#sanha ly

[slytherinshua]

FEVERISH

genre. fluff. reader is sick. warnings. mentions of a fever (coughing, sore throat, runny nose, etc.) pairing. sanha x reader. summary. your boyfriend is more than happy to be your personal nurse when he finds you sick. wc. 906. a/n. idea by @hannahsophie0103 love you so much!! hope you enjoy 🫶🫶🫶

It was a sunny Saturday morning, a direct contrast to your current state. You felt awful. You were coughing every couple minutes, your nose was runny, it felt like someone was hammering your head in with the pain from your headache, and your body was cold no matter how many blankets you wrapped around yourself.

Worst of all, you were supposed to be getting ready for a date with Sanha. You hadn’t been able to go on a proper date with him for the longest time, since both of you were busy. And you were feeling so guilty for getting sick on the day you two had planned to go out.

You thought about ignoring your fever and just getting ready. Sanha wouldn’t mind if you weren’t dressed up, some casual clothes would do just fine. And you would in a heartbeat, but you barely had the energy to get out of bed.

Another cough escaped your throat and you felt like crying. You grabbed another tissue lifelessly, and blew your nose for the millionth time. Being sick sucks. Your body was begging you for sleep, but you were stubborn in staying up until Sanha came over. 

After another half hour, it was getting harder and harder to keep your eyes open and you wondered where Sanha was. Didn’t he say he was coming at 11? It was already almost 12 now.  You coughed again, rearranging your pillows and, having no willpower left, drifted off to sleep. 

“Jagi~ I’m here! Are you ready? Sorry I’m late, it went over a bit.” Sanha wandered around your apartment, checking each room just to find them empty. 

He knocked softly on your bedroom door and listened for an answer, “Jagiya?” He opened the door slowly, stifling his giggles at finding your sleeping figure.

But his happy expression quickly faded as he noticed the pile of tissues almost overflowing from your trash can. He walked over to where you were lying, softly breathing in your sleep. 

Sanha placed a hand on your forehead gently, a concerned smile on his face as he felt how hot it was. He crouched down, staying quiet to not wake you up just yet. “Why are you still so pretty when you’re sick? You’re making me fall for you more…” He whispered, tucking aside a strand of your hair.

He got up and went to the bathroom, grabbing a washcloth and wetting it with cool water. He grabbed some medicine from the cabinet as well, humming softly as he got what he needed.

He came back to you, gently shaking your shoulder, “Y/n, wake up.”

You groaned, opening your eyes slowly. They widened upon seeing him here, “Shit- I didn’t mean to-” You were interrupted by your own cough, “-fall asleep.”

He laughed, “It’s okay, you know I don’t mind. Besides, you’re sick. You should get as much sleep as you can.”

“But what about our date?” 

“Y/n.” He said softly, “I would be such a bad boyfriend if I got upset over our date being cancelled. I’m much more worried about your health, so focus on getting better, okay?”

You nodded, your headache rushing back to you and the last bit of energy you had fleeting.

“Here.” Sanha placed the cold washcloth on your forehead, helping to cool off your hot skin. He sat down on the side of the bed, leaning over and fixing your pillows. 

“Do you want me to make tea?”

You nodded, “My throat hurts from coughing.”

“Aww baby.” He frowned, kissing your forehead. “I’ll be right back.”

You sighed, accepting the way this day had gone. You had gotten so lucky with Sanha, and you were forever grateful for his willingness to take care of you. He was right, the date didn’t matter as much as your health.

He came back quickly, a mug with hot tea steeping in it.

“I love you so much.” You started before coughing again, “Being sick is the worst.” You said as if you were offended.

Sanha giggled, “You should go back to sleep after you drink this.”

“What will you do, then?”

“I’ll just… figure out what we’re having for dinner, and be your personal nurse…” He thought out, smiling as he said it.

You sipped on your tea, welcoming the soothing effect it had on your throat. “Thank you for the tea, baby.”

“I wish I could kiss you.” He said suddenly, pouting.

“Don’t you dare.” You said quickly. “It’ll be my fault if you get sick too, so don’t even think about it.”

“Just a peck?”

“No.”

“Please?”

“Sanha… you really shouldn’t.” Your resolve was already breaking.

“I’ll do aegyo for it??” He offered, already smiling widely.

You cracked a smile, “Fine. Only if your aegyo is really really good.”

He didn’t waste a second, doing a set of aegyo with ease. You tried to hold back your giggle, but he was just too adorable. Sanha’s confidence surged seeing you laugh.

“So do I get a kiss?”

“Fine. 1 small kiss. No more than 5 seconds!” You warned.

He smiled victoriously, saying a quick “I love you!”, and pecking your lips.

“Now sleep.” He ordered, tucking your blanket over you a bit better.

“Yes, yes. I’m sleeping.” You giggled. “You should leave, you’ll distract me from my beauty sleep.”

“Got it, I’m leaving.” He stood up, blowing you a kiss and walking out after turning off the lights.

