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the-blind-assassin-12 · 5 years

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for Billy (YOU KNOW THE ONE) P. 7 & 8 (before IT happened) 14, 21, P&F. 4, 5, 7 (apart from what happened with Frank)12, 16, 18, L. 3, 5, 7 C. 1 (before & after pls), 2, 3, 4, 11 W,E &H 4 (before) 6 F. 2, 3, 4, 7 P. 1, 2, 5, 7 S. 4 & 5 (before and after pls) V. 1, 3, 5, 6 DL. 5, 6, 7 (before IT happned)

Oh man. You went there. Okay. Okay, fine. Just know that this took a lot out of me emotionally. (and also moved Red up on my to-write list.) Okay. here we go. Jigsaw//Blue Billy:

Personality

7-What makes them laugh out loud? (before)

Not much, he’s pretty reserved in the way that he expresses his feelings and reactions. But when he’s happy, really happy, he can’t hold it in. His smiles get so big that they turn into laughter, like all the leftover laughs that he didn’t let out finally shook loose. Very few people in the world have heard him laugh out loud, but you’re the one who has heard it the most.

8-How do they display affection? (before)

Billy was a big hand holder with his girl- but not the typical fingers laced together hand hold. He liked the way his whole hand felt wrapped around yours. It was how he said “I’ll protect you” without actually saying it. He’d drape an arm around you while walking together and pull you just a little closer. It was how he said “I’m so lucky you’re mine” without opening his mouth. Occasionally he’d plant a slow, lazy kiss on your lips in the middle of a crowd. It was how he said “I’d choose you every time.” Without ever having to work himself up to say it out loud. Billy knows that actions speak louder than words, and he knew that you understood what he wasn’t saying.

14-What is their greatest fear?

Failure. Because no matter how high you climb, if you fall off the ladder you’re going to be forgotten. No one remembers #2. And failing you? That’s the worst thing he could do.

21-What sense do they most rely on?

Hearing. A lot of missions and jobs occur in pitch black locations, but things sound the same no matter how dark it gets.

Past & Future

4-What is the most offensive thing they ever said?

It wasn’t something he said out loud. It was what he sent to you in that email when he said it would be better if we don’t see each other for a while. Because he could picture you reading it, alone in your apartment, absolutely heartbroken and blindsided.

Sure, there were probably a lot of way more offensive things he’s said to people. But they don’t register with him because he didn’t care about them like he cared about you.

5-What is their greatest achievement?

He holds a few records with the USMC that he’s proud of. Longest sniper kill shot and fastest three mile are the ones that mean the most to him.

7-What is the worst thing they did to someone they loved? (apart from what he did to Frank)

At the very beginning of your relationship, when he first realized that he felt differently about you than he’d felt about any other woman he’s been with, when he realized that he in fact loved you...it scared the daylights out of him. He had no idea what to do with love. He’d never been given it and had certainly never felt it before, and he didn’t know if he was capable of living up to what those four letters meant. So instead of trying and failing, he broke it off with you. Told you that he’d had his fun but that things were getting boring, predictable. (he actually liked that- the predictable part, and that’s what really scared him. He was getting used to having you around, and the thought that it would hurt him if you weren’t made him feel weak and that scared him.) He left you crying in your kitchen.

Two days later he showed up at your door with flowers. “I’m sorry,” was all he’d said, but you could see in his eyes and in the way his chest was moving with every breath that he was feeling a lot more than those two words. The note on the flowers said “I love you”, and it was the first time he’d told you that.

12-What is their best childhood memory?

Once his class took a field trip to the Bronx Zoo and he got separated from his group but he wasn’t scared and he didn’t try to find a chaperone or staff member right away. He hung out with the chimps for a while before taking his time to visit the reptiles and then the big cats. For an hour or two he didn’t have anyone telling him what to do and he enjoyed it. When he finally found his teacher she was livid but Billy just shrugged and said he was in the bathroom.

16-What past act are they most ashamed of?

One of the assassination missions Rawlins had them on had Billy, Frank and the others torturing this “enemy soldier” before murdering the guy in front of his wife and kid. Billy would never forget the look in that little boy’s eye, and of all the dirty missions he was a part of, that was the one that stuck with him, giving him real shame and regret over.

18-has anyone ever saved their life?

Yup. On his first deployment, Frank saved Billy’s ass after he got shot . (The one near his hip) It was a nasty one, a real bleeder. But the most dangerous part was that Billy couldn’t put any pressure on his left side, even after they got the wound packed and wrapped. Fowler, one of the guys in their unit suggested that they leave Billy in the blown out building they’d sheltered in to tend to the wounded (one more soldier- Ziegler or Z for for- took a bullet in the shoulder. Couldn’t carry a rifle but he could walk just fine) until they could get help and send an Evan team in for Billy. But Frank ADAMANTLY refused to leave anyone behind (especially Billy who he’d come to see as a younger brother). He told Fowler to fuck right off, that there was no way in desert Hell that he was walking out of that building without Russo. Billy tried to protest. “Just leave my back to the wall and gimme a gun, Frankie, these fuckers ain’t gonna get me twice.”

“Shut your goddamn mouth, Bill, and put your goddamn arm around my neck.” Was his answer. Billy listened, and Frank essentially carried him out of the shell of the hotel lobby. Billy had a pistol in his free hand and Frank managed to keep his rifle up even bearing most of Billy’s weight, and together they got back to the rendezvous point. Less than 10 minutes after they got to safety they got word that the building they’d been in had been leveled, and if they’d have followed Fowler’s instruction, Billy would have gotten buried in the rubble.

Love

3-how do they behave in a relationship?

After that 2 day breakup bonanza, Billy took the relationship very seriously. He was never over the top about displaying affection, but he found ways to make it clear that he was yours. He’d meet you for lunch on Tuesdays when you had an extended break, and if the weather was nice you’d grab a hotdog from the cart on the corner and find a table in the small park near your office. Since neither of you were well off, dates usually consisted of take out on the couch, but that was just fine with you and with Billy- he’d never kiss sauce from your face in public, but at home it was a different story and if the corner of your lips caught a little pizza sauce, his lips wouldn’t be far behind to remove it and swallow your giggles. He even met your sister when she was in town once, not shying away from her questions and engaging her in conversation, clearly trying to show her how much you meant to him.

He doubted himself a lot, about not knowing if what he was doing for you was enough, about whether or not he’s the kind of man you deserve, about why in hell you’d want to be with him when you were clearly head and shoulders better than him. But he always tried his best not to show those insecurities, and you’d put them to rest without ever really knowing the extent of them.

In a nutshell, Billy is a dedicated, loyal partner in a relationship. He would never cheat on someone that he had real feelings for or someone who loved him like you did, because he knows that it’s pointless. Lots of the women he slept with back in the day were cheating on their significant others with him, so he saw a lot of relationships in their final stages, and it's never something he’d put you through.

