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[srbachchan]

DAY 5575

Jalsa, Mumbai                May 22,  2023                 Mon  11:42 PM

🪔 .. May 23 .. birthday happiness to Ef AMIT Ladva from Ahmedabad .. love ever from the Ef Family .. ❤️🌿

the work load increases and the mind wanders here there every where .. when indeed the mind is required for the concentrate of the elixir of .. no not life as is known , but the work on hand .. 

so many permutation combinations that at times it is difficult to decipher what is on or off .. mostly its off .. 

the issue really is that there are a million factors to every emotion that needs to be given attention in the characterisation of an individual that you are not .. when we are not then how to not be not .. a difficult proposition not just in our climes but in the entire Universe .. 

to not be yourself .. to be someone else .. and the dedication is so intense that at times it becomes difficult to find out within ourselves , who we really are .. 

It is the easiest task for the outsider to put blame, non performance , unethical attributes to the community of creativity .. but it is seldom understood what the ‘creatives’ go though in their quest to perform the creative .. most of the time created by someone else, who believes that you should be the person that shall justify it .. misery .. 

they live on assumption .. we live in fear .. our fear is not limited as assumed .. it has many facets , which are unknown to the ones of many .. but who to and why waste valuable time in discussion .. take it , and leave it .. 

 get on to the creative ..

often the one that disagrees is also a creative .. imagine how much it takes to build antagonism .. to get sufficiently consumed by it to be in a situation to dart it off at the speed of an arrow through the bow .. or in greater terminology the bullet through the barrel of the gun .. dart it off used to understand the term better .. the board of darts arrow like at Fun Fairs, for hitting the bulls eye and winning that stuffed bear or animal of choice .. mostly a couple of balloons .. soft compensation for your aimed victory .. 

a baloon ??

the reality of life .. much of what you aim and win is but a filled air baloon .. in a while it collapses and sinks if it has the ingredient that twirls in the air .. the gas .. which as we all know wears away and the effect lost .. 

in lost imagination , my wishes of pertinence and permanency and love 

Amitabh Bachchan

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Vlad Nanca Makes Terrifying Black Terrorist Balloons

Juxtaposition of soft party baloons with eyes of terrorists give incredible uncanny image but also a sense of power cause if though they terrifying you can just pop em. I believe artist is trying to point out how the best way to fight terrorism is not being afraid, fear drives them and knowledge that someone is scared of them is their power without fear their power is weakened. I wanted to do some art piece with helium balloons but tanks of it are expensive and I'm scared thing will blow up in college so ive decided to stick with air balloons even though it would be sick to see them float.

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Opinion on the Tokyo Mew Mew 2022 Promo Visual

You may not know that I am a huge Tokyo Mew Mew fan. Worry not! Now you know it. 😌This is my partial personal opinion on the promo. If you like, let me know what you think too.

General picture: I can't call myself neither a hardcore fan of the costumes' restyling, neither an opponent. The time passes, and so does the fashion, I understand that the changes are inevitable. Anyway some of the supposed "embellishments" are sort of frilly. I liked the cleaner old fashion, it had soft curvy lines. The new one is heavier and sharp, there are triangular laces everywhere. The classic chokers have now a ribbon insert, this one adjustment has my approval. The ensemble is a 50-50.

Looking at each Mew :

Ichigo - cute, the darker hair color raises up her appeal. Her skirt is an air-baloon, less mature and sweeter than the original, I love it.

Minto - Odango + wavy hair down, she gains a 💯 plus score. She doesn't differ a lot from the 2002 version, never change a winning team.

Retasu - My little girl what did they do to you???? What's with that flat skirt?? Where are your antennas? Why is her corset light green???? What's that mint colored thing behind her neck?? Another ribbon??? I disagree with this treatment.

Purin - her jumpsuit has become a skirt. Ok, I can live with it. Also her orange is less brownish and more bright. 4 long braids and two upper pigtails decorate her haircut. No short hair anymore in this anime. I accept what they offer.