↳ astro taglist: @yeonjuns-bluehair,, @hannahsophie0103

[sanhagrrr]

SANHA & MJ ICONS

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[mysteryandnonstopfun]

Rock Paper Scissors :･ﾟ☆ Astro Edition :･ﾟ

[dongminah]

Sanha really did not have to slay that hard in Psycho I am a complete mess

[myunghjun]

It's gonna be 'All Light - ASTRO

[eevee371]

[luffyszn]

moonbin is the epitome of try not to fall in love with challenge

[jinjinxed]

Guys it’s 2am, I need to be up in four hours max. I should not be awake sweating over a man with pink hair a half a world away from here

[sanhapup]

i got the sanha lyric book in the white version too but there was one photo card missing ☹️

[xichens-doom-doom]

Me: *goes on Astro’s Twitter* *starts crying bc of their beauty* I’m not made for this beauty and cuteness *closes twitter*

[bearycherry]

Ahhhhh i got albums in the mail yesterday and i’m still rly happy about my pcs hehe~

[parkjess]

Hi (´⌣`ʃƪ) could I ask you for an astro reaction when they have making out whit reader? uwu please (⺣◡⺣)♡*

Ty for requesting!🥰

ASTRO making out with their S/O

Myungjun:

We all know he’s the clown but the softest BABIE with you.

Usually he’s not the type that loves making out but only when it gets tense. Often just pecks you or kisses other parts of your body such as; your hands, shoulders, forehead...

Likes to show you how much he loves you when you do make out, and it’s the sweetest thing.

He’s very sudden at it. You can just cook in the kitchen with low music on, and he would come behind you to place soft kisses on your nape, to your shoulder and it ends on your lips.

His hands are all over your body when you kiss passionately. Whatever you held in your hand isn’t there anymore.

He loves smiling through the kisses, or kiss through the smiles(?)

CEO of placing one hand on your neck but it never feels not soft when he does that.

Jinwoo:

CEO of making out.

This puppy is a puppy sometimes around everyone else, but hun when only you’re around- nah Ah.

Unlike the other members, Jinwoo never gives a second of silence before kissing you, he’s a straightforward person who jumps on the first option that seems safe for him.

You’re his safe place, so he’s never worried about “what if’s”, and yet, always gives you enough space and respects your feelings.

After he gets tired (never but...) of only including lips, he bites down gently on your bottom lip, which makes you blush and smile at it.

Can break a record of “the longest kiss” with you if you’re down to it.

Whispers love words to you in between kisses.

He’s down to makeout sessions anytime and anywhere.

Dongmin:

He’s the shy guy.

Even when it comes to you because he always thinks you won’t feel comfortable at some point.

He does give that glance and few seconds of silence before diving in yet you never find it awkward.

Slowly leans in, though he dies inside to just attack your lips with his, but his gentleness takes over him.

Sometimes he would call you “princess” before he kisses you, which leads to you pulling him first.

You two always end up lying somewhere when you realize what’s going on around you; on the floor, couch, your bed, his bed. (No worries, nothing nsfw♥️ but free your imagination if you like to🙃)

Lowkey LOVES making out for hours with you since you don’t see each other much, and when you do, you spend time outdoors or having fun which doesn’t give you time to know each other lips that much.

Moonbin:

He’s the type to hold your waist and lean in to kiss you first.

Then, when you throw your hands around his neck or wherever you like them to be (😏), he would grab your neck and deepen the kiss

Depends on his mood, but he’s a rough kisser (don’t believe his melting kiss scenes🙃).

Leading you backwards while holding you close to his body, until your back meets the wall/a window/ a drawer etc...

Pulls away for a moment, looks in your eyes, caresses the sides of your face and smiles.

“You’re so beautiful.” He almost whispers, sending shivers through your spine and dives back to your lips, grabbing your neck with both his hands.

You sigh in between kisses and grab his locks gently, making the atmosphere more intimate.

Minhyuk:

Oh lord

He doesn’t start anything without staring into your soul first. So imagine like you’re sitting with him on the couch, watching a movie tgt or even at the movie theatre...

And he just stares at your eyes, not even noticing his own lips shaping into a little smile, along with the slightest smirk.

He looks so in love gosh

And you be like, “what, do I have something on my face?” You ask and swipe a finger around your mouth since you just ate.

He giggles and swallows hard on his own saliva, biting onto his bottom lip. -“I love you,” he confesses, making it sound like it’s the first time these words come out from his mouth.

your heart jumps in a steady beat everytime your ears recognize his voice within those words.

You stare back at him, a moment of silence before he pulls you by the neck, one hand holding it and the other is rested on your waist, drawing circles on your sides.

“Minhyuk...” his name escapes in a sigh when he pulls away to take a breath and he dives back to your lips, his safe place.

Tilting his head slowly while kissing your lips with his own plump ones, it feels like home to both of you, and you smile through the kiss.

The hand that was holding your waist is now going up to hold your other side of your neck, as he deepens the kiss, adding a bit of tongue which makes you flinch and get used to the addicting feeling.

Great bye.

Sanha:

I’m sorry Yoon Sanha I know you hate it but- he’s a baby!!!

Which doesn’t really help him because he’s a big tease when it comes to making out with you.

Staring contest! Hear me out! He stares into your soul to get your full attention and he speaks with his eyes.

