#saturn speaks 🪐

[dropsofs4turn]

to my mutuals who I'm currently not close with. I hope you know I always check your accounts to see if you've posted anything new, and I'd love to get to know you. I love you guys so much <33

[solreefs]

Consider. “And the house that you call home feels more like a prison” and transgenderism

OOOH YEAH

especially in the context of trying to get more comfortable with yourself before fully realizing you’re trans. trying to learn to accept your body for what it is, make it a home, but it’s just not right.

[wishingyouback]

been currently obsessing over the new boy group boynextdoor and i can't get over how lovely all the members are! i'm quite literally addicted to their songs; they've been on repeat & im half expecting to grow tired of it but that's not happening anytime soon i feel hahaha

[cursedzzz]

🪐 _ It's our 1 year anniversary on Tumblr !!! ><

[mstase]

— VENUS ASPECTS & your attractive features 🦢

these are just based on my observations and experience. don’t take it seriously, and take what resonates. [more applicable with the easy aspects]

☀️ sun-venus: you have an easygoing and likeable aura that makes it easy for people to connect with you. your sincere love for making connections with others is evident, creating a warm and inviting atmosphere. the natural charm you possess is a noticeable aspect of your personality, adding to your social popularity. when interacting with others, you show tolerance and acceptance, always striving to maintain a harmonious environment for everyone. also, your graceful manner and excellent sense of style are prominent, leaving a lasting impression on people you come across.

🌙 moon-venus: you have a motherly, comforting energy, regardless of gender. you are kind and nurturing, making the atmosphere around you calm and peaceful. there’s something unique about how you make others feel safe and cared for, showing that you naturally understand and respond to their needs. you are known for being warm and loving, making connections with others through friendliness and genuine affection. you work hard to have positive relationships, and your charming personality makes others feel comfortable around you effortlessly.

🗣️ mercury-venus: you have a calming voice, and you’re skilled at speaking with the right words and have a good sense of how language flows. your way of communicating is marked by being polite and diplomatic, and you express your ideas thoughtfully. your sociable nature and excellent social skills make it easy for you to connect with others. also, your artistic talents are evident, and you’re good at giving compliments and advice. your expertise in literary works adds depth to your communication skills, making you a well-rounded and engaging communicator.

🔥 mars-venus: your allure goes beyond mere appearance; it’s genuinely charming. the way you move, whether it’s dancing or engaging in sports, adds to your appeal. you possess a pleasing figure and athletic prowess, showcasing noticeable muscles. your enthusiasm for connecting with others shows a vibrant and fun-loving personality. adventure is a constant companion as you actively seek it out. there’s a natural inclination for artistic endeavors in you, passionately engaging with them. overall, there’s an intriguing quality about you that captures attention, making you popular.

⭐ jupiter-venus: your upbeat and friendly personality has a way of making people feel drawn to your positive energy. you warmly welcome others with your generous and honest nature, and your big-heartedness leads you to give a lot to those you care about. what makes you even more charming is your great sense of humor and love for fun, which make you naturally attractive to those in your social circle. your ability to share positivity and connect with others, combined with your giving nature, creates strong and memorable bonds with the people around you.

🪐 saturn-venus: you carry yourself with composure and respect in your interactions, demonstrating maturity and creating a sense of security for others. people place their trust in you due to your reliable and grounded nature. you are loyal and dedicated, making you a trustworthy and committed person. your sense of elegance and sophistication is evident in your appreciation for aesthetics and good taste. there is a blend of grace and softness in your beauty, marking you with a distinctive and appealing charm that sets you apart.

🌀 uranus-venus: your natural inclination for spontaneity and unpredictability brings a lively and dynamic vibe to those around you. this ability to embrace the unexpected not only keeps things interesting but also injects excitement and different perspectives into situations. your love for change is another aspect of your character, enabling you to infuse a sense of freshness into people and spark their curiosity about you. your personality, marked by its erratic nature, adds to an electrifying and eye-catching presence, making you stand out easily.

🌊 neptune-venus: you are a talented person who thrives in a variety of creative pursuits. your gentle and kind nature has a calming impact on those around you. imagination and sensitivity play crucial roles in shaping your character as you perceive the world through a dreamy and idealistic lens, consistently recognizing the best in everyone. your compassionate and empathetic nature makes you approachable, and you often go out of your way to help others. your energy is particularly captivating, exuding a soft and tender beauty that reflects your personality.

🕷️ pluto-venus: your character is marked by passion and depth, as you wholeheartedly give, creating an unforgettable presence. your intensity is palpable, and your emotions resonate strongly, impacting not only yourself but also those you encounter. you may naturally come across as upfront and confident, leaving a strong impression on others. your distinct and captivating features shine, especially when embracing a fierce and darker style. very charming; there’s a magnetic quality about you, surrounded by an aura of mystery that captivates and entices those around you.

[neteyamsoare]

pushed me away / tsu'tey rongloa is now live. 𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

new message from:🪐 anon . . . tsu’tey x reader the reader had been along side jake and the clan decided to take her as well since she had told them she was a healer and much like jake that was a dream walker warrior they had never seen a dream walker healer, eventually he end up falling for her and they end up mating somewhere between the destroying of home tree and the war with the sky people but after the battle when he’s injured he believes he’ll never get back to his full strength and doesn’t think he’ll be a good maté anymore…..

current game . . . after the war, tsu’tey gets injured and becomes guarded, pushing you away and shutting you out while burying himself in guilt.

game warnings . . . minors and ageless blogs do not interact! sfw, fem! dreamwalker! mate! reader, mating, enemies to lovers, angst, mention of wound, fear, guilt + fluff. length : 5.7k words.

slang . . . skxawng ( idiot ), uniltiranyu ( dreamwalker ), irayo ( thank you ), kxi ( hello ; casual ), lor ( beautiful ), tiyawn ( love ), nga yawne lu oer ( i love you ), mawey ( calm ), wiya ( expression of warning or frustration, damn ), kelku ( home ; house ), tsamsiyu ( warrior ), yawne ( beloved ), prrsmung ( baby carrier ) + tewng ( loincloth ).

streamer speaks . . . saturn anon, i’m so happy to finally put this out, i hope you like this. special shout out to both @eywaite for showing me a better way of organizing my writing schedule and @inlovewithpandora for reading this over, love y’all both : masterlist / previous fic / taglist.

“Your baby boy is healthy and strong, he’ll soon be here,” you smile at Mo’at’s words but it soon disappears once the realization kicks in that he will be here soon, and the father doesn’t even know the baby exists. It’s not like you planned this to happen, you never expected what life was going to turn out like after the war between the sky people. 

You made your way outside the tsahik tent and made your way back to your hut, the hut Tsu’tey built for the two of you to spend the rest of your lives in, living there alone and the thought of the baby brings tears to your eyes and you try to hold them in, not wanting to break down in front of people.

