#sorry my brain no worky today

[ashintheairlikesnow]

which real life media characters would your characters identify the most with?

Kauri can't have Astarion in his party in BG3 because it feels too close to home and he gets really uncomfortable.

That is all I got for now.

[yoinkschief]

I underestimated how long that rant was one day I’ll read all of it I promise you but not today brain no worky today I’m sorry maybe at 2 am when brain is at peak

SOBBING

I KNOW I DID TOO

I'M NOT KIDDING THE WORD COUNT IS LITERALLY 10,459 WORDS

I DON'T EVEN HAVE FANFICTION WRITTEN THAT LONG (yet)

AND I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO THE A HEIST WITH MARKIPLIER AND IN SPACE WITH MARKIPLIER STUFF

Oh my god yeah please I'm so sorry that I've plagued my followers with this getting Tumblr was a mistake cause now my hyperfixations are spilling eveywhere

[ifidiedinadream]

Thanks for opening your requests again 🥺💖

I would like to have a fluffy sick fic with some spice:

The reader gets sick on tour and tries their best to hide it from the boys, because they are not only part of the crew but also don't want them to worry. At some point Aleksi and Olli notice and force them to rest. Maybe one of them even "helps" the reader out and goes down on them until they are relaxed enough to fall asleep.

You are free to only write it for Aleksi or Olli but both of them would be amazing too 😌✨

Take your time with it 😘

hello anon! i did take my time with this, it took me two months and a half to get to it, sorry 😬 hope you enjoy nonetheless! 🖤 

You felt it right the moment you woke up: the shivers, the throbbing head, the fatigue. You rolled your eyes; there was no worse time to fall ill. You swore to yourself you wouldn’t take your temperature, maybe that way you’d be able to forget about it and ignore it away. 

However, some time later, when you’re helping move the guys’ equipment from the trailer to the venue, you feel like you could actually pass out. Everything feels heavier than usual and your legs threaten to give in at any step you take. You let out a sigh. 

“Here, gimme,” Olli appears beside you at some point, trying to replace your hands with his on the big black case containing some pieces of Tommi’s drums. “You seem to be struggling.” 

“I’m fine,” you say, not letting him take over. “Just a bit tired. It’s okay, I don’t need help.” 

Olli steps back then and you don’t turn to look at the expression on his face. 

Later, at soundcheck, you can barely focus on the task of sound engineering. You fuck up a couple of times, the music too loud for your headache, and soundcheck lasts ten minutes more than it usually does. You hope no one notices but Aleksi catches up with you before you can go back to the bus to get some other things for the show. 

“Hey,” he says, “are you okay?” 

You smile at him, trying to look serene. “Yeah. Why?” 

“You look pale. And why are you wearing a jacket inside?” 

“It’s not as warm when you aren’t under the stage lights.” 

With a raised eyebrow, Aleksi reaches his hand out to your forehead. He immediately withdraws it, like it just burned him. 

“Damn. You’re fucking hot.” 

“Well, so are you,” you say, trying to laugh it off with a joke, but Aleksi only ever so imperceptibly smiles before turning serious. 

“You need to go back to the bus and rest. Take the night off.” 

Your eyes widen at his words. “No. I’m fine, I swear. I can w-,” but a coughing fit cuts you off. 

“Yeah, you can work, sure.” 

“I can,” you say. “Please, don’t tell the others.” 

Aleksi looks at you with his lips pressed together, slightly shaking his head before walking off. 

When you finally get the chance to go back to the bus to grab what you needed earlier, you find Olli and Aleksi inside. Before you can say anything, Olli is behind you, in front of the door. 

“You’re gonna stay here now. You’re sick and you need to rest,” Aleksi says before you. 

“Don’t be silly, we have a gig to prepare,” you make to turn to the door, but Olli is blocking your way. 

“The rest of the crew will take care of it,” Olli says. “They were informed you’re taking the evening off. You shouldn’t have worked at all today.” 

Being more emotionally fragile when sick, you almost start crying. You’re frustrated that your request of not letting the others know wasn’t met, despite Aleksi and Olli’s good faith. 

“I’m too stressed about not being able to help to rest anyway.” 

Aleksi is looking at Olli behind you, a silent conversation going on that you’re too brain-fogged to grasp. 

“We’ll cuddle with you in the lounge area,” Olli says and that’s when you finally turn to him. “If you want. We’ll take care of you.” 

A shiver runs down your spine, either from the fever or the implication that cuddles doesn’t really mean cuddles. Right about now, it sounds perfect; so you nod your assent, accepting once and for all that you won’t be working tonight, and a weight is lifted off your chest. 

In the lounge area, Aleksi sits down on the couch and brings you down with him so that you’re sitting between his legs. 

