#so dont feel discouraged if you aren't a part of any of my fandoms or the fandoms listed here

[iaminatree]

COMMISSION SHEET UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!

hello trusting followers and non-trusting followers and non-followers! so. commissions have been doing REALLY BAD!! like really bad. i've gotten 2 (two) singular commissions in 2023 and its almost the end of the year so thats. sad. i decided to revamp my commission sheet as my artstyle has changed a decent amount (actually its moreso my brushes and shading that changed but thats a part of an artstyle so ill just say artstyle) and now i am going to go HAM with spreading this shit. i will now be begging on my hands and knees pleading bc obviously whatever i was doing before did nothing so yeah ik tumblr is kinda bad for commissions for. whatever reason but PLEASEEEEEEEEE just reblog this. don't even like it i could not give two shits if you like this post just. reblog. because as long as you reblog theres a higher chance of it reaching more people and therefore have a higher chance of reaching people with money who can afford to give people money! but yeah im a bit desperate. im not like. dying of starvation or homeless or anything, but i shouldn't have to get to that level for people to even consider commissioning me. i do have like. 8 dollars to my name after buying a phone case though. that stinks.

here's the sheet! i contained some references this time. (P.S the money is in CAD, i forgot to put that on the sheet srry)

thanks for reading this and please reblog so i don't stay broke forever <3

[scottxlogan]

If you need to, don't be afraid to turn anonymous asks off. It sucks to have a child in your dms crying about how much they hate a ship and literally giving a death threat..?? Like damn they need to touch some grass and get off the internet if a ship is their whole existence they feel the need to go off on other ships about it.

Of course thats up to you but I hope you're doing good and things start to look up a bit!

(P.S. I'm only sending this on anon in case the child decides they wanna go after me for calling them out 🙄 I mean I honestly dgaf but I dont got the time of day to deal with that, I actually got ADULT responsibilities lol)

First of all thank you anon for your supportive message! I appreciate it more than you know :)

The thing with turning off anonymous asks is that I'm in various fandoms and my original fandom has a lot of shy fans who will reach out by anon to me to talk about fandom related things. I don't want to discourage or push them away because this one person (and I do believe it is one person) keeps stalking my blog and harassing me. I've blocked them multiple times here, but they keep coming back for whatever reason they feel they need to do.

Part of why I posted a response to them this last time is because I know that I'm not the only one dealing with this harassment. So many others have been tormented by this anon to the point where they have closed off their anon asks, where they've had to moderate comments on their stories and to the point where some of them have felt that they can no longer participate in fandom. That, in my opinion, is wrong and I don't think that a bully should be allowed to win by pushing people back into the shadows under a wall of protections. Granted, I understand why some have to do it for their own mental health and that's alright. Bullies like this one are intense and brutal and hurtful.

The reason why there was a public response to their latest hate on my end was because I want the others who have endured this in silent suffering forced to close their world down and make it a little smaller with all the walls that they have to put up to know that they aren't alone. Simply deleting the hate doesn't stop it. I've deleted well over 20 messages and only addressed a couple of them publicly. It bothers me, but I will not allow the anon bully keep me from doing what I love. I just want others to know that they shouldn't have to be stopped from enjoying their fandom either. I realize that the anon will never take the time to think about their actions or respond to why they feel the need to be so horrible, but overall I just wanted everyone who goes through this to know that they are not alone and as hurtful as this person is they don't hold any power over fans.

As many have said in my initial response people should ship and let ship in peace. This person who is hurting others doesn't believe in that. I cannot for the life of me understand why they feel the need to be so vigilant in their cruelty within the MCU fandom considering that all they are doing will not change what is. They should find something that brings them joy and peace beyond hurting others. It's sad that they don't. :( Thanks again for reaching out and being so supportive! That means a lot to me anon! I appreciate your wisdom on the subject matter!!!