5-what sort of sex do they have?

The extremely thorough kind that doesn’t require a mattress. The couch, kitchen counter, shower stall or a sturdy wall, door, window or banister will do. His mouth and hands are constantly on you and constantly moving, and you both know you’re going to have little marks from his teeth and little bruises from his fingertips...but that’s just fine because he’s going to be equally marked up from your fingernails and the hungry kisses you sucked onto his shoulders and collarbone. It’s Billy’s goal for you to know and feel exactly what he’s thinking and feeling, whether it’s jealousy because some schmuck had the balls to flirt with you in front of him, or need and ache after a fight or after a rough day, or raw unfiltered desire from that tight dress you’d worn for your birthday dinner.

But when it’s love that he’s feeling? When his thoughts are consumed with you and how you’ve changed his life for the better, how you showed him that he was capable and worthy of love? That’s when he takes his time the most, and that’s when no matter where it starts, it always ends in bed, even when he has to carry you because he’s already rendered your thighs into jello. He keeps his eyes on you, even when you close yours, and the bites get lighter until they dissolve into gentle brushes of his lips. He loves when you’re on top so that he can look up at the only woman to ever hold his heart and drink up your perfection, but he loves feeling you under him, chest to chest and hips glued together even more.

After these times he always leads you into the shower and helps you clean up, running his soapy hands over every inch of your still tingling skin before bringing you back to bed where you both fall asleep loosely tangled together.

7-Have they ever had their heart broken?

Twice. Once in real time when he lost you right in front of his eyes, and the second time when that memory cut through the clouds and he was forced to relive it a second time.

Conflict

1-How do they respond to a threat?

Before: If someone threatened him or you in anyway, he’d square up instantly. Billy’s not afraid of a fight. He’s confident in his ability to keep you both safe under pretty much any circumstances, and while he always carries a knife for protection (and out of habit) he knows that he wouldn’t really have to use it. He can take on up to three attackers at a time if they’re unarmed, and he can handle disarming two aggressors before he had a problem. He knows how to end a fight without killing someone, but if he had to, he would.

After: Well you saw what he did to Krista. More of that.

2-Are they most likely to fight with their fists or their tongue?

Both, words first and fists to follow. Billy’s not one to start fights with random punks on the street or d-bags in a bar, but he’s sure as hell going to finish something that gets started on him. He’s not even much of a striker, but he’s good at using things to his advantage: he’ll bash someone’s head off of a bartop or use their own sweatshirt hood to choke them out. His hands he likes to keep clean and unbroken, so he can wrap them around yours without the juxtaposition of bloody bruises.

3-What is your character’s kryptonite?

It’s you. It’s just you. If he didn’t have to watch you get shot on that carousel things may have turned out differently in that fight. If he didn’t have to relive that moment in his sessions with Dumont, she might still be alive and he might still be handcuffed to that bed. He might not be on a mission for revenge.

4-If your character could only save one thing from their burning house, what would it be?

Now? Well now he doesn’t have a place per say… I mean… he’s got somewhere to go but the only possessions he has right now are the contents of that folder that he took from Krista. But in that folder are the three photos of you and him together. And he’d walk through a burning warehouse for those.

11-where do they go when they’re angry?

He used to go to Central Park when he was angry. There’s a big boulder overlooking the fields and he’d just sit there quietly until the anger passed, especially if he was angry with you over something, because he knew that you were likely right and that getting his anger away from you was the best course of action.

Work, Education & Hobbies

4-What are their hobbies?

Billy was an avid reader. He liked autobiographies of war heroes and historical fiction novels. Sometimes he meets up with some guys to shoot hoops but it’s really just an excuse to get one hour of physical activity in before heading to a bar to shoot the shit over a couple beers.

6-Do they have a natural talent for something?

Billy’s a great whistler. He has a very talented tongue.

Favorite?

2- what place would they most like to visit?

Billy would love to see the Grand Canyon. He’d never told anyone this, but the reason is because the Grand Canyon is a giant crack in the Earth. It’s a flaw. But it’s beautiful and inspiring. Even before his flaws are advertised on his face, he’s felt flawed and imperfect in a lot of ways in his life- no one wanted him as a kid, the abuse he’d been through, the things that have happened overseas that he’d never be able to get out of his head.

3-What is the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen?

That dress he dreamed about you wearing to the ball? You wore it to your sister’s wedding and you sent him a picture of you all dolled up before the ceremony. The two of you had just started dating at the time, so you hadn’t asked him to come with you. It was before that scared shitless breakup happened, so if you would have asked him to come with you it may have spooked him a little too much. But damn. When that picture came through he nearly dropped his phone on his face.

4-What is their favourite song?

I’m not sure, but I can tell you who he’s listening to. Billy was a teen in the 90s, so he listened to a lot of Soundgarden, Nirvana, Smashing Pumpkins, Red Hot Chilli Peppers and TOOL.

7-What is their password? (on his phone)

3-17-01

It’s the date he turned 18 and got out of the group home.

Possessions

1-what is in their fridge:

We’ll go with before because he does not have a fridge currently. So he spent most nights with you, either grabbing take out or you doing most of the cooking, but on the rare ocassion that you had plans or were out of town, or if he had plans to go out with the guys and needed to eat when he got home, he’d keep the essentials stocked. Eggs, milk bread. Most of his food was in the pantry because it was stuff like cans and pastas and rice- non perishables since it was more likely than not that he wouldn’t be cooking often.

2-What is on their bedside table?

You gave him a framed photo of the two of you that he kept on his bedside table. It wasn’t one of the three that he currently has, it was from your first Thanksgiving together, and you’d told your family that you had to go on a business trip so that it could just be the two of you. You cooked a whole damn turkey, and the two of you were eating leftovers for a week and a half. Every surface in your small kitchen was covered in pies and side dishes, and he told you later that night when you were on the fringes of a tryptophan coma that it was the best Thanksgiving he’d ever had, that he was more thankful for you than he could put into words.

“A picture’s worth a thousand words,” you mumbled sleepily, not making much sense from the cider and the long day of cooking and eating.

“Yeah, you’re right,” he grabbed your phone from the coffee table and snapped a picture; you tucked up against him on the couch and an orange and brown afghan thrown over both of you.

You had no recollection of the photo until the next day when you tried to take a picture of all the leftovers to show your sister when you finally came clean that you just wanted a quiet holiday with Billy, and when you saw it you knew you wanted to give it to him.

5-What is in their purse or wallet?

The bare minimum. I.D., one credit card and some cash. A punch card from a local pizza joint. (at last notice he was three punches away from a free slice) But no pictures or personal information.