“Relax, baby,” he says in your ear when he feels how tense your back is against him. You release the tension with a deep breath. “Good girl.” 

You feel the vibrations of his words in his chest, his breath against the side of your face. His warmth all around you is comforting, but it’s still not enough to unwind. Everyone but you is working their asses off, making sure today’s gig will be perfect, your help is needed and here you are just - 

“Hey,” Olli says, deep voice low. He kneels on the floor across from you, sending another shiver down your spine. Aleksi must’ve perceived it, having started stroking your sides with his hands. “You aren’t present.” 

Having probably mistaken the lustful shiver for a cold-related one, Aleksi pushes you off of him just slightly, unzips his hoodie and shreds it, making you wear it. You’re even more enveloped in his scent now. You sigh blissfully. 

“Sorry,” you tell Olli. It’s true, you aren’t fully present yet, but you’re gradually getting there. Aleksi’s hands, roaming your body, finally set on your breasts through his hoodie. You relax your neck muscles and let your head fall against his collarbone. 

“I know something that’ll ground you,” Olli looks up at you with a smirk, and as soon as you smirk back, your pants are off of you. Aleksi is faster than Olli, leaving one of your breasts to reach between your legs, teasing your clit idly, rubbing it in slow circles with three fingers. You groan and feel the vibration of a low chuckle against your back. His hand is so warm… 

Suddenly another finger is poking at your hole, this time Olli’s. He puts it inside slowly but easily (given how wet you already are) and curls it upwards. The stimulation to your g-spot makes you moan and press further into Aleksi’s body. He’s hardening against your lower back. 

You spread your legs further when Olli comes closer, never taking his finger from inside you. Aleksi makes room for Olli’s mouth on your clit and you send your head back in pleasure. 

“Yeah baby, like this,” Aleksi whispers in your ear, hands sliding up under your shirt now so he can touch your breasts properly. Him pinching your nipples and Olli’s tongue on your clit at the same time threaten to make you come far too soon but you have no energy to fight it. 

You finally let go, relaxing completely against Aleksi’s body. He’s fully hard against your back now, thrusting his hips up to get more friction when Olli moves his tongue in a way that feels particularly good and makes you moan louder. A glance down at Olli and your stomach turns, his profound blue eyes looking up at you with sultry intensity, causing you to slide downwards in your seat, closer to him. You grab his head with a hand, fingers in his soft curls, and he starts rotating his tongue like a washing machine, his finger inside you moving in and out faster. Your other hand ends up on Aleksi’s cheek, bringing him closer to your face until you’re kissing. You don’t stop your make out session even when you finally come, moaning in his mouth as your hand in Olli’s hair tightens. The pleasure washes through you intensely, leaving you with ringing ears and even more weary than before. 

Aleksi carefully removes himself from behind you, guiding you to lie down on the couch. You’re already half asleep when Olli disappears and when you wake up hours later, there’s a quilt over your body keeping you warm.  

[twinanimatronics]

(hi its that 1 anon who asked who was answering asks-) (sorry i forgot that it was solely, your blog, Ceph-) (Brain no worky today.)

My brain no worky a lot either so I feel that

Tho it been better since I was finally put back on my meds at least

[aonogifreactions]

Rin thirst headcanons nobody asked for

MINORS/EMPTY AND AGELESS BLOGS DONT INTERACT YOU WILL BE BLOCKED :)

a/n: n/sfw!! totally random headcanons i started writing bc i was t h i r s t y. enjoy <3 im sorry i was so chaotic, my mind no worky!! ><

Words: 1,3k.

Rin:

hear me out. he’s usually the one that initiates everything, but sometimes he enjoys if you take the matter into your own hands... literally. he loves when you stroke his cock softly, just to tease him; he’s gonna whine and moan quietly, gasping when you fasten the pace, gripping the sheets so hard he almost rips them apart.

his hips are jerking into your hand to get even more friction, his eyes tear up due to the pleasure he’s getting; his tail wraps itself onto your other wrist mindlessly, urging you to let him cum.

He's trying not to let out any sounds, so he covers his mouth with his hand; you, however, take his hand away from his mouth and encourage him to moan even more, "I wanna hear you, Rin. I wanna know if what I'm doing it's okay. Please."

once your hand gets covered with his cum (and boy ITS A LOT), his hips jerk a few more times until he recovers. his tail unwraps and he apologizes to you with rosy cheeks; he kisses you on the lips gently as a thank you afterwards.

now, the sight of him inserting his dick into your pussy is so lovely; whether you notice it or not, he’s always looking how it disappears within your sweet, wet pussy. when you clench on him when he inserts it, oh god you’re about to witness the most beautiful face expressions you’ve ever seen.

