#sometimes u just have muse

[harbingersecho]

misrecognition is not ignorance

[apollos-boyfriend]

Who do you think supplies qCellbit with blood on the reg? 🤔 Like do the brazilian polycule take turns?

One of the reasons he was tweakin' while Felps was gone was bc he refused to take MORE from his partners so he just ended up fasting for a day while Felps was gone?

Or does the federation supply him with blood/plasma bags? 🤨 After he gets tortured he starts refusing them outright?

Thoughts?

i thought about this all night and have returned with these conclusions:

for his blood supply. i think his primary source is all the brazilians w the exception of forever, bc of the common mythos of vampires and werewolves feuding. i think werewolf blood probably tastes like dirty socks to him. it's important to me that tazercraft put all his blood in little juice boxes which he Instantly swaps out for wine glasses bc he's dramatic like that. (there's a genuine reason for that—cellbit doesn't like feeding straight from people bc he's afraid that such close proximity and physically biting into the flesh will trigger things he'd rather keep in his past. therefore, tazercraft have a little blood station in the back to take everyone's blood and package it for him. they could've done normal blood bags however they r full of whimsy and therefore he gets juice boxes <3) there was Definitely a shortage when felps was kidnapped, which is where the secondary source of animal blood comes in. it's not as filling as human blood, kind of the equivalent of fast food vs a homecooked meal, so he was Not having a fun time. he is NOT made for surviving on shitty mcdonalds for 1/3 of his meals.

i think he HAS a tertiary source. however. he would rather die than turn to it, bc it's the "synthetic blood" tazercraft cooked up in their laboratories and it Genuinely tastes like cough medicine. in their defense. it fully does work. it's just as filling and nutritious as organic blood, it just Also tastes like chemicals and cellbit would rather die than have to stomach that.

when cellbit awoke/broke out he Did notice that there were multiple bloodbags in the fridge. he didn't want to take any bc. obviously. he doesn't trust anything the federation puts in front of him. so he couldn't taste test to see where they were from. however, from how refreshed and filled he felt, he has a Worrying Suspicion it was human blood, and he definitely fears what that could imply.

[dnangelic]

btwwww even if you have nostalgia for the series or think you know my muses because of it please don't try to project that onto my portrayal... there's been this phenomenon over the past few months where occasionally people seem to forget that i'm still an actual person(tm) behind all the dnangel stuff and therefore feel i should be obligated to entertain or write with them (as a mun, and having had many, MANY bad experiences on tumblr, i can in fact be extremely selective, things are happier when they're smaller but intimate for me) OR people don't pick up that my portrayal is in fact only semi-canon and is therefore unique and hand-built. if you come in constantly swinging with your own idea of my muse without being willing to ever actually actively listen to me about how my portrayal actually is, (even just a little or in general, i don't ask for total understanding!) i'm not really going to be happy about the difference. especially when 99% of people who go through dnangel don't actually pick up on some of the details (this is ok btw the manga is somewhat sloppy and esoteric and most people only read it in middleschool) or they haven't gone through the other formats of media (drama cds, light novels) for it. let me do my own thing but also recognize it as my own thing too!!

[miercolaes]

normalize your villains. writing wise. i think everyone knows villain behavior irl would get you a ticket straight to the highest security prison out there. but this is about building a fictional world. for context, i've recently been on a rewatch for the show once upon a time and this time, i've tried to stay impartial to the characters storylines. the villains seems irredemable in the first season and frankly, i'm disappointed that this changes. hear me out !!!!!

my version of wednesday addams is for the most part chaotic neutral. wherever the current sails, she'll follow. sure, wednesday has the potential to grow and have (somewhat) healthy relationships in her life, but at the end of the day, she's not a hero. she's not even the anti-hero. sometimes it plays out like that and she might look the part, but she's not good goddammit.

for the crimes that she've committed? guilty as charged. for all the people she had hurt? guilty as charged. for all the misery she'll cause others? you guessed it, guilty as fucking charged. i'm not going to water her down.

in my mind, the addamses were always the outliers, but with the bestest of intentions. morticia and gomez welcomed vile strangers into their homes and tried their very best to make them feel comfortable in their home. they have a skewed perception for the world, something that's unusual, morbid, downright grotesque. edgar allan poe, which netflix glorified and here i am doing a shoutout to train my beloved, would tremble had he known of the addamses. morticia and gomez are kind, in their way. but you know who never really was?

their kids. in the comics (both by the og author and some others icr the author, but more closer to our time), pugsley was the devil incarnate. he showed no remorse, he was clearly thrilled by the suffering he caused others. but i suppose the directors changed the storyline and made wednesday the brand new puglsey in the 90s movies. she showed no emotion, she was a okay with murdering her own, even if she knew as luck as it, their younger brother pubert would live. this time around, wednesday was the devil incarnate.