-“You know I don’t read minds...” you tell him while trying not to break any eye contact with him.

“You can read mine right now.” He says at once, full of confidence and pulls you by your arms and grabs your face. -“San-“ you try to say but his lips are attached to you faster than you thought.

He’s making you feel what love is with his lips, taking it slowly but then you two get enough of it and pace up, adding tongues.

Like Bin, Sanha would also love to push you against a wall, being all worried and carrying so you won’t hit your head nor body too harshly.

Basically make out sessions with Sanha feel like the sweetest dreams, as he works magic with his lips on yours for a while, until you get caught by one of his hyungs.

[the-golden-choice]

✩version of love✩

first story in school life series

pairing: theatre kid! mj x theatre kid! female reader

summary: they have the lead roles, but they know nothing about each other. no amount of talent can fake chemistry especially when the play is grease. how will the understudy handle not being the lead for the first time, especially when her boyfriend still got the part?

hey alexa, play “version of love” by will jay

✩astro masterlist✩

updates mondays, wednesdays, & fridays

.profiles.

.chapter one. “NOT THE MATTHEW GRAY GUBLER MEME”

.chapter two. “LEE DONGMIN DID YOU JUST ASSUME MY SEXUALITY!?”

.chapter three. “grease 2 is a cinematic masterpiece”

.chapter four. “FBI!! OPEN!! UP!!”

.chapter five. “flynn rider is daddy material”

.chapter six. “pull a troy bolton or something”

.chapter seven. “this is cyberbullying”

.chapter eight. “using your money is a necessary sacrifice”

.chapter nine. “you and i were meant to be besties”

.chapter ten. “GET YER HAT”

.chapter eleven. “i could do better”

.chapter twelve. “ricky??”

.chapter thirteen. “no need to get aggressive”

.chapter fourteen. “*breathes*”

.chapter fifteen. “AGAIN WITH THAT DAMN SMILEY FACE”

.chapter sixteen. “?? sanha translate”

.chapter seventeen. “i won’t hesitate bItch”

.chapter eighteen. “oooo rebellious i like that”

.chapter nineteen. “i’m fine”

.chapter twenty. “you’re like a whole human songbird”

.chapter twenty-one. “yoon sanha”

.chapter twenty-two. “stop lying”

.chapter twenty-three. “thats kinda sus tho”

.chapter twenty-four. “you’re are amazing”

.chapter twenty-five. “please don’t madame zeroni”

.chapter twenty-six. “y/n accept our love and support challenge: failed”

.chapter twenty-seven. “you don’t have $50”

.chapter twenty-eight. “d-did did he just??”

.chapter twenty-nine. “oh no”

.chapter thirty. “FUCKING FINALLY”

.epilogue.

[midnightseonghwa]

𝐒𝐚𝐲 𝐌𝐲 𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞 | 𝐂.𝐒

✕ 𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Worried!San x Drunk!Reader

✕ 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: Pure Fluff

✕ 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬: 1.5k+

✕ 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Strong language, mentions of alcohol. The reader (you) is kind of annoying (just a wee bit)

✕ 𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬: Unedited

✕ 𝐀/𝐍: This is inspired by the lyrics - “아직도 답이 없네 두시 반도 지났는데, 니가 없는 밤은 마치 외딴섬 같아” [Trans: “It’s half past two and there’s still no answer, a night without you is like a remote island.”] from Alone, by Moonbin and Sanha (Astro). I had initially intended to post this as a time stamp but I got a bit carried away. I’m uploading this again because it was not showing up in the tags the first time and I was getting really frustrated :( 

✕ 𝐀𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜: here

San tossed around in his bed, the covers making a swishing noise as they tangled around his limbs uncomfortably.

It was already half-past two in the morning, and you had still not come back home. San tried not to bother much as he knew your job usually kept you until late hours in the night, but it was never this late and it was never without a prior message.

The room was dark, and the only light that came in was through the sheer white curtains that covered the large windows in your and San's shared bedroom.

San turned from his side to his back, staring at the white-painted ceiling above him with endless thoughts floating in his head.

Where were you? Why had you not called or texted him? Were you okay?

A never-ending spiral of questions regarding your wellbeing clouded your boyfriend's mind as he finally made up his mind and swept himself off the bed. His feet hit the wooden floor with a certain amount of determination. Grabbing a pair of black sweatpants and a white t-shirt, he set a baseball hat on his head and dialled your number.

The line rang a few times as San made his way out of the front door, standing in front of the elevator as the numbers aimlessly moved floors.

"Hello?" Your voice suddenly sounded and San almost cried out of relief.

"Hello? (Y/n)? Where are you baby?" San fumbled out in a rush and clutched the phone tighter in his hand, frantically pressing the elevator button as if it would make the metal box move faster.

"Hello?" Your voice rang out once again and San checked the bars on his phone to see if he was getting enough network.

"Hello? Baby? Can you hear me? Where are you?"

"Hello...lo..lo...lo, yell...ow...ow..." a small giggle accompanied your words and San furrowed his eyebrows.

"(Y/n)? Are you alright?" He asked and almost through himself into the elevator when it arrived.

"Whoooo is this?" Your words were heavily slurred. Every letter stretching out like play dough in a child's hands.