Zakuro - so so. Now when you try to change perfection, this is what you get. Long long LONG hair (and is that a short fringe? Perhaps it is the perspective). A big no no for the pink ribbon, it's an eyesore.

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Olive Oil Choco Chip Cookies

Ingredients

85ml olive oil

30-40 ml melted butter (clear colored)

168gr all purpose flour

130gr light brown sugar

30gr gula pasir

1 large egg

1/2 tsp vanilla

1/2 tsp golden syrup

1/2 tsp + 1/8 tsp baking powder

1/2 tsp + 1/8 tsp baking soda

1/2 tsp salt

Silver queen cashew milk choco chunks

Steps:

Beat in mixer oil, butter, and sugar for one min. Not too long. Add in egg, syrup and vanilla extract, beat for 30 more seconds.

Combine dry ingredients in another bowl. Fold them into sugar mix one third at a time. Beat (do not overmix).

Fold in choco chunks. Put in the fridge for 1.5 hrs.

Take out dough, leave in room temp for about 5 mins. Scoop dough into tray. Leaving spaces in between.

Preheat oven to 200C, bake for 8 mins.

Check after few mins, they are melting from the sides first - good.

When oven is done - open a small gap in oven to keep the warm air in. Initially the will look balooned up. But leave for 7-8 mins there. This will make moisture continue evaporating from the cookies. After this, they will flatten.

Take out from oven and let cool in rack for 15-25 mins or until cool. Leaving in rack will make moisture come out of the bottom of cookies, making it more dry/crunchy.

📝attempt 2: texture stays good.. :) for the first time in tens of years i can finally create a CHEWY chocolate chip cookies (not soft nor cakey)🌈

But this time i mistakenly lacking olive oil. Like missing it by 10-15ml maybe. Dough is heavier to stir bcause of that. But the results still come good.. they just dont spread as much like the previous one.

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💤 i had 2

The advantages of having a huge Sasquatch of a brother were as follows: his lap was huge and his sweaters large and warm. The single advantage of Lester’s form was that it was on the small side, and rather soft. Apollo planned to use both of those things.

These Romans did not mess around when it came to even something as simple as playing in the sprinklers to escape the California heat. They’d all come prepared with squirt guns, and masses of water balloons (a Vulcan kid had crafted a water baloon launcher) which meant that the former sun god was soaked from head to toe. Great for outside in the blistering heat, but not so good when he had to come inside to frigid air conditioning.

Whatever Jason was reading was knocked to the floor, and Apollo wormed his way inside his brother’s hoodie before he had a chance to object. He also latched on like a soaked koala because he knew from experience (Artemis was notorious for doing this exact thing) the reaction was going to be something.

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Sensory writing #1

Object: A Candle Sound - dull hiss, crackle of wick. soft thud of liquid wax drops falling onto a page. Sight - flames flickering/licking/lapping up into the air, wax oozing down side before pooling at the bottom in amorphous Rorschach blobs. faint beacon through the darkness dully lighting a room. seeing the faint orange outline of once bright colours. Smell/taste - charcoal taste of burnt woolen wick, bitter scent of melting wax Touch -  warm flame, thick powdered air of smoke you could cut with a knife, Movement - flame choking for air against a strong wind,  Metaphor - candle against the sun = grossly underpowered, even the smallest light can shine through the darkness

Character: A Clown Sound - honk, nervous laughter, squeak, manic laughter, balloon inflating/deflating Sight - bright technicolour, rainbow hair, cracking white makeup, fake tears of paint under eyelid on one side. making baloon animals Smell/taste - bitter taste of the face-paint, sharp tang of hair spray  Touch -  greasy, slimey, soft smooth hands delicatley weaving baloons or callused fingers from years of experience Movement - cheeky, energetic, sinister, untrustworthy, chaotic Metaphor - innocence, inability to grow up, putting on a mask/face to hide the real self or becoming the real self with the paint

