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My uncharted worlds character! Shes a cranky drifter doin odd jobs across worlds
#uncharted worlds#character art#character designer#scifi dnd#dnd charcter art#space cowboy#character sheet#dnd#space dnd#shes so cranky all the time#if your stupid she will have beef with you
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rly not a fan of ppl imposing their idea of fun on me under the assumption that it's also my idea of fun
#vent cw#so my bday was a while ago already#my stepmom and my dad didnt get me anything which is fine bc i didnt really want anything#but my stepmom is now being rly pushy like 'what do u want for ur bday'#and im like not rly anything. but going out to dinner would be nice. to this place where they have this dish i like#and so instead of taking me out. she buys all of the ingredients and says 'we're gonna cook it from scratch <3 it'll be fun and then you'll#know how to make it'#and im like ok but dude i have a bunch of stuff to do for school and work and i dont have time to cook this from scratch and then do dishes#to clean up after this like. dsfkjsdkfj#like i need to wake up at 3am for work and i needed the whole day to study for a quiz and prep for a big day at work. i just#why would u ask me what i want to do for my birthday and then decide no i dont want to do that. so we'll do this instead#IM JUST REALLY BUSY AND CRANKY I DONT KNOW
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Okay this might be a really weird ask so I'm sorry in advance but- what does Sera smell like? Does she smell like feathers because she has wings, like Vincent? (Again hope this isn't weird..)
Not weird at all! Lol a few people have asked before, you're all good.
Birdpeople have notoriously weak noses. Their sense of smell (and taste by proxy) is pretty dull as a result. It's partly how Ser's food is always plain and Vincent smells like a SAW-scented teen who's been tarred and feathered. Sera doesn't particularly care about expensive perfumes like someone (cough Sonia) but she does like floral scents.
She smells like Lavender (Body wash/Shampoo) and baby talc powder. (Powder keeps her wings nice, dry, and itch-free.) When she's not working she uses a rose perfume Nate gave her.
#birdpeople tag#I neglect the birdpeople tag a lot... gotta catch them up one day#She doesn't have the 'feather' smell. She's always on top of herself. Vincent's waterproofing makes him smell a bit like wet chicken though#Monica loved lavender. She put it up all around the house to help her sleep. It's the little things that remind Sera of her.#“It is NOT baby powder I don't want to hear it” “Yeah okay sure Sera are you cranky? want a nappy poo?” “...You are on thin ice Sonia”#Okay so thinking about what everyone smells like is oddly fun lol#Nate smells fresh all the time. He's all washed clothes and colognes like Polo Blue.#Amon smells like basic bodywash#He doesn't care too much about getting something fancy and will brag about his 5 buck cologne being a steal#Ricky smells nice. He goes out of his way to get nicely groomed to “get all the baddies 🤪” Okay Ricky.#He doesn't smell like anything when in goo form though.#Sonia smells like expensive perfume and body oils. It's awesome but can be a bit much at times. Vincent could not care less about it#Sonia would rather die than be rustic.#Vincent smells like Vincent. He is ironically extremely hygenic but the odds are never in his favor#Titan smells like caked blood#Dr. Strohl smells fresh and nice but also has a hint of retro tv static smell. I do not know how to explain further.#Uhh something something variants smell different depending on their habits not necessarily their bodily composition#ARK_SYSTEMA#Seraphinatag
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Omg fam ur so not alone about the sleeping thing, my partner has both some health issues and also just a completely different sleep schedule from me that makes us sleeping together difficult, and a small apartment that makes it difficult to separate ourselves. And like. It's not his fault but its FRUSTRATING so I feel u ❤❤
😔😔😔Its frustrating bc its not her fault but also it kinda is bc i keep asking for basic communication
Im like hey are you coming to sleep in the next hour
And shes like in twenty mins
Which turns into two hours and im not going to dog her or ask again so i have to roll with the concept shes showing up whenever
I also sleep light so without fail if she comes in three hours later i wake up and it takes a while for me to return to sleeping
Its just a combination of stuff that makes this scenario like she doesnt say anything like dawg all i want is for u to poke your head in or msg me like im not gonna sleep yet but she gets mad abt it like its not super late!! FOR YOU ITS NOT you also work from home :/