7-What is their most treasured possession?

Now its those three pictures of the two of you from the file. They’re going to be on him at all times.

Spirituality

4-What do they think heaven is?

He doesn’t believe in heaven, and if he did he wouldn’t think it was a place meant for him. But he believes in souls, so I suppose his perception of heaven would be a place where he can be with you again someday.

5-what do they think hell is?

He’s in it right now. The realization that he watched you die and couldn’t do anything about it and now has to carry that around for however long he got left? That’s hell. There’s nothing worse. Nothing.

Values

1-What do they think is the worst thing that can be done to a person?

They can be torn down to nothing and left alone. Like he did to Frank, and like Frank did to him.

3-when did they last lie?

When he told Frank that he had nothing to do with killing his family. He didn’t pull the trigger, but he had a hand in it in other ways.

5-When did they last make a promise?

Ugh. When he promised that he would come home to you in front of the Alice sculpture. And then he didn’t. Ever again.

6-Did they keep or break their last promise?

...you know the answer to this.

Daily Life (all before)

5-What do they do first thing on a weekday morning?

First thing on the Russo daily checklist is 50 pushups and 100 crunches. Then it’s right into the shower, and then and only then does he get his first cup of coffee. He drinks two in the morning and one around midday.

6-What do they do on a Sunday afternoon?

Sunday afternoon is YOUR day to be together. If you haven’t come up with something to do- there are always tons of street festivals, food truck events, seasonal stuff to do- then the two of you would have a lazy day, likely staying in bed until at least noon. Eventually you’d move to the living room after a shower, and you’d likely much on coffee and bagels before taking up opposite ends of the couch with your books. Billy with his war stories and you with something from your book club. After an hour or so you’d find that you’d made your way into his lap and after trying to earnestly recount for one another what you’d just read, he’d end up scooping you into his arms and dumping you back in bed.

7-What do they do on a Friday night?

Friday is your late night, because that’s the night you’d volunteer as a tutor. (You worked with kids who were in danger of failing and therefore wouldn’t be able to graduate, and the program you volunteered with was in Brownsville- not the nicest section of the city) Billy would come pick you up so you wouldn’t have to take the subway alone, and then you’d see what your or his friends were up to, maybe meet up with Curt and his girl, or if Frank and Maria were lucky enough to get a sitter, the six of you would meet up for drinks. If nothing was going on, and he had a little extra cash that week, he’d take you out for dinner with a promise of dessert once he got you alone. If going out wasn’t on the docket then he’d come back to your place and you’d end up with desert before dinner.

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survivorreelsmagicwithin · 4 years

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Episode 13- “lines aren't drawn yet and this game isn't over”-Lily

I VOTED THE RIGHT WAY!! FOR ONCE. IN. MY. LIFE!! And it really feels so great! I feel really bad, Landen is a GREAT player and if he was in final three no matter who he was sitting next to I am pretty sure I would have voted for him. The fan in me is so mad at myself right now and if this series has an All Stars season I will start a petition for Landen to be cast! Right now I am hoping that I can salvage my relationship with Lily but it feels great to have numbers on my side for once! I was never super close to ANY of these people except for maybe Kevin but I think that we all work good together and that vote was easy peasy with zero drama!

6 minutes later

ALSO, my favorite quote of the day today was from Chips, I am still cackling- Me: Telling Chips that I'm scared I'm going to vote wrong and that I haven't made my rounds bc I'm watching real Survivor, bla bla bla.... and I congratulate him again for winning immunity. Chips: I hope I vote right this round. Chips: Glad you can't vote me again HAHAHA I love how honest and to the point he is and how he isn't afraid to call me out, I am so dead, LOL.

BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF. Just a big ole oof. wowza. Am I the biggest fool that there ever was??? YOU BETCHA. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LANDENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN WHY!? What a crazy game this is and as per usual blessed to still be playing but I'm in my lazy boy crying about Landen getting the boot. Played with that kid since day 1! Ultimate duo. Love you but why you gotta leave me hanging on a single autumn vote?????? The only good thing to come of this is now I'm a free agent. At least I made F7 my favorite number at least now I can go out with some dignity. I shot my shot and I got my best bud out of the game. Oop. So screw what I said at tribal council, lines aren't drawn yet and this game isn't over.

2 hours later

Am I going to go absolutely nuts today? Yeah, probably. Ruthie is the only one online right now and I’m trying to make something happen. If I think about the dynamics going on right now it’s clear to me that autumn and chips are on the outs with Joanna, juls, Kevin, and Ruthie working together on the last vote. I can also tell that Kevin and Ruthie don’t want to vote for me so that at least gives me decent odds of making it through this vote. However they will most likely go for autumn as Ruthie has already suggested. This will most likely lead into me getting voted out around 5th if Kevin continues to win immunity challenges. I’m wondering if I can work with Kevin and Ruthie on this vote to get out Joanna I might be in a better position in the next coming cotes. That leaves a lot of big threats still in the game including the ruthie/Kevin duo. I know I can’t be too pushy with this group but I gotta try to make something happen otherwise what’s the point.

As far as tonight goes I am covering ALL my bases and both groups of Kevin, Juls and Joanna as well as Autumn, Lily and Chips think I am voting with them... LOL. This is honestly going to come back to bite me in the ass, I feel it coming! It is nearing end game and I just NEED to vote smartly. I feel like if I can gain Lily's trust and vote with them this round maybe I can get her to turn on Autumn and we can vote Autumn out next round. I don't know who would be good to sit next to at the end right now, but with the position I'm in now I feel like Kevin will eventually try to get rid of me so that he could sit next to Juls and Joanna at the end and possibly win? UGH, I still don't know what I'm doing this round but I think that I am going to vote with Lily, Autumn and Chips as long as I keep a good read on them. My only other concern is if I need to tell Kevin I'm doing this before the vote or not. I'm just going to keep an open mind and figure it out when it gets to that. I feel like such a villain and I don't know how I feel about that!!