"It's me, baby. San."

San stood in front of the elevator's door, almost shaking from the panic that was slowly building up in him. The only thing keeping him sane was the fact that you were alive and on the line with him.

"San!" You giggled and snorted at hearing your boyfriend's name and started making kissing noises over the speaker, making San cringe and draw the phone away from his ear due to the disturbing noise.

"Yes, baby, it's me, San. Where are you right now?"

"I'm...I don't know...but there's a big fucking smiley face staring right at me."

San sighed and rubbed his temples before smiling. He knew exactly where you were and thankfully it wasn't that far from the apartment.

Hooking his phone up to the car, he punched in the location and pulled out of the parking lot. All while trying to make conversation with you.

"Hang in there baby, I'm almost there," he said you giggled again before a thumping noise came and the call got disconnected.

San pressed the accelerator with an inhuman force and even skipped a few red lights before pulling up in front of a 24x7 convenience store called 'Smiley Convenience'. Parking along the sidewalk haphazardly, he grabbed his phone and dialled your number to follow the ringing noise to back where the tables were located. Seated in one of the plastic chairs, there you were. Hair slightly tangled, falling all over your arm as you snoozed on the table. Your phone was pressed tightly between your cheek and table as soft snores left your mouth.

"Baby," San shook you awake but had to hold his breath due to the strong smell of alcohol that was coming off you as if it was some new perfume you had sprayed.

"Baby," he tried once again and lifted you up, shaking you by your shoulders slightly to get you awake and going.

Incoherent gurgles and mumbles left your mouth as you slumped on top of him. San moved you to the backseat, lying you straight down but upright enough to buckle you in.

Getting you back into the apartment was another task on its own. Throughout the elevator ride up to your apartment, drunk you thought it would be a good idea to press all the buttons and giggle as the elevator stopped and opened on every floor. San had to apologise multiple times to the elderly couple that had committed the grave sin of getting onto the same elevator as you and him. His back hurt from bowing to ninety degrees, apologising every time you pressed a button only to giggle and then lean into him some more.

San let out a huge exhale as he finally managed to get you seated at the kitchen island. Placing a big glass of water and a banana in front of you, he moved to your side to take off your coat and sweater.

"Come on, baby. Let's get you changed," he said gently and pulled at your coat and sweater until you whined and stopped him by holding his hands.

"Excuse me, sir," you slurred out, reaching your finger out to boop San's nose at 'sir'.

"I have no idea what you're doing, but I have a boyfriend."

San had to stifle the little chuckle that threatened to spill out of his lips.  

"Don't joke (Y/n), come on. Let's get you to bed."

He tugged at your sweater and coat only to be met with a harsh glare from you again.

"Sir! I love my boyfriend very much and will not be cheating on him, thank you very much."

San's heart swelled at your love for him but the better part of him wanted to smack you for your lack of recognition.

Deciding to humour you, San left your clothes and moved to the other side of the island, peeling the banana and placing it in front of your lips.

'Oh yeah? Is your boyfriend hot?" He asked and watched with amusement as you bit the banana with a little pout, thinking long and hard.

"Sir," you said and blushed a bright red, covering your face with your hands.

"My boyfriend is the hottest," you replied and giggled at the end.

"That's good to hear," San said and peeled the banana further, stopping to give you a sip of water, pressing the straw to your lips.

"What's your boyfriend's name?" San asked, just to really kill the cat with curiosity.

"His name is..." you trailed off and San almost hit his face on the marble countertop in amusement but also frustration.

"You don't remember his name?" San mused and took out a bowl of strawberries, placing them in front of you.

"I know his name, sir. Don't be silly. His name is mountain!"

The surety in your voice as if you had hit eureka made San burst out with laughter as turned around to refill the water and throw the banana peel out.

"His name is mountain?"

You gave a determined nod and set your hands on the table in fists.

"His name is Mountain and I love him with all my heart. I want to spend the rest of my life with him."

Your eyes were hard and set ablaze with some kind of fire. But they also held a soft amount of love in them. Love and admiration, dripping out as honey while you talked about 'Mountain', your supposed boyfriend.

San choked a little at your confession and leaned across the kitchen island to reach you. He pressed a loving kiss to your lips and smiled at you.

You whined and pushed him back, complaining about how your boyfriend wouldn't like you kissing some other man but San heard none of it, your earlier confession ringing in his ears.

"Your boyfriend told me to tell you that he loves you too," he whispered and stroked your hair making it loll to the side as you pressed your cheek into his hand.

"That's good news, sir. Otherwise there would be a problem," you whispered back and then yawned. San could see the after-effects of your little alcohol solo party start to take its toll majorly and lifted you in his arms. You nuzzled into his neck, clinging to his body like a koala to a tree branch.

"Sir, I must say, you and Mountain smell the same. You both smell like home. My home," you murmured and then finally fell asleep, eyes drooping closed.

San could feel soft puffs of air against his neck as he shifted you around in the bed, finally unwinding your arms from his neck and pulling the blankets over you.

"I'll always be your home, baby." he whispered and cleared hair strands from your face, smiling at the little pout that had formed on your lips.

