#so its like is my transness all just bs and based in shit ive been through and how out of place and alien i feel around other people? | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

fagrackham · 3 years

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I watched the jules special episode of euphoria and 1) still in love with hunter schafer 2) she’s so correct about everything and that whole thing about the ocean and trying not to center one’s transness around men...oh my god

#i mean im not transfem but i relate a lot to what she’s saying in like . the equal and opposite direction #like i need to talk to my therapist bc like why am i basing the valdiity of my gender on how i want men to like me?#why am i so bent on being perceived as male but not masculine you know.#and how much of my discomfort with being perceived as a girl based in misogyny i’ve experienced and bullying that has used the word she #like a weapon against me?#i feel more comfortable around women even though i dont feel comfortable around girls #or frankly anyone my age maybe this is just a nd thing but ive always gotten along with adults better than with people my own age #so its like is my transness all just bs and based in shit ive been through and how out of place and alien i feel around other people?#idk. euphoria is really good but i’d be chill if hunter schafer just like had a yt channel or started a cult #thats a joke im sorry if thats in poor taste #i need a gender tag

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