I almost won one :(

hello hello its me, so i won immunity this round in a TIEBREAKER !! thank god i took my time to think about that one, funnily enough my original guess was gonna be 39 just with the math i did in my head (the actual answer was 38) but i figured i wasn't giving people enough credit so i bumped it up to 41, i was even considering 43, but im glad i didn't whew. anyways enough about the challenge but i won a memory comp so i wanted to touch on that because thats exciting. Alrighty well today has been pretty tame as far as the vote goes, it's almost 30 minutes before tribal and the chat with myself joanna juls and ruthie all agreed chips was a good vote out, i spoke to lily who said she heard autumn's name but i didn't hear that but i do think voting autumn would be smart. My only concern is i think autumn is a good person for me to use as someone i can get votes on next round if i lose immunity, she has been involved in a LOT of stuff in this game she was involved in the owen flip, the ruthie flip even though she was idoled and then even the jules flip, like she's been in everyones ear but people dont really see it, but i think lily does. And so if i can keep autumn as someone to campaign against if i lose immunity i feel like i have a shot at staying next round without immunity. HOWEVER, BREAKING NEWS, juls just told me that chips told her that he thinks it might be her going home, saying that the people who think she is close to me are saying that. Which could be true, but it could also be a tactic to try and get juls to flip or maybe misplay an idol, theres so many things that are going on. In a perfect world chips goes home, then autumn and then idk what at 5. If juls DOES go i think potentially bounce back, i think i could work with ruthie and lily as og hufflepuffs and i dont think joanna would necessarily outright target me over ruthie or lily. But it's dangerous because right now joanna is in the middle and as she proved last round she is willing to do whatever she has to and i think she lied to landen REALLY well so im nervous. I'm considering getting lily and juls and just voting autumn and if they try anything it could go 3-3-1 or potentially if we are not being lied to it goes 3-2-2 which gets out my target for next round, and breaks my trust even more with joanna, who vocalized how upset she was that i have lied to her/not voted with her. I think my best bet is to stick to the chips vote and give off the energy like im riding this group til the wheels fall off. If juls does go home, then i have to step my game up but honestly i have been in the drivers seat long enough in this game, if people want to make moves and take the heat off of me and just keep giving me blows to the perception that im potentially controlling things or at the center of the things? idek if thats the perception people have or maybe im just delusion and overhyping myself. I think i can sell my position in the owen/dan/landen votes as being less impactful than i think it really was. But autumn is smart, as is lily, they could see through me, but i think the calmness of landen not being here is helping me kinda sell the whole "see all that stuff was cause of landen!! not little ol me!!!" and if i continue to vote with the people i voted with last round i could make f5 in this game in a neat spot. But that's if people continue to trust me, which they would have reason not to but i hope that they do. This is such a calm round yet things are still so so so complex and layered. this game is genuinely something unlike anything I have played. Wish me luck im gonna need it.

Alright. So last round was a mess with Landen leaving and Lily trying to blindside Autumn. Not really conducive to an alliance sticking together when one votes out another and the other makes the attempt. To try to pull stuff back together Autumn and I pulled in Lily since she was just swindled into voting incorrectly... and picked up Ruthie since she would be in the bottom of what could be viewed as a trio going into six. Kevin can easily take Juls and Joanna to the end and win if she does not flip. And he will. So this round is either a confirmation of Kevin's win or it's an unlikely group of four voting for one of the people who would be taken to the end as a no-vote getter. I say unlikely group because Ruthie has voted me twice, I have voted her once, I have forced rocks against Lily, and Lily has voted Autumn. Yay team!

yall better not try it this round or there will be blood at Final 6. Here's to hoping everybody does what they're supposed to but if they don't, you can't save em all https://drive.google.com/file/d/1arE1qIyJHouJHyXGrNtW_bS8oYZEpUWb/view?usp=sharing

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survivor-kuwait · 5 years

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Episode 11 - “i am the balrog elder gay” - Kait

i am the balrog elder gay

Losing Chloe BROKE ME. listning to Bye Bye mariah carey and crying!!! this is for the people who just lost somebody... SHOOT. I wanted her to blurt out more of her votes in tribe chats. RIP. a fallen Goddess...

SWEET BABY JESUS I GET A SECOND LIFE IN THIS GAME!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!! OMG I LOVE THE LAGOON RN! BUT HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE IT TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN RETURN BECAUSE I HAVE A FEW PEOPLE TO STRIKE BACK AT.

I’m so dumb, completely missed the voting deadline, in my defense i was teaching, but still. Never again, its merge (maybe) and im not gonna jeopardise my game like that.

I'm glad we merged but two people are returning to the game? This has been the most cracked game I have ever played.

Renee and Chips have a chance to return. Between the both I hope Renee comes back. She was an ally for me and most probably work together again.

Go rennee!

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boo chips

MERGEMERGEMERGEMERGE!!!! glad my zodiac sign is known for being loyal cause I sure ain’t.

This challenge is always weird but i think if people tell me the truth i may have cancelled out some of my stuff im getting. M&M&M are good standings hopefully. I also trust kait thomas and timmy. Hopefully i can make itndeep in the game.

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This challenge was a total meh i guess this works. Hopefully i win immunity. If not hopefully im not a target. My relationship with Madison may be rocky right now cuz i blindsided her tribe friend in another game. So im kinda nervous. Hopefully she doesnt pass it her vengence here and tries to take me out. Im slightly worried a but for this tc.

This merge is a little different from my norm game, I usually have 2-4 alliance chats going but I don't have a single one so far this game. All my deals have been side deals so far, I do not know if that is a good or bad thing as of this moment in time. Corey did fill me in that there was an alliance being formed that included him, at least it's indicative of him wanting "The Bull and the Lion" to continue to work. I am also way to mentally drained to give a damn, I just needed to make a confessional to not strike. I worked for 14 hours today but I made 325 dollars and now only owe 4k on my student loans. Thassss a win in my book even if I get voted out, I'm just gonna drink some beer, hold Jenifer and go to bed. Good night Moon.

THANK GOD I WON IMMUNITY. You have no idea how good it feels to not have to stress out too much this round. Considering there are 14 of us, really anything could happen, but it's great to know that I will make it through at least one more round. The only key here is just making sure that I stay on the right side of the numbers. The line will most likely be drawn in the sand, so it's important that I stay on the right side of it. So far, I think the people that trust me the most are Ian, Corey, and Matt. I talk to them the most out of everyone, and I do trust them all to an extent, Corey and Ian the most. I would love to find a way to get all three of them on the same page, but I know that will be a heard feat. Next in line would probably be Maynor, Madison, and Kait. I talk to these three a good amount, but for some reason I am having a hard time putting my full faith into them. I talk to Owen a good amount too, but he is a MAJOR threat, and someone that I do not want to be in the game for too much longer if I'm going to have a chance to win. For this round, in an ideal world, Thomas would go home. But that seems too easy. I am hoping someone starts throwing names around, but if not, I guess it will have to be me.

WHY DOES MATT HATE ME SO MUCH?!?! I genuinely wanted to work with him after first impressions, I bet he was the one who voted Taurus now. My idol now has a name attached to it, so thanks for that Matt. In a way, I guess you did end up working with me in some fashion. Ideally this round goes down with a clear majority on Stephan and Corey can get his save a vote activated and I play the slow burn on good ole Matteo, I wanted to butt heads with Owen at merge, but Owen has been a delight while Matteo has been nothing but a thorn in my side.

