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━━ there’s a long list of things that draw sakusa towards discomfort. if he’s being honest, it’s too long to list out on just the ten fingers he has. the items on the list vary too, from objects, to foods, to situations, to people. meaning, it’s rather a rarity for him to feel at peace, to enjoy the steady calm in his lungs, unless he’s within the familiarity of his own home and four walls. and, rather recently, you.
he’s not sure when he first noticed it; his feelings for you, that is. sakusa is not an inexperienced person, especially not in the department of feelings. he’s had his fair share of crushes, but the thought of them didn’t particularly raise any joy within him, not when compared to you. they all dim, awfully so, as if they had never even stood a chance. you’re brighter, you’re livelier, and you evoke something within sakusa that, despite the experience he speaks of, is unfamiliar with. it resonates deep inside his lungs, spreading across his limbs, up to his throat, fuzzing up his brain. it’s a pleasant feeling however. he’s not an erratic, flustered mess around you, incapable of fully expressing his feelings, silent, foreboding, grouchy. he’s — light. he feels incredibly so.
all the other times, when the prospect of a confession had arisen, his main objective had been to rid himself of the burden of feelings. he had wanted to relieve himself of the constant worry and and stress nagging at the back of his mind. but with you, motivation changes. he wants to be with you, he wants to be the sole reason of the smile that spikes his heart rate uncontrollably high, and he wants to know just how soft, just how much smaller, would your hands feel in his, or the way you’d look beneath the sunlight that seeps through his bedroom curtains. the thought of any of this with anybody but you refuse to plague his mind, because only you matter.
and although he wants you to say yes, wants to experience it all with you, he’s no stranger to rejection, having enforced it upon other people himself, and he’s already running through the hundred and one scenarios that occur as you pull him aside. not minutes earlier had he asked to speak with you privately in a quiet voice, and in you true, thoughtful, understanding nature that only buries his heart deeper in his throat, you’d led the way to the balcony of the apartment belonging to a mutual friend.
the words he’d practiced get lost in his throat the moment you lightly shut the balcony doors behind you. i want you, i want to wake up next to you someday, i want to see the city from above with you, i want to lay among the stars with you, i want to know the feel of your hand and the feel of your lips, i want to know you, and i want you.
you’re so beautiful before him, patient, caring, kind, and his eyes gloss over slightly, and his breath is sucked in sharply, before he spills, “i like you.” it’s as unflattering to his ears as it is to his heart. he deflates in disappointment, mentally scolding himself at the way he sounds. which, if he’s honest with himself, is like a grade schooler confessing.
“are you lying to me? is this a joke?”
he freezes, processing your words, before his brows furrow, and he stands straighter. “a joke? does that sound like a joke i’d make?” he retorts, narrowing his eyes slightly as he tries to observe you. you almost look — scared.
“you’re not mocking me?” you ask with bated breath. “you really like me?”
“why is that so surprising?” he wonders, confusion deepening, frustration rising.
your hands move around expressively, your eyes widening as you reply, “because you’re you! i mean, for one, look at you. and look at where you are in life! you’re — you’re everything i’ve ever imagined, everything i’ve ever wanted but —”
he doesn’t need words beyond that. at the confirmation of your mutual feelings, he swallows his pride, sets it aside, and pushes his mask down to his chin, quickly breathing in the rest of your words against his lips. you feel just the same as in his dream. simply put, you feel perfect. so, so perfect. and when he pulls back, a little breathless from the adrenaline that’s coursing through him at the spontaneity of the whole situation, and you try to speak again, he shushes you, lips hovering by yours as he says, “don’t speak,” and kisses you again, and again, and again. it really is everything his dreams had conjured up for him.
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I Taste Honey but I Haven’t Seen the Hive - Chapter Five
Ao3, MasterPost, C.1 C.2 C.3 C.4
Relationships: eventual queer-platonic intruality
again, there are not italicized words in here, so it might be a little clunky-sounding. tumblr copy/paste function sucks :/
Warnings: mild body horror, deep-sea setting, deep-sea creatures, non-fatal drowning (its complicated but theyre all okay in the end), mild vomiting, hurt/comfort, cursing, e m o t i o n s- lots of them.
Word Count: 3,981
Remus didn’t need anybody. Not anyone but him, anyway. He was the one that gave himself everything he wanted, took care of himself, loved himself (in just about every way a person could). Of course he didn’t need other people! That was for weak-willed, insecure, clingy little prisses!
