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Princeton Perez during the Mindless Behavior era

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⠀like he said, "happy valentines" ☕

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My head hurts. I’ve been crashing down mentally. Hiding in toilets again. Pain from moments that felt like a lifetime ago still cripple me from time to time. Like Hannah in the Bible, I pray God sees me.

(Cindy Kimberly) Deuteronomy 31:8

The Lord HIMSELF will lead you and be with you, he will not abandon you or leave you so do not be afraid

Things that helped me:

1. childish fun: candyfloss Parma violets fairlyodd parents.

2. Remembering ‘everyone’ feels like this sometimes but thinking of specific people like Melyssa Ford or Meagan Good.

3. Pushing Through. The Bible. Still going places when I can. Doing what I have to, when I can.

I keep changing my hair. Every time I tell myself ‘this is it!! we’ll never need to try a new style again’ - but it always ends being Ill suited to me without a million adjustments. Even when wearing my own hair.

I wish to lock myself in my room all week with enough food and water to just do my hair. I want to work at it diligently and receive the reward of a low management hairstyle that will not randomly look awful on me. I want to experience ‘sow and reap.’

I had a killer headache like the one I got when I might have had only 48h to live (75-90% survival rate). In the middle of the night I stumbled to get painkillers only half awake - what soothed my mind was thoughts of love & family both current and potential. Relationships are wealth. I need to build mine back up.

I remember listening to Tumblr Girls (clean ;)) as a girl and crying. I had to ban myself from listening to it actually. Feeling I could never become who I need to be. I forget there’s nothing holding me back anymore. I have to stay around to become who I will be.

My thoughts sound disconnected this headache is still raging, I’m sorry.

When Cindy wore contacts it was beautiful. I find when I wear contacts I comments like I’m trying to deceive even though people of all skin tones have all eye colors. Might go shopping. With more meds.

Ok I’m off then. God will not leave me We will keep building until it’s done.

Xoxo