Scene: Daybreak on a Countryside Sound - rooster crow, soft breeze though the uncut grass, soft animal grunts and groans as they wake up to face the new day. sweet silence before the world gets out of bed. whistling of wind through the trees/gate. crunch of footsteps on a gavel road as a farmer prepares to milk his cows Sight - light bringing vibrant colour to a cold blue hued world, eyes squint to adjust from darkness to light Smell/taste - removal of the cold dry or damp moist air, taste of alkaline water from a mist Touch - warmth of the sun rays breaking through the last of the cold night air, grass still damp from night air Movement - world rolling over and waking up, eyes opening coming back to reality Metaphor - new beginnings, good triumphing over evil, darkest before the dawn

[living-with-vertigo]

I Don’t Ever Want to Stay In a Hospital Again

My friend wanted to me to go with her on one weekend to an her friend’s art gallery opening where she was going to have some drawings exhibited. I reluctantly agreed because I just am not feeling so hot these day -- months, really. The whole year has been crap. There have been some kindness, and a lot of expenses, but overall, this might have been the worst year of my life. And I say that every year, but truly, between school overwhelming me, fighting with my brothers over nothing (aka inheritance), and my dog losing his mind and dying -- no, this has got to be the worst year of my life.

And so, we went to Harrisburg, PA, for the first time. Her pal wanted to go at the last minute. I formerly used my car as a delivery vehicle, and I haven’t cleaned it up since I quit doing the deliveries. That’s another thing -- I was not getting paid for all that work I did. Not this year, not last year, not the year before that -- less, and less and less. And so I got fed up with it, and when the “boss” said I shouldn’t have to do them, that he didn’t want me to do them -- I was like, “Forget this mess then. It’s nothing but a detriment for me. It costs me to work for you doing this. It hurts me physically, wears me down spiritually and I end up suicidal after a few hours on the road. Each and every week.” I mean, how did I go from delivering newspapers as a kid, back to delivering newspapers as an adult. Ah, another story....

My car was really loud on the way up there. It sounds like a truck, but it’s a Honda Fit. I think the tires need balancing, but I don’t want to spend the money.  It needs airbags and all kinds of work. It’s been banged up and run into by so many people -- just by being parked on the street or in a lot. I mean it -- I swear, someone ran into it again today and scuffed the bumper up all over again. It’s terrible. I was embarassed by the state of my dirty car, but oh well. I didn’t have any head rest for her friend because I took them out for the deliveries. It took an hour-1/2 to get there. Her friend was an older lesbian who works as an architect, but she’s lived all over. She said during the car ride, that she didn’t think I wanted to work anymore. It kind of struck me that someone I met brand new would just blurt out something like that. But she asked if I watched porn, too -- which was totally out of left field; not even close to what we were talking about. Well, it took me a moment to process what she said, and I thought and said, “You may be right about that.” But really, that’s not true. I want to work -- I just want a job that I can do, and I want to do a good job at it. And I don’t feel nearly confident as I used to that I’m qualified. All this school, and I don’t yet qualify for anything in particular other than needing more training. Maybe that’s the way the world works. I don’t know after all this time I spent dedicated to this company that never pays me but a modicum of cash -- plus health benefits. The health benefits are the #1 thing, though. 

We spent an hour or so at this friend’s tiny gallery in Harrisburg. It was essentially the 2nd floor of a townhouse. He had a good turn out. The artwork was a mix of ideas and stuff. No real theme. They had food there and drinks. And I was talking to my the older lesbian about stuff, and she had set her drink down. And I brushed it with the back of my hand and it spilled all over their new carpet. It was just diet soda; no big deal, but I embarrass so quickly. We had been sitting on a kind of bench -- like not new, like weaved straps of leather. The spill cleaned up pretty quickly. But not before the gallery owner’s husband saw us. It was so embrassing. 

