#sorry i didnt write much about the actual sex here thats uhhh for the fic if u actually read it

[silly-lil-scribbles]

Introduction post!!

freeeeeeee

status: *HIGH PITCHED BEEPING*

current chance of a response if you dm me*: 78%

* does not apply to mousie cuz its my emotional support friend

- My name is Finn! You can also call me scribbles, soup, or really any dumb nickname will do. it/he <3

woah look at that.. its me.. on another website!! slight flash warning for spacehey btw ^^

if you havent read this in a while, i would suggest reading again cuz i update it a lot <3

- im oriented aroace! and graysexual (i think? idk man i just work here.)

- im boyflux but also im just a creechur

- I MADE A JAIL ACCOUNT SO IF IM JAILED I MIGHT BE OVER THERE ‼️ @soup-has-been-imprisoned-noooooo

- I post about the magnus archives/protocol and my chem frequently, though I also just reblog a ton of random shit. may be nsfw but never anything explicit. Also I forget to tag for spoilers a lot so just know that there are magpod spoilers in general on my blog.

- Music artists I like: Cavetown, MCR, Mother Mother, Lemon Demon, Will Wood, Dazey and the Scouts, FOB, Nova Twins, p!atd, Noahfinnce, qbomb, Gum Disease, Sparkbird, Mischief Brew, Poppy, Be Your Own Pet, Pierce the Veil, Chloe moriondo, Faetooth, IDKHOW, the mechs, rabbitology, madalyn mei, scene queen, MARINA, she/her/hers, femtanyl, leathermouth, baby queen, pansy division, the spook school, specimen, egg, the crane wives, and of monsters and men

- Shows/Podcasts/Other Media that I like! DANGER DAYSS, Malevolent, The Magnus Archives, Stranger Things, Welcome to Nightvale (though I haven’t finished it yet), the Osemanverse, Nimona, Adventure Time, Gravity Falls, ATLA, LOK, It, Hilda, Camp Here and There, Radio Rental, warrior cats, the silt verses,,,, there’s probably more but my memory is shit

- my blog is super messy so all of my art is under the tag #scribbles draws a thing and my original text posts (not the short personal ones typically, just the one i actually want people to see) are under #scribbles says shit.

- my body hates me very much (probably fibromyalgia but like doctors suck so undiagnosed)

- surprise, my brain also hates me very much! And yes also undiagnosed!

- tone tags are appreciated <3

boundaries n stuff:

- not ok with sexual or romantic comments

- platonic flirting is ok if we’re moots

- sex averse, feelings on romance fluctuate a lot but usually indifferent

continued:

- my feeling are really fucking wonky so 80% of the time i dont/barely feel emotions. please be patient and if i sound like i dont mean what im saying, i promise you that i do. but since i know how i would feel if i could, but i still cant feel anything, im trying my best to react accordingly so it may seem like its not genuine but it is. like. imagine youre writing. youre writing your characters reactions to everything, despite not actually being able to feel it. but since you know your character, you can judge hiw they feel in the situation you make them react accordingly even though you arent actually experiencing it yourself. now replace the character with you, thats kinda how i feel. sorry i know that probably didnt make sense but trying my best here lol

- i have a tmagp fic i just starting writing! If you wanna know more, posts related to that are under #electric desires have unraveled all my wires :(

- I have 4 cats and a dog, also a gecko

- i have a queerplatonic partner!! hes awesome and swaggy and writes so much. so. much writing. wow. not saying wow in a bad way im just genuinely impressed. chou if ur reading this i love you <3

- i also have a lovely best friend named zero whos super fun and cool and pathetic /vpos. my favorite excitable soggy cardboard box ilysm <3

- coyotekin therian !!

- My favorite colors are purple, cyan, neon green, and red

- I love interacting with mutuals and getting asks! plspls send me random shit in asks im begging

- I’m creating an animated series called Catlantis (still in progress)

- I have a love hate relationship with writing but i do it anyways so oh well

- Frogs.

other tags i use a lot are:

#soup poorly draws gay people out of obligation; my series of promised dyhard drawings.