Roman was the one needing all the validation, marveling those little affections, loving his soft and kissy-touchy friendships. Hell, he was happy with that kind of life, that was just how it went for him.
And Remus- Remus was everything that his brother wasn’t, by definition, and no exceptions. He didn’t need coddling, because he got by on his own. He didn’t need to be loved, because he loved himself. He would be happy that way, too, because it was clear enough that there wasn’t another way to be. For him, at least.
The first thing he did after leaving Patton in the dust, his door still shaking from how hard he’d slammed it, was summon more speakers. No, more than that. No, more than that, too, and bigger!
There. That was more like it!
With a snap, deafening noise filled Remus’ room. It drowned out everything; the hurried footsteps up the stairs, the desperate knocking at his door, and most importantly, his thoughts.
Remus flopped onto his bed, landing flat on his back. Limbs spread, head lax, he felt the bass running through him like pure energy. And distantly, as the minutes passed, the knocking finally stopped altogether. As did his conscious, his worrying, his weakness.
Everything was back to usual, just how it’d have been if he’d never held that stupid little catholic in his arms in the first place. Just like before, so it couldn’t be any worse than if he’d never let him be his friend at all.
And it really was best that way. He could get all his alone time back, finally spend some time to focus on himself again! It would be good for him. It was the natural way of things.
Remus laid on the bed, and in his room he had three days of nothing but alone time.
This project was going to be big; big things needed a lot, a lot of a lot of room. Infinite, maybe- and Remus’ decision, as an all-powerful conduit of Creativity (in his side of the imagination, at least), was that there was nothing more infinite than the ocean.
The seemingly endless void of yellow-white, papery landscape stretched onwards in all directions. Remus stood dead center in The Imagination, ink already seeping into the world from his presence.
It was the third day, as Remus kept himself holed in his room, that the incessant knocking was too much to deal with anymore. At first, he knew it was only Patton, but as time went on he could feel the presences change. Maybe it was Roman, Janus- probably even Virgil and Logan, at least once. But that day was the crescendo, when all the knocking and the voices calling for him had gotten so frantic and mixed up that even he needed away from the noise.
Whatever. He would talk to them whenever he wanted (if he ever wanted), and they could live without him for the week at least. They’d have to, anyways, because Remus adhered to one policy and one policy alone: fuck everybody else, they don’t matter!
He just needed an energy boost. He was pissed, sure, maybe even upset, but it was nothing he hadn’t dealt with before.
Remus was going to make something fucking putrid that day. As bad as he could ever conjure in that horrible canvas of imagination he had. Violent, unforgivable, stress-relieving, him. The thought waves would fuck with Thomas’ head the whole day, sure, but Remus really couldn’t care less. He’d been taking it easy on the guy ever since the acceptance, and Remus had earned a little fun!
The artist dropped to his knees, clawed hands scratching over the floor of paper. Everywhere he touched, darkness and muck soaked through the whiteness like ink, darkening the world until the scene was forming. When Remus lifted his hands, the ground rose up with him, adding texture to the surface.
Everything he made came out in his style when he used Thomas’ imagination like this. The creations moved realistically, and all in three-dimension. They were even touchable and destructible and certain other words ending in the same suffix, but all of it was still art. His art, made real.
The lines were thick, dark, sketchy. Each one looked forced into the world without a care, but to their creator they were perfect. The colors would be vile and sickly, each one looking like pools of multicolor vomit. That, or they were vibrant eye-sores, things too garish for even Warhol or Matisse’s works, clashing in the eyes enough that it hurt.
It depended on Remus’ mood, really, which one it’d be. Today he chose the former, relishing the illness that spilled out of his fingertips. It looked ugly. It felt free. It was him.
Here, Remus got to be everything. Remus was powerful.
Remus dragged his claws upwards, and the scene began to unfold.
Patton clasped his hands out in front of him, squeezing and releasing them again and again. He’d already been knocking for what had to be more than twenty minutes, while the music inside Remus’ room only got louder. There was a swell of hope when finally it was shut off altogether, but no one had come to the door. In fact, there was a perfect, unnerving silence- there had been for five minutes, at that point.