and i agree with the canon, she can be incredibly intelligent and even more ruthless than she is intelligent. but one thing i've noticed is that, she notices her parents being taken for granted. she is aware that others will use morticia and gomez's kindness against them. sure, they can take it, that's their thing after all. but wednesday noticed everything since she was a kid and she remembers.

and guess what?

just because someone went through hell and back (even if said hell is not the worst that could happen), that doesn't mean someone will come out kind and good. wednesday will forever doubt anyone in her life and she will push them away, just as she'll try to give them the world. but no matter the good she does, at the end of the day, she is the villain. it's not the addams family, it's just the kids and i say that because pugsley and pubert have the same rights as wednesday does.

at the end of the day, being evil after witnessing evil is okay. fiction wise, i feel like reminding. some characters are irredemable. just because they do good things sometimes that doesn't make them good. just like doing bad things sometimes doesn't make them bad. but here's the catch with the addamses. they always, always own up who they are. wednesday no exception to the rule.

wednesday, the villain, can do good things. she can save your muse, she can enjoy your muse's company, she can love your muse. but all of this, all the good things do come from a villain. did she deserve the awful treatment she and her family got in canon? of course not, that we can all agree on. but it doesn't matter what happened, what matters is what choices they make afterward. wednesday will always choose herself. wednesday doesn't pick good, she willingly chooses evil.

sure, a villain is capable of love. a villain is capable of both good and bad. but look at how it always ends. wednesday is a villain and she will suffer, your muse too if you dare to come too close. it's not fair, i know. but this is just my theory, vero's theory. and, you may expect it by now,

please, normalize your villains.

[chazz-is-a-zelda-fan]

i’m attempting to learn thoughts of a dying atheist this summer on my violin wish me luck yall

[lususnatura]

who would you be in a pirate crew?

the captain.

unlike how it's done in the royal navy, your captaincy was obtained via fair vote held by the crew. you're very good at making decisions under pressure and as the captain, you've been given absolute power in the heat of the battle or when giving a chase, other times the majority vote could easily overrule your wishes (though you do have a tendency to bend the rules quite a bit). you have some serious trust issues and prefer to keep your real goals secret. is that because of your mysterious past, which that deep-rooted hatred for the english was born from? seriously, fuck civilization, you'd rather die the most undignified death imaginable than idk follow the law or something.

tagged by: @the-arkham-librarian (thank you!!)

tagging: @divingdownthehole, @bughoused, @babydxhl, @question-marked, and anyone else who wants to complete this quiz!

[lctibule]

i'm still on this blog btw, it's just low activity by default and that activity only gets lower during those times when i'm getting even less than usual done on byan's blog

[darabeatha]

/  The pain of wanting to focus on one (1) or maybe two muses but at the same time not knowing who + knowing that your mind is constantly jumping between 7893454564 thoughts :CLENCHES HANDS ON FISTS:

[byanyan]

when they don't want to do something, byan is either all anger and violence or they're literally whining and kicking the ground, all overdramatic rolling eyes, sinking shoulders, and even some downright petulant stomping, and it's just really funny to me

[theajaheira]

i did not notice that giles hands the finger sandwich that he doesn't want to xander and i am having like 70 feelings about that one two-second interaction.

[scarletooyoroi]

You know. Scara's whole Vision awakening segment ran along a track I love so much in terms of presentation.

It gave a strong P5 vibes of how people awaken their Personas and I for one could not get enough of that.

The whole 'I am thou and thou art I' type-a bit.

Which really helped sell this idea to me, that despite how often Teyvat talks about gods looking at people with favor in granting Visions, it's moreso that latent potential they always had finally manifesting through light and the appropriate stimuli.

It finally gives some more credence on how Ei talked about that the aspect of desire serves as a pivotal catalyst.

[kurthorton-moving]

I wish tumblr was. Easier

[devourmist]

// i've been experimenting on discord with writing noah using it/its pronouns and it feels quite nice.

[nymfaia-archive]

The (incomplete) Directory of Ship Tags and their Origin Songs:

💮 ☄️ ( live what little life / your broken heart can. ; zelos/alta. ) - Uneven Odds, Sleeping at Last

💡 💮 ( may our bodies be light / may our heavy hearts untie ; zelos/colette. ) - Heaven Breaks, Sleeping at Last

🗝️ 💮 ( a little at a time / i feel more alive. ; zelos/keira. ) - Nine, Sleeping at Last

☄️ 🛡️ ( a farewell that came all too soon ; alta/hau ) - Dear True Love, Sleeping at Last

[imreszekeres]

I was gonna make a drawing but Im literally burnt out after that pic LOL so get this little moodboard of support

thank you everyone who left tags on my last piece! It’s super appreciated. I’m crying irl from the support and it’s not the first time! Nor will it be the last! I love u all genuinely and forever!

[bcneheaded]

listen..... if artemis actually-- really cares about your muse in a significant way..... you bet your sweet ass he's gonna offer to warm them when they're cold - via holding their hands in his, putting his jacket over their shoulders, sitting with them on a sofa or something, maybe laying with them if they're close enough that they're comfortable doing so??