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dog attorney 🐕
phoenix: border collie
apollo: beagle
athena: golden retriever
edgeworth: yorkshire terrier
franziska: chihuahua
godot: white shepherd
klavier: cocker spaniel
blackquill: bernese mountain dog
nahyuta: saluki
#satsuhart#ace attorney#furry#phoenix wright#apollo justice#athena cykes#godot#franziska von karma#miles edgeworth#nahyuta sahdmadhi#simon blackquill#klavier gavin#ahh it's very sketchy but i just sorta wanted to see how they'd all look#sleeping early failed...#please appreciate that diego suits a typical german shepherd colour palette so godot can be a white shepherd
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my goat (this is free practice) my goattttt
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Surprisingly this was one of my quicker ss redraws :D if you look in close Blu actually has a little heart in this eyes (I thought this would be fun to add, its easier to see in the wip)
original ss + wip below C:

IM FREEE WOOHOOOOO I GET TO SLEEP IM FREE IM FREE IM FREE
#fanart#epilogue of endings#teoe#the epilogue of endings#art#blu epilogue of endings#lucy epilogue of endings#mole epilogue of endings#lucy teoe#blu teoe#mole teoe#tintrain#tintrain teoe#tintrain the epilogue of endings#Actually didnt take as long as I thought it would??#Get to sleep early for once YIPPEE#Watch that one moot reblog this with the sweetest reblog in the world#Bro never fails to make me smile#SHOUTOUT TO MY MOOTS YOU GUYS ARE AWESOMESAUCE
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i think cottagecore is like the ultimate anti-rape culture white woman fantasy. it's a vision of reality where Girls* go to picnics and feed each other strawberries and kiss behind the willow trees, where nothing is ever bad or hurtful in a truly meaningful way, where love and safety is the unifying factor of reality. i'm frankly more surprised that some people ever thought this had anything to do with actual rural country life or farming-- at it's center, cottagecore is not just interested in getting away from the city to get away from capitalism or the other struggles of modern life. it's also, fundamentally, about getting away from Men, to a utopian garden of eden on the outskirts where Men simply do not exist, and therefore cannot harm or rape you.
*white, cis, skinny, traditionally attractive, etc.
so many of the Comforting aesthetics and purity politics that we have come to cultivate online in recent years come down to this idea, in my opinion-- a desire to find a Safe Space, to fade away into the fantasy of your Comfort Characters, to find the one singular location of true Stability in a world where everything else is fated to be horrible and terrible forever. it's the negative space of doomer culture, the pessimism that blew up after trump's first election, after the color-blind ignorance of the obama era was sufficiently destroyed by a horror so visible and blatant you simply cannot look away from it. it's no wonder so many of these aesthetics and ideas blew up to the degree that they did during 2020, in the midst of so much global instability and hopelessness. people wanted, and still want, something Pure and Good to take shelter within in the face of all this Evil-- a shell you can hide inside where everything will be perfect forever even as the storm rages on outside, beyond your control and beyond what you want to think about.
it's a flawed way of thinking, of course. black and white to an extreme. you can never find a place that is truly Pure and Good to the intense standards that you set, simply by nature of how those standards themselves are made and enforced-- not only are people simply too complex and nuanced, but the desire for something Freed From Evil itself inherently creates a more and more impossible standard, that is either overly-regulatory of anything that could be even a speck of Problematic™, or is necessarily blind to its own faults and biases (e.g. cottagecore as white lesbian tradwives). and, on the other side, the world outside is not Pure Evil either-- there is still hope to be found, ways in which we can make our systems work For Us, and ways in which we can change them (though those approaches may be difficult or require collaborative effort we, at the moment, simply have not coordinated).
#astronaut rambles#cottagecore#you can see this with the kidcore/nostalgia bait stuff too#it's like a softer version of a pre-natalistic desire to return to the womb (of childhood) where everything was safe and cared for#bright colors and toys from a world before everything went to shit#you are not immune to propaganda about the desire for a golden age when everything was perfect and good etc. etc.#anyways. i think this is why i much prefer the push to engage with the Weird and Uncomfortable#to tackle the Specific topics that make me uneasy or examine myself n others and the ways in which people fail#but the danger really comes from assuming that there is an easy way out of this#from assuming that if you just find the One (1) Right Answer everything will be perfect and good and okay again#it's incredibly alluring to think that Something or Someone out there will single-handedly fix you#as long as you can just find it#the reality of small steps of sometimes painful self-reflection#of guilt and grief and letting yourself sleep early tonight to wake up and do better tomorrow#is a lot more effort and a lot harder to stomach#we're all too willing to give up that long-term happiness if it means assuaging our discomforts in the short term#i could probably add more to this about OCD-like thinking specifically but i should probably go eat my dinner now aklsdjflks#red tag#rose tag
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My Windows 11 woes are over, so here we go...(Note the 2025 designs of the LOVE! Defence Club and Conquest Club were revealed on Jan. 31st 2025.)
