#redcherryrain

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What the traumagen vs endogen fight on here reminds me of (the traumagen is the hydrogen bomb lmao)

NO I DO NOT MEAN WE ARE ACTUALLY KILLING PEOPLE, I WISH DEATH ON NO ONE. WE ARE SIMPLY FIGHTING THEM OFF THE PLATFORM LMAOOOOO

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Our goal is to help prove to endos why they are wrong, its a never ending battle but us (The Blacklite Collective) as an anti endo blog will only stand and continue to fight these wretched little things off the platform, as a vow, we will not stop until an impact is finally made. I, the host, love seeing these posts as with this it only goes to prove how much of a negative impact the endos have made on here and how much of a positive impact we are making by finally stepping our foot down and saying enough to it!

To the endos reading this I have a couple things to say: • You aren't real, stop faking. • Look at the damage you all have created, and us traumagenics now have to clean up your mess. • Come up with an actual reliable source for your research (we all know you can't)

And @bizzyboys thank you for your support, we are trying our best!

To all the anti endo blogs:

I am giving you all nice warm drinks and covering you in a blanket. thank you for making a safe place for systems to talk about their struggles without having to worry about endos invading our spaces. I love you all anti endo system blogs. You make life easier

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I can't believe this is actually happening...

For those of you who didn't know. I decided to leave Aspencord and overall have ventured away from Aspen entirely. The most you will see me doing is actually go forward and reply to some of Aspen's tiktoks that personally go to far out of hand. I want to let anyone from the Aspen team know who is following me on here. I am not against you. This is not me holding a grudge, this is me trying my hardest to do the right thing for me which was just removing myself from that situation. You can find my tiktok below. In the video I go over some issues that they have with cultural names. This is just 1 out of a series I plan on doing. Thank you all for being here with me through these times, it truly does mean a lot to not only me but the rest of The Nightmare District.

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Okay. Lets start again from the beginning shall we?

For those of you who don't know me, I'm Red Cherry Rain, but you all can call me Cherry for short. I am the host of a traumagenic D.I.D. system that goes by the name of The Nightmare District. When I first created this tumblr it was out of retaliation to the Endo community on here. Some of the things said on this tumblr have been out of pocket and wrong of me to do and I do truly apologize to all the people I have hurt by my past posts. These posts weren't just sharing my views on the endo community but more attacking them for their beliefs. My own belief does still stand. But that being said, I will not continue to attack the endogenic community on this platform or any other platforms that I run. I am allowed to have my own rights and views on the endogenic topic but so can everyone else. Hence from here on out I will look at what endos send to me, but that being said I will share my own personal views on what is shared. For anyone who comes to me, I will share my opinion, but I will not try to force that opinion on anyone else. This is me agreeing to disagree on your views. Now what does this mean for future posts. For any post regarding Dissociative Identity Disorder I will continue to use plural tags on the platform, I will not use these tags to share hate, but to share my own life experiences with D.I.D. and how I live as a system. Hate is not a good thing to spread and can instead cause discourse among everyone on the platform, no matter which side you are on. I ask that the people doing so refrain from doing it anymore. If you do not like or agree with what I am posting you may leave your opinions, I will indeed read them. But with that, I will not change my style just to cater to one person. If you truly do just fully despise my content you may block me and move on with your life, I will not hold a grudge against you for it. Everyone's style in content creation is different, my community will find me and grow because of the people who enjoy my work. I will no longer kekw at endos, but much rather I will share my opinion and walk away. This page is not endo safe, but I will also not personally hunt you down, I will mention though that the majority of people in my discord though do share the same view on you as I do, proceed with caution. We will not attack you, but we may politely ask you to leave.

In regards to AspenFrostEN: I no longer wish to correspond with Aspen, I do wish to coexist peacefully with Aspen and the Entourage System. I personally do not agree with the route that Aspen has taken with her community and her content. I do not hate her, I am more disappointed with the way she is making systems look on every platform. For someone who promotes and stands for healing, she does not make it easy for anyone. As mentioned before, Aspen if you do happen to read this, you do have my discord and I do not mind speaking with you privately. But this does not give you any right to attack me and the rest of The Nightmare District, you have indeed indirectly done this twice on your tiktok page and we do not appreciate it. I have been asked and I will say it here, you may apologize and I will forgive you, but you have a lot to do to earn back my trust, especially with what you have done. My discord server is open to all who have dealt with Aspen and would like to share their story, open a ticket and my staff team will indeed get to you All in all I truly am sorry for everything I have done and this is my time to change, I do not expect to be forgiven, and I understand that for some that will be difficult to do, but I promise you all I am trying to change for the better. If anyone of you would indeed like to speak to me privately I do ask that you join my discord and open a ticket where I will gladly be of service to anyone who would like to speak to me privately. Thank you all for giving me a chance to explain. Below I will link my server for those who need it! Thank you.