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Phew child this merge! 14 people is so so so many and I did in fact vote out Adrian and Chloe, both people who I’ve worked with. I’m left in a really interesting spot because of the warzones it’s still hard to see who has a pattern of voting together. I feel that I’ve positioned myself to be in a lot of threesomes, and hopefully nobody really catches on to that? I know Kait is my number one currently and I have trust with Madison and Devon and Corey. But I’m also fully aware that everyone is a huge threat, and I have to downplay myself as one as well. Hopefully a stepehen vote will provide me with good positioning, as we’re removing someone I personally can’t reallt work with, and lessening the numbers. I also wanna really work with chips but I’m sure everyone was chomping at that bit! Who doesn’t want a bite of chips!

I wish I could put an image in this form bc the joke I’m about to make is so funny Anyways lol I told Kait about the idol I felt like I had to or else I’d break her trust if I ever used it. But THEN LOL SHE TOLD ME THAT matt also has one LMAO THAY HE NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT!!!! So that meme I linked above is literally me and matt with our idols Here’s my prob tho I like l.... I have to tell matt bc he knows I guess the coordinate. So I guess that’s a thing that’ll happen

Finally have an alliance chat with Kait and Owen...it’s been so many rounds in the making tbh, it just needed to actually be made. I feel safer having that as well as us going to make one with Matt and Maynor as well, making sure that Matt is okay with it...Maynor already seems to be on board. The only name that’s been going around is Stephen so that kind of sucks because I wanted to work with him, but he isn’t around enough to try and rock the boat for in this game unfortunately.

I found a hidden immunity idol which is awesome! Also, everyone has been silent this round after we decided on Stephen so that’s a bit suspicious

This is a really hard round because I really like everyone. If any good came from it, it's that I solidified myself into a strong alliance that should be able to keep me safe for at least a few rounds. Corey did not seem to bite on my idea to vote out Owen. Matt says he is most threatened by Ian and Timmy. And everyone just seems to want to vote Stephen. I think this round will be pretty easy, but from this point on it just gets harder. I assume that Chips is in a bad spot and most likely will go next. But at final 12, it's going to be a doozy to see who can stay on top of the vote.

So thisrounf there is an alliance of 6 however I have 0 faith in Thomas. He is a wild card and will be hard to judge and work with. No idea what’s going to happen tonight.

Aight a lot happening this merge!!! Fourteen people we losin our minds. First of all let me say half these ppl were kinda boring to talk to but I’m liking it a little better today. I came in wanting Stephen GONE because I lied to him during the taylor vote and we haven’t clicked since and I promised I would get out whoever lied to me in this food challenge and his bitch ass didn’t submit so I didn’t get my perfect ZERO!!!! So I was all ready to press him but suddenly Devon had already thrown out his name! Easy as pie. I rlly trust Kait and her and corey get along. I was branching out to some others too like madison is bae, Devon is fun, I like talking to Ian. My FAVORITE is Maynor I rlly like him but I’m scared matt has a hold on him. Anyways I helped set up some alliances today that I hope are solid. One is me Kait madison corey and then they wanted to add Devon and tommy which is cool. Still kinda pressed at Thomas because yesterday I said ily to him and he replied with lol but other than that it’s a good group. But then suddenly Timmy wanted something with Kait and I so I took that as an opportunity to solidify something with Maynor! Precious angel. Kait and I are worried because the tension between corey and matt lmao which is honestly kinda stupid. Matt was sus about corey after he spearheaded the renee vote which like I understand. And I stirrred the pot a little because I told corey that matt was after him lmao. But for now I’m rlly working hard to keep them from targeting each other and so is Kait. Idk how long that can last tho. Ummmm trace’s THOT HOE ASS told corey he wanted me out?!!! So he gotta GO! And Kait and matt think Ian is dangerous which I’m like ok maybe..., sure. Ummm Cullan is just mind boggling. He ate tater tots for breakfast who does that. But he’s sweet I guess. Id prefer him and Ian and trace gone soon but corey likes all those people oop. I rlly think Kait wants to stick with going to the end with me and matt which like.... I rlly will keep allegiance to Kait but matt? Idk. He kept his idol secret from me and it’s clear he doesn’t trust me as much which is fine, I wasbsure Stephen would target me tonight but apparently now he’s going for Thomas. Hopefully it’s an easy vote and Stephen goes and I get what I want and next round I’ll figure out what to do when it gets harder

Well. Tonight the vote is Stephen. Well, for the majority of us. For little young me, I will be voting for nobody! We acquiring a save vote. Hopefully, at our next tribal, Timmy leaves! Woo! I am in 2 alliances: Mighty Happy Meal (Owen, Kait, Madison, Devon, Thomas) and Queer Eye-ish (Madison, Matt, Trace). Period... I am loyal to my own people. Madison, Owen, Ian, Devon. Kait too, to an extent. The rest need to go at their time. I do what I can. Matt is a priority for me to get rid of. Unless Timmy wants Matt gone, I want him gone too for next time. x

Ep 11: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-fEEBtT8R4hk_587qknbxwLmB8yhN_lt/view?usp=drivesdk

This is my placeholder confession for until I am at a computer and able to type something out. I got back in the game!

alyssa said put ep 11: just a quick recap bc i have to play this silly flash game now before i pass out - corey and matt allegedly not liking each other is still a problem - owen found an idol - i told owen matt has an idol bc i have a big mouth - corey told owen all this shit about the vote and idk just other game sensitive stuff and not me and - there's an aliens of trace, matt, madison, and corey that trace allegedly made. this is a big question mark bc either it's just really random and people that trace wants to work with despite what they said or this beef??? between matt and corey is fake which i wouldn't be too surprised by - corey told all of this to owen before tribal but told him that he was going to wait until after tribal to tell me like.... i don't appreciate that. - i think that kind of solidifies that if/when corey v matt happens and i have to pick a side i wanna go with my matt. - im sure i will think of more tomorrow oh also i want ian to get deleted from skype thx

EP 11 Confessional: I got an idol this round which is cool. I heard the vote was stephen however it’s been kinda quiet. Not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.

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survivornavarino · 7 years

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Episode #5: WE LANA DEL REY TONIGHT FAM -Rebecka

Back from exile so here's the happenings ~Immediately cried to Beckka about Tim leaving and being slaughtered in my arms. ~Messaged Trixie, well she messaged me about what happened our other tribal. ~Messaged all the favs cuz idc if Im at the bottom, im obviously bottom of fans or favs so WHATEVER. ~Talked a lot to Julia cuz we have a lot in common (Witchcraft, being 16 y/o babies, getting lit) ~Told all the favs I have no one in this game which is true. FAVS IF YOU LISTENING TAKE ME IN. PLEASE AND THANKS. ~Messaged Vi cuz at least she was with me.