#soup gets pathetic abouut friendship; me when im a sappy bitch about my friends or partner

#objectives list; save file for when i say im gonna do something so i dont forget about it

#catlantis save; hoarding info for catlantis

#insomnia induced rambles; i cant sleep and im making it your problem

#our lady of sorrows; not the song, my mcr inspired goddess i made up for my dnd character to worship

#scribbles asks; asks

#info save; good to know

#scribbles liveblogging tmagp; exactly what it sounds like

#art save; resources for doing art

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[bsaka7]

Oh Boy dirtbag!Daniel. Say more.

thank u!!!! okay i almost don't WANT to say more bc this is actually a fic i want to write but who knows if/when i'll find the time. doing this as procrastinating this paper i should work on. anyway. talked about with milo as always. under the cut because this is filthy in theory

one - max/daniel, monaco, 2018-ish

like i said, max is too young for it to really be good for either of them. i think this thing with max also goes on for maybe the longest daniel has done it with anyone. it's not exclusive, for daniel, obviously, and he thinks max is kind of pathetic because whenever he knocks, max answers. but i think at the same time. he does like max, genuinely, off the track and as a teammate but this - this lets him think he's better than max even when he's outqualified. and on some level daniel is pathetically grateful though he'd never admit it because he sort of thinks he'll never drive max away either. this i think is okay for daniel and max - daniel is it for max, whether or not either of them know it. and i don't think max realizes quite how much he's being strung along and how much better it could be. daniel gets off on the attention, the way max is so responsive, but like i said before. he also thinks max is somehow beneath him for it. daniel chooses pleasure. max - he's something else entirely. obviously they're both focused on racing but max only has racing and this.

two - daniel/charles, las vegas, 2019

in some way i think this is the heart of the fic. daniel has fun with charles because charles is fun. out of anyone here, this is undoubtebly the best sex. but charles scares daniel a little bit. charles has bite in him. he's smart and he wants to be liked and he wants to be good and he gets what he wants. charles could probably eat daniel from the inside out if he wanted to. charles sees through whatever games daniel wants to play.

interlude one - daniel/pierre, unknown, 2019

this is a parallel to max it’s a parallel to charles. short section. shows what daniel does with regret but also when he really doesn’t care about the person at all in any context.

three - daniel/lando, london, 2021

this is obviously about performance and control, in a very explicit way. he is losing to lando. he can beat lando in sex - he can get something out of it that lando doesn't and he can make it so lando will keep crawling into his bed. daniel doesn't care about how lando is doing, about how much lando likes it, he just likes having power over him. fuck him dump him make him beg fuck someone else make fuck lando fuck a stranger and call him through it and daniel doesn't pay attention. as milo said, it's not malicious, it's uncaring about lando as a person, and it's a power trip. he's pushing lando's limits off the track, and it's always a question of what will happen. on track. i think daniel thinks lando cares about him more than he does but this is daniel's pov so. yeah. and it's not like it's not good for him, most of the time, too.

interlude two - daniel/jenson, london, undated

daniel is a dirtbag daniel is easy daniel is assertive but mostly he likes sex. i think the implication here is that it's while jenson is still racing. daniel is young. jenson is nice to him. daniel's teeth are out. this is very short, as a contrast, maybe.

four - daniel/max, undecided, 2021

even at this point, daniel is the only one on the grid that max has fucked around with. i think this is like. the clarity of the fic. like. daniel’s actions are very much tied to daniel’s sort of cycle of self-sabotage, of reframe, of try again. i don’t think he’d recognize it as the need it is - as sex as the catalyst between feeling bad to feeling good to feeling bad again. sex with his teammates, with his competitors, after a bad race, that’s better than anything. i think this is. almost a reversal. max goes to daniel, this time. i think max goes into it knowing what to expect. he thinks daniel will say yes (re: daniel is easy). i think maybe - they haven’t hooked up in years. max said no. daniel said it was over. max thought it was over. but maybe it’s not over. maybe it’ll be better if - if max gets what he wants. i think like this is partially him looking for outlets outside of racing. something to get him out of his head - because like. before. with daniel. it was better, sometimes. and i think like. daniel likes it more than he expected - being the choice when he didn’t think he would be again, even if again. still has a haughty arrogance. but it’s also a wash of shame because like. max is winning. is this the other way around?? is max playing games? i don’t know. this is the least clear section because it comes to some sort of crecendo.

