjd]

Poppedijn: Equilibrium, available on MAY 1. See my shop for more information: http://www.freakstylebjd.com/product/poppedijn-grey-985

[freakstylebjd]

Because of organizational miscommunication, I’ve had to delete the Poppedijn: Winter’s Death photo’s I just put online. Sorry for the mess-up. 

[romireads]

Dolores Dolly Poppedijn van Thomas Olde Heuvelt || Review

Dolores Dolly Poppedijn van Thomas Olde Heuvelt || Review

Titel: Dolores Dolly Poppedijn Auteur(s): Thomas Olde Heuvelt Aantal pagina’s: 93 Genre: Horror, Korte verhalen Publicatie datum: 1 juni 2019 Datum gelezen: 8 augustus 4.5/5 ★

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[freakstylebjd]

Finished editing the pictures of Poppedijn Utopia. I really love this backdrop :D. 

[romireads]

August was an eventful month, so that’s why I’ve not been posting as much as I normally do. According to the statistics of my blog, August was the best month of this year and I want to take a moment to thank you, the readers of my blog. I really appreciate you putting time into reading my posts, commenting on them and just you being supportive! It fills my heart with so much joy to see that my blog is still growing and read by so many of yours!

Now, onto the posts I published in the month of August 👉🏼

Reviews: – The Dinner by Herman Koch – Firewall by Henning Mankell – Pan’s Labyrinth by Guillermo del Toro & Cornelia Funke (Dutch copy gifted by Querido publishers) – Dolores Dolly Poppedijn van Thomas Olde Heuvelt – Vermist van Loes Leeman – Why She Lied by Julie Coons (gifted by the author)

Other: – Denmark, August 2019 – Top 5 books of 2019, so far

Monthly posts: – July overview – August TBR – August wrap up!

I now see that I totally forgot to post my unboxing of the August box of The Abominable Book Club 😱 Maybe I’ll still post it, but on the other hand, the September box is already on its way to me …

What you can expect in the month of September: – Dutch books to look forward to this Fall – Reviews! – An Abominable Book Club unboxing 😏

August 2019 overview August was an eventful month, so that's why I've not been posting as much as I normally do.

[freakstylebjd]

That left head is trying to eat me, I’m sure @_@. Got a little more time to work on Twisted. With the release of Poppedijn, there was no time to sculpt for almost two weeks. TWO WEEKS! It’s a surprise I survived without clay for so long ;). 

[raouken]

Hi everyone!

I'm back from my artist residency in China! It was amazing ;) But I also have an announcement to make!

I've had my Etsy shop since 2011 and been making bjd corsets and clothing since even before then, and I've had an amazing time filled with creativity and inspiration, and met so many people and saw more beautiful dolls than my wallet likes ;) But, for some time now, working at the sewing machine so much is taking it's toll on my back, and I've been moving away from it and more towards hand embroidered necklaces and paintings on my other shop Atelier Vegvisir, plus traveling more through artist residencies.

Doing all of this and running Raouken Corsets at the same time is taking it's toll, both on my body and on my creativity, so I've made the(difficult!)decision to quit Raouken. April is going to be the last month, I will create a last beautiful collection of hand embroidered corsets this month, as well as create hand embroidered outfits for some of my dolls I'm going to sell. After April, all corsets that are still left will be raffled off to my amazing Patreon supporters, after which I will close the Patreon as well. So, if there’s anything in the shop you really want, this is the month to get it! ;)

Also, I can't just stop without some thank you to all you amazing people! So for this whole month, worldwide shipping will be free and every order will come with a little gift, like a skirt or bloomers, to say thank you :D Really, all of you are amazing, you’ve inspired me so much over the years! So, thank you!

Thank you so much for your support, I will of course stay a part of this beautiful hobby, work together with Silk on our Poppedijn doll and who knows what the future might bring! So it’s not truly goodbye ;)

Love you all! <3 Raouken

https://www.etsy.com/shop/Raouken

[raouken]

Four more pictures of the grey Poppedijn, she is the first one we made, so of course she is special by default ;) Poppedijn is a genderless creature, he or she morphs into anything we want them to be. I imagined this Poppedijn to be a goddess like creature though, sitting in the world she created. The dress around her represents her world, both living and dead, all the embroidered creatures have connections to each other and she sits inbetween it, neutral and observing, as if it’s out of her hands now and there’s not much more she can do. I really like her <3

Poppedijn is a 28cm resin art doll created by Freakstyle BJD and me. Each Poppedijn is a fullset doll with a different concept. This one and her sisters will be for sale soon ^_^

[freakstylebjd]

Today we show you the white Poppedijn, available for sale somewhere at the end of March.  Poppedijn is a genderless creature, he or she morphs into anything we want them to be. This one I imagined to be the coming of spring, when the snow is no longer able to hold back life wanting to grow and take over.  White Poppedijn has full bodyblushing and a face-up done by Shiny Pawprint (PocketWolf on DoA). http://shinypawprint.blogspot.com