Once you made it home, you closed the flap to give yourself some privacy, laying your head on the flap a little bit before taking a deep breath and turning around to look in your dull home.

You haven’t gotten the chance to decorate but you never felt like it was worth your time since it was only you living here, if Tsu’tey were here, he’d encourage you to decorate it to how you see fit but he wasn’t.

Your eyes landed on your bow that was leaning against the wall. You walk over and pick it up, grazing your fingers along the intricate lines and patterns. 

You haven’t paid much attention to it until now since you haven’t had the need to use it. Tsu’tey gifted it to you as a courting gift, as you began to think about the many gifts you received from that point in your relationship you couldn’t help but reminisce on how it all started.

You ended up being captured along with Jake and were brought to the tsahik and the olo’eyktan to decide what they were going to do with the both of you. The clan decided to allow Jake to learn their ways since he was a warrior, Neytiri being tasked to teach him the ways she didn’t want to but had no choice in the decision. 

You were surprised at the fact Jake got accepted since he was a skxawng. 

The only reason they accepted you was that you told them you were a healer, they had never heard of a dream walker being a healer before so the tsahik decided for you to learn under her wing but you had to learn the way of the people as well as Jake did and instead of Neytiri teaching you along with Jake. 

Tsu’tey was tasked in teaching you and that’s when you actually got a good look at him, studying his features as he scrunches up his nose and lets out a huff in protest, you knew training with him was going to be hard as he wanted nothing to do with you but you were going to make the best of it. 

“No, you’re doing it wrong, stronger here,” Tsu’tey growled as he pressed on his stomach, he walked around you to stand at your back, straightening your back and hitting your elbow up and your face began to heat up in embarrassment. 

This was how your training went, either by him correcting you or making jokes whenever you missed a target but one thing he was proud of was you already knew how to speak na’vi, You had more experience in the language than Jake was and that was something in Tsu’teys eyes. 

Outside of training, whenever you saw him, he was mostly busy with his duties and you would follow him whenever you could, you would hide behind a tree as you watched him hunt and when he got in a good stance, you would draw him in your notebook.

You had tried not to make any sudden movements but that went out the window when he missed his shot and you let out a giggle immediately slapping it shut hoping he hadn’t heard. 

Tsu’tey ears pinned up at the small noise and his guard was fully up as he tried to trace where the sound came from. You were scared of him finding you, not sure of how he would react to seeing you there and you didn’t see an easier way to escape so you stayed put and quiet hoping he gave up. 

Tsu’tey was already frustrated with himself for missing an easy shot, he let himself get distracted, by a uniltiranyu like you. Ever since he laid eyes on you, he couldn’t get you off his mind.

It was something about you that drew him to you and then he was tasked with teaching you the way of his people, he wasn’t happy about it but deep down he wasn’t as against it as he appeared to be. 

A smell hits his nose as he inhales a deep breath, the same sweet smell that always hits him whenever he is near you or very close to you when he teaches you how to fix your stance. 

‘She’s here,’ Tsu’tey thought to himself and started to trace where the smell came from as he ignored the way his tail started to sway side to side excitedly as a small grin made its way on his face. 

“What are you doing here?!” He snarled as he finally found you hiding behind a tree holding a book close to your chest. “Umm… I… I was just taking a walk,” You lied through your teeth looking everywhere but at him. “You shouldn’t be here, it’s very dangerous for someone like you,” he states as he glares down at you. 

“I can take care of myself.” Tsu’tey scoffs in response as you take your leave, before you can make it far, you end up tripping as if getting caught wasn’t enough. He helps you up as he lets out an annoyed groan making sure you don’t have any bruises. 

“Um... Thank you,” you softly spoke as Tsu’tey went to pick up the book that flew out of your hand when you fell. His curiosity got to him as he always saw you with the book, not once did he not see you without it. 

Tsu’tey opens the book and on the very first page, there is a drawing of him in a smug expression that he had on when he first met you. 

When you finally get done dusting yourself off, you look to where Tsu’tey stands wondering why he’s been so quiet, you could’ve sworn you would hear a small lecture from him but when you see your book in his hands as he silently looked through the pages that were just artwork on him, your eyes widen in shock as you made your way over to him frantically. 

“Hey, that’s private!” you yelled as you snatched the book from out of his hands. 

A smug look appears on Tsu’tey’s face as your face begins to heat up and he takes a step towards you but you take a step back. 

“It looks like someone has a crush.” he raised his eyebrow bone and a flustered smile appeared on your face as you started to sweat. “W..What.. no, me having a drawing or two of you doesn’t mean I like you,” you rambled as he continued to look down at you with a smirk. 

“I don’t have to take this!” you state as you turn to leave but Tsu’tey stops you. “Let me walk you back so I know you’re safe,” he spoke softly. “Irayo, I’d love that.” You responded with a small smile.

The walk back wasn’t as quiet and awkward as you thought it was going to be, the two of you talked all the way. You knew he was finally letting you in and it made you so happy that you felt a warm feeling inside and your heart started beating indicating that you were falling for him more than you already had.

The more you spent together, the more feelings built up inside of you, your face heating up every time he was near you or touched you and he of course noticed how flustered you became around him, he thought it was cute. 

Tsu’tey never thought that he could fall for a sky person because of what they did to his home and to his first love but you managed to break down his walls one by one. It was just something about you that pulled him to you. 

He found himself making sure you took care of yourself, making sure he was always there when you would explore the forest or get herbs for Mo’at to make sure you wouldn’t get hurt.

When it was time for your iknimaya, Tsu’tey was so proud of how far you had come but he was also worried, he knew you could do it but deep down he had a negative thought that you might get hurt or even worse, die.

Tsu’tey already lost love once, he didn’t want to lose his second chance. He didn’t think he could love someone else like he did for Swlyanin but you really snuck up on him and proved him wrong. 

Once you succeed in taming your ikran, Tsu’tey runs to mount his and catch up behind you. “Tsu’tey, I did it!” You cheered looking back at him with a huge smile.

“I knew you could, tiyawn,” that word slipped right through his lips without him catching it but he didn’t mind, he wanted you to be his and he planned for it to happen tonight. 

A few minutes later, Tsu’tey found you talking to Jake before making his appearance knowing he took in your beauty as you took out your braids and had [your favorite color] bow in your hair, he clutched the gift he had for you in his hands tightly a bit nervous if you’d reject his offer. 

“Ma [Name].” he greets you, putting three fingers to his forehead before motioning outwards and you return the gesture with the biggest smile on your face.

“Kxi, Tey I was just about to look for you,” you look up at him as you shift your weight from one leg to the other, Jake taking his leave once he realizes the both of you forgot he was standing there. 

“You look lor, tiyawn,” a flustered smile appeared on your face at his words, and butterflies began to form in your stomach. “Irayo, you don’t look too bad yourself,” you smirked, taking a step closer to him, not breaking eye contact and he watched you lick your bottom lip. 

