#sk1nny study

[ardentascetic36]

Life finds a way, and so will you.

[disordered-gurl]

Not me home alone for a week putting all the sweets/junk food in a bag that I hid in the garage 🤡

[failinghuman101]

it sounds so absurd but £D actually helps so much with my depression. It's motivation. It's control. If i have discipline enough to st4rve and log every cal0rie then i have enough discipline to study and exercise.

being hungry is a feeling too. I thought i couldn't feel anything at all, but hunger pangs (esp right now, only a few days into relapse) hold me back from dissociating.

I can't be sk1nny if i'm dead, so active plan goes out the window too.

[junewillbeth1n]

I'm not new to 4n4 & mi4 but my Abiball (german version of prom) is in a few months and I WILL BE SK1NNY BY THEN!! but I also have all my important finals the weeks before so I kinda have to 34t "enough" (a lot) to properly concentrate and study. I am literally loosing my mind over this. Those grades are important, they decide weather or not I get into my dream university but it's not like I can just hit "pause button" on this dis3as3

[rotfromview]

ugh i ate so much and drank alcohol tonight for my birthday party. satisfying but also depressing. i kinda wanna like fast tomorrow or something idk -_- i got sorta triggered cuz i want to b the sk1nniest person on my study abroad trip but we had r furst in person meeting and theres this one girl whos like totally underweight and thinner than me and ugh i feel like a f4tass compared to her and it sucks i wanted to be so sk1nny and get attention and shit i know itz unrealistic but fuck. hopefully ill lose weight when i get back or something and i can b super sk1nny when i get back to school. sorry im a bit drunk.

[ardentascetic36]

Sk1nny girls study better