I went outside after that. And then we went to a local bar/restaurant. Before we got there, my low-air tire warning light came on. Oh, God -- we’re in Pennsylvania, and it’s way after dark. So, we went to eat and I said I’d get air when we would come out. It was just common American restaurant food. I had a Cobb salad, as usual. It had corn on it. I ate the corn, which I wouldn’t use to because I’m low-carb. Or I used to be, very exclusively. The mood I’ve been in has made me less stringent. It didn’t affect my glucose too bad. I didn’t have a drink or anything other than soda and water. We paid and left -- not many people there, mostly on the outside deck. 

We got in the car and I tried to find a gas station with a pump. I got gas, but the pump was broken. I was concerned, and frustrated and my eyes were kind of blurry and my head was swimming all day anyway. So, I didn’t follow Siri’s instructions and took a left at the next light. Before we got there, the lesbian said that I should watch out for the cop that had just pulled someone else over. I laughed, like why would I get pulled over?!? So, then the cop pulled me over. WTF? She said I had turned left at a no-turn light. And she was really crabby and acted like I had brazenly done it in front of her like a dare. And this cop, who also looked like a butch lesbian, was like: “What are you doing here?!?” And I was like, “I just want air. I’m not from here.” And she goes, “I’m sure they have no-turn signs in your city, don’t they? And you don’t ignore those, do you?” Uh, no. So sorry.... She came back after a while and let me go with a warning, thank goodness. And then she said I was in a bad part of town and that I needed to turn this way and that to get out across the bridge, and get out of the city -- the Capital of Pennsylvania, because I didn’t want to stop at any of the gas stations there. It’s dangersous. Oh brother. 

So, we high-tailed it out. And I got some air way down the road. It was a really good air pump, I must say. And we made it home, but I was exhausted. It was like 2am by the time I got home. 

The next day, I laid in bed and didn’t do much around the house. That was Sunday. 

Monday, I woke up and went to pee around 6am. And got back in the bed and went to sleep some more. 

At 9 am, I got up and ate some broccoli and cheese, and pretty soon after I felt like I had to poop. And it felt like it might be kind of runny. So, i went to the toilet, and it was runny. Gross. But it was plopping out in this weird, soft way. I thought, ugh -- this is going to be blood.

I’ve bled from my behind before -- from a fissure for years, and a hemorrhoid after that, for years. It comes and goes. Very irritating. But this felt like a lot of blood was going to be on the toilet paper. 

And so, I looked at the toilet paper and it was a horror show. And what was in the toilet was so much blood splattered. Dark maroon blood and some bright red, but mostly dark maroon. 

And then it kept coming out, and coming out, and coming out. After an hour, I was running around the house trying to pack stuff up to go to the hospital and phoning my partner and my ex in desperation. And I packed up all my diabetes stuff and my wallet and stuff in a panic and by 11am, I had called 9-1-1 telling the operator that I was bleeding out of my butt really bad. 

And so, they sent a fire engine. A fire engine? Well, they explained that they were the first responders, and an ambulance would be by in a minute. So, I kept telling them in the most embarassing way that I was bleeding out of my rear end, and had to keep running back inside to let it out. And they looked like -- like confused, and weirded out. I’m sure they see worse or weirder. It didn’t matter. The ambulance came and took over. I kept running inside to go to the bathroom. It was awful. Then they said that they weren’t going to transport me, and that another ambulance would come. 

I begged the next ambulance to take me to my hospital, but they didn’t -- they took me to the closer one, a famous teaching hospital with not a very good reputation. It’s an “urban school for urban pupils and urban patients.” At least that’s the reputation it has, based on both media and colloquial. social understanding. Pride, really. But for those of us not likely to participate in their “urban” pride, it is not anyone’s first choice.