Getting into bed next to you, San inhaled as you immediately almost reflexively cuddled into his side.

Four walls created a house but home is always where the heart is and San's heart was with you; his home.

[boycftheyear]

basics

➪ stage name: way (웨이)

➪ full name: do yejun (도예준)

➪ english name: alexander/alex do

➪ birthday: january 2nd, 2000

➪ pronouns: he/him

➪ birthplace: jeju, south korea

➪ hometown: boston, massachusetts, usa

➪ ethnicity: korean

➪ languages: english (fluent); korean (intermediate)

➪ height: 185 cm/6'1

➪ face claim: yoon sanha

family

➪ father: do haejun (1975)

➪ mother: kim hyori (1976)

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career

➪ group: loona; x1

➪ position: dancer, vocalist, sub rapper

➪ solo: spider

➪ color: ice blue

➪ animal: spider 🕷

➪ survival shows: produce x 101 (2019, rank 8)

➪ label: sm entertainment (2014 - 2017); blockberry creative (2017 - present); swing entertainment (2019 - 2020)

➪ debut: june 14th, 2018 (solo); august 19th, 2018 (loona); august 27th, 2019 (x1)

personality

➪ solitary. yejun has always been painfully shy, socially awkward and not talkative at all, and while he would like to have more friends in general he prefers being on his own much more. he is very distrustful of others and rarely shares much of anything even with people who he is close with, prefering to keep his thoughts and emotions to himself instead.

➪ absent-minded. because he doesn't like being around people that much, yejun is mostly in his own little world and doesn't pay attention to what's happening around him. this is usually mistaken as cockyness or rudeness by others, but he doesn't do it on purpose and tried to push himself to be more present now that more people know who he is.

➪ sincere. if yejun ever speaks his mind on something, there is a 99% chance that it'll be what he really thinks. he doesn't like or really understand lying about certain things, even if it would be the smarter or kinder thing to do in some situations, and he has gotten in trouble before because of the things he's said.

facts

➪ yejun was the last member to debut after yyxy finished promoting. he was introduced as "올해의 소년" (boy of the year) instead of "이달의 소녀" (girl of the month), and his role in the loonaverse is of a time traveler.

➪ his introduction to the group was very controversial with fans and non-fans alike. it's speculated that another trainee was the original 13th member of loona since she briefly appeared in a few loonatv episodes, but he ended up replacing her for still unknown reasons. the initial controversy died down, however, and nowadays he isn't treated much differently than the other members by fans.

➪ during loona's 2019 hiatus, yejun competed on produce x 101 and debuted in x1 after ranking 8th in the final episode. after x1's disbandment, he returned to his original group for their comeback.

[binunus]

college bf!mj

a/n AH !!!! THE ANNOUNCEMENT OF THE ASTRO COMEBACK ???? APRIL 5TH ??? WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE LOVES !! i genuinely...do not know if I will be able to survive this month bc of them. 

(also i tried to get this posted on mj’s birthday but I’m so sorry a lot of shit happened and I had a ~bad mental breakdown~ and it’s just been rough out here but that’s a story for another time if any of you lovely beings wanna know hehe)

→ genre: fluff, smut

→ tw: mentions of cheating (in past relationships)

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KIM MYUNGJUN !!

A LIVING REINCARNATION OF THE SUN

this is gonna be so cute i just !! love him so much???

has his own apartment, but he honestly stays over all of the boys’ places so much that...he barely sleeps at his apt

major: vocal performance

his voice is literally honey

can probably sing higher than some sopranos in his major

so friendly, everyone who meets him loves him

mj just has a way of attracting people and making people comfortable around him

in short, he is – of course – the moodmaker

can turn anyone’s frown upside down

he’s down?? for like everything

an adventurous spontaneous type

has...probably failed a ged ed class once or twice before...

he’s not stupid okay! he just doesn’t really care about the classes that has no connection to his major

like will he ever apply calculus in singing? probably not

oh but professors can’t hate him, even if he just messes around during class

he’s just so kind and likeable

loves his boys aka astro

will literally do anything to make them smile, even if he’s had a rough day

as long as his boys are happy :’) he’s happy :’)

now how do you meet myungjun??

he’s in an acapella group on campus

he just has to be alright

he was the only freshman that got in during his first year

that shows how good he is :*

a tenor in the highly competitive co-ed group

spoiler alert, he convinces sanha to join, but that’s for college bf!sanha

myungjun is what me and my friends like to call: the solo whore

and it’s not bc he’s greedy for solos, he’s a real team player

his voice just happens to sound the best for most solos your group has??