Honestly what were they thinking with voting out Tee? I guess that's a challenge threat out of the way, so I won't complain.

https://youtu.be/HepZnpuimhM ________________________________________________________________ https://youtu.be/IJWWj23olkA

HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE LANA DEL REY SO MUCH NICE TRY AMIRADOR GET READY PUT ON UR ACRYLIC NAILS AND WINGED EYELINER WE LANA DEL REY TONIGHT FAM

So the bad news is I found out Drew has been hardcore dropping my name since the game started and I thought we were cool but it's fine snakes will be snakes. I think he's a little shook about my at bat (me having won 1/3 games I've played) cause he's hinted at how crazy that is. And that would explain why he's pulling out fake receipts and conspiracies to get me out. Whew game recognize game https://vignette.wikia.nocookie.net/ryans-reality-network/images/6/61/Awright_alyssa_edwards.gif/revision/latest?cb=20150724035546 The good news is Eddie is a real one, we really are Joe and Desi from HvHvH, and he spilled all the tea. And honestly we have a similar playing style so we're really about to go the distance, especially if I never get reunited with Julia or Rebecka. SO we need to slay this lip sync so we both live but on the off chance we lose, things are gonna kick into high gear. I've only seen one season of Survivor (HvHvH) but Tyler convinced me to watch Kaoh Rong and let me just say that has shed some light on things. Voting Jacob? Will always be there. Sending another fan out? No problem. Voting long-term? Now that's not a bad idea. So when I said, "What if we got Drew out?" Eddie was all ears. Obviously this is super early and under wraps BUT between the two of us we can make it happen. The key is Tyler and Jake so if we can get them we have a guaranteed majority. It all comes down to timing and the pitch. This is our best chance to clock Drew and whoever fails the vetting process will be left out. If Eddie says that whenever someone takes a shot at Drew they can't afford to miss and that has to be a blindside, then this plan has to be airtight. I wonder who could pull something like that off https://media.giphy.com/media/QmeB1Hr5fz7a0/giphy.gif

I volunteered to do the music video since I was a film major and have professional editing software. It puts a good deal of pressure on me because if we lose it looks like I really dropped the ball. However, I’m hoping that my attempts to organize us and edit the entire thing will earn me some respect and points from my tribe. It’s a bit frustrating getting ideas out of everyone. Nobody seems to want to volunteer thoughts or contribute to the brainstorming and we don’t have much time at all to get this done.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CdgOebQNYEE ________________________________________________________________ https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cdsZyoPZe5Q

First challenge on a new tribe and we lost. WHOOP DE DOO. Im going to try and find an in with the favs and hopefully stick with them. Saying how I have no allegience in this game. Also I keep forgetting that I can idol hunt so Im just casually at level 4 still I think. Ill probably look in the morning. But what were we thinking with Great Balls of Fire. That song is iconic and now that Tyler won he has chances of getting an in with people, but I want him gone Obviously no can do since I am not on his tribe anymore. Might as well dwindle down his numbers from this side then.

So we lost the lip sync. I had to apply lipstick for the first time so that was fun. Sadly one of us has to go home and my guess is it's either Heather, Trixie or Vi unless me or another favorite is getting targeted secretly. I need Heather and Trixie in the game if i'm being honest, mainly due to Trixie having rumors spread about her on the OG Admirador tribe and I wanna see if I can mess around with that. Then Heather was saying that people on the OG Admirador tribe were being fake to her, and she also told me Tyler got paranoid due to Heather not responding to Tyler's messages. So I hope Tyler makes it past merge, because I can work with paranoia. For those who don't know I'm trying a villainy thing and it's probably gonna fail miserably and I'm gonna look like a dumb fuck but I was the hero on my season and I wanted to try villainy out. I'm not good at long confessionals I apologize I feel like i'm the kid in the class presentation who speaks in a monotone voice and makes everyone fall asleep.

Me to the other tribe if/when i reach merge and we get to talk: https://desmadrechic.tumblr.com/post/171063789210/oh-god Ignore the caption that came with the video ajsjsjdkjd

So the other tribe voted out Tee and I'm a n g e r y The challenge was a music video. Still a n g e r y We won. Still a n g e r y!

So like this is bad for the fans, I feel like the faves will just band together and take the easy vote route, I need to socialise today. I need to just make strong social bonds and make sure people want to keep me around. I wanna act dumb and want them to think I am a free number for them. I like Drew and feel like he will be loyal to me, I am no 100% sure what Mitch and Autumn will do but I feel like they will keep me over Jake and Tyler if we end up going to tribal.

Well look at that I got added to a new alliance chat...! Autumn added me, Tyler, and Eddie to an alliance and we named it "Keyboard Smashers" and um I like everyone in it but I also like Drew...so I'm gonna protec him! If we lose and we're still on the same tribe I think I'd want to vote out Mitch since he hasn't made any efforts to talk to me individually. It's a shame bc I think we'd have a lot in common, but oh well! Tbh I have a feeling that we're gonna swap into 3 tribes of 5 next round...my psyche is telling me this...and I'm always right! But I hope I'm wrong because I feel like I'm in a really good position on this tribe and I'm scared to swap on a tribe with people from the other tribe because I think Heather and Vi wouldn't work with me, neither would the faves on the other side. Anyways...I'm a bad bitch.

We just did THAT and I'm happy for it. I've not gotten the chance to be as much if a social butterfly as I would like because my work situation is still adjusting, so if I can keep staying safe until merge that would be highly appreciated. HeatherAs of right now he vote is Vi. I dont agree with it since she is the only one who has been truthful to me in this game so far. But I dont see any way of saving her right now. My only choice I feel in this game is to team up with the favs and get out the fans, which I don't mind as long as that fan isn't me. Plus the fans (minus my loves Vi and Tim) all left me out of the vote. If they think I am going to crawl right back to them come another swap or merge, they have something coming. HOPEFULLY THIS VOTE ISNT ME OR ILL CRY.

So I'm just like really sad because I love vi and I never wanted to vote her out of this game but I have to and that's really sad. I don't really have much else to say I just feel super guilty.

du du du..... another fan bites the dust and another fan gone, another fan gone another fan bites the dust

Why is it that each tribal gets messier than the last? Well maybe I should back up. We lost... again. Wow what curse have we brought to this tribe. I call bs since we were nice enough to give an upbeat song. The judges are bias smh. Anyways literally no one talked. What vote who? I dunno. It’s super silent which brings bad news. Probably gonna have to expect to be voted out tonight. Oh well. Hopefully heather doesn’t get voted out but I feel like it’ll be another fan that’s gone. The favs know each other and so they’re banding together I believe. Such sadness. I’ll just have to wait until tribal to know tho

Oh, right, this is a thing I need to do. Anyway, same boring shit as always, I'd put "Drew won an immunity challenge" as my mood message but it could be about anything, really. I think there are only like two tribal challenges I've ever lost in Athena. Bonus points because it was the music video challenge so you know my ass floated by and gave it all of ten minutes of thought, but we had a damn savant on the tribe! I love it when tribe swaps work out well for me. People were expressing all this sadness for Trixie and Vi going to their fifth tribal in a row and I'm just sitting here like listen, any goddamn time someone wants to take my seat at tribal and give me the night off, they're welcome to it. Denise Stapley is a cute look on some people, I guess. I'm just fine over here with my Cirie Fields kickback realness, I don't need tribal council, y'all can wait until FTC to give me a torch as far as I'm concerned.