Thats it and ill just bury myself under the covers n hope i dont wake up when she does come in
#ahh nothing like tumblr morning venting w the lads#i dont care that we have different sleep schedules#at the end of the day#i just want COMMUNICATION 😭😭😭😭😭#i know im ass at it in other ways but im always initiating convos like this and i keep telling her im not nagging u i dont want you to feel#like thats what this is but my god it will be if she keeps this up#i think im just annoyed that she uses the not late excuse but its like yeah i know but some of us have to go to an office to work and need#to mentally be on their A game. like constantly which is what Sleep assists with#not all of us have the luxury of working from home post covid#like dont give me a fakeass time that we both knkw you arent keeping#and shes always like WAIT FOR ME!!!#SO I DO????#AND THEN U PIKACHU FACE WHEN IM CRANKY AND SLEEPY AND AWAKE WHEB I COULDA BEEN ASLEPE?????#😭😭😭 im PRAYING FOR NO BS TODAY AT WOEK I SWEAR#also not to be slightly petty but i do all the goddamn housework
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WILL MY FLATMATE FUCKING STOP PUTTING WASHING ON BEFORE 7AM ON A SATURDAY
#im at my fucking limit. good for u girl being up and at it at 6 on a weekend but I wanted to fucking SLEEP IN.#i tried to fall back asleep but its kept waking me back up. and now my sleep has been disturbed im gonna be cranky all day#im not like her i cant sleep whenever nap whenever this is the only time of day i can get some rest. come on man#she woke me up yesterday morning too which rly pissed me off bc i get up at 6:30 for work on weekdays#so waking me up BEFORE THEN when she doesnt even have to go to work for like. another HOUR LATER THAN I DO!!!! pisstake#the fact i didnt sleep well was WHY i had a migraine at work and WHY i had to cancel on her fucking movie night#man i just wanted to sleep thru until 8am. its not even that much to ask please#at least she wont do this the next couple days bc she would never disturb the beauty sleep of our other friend lmao#ill text her and ask her not to do this again. just so annoying bc it sets the tone for the whole day#whatever#.diaries
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'i think i overexerted myself yesterday, i'm feeling really drained and groggy and i just dont feel good'
'... so anyway do you wanna go pick up fast food' (i already said no) (she continued to ask repeatedly and guilt me into doing it)
#i really dont like driving when i dont feel completely alert! it's a bad idea! my fucking head hurts!#harper has spoken#she even pulled the 'we paid all this money adding you to the insurance for the car and you're not even driving'#i am fucking driving! i picked up mcdonalds and subway in one trip a couple days ago! i bring them fucking taco bell!#im so fucking cranky because i just want quiet time!!!
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I love how my OCs height chart would go.
Hazel: 4’10” ish dating a guy who is about 6’2” or some shit
Deirdre: 4’11”? 5’0”? Her husband is like 5’10”
Lenore: at a crisp 5’1” or 5’2” and her partner is the same
Moira: 6’1” and standing AT LEAST two feet taller than her clown-ass situationship and she can’t stand a single centimeter of him
#Deirdre and Moira are from my Harry Potter fanfic days#and I still have the drive to write them it’s just…well ya know#but I think about Moira all the time because she cracks me up#cranky 1300 year old bitch from hell#ashamed of herself for falling for an actual clown#every time she looks at him she wishes they were alive so she could kill him and then herself#it’s a vibe#anyway she’s tall af#and hazel is tiny
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breaking news: long walks, while good in their own way, don't quite provide the same 'sluicing the crankymisery out of you and replacing it with endorphins' service as runs :(
#i was like 'okay we can't go running EVERY day probably' and like. you DO in fact have to ramp up so i still stand by that#plus i got 2 phonecall with el which you can't really do on a run#but like. lil bit of Ambient Crankiness remains. :(#(only a tiny bit and i'm doing my best not 2 lean into it but.)#unfortunately i guess i remain despite Long Sloth (and yes i did immediately imagine a sloth version of longcat after typing that)#too sturdy for even a ~4 mile walk to tax me sufficiently. gonna have 2 load myself down w/ lead like a horse in a walter farley book ig…#anyway. critical updates obviously. really i'm just punting on making dinner 4 Cat On Lap reasons‚ lol#(she IS the best hot water bottle in the whole world in case you were wondering.)#however. time 2 stop posting & start prepping i think.#kiss kiss kiss 2 all.