you’re also in the acapella group

im not giving a voice part bc then that would put you in a binary category

so soprano, alto, tenor, baritone, bass, you pick love

anyway, you and myungjun were chosen to sing a duet for one of your competition pieces

and it was the key emotional piece so you and him had to be on your A games

you and myungjun were friends ofc, you had to be some sort of friends with everyone in your acapella group

but you never really hung out with him outside of rehearsal

well until you got this duet together

and you weren’t worried about it, mj was so fun and nice and an amazing singer, you had no doubt these extra practices with him would be a good time

and you were right! besides singing, you actually got a chance to get to know him and how goofy he really was

you’re pretty sure you always had an ab workout whenever you hung out with him bc of how much he made you laugh

about a month away from competition, you and myungjun were like best buds

literally a chaotic, iconic duo

the chemistry you two had during your duet was spectacular, your voices highlighted and bounced off each other very well

but! your leader had a little critique

“y/n, myungjun, that was great but...can you guys pretend to look...like in love? I get we’re all friends here, but if you can’t convey the emotion of the song in our performance, what’s the point? This goes for everyone, this is a song about how much you love your partner and would give them the world, we need to show that in our eyes and movements, even if you’re just singing ooh and woah for like 10 measures.”

you and myungjun decide to stay after rehearsal and practice the emotions you guess...

your leader had a point, good singing could only go so far

and for the first time, myunjun was a bit...? awkward??

you: alright so how are we gonna pretend to be madly in love with each other

he chuckles and shrugs: honestly I don’t know, look at me like I’m your boyfriend or something??

you: well, I hate my last boyfriend so that probably wouldn’t be a good idea

myungjun offering you a high-five: I hate...well I think I hate...my last partner too so at least we have that

you: how do you think you hate your last partner? are you not dating anyone right now?

he gives you a smile and like you notice it’s forced?? it’s not genuine or bright like the one he usually gives

mj: no I’m not dating anyone...my last relationship sorta traumatized me I guess. 

you: ...how did it traumatize you...? you don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to myungjun

mj: ah *awkward laughter* well...I was sorta going through it my senior year of high school, stress from graduating and what to do with my life and all that shit, you know? I dated this person since my freshman year and I guess my mental health got the best of me during that time and they couldn’t handle it. We were planning on staying together throughout college and do long distance but I found out in the summer before starting college that they fucked my high school best friend behind my back...when I confronted them about it, the answer they gave me was that I was too down and preoccupied with my worries to notice about my partner’s needs...pretty fucked up right?

your jaw dropped, your eyes were bulging out at his story

you: myungjun what the fuck??? what college do they go to? I’ll pull up right now and beat their asses, I don’t know scream in their face or something! That’s fucked!

he’s laughing a little: thanks y/n, but it’s alright. You know, maybe I was too caught up in my own problems that I ended up neglecting my partner’s needs...I guess that’s why I’m always just trying to be carefree and fun now.

you: that doesn’t justify the fact that what they did to you was wrong. you should have never gone through that myungjun, it’s not your fault that you were going through it mentally, your partner should have been there to support you and understand your struggles, not cheat on you with your best friend. ugh I’m pissed for you. 

mj: I appreciate it y/n, but yeah love’s sorta a hard subject for me.

you nod in understanding

mj: well! that’s my traumatic breakup story, it’s only fair you share yours

you laugh: you’re right. Well I was dating this guy right when I entered college, met him at the freshman orientation, completely hit it off. I was so in love with him, we dated for about a year. And then last semester he broke up with me out of nowhere, said he wanted to focus on school and himself and that he needed a break from dating. I found out two days later that he started dating one of his suite mates and that on the night he broke up with me, they fucked. So love? also something hard for me.

mj: aww look at us both unable to find or relate to love because of past relationship traumas.

you hit his shoulder laughing: you’re such a headass

mj: I’m kidding! anyway, I’m sorry you went through that too y/n. it sucks and your ex is a dumbass for breaking up with you. Do you still have feelings for him? w-wait, you don’t have to answer that, was that insensitive?

you: you’re fine haha. Um...well...sometimes when I overthink things at night, I do miss him and I wonder what the hell I did wrong for it to end so abruptly because I was honestly really happy with him, but then I wake up in the morning and I hate him again. 

mj: you did nothing wrong y/n...and if you need to call me at 2 am when you’re overthinking and need some badass confidence knocked into you, I will be awake.

you smile and give him a hug: thanks myungjun...you know the same goes for you too?

mj: hm??? what do you mean??

you: you don’t always have to smile around me, especially if you don’t feel like it. Don’t repress your mental health, huh? It’s bad for the soul to bottle it in. I’m not gonna force you to share your darkest fears with me, I’m just saying that if you feel drained and wanna talk about it, I’m here to listen

myungjun pouts a little bit, he’s really touched?? it’s hard for him to share his troubles with others

like as much as he loves astro and is close to them, he doesn’t share his down sides with the boys as often as he should bc he never wants to burden them

myungjun just always thought it was easier to suppress the bad feelings and put on a happy act

but he couldn’t deny the weight lifted off his shoulders after telling you about his breakup

and maybe it was because your energies were on a different level lately, but he found it so?? easy?? to just vent to you after that

until competition, the two of you worked on faking like you were in love (basically imagining that each other was your favorite actor/actress or whatever, something like that)

it was good enough for the group to believe it lol

but what about the judges and audience hmmmmm

anyway, fast forward and it’s competition day!!

myungjun introduces you to his best friends aka the boysss aka astro

they come and support him for his competition ugh we love

you’re like smiling and hyper when you meet them

...has myungjun been rubbing off on you???

you: it’s so nice to meet you all! myungun always talks so highly of you

astro: huh?? you’re lying, myungjun hyung complimenting us???

