#ruben loftus-cheek x black!oc

[chaneajoyyy]

RUBEN LOFTUS-CHEEK FANFICTION

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[555sage]

ISSUES

SUMMARY — ruben and his girl are going through a bit of turmoil in their relationship, but the issues don’t seem to be letting up.

PAIRINGS — ruben loftus cheek x black fem oc

INCLUDES ANGST

“Ruben you’re not saying anything.” Kelsi huffed as she folded her clothes into the suitcase. She was packing for a weekend at his parents, but as the day got closer she was thinking of sitting her butt at home instead.

But, it would be selfish to his family because they weren’t involved in the shit Kelsi had going on with Ruben.

Ruben laid flat on his back on the bed with his long legs hanging off the edge, phone in his hand as he did whatever that had him too interested to respond back.

Zipping up the suitcase and struggling to take it off the bed, Kelsi broke a nail as she finally got the suitcase off the bed. “Fuck.” She hissed, her nail was lifting from the nail bed and had already started bleeding a bit.

Ruben, whose attention was now on his frustrated girlfriend, watched as she stomped towards the bathroom in their room. Letting out a deep sigh, he makes his way into the bathroom. Leaning against the frame of the door he watches her search in the cabinets for a bandaid.

Kelsi glances at him through the mirror and rolls her eyes. “Why is it like this with you now?” Ruben asks with his hands in his sweatpants pocket.

Kelsi stays silent as she wraps the bandaid on her index finger. Still looking at him in the bathroom mirror, “Like what Ruben?”

“Just—mad or bothered by every little thing now.” He shrugs.

Kelsi couldn’t help but to snicker at his comment. Instead of pressing the issue anymore she simply said, “If you say so, excuse me.” Trying to leave the bathroom but Ruben’s tall figure stood in the way.

“There you go being dismissive.” He continues on.

“Is that how it’s going to be with you now? Cause if so I don’t need your attitude this weekend.”

Now he was really pushing it. Attitude? Yeah, he was talking out the ass with that right there.

“Attitude? Ruben don’t make a problem out of nothing please. Because if anyone should have something to say it should be me. You literally ignored me earlier while I was packing.” Kelsi argued, she wasn’t yelling but she had a bit of bass in her voice.

“Hmph, I can already see how this weekend is going to go.” He walks out the bathroom leaving the bedroom since a slam of the door was heard.

A few tears slip from Kelsi’s eyes, but quickly she wipes them. Finishing the rest of her packing, so she could take a bath and head to bed to avoid dealing with Ruben for the rest of the night.

Going downstairs for a drink she quietly stepped around the house to obviously avoid him. Passing the living room she caught a glimpse of him sprawled out on the couch with the tv on soccer highlights, she couldn’t tell if he was sleep or watching it.

Completely forgetting what she came out the room for she went back upstairs to get her butt in bed to sleep.

“Oh hello beautiful!” Ruben’s mother greeted, engulfing Kelsi in a tight embrace. “How you been? He’s been treating you well, yes?”

Kelsi pulls away with a smile to his mother before turning her head to look up at Ruben who carried their things. “Oh just lovely.” She gives Ruben a fake smile and he looks down at her biting his bottom lip to hold back a not so nice comment in front of his mother.

“He better, come come.” She pushes them into the house.

Ruben goes on to put their things in the room they’ll be in for the next 3 days. Kelsi and Ruben’s mother went on to have a glass of wine while they chatted.

“Oh! We’ll do a game night while we watch that new movie his father has been harping on about.” Ruben’s mother clapped.

Ruben walks into the area and goes up to his mother giving her a forehead kiss and side hug. Kelsi sat quietly sipping her wine. “Where is he anyway?” He questioned opening the pantry looking for anything to satisfy his slight hunger.

“Shopping for tonight’s dinner.”

Ruben sat himself next to Kelsi glancing over at her before speakig with his mother once more. While the two thought they were doing a good job at being “normal” with each other, his mother picked up on their energies.

