#so i instead distract myself from the vague yet overwhelming feelings of discontent
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cancelled plans suck ‘cause it’s like well what am i supposed to do now?
#should i draw? should i keep reading no thank you!!!? should i start working on my animenyc vlog?#hmm but the vibes at home aren’t exactly It rn#should i walk aimlessly around the city? should i just read a book somewhere? should i get laid? should i go shopping?#all this to say i really should work on my resume and work on applying to jobs and work on finding a place to live#so i can finally be closer to real satisfaction in life instead of whining about not being where i want to be in life#but not quite knowing what that exactly looks like or even how to get there#so i instead distract myself from the vague yet overwhelming feelings of discontent#with things that give me temporary boosts of pleasure and happiness#before once again going to bed thinking Hmm I’m Turning 25 Next Year And I Still Fucking Suck#doesn’t the brain stop developing at 25? this cannot be it this cannot be who i am because i fucking Suck#………yea i think i should keep playing no thank you 🤪#michi yaps
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