#slutty mechanic anakin

[bettsfic]

I think that for me one of the things that made lemon resonate do deeply was how honest it was. The feelings it brought up were ones I genuinely needed to sit with and talk about in therapy. People always like to make padmé perfect but the fact that your padmé resented her perfectionism, the fact it controlled her life, the fact she denied herself basic desires and pleasures… I will never stop thinking about the quote where padme says she wants Anakin to treat her worse, she feels like she deserves that. and then anakin’s codependent relationship with his mom also hit close to home and was gut wrenching. I also personally felt like the dialogue was comforting, as someone who grew up w joss whedon’s work lol, those kind of snappy quips are always fun to read. But mostly I just think you tapped into some very raw emotions with that fic, but the fact the characters got a happy ending after all that really made me feel hopeful and it quite honestly healed my inner child a little bit to see these characters I grew up w confront their demons and work through them. Tl:dr that fic was therapy for me.

this made my day! my grandma fell yesterday and had to go to the hospital so everything has been crazy but this ask really cheered me up. i'm so glad to hear lemon resonated with you. thank you so much!

[tennessoui]

ok i forgot thr name of this au but it’s the one where obi-wan has to take an engineering class as a master and his teacher is anakin and he decides to treat anakin the way he treated all his teachers back when he was a padawan and he just goes 10000% slut and poor anakin is dumbfounded as to who his master has suddenly become and also dear force he’s in love. yea that au??? lives in my head rent free, i adore it to pieces

ah!! the remedial mechanics au!! absolutely beloved!

i love the obi-wan in this au because basically. he encounters a difficulty. he's encountered many difficulties in his life at this point, has grinned and beared a lot of difficulties and pains and annoyances. he's a pro at encountering suboptimal scenarios and working through them.

but he encounters this one difficulty and he's like. hm. let's have fun with it.

and his fun is blithely suggesting that he would absolutely spread his legs for a passing grade, master skywalker. sith's hell, with a jedi master teacher that looks like that, he'd spread his legs for a failing grade

(anakin: please why couldn't he have just suffered through this and let me have my fun why does this specific difficulty trigger his asshole defense mechanism instead of his infinite sadness defense mechanism why must he look really really good sucking on that lollipop and who keeps sneaking them to him????? he hates processed sugar!!!!)

[geekforhorror]

opinions on anakins mechno arm? sfw/nsfw whatever u want

you asked the right person for this bc i am an absolute WHORE for his mechanical arm. the fingers, the glove, the flexing, everything. i’m not even kidding.

because i love the ask sm, i have decided to turn this into head cannons of anakin finding out his partner has a thing for his metal arm <3

metal hand kink with anakin

warnings: SMUT (DNI IF YOURE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH IT!)

when you bring it up for the first time, he’s a bit taken aback but also intrigued

he asks a few questions to learn more about it

starts off with him tracing his fingers against your cheeks and hair

once he’s more comfortable with it, he’ll start caressing your hips with it and sees the way you react to the contrast between your skin and the metal

notices the way you play with his hand if you’re cuddling after a long or stressful day

turns out you love the way it flexes whenever he’s stretching or stressed out

always takes in the way u get flustered when u ask for his mechanic arm/hand

you already know it boosts his ego

it also gives him some much needed self confidence because he was always insecure about it before he met you

he fucking loves it when you entwine his hand with yours

loses it at ur guys wedding when u hold his hand

later finds out you like it with that slutty glove of his and uses it to his advantage

ok now for my fav part: nsfw shit!

LOVES groping ur ass with it

he can’t get over the fact that you want his fingers inside you

he knows u prefer his metal hand without the glove but u also love it when he has the glove on while fingering u

you drool over it let’s be honest here

he loves looking into your eyes just to see how far gone u are from getting off on his fingers/hand

he gives u permission to ride and dry hump it as well

anakin loves seeing the mess you make on it

lets u suck his cum off it

teases u about it but he loves it

he’s glad u told him about ur kink

ur kink gives him more ideas in the bedroom and loves experimenting it with u

am i done yet?

i think so.

maybe

[skywlker-sluvtt]