Normally, Ruben and Kelsi would hold hands or she would rub the back of his head when they sat next to each other. Or, have a joke ready to tell his mother about Ruben, but nothing. But, she decided to bite her tongue and let the two solve their own problems instead.

“Okay?” Ruben’s large hand rubs Kelsi’s jean covered thigh. His mother watched the interaction and her heart ached for them to fix whatever it was they had going on.

“Fine.” She fake smiled before excusing herself to the restroom. Not having to actually use the bathroom, she stood with her hands against the counter as she tried not to cry.

Never would she have ever thought things would be like this between her and Ruben. Barely saying anything to each other. Constantly being sarcastic or having snarky comments. It’s like they were in a childish high school ass relationship and she hated it. A knock at the bathroom door pulled her away from her thoughts.

Before answering she looked for any tears on her face. Popping her lips together and puffing up her curly hair she opens the door a peep to see who it was. Ruben who tried to enter was stopped because of how small she had the door opened.

“Mind letting me in?”

Opening the door wide enough for him to come in she steps back as he takes up space into the bathroom. Soon as he shut the door questions started flying.

“Could you maybe try acting alive while we’re here?”

Kelsi sighed, “What the hell is with you and picking these little fights with me? Are you bored? I’m really starting to think you’re bored Ruben.” Her voice just above a whisper she taps her nails against the counter with clear irritation.

“Think again love. It’s like you purposely try to not see where I’m coming from.” He puts his hands up to his chest.

“Well then tell me Ruben. Talk. Communicate. Be an adult, stopping nagging me.”

“Nagging? What type of shit is—

Another knock to the door stops him from going on. Kelsi saw this as her opportunity to leave the intense situation, she opens the door to see Ruben’s mother.

“Oh sorry, just making sure you guys were okay. I know he said that he went to check on you.” She said sincerely.

“I’m okay, it’s just I’ve been having stomach pains lately that’s it. I think I’m going to get some rest.” Kissing her cheek, Kelsi walked away and to the room for her and Ruben.

Changing out of her clothes she put on a beige slip dress and got into the bed facing away from the door and looked outside the window. With a curtain to the side she could see a peek of the purplish sky.

Even though Kelsi thought the situation wasn’t affecting him, little did she know Ruben was going through it as well. It wasn’t like her or him to constantly bicker back and forth with each other like that especially over bullshit. He definitely blames himself because he was putting his stress on her selfishly.

He debated on whether to give Kelsi her space or apologize to her for being such a shitty boyfriend to her. But, his feet had a mind of their own as he made his way to the room. Softly opening the door, his eyes glance towards the bed where Kelsi had her back turned towards him.

“Kel.” He used the nickname he would call her.

Sleep was starting to take over her, but for some reason she couldn’t shut her eyes. Hearing Ruben softly call to her made her forget about even sleeping.

Slowly sitting up under the covers she sees Ruben standing across the room. “I’m not interrupting your sleep am I?”

“No Ruben, what do you need?”

“To talk. Communicate like adults.”

She turns her head back to the window, it was starting to get dark. Though, she tried to escape looking at Ruben he made his way over to her side blocking her view of the window.

She was face to face with the front of his sweatpants. Attempting to get up out of bed, Ruben softly grips her arm and sits her back down on the bed. “Look at me.”

Not following his order, he softly grips her jaw to look up at him. “Please?” His voice was soft.

With her brown eyes she looks up at him quietly nervous for some reason. In this position both of them were quiet, Ruben staring at her beautiful face pained from even putting his troubles on her—Kelsi sat with butterflies in her stomach nervous about what he was going to say.

“I am so fucking sorry for even troubling you love. You never deserved it. From ignoring you to picking fights, I’m sorry for it all. I should’ve been loving you like usual, but I’ve been denying my charm of that love. You know how I stress when it comes to training and the games, and that’s what it’s been. I shouldn’t burden you with any of that, but for some reason I did. I love so much and I am sorry Kelsi. You don’t know how hard it’s been to not be able to kiss you, hold you, just us being us.”