The first Remus-less day in the mindscape, Roman and Logan had stood beside Patton as he hovered by the door. The day after, it was Virgil and Janus taking turns trying to coax their way in or him out. But that day, the third day, Patton had long-since explained everything. After some convincing, he was left to deal with the situation on his own, finally.
It was his responsibility, after all.
Nobody was too angry with Patton, though in his own opinion he would have earned it and then some. Janus had been harsh with him at first, and Roman had jumped to his brother’s defense with a surprising willingness, but once he explained…
Patton couldn’t tell which was worse; the disgust he’d been expecting, or the understanding and pity that he’d actually gotten.
Because it wasn’t okay. They all knew that, of course they did, but they didn’t want to push him any more than he had been. Patton could feel it, that they were letting him off easy just because of his remorse. Because much as they cared for Remus- and he could feel and see that, too- they cared even more about not letting him break. But it didn’t matter, because what he’d done… Just because Remus was Remus, it didn’t mean he…
Patton slammed the door with the side of his fist, hard enough to hurt. He did it again, again, a third time, knowing he wouldn’t get any more response than he had every other time. Still, he couldn’t stop trying.
Then something happened that Patton really should’ve seen coming, but shocked him all the same.
There was a creak, then a groan. Something cracked and something buckled. There was a splintering, metallic crunch, and with one last whine of protest Remus’ door swung open on its hinges.
Apparently decaying and ocean-worn was more than just an aesthetic. That, or Patton had no concept of his own strength.
Well, regardless. The door was open.
Patton folded his hands against his chest, eyes wide and lips pressed, as he peered anxiously through the entryway. It was hard to see. He leaned further inside, hesitating every other breath, then stepped over the threshold.
The room was empty.
The room was empty, but there was another door on the opposite wall.
Or, no- not a door, but a doorway. No handle or knob, just pitch blackness. As Patton approached, it seemed more like a portal than anything, swirling around and making the faintest little whooshes, chirps, and gurgles.
Patton stood feather-light on the carpet before it. He reached a hand out and grazed the surface with his fingers, and instantly jolted back with a yelp.
It was cold and wet, but his fingers came away dry. He wrapped his hand in the sleeve of his hoodie, gazing into the deep darkness. It even smelled, something distinctly briney and animal-like.
It was… definitely not the most appealing door Patton had seen.
So it must have been where Remus was.
That settled it. With a deep breath, some posturance, and just a bit of false-confidence, Patton dove forwards through the portal.
Remus sat at the bottom of the ocean, inhaling swells of saltwater into his lungs. Every movement of his kicked up the sand like little gray clouds in the blue; physics kept mostly to realism, but maybe a bit more structured, a balance that any good piece of art should have.
Remus threw his head back and stared into the endless, dark water. Shadows of leviathans passed by overhead, black as night and humming a low drone, but never diving down enough to really be seen. Just smudged shapes in the implication of a horror. Their sounds were like distant, garbled radios that spreaded their old songs throughout the sea.
Still, they weren’t anything other than a backdrop. A well-crafted and time-consuming background, but a background nonetheless. Remus stood up with a huff, sending bubbles streaming from his nose and mouth. There was so much left to be done.
And he got caught up in just the plotting at once, angling this way and that to figure where he should drop the sunken submarine. So caught up, in face, that he very nearly didn’t notice the stab of someone else entering his domain.
But only nearly. It was sharp enough to hurt, that feeling like a pebble dropping into his stomach, and even distracted it made him lurch. Remus’ hands stilled their creation, his head craning back, and he saw the pitch dark portal swirling around just meters away.
Oh, great. Just who he wanted to see.
Remus was still as stone when Patton stumbled through the vortex, almost tripping over his own feet when it disappeared after him. Remus might have laughed, if he was in the mood, but as it was he kept quiet, and watched. Watched Patton right himself, watched the side look up, watched as his gaze filled with recognition when it met Remus’.
Remus folded his arms over his chest, smiling wickedly back.
How long would it take for him to make Patton run screaming, he wondered?
The side was stumbling across the sand already, unaffected by the suffocating water around him, but that was hardly all Remus had to offer. With a dismissive flick of the wrist, he brought into existence a favorite of his underwater pets: the Japanese Spider Crabs.
In his style, they were stretched out even further than the twelve feet they’d be in nature, their long and horrid limbs slimmer to boot. They moved in short, jerky steps, jumping this way and that like each stride was meant to be a jumpscare. They of course wasted no time in scrambling towards one Very Out-of-Place Patton.