Clearing his throat, he finally revealed what he was hiding behind his back and your eyes widened in shock as you noticed a handmade bow. “I made this just for you,” Tsu’tey expressed with love in his tone and tears welled up in your eyes as you took the bow into your hands. 

“Tey, this is beautiful, irayo,” you cooed as you noticed the carving in the bow which was the first initial of your name plus the first initial of his and you traced them with your finger with a huge smile on your face. 

That was not the only gift he gave you as the following weeks, you received beautiful bracelets, necklaces, and tops that had some of his colors in it. You loved each gift he made for you.

Tsu’tey thought it was time for you and him to seal the bond which was brought to your attention by Jake that he was courting you and you happily accepted. 

He brought you to the tree of voices after that, explained what it was used for, no ever breaking eye contact with you as he was so close that you felt his breath, and his fingers slightly rubbing against your arm. 

You were so focused on his lips while you listened to what he said, he took notice as he slowly moved in and softly pressed his lips against yours, your heart skipped a beat.  

The kiss was so gentle and tender as it was filled with so much passion as he pulled you closer, already working on removing your top.  

Tsu’tey is the first to pull away from the kiss, catching his breath as he looks deep into your eyes. “Are you sure you want to do this?” he questions, a little nervous of the thought you might say no but he takes a deep breath as he sees the smile he fell in love with. “I have never been more sure in my life.”

He brings his queue to the front and you follow suit wanting nothing more but to be mated for life with him, watching in awe as your tendrils connect becoming one neural cord — bonding you as one. 

Your spirits were now connected as you both can hear the other thoughts, feel just how deeply in love for each other, and how happy that the two of you were now mated for life in front of Eywa. 

Tsu’tey pulls you even closer to him, careful not to break the bond and before he connects your lips together once again, he opens his mouth, “I see you, [name].” 

Upon hearing those words, you took the lead of pressing your lips against his as you thought ‘I see you’ — knowing he can hear every thought and you couldn’t be more happy to call him yours but all good things always have to come to an end. 

During the war, Tsu’tey got shot, you were terrified when you found him on the ground with a bullet wound in his stomach, the fear of losing him was heavy on your mind but you had to stay calm for the both of you.

“N…Nga yawne lu oer,” he stumbled over his words briefly before coughing as you pressed hard on the wound to prevent more blood loss. 

“Save it, you’ll be okay,” you spoke as your lips began to tremble as you tear a long piece from your loincloth and carefully use it as a plug into the wound so you can start leading him to your ikran. 

As soon as you get him on your ikran, you immediately take off, immediately praying to Eywa that your mate will be alright, you couldn’t imagine the idea of losing him, not when you just got him. You needed him, how could you live without him? 

The tears made their way down your cheeks as your grip on his hand got tighter. ‘Mawey, he’s going to be just fine’ you repeated in your mind like a mantra, not trying to give the negative thoughts attention. All you could do was just hope for the best. 

The minutes you waited outside the tsahik tent felt so excruciating — so intense that you couldn’t even stay in one place. Jake and Neytiri watched as you paced back and forth deep in thought, worrying for you. 

Jake places his hand on your shoulder to stop you in place, forcing you to look at him. “Tsu’tey is a strong man, he’s going to be alright,” he reassured you as he pulled you into a hug and you broke down in his arms, Neytiri rubbing your back as she shared a worried glance with Jake. 

“Jake, we’re supposed to be celebrating the win of the war, this… this was not part of the plan…” you cried, strengthening the hold you had on him. “I know..” he responded in a whisper, the two of you stayed in that position as it was the only way to sooth you, the only way to keep you from digging a hole in the ground from all the pacing.

Mo’at stepped out of the tent, you pulled away from Jake but held both his and Neytiri’s hands in a tight grasp as you awaited her response.

“Tsu’tey is doing okay, the bullet didn’t do severe damage, he’s all stitched up and resting as he is going to need to be in order to heal and get back onto his foot.” 

You feel a heavy feeling lift off of your shoulders once you hear those words. “Oh thank you, great mother!” you immediately hug Mo’at whispering a small ‘irayo’ before rushing in to see him. Seeing him bandaged up hurts you to see him like this but you rather this than…

You quietly walk over to the spot next to him, kneeling in its place as you admire your mate, picking up his hand in yours, squeezing it to remind you that he’s alive and breathing. “I thought I lost you…” you softly spoke as you felt the tears well up in your eyes again. 

“Please don’t scare me like that again,” you knew he couldn’t hear you but it didn’t stop you from letting all your feelings out, tears trickled down your face as you brought his hand over your beating heart which now was calm at the sight of him. If you knew what was to come in the following weeks, you would have never let go of his hand.

Before Tsu’tey had woken up, you had gone to go forage for some of his favorite fruits, picked up some blankets if he got cold, you planned to nurse him back to health although you were slightly feeling under the weather but he came first.

When you made it to the healing pod, Jake stood with a worried look on his face. “Hey [name]...” he pouted as he tried looking every which way but at you. “Hey Jake…what’s wrong?” you blurt out, not wanting to beat around the bush when you had somewhere to be. 

“Tsu’tey has ordered that he doesn’t want to see you,” you let out a small laugh briefly before noticing that he was serious and it wasn’t a joke. “What do you mean, he doesn’t want to see me?” you question as your eyebrows furrowed together.

Before Jake can open his mouth to say something, you try to go around him to enter the tent to sort this out but Jake stops you. “Step aside, Jake…” you breathed heavily, already feeling the anger boil inside of you. 

“As much as I hate to say this…maybe give him some space,” he said as he mentally cursed Tsu’tey for doing this. “Maybe he’ll change his mind, it was the same way for me back when I first lost my legs.” 

You didn’t know how to process this news, how could your mate just decide he didn’t want to see you? Especially after a situation like this, the two of you needed each other the most and all he wants to do is push you away? 

You let out a shaky sigh as you met Jake’s eyes before opening your mouth, “please tell him that I love him and…I’ll wait til he’s ready,” you state as you watch Jake nod. 

You hand over the blankets and fruits over to him before walking away, dragging your foot with each step you took further away from the tent, everything screaming inside of you for you to turn around but you knew Tsu’tey was stubborn and wouldn’t budge after making a decision. 

You did hope that space was all he needed and soon it became weeks — months that you and Tsu’tey were separated yet hope never died down, you still felt that deep down his heart was meant for you and you only. 

As the result of your love left you with a surprise, when Mo’at told you were pregnant, you were so ecstatic of the news, the first person you wanted to tell was him but he never gave you the time of day so you told Neytiri and Jake. 

They were so happy for you that they helped you out a lot during the months you spent alone; Neytiri spent time with you weaving bracelets for both your little ones while Jake made sure to hunt your favorite meat that didn’t make you feel like throwing up like most food did. 

