#so dramatic and for what

[letsgolando-4]

Find someone who…

Looks at you the way Oscar looks at Lando.

Smiles at you the way Kimi smiles at Seb.

Hugs you the way Carlos hugs Lando.

Loves you the way Daniel loves Max.

[nyaskitten]

I know no one gaf but I love how no matter when we see them, the Forbidden Five are always in the same positions.

[every-kuzu]

[bone-paste]

I know midnight mass goes super hard on the cannibalism imagery but it really got me going like. Yeah the Eucharist is just Like That tbh. You’ve been there all morning and you’re so hungry and they pull out those shitty little cardboard wafers and the wine (sometimes they had grape juice for the kids,) and they tell you that it’s the literal flesh and blood of this guy they’ve got nailed naked and bleeding to a cross on every wall around you and that scene where everyone’s tearing into each other is exactly what the inside of my head looked like at 9 years old dude. Idk how you’re supposed to come out of that experience and NOT be into cannibalism.

[ettaevie]

If Fyodor deserved an Oscar for his "split personality" performance then he deserves an Emmy, a Tony, and another Oscar for his "oh no I totally didn't fully intend to get stabbed by this vampire" skit

[hishighnesstheprincess]

I love this Sonic Advance 3 sprite because it's what you get when Sonics going down a water slide, my guy it is NOT that serious

[bloodtwin]

@slaycults sent: " i'm not scared of you. " ⸻ [ SOURCE: BLOOD, BLOOD, GALLONS OF THE STUFF ! ] ⸻

‘ everyone always says that to me. ’ it's true. there is something about puck⸻something he's aware of, that he tries & fails to stamp out⸻that seems to invite. to lure those around him into a false sense of security. sometimes it is only for a moment; other times, it takes far. too. long. for the other party to realize the danger they face. but puck always knows when they do. he always remembers it.

he has a faraway look in his eye as he stares into the campfire. distantly, he continues, ‘ they say they aren't afraid, and maybe that's true for a little while, but i can smell it on them after a time. ’ on himself sometimes.

he speaks literally. fear has a distinct scent; for a while, he had no idea what it was, couldn't describe it if he tried. all he knew was that it was unlike any other scent & it smelled good. he connected the dots quickly enough.

granted, he cannot smell it on kenichi now, but that doesn't mean he won't later. he always does. he's always slipping. he shrugs. ‘ you may not be scared of me, but i am. i know better now. ’

[biteurhip]

why was i 12 and wishing i was dead girl you have my little pony to be watching and lego lord of the rings on the wii to be playing

[gavily]

every few months tumblr users find out that people ship f1 drivers and proceed to act like it’s the most shocking piece of information in the world

[madaraservingcunt]

serving absolute cunt

[nikaidou-stan]

my mother when i treat her the same way she treats her own mother

[avocado62524]

Will you draw more megastar

Oooooooh I better

And you should beat my ass if I don't 👍

I think about them so much it would be a shame to not put some of that down on paper.

[megutime]

am i experiencing writer's block

[illusiveman]

Sometimes I think about how against stretching my ears my mom was when I was 16 and how literally nobody comments on it at all. Now or then. I almost exclusively wear tunnels or silicone ear skins so its obvious you can see through my ear. I can't even think of the last time someone said something lol

[charlesleclerctv]

as always, i think that, i think i'm in a bad mood, help, amiga

go watch a silly soap opera !! i'm watching a turkish one right now and it's so ridiculous, i love it

[biipolarities]

an old hyperfixation is unexpectedly coming back in full force and it's... difficult to deal with.

my relationship with this fandom and interest is far too intertwined with my experiences as a fic writer. i thought i've moved on from writing... i have lived a quiet, peaceful life without it or any yearning for it in the past two years. but now i feel it again. it's back and it's returned as a heavy weight in my chest in every waking moment.

i just want to peacefully indulge in this interest again. catch up to everything i've missed out on in the past 6 years.

but every time i engage with it, i remember. and i can't handle it. i miss writing so much. i miss sharing fics so much. i miss being free. i miss not struggling with the one passion i've ever held dear to me.

i can't believe i'm back here. it hurts. everyday, it hurts again. it hurts knowing that it's not the same and it will never be the same.

it makes me want to write again and i HATE IT. because i know i'm setting myself up for disappointment and even more hurt. i want to MOVE ON with my life, forget that a writer version me ever existed. i don't want to ever cry about this anymore. i don't want to yearn for it anymore. it just hurts every time.