His voice breaking while he spoke made Kelsi swallow her tears because she needed to get out her piece without breaking down.

She pushed his hand away from her so she could speak. “See if you would’ve communicated that earlier then maybe it wouldn’t have gotten this far. What you don’t think I’d understand you being stressed about your games or training? What am I to you exactly? Cause it seems I’m just pushed to back in your life.”

Kelsi was now up off the bed standing toe to toe with Ruben. “You know what.. I know what we need. We need a break.” She laughed, not purposefully, but because it helped her from crying anymore.

Ruben looked at her in disbelief, “Baby you don’t mean that.”

“No I do mean that. Maybe some time apart will ease your stress and you’ll only have one thing to focus on. I don’t wanna be the cause of a good thing in your life.”

He reached for her hands, but she pulled away. “You are the good thing in my life and I mean it Kelsi, I love you.”

“Look Ruben, I’ll stay for the weekend not for you, but for your parents. But after that I think I’m going to my mom’s place for a while.”

She got back into bed, “I’m done talking, good night.”

Ruben stood quietly pained from how their conversation went. He didn’t think it would get to this point. Shutting the door behind him, he went into his old room to relieve the tears that were threatening to come out.

He wasn’t the only one heartbroken, Kelsi cried a river soon as he shut the door. Even though she was hurt, she still stuck with her decision. The whole night she tried convincing herself a break was exactly what they needed to fix the issue.

But she wasn’t too convinced, and neither was he.

[forthecoloredgirl]

LIKE IM GOING TO LOOSE YOU | RUBEN LOFTUS-CHEEK

For the past few days you and Ruben had been going through a rough patch. The two of you just couldn’t see eye to eye on anything. It had come to the point where you thought he just wanted to argue. Early this morning he snapped at you for accidentally pouring him too much orange juice.

“Maybe if you had been paying some damn attention we wouldn’t have this mess!”

He snapped, throwing his hands in the air. All you could do was stare because you couldn’t really register that Ruben was actually upset about some over poured orange juice. Not saying anything you just grabbed a paper towel and began cleaning up the spill.

“Ruben it’s just orange juice.”

You said softly as you wiped up the last of the spill and dried the area. As you threw away the paper towel Ruben began.

“It’s just everything with you! Just this, just that, or just everything!”

He mocked

“Well what about you!? Huh!? Like there’s not a thing wrong with you Mr. IPitchAFitOverOrangeJuice.”

“Well if you weren’t too busy pissing me off, I’d probably wouldn’t be.”

“Oh please Ruben, everything thing pisses you off!!”

“Yeah everything about you!”

That hit a little too close to home and you had decided that you had enough. If Ruben felt that way, he could feel that way alone.

“Alright, if I piss you off some much than goodbye!”

Slamming your hands down, you got up from the table and went upstairs to Ruben’s room grabbing your purse and keys. Going back down stairs you headed right for the door and slammed it right as Ruben called for your name. If you pissed him off so much than why stay. You got into your car and drove off before Ruben could catch you, but before you could even get a mile down the road your phone was already ringing. Rolling your eyes you ignored it and kept driving.

•

Weeks passed by and you still had ignored Ruben like the plague. He was persistent and wouldn’t leave you alone. He would call, text, and even email to try and get your attention. However you weren’t entirely ready, if you had gone back to him would it just go back to more arguing or were the two of you actually capable of solving a problem. Thoughts ran through your head all day and you couldn’t even get your work done with all the things attacking your mind. Also it didn’t help that Chelsea had a very important match today, it was Manchester City and you knew how hard not only Ruben had been preparing for the match, but all the guys were. They had even had two extra practices. It hurt a little knowing you weren’t going to be there for Ruben, but how he treated you made you feel as if he didn’t even want you to be there in the 1st place. So why go support? You knew why, it was because you loved him and whether they lost or won today nothing was going to change the fact you loved him with all your heart.