and then they start messing and friendly bickering with each other and yes they’re teasing mj

you’re laughing bc it’s so cute?? you can see in their eyes and their smiles how much they really care about each other :’)

also astro, probably jin or eunwoo, maybe rocky: we’re sorry if m hyung has driven you to insanity these past few months of rehearsing

you just laugh as myungjun hits them: myungjun’s actually been like my partner in crime lately, so we’re all good :)

*cue the boys exchanging looks with each other*

you perform ah ha ha

alright, you were so used to thinking that myungjun was...idk kim soohyun or something bc mm chef’s kiss his acting...to get into the emotion of the song

but then during the actual performance you saw him as myungjun and like all the hard work and extra practices and late night talks came in full force and you were just...singing to him

and you notice how...handsome?? and charismatic?? myungjun really is...and the little sparkle in his eyes when he’s performing like...wow

and after your set, you’re just like shit, what the fuck was that??

your group doesn’t win though, you place second!

but you and myungjun get awarded best solo/duet of the entire competition

astro: ;)

your acapella group: ;)

the judges: ;)

alright so im a firm believer that if myungjun had feelings for someone, he would straight up tell them like balls to the wall full fucking send

after competition, the routine of school comes back. you occasionally hang out with myungjun outside of rehearsal

by occasionally, I mean once a week hangout with myungjun (and astro bc they started inviting you to their dinners)

and then one night – at midnight – he calls you like out of pocket and his tone is like completely serious

you’re a bit scared?? like: myungjun...is everything okay? did something happen?

mj: y/n...can I ask you something?

you: yeah, of course

mj: do you still think about your ex?

you: o_o um...honestly no, not really...why?

mj: well, if I’m being honest. y/n, I have feelings for you. And i’m not asking you to like me back or give me an answer straight away, but I just wanted to let you know. If you don’t think about your ex anymore, and if you think you’re ready...maybe you can consider thinking of me??

mmmmm kim myungjun you slick flirty dog grrr bark bark

and you know how he can just talk, and talk fast, so you’re still in the middle of processing this and he just goes on like

“sleep on it, y/n. I’ll see you soon for rehearsal, okay? good night”

like you don’t even have a chance to respond to him bc he just hangs up the phone

you think about it, of course you think about it, you’ve been thinking about it ever since competition

having feelings for myungjun has always been in the back of your mind since then

like did you notice that when you hung out with him, your heart would flutter if he said something sweet?? or if you two were a bit too close to each other?? 100%

but you didn’t know if either of you were ready for another relationship so it’s just been put on the back burner

at the next acapella practice, you find that your cheeks just flush whenever myungjun looks your way

the rehearsal went a bit??? weird?? like even your group noticed that there was a bit of a tension between you and myungjun

but of course, he goes up and talks to you after rehearsal ended and he’s like: hey...I’m sorry if my confession made you feel weird, I didn’t mean for that at all. If you want, we can just forget about what I said and stay friends! 

you just facepalm like: myungjun you idiot, I’m acting weird because I like you too. God, you know maybe the boys are right, maybe you need to shut your mouth for a little bit

and he whines like: hey!

but then he realizes what you said and he gives you the brightest smile: you mean it?? you like me back??

and you’re like shyly smiling now: yeah...I do...but do you want to take the next step?? I mean...do you think you’re ready for another relationship??

he gets like serious and he grabs your hand: not gonna lie, I don’t think I’ll ever be fully ready after my last one...but if there’s someone I wanna try it with, it’s you.

:’) kim !!! myung !!! jun !!!

dating myungjun?? the best thing ever

the cutest boy alive honestly

he has so much cute and goofy in him already with just friends and strangers

but with you, it’s increased tenfold

even you start to act cute and goofy after dating him

petnames?? bub and bubby

myungjun is not serious about a lot of things, but he is very serious about his feelings for you and your relationship

y’all take things at your own pace and he !! values !! consent !! even if it’s just like making out

he just doesn’t wanna mess things up with you :’)

the type of boyfriend to sing you to sleep ah !!! his voice is heaven alright

will be extra about pda in front of the guys to make them grossed out

and yes you get embarrassed, but myungjun’s too cute to scold

you get used to a lot of second-hand embarrassment dating him and being friends with the boys

but it’s just so endearing, you can’t even fight it

will swing your arms together when you’re out just walking

screams he’s so cute

you don’t really fight bc communicating with each other is one of the biggest things in your relationship

like if a disagreement or a situation comes up, you two are mature enough to talk it through and work things out bc you both already been knew what it’s like to be in a relationship that didn’t have full transparency

you do jokingly bicker about small things though (like think about how astro fights)

but he always ends fights by scooping you up in a hug and showering your face with kisses

loves kissing your nose

just imagine: you and myungjun cuddling and he just kisses your nose and you scrunch up your face and he just laughs and kisses you all over and you two end up giggling

will do anything to see a smile on your face, it’s the greatest sight to him

alright we been talking too much about how cute myungjun is

he’s also a hot motherfucker alright

the most attractive when he’s singing in your opinion

you know how charismatic he is, you’ve seen it first hand during rehearsal and performances

he’s very good at hiding his horniness, especially in public

but phew when you two are in private and myungjun’s in the mood

you can tell bc his eyes just get hazy and he immediately just starts kissing your neck

a very passionate lover, will prioritize your pleasure over his

sex with myungjun can go from being sweet and sensual, to fun and playful, to hot and exciting

by that...I mean that he is down to try every kink and position you can think of

as long as both of you are okay with it ofc

he’s one of the kinkiest members in astro im convinced

blindfolds? bondage? ice cubes? wax play?