You were so appreciative of them, they didn’t have to be around you but you couldn’t lose the feeling of wanting the one you wanted the most to be there. Sometimes you would watch him from afar walking to his home with fruits in his hand while the other held the cane Norm made for him to help him get around. 

You had Jake inform you on his healing process just to hear that he’s doing well but still struggles from time to time and it pained you knowing you can’t be by his side. 

Jake could tell it was taking quite a toll on you as he saw it in your eyes, the way your whole demeanor changed from that day. He always made sure to check on you from time to time but you always put on a smile and told him that you were fine. 

But as he stood outside your kelku, hearing your cries as your body slid down the wall of the marui, your shallow breathing that would pick up every few seconds that you actually remember to breathe. He knew he couldn’t take it anymore, letting out a grunt briefly before walking away to track down Tsu’tey. 

Jake knew where exactly to find Tsu’tey as he barely did much after the incident. Once he made it to the entrance, he didn't even bother to announce his presence as he just walked right in startling Tsu’tey which a scowl now took place on his face. 

“Wiya! Jake sully, what if I was naked?!” Tsu’tey shouted in frustration but Jake held an unbothered expression. “I don’t care, you need to go see [name] right now!” Jake fired back, taking notice at the way Tsu’tey’s eyes lit up at the mention of her name. 

“I already told…” He began before getting cut off by Jake’s low growl. “I’m not accepting that no more, I gave you your space like you asked.” Jake’s eyebrows furrowed together as his tail thrash side to side angrily. 

“Look, I felt like pushing the whole world away once I lost my legs,” Jake rambled as his facial expression went soft knowing that Tsu’tey also had been suffering without you.

“But I learned if I did that then I’d be alone for the rest of my life and trust me T, you don’t want that life,” Jake continued. “So please go see [name], she needs you right now.”

Tsu’tey lets out a grunt while Jake awaited his response hoping that he would make the right decision and make everything right between the two of you. “I…I will go see her,” he finally answers as he heads to the entrance. 

“Thank you brother, just…keep in mind what I said.” 

“I will,” Tsu’tey makes his way out of his marui, mind heavy on what he should say to you, a part of him was excited to finally see you but another part of him felt scared of how it was going to go down once you see him.

Tsu’tey thought of many versions of how this could turnout in his head, he was so nervous and afraid of what you would say to him as he deserves everything thrown at him.

He was already feeling guilty for shutting you out but he could feel more sink in every step he made towards your kelku.

One thing for sure, he wasn’t going to back out as he stood frozen once he made it to the marui that the two of you were supposed to live in. 

His ears perk up of the sound of you crying and his heart broke, it was his fault for letting his insecurities get the best of him that led you to suffer. He had to make this up to you. 

“[Name], can I come in?” The sound of his voice frightened you, you haven’t heard his voice for so long that it almost made you feel like it was just your mind playing games with you but his loving scent filled your nose; you shuffled to your feet, dusting yourself off, wiping away the tears as you sniffled. 

“Come in,” you let out in a silent whisper but Tsu’tey still managed to hear it, parting the flap so he can enter and your eyes does not fail to admire his body, it’s been so long that you haven’t had him right in front of you but you don’t let yourself feel hope as this visit can go sour, he was probably here to finally break up with you. 

Tsu’tey was speechless as the first thing he noticed when he walked in was that your scent is a bit different than what he remembered from the last time he was near you. When he finally noticed your baby bump, his mouth slightly agape opened, his mind in shock as he had no clue that you were pregnant, if he did… he wouldn’t have left. 

“Tsu’tey, if you’re only here to hurt my feelings then you should just leave,” you crossed your arms over your chest as you were anxiously waiting to hear his reason for being in front of you. You could feel some anger building up inside of you but you decide to hear him out first.

“I didn’t come to break things off with you, quite the opposite,” Tsu’tey stumbles out the words as he still tries to wrap his head over this. “Look, I’m so terribly sorry for handling the situation like I did, I should’ve never…”

“Pushed me away?” you finish his sentence as you glare at him, taking him by surprise at your response, watching how he fixes his gaze at the ground. “Yes, I shouldn’t have closed myself off.”

“I was scared…” you interrupted him again with an angered hiss that held hints of hurt in it. “What did you think I felt, huh?!” you keep your voice at a normal volume not wanting people outside to hear and you need to stay calm for your little one. 

“Did you think I was happy finding you on the brink of death; only to find out the next day I can’t see my mate!” you continued as you let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding in.”You just made this decision and didn’t think how I would feel in the process!” 

“I know you must hate me and you have every right to.” Tsu’tey admitted, eyes still trained on the ground.

“I don’t hate you, just angry that you just shoved me away.” 

“Angry that I couldn’t get to share with you my big news that we’re going to have a baby together instead I had to watch you from afar.” 

“I'm sorry that I caused you pain as that was not my intention,” Tsu'tey expressed as he met your contact, wanting nothing more than to pull you in his arms. “The day I woke up, Mo’at was informing me how my healing process was going to be, I started thinking that I would never get back to how I was…” 

“And then, I started to think about you as I couldn’t provide for you like a mate is supposed to,” he confessed. “I couldn’t carry you, couldn’t hunt, couldn’t do anything for you like I used to.” 

“I thought if I pushed you away, you would find someone who can take care of you better than I could,” you close the distance between the two of you, placing your hand on his cheek. “Tey, how could you ever think I would find someone better than you?”

“That would be impossible as no one could ever treat me better than you nor replace the hold I’ve over you,” you rub his cheek as your lips ghost over his. “I chose you remember, which means that I’ll always be there for you no matter what happens.” 

“If you had let me in, I would’ve told you that you had no need to worry, a strong tsamsiyu like you could overcome anything.”

Your presence was enough to have Tsu’tey in a chokehold as he didn’t know how he managed to get by without you. He placed his hand over your bump while the other was holding onto the cane, rubbing it softly as more guilt sinked in at what he left behind. 

“He’s a healthy baby,” you respond, sensing what Tsu’tey was going to ask next as you watch how his eyes spring up to look at you. “We’re having a boy?” his eyes lit up as you nod your head.

“I’m sorry for missing out on the majority of your pregnancy,” he apologized. “I should’ve been there…” You place your hand over his, giving it a light squeeze to get him out of his thoughts. “It’s okay, it mostly went well, Jake and Neytiri helped out a lot,” you exclaimed and a small smile formed on his face. 

“I promise to you and our baby that I’ll make it up to you.”

“I promise that I’ll get better for the both of you,” Tsu’tey rambles and you smile at how cute he looks as he was right, he would have to make it all up to you, you were going to make him work for it. Things may not go back to how they were before but going forward was a new beginning for the two of you.

“You will, tiyawn,” you softly spoke as you finally leaned in and kissed him, the kiss was filled with so much passion, love, and a pinch of desperation as the both of you have been pining for the other for a long time. 