As a reward for surpassing 100000 followers, the official Boueibu account has been sharing icons. Here's En, Karurusu, Maasa and Akoya (2025 vers.) and Kinshiro, Wakura, Aye-aye and Ryuu (2025 vers.)
This pic of 2025 Ryuu was posted when it was 5 days until the Tokyo Dome City Attractions collaboration on Jan. 31st 2025. Likewise for 2025 Io on Feb. 1st.


Quiz time: "Which of these is not true, according to the lesson Karurusu taught on how to have a proper Japanese summer?" (options from top to bottom: Sleep in every morning, indulging in baseball, doing summer homework while crying, confusing barley tea with mentsuyu and drinking [mentsuyu] (<- Note: Mentsuyu is a noodle soup base with a lot of umami flavour, so you shouldn't drink it like it's barley tea.)

Another quiz question which has already closed: "In the All Men Swimming Contest, which of the following was Kyotaro a part of?" (options from top to bottom: Splash With Your Butt! Butt Sumo, Clippety-Clop Obstacle Course, Fundoshi Relay, All-Cute-Guys' Cavalry Battle)

(More to come later...)
(Update: Added link to Tokyo Dome collab dot point.)
(Update 2: Added pt. 2 in a link.)
#boueibu#boueibu hk#binan koukou chikyuu boueibu happy kiss!#binan koukou chikyuu boueibu love!#Binan Koukou Chikyuu Boueibu ETERNAL LOVE!#anime collab#(So here's the story about why I was away: Thanks in no part to me having to work every day while wrestling with Windows 11 24H2...)#(...plus resulting sleep deprivation it wasn't until day 4 of my failure on this front that I started Googling solutions.)#(There was an Installation Assistant which helped me with both this and 23H2 but I never remember it exists until Google tells me.)#(I also failed the JLPT again and I snapped at a coworker due to everything so overall I feel terrible.)#(I wanna put this post out before the latest quiz expires so you're getting this part of the mega update early...)
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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing
#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident#I straight up forgot#and just didn't show up to the session#my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked#I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up#my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january#I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted#like mentally and spiritually#all the time#my memory and sense of time are both shit#my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me#I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir#and yet#idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason#fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly#due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me#aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory#it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever#like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype#but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here#doing whatever this is#maybe I should drive out to the coast#maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long#I mean it can't make me worse#I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
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you guys i love college so much
#i hate assignments.#BUT LIKE HOLY SHIT I THANK GOD EVERY DAY THAT IM NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL#im an adult who is alive and has a life and does things as an adult and gets treated as an adult and i get to pick my own classes and#i can buy myself things if i want to.... and im active in my club and we're going to travel to another school to compete#I GET TO TRAVEL TO ANOTHER SCHOOL TO COMPETE AND HAVE A TEAM BONDING THING AND DO LONG ROAD TRIPS ABOUT IT#AND MY SPORT OF CHOICE IS LITERALLY LYING#IM IN MOCK TRIAL CLUB AS A WITNESS. I SIT AROUND COMFORTABLY AND WATCH THE LAWYERS DO THEIR THING AND THEN I SOUND SYMPATHETIC ON STAND#ITS SO#it's really fun.#and also i get along with my siblings so much better now that i dont live with them#im not getting mad at my sister all the time just because she Makes Sounds. im not getting annoyed with my brother for being argumentative#we just. hang out.#(frequently lmao)#and my mom and i keep going out to eat#and i visit my dad for lunch most weeks#and we all HANG OUT#and . fuck. i love life#and being an adult who gets to live it#and COLLEGE#next semester im going to take a couese on Detective Fiction#and probably get a job or internship to fuel my spending addiction 🤑💰#💸!!!#* AND MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. WOW. FUCK. ITS ALL UP TO ME#AND I DONT HAVE TO GET UP EARLY EVERY MORNING#AAAAAA#my grades aren't fantastic. right. i know they're not. but im not failing any classes. and i get along w my professors.#i like econ a lot more than i expected to
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deftones // boston, ma
#deftones#chino moreno#7 words#mine#front row or nosebleed seats I was attending this show#chino never fails us I swear#that man has more energy than any other soul on this planet#and his little fucking dance moves#I could cry about it#was so excited to hear bored and 7 words#people sleep on that album like#anyways#happy I got my hands on that poster because that color purple is gawjus#and babe surprised me with pins for my little board#good ass night#was worth getting less than 4 hours of sleep and having to be up ass early for work#happy things
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Anyways. Need to put Romana thoughts on ice now because I have an exam in about uh 60 hours? And I have done like less than five percent of the studying I need to. I think this is the point where I need to start energy drinks
#i have never had an energy drink before actually because caffeine sometimes gives me panic attacks but I think we have reached a point#anyways I'm not getting anything done today anymore so I'll just go sleep super early and pray I've got energy#tomorrow#also i still have 36 hours to back out from this exam and I'm seriously considering it#but in that case I'd have to take it in april which frankly doesn't differ from if i fail now and then retake it in april#jae says stuff
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im like. studying but also im not locked in at all. like 4 hours max of kinda mid studying and then all day of fucking around.