They wheeled me into the ER and I had to go to the bathroom immediately. They checked me in and I laid there on the wheelie bed for a little while. But then they told me to get off and go wait in this waiting area. There were some very urban people there, waiting. I sat down and this woman came over and bitched at me for taking her seat. There were at least 2 other seats there. Freak show, and it got worse after that with the other patients, but I wasn’t caring about any of them. Because I was being ignored. I had to beg and plead for attention. And because they couldn’t see me bleeding, they were like, “There’s people ahead of you.” And I’m saying, “I’m going to die if I don’t see someone soon.” And so they finally had someone see me after 4 hours of constant trips to the toilet. I had to clean the public toilet of my bloody spatters; and I kept wondering what else might be in that toilet. Gross. I washed my hands so many times and used that alcohol rub. There were people screaming in the waiting room. My ex came, and the my partner. And they stayed with me for a little while. 

The first doctor asked what was wrong, and asked for a stool sample, and I was like, “it better be a big cup because it’s going to all be blood. Nothing but blood. Do you have a bag to go with this?” And so, they gave me this little 1/2 cup container, and I filled it up with dark, maroon blood coming out of my butt. “No stool?” No, it’s all blood!

So, then the took me a little more serious. And they had me go for a CT scan. 

The thought from beginning to end of my experience was that I had a diverticuli on my colon -- a weak, balooned-out section of my large intestine -- and that an artery was bleeding into that diverticuli. They kept asking if I had pain, and I kept saying no. So, they called it a “painless bleed.” I didn’t doubt what they had been thinking, but they kept saying it could also be a hemorrhoid. And I was saying, “It’s dark blood, clotted, and it’s making my belly gurgle before it comes out; so I don’t think it’s a hemorrhoid.” But they kept saying it could be backflowing up into the intestine, or somesuch. 

The CT scan “shows diverticuli, and maybe some inflammation, which may be due to an infection.” So they started me one IV drips with antibiotics, and saline with dextrose in it. I’m Type 1 diabetic. I know you shouldn’t be giving me this sugar drip. But I fully expected this. 

So, after 8 hours waiting in the ER, they finally checked me into a room, and there was an old urban man in there already, on the opposite side of the room. It was a blank room, not a lick of art. It wasn’t clean looking -- not filthy, but all the corners and stuff looked scuffed and not like they’d been cleaned well. It was very 1970s-looking; and a little chilly. The bathroom was next to the bed, and the sink was on the outside of the bathroom. I tried to sleep, but I couldn’t because I kept bleeding and bleeding out of my rectum. It was awful .... [Part 2 to come]

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Random thoughts on TsT : mixed messages

Hello everybody!

I’ve been lurking around tumblr and Johnlock since TAB aired, but I never tried to write or reblog anything, I am kind of shy here :). But after TsT , I feel the need to share my thoughts and exchange a bit!  I will not attempt a meta, just some random reflections on characterization and plot...

To summarize my feeling about the episodes : mixed messages. Part of me felt like it was realy off, fake and wrong. In most parts, it seemed like a poorly written ooc fanfic, or just like many other super-cliché tv shows. I do worry that they were aiming  to make the show  less gay, to normalize it, as to demonstrate that there was no point in beliving in Johnlock in the first place, and avoid further queerbaiting accusations. Of course, I am still hoping for canon Johnlock, cause it is  the only reading key that make  sense in this show, imo, and it simply feels right. But I am not a firm beliver. So, yes I was disappointed and I am afraid that, even if things get resolved between John and Sherlock, we are not going to get a kiss, expecially considered the amount of emotional baggage they still need to adress (and they never make them talk!).

On the other hand though, something in the episode moved me deeply, and felt painful, and also super real. Like a necessary sore point that needed to be adressed. And I do think that whole point of the episode was to make viewers crave desperatly for a reconciliation between John and Sherlock. We finished the episode thinking that the whole thing just need to be fixed, that they need to be toghether no matter what, and actually that part is no longer subtext for a few people to read. It came out, it’s on the surface, and it is clearly stated in the episode, thanks to Mary’s message (I will go back to that later).