Anakin eating out fem!reader after an argument with Obi-Wan 🤭🥲

bro omg i need to be put down for writing this tbh

also it's almost midnight and this wasn't proofread but enjoy hehehehe

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Anger quickly approached in the force. The door slammed shut and it was Anakins emotion you could feel. He dragged the dark feeling through your apartment into the room you sat in. “Ani? Are you alright?” You asked immediately stood from the bed and he looked pissed off. His brows were furrowed and his fists clenched as he paced your room. “No, I’m not fucking okay! Obi-Wan is the most incompetent asshole in THE GALAXY!” He shouted. “Woah Anakin” You chuckled at his anger giving his bicep a firm squeeze. “I’m sick of it Y/N! He treats me like a padawan no not even a padawan a youngling! Thinking I can’t handle Dooku on my own. I could- I could I-” He trailed off looking at you, in only your silk nightgown.

Being a Jedi you didn’t need to wear something like that to bed, but it made you feel pretty and Anakin certainly enjoyed the short silky robe. He liked how easy it was to untie the loose knot using the force and fucking ravage you in it. That’s certainly what he wanted to do now. “Take it off” He sighed. “Calm down Ani” You whispered before his rough hands were holding your cheeks. “I need you, need that cunt right now beautiful,” He said lowly. Unhooking the soft gown you let it drop to the ground. Leaving you bare in front of him you wrapped your arms around his neck invitingly kissing him hard.

Anakin significantly relaxed taking a long deep breath and clutching your hips. “Lie down on your stomach” He whispered working off his robes. “Yes sir” You mumbled making him smirk. You settled in the middle of the bed for him resting your chest on a pillow and glancing back. “Ani” You whisper before his hands began groping your plush cheeks. “Holy Maker baby this ass is incredible” He smirked kneading your ass for his own fun. Anakin removed his glove and rubbed his mechanical hand across your back before spreading your cheeks. “Such a pretty slutty hole” Anakin continued spitting right on your ass.

A small moan left your lips before Anakin had his mouth on you. With a playful bite to your ass cheek, he began devouring your holes holding your hips tight while you squirmed. “Stay still you little whore” He growled adjusting his position behind you. Firmly smacking your ass he growled animalistically into your ass. You whined as he pushed his tongue into your pussy hungry for every drop of you on his tongue. Desperately you lifted your hips for him, back arching as he slurped on your pussy. “Fuck Ani” You whimpered fisting the sheets. His slick tongue lapped from your clit to your ass with a sloppy rhythm.

You felt the way he channelled his anger into this. Bites were placed on your ass every once in a while or firm grabs as he sucked you best he could. “Fuck me please, please” You begged. “Not now” He mumbled pausing his licking to lay on his back, wiggling between your thighs to have you sit on him. Eagerly you sat on his mouth and he grinned quickly fiddling with his metal arm to set it to vibrate. Something he’d installed a while ago, especially for you.

As he pressed his cold, vibrating fingers up against your pussy you yelped now sobbing with pleasure. “Wanna cum Ani” You sobbed and he dipped his fingers right into your dripping hole causing your thighs to tremble with passion. You squeezed his head snugly between your thighs as he continued licking with the biggest smirk on his face. You happily kept grinding up and down on his face. Anakin’s nose continued to hit your clit eliciting whines from your throat. With a strangled call of his name, you collapsed onto the bed shaking with pleasure. He withdrew his fingers from your swollen pussy and you lazily threw yourself off his face.

The two of you laid back panting with exhaustion. You slowly sat up running a hand down his stomach toward his cock. He grabbed your wrist and chuckled. “I’m done” He sighed before you noticed the sticky white mess he made on himself. With a little giggle, you fell back onto the bed. Anakin’s blood pressure had significantly dropped, he no longer felt anger in his gut. You sat up attempting to wipe your slick off his face and he shook his head. “No it’s yummy” He grinned, his glistening lips made you smile before you kissed him. “Let's sleep” You suggested. “Please” He nodded.