You were careful not to hurt him in the process but was ecstatic at the same time, for the longest you didn’t have a clue on how the future would look.

You were already looking at a possibility where you were going to raise your ‘itan alone and tell him stories about his dad but him being here makes you emotional that you can feel some tears roll down your cheeks. 

Tsu’tey pulls away from the kiss and uses his thumb to wipe away the tears not wanting them to stain your pretty face. “I promise these are happy tears, I’m happy you’re here,’ You voiced as you sniffled. 

“Me too,” a big smile was now placed on his lips as he rubbed your cheek. “I’m not leaving your side ever again.” 

“You better not or I swear Tey, I’m not giving you another chance,” you fire back while you point at his chest, eyes trained on him. “Yawne, I wouldn’t ever make that choice twice.” you rub his arm up and down, happy with his answer.

You latch onto Tsu'tey’s wrist as you bring him over to the mat before you can help him sit, his eyes lock on the bowl of fruit on the makeshift table. 

He retrieves a cup of water, handing it to you briefly before getting one of the fruits. You drink down the water, placing it on the table before helping him sit and you take the place next to him. 

You watch how he unsheathes his knife as he starts to cut the fruit into pieces. 

Tsu’tey pulls you close to him as he picks up a fruit and places it in front of your mouth indicating you to eat it and you do so letting the flavors of the fruit hit your tongue. 

“Irayo, tiyawn,” you praised. “So tell me how you've been doing? How’s your healing process?”

“Miserable without you but Mo’at said I'm doing better than when I first started,” you place another fruit in your mouth as you listen to him, wanting to catch up with him to make up for lost time. 

“When I first started, it was quite hard getting used to the cane but as I practiced with it more, it got easier,” he confides as he grins at how you rest your head on his shoulder.

The two of you stayed in that position for a while as you both talked about what had been happening while the other was gone, it felt so nice to talk to each other. You talked about the first day, you found out you were pregnant and during those talks, Tsu’tey’s hand stayed on your stomach. 

“I can get Jake to help build the little guy a crib, make sure it’s all comfortable for him.”

“That’ll be perfect, Neytiri taught me how to weave a prrsmung for the baby and I’ve been making little tewngs for him,” A low chuckle can be heard exiting Tsu’tey’s lips as you look at him. “He might not know it yet but you’re going to be an amazing sa’nu.” 

“Stop trying to make me cry, you know my hormones are all over the place,” you pout as you shoved him lightly, only making him laugh more. “You’ll make a good sempu to him as well.” 

“Have you picked out a name for him yet?” he questioned. “No I haven’t found one I like, do you have one?” 

“Yes, I think his name should be Azantu,” Tsu’tey offered as your eyes lit up. “I like that name, he’s going to be so cute,” you squeal in excitement, you couldn’t wait for his arrival, yes you knew that babies were hard work but it’s worth it when you get to hold him in your arms sleeping calmly in your hands, a perfect mixture of his two parents.

Your mouth opens slightly as a yawn escapes you no matter how hard you fight it.

“Tired, tiyawn?” Tsu’tey comments as you shake your head no, not trying to admit it but he sees right through it like he always did and before you can protest again, he lays you down making sure you were comfortable before laying next to you pulling you closer to him as he covered you both with a blanket. 

Tsu’tey kisses your forehead as he watches your eyes flutter shut as it was not hard for you to fall asleep as it was always so easy whenever you cuddled with him.

This is what you missed, what you both craved for so long, anticipating for the moment the two of you were finally in each other’s hold as the missing piece was filled and no longer felt lonely.

You made sure to intertwine your hand into his as you needed to be sure that this wasn’t all just a dream — you held on tight as if you let go, he’ll disappear.

The both of you couldn’t wait for what the future held as it burned bright now and you couldn’t be happier to spend the rest of your life with him.

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[hippolotamus]

Hiiiii Hippo 💕💕💕

Buddie fic title:

If only I knew you had electric fingerprints

-❤️🪐

Hiiii Saturn!!!! So lovely to see you here! You said Buddie. Please know you have my eternal gratitude for forgiving my slip into Diaz Family Feels. 💞🦛

After the debacle of broken salad bowls, 'I think you should go home' and 'This is your mess now', Eddie thought that he and Chris had worked through the biggest tangles of dating in the Diaz household. Introducing Marisol was almost a non-event. Eddie might even go so far as to call it a success.

He will now admit that line of thinking was more than a bit premature and naïve on his part.

Maybe it was his own growth and evolutions in the relationship department that led him to assume Christopher wouldn't face the same issues. And, well, technically he didn't. No, Eddie's son dealt him an entirely new, foreign set of tribulations. A one-eighty of Eddie's nesting instincts where Christopher is leading on five different girls. Five!

Wasn't it just last year they were discussing how much shirt sleeve was acceptable to show? What the hell happened?

And, OK, it's a new world with new methods of communication and apps and how teenagers interact with each other. Eddie likes to think he isn't completely stupid, because he tries to stay informed about current trends that he would honestly rather not know about. But no article or discussion with the school guidance counselor - or Frank - could have prepared him for tonight. No tips, tricks, signs to watch for could have fortified him for the devastating blow of 'We loved her and she left us anyway' and 'I can't remember her voice anymore'.

When Buck emerges from Chris's room, Eddie is still leaning against the wall, crushed under the weight of a thousand emotions and questions, attempting to prevent his heart from spilling past the walls of his chest. To keep it from slipping through the makeshift cage where his fingers press bruises into his skin, just below his collarbone.

Buck squeezes Eddie's shoulder before wordlessly leading them to the kitchen where he pours them both a glass of water and he waits. Waits for Eddie to speak, because it's what they do. They don't press. And maybe they should - more or earlier - but that's another thought for another day. For another version of Eddie that doesn't feel like the ground has been ripped out from underneath him.

"I don't- How am I supposed to-" Eddie blows out a harsh breath, frustrated that he can't form a complete question. That there is no entry in the non-existent Parenting Handbook for how to tackle this scenario.

"Eds," Buck says the nickname so carefully, so gently, like his tongue is shaping it from the most fragile glass. His hand tentatively slides across the tabletop until it's resting on top of Eddie's own. "You don't need to have all the answers or know exactly what to do."

"I know I don't. It's just-" He cuts himself off, huffing out an unamused chuckle. Because he doesn't know.

And, look, Eddie is fully aware that he doesn't have to be one hundred percent in control all the time, but it doesn't make him hate whatever this is any less. This combination of lost and thrown off course; of sad, bitter anger muddled together with desperation. His own eagerness to bargain for a way to make this situation more palatable. A pathetic yearning for the chance to go back. To never enlist and close himself off. To splurge on the digital camera with video recorder so he could capture a truly ludicrous amount of everyday, mundane moments.