you want it? you got it

he’s not into feet though, i apologize to my foot fetish lovers

his favorite position is actually missionary

myungjun loves being able to watch you and to see how good he’s making you feel

in missionary is when he feels the most connected to you, it’s just a passionate position

and yes he’s very vocal, so you betcha he encourages you to be vocal as well

will try to mess with you in a sense where say you two are hanging out with the guys, he’ll touch you and challenge you to not make a noise

and then he’ll snicker and wink at you if you even let out a peep

he’s a tease !!! like will edge you until you’re on the brink of cumming at least 3 times

myungjun has pretty good stroke game alright

very fluid with his hips, idk he just knows all the right spots to hit

praise...kink...that’s the tweet, need I say more

he’s into hair pulling !! both ways !! 

okay hear me out...myungjun fucking you and pulling your hair until your screaming and then after you both cum, he’s like: you hit a high f earlier bub! I almost wanted to harmonize with you but–

you: myungjun are you serious!

sex with him would always just be a fun time, like he’s hot and grrr it feels so good but there’s always a bit of laughing and joking around in the process

like he will tickle you before he puts his cock in you just to see the switch of you laughing to moaning

alright but shower sex?? he’s into that

and just the acoustics of both of your sounds in the bathroom?? it’s so filthy he loves it – and it’s easy to clean up afterwards

you bet that after any performance with your group, the two of you have sex, even if it’s just a quickie in an empty practice room or whatever

no shame, will kick the boys out or announce “we’re going to fuck bye!” if you or him get too horny in the middle of a hangout

im just gonna throw this out here...you and myungjun...mile high club

(your group competed in an acapella competition and the flight there...it just happened)

all in all, myungjun just wants to make you happy and feel good and smile, even if you two just finished an intense sex session

let’s get into the deep stuff though, you are the only person myungjun is comfortable with to not show a smile all the time

even with the boys, there’s always a small part of him that wants to just push through and be optimistic just so that they won’t worry

but with you, he knows that it’s okay to be sad and to be vulnerable :’)

when myungjun cries bc he’s upset :( fuck you cry too

he loves when you just hug him and stroke his hair when he’s stressed

very showy about your relationship, not bc he’s braggy, but bc he just wants to show the world how happy you make him and that he’s in love <3

the boys are so happy to see their eldest in love :’)

they don’t show it around each other, but they’ve come up to you in private and say sweet things like

“you make myungjun hyung so happy, he always brings joy to everyone but you bring joy to him, thank you”

im !! getting !! sentimental !!

the day you found out myungjun was in love with you was the day you met his parents

‘twas a bit spontaneous

his parents came to see one of your group performances and myungjun’s like holding your hand and leading you somewhere after you get off stage and he’s like “bub! these are my parents!”

you end up getting dinner with his family and yikes you were hella nervous, you were not expecting on meeting his parents right after your performance

not gonna lie, you thought he was leading you to the car for some post-performance sex

but they adored you, his parents could see how much you meant to their son ugh I cry

anyway, the L word

as you’re finishing dinner, myungjun’s all giddy and just like

“I’m so glad you came and watched mom and dad, the timing was perfect too! I wanted to introduce you to y/n for a while now and have you meet the person I love.”

and his parents are just smiling at you and saying how they’re so happy to finally meet you and how you have an amazing voice and to take care of myungjun and you’re !!! just !!! blushing !!!

as soon as you both got in the car after saying goodbye to his parents, he’s just like: hope I didn’t surprise you too much bubby, I didn’t know my parents were coming to watch until like an hour before we went on stage

you just give him a little smile: I was a bit caught off guard, but it’s okay. Your parents are so sweet, I see where you get it from bub.

myungjun: I can tell that they love you already! well of course not as much as I do, but with time I know they’ll come pretty close

and you’re blushing again, it’s the L word: do you mean it myungjun?

myungjun: that my parents love you?? of course–

you: no, bub...that you...love me?

myungjun: yeah...unless you don’t feel the same way–

you: myungjun! no, of course I do! I just wasn’t expecting the first time to hear it was with your parents

you two are laughing, ugh this man

after your giggles subside, he leans over from the driver’s seat and he just cups your cheek and pecks your nose: I love you y/n, thank you for reminding me what love feels like

you: I love you too myungjun

and then you two are just like sharing a sweet kiss in the parking lot of the restaurant before starting the drive back to his place

do you and myungjun make duets together for fun and post it?? yeah probably

you are the luckiest dating myungjun, the living breathing embodiment of serotonin and love

even when you two are older and out of college, he still gives you the same affection and attention and authenticity ugh he’s just amazing

im so sorry this was late but happy belated to our happy virus <3

3-12-21