#screaming shaking sobbing

[dindjarindiaries]

My friend who's still at Disney told me that a character attendant for Din said they all loved meeting me and they miss me and suddenly I have to get on a flight back to Florida immediately

[beanghostprincess]

All songs by The Crane Wives are about Shuggy and it drives me insane every time:

"Tell me once again, I could have been anyone, anyone else. Before you made the choice for me. [...] The moon will sing a song for me, I loved you like the sun. Bore the shadows that you made with no light of my own. I shine only with the light you gave me. [...] Name your courage now we could have had anything, anything else. Instead, you hoarded all that's left of me. Swallowin' your doubt like swords to the pit of my belly. I want to feel the fire that you kept from me. [...] Instead, I made a bed with apathy. My heart knew the weight. Ten years worth of dust and neglect. We made our peace with weariness and let it be." — The Moon Will Sing

"Every word I say is kindling, but the smoke clears when you're around. Won't you stay with me, my darling. When my walls start burning down, down, down. [...] This tired old machine is a-rumbling, oh my, oh my. Singing songs to the secrets behind my eye, oh my, oh my. All my aching bones are trembling, and I may yet fall apart. Won't you stay with me, my darling, when the war starts in my heart?" — Curses

"I've grown a mouth so sharp and cruel, it's all that I can give to you, my dear. And when you come in quick to steal a kiss my teeth will only cut your lips, my dear. And I know that you mean so well, but I am not a vessel for your good intent. I will only break your pretty things. I will only wring you dry of everything. And if you're fine with that, you can be mine like that. Abandon all your stupid dreams about the girl I could have been, my dear. 'Cause in the night I know you burn with feelings I cannot return, my dear. Oh, my dear. You gotta know that this won't last. Desperation will erase the fact, I'm keeping all of the answers in my cigarette box. Yeah, the answer's in the second before the other shoe drops. And if you're blind to that, I am fine with that." — Tongues & Teeth

"On some level, I think I always understood that these hands of mine were clumsy, not clever. And I tried to do the best that I could, but try as I might, I couldn't bring myself to hold you. It's a secret I keep tucked inside my chest with this heart of mine that's guilty, not remorseful. There is love that doesn't have a place to rest but it would have buried you if it had settled on your shoulders. [...] On some level, I think I always understood that a ship could never really love an anchor. So, I did the only thing that I could and severed the rope to set you sailing from my harbor. There are times when I still wonder about you. You are someone I have loved, but never known. And you'll never see the reasons I had for keeping my claws away when they were close enough to hurt you. [...] Do you ever think of me and my two hands? And wonder why they never soothed your fevers? And wonder why they never tied your shoes? And wonder why they never held you gently? And wonder why they never had the chance to lose you?" — Never Love an Anchor

"I swear, I didn't mean it. Now listen close, you owe me ears for dropping eaves. Forget it all. You caught me in a moment weak, and sometimes I just can't help myself. Sometimes I can't help myself at all. Are we allies or enemies? This will be the death of me. Remember when I could tell you not to smile, when you were mad? And you would always crack, and we'd both be laughing in the end. Now you're not so quick to forget. [...] What happens now? Do we have another go? Do we bow out, and take our separate roads? I'll admit I've had my doubts.But I want to be let in, not out." — Allies or Enemies

"On the broken backs of all the words we spared, like little soldiers in the trenches. It was a march we made towards ruin and despair, but we held hands all the while. I swear that I loved you. [...] Beneath the table you would offer up my bones, and all the dogs would lick your fingers. And I dragged you through every room inside our home, but you still held me at night. I swear that you loved me. [...] We didn't give up, we wouldn't dare surrender. It was an honest loss. Now the aftermath will ring with songs you've sung, all of our words sent home in boxes. I fought with tooth and nail before the flag had flown, but you were already gone." — Little Soldiers

"I tried it your way, you tried it mine. The white flags still aren't waving, this ain't the good fight. I'm putting my foot down, weak knees and all. Finally standing on my own after the great fall. Once and for all. [...] I only fought for love at your request. Didn't think you'd be the one to leave me clutching at my chest. Remember, you're the one that gave up when my blood runs dry. You could still carry me away but you'd leave me here to die. [...] Dodge bullets and fire spray, my blood's forever on your hands. When my ghost sings my battle cry you'll be too sorry to dance. [...] Once and for all, what does that mean? It's a promise I'm making that I don't actually believe. Once and for all means I've tried it before. So many times that I'm just fucking tired. I'll never be able to close that door." — Once & for All

[losticaruss]

THE LAST THING SHE SAID TO FABIAN WAS THAT SHE TRUSTS HIM

[breakbleheavens]

omfg the next eras show IS MY SHOW 😭😭😭

[samcarpentrs]

NEW MONSTER HIGH LIVE ACTION CONTENT??!1!1!1!

[heleneplays]

Midnight Mourning

Me??? Back at it again with my clownery & posting @ 5 am???? More likely than you think!!!!!!

Anyways, once again is María x Helene because these two own me and my heart and my soul (・∀・)/♡

———

María woke up, noticing something was off.