How many hours of footage might they have collected? Of simple things like Shannon chopping vegetables or putting on makeup before a night out. Her and Eddie slow dancing in the backyard to music only they could hear. Or her laughing, bright and bold, as she smudged dirt and filth across Eddie's cheek after he showed her how to change the oil in her car. The way he pulled her in with his own grimy hands, pressing their mouths together so he could swallow the sound.

He blinks rapidly to keep tears from falling as he wonders how many instances would have featured her rolling her eyes - exactly the way Christopher does now - and shoving her palm in front of the lens.

But he'll never know because he's stuck with the choices he made. That they made. He can tell their son stories, bring him for graveside visits, and offer small souvenirs of the time Shannon had on earth, but that's all Eddie can do. He can't replicate what it was like to be in her presence. He can't convey how she was soft and gentle and all the things Eddie isn't, while also being sharp and spirited. How she smelled like peonies and summer rain.

Whatever he has to offer is two dimensional. Framed photographs, memories stored in his mind. Some of them also stored in Chris's though Eddie suspects in a completely different way. Hopefully in a way that doesn't taste as much like guilt and regret for things left unfinished and words left unsaid. Words like-

Dear Christopher.

He swallows hard around the phantom taste of sea spray from the Pacific Ocean, has the urge to claw at damp, sun-warmed sand that isn't there. And god only knows how his best friend has any idea what's scratching at Eddie's brain, but he does. And Eddie is so, so grateful when Buck rubs his thumb across Eddie's knuckles and asks if he should stay or would Eddie rather it just be him and Chris.

As much as Eddie would like Buck to be present as an extra layer of protection, he knows this is something he has to do himself. Even though, as he walks Buck to the front door, promising to call later, he gets the distinct feeling he won't actually be alone.

In the low lighting currently casting shadows around his bedroom, Eddie's fingers tremble as he reaches for the small safe in the back of his closet. A simple design meant to hold important, precious things. The metal dial is cool under his fingertips, easily manipulated as he rotates it right and left and right again until the door pulls open.

It's been years since he read the words written in Shannon's flowing script, but he knows them like he knows his own name. He traces over her loops and arches, wishing, like always, that he had more time. That he could put off performing this errand for a few more years, decades, lifetimes. Even if he knows it's only for selfish reasons. Because he owes this to Chris and to Shannon. It's on him to follow her instructions and deliver this remaining link between mother and son.

He holds the folded pieces of paper in his hands, feeling something familiar wrap around him that isn’t the usual despair. Something that's more like spun gold flowing between the note and his skin.

Eddie bites back a sob as it dives beneath the surface to wind its way around nerves and spill through blood vessels on its way to his heart. As a calm takes root, anchoring in all four chambers, unfurling and flourishing. As the room, that typically smells like lavender fabric softener and the fancy vanilla linen spray Pepa bought for him, is permeated by the overwhelming scent of Texas nights - filled with crackling humidity wrapped in silvery starlight - and velvety pink peonies.

He squeezes his eyes shut, breathing it in, inhaling deeply to his core like it might allow him to hold onto this moment forever. When at last his lungs protest, forcing him to exhale, his eyes flutter open again.

Eddie closes the door to the safe, hearing it shut with a satisfying click.

"Thank you," he whispers, letting his gaze drift to the letter once more before he walks down the hall to pass it to its rightful owner. His son. Their son. A living, breathing tether between past, present and future.

He knocks on the doorframe, briefly saddened by the sight of Shannon and Christopher’s picture turned face down on the desk. It only makes him more sure he’s doing the right thing.

“Hey, buddy…”

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[mercurianthing]

SHORT ASTROLOGY OBSERVATIONS Pt.5🗣️😻👠

💌 People who have their moon in your second house will always want to touch you and their love language towards you is physical touch but they can also be afraid of your reaction and sometimes that is what can prevent them from giving you the hug they so want to give you! (It also depends on the other of the synastry you have with them).

💌 Pisces mars can really like to play soccer or they liked at some point in their life to play soccer and they are also very good at it.

💌 Mercury in the seventh house (can also relate to neptune - venus people) stop daydreaming about that one person who did the smallest thing for you, even if it was bringing you a pen during class or being nice to you for a few seconds, and start focusing on yourself - for your own good, really.

💌 I don't agree with the stereotype about virgo venus that they love animals. If someone has virgo venus in their birth chart together with virgo saturn/chiron, they most likely don't like animals and are afraid of them.

💌 Sun conjunct venus synastry makes the venus person admire and seek attention (sometimes even seek some kind of validation) from the sun person.

💌 Venus opposite saturn can indicate marriage at a later age than you expected or wanted, it can also indicate that you really want to find a relationship that will lead to marriage and a wedding but also love your freedom and the single life.

💌 The sun sign that is easiest for me to find out is Leo as if it is something in their broad speech where they talk mainly about themselves and their way of speaking which is as if they are living in their own movie, it is so easy to understand it, it can be a matter of a conversation lasting a few seconds for me to understand that a leo sun person is speaking in front of me and the ascendant sign that is easiest for me to find out is scorpio ascendant literally their eyes, I don't think I need to explain it.

💌 11th house ruler in the 3rd house can indicate popularity in your elementary school years.

💌 THAT'S IT FOR TODAY.🪐❤️‍🔥

[same-pic-of-saturn-everyday]

Planet Incorrect Quotes

@same-pic-of-jupiter-everyday @same-pic-of-the-earth-everyday @same-pic-of-mercury-everyday @same-pic-of-the-moon-everyday @same-pic-of-neptune-everyday @same-pic-of-pluto-everyday @same-pic-of-venus-everyday @same-pic-of-mars-everyday @same-pic-of-the-sun-everyday @same-pic-of-uranus-everyday

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Saturn: Don't worry, I've got a few knives up my sleeve. Neptune: I think you mean cards. Mercury: They did not. Saturn, pulling out knives: I did not.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Sun: Moon��� you've been cuddling with me for over and hour now. Moon: muffled mm hmmm :) Sun: Fuck. I should be annoyed but you're adorable.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Earth: Why isn’t the statue smirking at me? Pluto: It isn’t smirking at anyone, they’re all just imagining it. Sun: Three of us saw it, Pluto. How do you explain that? Pluto: points at Saturn Sleep deprivation. points at Sun Paranoia. points at Mercury Delusional personality disorder.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Pluto: I lost my fish, can you help me find it? Mercury, cooking the fish: What? I couldn't hear you, please speak up.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Moon: I don't know how to tell you this, but… I love you. Sun: That's great, Moon. Especially considering the fact we've been married for 6 fucking years.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Jupiter: Hey guys, I found a spider. Cool little lad. Thanks for eating the mosquitos. Jupiter: Oh no, where did it go? Venus: JUPITER WHAT THE FUCK?!