Then, if we think about Sherlock POV, and the episode was entirely told about his POV, well TsT left no doubt at all about how much Sherlock loves John. Of course, we knew it before,but now we got to see the heart-break, the pain and the consequences of his  (seemingly unrequired?) love, and casuals must have too at this point. Actually, I didn’t like all the screen-time  spent with Mary, but honestly, his love for John was raw and clear in TsT. He spends time with the baby, he openly admits that he likes him, he keeps the John’s baloon (too sad!), you can just see his total panic at the thought of having fucked things up permanently with John, he goes to therapy in orderd to be able to help him, and he is utterly destroyed without him.

As for Mary, I truly don’t know what to make of her right now. I want to wait till TFB, so for now I am going to stick to facts. Even if she turns out to be a villain, I am not a Mary hater and I don’t think she faked her death. I believe they wrote in a compex and grey character. And actually, in term of plot, she was absolute necessary for John and Sherlock’s relationship to evolve. And now, with her gone, they need to pick up the pieces and adress what they could ignore before. I am not sure i belive Mary redemption arc, and the end of the message to Sherlock is surely trying to tell us something. But, the message is what gives me hope. Whether we like Mary or not, the message is a plot device that make clear to everybode that the only important thing, all that matters now is John and Sherlock relationship. That’s what the rest of the series will be about, even if a am not sure of the outcome.

And now, John. Of course, we despeatley lack of John’s POV in this whole situation. And yes, I do miss soft John, with his jumpers and his smile and his unshaking faith in Sherlock. But I don’t think John was completley out of character. He feels just as lost as Sherlock, and also guilty and without a clue as what to do next. And he is very angry at Sherlock but It doesn’t just come from Mary’s death, which imho was just the last straw. John is angry at Sherlock since he died and came back. He forgave but wasn’t able to forget, and you can see in all of Season 3. Part of him wants to go back to the way things were, but the anger, the fear of being left behind, the resentement is still there, desperatly unspoken because John doesn’t know what to do with all his repressed feelings. Then of course there’s Mary betrayal that just left John thinking that nobody will ever be honest with him, that he will be kept in the dark, dismissed as a loyal sidekick and never considered an equal. And since the beginning of TsT we can see that the anger is still there, he can’t trust to be as open as used to with Sherlock. As for Mary, I do think he’s trying his best, but he know it’s not working, she knows, Sherlock must know too. So the guilt and the flirting, which to me seems quite...human even if upsetting and deceiving. He is not perfect and he went throught a lot. And actually, the most revealing part about being more angry at Sherlock then at Mary came out during his confrontation with her.

- SO MANY LIES, AND NOT JUST YOU. She doesn’t get it, but of course, it’s about Sherlock, and you can see in his face he is totally not over it. And when they talk about not being able to sort things out, well that’s a mirror situation, and something that need to change for John and Sherlock. So when Mary dies, John lash out at Sherlock mostly because of the intensity of his own mixed emotions and feeling towards him, that he wasn’t able to process and to put into words.

Also...they did decided to show us how unhappy the Watson marriage was, they put a lot of effort in it. They could have made the viewers mourn Mary even more just by letting us think that they were meant to be, but it never happened. There was no happy ending for them anyway, and they made it clear. So it’s also clear that John is not grieving the love of his life. He is destroyed yes, because he lost the mother of his child, because he feels guilty, because he wasn’t able to make things work, but mostly, he is grieving the loss of the life he tried to want with all of himself, a simpler life, one that didn’t revolve around Sherlock and death, even he knows, deep down, that it was never true.

So... at the end of the day, I have mixed feeling. Part of me is truly scared of the rest of the season, because of the writing and because of the lack of very Johnlock moments. But, at the same time, the breaking point in their relationship is so painful to watch that you can’t help but root for them to be reunited. it’s Sherlock hardest case, the only case one matters, the one case the show is truly about.

Anyway, on a lighter note :

- I want to cook for Mycroft and rearrange his kitchen, that man needs hugs and love!

- I was kind of uspet at John of course, but seriously, he was like, SUPER HOT, all the time!