#seventeen. i think theres seventeen boys now. been a while since i last counted LOL

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I STILL really like that ikesen AU where Mai’s a single mom with a baby that somehow sleeps through the entire wormhole and honnoiji incident. maybe i just think babies are funny.....

i like to think about Sasuke spending that entire four years being absolutely riddled with worry about the normalwoman and her normalbaby lost in the sengoku era alone and afraid only to find out that 1) there was some time breakage and she only just got here and 2) the baby slept through it all. immediately passes out

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fanfic writer tag game <3

helloooo <3 thank u for tagging me @hannie-dul-set this is so cute lol

ummmm! i think i will tag. @leejuyeeon and @seokmingiggles !! and as always anyone else who wants to <33

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1. what fandoms have you written for (but do not currently)?

omg lets see if i can do this in order. i think the first fandom i ever wrote fanfic for was creepypasta LMAOO and then... fairy tail? then 5 seconds of summer, then maybe it 2017?? voltron legendary defender, detroit become human, monster prom and mystic messenger kind of overlapped, the arcana !!! then my hero academia, haikyuu, a Little bit of demon slayer... i think thats it lol

2. what fandoms are you currently writing for?

seventeen is all for rn, but i’m thinking of also writing for mha again and adding jjk!!

3. how long have you been writing?

oh wow for like... probably around 6 years? maybe 6 and a half

4. on which platforms do you post your stories?

rn just tumblr, i used to post more actively on ao3 but i havent since i started writing for kpop

5. what is your favourite genre to write?

ahhh like !!! comfort fics!!! i think theres something really sweet in those unspoken feelings during moments you think you’ll never forget... the idea of being with someone and you’re just so sure they’re your favorite person, and then warmth that comes with that realization... wahh

6. are you a pantser or a planner?

oh it depends i think. for longer fics i like to plan them out, but i really wing it with like timestamps or shorter ones

7. one shot or multi-chapter?

ONE SHOTS. my god i fucking suck at multi-chapter shit LMAOO ive only done 1 series like that and it was so rough for me lol

8. what is the perfect chapter length in your opinion?

hm how do i explain this... anything that makes sense? however long it takes for it to feel like the chapter/fic is summed up or completed. i used to worry about word counts a lot but now i rarely pay attention to them, both in reading and writing

9. what is your longest published story? is it complete?

if we’re talking about multi-chaptered, then the color of you wins at 17k !! in terms of one shots, it’s for now; forever at 9k!

10. which story did you enjoy working on the most?

oh boy. i think... anything from the last like. 8 months? my svt stuff for sure!! i went a while without writing in between like january-late november 2020, and i was worried that my writing would suffer a lot... it took a sec for me to get back into the groove of things but i’m feeling happier than ever with the stuff i write now. i feel like ive matured about the way i approach my own writing and ideas, and how i do everything, and my fics make me really proud. ive started writing within different aus that i hadnt touched before, or talking about different feelings or ideas, etc... i really feel like ive grown with this most recent burst lol, and i love working on them! i get so hyped up when im in the middle of writing or even planning, im just so excited to share all of it hehe

11. favorite request you've have written and why (if any?)

ah its been so long since ive worked with requests that i cant remember anything LOL

12. are there reoccurring themes in your stories?

yes. it is comfort and content. it is the feeling of love. it is holding hands on a walk in the middle of spring and smelling flowers. it is the sound of leaves when a gust of wind blows past. it is looking into ur lovers eyes and feeling nothing but pure fondness

13. current number of wips?

fuck like somewhere around 20 probably

14. three things you have noticed about your own writing?

i really like repetition (specifically in sentences if that makes sense??), LOTS of unspoken things (even if i picture a fic with an established relationship, i dont say it within the fic; and especially concerning romantic feelings, i love when things go unsaid and are FELT full force), i think a lot of detailed rambling... i really like to try and describe emotions and stuff in the most abstract and obscure ways lol i feel like it makes things a little more palpable and honest

15. a quote you like from a published story

im gonna do a few. Lol. firstly this long one from pretend people can unlearn:

“Are you…” Jeonghan starts, and when you look at him, his eyes are still on the city in front of you. “Are you ever afraid that we’ll fall out of love?”

It never occurred to you that this was love. It’s not like the love you’ve experienced in the past, not even close. But maybe… maybe that’s why you never leave, why you hold yourself back from certain arguments like it might fix everything. Maybe love is the reason why Jeonghan still seems to believe in you. Why he promises he’ll be the best thing for you despite always breaking that promise.

(Is it love, a voice in your head questions, or is it longing?)

It takes you a while to respond. “I don’t know,” you end up saying, because you really don’t. Jeonghan turns his head and looks at you, and you half expect him to start an argument in the middle of night, out on the street like this. It wouldn’t be the first time. “Would that… be okay?”

“I don’t know,” Jeonghan answers, just like you. His voice is soft. You want to reach for his hand just to hold it. “You’re still…”

He pauses, like he’s trying to find the right word. You let him take his time, for once, instead of accusing him of the worst. “I’m still?”

“Everything,” he tells you. He looks so sad and you reach out for him because it’s the only thing you can offer. You think the worst thing about your relationship with Jeonghan is that you will always believe him when he gets like this, just like you’ll believe him when he takes it back in the heat of a fight.

next is from like there isn’t something missing <3

But you’re crying into his chest because it’s not you, and it’s not him. Seungcheol wonders if it was always meant to be like this, if the two of you were always meant to part or if something… if something just went wrong, somewhere. A bump that did a bit more damage than either of you thought.

He tries not to think about it now. Tears fill his own eyes as he presses a kiss to your hair because he loved you. He truly did.