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Everyone is giving advice to Saturn Pluto: It's okay to ask for help. Moon: You're not a burden. Sun: Murder is okay. Uranus: Your feelings matter.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Earth: Time for plan G. Moon: Don’t you mean plan B? Earth: No, we tried plan B a long time ago. I had to skip over plan C due to technical difficulties. Neptune: What about plan D? Earth: Plan D was that desperate disguise attempt half an hour ago. Venus: What about plan E? Earth: I’m hoping not to use it. Saturn dies in plan E. Mercury: I like plan E.

.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰‎‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧.𖥔 ݁ ˖✰

Mars: I’m the smartest, wisest person in this group. Uranus: Really? Then why is your hand stuck in a vending machine? Mars: I paid for my Kit Kat Bar, I’m getting my Kit Kat Bar.

[m1nd-r0t]

🔞Random astrology notes_V2🪐✴️

🔞

👑🪐Asteroid Summa : This asteroid can point to an area of life you are the absolute best in, where you dominate, where you are supreme, where you’re the best — in astrology, asteroid Summa translates to “consummate or crowning achievement, top honors, being the "top dog" or the "king" or "queen" of something, consummation.”

For example, individual with Summa in Aries or conjunct Mars would be someone who has the ability, or at least the potential, to be the absolute best at whatever sport they choose to participate in.

🪦Asteroid Alba Regia can point to where you lose status and prominence over time, where you have a “downfall” — keywords for Alba Regia are “to suffer a downfall, to lose prominence, to stumble, to decline.”

Someone with Alba Regia conjunct Midheaven, well, that one is very self-explanatory, seeing as the Midheaven rules things like reputation and things of that nature. Someone with Alba Regia conjunct Uranus can have sudden downfalls, sudden losses of prominence, someone who abruptly falls off and is forgotten.

🔞Someone with Messerschmidt in the 8th House, in Scorpio, or tightly aspecting Pluto/Mars, sexually speaking, could be into bdsm, probably bondage and masochism specifically.. maybe more intense kinks such as abuse kink, cnc, etc.

🧟‍♀️ asteroid 1468 Zomba — possibly related to zombies..? Haven’t done a ton of research on this one. I personally have Zomba in Leo, parallel Mars 0° orb.

☄️Though the majority of people have Comet Halley in Leo or Cancer - having it conjunct a major planet or angle is a huge deal (no more than 2° orb for this)… in astrology, Comet Halley translates to “high focus, obsession, intensity, attainment, being in the limelight.”

⚠️ Charles Manson has asteroid Madhatter in 10th House Capricorn conjunct Midheaven… Hypnos in Gemini conjunct the Descendant in the Hypnos persona chart… Whiterabbit in Gemini… Andrejka (swaying or mesmerizing others, the fascination of evil) in Gemini… Vanadis (fascinating) conjunct Mercury… King in Gemini + Bal in the 3rd House, Daitarabotchi and Whiterabbit conjunct Ascendant.⚠️

⚠️ Another infamous cult leader, Marshall Applewhite, has Daitarabotchi conjunct Sun & Moon… Whiterabbit and Hypnos in Gemini, Whiterabbit parallel Jupiter… Hypnos parallel Moon, Jupiter, and Pluto… Bal in 7th House Libra, parallel Descendant 0°… Vanadis parallel Saturn.. and Fay (ethereal, otherworldly) conjunct Descendant.

[dropsofs4turn]

I dont usually post stuff like this because I try to keep my page as lighthearted and fun as I possibly can, but when a problem needs to be addressed I will step in and say something. That being said..

Recently I've been seeing a lot of my mutuals be attacked by anons. My question is, if suddenly everyone turned off anon.. would you all still be so bold, would you still harrass my friends and others? I'm assuming the answer to that question is no. Why? Because you all are too scared to harrass someone when your account is there for everyone to see. You're scared and that's why you hide behind an anon because you know if your account were to get out there, you would probably get a lot of hate too. Because you're the one calling people annoying on their own blog. Making people uncomfortable. Crossing boundaries. Harassing people. Being homophobic, biphobic, transphobic, abelist, sexist, etc. Sending death and rape threats. But you can do all these things because "Im behind an anon!" I can guarantee that if people turned off anons you probably wouldn't be talking to people the way that you currently are. And this isn't saying all anons are bad or anything, a lot of my friends have some really sweet and amazing anons. But this is addressing the anons that are harassing people. If this gets me hate I don't care. My friends are being affected by people who are too scared to show their actual account so they hide behind an anon. My final words to you are, grow the hell up. Take a walk outside and have basic human interaction, grow to appreciate the world and all of its beauty.

To my friends who are experiencing any sort of harrasment from these anons. Know that they aren't worth your time. It's best to just not entertain them and delete their messages. And please stay safe, although these anons are just people hiding behind a screen, there are people out there who do actually think like this, be wary of who you interact with. I love you all so much, and please be careful.

[loveemagicpeace]

🥶Powerful Placements🥶

🦋Pluto in 12th house synastry-makes a very strong connection between you and the person. This connection is based on a spiritual connection and it can seem like you can never forget the person.

🧚🏼‍♀️Pluto in 11th house synastry -creates powerful friendship. It's a feeling that you never really leave these people, because they always come back into your life.

✨Strong synastry aspect are with saturn, pluto, venus, mars.

✨Houses that make a deep connection in synastry are 1st, 4th, 8th & 12th house.

🌊8th house north node-you transform a lot and each time you become a different and stronger person. All transformations shape you into the person you are now. And they help you understand yourself and your inner feelings. You rise like a phoenix from the ashes and become the strongest person. And when you look back, you see how much you have changed and how different you are and how much your life has changed.

🤍Capricorn rising/ saturn chart ruler-you go through a lot of lessons, but the lessons help you to achieve what you want in the end. Saturn brings you good karma. Even though you don't see it at the beginning and you feel like your life is always difficult, but in the end, that's exactly what makes you reach the top. Saturn takes you to the top, so trust the process.

💘Moon in 8th house-because you are always facing emotional situations in life and you are always changing emotionally. You are used to everything.

🍰Moon in Sagittarius- you are an emotionally very independent person, you don't let people help you, you want to do everything yourself. In general, fire moons are used to being alone and doing things alone. And even though it looks like they are very comfortable in this position, they are not - because inside of them they want someone who would be here for them. It is difficult for them to find a home or to settle down because there are few places where they feel at home.

💜Sagittarius rising / 9th house- people are ruled by jupiter and they really get a lot of opportunities, happy coincidences and are optimistic about life. But they go through a lot of growth, in life they face many paths and search for meaning in life. And many of them struggle with faith. Many sags I have met are not really religious at all. They become strong when they find a meaning that guides them throughout their lives, when they find a home and the vibrancy of the world. Jupiter guides them through a spiritual journey, so they always have so much wisdom inside.