#tbf pass fail exam where 20% of points are a really ease true false mc.....#but also yikes#keep meaning to go to sleep early but uhm. hasnt happened yet.
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the 4 30 am desire to make undertale-esque themes for all of my ocs
#i totally should (I TOTALLY SHOULDNT)#bingo is the one I wanna do the most……did not do his song justice in my little collection#‘Hana don’t you think you should be like. worldbuilding or something? your world is pretty barebones—‘ YES YOU ARE VERY CORRECT#counterpoint: bingo funni#I may not know anything about the world my characters live in but if was an rpg the opening cutscene wouldGETS SHOT#actually I am planning to lore dump some of the very early worldbuilding lore via a cutscene-type thing#(by very early I mean like. pre-main plot by a couple centuries. basically why the works is so fucked up like it is)#it’s not even interesting lore but I like it just because of the dichotomy between it and the Actual Story Content#once upon a time there were four magical beings and—who let the gourd father out of his cell again#I say planning because who knows if I’ll finish it. I just love the opening sequences to rpgs they are so whimsical#a little tune playin…fun visuals…explaining The Lore in simple but mysterious terms…#ending on a cliffhanger or on an otherwise incomplete note? mmsmjidkd that’s the sound of me eating that shit up mmemjejejskwk#I was going to do my math tests today but. I can’t sleep. yaaayyy im gonna be so tired in the morning#bestie’s in his failing high school era but at least I have mediocre stories to tell to about 3 people online amiright#(don’t mean that as a bad thing to the 3 or so people you are beyond appreciated. giggling and kicking my feet)#don’t know wtf I’m talking about anymoremi should be. trying to sleep I tjinjbut I’m not
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:((
#i don’t feel very good right now !!!!!!#it’s so many different things like a) idk why im so convinced im going to fail step like yeah i don’t know absolutely everything but we r#really don’t have to?? idk what it is about pass fail that my brain cannot comprehend but i am so worried for thursday#also i never actually practiced taking a full length exam (not to mention my sleep schedule has been FUCKED lately)#so im a tad worried about having to wake up at 6 for a 7 hour long test#(yes this is my fault for not preparing properly but it’s too late to do anything about it now. if yall see me on here past like 11 tonigh#tonight i need you to slap me across the face bc i absolutely need to go to bed early)#b) im so fucking worried about third year i feel so unprepared for it and im just so worried im going to flounder like i really dont think#im anything beyond booksmart which matters less and less as the years go on#plus im moving in with two friends next year which is fun in theory but im so stressed about the thought of being perceived constantly also#i dont want to be a bad roommate to them and ruin our friendship and idk :( it’ll be fun im sure but that also doesn’t mean im not worried#c) holy FUCK idk what it is about being home that makes me go insane. but being home rn is making me go insan#i just feel so guilty whenever im around my family (about what i do not know) and i just can’t stop thinking about how awful life was here#during my gap years. i wish so badly i could feel at peace here :((#ramblings#something something things are too fast now
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cool okay good night <3
#elly's posts#that wasn’t a web weave but it was something I needed to get out into the world#I’ll do a web weave too one of these days#and now to bed because I’ve been failing at the whole going to sleep early thing all week
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im going to throw up over how much i have to study
#i have to review 4 years of all 4 science. and the test is in 3 days. someone said they passed with only stock knowledge but i cant do that#and i dont remember anything at all for chemistry and that part is 30% of the exam#i havent even started on reviewing this whole year of math which maybe i should prioritize because i have to memorize annuity formulas#i wont even study for the mock exams but omg theres so much to study#ive been trying to fix my sleep schedule because my body has been failing me and its probably because i might be anemic too#but i dont think i can afford to sleep early this week#my limbs are so weak and my head feels weird but i have so much to study im going to skfhkjlsdfkjsd#okay thats all im logging out again goodbye
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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.
SO......
I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.
#speculation nation#IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha#this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test#an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc#very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA#but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep#(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.
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