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After falling for a little pricks joke I have deleted my last post about a comment left on the hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby post, the lil shit is a pro endo supporter, mods put the guy in the salad spinner.

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To the dearest endos of tumblr

Clearly endos seem to think they are so smart and shit on here. Well my dearest lil endos grab a chair and sit the fuck down.

So please. Just stop faking an already highly misunderstood disorder.

My source:

Give it a read lil endos, you might actually learn a fucking thing or two.

As always remember:

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@tomblr-man

Let me show u a lil smthn

Thanks for giving me a chuckle though!

I also find it funny that this was simply targetedtowards the comment about endos as well. Which is another funny thing, endos seem to love going after a blog that repeatedly says that we will laugh at them. So you do ur job lil endy and ill do mine :)

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Its so funny when...

Its so funny when people spread misinformation! Also guys did you know that endos are real?!

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You kinda brushed off that other anon. They brought up a lot of really cool stuff and all you had to say was "I+ don't support endos." Which, by the way, still not clear on whether that means you don't think we exist.

Im being completely honest im not purposely trying to sound vague but my beliefs are clear, im not willing to make a fight out of it and ask that everyone does the same. I am neutral if you are, we may not have the same views but I view that as no issue at all, I will not make my stance fully on endos systems until something creditable is released with full results shown. Until then I wish to just co exist on this platform :)

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Clean urself up u piece of trash. -Zack

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Quincy, thank you for the line taken from the page which is indeed truthful, and to cover on Eric Yarbrough a little bit as a did look into him a bit, he focuses on Transgender Mental Health, so yes he could have very much dealt with a system, but does not specialize in the field meaning that anything by him regarding said subjects can not be validated as he does not have the proper tools or knowledge to prove that said things are true, if that makes sense. Down below is an image including all that the guy covers :)

I understand not wanting to concede ground when debating an Aspenvader but did-research.org does indirectly preclude endogenic systems.

From the ToSD page:

"Though the extreme disruption of self states that is found in dissociative identity disorder (DID) can only occur before the self has ever fully integrated,"

and probably elsewhere too, haven't looked around too much.

Though as you said, mediocre source for many other reasons.

Also, couldn't find much about Dr. Eric Yarbrough's work on DID and plurality. Certainly nothing about him being an expert, though if his writing passed through experts then there's nothing to worry about.

I would argue that this is too ambiguous.

The "extreme disruption of self states that is found in dissociative identity disorder" doesn't really say anything about other forms of systems.

One could interpret it that way, but I feel it would be a stretch given that the dissociation in DID is often considered more extreme than other sorts of plurality.

Either way though, it's still academic telephone in that it's someone who isn't a doctor doing their best to interpret the theories of actual professionals.

Also, couldn't find much about Dr. Eric Yarbrough's work on DID and plurality.

While Eric Yarbrough doesn't specialize in DID or plurality, the book does include a case example of a DID patient, which if not a patient he worked with directly, would at least be from his colleagues and indicate familiarity with the subject.

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Awwwwww thanks u guys, this last week on this platform for the aspencord has been- something to say the least! But lets talk about my own community, feel free to ask me about anything in my life as a content creator! I will get to as many people as I can so if you don't see yours for a bit do not worry, I will get to it!

For now lets discuss future goals!: • When I come back I plan on going live the same day! I have been missing all of you and I can not wait to make a return! • Upgrade my setup: This includes a new mic and possibly a webcam so I can do full face tracking for my 3D model! I might also upgrade my graphics card and possibly do a give away, stay tuned for that! • Pursue a dream in making music! I have been righting down music galore! I just need to find a new instrumentalist and also get out of my current situation (I'll explain that a bit more in my discord server which will be linked!) • Have a moving in stream! I plan on moving out when I can finally get free of my parents grasp (again I will explain more on this in the discord server that I will link) so stay tuned for that in the next year or two!

I am so excited to answer some of yall's questions and looking forward to making a full return! For now stay tuned!

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We love to see the positive growth! Thank you for your earnest apology and we look forward to seeing you around!

Since you mentioned endos sending things in to you, we are curious about your thoughts on spiritual plurality? Some cultures do have sacred traditions and rites that involve plurality without trauma (Umbanda, Haitian/West African Vodun, and Vajrayana Buddhism come to mind).

Also if you don’t mind further discussion, any thoughts on Jungian Archetypes/Concepts of the mind or Schwartz’s Internal Family Systems model? These are both instances of plurality/multiplicity that exist outside of repeated childhood trauma/dissociative disorders.

Thanks for listening, and have a great day!

To answer your question, my views still stand and I will not support endo systems. Though I do not support endogenic systems, you will have my full respect as that is the proper thing to do. Thank you for your question though, and no problem, I will have a listening ear :)

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quick question, how old are you? general range is fine, just curious

I am not going to answer that, also its not very cool to ask someone that 😅

All u need to know is that im old enough to be on here.

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Some useful user boxes that we go by :D

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Whats this, I, Red Cherry Rain, am making a return, how cool is that!