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i’m not alive
#*fizzyspeaks#bad mental/emotional day for me today <3#and my head hurts from these fucking braids i’m not gonna have any edges by the end of this#she did them so tight this time 😭 last time it was fine. but i’m a coward and i didn’t say anything#i go back to work today so i’m just all around cranky
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i dont think i ever felt more annoyed at commercials than when those mean girls walmart ads were playing a few months ago or whenever that was
#i think it's mostly bc i thought mean girls was like. an okay movie. a fine movie? i think i liked it#but like. i saw it once. i have no nostalgia for it bc i saw it way later/not when it originally came out#and god the way people are so into it. i mean that is great like i dont wanna be a hater for people enjoying things#but me personally. i do not understand why it's a cult classic or whatever klsjfkdlsfj i hear people quote it all the time and im like. 🧍#so having those quotes i already dont care about re contextualized to try to sell me walmart. god. the worst experience jkfsdjfklJFDKLSJF#tbh maybe it woudlve been worse if i liked the movie but i saw comments saying those commercials were funny so WHATEVER#i feel like it's also the same w/like. vocaloid kfsjdflksjgh like i dont dislike it!! i enjoy some songs#but i never had a vocaloid phase when i was younger. i feel so very neutral about miku#ppl on the internet feel so strongly positive and again thats great and i objectively get it#ive been shown vocaloid songs and some are really catchy#but it is one of those instances where im like man. a level of hype i dont fully understand LOL#miku vocaloid stuff is at least endearing tho. i get.... tired... w/mean girls quotes......... ksljfsljfl#It's Always The Same Ones and i just dont think theyre very funny FKJLDSJFDKLSJF maybe i am a hater damn#jk i do think i liked the movie? god i dont remember i watched it like. i dont even know when. college at the earliest i think#but whatever thats just a case of people having different interests just cuz i didnt care about a thing doesnt man its bad other ppl like i#also tho i think bc the mean girls overquoted bits remind me of like. rae dunn ceramics LOL jkfskfjsekht#or like idk live laugh love stuff. yknow like. dont talk to me until ive had my coffee has same energy as on wednesdays we wear pink. to me#it's facebook wine mom humor.... bc it is people roughly my age that were/are really into it and they are now mom age i guess lwpfhewhfp#god i need to go to bed im tired and it's making me a cranky complainer about stuff that doesnt matter!!!!#went 2 my dash in a dif tab and immediately saw a miku post is she gonna get me for not having strong feelings about her#im sorry miku i just . i dont get it JKFLJDSKLFJKSLD#ur music is fun i just dont proportionately understand. i feel like im missing context w/this one girl maybe thats my bad idk#or maybe it's just i found u too late idk. i will jam to the bops tho#that endless/everlasting/whatever nights thing w/like the 4 alt storyline songs is soooo fun i love those#dont ask me the names of the ppl in them tho i dont fuckin know besides like. 3 of them. one is miku LOL#and those yellow twin kids. len and ren. or rin? len and rin? i dont remember and i dont care enough to look it up sorry small children#theres that blue haired guy that was in the one prsk route i played but i forgot his name again#i dont know if hes in those songs i was talkin about tho i only remember what he looks like in his youthful wonderland alt loll#i talk in the tags bc i get scared it feels safe in my burrow here underground#also im calling mean girls mid and saying i dont have miku hype so i feel like that does warrant going into hiding
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I feel like such a broken fucking person lol
I talked way too much in the tags don't read them
#fighting off the ideation like my life depends on it!! bc it does!!!#been good about not thinking certain phrases but F U C K am i feeling it. i want to turn into a pile of dust#i am so desperately trying to work on myself and change my patterns and bad habits and perspective but it feels like i always fall short#i try not to talk about it online but I'm just. having a very hard day with N because we experience our feelings in different ways#i isolate myself bc i struggle with regulating my reactions and tones when im having an episode but she needs me to talk through things and#i sometimes just. can't. bc I'm not done experiencing the negativity and am not in a place to have a productive convo bc shame spirals etc#we just spent a long time talking and being patient and i thought i was understanding and explaining myself well but i just. idk.