[st4rfckerz]

favorite anakin au?

i love love love any au that has anything to do with him wearing those slutty glasses hayden wore in shattered glass.

and i also love mechanic!anakin because it just makes so much sense yk

[weixuldo]

Unconditionally// Ch 17

Anakin x Reader

(A/N: this ch may b triggering, just read the warnings. but omg the angst is coming full on guys… i love writing this shit haha)

something snaps and everything becomes unclear

Warnings: cursing, depiction of injury, verbal degradation, argument, name calling, low-key slut shaming

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Rain slowly tapped on the glass window panes of the room; you, Ben, and Anakin had come back to see if the new adjustments to the legs would work for him. The prosthetist wore them down so they weren't so tight on Anakin’s stumps and added some cushioning to the inside. 

Currently you were waiting outside the room as the prosthetist checked some things. Ever since the teacher meeting, things between you and Anakin had been abnormally cordial.

You hadn’t spent a night at his place in about a week because he didn’t seem to want you there. You ignored it the best you could, you knew he was deeply upset after what the kids’ teacher did.

Ben had gone down to the parking lot to get the kids from Ahsoka; since you were with Anakin, Ahsoka picked up the kids from school and brought them to the hospital.

Soon the prosthetist walked out of the room, he nodded to you before continuing on to the elevator. You waited a moment before going in, you wanted to give Anakin a moment to get himself together.

 When you entered the hospital room you saw Anakin attempting to balance on his new legs by the side of the bed. You knew he was an impatient guy, but he really should have at least waited for someone to help him. 

He tried to take a step and faltered, he collapsed on the floor with a heavy thud. 

“Anakin!” you shouted, rushing to his side. 

He was struggling to sit himself back up so you carefully placed a hand on his shoulder. 

“Get off!” he yelled.

“Anakin I’m just trying to help yo-”

“Stop it.”

“You could have hurt yourself”

He snapped his head towards you, “Just because everyone leaves you, doesn't mean you can run into my life and play fucking house with me”

What? He hadn’t ever said anything like that to you.

“Ani, I’m-”

“Can you just leave” he seethed as he turned his pained face away

“Anakin, I need to make sure you’re ok first, I jus-”

“You are not my wife!” he spat.

That hurt, he never compared you to her, never. He loved you separately from her. 

He loved you for…

you.

“I’m not trying to be, I’m simply-”

“No, You're just a slutty whore who had to go and sleep with her employer, that's all you are” he was shaking now. 

What?

“And when I had my accident you took it as an opportunity to weasel your way into my life!”

His hair was sticking to his forehead, damp with sweat, he was panting, and wincing with every little movement. You tried to ignore his words, though the tears brimmed at the corners of your eyes. 

“Anakin, please…. I love you”

“Well I don’t” he spat as he tried to brace himself against the bed.

You could physically feel your heart hurting. You tried to remind yourself he was just stressed and in a bad place, you tried. 

“Please… Just let me help” you said, struggling to keep yourself together.

“Get the fuck out!” he basically screamed.

He made a jerky movement with one of his mechanical arms, attempting to smack you across the face before you dodged it. Your eyes widened and you backed away from him as the tears began to fall. You covered your mouth because if you didn't you surely would have let out your sobs. 

He never made you cry like this before, he had never been violent with you. You Shook your head as you backed away from him. 

Almost immediately as he saw your tears fall did he realize what he had done.

 “Fuck, I’m s-sory, F/N, I’m-”

 He tried to reach towards you but instead winced at the motion. 

All he could do was plead,

“Please”.

You shook your head and tried your best to keep your voice level, “I-I’m gonna go get B-Ben '' you said quickly leaving the room. 

“wait-“ he called out as you shut the door behind you.

Luckily for you Ben was just coming back with some coffees, he set them down immediately and rushed to you.

“What’s wrong? Did something happen?” 

You couldn’t stop crying, “Just….can you go in there”, you choked out.

“Is he alright?!” Ben questioned. 

You nodded and he led you towards the room. You shook your head, “Ben I-I can’t”.

He gave you a puzzled look, “Why?”

“He called me a whore”.

Ben’s expression twisted into a perplexed frown, “What? Why?”

“I don’t know, He fell and I f-found him. I was just trying to help” you cried.

He sighed, “Y/N, he had no right to say that, but you have to take it with a grain of salt, he's in a lot of p-”

“He tried to hit me”

Ben’s face changed, he shot his head towards the door and immediately went into the room. 

You looked pathetic right now, you had to take a walk. You went further into the hallway and the twins saw you.

“F/N! Are you ok?” Leia asked.