“I was so lucky to love you,” he murmurs, voice a cracked whisper. “I’m so happy I got the chance.”

When Seungcheol wakes up the next morning in an empty bed, he’s not surprised. But the Post-It note that’s dressed in your handwriting…

Well. It’s over.

and this last one from only for you, i will dance !!

“This will always be our own time,” he says. “We’ll meet here.”

You know. He says it every time. It never fails to make your heart soar.

“Our thirteenth month,” you say, just like every time. Chan smiles.

He kisses you so strong you feel yourself falling.

16. a quote from an unpublished story

ahh ok ill do a few here too!!! one is something ive begun writing, the other is one that i’ve just been working on planning out <3

Smoke blows past somebody else’s lips and partially obstructs Wonwoo’s view of you.

He hasn’t been to a party like this in a long time. It’s elegant, more of a gala than anything. He can’t remember who threw it or for what reason. It doesn’t really matter, he supposes, watching you make conversation with the partygoers. They all have old money to throw around, the symbolism stitched into their suit jackets and red-rimmed heels; remnants of it left on tables and in the contents of expensive cigars.

You play them like you are one of them, tell them the right things with a silver tongue. Wonwoo always watches, plays the part of an observer. It’s impressive, the way you float around the room like it’s nothing.

Wonwoo observes; Wonwoo knows things.

and the second one...

"you don't know me," you respond. your voice carries no bite, just a fact, and joshua knows this

"i want to," he says after a second. "if you'll let me."

and he's asking permission to be your friend, to be close to you, something so tender and strangely polite

it makes you feel almost sad

"don't expect too much," you say, a little teasing. joshua only smiles

17. space for you to say something to your readers

wahhh thank you all so much!!! when i first got into writing for kpop it was a lot different mostly because i think... i was writing stuff for different anime before, and i had built up a big following because of that and my works always did like, really exceptional in terms of notes and feedback and such, and getting into kpop... has been rough on that end 💀 but i appreciate your support thus far, even if it’s small... i’m still working towards a standard that i have for myself!!! so please be patient with me, thank you for the support !!

also please find it in yourself to leave lil comments or any sort of feedback... please..... PLEASE... any creator ever understands this struggle please always try to do this!!! for me and for any other creator you follow and enjoy content from <333

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Agreed! This makes me excited with the other of the songs! Will there be other collabs as well? I'm happy the boys have the chance to do stuff like this and create so many projects! Jdkajdjs its funny because on twitter, many fans are joking about the same thing and made jokes how the mv turned into a horror one instead xD I love that even if there is funny jokes. We do see theories which from my experience, is rare within the fandom (not saying thats a bad thing! Just something new which is fun seeing this side of carats being smart and creative!) But same here!! I have some hope that one day we will see those solo songs in crystal clear audio. We can all dream right? Or we can of course sneak into the hybe building and get the songs like that 👀

Ahh agreed! Pets have always unique ways of showing their love, its not always the same way. My first bunny was super cuddly like I could have on my bed and she would be snuggled up to me or she wouldn't mind me holding her but my last bunny, yeah not so much xD but she would still give me kisses hehe

I saw on twitter that comment from seungcheol and I got all warm inside and in a way, I can agree with him. Like it really doesn't feel like a long time for sure yet look at how much the boys have done! Records beaten, new opportunities, I'm so proud of them!! I hope to see seventeen continue on for as long as they would like, so yes grandpa svt should exist lol. While we are on the topic of happy times, may I ask what is your favorite moments in the group? Like it could be music show ending moment's for wins or favorite gose episode!

Yeah it will be interesting to see! Obviously svt have done some collabs in the past, but usually they're the ones being brought on to another artists project. the only other time I can think of svt bringing on another artist onto one of their projects is Q&A with ailee which was ages ago. I'll be really curious to see if its something they do more often or if it's still something they'll do rarely dkfhkjd

dfjhg our cats kind of have similar differences to your bunnies, my late cat was a lap cat and would demand pets and cuddles (like, if you didn't pet her when she asked she would shove her head against your hand anyway dfkjg). while my other cat does like to be petted but she doesn't like to be smothered, she's the type to like to just be near people. even if she doesn't want pets she follows us around the house if we leave the room bc she likes to be where people are dfkgn

ahhh favorite moments that's so hard!! theres so many... but I guess what comes to mind right now is the aju nice dance practice and seventeen's cover of boa's No.1. I love both of those videos so much because you can just tell that svt are having so much fun dancing and I feel like that just makes it so much fun to watch. I always rewatch those videos for that reason. I guess part of why it comes to mind too is nostalgia. I usually say the aju nice dance practice is what made me stan svt. at the time I was actively looking for a group to stan at the time, and I ended up watching a lot of choreo videos and compilations of best kpop choreo moments etc. I was still relatively new to kpop at the time and I found dance practices/choreo the most interesting bc it was just really not something I'd ever seen before. like I'd just never seen that level of skill or such intricate choreography

but anyway I'm not sure if aju nice dance practice was the very first svt video I watched, but it was one of the first, and the one I just kept coming back to. It took me a while to realize why, and while ofc the aju nice choreo is super impressive, it was mostly because of how happy svt seemed. and compared to the stress i experienced stanning td and the shitty things that were going on in my own life (high school was a rough couple of years, to put it lightly dkfldjf), it was really such a breath of fresh air. watching svt videos even before I got to know them just brought me so much joy and energy that I eventually decided to put the effort in to stan. their No.1 cover was released probably a few months into me stanning, but I bring it up because it just also gives me that feeling of happiness whenever I watch it, you know?

but since then there have honestly been too many of my favorite seventeen moments to count dkfjg they're honestly such a joy and I'm so glad us carats were given the chance to know them ;-;