When he saw them skidding at him, a stream of bubbles burst from his mouth in a silent wail, and he wrapped his arms around himself. Remus did laugh at that, the way he stopped in his tracks and tried desperately to avoid the monsters; oh, Remus cackled.
Patton did run, in the end, but not away from the beasts. No, the stubborn little thing kept trekking towards Remus, as though the trait hadn’t just sicked a pack of wicked arthropods on him.
Well, it didn’t matter- the horrors of the deep were endless! Remus stamped his foot in the sand, triumphant, as a goblin shark sprouted up from nothing. The beast sent its creator something like a smile, before turning on its target.
Patton’s expression went ghost-white. His steps staggered, but the crabs he’d left in the dust were still crawling behind him, and he…
He walked towards the shark?
Remus went still again, incredulous as he watched Patton be almost unphased by a fucking shark. His eyes burned in determination, even as an enormous, hideous creature bared down on him.
Patton wasn’t running, even when it rammed into his chest at full force. He hardly stumbled, and that was the moment Remus knew his bluff had been called.
He could make the creations hurt Morality. Not in any way that lasted, not in any way that would destroy him, but they could hurt him. Remus could hurt him, and he had every reason to, and.
He wasn’t going to. They both knew that.
In a whine or a snarl, a whimper, basically a scream, Remus wiped away his monsters and crumbled. He buried his face in his arms, curled up in a ball and growling like an animal- or maybe more like a kid; a useless, annoying little kid throwing a tantrum for no good reason.
He couldn’t do anything. Not really. Not anything that mattered.
When Patton reached him, he didn’t move. Patton crouched, placed a hand on his shoulder, but he didn’t let up.
What even was the point to everything? There was no good ending for Remus, he should have known that from the very start. He could either live his life alone, any attention paid to him fleeting and begrudging, but still be the person- no matter what anyone thought otherwise- that he loved most in the world: himself.
Or he could be accepted, befriended, and let everyone quietly compartmentalize him as nothing worse that eccentric. It’d strip him of every integrity and sense of self, sure, but it’d be a version of him that was actually likeable.
It had been so easy to choose the first track all his life. Why did Patton have to go fucking everything up for him?
The grip on his shoulder tightened, like Patton knew what he was thinking. Well, that wasn’t out of the realm of possibilities- Patton must have known what he was feeling, with his stupid empathic power. Out of spite, Remus pushed himself to wallow even worse. Maybe he could get it to rub off on Morality, maybe then he’d see that pushing Remus’ buttons was a bad idea.
But he was so fucking stubborn. He was so fucking stubborn that he whined in sympathy, the sound garbled by the water, and pulled Remus up into a hug.
Remus didn’t bite or scratch. He stayed tense until Patton was all wrapped up around him. He was crying, probably, but the water made it impossible to tell either way.
“I’m sorry,” barely intelligible, Patton’s whisper came in a spout of bubbles. “I’m really, really sorry. We need to talk.”
Remus clenched his fists, released them, tightened them again. His head was shoved to an angle, neck aching, from the way he was embraced. He pressed his hands- palms forward- on Patton’s shoulders, and let his jagged talons rest on the side’s skin.
Then he splayed his fingers out, holding onto Patton with the least sharp parts of himself only, and the world began to sway.
The carpet was soaked-through as soon as they landed, splat, in a tangled heap on Remus’ floor. Patton pulled free as quickly as he could, scrambling away. Remus sat up, smirking despite the tears now visibly pouring down his face, and was tempted to tease the moral side: See, your stomach really is too weak to touch me! I tried to warn you!
And then Patton was vomiting.
Well, vomit was a strong word- all he had in him was bile, water, and phlegm, but it still wasn’t… great. He was doubled over, knees planted on the ground with one hand braced on the floor, the other he used to hug himself tight. He gagged, retching loudly, and rocked forwards with a groan. Salt water poured from his mouth, streamed past his lips, dribbling in a sick-smelling puddle on the floor.
With a final few coughs, he was done. Shaking, still heaving, but done.
“Uh, are you okay?”
Patton looked up with wide, watery eyes, like he’d forgotten Remus was even there.
“Sorry, again,” he croaked, “I’ve never been underwater that long.”
Fuck. Fuck.