You feigned a smile and wiped at your eyes, “Yeah, I, um I was just, It’s just allergies”.

She continued to study your face.. You sniffled once more and wiped your tears. 

“I’m ok”, you assured her. 

Now Luke was concerned, he came up to you and tugged on your shirt.

“Is dad alright?”

You nodded, ‘yes, he’s still kind of hurting from his new legs…. Why don't we go down to the gift shop? Didn't you want to get him a card or something?” you offered, trying to get their minds off of the reason you were falling apart in the hallway. 

That seemed to capture Luke's attention and he grabbed your right hand, while Leia trailed behind holding your left. She kept looking at you, she could tell something was going on. 

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Ben burst into the room ready to confront Anakin, but when he saw his friend weakly struggling to pull himself off of the floor he rushed to assist him.

Anakin winced as Ben helped him back onto the bed. Ben shook his head and put the oxygen tube under Anakin’s nose. 

“You shouldn’t have tried to do that alone, Anakin,” Ben scolded, taking Anakin’s legs off. 

A sigh escaped Anakin’s lips, “I know”.

Ben rubbed his temples before he resumed his original agenda.

“Now what the fuck did you do to Y/N?”

Anakin knew he screwed up big time, but the fact that his actions were eliciting profanity from Ben was another level of screw up. Shit.

“I-I don’t know” Anakin was embarrassed about what he had done, he was just overwhelmed.

“You don’t know?” Ben raised a brow and crossed his arms, “Then tell me why she came out of this room crying so hard she could barely breathe”.

Anakin’s eyes darted to Ben’s, “Is she alright?”.

Ben sighed, “She will be… but Anakin, this has got to stop. You can’t just speak without thinking; actions have consequences.”

Anakin laid back on the pillow behind him and let out a shaky breath, his punctured lung was healed now but he still had respiratory issues when he overexerted himself. 

“I didn’t mean what I said, I didn’t mean to…” he trailed off.

Ben knew exactly what he was referring to, “You really shouldn't have said those things to F/N, but you did and now you must face the repercussions of your actions '' Ben stopped to make sure Anakin was looking at him. 

Anakin’s brows furrowed, “I know.”

“I don’t know if she’ll forgive me…” he trailed off.

“I don’t know what I would do if she left…”

Ben interrupted his thoughts, “Don’t think about that, instead think about how to make it up to her. Anakin, she really cares for you. You can’t expect to keep her if you continue to push her away. That girl loves you and God knows you need that.”

Anakin screwed his blue eyes shut, “I know.”

Ben nodded and placed the prosthetics against the furthest wall, just to make sure Anakin wouldn’t try to pull that stunt again. 

“I’ll go get a nurse” and with that Ben left.

Anakin tried to keep the stinging in his eyes down so he didn’t cry in front of the nurse, but against his wishes the tears fell anyway. How did he fuck everything up in such a short amount of time?

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(A/N: just an update abt the story, I really love writing this one and i have a few more scenes I desperately need to write (they r just so hnng) so as of rn, I don’t have an estimated ch count. Hopefully you enjoy the story and continue, but i understand if its too much. Also if it’s easier to read it on AO3, I do have a link in my masterlist :) Thank you all!)

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[infernaleikon]

any favorite anicow headcanons? i personally love the idea of anakin starting to lactate and having to deal with his master milking him as his first ever non-platonic touch

okay, so honestly, mostly i've been thinking about this anicow art (cw: male lactation) by @anakincito (who apparently i can't even link cos tumblr has them marked as mature 🙄) with the wii theme playing in the background.

i love yours tho!! it has me 👀👀👀

these HCs (sticking to the art linked above) come to you supported by @binaryeclipse

HCs under the read more for cw: male lactation purposes

cow hybrids usually (not exclusively) live in herds and culturally, they are naked. (they do put on clothes in certain situations, mostly when dealing with humans, but otherwise, yeah.) which is why anakin hates clothes and doesn't like to wear them.

obi-wan is a farmer who does business with anakin's herd, so he's known him for a long time. anakin has always been a curious kid and talked to him a lot. one time, obi-wan's truck broke down and anakin fixed it because he's into mechanics and engineering and stuff like this a lot.