#i don't know how to explain that of course i love her even if I'm isolating myself. of course i love her although I'm nonverbal today. i jus#t can't *make* myself talk when I'm like this i don't want to be nonverbal i don't want to isolate i don't want to be a distant partner i do#n't want to fall back into these patterns related to my grief i want to be better i am trying to be better i am working so fucking hard on#being better. i just feel so defeated bc this all spiraled from me not wanting to decide what to get for lunch n using a poor tone about it#I'm about to talk with her some more but I just. kinda don't want to exist right now. fuck dude. it feels so fucking awful when i upset her#like i love her so much she is so important to me and it breaks my heart that our entire day is shot bc i was tired and cranky#i just don't understand how that equates to me not loving her bc she is my whole world dude. I'm going to throw up#i also don't know how to explain to her that scrolling on tumblr is comfortable to me I'm not ignoring her it's just the SM that i scroll on#like we're hanging out watching tv together I'm gonna scroll a little bit. it's just not insta or anything#idk my mind is scrambled I'm crying I just want to be a better person who can calmly communicate my thoughts and emotions#today has just beat my fucking ass dude. i isolate so those feelings don't get translated into my interactions with others#i don't even know what i typed in these tags I just don't want to off myself or think about it I'm fighting myself so much 2day#rAMbles
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the very nice guy who works at the centre was asking me abt my art and i was so anxious the entire time bc i didnt want to ramble or talk more than i was supposed to, but he kept asking questions and didn't seem like he was in any hurry to go talk to other members so i just kept talking and I'm like. so scared I did smth wrong w the amount i told him but fhdksl I didn't know how much I was supposed to converse with him and I was trying to be so careful in case he needed to go talk to other ppl but he hung around for so long (probably not even ten mins in reality but it felt like absolutely ages, i never get to talk that much with a person in a setting that isn't strictly one-on-one,,,, that was wild) so I guess ,,, i was okay ?? idk, im going to be overthinking this for the rest of the day now augh 😭
#he was so nice and so interested but i was so scared the entire time fhfjdkl#couldnt even enjoy it bc i was terrified i was taking up too much of his time or rambling too much fjfkdl#also some lady got kind of mad at me for saying that not all tick species spread lyme disease to humans fhdkdl#and i feel like i could've worded my reply better but i just told her ''oh thats just what we read online but yknow maybe its not true!''#i wish I'd said smth like ''yknow i used to think that too but i learned recently that its not actually true! :)''#bc i feel like the latter would've been a little kinder and more like... affirming to her or smth idk fhfkdl#i just got scared bc she seemed cranky and i didnt want to stumble into an argument w her fhdjdl#i have had that happen too often in life where ppl pick stupid fights w me and im not engaging w them but i still get in trouble for it lol#bc ppl just see that the person is angrily talking at me and they assume i must have been participating#when in reality most of the time im just desperately trying to placate them or stop them from yelling at me 😭#ANYWAYS! it was a decent outing overall and i got a free lunch and found out some info abt how things work there#so i am satisfied with my venture and i am now home and going to work on making a couple cards that i need to get done hdkdl#also I'd like to choose a new crochet project to make... some kind of shirt perhaps#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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Truly devastating to want to jump into an AU for your canon x oc/si ship when you haven’t even scratched the surface of your main fic for them yet 😪