Not being able to take it anymore, you stood from your desk got your car keys and bolted to your car.  You didn’t care that your natural hair was flying and lowkey a mess. Checking the time you had on your phone, you saw that there was 20 minutes till kickoff and thankfully you worked near the stadium, but you knew match day traffic wasn’t the best. So you opted to take the back roads and made it around to the players entrance with 5 minutes to spare. The lovely staff had quickly gotten you situated and in the front tow right as the first whistle was blown and it was officially game time. The butterflies in your stomach erupted in a frenzy and you were biting your nails before any team could complete a pass. Of course you were still mad, but you couldn’t wish any bad on Ruben at this time. You’d watch him from the moment he got injured to when he was fully healed up. You were there through all those sleepless nights out in the yard passing and shooting with him. You ensured he got up everyday and remember he was not just any player but THAT player so he could have the fuel to come back better than he was before.

That was the main reason you were sitting in this seat, you wanted to see all the work the two of you had put in for months! Finally it came to that moment when Ruben received a pass and your heart sped up a bit. In awe you watched as he cut to his left switching the ball, only to loose it to an on coming defender. You felt a little sadness in your heart, but Ruben quickly tracked down the defender, locked in, and successfully got the ball back. You thought he was going to just pass it afterwards as it was the safest option, but no you saw the confidence in his face as he turned his body in the direction opposite of their goal. His stance was completely different and he looked out for blood. He unexpectedly took off right down the middle, his speed was unmatched and he was dodging defenders from every angle. Once he’d successfully made it into the opposing teams 18 yard box he pulled the ball back cutting it behind his right foot and placed his body over the ball sending a shot toward the net. You watched as the ball float through the air and sail right into the upper corner of the goal!

The whole moment felt like it was in slow motion as the entire stadium erupted into cheers! You yourself were up on your feet screaming cheers of joy and clapping till the palms of your hands hurt. You’d been so hyped up you didn’t care for your 4C hair covering your face, you had seen what you needed to see, but when you finally removed the coils of curls from your face your eyes met his. It was as if he to were shocked, but what it about the goal or that you were there. He sent a light hearted smile your way, he looked unsure, but you gave him a big smile and a thumbs up. You didn’t want to ruin his glory, so you pushed all your hurt aside. What mattered now was beating City’s ass, then Ruben’s.

•

The game was a eventful one. Many counter attacks, scares, and of course highlighted moments that would definitely be replayed on BEIN later tonight. You were excited to re watch it all over again, but that’s only because Ruben ended the game with a goal and two assists send City home 3-1. The whole city of Chelsea were going home that night with smiles on their faces and the pub on their minds. As you walked out the stadium you could hear the fans still chanting “Thank You Rubey.” you could help but laugh a little.

You decided to use the players entrance as an exit as well, seeing that’s where your car was parked. As you searched your bag for your keys, you suddenly heard a rush of footsteps coming your way. Before you could look up you were engulfed into a tight hug. A hug from somebody you knew all too well.

For a moment the two of you didn’t say anything and stood there, but you decided to break it.

“Great game.”

“I don’t deserve you, seriously. You’re too good for me, a literal blessing from the heavens! But I’m not going to mess this up, I refuse! I’m going to earn you and your love like we earned the win today. You deserve to have me give you my absolute all and nothing less! I can’t really see living on or playing on with you. Just as we spent all those night preparing for this moment, I’m going to work just as hard to earn your love and maintain it. I’m going to love you like I’m going to loose you and I mean that.”

You were speechless at his declaration of love, but you knew this from the moment the two of met. All you could do is pull away from the hug a little and look up at him.

“It’s okay Ruben I-“

“No babe I want to make sure that everyday you felt my love. Wherever and whenever. I don’t care if we’re mad at each other or completely okay with each other, I’m going to do better. I love you so much”

He spoke as he leaned his forehead onto yours. Again you smiled and whispered that you loved him too.

“And to prove my love I’m going to detangle this mane of yours you decided not to moisturize.”

You couldn’t help but laugh aloud. This man was really the love of your life and it took some spilled orange juice to really realize it.

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