anakin gets tall and broad and strong once he hits that one puberty growth spurt at like, 16, and he's so pretty and bright eyed.

he realizes he's not into other cows/bulls but only into one person and that one person is obi-wan

meanwhile, obi-wan looks respectfully but has no desire or sexual/romantic attraction for a teenager, even though anakin is very unsubtle in his advances and affections.

anakin comes into his first milk at 16 after obi-wan visits the herd for some business reason, and he's grown a beard now, he looks so handsome, and anakin Feels Things

his chest is so tender, his nipples so sensitive. he massages his chest and when his milk spills out for the first time, he makes a breathy, high pitched sound because it feels so good, and he keeps going and going, and licks his own milk off his fingers and then uses some of it (stupidly) as lube (he switches to something more suitable) to finger himself and pretends it's obi-wan doing it to him

his drenches himself and his sheets completely in his milk riding his own fingers

(when he eventually tells obi-wan about this, obi-wan groans because fuck)

anyway, shortly before his 18th birthday, obi-wan is visiting the herd again, maybe right after coming from fucking some other twink, and anakin is annoyed because he can smell it, and he gets pushy and crowds obi-wan against the side of his truck, gets really close, and he just really really wants to kiss him

obi-wan is very very into anakin's strength and the breadth of his shoulders and his slutty little waist, and when anakin kisses him, he lets him for a moment, but then pulls away and gently tells anakin that he's not old enough (yet)

anakin calls him on his birthday like COME ON AND FUCK ME OLD MAN

obi-wan runs and doesn't walk

the first time obi-wan gets his mouth around anakin's nipple, anakin's eyes roll back and he comes in 10 secs flat

up until this point, he's used to milking being something non-intimate/sexual, something communal (except between partners) and he gets his wires crossed for a bit because obi-wan definitely does think that it's a sexual thing

so anakin eventually gets really horny whenever obi-wan gets his hands/mouth on his chest

obi-wan does get a little bit mean sometimes, when anakin's chest is full, and he just trails his fingers over the soft swell of anakin's pec and flicks his nipples, watches the milk bead and drip down this chest

anakin eventually moves in and becomes his business partner in the farm

he still hates clothes, so whenever it's just the two of them, he's naked

obi-wan gets distracted a lot

anakin doesn't like riding horses

he's good with the tractor tho

he gets obi-wan to buy another one and tinkers with it "for an upgrade"

he rides it naked of course

sometimes anakin will wear flowy dresses because they don't feel as restrictive as other clothes

he runs away whenever obi-wan needs to file his horns down, and he's faster, so obi-wan always has to lure him back with promises of dirty dirty sex treats

anakin spends a month a year with his herd and stops lactating within a few days, but a few days before he's due to return to the farm, his chest fills up again, so much. and he's uncomfortable and tender but he doesn't want anyone but obi-wan to get his hands or mouth on him, so he massages himself a little until eventually obi-wan picks him up again

anakin makes him stop by the side of the road to milk him because it's too much, and he moans and shudders and writhes when obi-wan sucks on his nipples

it is, however, so much that obi-wan can't drink it all, so he just squeezes and massages anakin's chest, watches the milk gush out and drip all over his hands and anakin's stomach while softly praising him about how good he is and how much he loves obi-wan, and uses some of the milk to jerk anakin off, and then sucks the come and milk off his own fingers after

anyway, they are super horny for each other in every universe and in every iteration

i realize this is more of an AU than an HC but i mean sue me sksksksk

(izzy and i also talked about in universe anicow but i feel like this post would get too long if i added this as well, so remind me in a day or two to post them as well if you're interested)

[obikinfest]

It’s Day 6 of Obikinfest--here are today’s fics and art!