[asexualzoro]

for fanfic writer asks: 3 4 9 11 16 17 25 28 34? sorry if thats too many lmao,,

context for anyone else reading this: they texted me after to let me know to answer anchor and/or beholden for all of these

3. Do you have a favorite scene you’ve written from [Fanfic Name] story/chapter? 

anchor: im... fond of the image of Jon and Tim sitting together under a shock blanket at the start of this fic after the Prentiss attack........... its not even particularly compelling i just think about their Last Moments As Friends and i get really fucked up 

beholden: TIM FUNERAL MONOLOGUE FROM CHAPTER 7

4. Did you have any ideas that didn’t make the final cut of [Fanfic Name]? 

anchor: i wanted to do more with Tim’s guilt about not being able to save the original Sasha from the Distortion’s hallways, but i think i forgot and then there wasnt really a good place to put it in. Martin kind of talks about it, but eh. 

beholden: in my original plan for the prentiss attack Sasha was supposed to get separated from the crew and find Gertrude’s body instead of Martin (whihc was honestly meant partly to bully the readers/jon into being worried abt her running off on her own during the attack, and partly bc shes the only one who actually met gertrude). that didnt end up happening then, i didnt have a good reason to get her in the tunnels

9. If you had to assign a theme song to [Fanfic Name], which would you assign? 

beholden: this fic has a shit ton of songs attached to it already... inexplicable - the correspondents is maybe my favorite choice tho 

anchor: hmmmm. im digging thru my 800 song playlist and i think im gonna say well-dressed - hop along OR i told you - civilian

11. How would you describe your style? (Character/emotion/action-driven, etc)

hmm... i think character driven? mostly bc i read this and thought “isnt all writing character driven?” which i guess answers that, huh 

16. What fanfic tropes do you avoid writing for?

uhhh i mean. i dont write or read anything ns/fw bc of being ace/sex-repulsed so probably anything along those lines

17. What fanfic tropes do you gravitate to writing for?

ive posted... lemme count here... 5 fics which include a plotline about either someone being replaced by a fake OR concern about someone being replaced by a fake, and i can think of, off the top of my head, two more id like to write if i had the chance. so like. that. 

25. What scene in [Fanfic Name] took the longest to write? What was difficult about it?

i wrote anchor in one sitting so im just answering beholden for this one and.... for whatever godamn reason the answer is peter lukas’s introduction. i dont know why!!! i got stuck here for a month!!!! i still dont even like it much!!! peter fucking lukas cursed me and i hate him so much 

28. Is there a part of [Fanfic Name] you’re surprised no one has picked up on yet? 

anchor: i wrote this so that it would repeat and parallel itself so much that reading it literally felt like circling / spiraling and i know people noticed this but i think this is mostly bc i told this to every single person i could. if anyone noticed this on their own they did not manage to tell me before i, very proud of it, said as much

beholden: there are some jokes in beholden no one caught for the longest fucking time and i think theyve all been picked up on by now but personally i think s1 Tim-or-Sasha (dont remember which) saying “you could injure [Jon’s] hand with a particularly strong handshake” is up there for funniest shit ive ever written and i was SO MAD no one noticed 

34. Have you felt emotional while writing a scene before? What scene was it?

again i would like to say if youre not getting emotional writing your scenes i dont know what youre writing for i make myself emotional all the time

still, hmmm. a fun fact about beholden is any time Jon gets emotional in his internal monologue abt missing his dead friends it is because i, personally, got emotional writing about Tim and Sasha (usually) and then immediately threw those emotions at Jon