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allofuswantgwinam · 8 months

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it’s funny to me that I only know Billy Joel songs based off the ones my dad sings 🤣🤣 he’s singing one rn on the Grammys *billy Joel, I wish my dad 🤣🤣💀* and it’s makin me miss when i was 5 years old and my parents were together and things were normal

#sometimes I think they weren’t supposed to break up but oh well #and it’s always been weird to me how like everyone always thought my family was so perfect #it never was #i remember specifically being like 9 yrs old and one of my teachers said she couldn’t imagine my parents not together #and I went dead silent and she was like ‘well I mean I guess I wouldn’t know. I only see them outside of the house’#that was a crazy moment for me #then I felt bad bc my mom liked the perfect picture fakeness #I mean she didn’t like it but that’s what she always wanted #she even would like lie to family/friends to make me seem perfect 🤧#even tho I really told her to not do that bc it’s lying #but yeah #I get sad about these things sometimes #how messed up everything around me was and I just had to deal with it all #and dim myself to please my mom #luckily it is not that way now bc I started being stronger for myself eventually #it just makes me sad

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