✨ ‘If you bled, I bleed the same’ by Anonymous, 9.4k, Mature

Anakin is devastated by the truth about the Hardeen’s secret mission, and decides to put a radical end to his connection to Obi-Wan. Alas, little does he know he’s not the only one to be dreadfully affected by this unfortunate turn of events.

or: Anakin and Obi-Wan finally understand that talking may actually solve quite a few problems

Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Rako Hardeen Arc (Star Wars: Clone Wars), Unreliable Narrator Anakin Skywalker, Self-Esteem Issues, Emotionally Unstable Anakin Skywalker, Crying, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Obi-Wan Kenobi Loves Anakin Skywalker, Anakin Skywalker Loves Obi-Wan Kenobi, Obi-Wan Kenobi Comforting Anakin Skywalker, Angst with a Happy Ending, Anakin Skywalker Needs a Hug, Obi-Wan Kenobi Needs a Hug, Spoiler: they both get one eventually, Love Confessions, First Kiss, They Deserve This, Anakin definitely doesn't fall in this universe

   ✨ ‘A Daydream, A Reality’ by Anonymous, 5.5k, Explicit, WIP

Obi-Wan enters Anakin’s shop in need of fixing his droid before his Master finds out he’s gone and snuck out with his best friend Ahsoka. As payment, Obi-Wan returns to his shop to keep Anakin company and maybe stare at his strong figure as he works.

Nearing an age where he’s supposed to be settling down with a family, Anakin’s Alpha instincts find comfort in taking care of a young Omega that somehow enjoys spending time with him.

Tags: Alternate Universe, Anakin Skywalker is Not a Jedi, he used to be, Not Anymore, Padawan Obi-Wan Kenobi, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Anakin Skywalker, Omega Obi-Wan Kenobi, Mechanic Anakin Skywalker, Age Difference, Size Difference, Size Kink, Obi-Wan is 18 Anakin is 41, sugar daddy Anakin Skywalker, Top Anakin Skywalker, Bottom Obi-Wan Kenobi, Daddy Kink, Loss of Virginity, Praise Kink, Cock Warming, Knotting, Lactation Kink, Breeding Kink, Multiple Orgasms, Gentle Sex, Anakin is very gentle with his boy, Crossdressing Kink

   ✨ ‘Relic Obtained, Inhibitions Lost’ by Anonymous, 4.1k, Explicit, WIP

On a mission together with just the two of them, during the midst of The Clone War, Anakin and Obi-Wan are sent to retrieve a mysterious Sith relic from a library. However, an argument triggers Obi-Wan to accidentally touch the Sith relic. It does downhill from there, however, Obi-Wan doesn't see it that way - in fact, he wants to climb all over that hill, if the hill was named Anakin Skywalker.

or

Obi-Wan lost all inhibitions thanks to a Sith Relic, while Anakin feels guilt due to him being married, but it's fine because DAMN, his former Master really knows how to ride his dick...and he may have always loved is Master too.

Tags: Intersex Obi-Wan Kenobi, Dubious Consent, Shameless Smut, Rough Sex, Topping from the Bottom, Choking, Inappropriate Use of the Force, Non-Consensual Touching, Surprise Kissing, Cheating, Divorce, Possessive Anakin Skywalker, Angst and Porn, Angst with a Happy Ending, Mutual Pining, Hurt/Comfort, Altered Mental States, Dom/sub Undertones, mentioned anidala and very minor others/obiwan but end game obikin, Love Confessions, Top Anakin Skywalker, Bottom Obi-Wan Kenobi, Slutty Obi-Wan Kenobi

   ✨ Trans Anakin art by @XKingSaturnX on Twitter

[bettsfic]

Directors cut ⭐️

lemon!!

okay so lemon is very special to me because it marks i think a major shift in my aesthetic and the way i write relationships. i'd gotten the idea for it years before when i had car problems, and i took it to an auto shop where i was assisted by a handsome young man who was also extremely sketchy and offered me 20% off if i paid with cash. as i went to the ATM, i thought, "this would make a great anidala fic."

i wasn't into writing anidala at the time (i think those were the bellarke years), but they're my oldest and ultimate favorite ship, so i knew it was only a matter of time before i would return to them. lo, the release of obi-wan kenobi renewed my long dormant anakin skywalker emotions and i decided to come back to my deranged mechanic fucker idea.

so i had a great time writing it, but i have fun writing most things so that's not strange. what continues to truly baffle me is the response i've received on it.

i've been posting fic for long enough, and i know my audience well enough, that i can generally accurately guess what kind of traffic and comments it will get. although i put a lot of work and effort into lemon, i figured it would have a small handful of readers who would leave kind and supportive comments while i posted each chapter, then when it was complete i would have my usual small uptick of readers who were waiting to binge it and a few more comments. but then, because anidala doesn't really have an active fandom and what fandom it does have doesn't seem to be interested in modern AUs, i assumed that would be it.