🎨12th house sun & mercury synastry- because the sun represents light, the light you see with this person, inspiration, fun things, and in a way, where the two people find fun together. Mercury can make communication and words very powerful. And also thoughts - that's why you can feel that the person understands you even when there is silence. With a person, you can feel that they understand you on a different level than others (everything that others misunderstand about you - the person understands about you). It's like they speak another language.

The people who come back into your life are usually those with whom you share the 12th or 8th house. That's why you have a strong connection with them.

🪐Saturn is a powerful planet and in every house it represents it and gives a person some power that he realizes and finds later in life. But Saturn in 3rd house- these people have power over words and they can have a strong influence on the people around them with their speech, even if they are not aware of it. Writing a book is a very good thing here (especially if it includes real events). Your thoughts can be very calm (depending on the aspects), but saturn can also give you stable thoughts, which means that these people do not have problems with mental health.

🐚Also saturn in 8th house in very powerful- because you are basically in control of the mysterious, mystical life and darkness. You can show or teach others a lot if you know how to use saturn. There are two sides here - people who know how to deal with darkness, investigate things that have to do with death and depth. One of these is sigmund freud. The other side is when you don't know how to deal with darkness and things related to depth. Death can be a scary thing for you.

🧸Neptune in 1st house- because you can be any character you want to be. You can make people feel that you are someone else and people start to believe it. You can manifest many things about your personality and appearance.

🎧10th house synastry it's not always just a career, a job and similar things, but it's also about being devoted to a person and doing a lot for them. It is also related to how you see the person in the long run. Many times this can also be a sign that the person was meant to come into your life.

🎲Jupiter in 1st house- helps you grow into a wonderful and intelligent person. It can help you to always find optimism no matter what. Takes you on a spiritual journey. You can become the person people never saw you could be.

🌉Jupiter in 9th house- helps you achieve faith in something greater. You travel a lot and see the world from a different perspective. It helps you find faith even in difficult times. I believe that these people are very strongly connected to the world and feel it through their soul. They are very knowledgeable about other cultures.

-Rebekah💘🌊

[solreefs]

#hi WHAT#every time people say they like this fic i am surprised because it is. not old exactly but i think my writing’s changed quite a bit since#anyway thank youuu <3

Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore the way your writing has evolved, especially with the great library stuff you've written recently. This one is my favorite out of your kotlc fics, though! Sometimes I just want to go back and read this sad fic about my blorbo suffering you know?

aw thanks! I haven’t actually written that many kotlc fics, and I do think this one is probably my favorite as well, just because sad blorbo.

[astrum-medeis]

Astro-observations 🪬🧿 pt. 2

Highlights: pisces, 12h, scorpio, leo, 5h, jupiter, asteroids, taurus, 2h, aquarius, 11h, uranus

🌙 Pisces/12H Moon or Venus loves to love and loves love itself. Romantic hero placement.

🫦 Do you want to seduce a Taurus or 2H Venus? Please all of their senses.

🧍I feel like significant Aquarius, 11th house placements and Uranus-Sun/Moon/Mercury/Asc/Chiron (esp. harsh) aspects tend to be in autism spectrum. I always find these in birth charts of non-neurotypical individuums. People with above placements may find themselves shunned and alienated a lot. They may have hard time making friends with peers because maturity level between them and their peers is like chalk and cheese. They may feel like they do not belong anywhere but universe. They are the black cat who chooses its own path.

👩‍💼 Asteroids Enterprise 9777, Industria 389 and Jobse 215463 will show you what job suits you the most.

🪐 The house of your Jupiter will show you where you're lucky.

E.g. Jupiter in 3rd house – you speak out beautifully in speech and in writing; you are eloquent and persuasive; you're lucky with words, it's your thing

🫠 Saturn in 7th house is such a depressing placement in my opinion. Unlike Chiron, you can not heal your Saturn because it's your karma. Natives have bad luck when it comes to partnerships. They tend to attract toxic people.

🖌️ Do you want to know what is your talent, where you were blessed? Use asteroid Talent 33154 and Bless 92891.

🦁 Almost every Windsor royal family member has a Leo or 5H placements in their big 6. Not surprised though. What is interesting, the King Edward VIII had an Aquarius rising which means he had got a Leo descendant. He abdicated the throne so he could marry his true love, Wallis Simpson (who had an Aquarius rising as well). Furthermore, Prince Harry who's got his Chiron in the 5th house and no Leo placements decided to cut off himself from royality.

🦂 Grigorij Rasputin had a Scorpio Rising, which is actually no surprise considering his entire life 💀 He also had uncommonly high stamina as befits a Pluto and Mars ruled person. And in the end they cut off his peepee and put it into a jar, lol

[spiritualitywithtally]

astro observations (10/24/22)

🪐 5th house saturns could hate to see children not be disciplined & heavily dislike disrespectful children. im not talking about any abusive methods of disciplining children, of course. but they could just hate to see children just not listen & be disrespectful & not even be corrected or spoken to about it. in turn, they may end up raising very respectful children.

🪐 always know what your solar return moon is. whenever the moon is in that sign, those are significant dates for that year for you. you could meet someone significant, start something significant, have an important conversation, or finally do something you’ve been wanting to do, etc…

🪐 as a gemini sun, i dealt with this virgo sun guy for the first time back in a mercury retrograde in 2021 and stoped speaking shortly after it was done. & now, we’re reconnecting again during the retrograde 🤣🤣. i just find that so funny AND our suns are also in mercury houses. his in the 3rd & mine in the 6th.

(^^ p.s. : mercury isn’t retrograde currently, i know. i wrote that when it still was. we stopped speaking when retrograde was done again y’all 💀💀 this is hilarious)

🪐 mercurial children cannot be quiet (as in not talking) to save their lives.

🪐 aries moon children cannot be quiet (as in not yelling) to save their lives.

🪐 cancer moon men tend to wanna date/marry someone who has similar traits to their mom. a lot of people do this subconsciously but i feel like it’s more of a conscious decision for cancer moons.

🪐 wanna live out all your sexual fantasies? find someone whose lust asteroid or eros is in 8th house. bonus points if it’s double whammy. you guys will always be on the same page sexually. thank me later !

🪐 scorpio/8th house placements in the solar return chart indicate a year of deep transformations

🪐 2nd house reflects our values, but so does your venus placement for sure. remember that the 2nd house is literally venus’ house.

🪐 adding onto that ^ , i see taurus & the 2nd house as the “values & pleasures” part of venus. while libra & the 7th house is more the “relationships” part of venus. but of course, those things intertwine. so they’re all (venus placement, 2nd house, & 7th house) important when considering what you need in a partner.

🪐 i think it’s pretty much common knowledge that you’ll feel deep emotional bonds/attachments to the people in your water houses (4th, 8th, 12th). but the same also applies to anyone who has their birthday on the degree of any of those houses in your chart.

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