#so u can imagine that theyre not very good. and i feel embarassed bc i actually did put em out in the open in a fanfic once

[vaugarde]

i’m very off and on about whether or not i wanna go through with pokemon protagonist headcanons bc i have weird ideas but never really feel like drawing them out bc i dislike drawing humans. but gen 5 thoughts are tempting me...

[cocona]

Jimin!

basic bias 101 ! hes rlly not as attractive/cute/funny/affable as you guys make him seem. hes a human being who fucks up majorly sometimes! also he laughs so much. for what. like sometimes theyll b saying sth v serious n he’s already laughing bc of how automatic it has become for him. he’s v patronising w younger fans n especially girls & idk abt u but it doesnt smell too good. 2nd of all he’s got that face. idk if u can tell. one day he’ll pull some disgusting, wicked, unthinkable shit n we’ll all collectively feel sad n sorry for him & for ourselves. he reminds me of me in the sense that hes exhausting n annoying at times ! when i say annoying i mean middle school annoying. he seems like the kind to have pinterest boards abt room decoration & quotes abt religion printed on his walls. n the way hes always boasting abt armies ! i hope he has activities n friends outside of bts or else he will lose his mind at some point! tbh he’s the member w the most disgusting fans n we all deserve a better jimin. at this point he’s someone whos changed a lot from how he originally was but we still know little about him. sometimes he rlly sounds like he has no idea of what his fans have done when he claims to be very close to them. he seems like a snake. also hes v. v basic in terms of likings n opinions.

jimin stans ! jikookers :) gotta love this bunch of unaware n cringey 12 year olds who run armys amino ! god where do i even start. theyre the WORST maknae line stans n i feel sorry for them. like what the fuck. from stalkers, death threats, clearing searches & shitting on other members to outright diagnosing ur idol w all kinds of disorders for the sake of drama; it seems like they have no respect for anyone but jimin. speaking of jimin. he’s their doll. they project all their fantasies of him n i rlly doubt that they even realise it !!!!!!!! he’s their everything n its terrifying to see how far some of them go to defend their idol. also he’s easily the most basic kpop bias there is. ask anyone who’s been online in the past three years n they’ll know who jimin is. his fans r also obsessive as fuck ????????? its not that deep !!!! learn to take a damn joke !!! so what yall r actually going to take ur time n write entire threads on how the man is mistreated n doesnt have enough of anything??? he’s got everything other stans have the right to be sad/mad abt: screentime, lines, a say in what he sings, center positions, pages n interviews. also ur entire jimin is gay debacle is stupid n embarassing. yall should feel sorry for making it seem like he’s a whiny bitch w nothing in his head n whos always either angry or cute. u diminish everything he says n thinks abt bc he’s ur cute baby kitten angel who deserves the world n who can never do any wrong xD!!!! WHAT do u need to understand that hes more than his (not so stellar) looks & his ‘cute’ personality and that hes a responsible adult. n why r yall so pressed abt winning all the time ! ur as jobless as ur idol tbh ! time to stop n go to sleep ! n if i have to see one more caricatural little-space influenced sexual imagine abt the boy i’ll personally delete ur account !

send me an idol & i’ll roast them + their fans

[daehwins]

(cute ask thing) 2, 10, 12, 13, 14, 17, 20, 23, 28, 34, 46, 51, 52, 57, 60, 66, 75, 94, 99 and 100 (have fun)

w.yaaa hey sweetie ilu thank u for this and keeping me occupied when im supposed to be sleeping dfshdhj. @haeochan

2).  do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?

no! unless im rlly warm then im up for it, but most of the times im freezing and dying, plus i dont like cold air in general bcs its hard for me to breathe in hwds.

10).  do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?

i’m more or less an octopus?? i like to roll around and wake up frequently during the night and cant stay still. i start out on my side tho and most of the time wake up on my side or stomach.

12). what's your favorite planet?

i never rlly thought out this tbh?? i dont kno much about the solar system so wdsb.. mayb pluto bcs its not a planet anymore and im salty about it

13). what's something that made you smile today?

you. and the people around me, today was rough but the people i surround myself with definitely made it much easier to process.

14).  if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?

okay so first off it would be with u. and idk?? like i can imagine a small and warm place full of blankets and soft decorations and lighting and pastel colors bcs i love pastel colors?? and animals bcs we boh love animals!! and kpop shit everywhere bcs im a mess but u would probably fite me until i cleaned up after myself!! tbh.. i would be happy with anything as long as i could be with u...

17) . what color do you really want to dye your hair?

it used to be red, but now its soft/pastel pink!! or silver or blue or anything tbh bcs i rlly am tired of my hair.

20). what’s your favorite eye color?

i dont rlly have one?? i like eyes in a person (?? that sounds weird but like.. i feel like eyes tell a lot about a person and theyre rlly pretty) like.. i like all colors in eyes tbh..??

23). what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

sleep?? eat?? watch meme videos, talk aboout ocs, and talk to u my honey bunches of oats (haha my job is to eMBARASS U FUCCER)

28).  sunrise or sunset?

sunset bcs im lazy as hell and hate being up early as i wake up everyday before sunrise bc sof school.

34).  tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?

i have soooooooooooo many! but a rlly special one is a ratty old dog named puppers! i got him from a mission store when i was probably 4 or 5..? with my grandmother. hes rlly special to me and i keep him very close to me when i sleep bcs hes a large comfort to me, hes been through everything with me adn i plan keeping him as long as i can!!!

46). tell us the worst pun you can think of.

i would but that would be a PUNishment.

51).  think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

you and spring day - bts. its one of my favorite songs and the lyrics just remind me of longing to meet someone one day that i miss dearly.