but readers seem to feel........very strongly about lemon. in the year it's been posted, i've gotten bursts of enthusiastic and thoughtful comments on it, well above and beyond my expectations. and i truly don't understand why. (it's not my best writing by a long shot, and re-reading it i cringe at a lot of the choices i made and that i would approach very differently now.) but the same is true of black-eyed, so i'm wondering if there's just a dearth of femdom modern aus in the world. or assertive submissive men with insane loyalty kink, maybe.

so the response to lemon continues to floor me, and like dirtbag, i hope to one day get back the insane writing energy i had in the latter half of 2022.

[bettsfic]

so i just read the chapter of lemon you linked in a recent ask, with no context, not having read any of lemon before, and uh (jaw drops steam comes out of ears yadda yadda) wow! that was really good.

oh thank you! chapter 4 is a wild ride, so i'm sure the experience of jumping right in was an interesting one ahaha

[bettsfic]

going to update lemon today with a 14k chapter that fucking obliterated me to write. as in, i did a heinous number of drafts of it and had to reach inside myself and pull out a bunch of personal gunk i didn’t want to. this is maybe the most intense thing i’ve ever written?? and yet i’m still not ready to be done with it.

[bettsfic]

slutty mechanic anakin is done!! i just have to write nearly all the sex scenes. of this porn fic. great job @ me for saving them all for last.

probs going to post chapter 1 tonight? tomorrow? sometime soon. very excited to have something new to post!!

[bettsfic]

Just wanted to say that Lemon is one of the best fics I've ever read and I have recommended it so many times since I finished it!

thank you, anon! i'm so happy to hear that. i'm glad my silly little mommykink fic found its audience.

[bettsfic]

Hi Betts, how are you, can you by any chance like hint, if and when you're gonna update today, hahaha I'm trying to be normal about this fic, not like I've been daily rereading it for a week already ahah *twirls hair*

something terrible has happened. when i started posting this fic, i was finished writing it. it was about 20k. i was finished. there were only 3 chapters. but somehow i have gone into a fugue state of extreme revisions and it is now 6 chapters, 50k and counting. i really don't know what happened. how did i more than double a story that was already finished??

there's quite a bit of foreshadowing that i've been building up, so i just need to make sure all my little hints are accounted for and fix some of my pacing problems (which are terrible, because this fic is 60% dialogue, 30% kissing, and 10% crying), and then i'll be able to post chapter 3 (currently sitting at 9k words so it's a beefy chapter!). so yes, it will hopefully be up sometime in the next 24 hours.

i'm trying to make it really good because it's checking a lot of boxes on my "one day i'd like to write a fic where..." list (they start dating and then fall in love! they have extreme intense mutual obsessions! they're appallingly honest with each other and yet there's still conflict! longform femdom!) so i just want to make sure it's as polished as can be

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Okay but have you considered that I too want this now with a ferocious abondon I didn't know I even had till I read these words.

i had this idea years ago when i had car issues at the very end of the semester and ended up spending hours at my mechanic's grading final papers and the mechanic was cute in a kind of trashy way like he could give me a dicking with a side of UTI and one time he called me and said he'd give me a 20% discount if i paid in cash which was super shady and as i was at an ATM pulling out an ungodly amount of cash to fix my stupid car i was like "this would make a great anidala fic."

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A (any/in general), F, and V for the ask game 🤠

A: How did you come up with the title to [insert fic]?

my general titling style is like a flowchart of logic. is there a title somewhere in/about the premise? if no, search through my 8 thousand poetry bookmarks to find a poem with the same ~vibes as the fic, pick a line from there. if no, resort to shakespeare.

F: Share a snippet from one of your favourite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.

i'll share something from my slutty mechanic anakin fic! (appended to the bottom of the post under the read more)

in this, padme is 36 and anakin is 23, and it's the morning after they just boned for the first time and padme is trying to be reasonable while anakin is...you know, anakin about it. can't exactly tell you why i'm proud of it; i guess i'm just enjoying characters being really honest with each other.

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

maybe a sequel of all the rest is rust and stardust (cherik fic that's no longer on ao3)? i say that only because it's the fic i've read most recently that destroyed me, but it also seems silly to write a sequel considering it's like 700k long.

wip snippet under the cut!