What's the haps? Stress, angina, and crippling anxiety. Anyway. We won immunity which I'm real happy about because I can nOT go to tribal council. I absolutely refuse to lose and I'm really hoping I just make it to merge without attending a tribal council. For some reason I feel like I will I will either go to like the tribal before merge and leave at the first tribal I attend or I will make it to merge without losing and I will be merge boot. I really am happy because I feel like if we went to tribal council Drew would have targeted Autumn which is something I am SOOOO against. I literally sold my soul to that girl and that's who I'm riding with for the rest of the game. So because I love ha so much I kind spilled the beans to her about Drew targeting her. I feel like really bad about it though cause I do consider Drew a close friend but for some reason I'm really having a hard time trusting him. I just feel like he's only with me until he doesn't need me anymore and then he'll totally see me for the threat that I am and take me out. I feel so bad about it but I just feel like it's what I needed to do to show Autumn that I trust her and have her back. Because of that I think Autumn would've gone after Drew and I feel like I would've had to pick a side and I really just can't vote Drew out yet njvjsdfkdnsjk. I would literally feel terrible about it cause I usually don't turn on my close allies pre-merge but if he goes after Autumn then I have no other choice. As I'm typing this I'm beginning to wonder why I didn't just tell Drew that I didn't want to vote Autumn out. Maybe he would've said ok we can target somebody else. Why don't I trust him enough to say that? Hmm idk I'm just so on edge. So a 4 person alliance was created and I'm soooooo happy. MY first alliance in this game! I finally feel have something I can maybe rely on and trust for a bit. It includes Autumn, Jake, and Tyler all of which I LOVEEEEE. Like omg this is my dream alliance I'm screaming. If we stick together we at least have enough to tie it. But who knows what will happen. I'm watching you JAKE >.>

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survivorjordanpines · 7 years

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Episode 5: It's time to put my game face on - Ruthie

What a telling tribal. Gage is a whole liar. He and David both lied to me about how the vote was going. Now I definitely know not to trust them. Jaiden was mad that I voted for him, but I think we patched things up in PMs. However, I feel like this tribe swap will do me wonders. Chrissa is definitely someone who I want to align with. I hope we can get either Ari or Casey on our side so that Gage can be voted out as that seems to be in my mind, best case scenario. He's playing really well and that needs to go sooner rather than later.

So we voted out Adam and it was messy as fuck like planned but then A SWAP Not just a swap but The three blue people are PEOPLE I LOVE AND WOULD WANT TO WORK WITH SO WE CAN EASILY JUST TAKE OUT THE GREENS IF WE WANTED. Unless of course RTP doesnt think Emma and Cole can get along. I think whaatever happens on this tribe, im going to at least survive the first vote??? We can pray we can pray

I... like this swap? I think? I'm glad Jessica is with me and not Ari, I'm not sure if Ari would feel bitter about the vote or not. I hope Emma is okay, I miss her. I'm glad to be with Charlotte- I'm just nervous to see if anyone else would vote me out if given the chance, I LOVE Drew but I don't trust him, I was hoping not to see him until later on. For now I'm going to stick close to Charlotte and Jessica and just see what else happens.

Jaiden and I have definitely patched things up! I think we could be a dynamic duo that really shakes up the game! On NuSenip, I'm going to actually make an attempt to be social with the other members. This is where my game takes a turn for the best! I know Chrissa and I are already working together. She told me she has an idol from the isle of pines which I'm thankful for. I can definitely use this to my advantage. If I even catch a scent of being in danger then I could probably just ask Chrissa to use her idol on me. I've already started talking with Ari so I hope my charm can get her on my side. Jaiden said that we need to stick with Gage and LA. I, however, do not plan to ever stick with them for long. I want to definitely vote out Gage! Liars can get gone! However, I do not have the power for that kind of move yet. Plus, Jaiden seems to be on the boat where he doesn't want to vote out Gage. Hopefully, he's not just lying to me so that he can vote me out. I really do hate this.

WHEW OKAY do we know what the fuck just happened?? i certainly don't! so honestly all i wanted to do was save casey and cole because they're cute, but apparently i accidentally started world war three up in here, so whoops! to be honest i knew i fucked up the minute i told cole that andreas was targeting him, i still am not really sure why i thot that was a good idea but there was no turning back once i said it. and of course fifteen minutes later andreas messaged me "Can I ask you a question?" and i knew i was dead. but i did what i could with it, which was ignoring the problem and going to see a movie and telling everyone i had no idea what was happening and counting on my friends to not betray me. and hey, it worked out! anyways i was gone like 3/4 of the day, jessica really covered my ass and i owe her my life and also the other two who didn't stone cold betray me. i'm looking forward to andreas coming back and murdering me for real. i decided to start a fight in the tribe chat for no particular reason except it was funny to me and i don't feel like holding myself back anymore! i'm not here to win, i'm here to have fun and make some memories on the way. so no regrets. and this new tribe i'm on??? basically a dream. i have never met 4/7 people, i'm with someone who voted with me so i don't have to worry about my dirty laundry being dropped in the fire, and jaiden is here which is gonna be so much fun. and that's about all you missed on glee! i'm gonna go forward with my newfound strategy of not giving a f*ck and see where it takes me. wish me luck.

Fuck Karen. This bitch is literally letting a past game control her thinking. And it was ONE TIME. I didn't even tell Cole about it. I told Dom who told Leah who told Cole so like back the fuck off my dick. She needs to go because I don't think I could stand her in merge or in another tribe. God her and Regan think they are sooooooo smart but once I come into the picture? They better keep their wigs tight because I'm coming for them. Gage telling me all this information is really interesting though. He must actually want to work with me despite lying to me this whole time. I truly think he wants to work with me, but the majority on Senip prevented him from doing so. However, now that they are gone, he can work with me freely. I told you my social game would help me make allies in the future. I do think this swap will do wonders for me so I pray that it all works out in the end.