52).  what are your favorite memes of the year so far?

all of them??

57).  go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?

lol i listened to the pentatonix vers. after today it makes me feel kinda weird lyrically wise.. i dont view it as the uppbeat song that everyone sings to.

60). do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

i love poetry!! i especially like to write free verse poetry. (i might add more later)

“Funeral Blues” - W.H. Auden

(last two stanzas)

“He was my North, my South, my East and West,My working week and my Sunday-rest,My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;I thought that love would last forever: I was wrongThe stars are not wanted now: put out every one;Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood,For nothing now can ever come to any good.”

66).  what would your ideal flower crown look like?

i have no idea tbh?? probably soft pink and blues?? idk about specific flowers

75). tell us about your pets!

i used to have a cat names rascal when i was very little! then various fish! now i have a black lab named addie! i love her very much and affectionately call her demon dog lol.

94). who was the last person you know to have a birthday?

some girl in my latin class was today but she didnt show up lol

99).  list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

UHM ILL HAVE TO COME BACK TO THIS ONE WHEN IM NOT HALF ASLEEO SRRY.

100).  if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?

the future. i feel like the past is the past and its done, ive made my amends to what has happened and its done.i want to know where i am in the future and if i made it and am satisfied with where i am!

[foxstens]

lets talk about drama cds (DONT READ)

long and rambly and probably makes no sense don’t read

its really weird cause im tempted to compare drama cds to audiobooks but theyre not really that.  they can be sort of like ovas, as in they adapt certain chapters of a manga but this particular variety can’t really stand on its own. usually theyre just something extra for the source material

but then there’s drama cds that adapt the full source material and thus they can stand alone. they might add some things, cut some things, switch some things around, as any adaptation, but a lot of the time you can listen to them without the context of the source material (provided you understand the language lmfao)

and then there’s blcds which as far as i’m aware usually fit into the second category. and they’re a lot less like audiobooks, and a lot more like listening to the audio of an anime. as in there’s a full cast and sound effects and music and it really feels acted. audiobooks can have that too but i haven’t found an audiobook that feels as real as one of these.

also they tend to be shorter? audiobooks are like anywhere from 5 to 27 hours depending on the length of the source material, whereas these ones usually adapt manga or light novels and so they’re usually 1-5 hours long. 

i’m the kind of person who usually prefers the source material to any sort of adaptation and yet in this case i’d sort of like to keep them separate because if i read the source material first i’d have already imagined voices to the characters and there’s a higher chance of me disliking the voices in the drama, also i’d be hella nitpicky about possible changes

but if i listen to the drama first i’d have already imagined everything while doing the listening so when i read the source material there’s a higher chance of me disliking it. this might make no sense but that’s how my brain works so i’d rather take no risks

AND WHEN IT COMES TO BLCDS SPECIFICALLY the voices are incredibly important bc i am very picky abt that but it’s great bc they allow me to experience the same story twice or to experience the story of a manga whose art i might not like

u feel

and its so interesting bc i hate audiobooks with a full cast or music but here it doesn’t bother me at all. neither does the fact that i don’t understand 100% of it, it’s very great for language-learning purposes or for background noise-purposes or for.......... other purposes

B)

and it’s so weird when a seiyuu i know pops up in one of these (that’s usually the case actually lmfao) bc they often feature some kind of h-scene OR SOMETIMES ARE ALMOST PWP and i wouldn’t have expected respectable seiyuus to take part in smth like this but i hear they use it to kind of get their voices out there and sometimes retire from it after they establish themselves in the industry. which is fine i mean this is a job as any other so like

BUT THEN IT’S REALLY WEIRD when a lot of their voices i’ve already heard in  very great very beloved anime roles and that definitely changes the experience of listening to such a drama

bc while they’re very good at portraying different characters in different situations in general, there’s just some roles that are too influential and might make me not want to listen to a particular drama if it features a particular seiyuu (has happened before)

and then there’s the h-scenes themselves which sure are interesting. i mean i am well-versed in audio p0rn but it feels completely different when it’s acted and with voices i know and might even have a story around it like wow

it took some getting used to. like at first i was just like O_O and i felt so embarassed??? now they just make me grin like an idiot because they’re great and also seiyuus are really fucking talented literally wtf

i swear i will develop a pokerface one day

they’re really great tho bc i can totally use them as background noise. i tried putting on some anime episodes as bg noise at some point but it didnt really work bc i always had the urge to just watch them. but there’s no such thing with these dramas so they’re great while doing chores or writing this post or possibly even doing homework???? lmfao that’s probably not the reason they were made but who cares

also most of them have really fucking amazing background music WHICH I TOTALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND ESPECIALLY ??? SAD PIANO MUSIC DURING H-SCENES ??? i’d sure like to download the osts to some of them tho wtf

i do guess that some people get off to them which i 1000% support but i just keep wondering what ............. certain people............... would say if they knew these existed and what purposes they were used for

‘YOU’RE FETISHIZING PEOPLE’S VOICES’ or smth like that probably l m f a o

i really have no idea how i should experience them tho bc i’m s h i t at imagining things like even when reading books if something is described in a lot of detail i’ll be able to imagine it but other than that it’s just shapeless blobs doing things in a colourless void. and when listening to drama cds i dont even bother trying to imagine anything idek. so i have no idea how ppl who can imagine stuff experience them omfg. OR PEOPLE WHO KNOW JAPANESE FOR THAT FACT AHGJNDGDNJ.

im really glad i found them tho i really am (they have..... made me start paying attention to some seiyuus i barely noticed before which is gr9)