After a few minutes of silence, she says, “You’re not very chatty this morning.”

“I’m waiting for the bad news.”

“What bad news?”

“This was fun but we can’t keep seeing each other, blah blah blah, and then I leave while trying to maintain my dignity and pretend I’m not totally shattered.”

“I’ve heard of leaping to conclusions, but that’s more of a pole vault.” 

“But I’m right, yeah? There’s bad news.”

She gives up on her eggs. She’s not hungry anymore. “You think you’re in love with me, don’t you?”

He rips off a piece of toast and chews it sullenly. “Before last night, yeah, I did think I was in love with you.”

“And now?”

“Now I know I am.”

“Anakin, we have to think about this.”

“You have to think about this. I’ve thought about it plenty.”

Fine, she’ll just say it. “Look, I really like you.”

“But?”

“No ‘but.’ I really like you and that’s the problem.”

“Why?”

“Do you want kids?”

“Yeah. Eventually.”

“If we stay together, that’s something that we’ll have to do in the next five years or so. My family has a history of complicated pregnancies and I don’t want to get pregnant into my forties.”

“Okay, get undressed, I’ll get you pregnant right now.”

“You’re not listening. I still have at least two more years of grad school, then I have to start applying for postdocs. In three years, I may be on the other side of the country.”

“This may come as a surprise to you, but I can fix cars anywhere.”

“You have a family business. I don’t want to take you away from that.”

He takes a long sip of coffee and leans back in his seat, his breakfast as abandoned as hers. “Fine, you want to get real, I’ll get real. I hate it here. I hate that I’ve been working at the same shitty auto shop since I was eight years old. I hate that every inch of that place reminds me of my mom. This whole fucking town reminds me of her.”

“But I remind you of her too.”

He looks away and clenches his jaw. “In a good way.”

“I can’t be your mother, Anakin.”

“I’m not asking you to be my mother, Padme. I’m asking you to give me a chance. I’m asking you to believe me when I say this is real, and not just brush it off as the idyllic ravings of an obsessive twenty-three-year-old.”

“How do you know it’s real? How are you so sure you won’t get bored with me in a year? It’s not the difference in age that bothers me, it’s that I’ve already lived through my crazy, dramatic, high-stakes twenties and you’re just starting yours.”

“Right, because working fifty hours a week changing oil and rotating tires is really living large.”

“When we first met, I told you grad school was a fresh start for me. I lied. It’s my retirement. That’s how stressful my life used to be. You want to know who I last campaigned for? The president, Anakin. The fucking president.”

He stares at her for a long moment. “You’re lying. I googled you. You’re nowhere on the internet.”

“I changed my last name. It’s Naberrie.”

Anakin scrambles up from the chair and rushes into the bedroom. A moment later he comes back with his phone in hand, staring down at it. “You have a Wikipedia page.” He scrolls and scrolls, sinks back down onto his chair. “When I first met you, I thought I recognized you from somewhere. CNN. I recognized you from fucking CNN.” He finally looks up at her. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I don’t know if you remember the last election, but it wasn’t great.”

He clicks off his phone and sets in on the table. “I don’t know if you meant for that to deter me, but it just gives me an even bigger boner for you. Like I went from ‘oh nice, maybe she’ll spank me’ to ‘I want you to put cigarettes out on my chest.’”

“I’m not entirely sure I understand that line of reasoning. Also I think we’ve gotten a little off topic.”

“Can we have sex before we get back on topic? I’m really hard now.”

“My Wikipedia page made you hard?”

He reaches down and adjusts himself. “Of course it did.”

They’re supposed to be having a serious conversation. She puts a hand over her mouth so he doesn’t see her trying not to smile. “You’re ridiculous.” “I’m crazy about you. I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you. I want to follow you across the country until you find a tenure track job. I want to build you a library like in Beauty and the Beast. I want to read every single book you’ve ever read. I’d get my GED, I’d go to college, I’d get a doctorate just to be on your level. I know I’m young. I know I have baggage. I know it’s absolutely insane to tell you I love you this early on. But it’s true. I have no doubt in my mind that I could love you for the rest of my life.”