“You- you can’t breath underwater?” Remus tried to ignore the stabs of worry he felt, but they stuck so sharply in his chest that it was infeasible.
Patton sat back on his heels, weakly shrugging.
“I think I could, if I had tried hard enough- we can kinda do anything,” his voice was hoarse and broken. “But either way, we can’t really die and I wasn’t sure where that portal would lead, so by the time I got to you I figured it’d just be easier to power through it.”
Remus pressed a hand to his own forehead, reeling.
“That whole time we were in there, you were drowning?”
Patton shrugged again, sheepish.
“More or less. I just wanted to talk to you, so I kinda forgot about it. Also those, uhm, creatures- they were pretty…” He flushed, pupils dilated in fear at just the thought, “Distracting.”
Remus started laughing, and he stopped just as quick. He squeezed his eyes shut, then opened them as wide as he could. He grinned, it felt wrong, he frowned, and that didn’t feel any better. He tasted copper in the back of his throat, but it wasn’t blood or salt or pennies.
It was guilt.
“I threw fucked-up deep sea monsters at you while you were being asphyxiated, and you didn’t even blink?” Earlier, Remus had thought it was just a bruise to his ego, proving that he really couldn’t leave an impact. But it felt like the exact opposite now, as clearly he had affected Patton, worse than he ever should have. “You kept going?” His hands- and voice- were shaking. “To get to me?”
Patton met his eyes. He tipped his head to one side, and just smiled.
Remus’ breath hitched. Oh, he’d left an impact, one that unlike any other he’d ever tried to leave on Morality, and he didn’t know what to do with it. He’d made an impact on Patton, somehow, somewhere, to the point where Patton was so attached- attached, a positive one this time- that he would endure all that he just did for him. Patton would. For him.
“But why!?”
The shout hit the room like a hammer smashing glass, and Remus realized just how softly he had to have been speaking before. Now, though, he leapt to his feet, his wrists twisting in involuntary jolts of frustration. He was pacing in stomps, his head thrown back while a stream of words poured out of his mouth.
“Why do you keep doing this? What do you want from me, Patton? Do you want me to be a misunderstood soft-hearted baby, all along just doing fucked-up stuff for attention? Because, yeah, I’d love a little attention- who doesn’t?- but this is more than that, this is who I am, I’m just like this! I can’t change that, I don’t want to change that, and we both know that you don’t like the kind of things that I am. You like- you like what I could maybe possibly be, if you fixed me, and you can’t just-!”
“You didn’t hurt me.”
Remus went quiet. Patton’s breaths were coming in short gasps, his hands shaking as he struggled to his feet.
“You used to scare me so much,” he leaned on the bed frame to stay upright, and he looked green. Sickness or frogness, it was unclear which. “I didn’t understand then. Even the other night, when you gave me- gave me that gift, I didn’t get it. But when you ran, that’s what made me see, Remus.
“I always thought you were dangerous, that you didn’t have any compassion, maybe you just wanted to hurt us. The dead animal- taxidermy,” he corrected himself, “Kinda… fed into that. I was thinking so simple, though, I- I always do that-, and you just aren’t. Simple, I mean. But that’s good!” Patton’s eyes went wistful, a grin ghosting his lips. “You do these things because they’re you, because you like to do them and it’s just the way you know how to do things, not because you actually wanted to make me feel bad. You are just misunderstood- not because you don’t actually mean the stuff you do, but because I didn’t understand what or why it was you did it! That’s why, even when you were so mad, you didn’t make those-” he ticked, “Those spider-things, hurt me.
“That’s why I like you, Remus. You aren’t how you seem, but you are. You try for me. And I am so, so sorry I couldn’t see what that meant, until now.”
Remus stared at him. He had half a mind to argue, tell Patton that yes, he did like to hurt things, but. But it was obvious what Patton meant. That Patton trusted him. That he trusted Remus not to hurt him. And, in that regard, he was absolutely right.
Remus slipped over the small distance between them, hesitating a second before grabbing the sickly side’s waist. Gently, carefully, he guided him to sit down on the bed, taking a place beside him. Much better to talk without the risk of Patton keeling over at any time, after everything he’d been through.
The silence didn’t seem to bother Patton, his head falling back and his breathing labored. He didn’t seem to expect a response at all.
“Don’t apologize to me,” Remus said.
Patton blinked at him, slow, looking confused. “I think I owe you more than one apology, after all that mess.”