A familiar weight was nowhere to be found. Helene was not wrapped up around her, as is what she usually woke up to these days.

She's... concerned. Where was she? In this time of the night?

Getting up from the warmth of their bed, she pads to the kitchen where Helene's back was the only thing she could see from the soft nightlight bouncing off the nearby sconce.

Her head was bowed over the table, a soft and sad whimper escaping her mouth.

...

Helene was crying?

María's face twisted into a grimace. She wondered why her beloved would be... sad, given the hours long celebration they just had. She was still sore in places, and she's definitely feeling the brunette's little bites on her thighs.

Was Helene regretting her love? Did she want to break up?? Is she hurt??? WHY THE HELL IS SHE CRYING?????

Before the redhead could further castrophisize, Helene hiccups, and drinks from a nearby glass of water.

"Helene? Are... Are you crying?"

María cringes, because yes, she already established Helene was definitely crying.

Helene freezes, and slowly turns to her. Her eyes are red rimmed and tear tracks line her face.

"M'ía? Sorry I, I was just—"

Helene wipes her eyes, and takes a deep breath.

"Crying."

She finished lamely, embarassed and a little conscious at getting caught. Not truly though, her emotions are just raw at the moment.

María steps closer to Helene, standing directly in front of her. The brunette takes her hands, and invites her to perch on the table so she can put her face on her lap.

"Why were you crying? Are... are you sad?"

"A bit. I'm just..." Helene looks like she's struggling to express what she wants to say. "Today was a lot?" She offers instead.

"Are you regretting asking me—"

"NO! No regrets, María, I love you so fucking much and I am literally dying with joy you accepted—"

Helene squeezes her hands, and María removes them to cup her face.

"Then...?"

"I just have a lot of emotions inside a box that's bursting, and midnight tends to be my peak mourning hours. You know, like that night before our project presentation."

María searches Helene's face for any signs of deceit. She relaxes after finding none.

"Hm. Fine, I suppose you're my little crybaby like that."

Helene lifts a corner of her mouth.

"...But I don't think that's all there is to it."

Helene pouts, and hugs María's waist. She mumbles against her stomach, and the redhead wiggles so Helene could say it properly.

"What was that?"

"...'said I ate the leftover paella and my tongue hurts."

"...Do you mean the tuna paella I cooked for my breakfast tomorrow and clearly marked mine in the fridge?"

"...Perhaps."

A moment of silence.

Then:

María pinches Helene's cheeks, who bawls for mercy.

"Of course it'll hurt your tongue, you clown, I added spices in it!"

"OW OW, I can appreciate spiciness, I like you after all, BUT you're just straight up eating fire—"

"That was literally why I labelled it in—"

Helene does a 🥺, and María sighs.

"Stop eating my food! You clearly can't handle it!"

"Nuh uh, I'm going to eat your food, and bite you, and there's nothing you can do about it!"

"So you're just going to leave me in bed then, and cry alone???"

María raises her eyebrow. Helene waggles hers in response.

"I can always wake you up and cry all over you if you're able to handle that."

María scoffs irritably. Helene wilts, and quiets down.

"Hey. Look at me."

"Helene."

Helene does a sad face 😔.

"...Please?"

Helene finally looks up, with a 🥺.

"Wake me up next time. You're a mess, but you're MY mess, and I lo... You being sad alone..."

María sighs.

"Just. Wake me up. I won't even tease you."

...

Helene shies and hugs María's middle again. She lets her take her time, which is all Helene really needs.

"Okay, María. Thank you."

[deanlenzart]

a home youve outgrown, the fear that you havent changed at all. decided to overpaint the original piece from 2021 and add juno to the scene. felt only right, now that he has returned home

[hayden-christensen]

OBI-WAN KENOBI: PART V (2022) dir. Deborah Chow

@pscentral event 29: warm & cool [in/sp]

[mhsdatgo]

In book canon, Blood and Cheese slip inside Alicent's chambers, strangle her bedmaid, tie her up and gag her so that she can't scream. They wait for Helaena to come inside because they knew it was part of her routine to bid her mother goodnight before she went to bed. Imagine how scared, how helpless Alicent must have felt, knowing two wicked and dangerous men were waiting for her daughter and grandchildren, not knowing yet knowing exactly why all of that was happening, and not being able to do anything to warn or protect her baby girl.

[yyyaammmmmm]

i finished jojoloin at the right time omg

[dindjarindiaries]

Molly Molly. I had a dream that we got season 4 and Din took off the helmet on the first episode 🫠 and then my alarm went off 😭

Your subconscious needs to be careful with our clownliness because I’ve secretly been predicting that this is exactly what will happen, showing Din laying low in his cabin with Grogu in this way

[pensbridgertons]

OUTLANDER (2014 -)

1.16 To Ransom a Man's Soul

[kayzean]

"You feel real to me."

[checkadii]

mman . idk. im so fucking sleepeu and iys only 330

[lesbiandarvey]

also i noticed in day of days the soldiers are leaning on a ww1 memorial 😵‍💫