DREW MESSAGING ME LIKE HE'S EXCITED I'M ON HIS TRIBE. I love Drew so much, he's one of my favorite people in the community but he just scares me and I like trying to out think him but I literally CANNOT. I just want him to go before me in this game, the days where I try to save Drew are OVER it's time to put my game face on and stop caring who I try to take out.

Episode with triple tribal 11/25- https://youtu.be/2kHbejXxdN8

so we swapped and i love this tribe but then jordan gave winterbells because he loves hell and being satan huh?

I hate winterbells

winterbells is winterhell

winter bells is the worst. i wish we hadn't swap yet, i feel like i was in a decent spot. i haven't really talked to many people yet so rip. thankfully i still have gage who is turning out to be my closet person? also working 24 hours in three days sucks.

ANDREAS IS FUCKING GONE AND IM SO FUCKING MAD FUCK U ARI FUCK U ARI FUCK U AND WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU THINK YOURE DOING IS NOT GOING TO LAST LONG GOOOOOO FUCK YOURSELF

First of all, BITCH!!!! What a fuckin bitch move, taking me out right before the swap. Like I actually liked our tribe and then everyone gotta act all sketchy and vote me out. Like 4 people suddenly coming up to me to make sure the vote was Raf? Sketchy. They were probably worried I had an idol which, sadly I did not. Because those fucking trees. But forreal, everyone on that tribe is either a bitch or an idiot. Except Karen, who if I ever get out of here can have my loyalty. But Jaiden? Bitch. LA? Bitch. Rafael? Idiot. More of a drama queen but like there's only two options. Regan is either a bitch if she voted against me or an idiot if she didn't vote me cuz like it was clearly either me or Raf so you're either betraying me or just plain stupid. Karen was the only one who voted with me and like, we were both just like idgaf who it is as long as it isn't me. But as we all know.... Whatever. The annoying thing is like I had no idea until the very end, when I'm talking with a few of them and I'm saying like "well if it was me like no one would tell me, I guess that'd be a blindside" and then immediately I'm like... huh, you know it very well could be one. Not like I had any power to stop it. I just would've looked desperate. But now I'm on redemption and it's time to flex some real power. Like this is where I thrive. No more of this pussy-ass tribe challenges where I gotta rely on everyone's dumb ideas. Now it's just me, and pure determination to fuck them up. They'll all burn for this, and I'm an eternal flame 🔥

Hell yes... I'm throwing these challenges espICALLLYYLLYLYLY when I can be immune duh. Also lmao at my serpent tongue flipping the script on ari and andreas last tribe.... Y'all aren't as good as me.... Like it's me Cole... the beauty honey.. Also the OLD SCHOOL HOES WILL WIN OK, WE MAY HAVE 3 WINNERS ME JESSICA CASEY and well king RYAN but we got this... WE ARE BETTER....!! JORDAN LOVE ME IM PLAYING THIS GAME REALLY VILLIANIOUS OKURRRR.

A rant why i hate the tumblr survivor community where alot of people are snowflakes who get offended and a rant why i kind of like it and a rant where these people are stupid in this game. I really dont get why they voted off Andreas it was like Ari was thinking like a bitch.... 1: THEY HAD JESSICA AND RYAN who wouldnt have probably voted them off! 2: Why say we wanted cole out i would of probably destoryed my game for cole 3: I was sleeping until 2pm 4: I never thought Ari was messy and also i wanted to not vote them off ever even though were two opposites i am not a good person while Ari is very pure and smart while im not!!!! After that they were being a little cocky you are so lucky that ryan and cole were on my tribe and not you because i would of thrown you under the bus so hard to Sarah who is like Andreas best friend and i would enjoy seeing you pre merge Ari! That was aggressive but the more i think about it now i can stay with Cole as long as i want and now i dont have to worry about voting off my friends and feel bad about it unless if people want to take the game personally but im just gonna do what ever i can to win honestly! Also ruthie and jessica are the best two people in this game ill be so MAD if they dont do well because they deserve everything. I also felt bad not aligning with Casey at first because shes one of the people in the tumblr survivor community who i love. Lily is boring and Madison is okay i would go with sarah all the way because i hear shes iconic i love her already.

COLE if youre reading this WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!! Him trying to get the lowest score all of the time is going to bite him in the ass one of these times. Anyways the rumor currently is Sarah wants Madison out which Im fine with but lets hope its stays that way

Have I done a confessional lately? No one knows. In case I forgot to talk about it in the last confessional, I found a hidden immunity idol at the Isle of the Pines. I used my second search to get receipts that I could provide to my tribe to make it look like I didn't find anything but turns out? I didn't need them. We tribe swapped and now I'm on a completely different tribe AND we won immunity this week. WHEW. Let's do first impressions on NuNadroj Jessica: She seems pretty cool. I know she was in an alliance with Ryan before so having her around is kind of nice because a) she can tell embarrassing stories bc they've met before, and b) that gives us a reason to put a target on her if we do lose the next challenge. Liam: I think I like Liam? He seems really cool and he's probably the person I've talked to the most since we swapped. I think I need to talk to him more to make sure that we work together when / if we lose a challenge in the future. Can't make it look like I'm scrambling when the time comes. Drew: I LOVE DREW. I was allied with Drew in a side season we played once and it was fun playing with him. We all flopped, so I'm hoping he doesn't hold that against me and we can try to work together on NuNadroj. Karen: Admittedly we ... did not get along that well on Senip. I'm not super happy that we're still on the same tribe. LA got along with Karen way better than I did but I'm hoping she'll want to stick together since we were both penises. Regan: I still don't know what to think about Regan. I think it'll be easier now that we're Jaidenless to try to work with Regan. Again, because we were both on Senip, I'm hoping she'll want to stick together to keep our numbers strong. Ruthie: RUTHIE! I also love Ruthie so this is great!! I'm hoping that potentially Drew, Ruthie, and myself ... or maybe Jessica or Liam could have an alliance?? I feel like it's too early to start throwing the idea around but I'm going to try to plant some seeds and see if we can make this happen.

At first when I swapped with Ruthie, I was like “oh no! The only person who didn’t say that they have a right alliance with me!” And I was worried she’d go against me. She still might do that but I don’t care because she’s so nice and I want only good things for Ruthie. This tribe is cool so far, I don’t know anyone well which is a really nice twist. That hasn’t happened for me in a while and I like playing with new people! I am worried because apparently Adam got voted out for having “too many friends”. This is hilarious, adam only has one friend, her name is samrah and she is not in this game. But it is worrying because we have basically the same connections so if people were worried about Adam, they are definitely worried about me! But anyways, who cares. I am putting more thought into this than I want to. I can’t believe I took the effort to make a confessional. Gross.

i am so glad we won! jaiden's score omg that was insane. I never thought anyone could get that good, i envy that alot. But that was amazing. Also glad to be on the same tribe as raffy!

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