“I was trying to freak you out, you know, when I gave you the rat,” Remus snapped, his hands balled up. The guilt was overwhelming now- if this was how Patton felt all the time, he couldn’t imagine surviving it. “Not like how I usually do, but- I wanted to see what would break you, so that you’d stop trying to be my friend. So you’d stop, you know…” He growled the next bit under his breath, “Getting me attached to you, and everything. I just- didn’t expect your reaction to actually, like, affect me.”
Remus glared at the ceiling, hating more than anything the way that shame felt inside something like him.
“Remus, it’s okay, I still shouldn’t have-”
“No, shut up, listen,” he could feel bad about being rude another time, maybe, but this was important. Patton listened. “It doesn’t matter that I didn’t let a shark disembowel you, or whatever, you still- you got hurt. I freaked you out, and sure, you overreacted- but then that’s exactly what I did. And so of course you felt bad, you’ve got the sympathy of a fucking saint, and you tried to fix things, and I got you more hurt. Scared you just like old times, right?” He squeezed his eyes shut, feeling rough at every edge. “I’m sick of it. You’re trying so hard to be good to me, and dammit if I’m not gonna do the same, okay? Obviously you can handle me at my worst, so, I owe you my best- whatever the hell that is.”
A hand settled over his own.
“I forgive you.”
“Patton, you don’t have to-”
“Remus,” he murmured, “I forgive you.”
Remus huffed. He felt some of the tension melt from his shoulders, and decided, fuck, why not. “You’re sure?”
Patton didn’t even hesitate: “Yeah.”
“I forgive you, too.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah,” Remus exhaled, slow and steady. “Fuck, of course I do.”
Chapter Six
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THIS WEEK ON DAIYA NO ACE (7/30)
SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT!
LIVEBLOG:
mochi... you care so much and i love you
and miyuki does too
BOI AND BOTH OF THEM CARING ABOUT EIJUN AND GETTING HIS MESSAGE
man... im not okay
im n ot okay
god kurami WHY YOU GOTTA ATTACC ME FIRST THING
their cheeky bastard while secretly caring dynamic im
breathes heavily
and making each other feel better through joking
still not okay
furuya apologized? okay okay
lmao furusawa sniping at each other
eijun... maybe part of the reason you are how you are is because you put so much on your shoulders
"the part about you sucking is true" oh dear
asakuki faces always priceless haha
BLESS WATANABE HISASHI
"nabe-san" im SOFT
and ive been told -san is more respectful than senpai sOOO
AWAAH MANAGERSSS
WAIT
OMG
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NABE-CHAN????????
N A B E F U C K I N G CH A N ???/??/???
MOCHINABE R I G HT SSSSSSSS
okay but i'm proud of angery child anna and her huge rice ball
they really doin kuki dirty with this animation
HSKDJGH TAKU LMAOO
ah yes masashi i feel this on a spiritual level
wHY IS ASADA SO HECKIN CUTE
whoever's on the mound is ace huh
yess jersey numbers gone
hansom boyos
oh they HAD to put takatsu there...
i live when kurami is in a screen together, which is like always
NABE NO HONORIFIC
HOW MANY BOYFRIENDS DOES NABE HAVE LMAO
"CAN I COME TO YOUR ROOM LATER" lmaooo
I LOVE NORI SO MUCH
ooh pretty eijun shot
NABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
MIYUKI DAS GAY
NABE COMPLIMENTING SAWAMURA
more pretty eijun
im sobbing, eijun always thinking he doesnt meet expectations and everyone else knowing he outshines them
COMMUNICATE TO HIM PEOPLE
lmaooo zono
also kurami das gay
MI Y U K I
DAS G A Y
AAAAA TETSU-SANNNN COME BACK AND NOT JUST IN NARRATION
hiranocchi... are you suddenly kise ryouta, mei?