#lady terror/francis western au my beloved#with sufficient elements combined from ravenous deadwood red dead redemption and true detective#not to mention that fucking hozier song it will come back is fucking stuck in my head at all times#put me out of my misery man I can’t stand it#look I just want that sheriff crozier pining in a saloon#even going so far as to be taken upstairs by one of the girls there but stopping it all before it even starts bc he really needs *her* and#he knows it. pays up anyway and tips his hat respectfully as he goes#but he wouldn’t dare get his hopes up that a fine lady like miss sinclair would take up with an old cowboy like him#sofia didn’t and why should she she has so much ahead of her what with her exploits in her father’s business ventures#he’d just tie her down#except he’s wrong bc he’s shown himself capable of letting her be herself. trouser-wearing and all on their search for that band of outlaws#and suspected cannibals up in those mountains who have been pinning things on the natives that SHE knows and has befriended and wants to#protect from the law. and she’s damn crazy for putting the bounty out and for going along with him but SHE DOES#and she can take care of herself but neither does she want to be alone and she chose him#he’s one of the only people who sees that in her#I’m gonna go cry about it cranky frog style now ok goodnight everybody
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Making A Monster Out Of Elizabeth: A Paper I Needed To Exist 30 Seconds After Accidentally Subjecting Myself To Alice Roberts's Royal Autopsy
#it's so full of 'she was old! and cranky! and vain! and UGLY!'#and historical shitfuckery like 'here's a mannequin#representing the dead elizabeth we're going to graphically autopsy in front of you'#(it's naked. you get a close-up of her naked chest. oh and her rotting teeth. and her organs. yay.)#and then they're like 'oh look at all this fluid we pulled from her lungs - HEART FAILURE'#my dudes that is a mannequin made for this documentary YOU PUT THE LIQUID IN THERE.#oh and they had acted segments in which elizabeth compares herself to 'mr shakespeare's witches'#the witches are from macbeth.#macbeth was written for james i of england.#the witches are famously linked to james i BECAUSE of his interest in witchcraft.#i guess they can add 'time travel' to list of 'things wrong with elizabeth i'#text posts
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Look I have really enjoyed Bo-Katan getting to be a bit more chill and a bit happier this season but there really was something about mean snarky bitchy Bo too
#star wars#the mandalorian#bo katan kryze#she needed to find a bit of chill if she wanted to unify and lead but#I enjoyed her being really cranky all the time I don’t know#that being said I’m so so glad she’s got her happy ending and can be calmer and chiller
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Is it even Thanksgiving week if your extended family isn't giving you extreme agita
#woke up to an angry 5 paragraph essay of text messages#from my cousin because she was pissed about the trip to france#that i researched planned and invited her on#shes mad bc i was upset with her when she was nearly an hour late getting to the airport#bc she packed last second and left the house late#even though i told her how important leaving on time was to me bc it would cause me ungodly amounts of anxiety#and i was exhausted after our overnight flight and was cranky#which i apologized multiple times for bc i did feel bad for being tired and cranky#she never apologized for being late btw#and i got a fucking thesis statement of texts calling me rude dismissive and that she “didnt know who i thought i was talking to like that”#even though shes the one that complained about every. single. thing. all week#like she called everything we did and everywhere we ate a crappy tourist trap#and went on about how she didnt like the itinerary#which she had at the time we booked the goddamn trip#and i just feel so exhausted#and frustrated and hurt bc what am i gonna do#she sent a barrage of texts accusing me of being a shitty person for wanting to be on time and being tired our first day#and now she wont respond#so like what am i gonna do#shes my cousin and i love her but this is such a dick move and not a proper way to handle being upset#like its so immature!#i did all the work in terms of planning and researching and evrrything#for her to complain and be a snob about everything the whole time#AND now get yelled at at 8am sunday morning about how i didnt cater to her enough#like i had a great time anyway i cannot emphasize enough how much i loved the trip wven with her complaining#but like shes the unreasonable one here#i apologized profusely for being cranky and said i was also exhausted bc we were on the SAME OVERNIGHT FLIGHT I CAN BE TIRED TOO#and just bc i wasnt sulking all week like a child doesnt mean she didnt say or do anything to hurt my feelings#and even though objectively i know shes being unfair and angry and hurt right now#i feel really really really shitty and guilty and even if im right im still the one feeling like trash and crying rn
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