THAT "WHAT??!!" IM MCFUCKING DYING
lmao miyuki's teacher voice came out
INAJITSU BATTERS DOIN JOBSSS
ITSUKI WTF THAT WAS TOO CUTE YOU'RE BANCELLED
nori pitching for practice!!
yes eijun get in that work
SHKDGJSDG EIJUN'S FACE IN MIYUKIS ROOM
AND WHEN DID ALL THESE PEOPLE GET HERE
oh koushuu
omg teacher miyuki strikes again
tbh i want a fic where miyuki is a teacher...
the pitchers are so :0 and :| idk how else to explain it but they're so focused its so cute
koushuu buddy wyd get in there
I LOVE THE FIRSTIES BEING SO IN AWE OF EIJUN
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CHR
CHRI
CHRIS
CHRIS-SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN
I MISSED YOU CHRIS-SAN
HE LOOKS EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL WTFFFF
and miyuki is there on the side too hehehe
god i forgot how lovely and deep and gentle/quiet? chris's voice is
SCREEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM
EIJUN STILL THINKS ABOUT CHRIS-SAN'S WORDS
EIJUN STILL LETS THEM GOVERN HOW HE PLAYS BASEBALL
IM NOT OKAY
CALL THE AMBULANCE I AM N O T OKA Y YYY
C HRISAWA
AND TETSU-SAN OMGGGGGGGGGG
WHYYYYYYYY
TANBA-SAAAAAAAAAN
WAIT tanba's words sound awfully like what kataoka said earlier
who was drawing from who?
"seep deeper" i MIGHT ACTUALLY CRY
"and become a part of me" I AM T HIS FUCKING CLOSE
BREATHES
OKAY
OKAY
beautiful
also itsuki batting great!!
I WAS LITERALLY JUST THINKING "WHEN WILL I SEE MY OTHER INAJITSU BOIS"
ay inajitsu win!
aw man amahisa didnt pitch? :c
best pitcher in japan? somewhere in the bg hongou is laughing his ass off
im sorry that was rude
but hongou really is the best
lmao koushuu "i like the look in your eyes" is gay
HMM.... koushuu wanting to be as candid about his desires
love that in a character
omg blunt as always"your behavior yesterday was quite good" this paired with the thing about desire and liking the look in your eyes screams kousawa rights lmaoo
koushuu bls - don't tell your senpai off damn lmao
harder to read might be harder sure, but eijun doesnt really work that way, no?
"you do rate me" "lets drop everything between us" WHY DOES THIS KEEP GETTING GAYER
KOUSHUU'S IMAGINATION STRIKES AGAIN
THIS GROWL AHAHAHA
"i havent earned the right" okay while this is sweet youre gonna have to catch for him more bc miyuki aint around for much longer so better start earlier
wow pretty
LMAO "WE HAD A REALLY GOOD THING GOING"
koushuu the emo
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
THEY
THEMST
THEMSTDVE
WHERE ARE THE ADOPTION PAPERS I SIGNED LONG AGO
THEYRE SO TINY IM
OH MY GOD
IM LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND
BLUSHY KOUSHUU AND CHEEKY TAKU BUT L I TTLER
THE LITTLE GIGGLE IM DEVASTATED
LITTLE TAKU'S VOICE
hmmst koushuu's mom looks white tbh
half like chris and carlos????
koushuu unbearably cute and i just noticed taku has different glasses, no? wonder what happened to the old ones
wow look at koushuu's grim determined face
and taku's expression... he'd follow koushuu to the ends of the earth im telling you...
damn son that's some face you got thereso dramatic tho pls dont die
taku's little "wuh?" sound when koushuu said he was going to seidou is the Cutest Thing Ever
"kind of??" LMAO
boi... what about nori... and kaneda... and kawashima........ SEIDOU IS INTERESTING PITCHER LAND
SOBBINGGGG OF COURSE YOU CAN ENJOY IT DONT LET THE PAST HAUNT YOU
I LOVE YOUUUU
also highkey all those miyuki shots from koushuu's perspective das gay
SOBSSS YOUR STRENGTH WILL TAKE YOU FAR I SWEAR
preview
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ALL THESE KUKI SHOTS
IS IT INTRASQUAD NEXT
IM SO READY IM SO HYPED
SHOW ME ASADA'S CURVEBALL AND KUKI'S PITCHING
AAAAAAA IM SO HYPEDDD
SUMMARY:
kurami Feels
furusawa yelling about who lost bigger
nabe has 238203 bfs
jersey #'s gone
Miyuki's Teacher Voice
EIJUN STILL THINKS ABOUT CHRIS-SAN
ALUMNI CAMEOS
inajitsu win!
KOUTAKU BUT SMOLER
koushuu the Emo Gay
kukis next week!
SEE YOU NEXT WEEK!
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