It's like.. he's almost hypnotized. His face is calm, slightly adored with a blush, yet it has that dark vibe; his eyebrows furrow together, as his lips part a little. He then places his hands on the bed and pushes his hips further inside you - yet, his eyes jerk from your cunt to your face, at which he looks almost drunk-like; his very much own twists in pleasure. His eyes furrow again, but this time he looks into your eyes; his gaze is so intense that when you look closely enough you can see his pupils dilating. Rin hisses and moans, biting his bottom lip and drawing blood by accident. His eyes close and he grunts once he feels like he's balls deep inside you.

he hisses every time you clench on him, and I'm not even making it up. his dick is so sensitive (or so he thinks) that he can’t think properly; the way your walls hug him so tightly drives him insane. he’s about to sob when he feels like he’s gonna cum, Rin completely loses himself and his thrusts become erratic, yet faster at the same time; he just needs that sweet release and he’ll do ANYTHING to get it.

Going a little back to the jacking off headcanons. He gets horny at random times of the day, usually in the evening when he has his free time. You two could cuddle and watch a movie, then suddenly he's nuzzling his head into your chest or kissing your neck; "I'm sorry, I've been holding myself back all day... I know you're tired, but please, just today okay? I'll make it up to you, I promise." Then nuzzles his cheek into yours softly. He does feel bad whenever his horny brain starts acting up, but if he says that he'll make it up... He will. And twice as much.

Speaking about making up, he’s gonna try to scare you with his teeth. Not literally, but he’ll tease you by biting your coochie a little. not painfully, it’s more for shits and giggles if he’s in the mood. he’ll bite you here and there, especially your sensitive clit; the feeling of his massive teeth is surely different than normal, human ones. he likes to use hit tongue too, and believe me he can flicker that fucking tongue so fast against your pearl to the point that he’s disappointed you came so fast.

on days that he feels more gentle and less like teasing you, he’s gonna press tiny kisses on your exposed cunt. he ALWAYS finishes oral with the final kiss on your pubic crease and then lies on you with his head on your chest, so you can play with his hair. good boy deserves a reward, doesn’t he?

it’s always so cute how he gets horny. he tends to stick to you a lot, and if he’s desperate in public, he’ll take advantage every time if you happen to stay in front of him, so he can press his hardness against your ass. Rin in general gets really subby and leans to your touch, even if it's just you touching his face like caressing his cheek. Speaking about cheeks! They get that rosy color, his behavior changes too - he appears tired to others, but.. he isn’t tired by any means. He WANTS to get tired. His eyes seem heavy and somewhat half-lidded, and his tail is “for some reason” always near you, teasing you with its tip, sometimes even sneaking under your shirt and drawing invisible patterns on your back.

literally, he’s just looking at you like:

don't judge him, he’s just horny.

jokes aside, he has really pretty balls. will I elaborate on this one? no. why? everyone considers “pretty” differently, so I leave this one for your own imagination. 

we’ve talked about his tail, but let's talk about his pointy ears. they’re sensitive too, but not as much as the tail. Rin loves ear massages, but usually, you end up with him rubbing his thighs in shame. He feels guilty for being aroused, since all you wanted to do was to get rid of the stress he had, but oh well.

this man. THIS MAN. SIT ON HIS FACE. in fact, not only there. he’ll eat you out like a starving man. he likes having you on top of him and watching you bounce on his dick; he’s gonna play with your tits, knead them, kiss them, whatever he’s able to do, really, especially if he’s lying on his back - he’s addicted to that sight and often encourages you to ride him, considering that you can have your own pace as well. that was the longest sentence ever, anyway.

cuddlefuck? cuddlefuck. just casually doing nothing and suddenly he’s kissing all over you and trying to tease you through your panties.

here I present you me thirsting:

do you see his fucking back? these m u s c l e s? Kato's fucking testing me BUT HERE I GO.

If he notices you simping over his back? oh baby he’s gonna tease you so bad. mostly for shits and giggles, but he WILL take his hoodies/shirts off just to flex. he enjoys if you run your hands down his back when he’s shirtless. if you have acrylic nails, oh boy scratch his back anytime. he LOVES the feeling of acrylics.

wash his back?? massage his shoulders?? he’s GONE. sleeps instantly but you have an occasion to touch that muscles all you want.

okay but.. him showering?? how water droplets run down his back?? I am DECEASED

not really into fucking in the shower cus he’s afraid he might slip, (that’s probably happened already...) but petting? teasing your pussy? his hands slowly moving upwards and playing with your nipples while he stands behind you? you don’t have to ask twice. in fact, not at all. showering with him never ends up with either of you being actually clean.

he’s tried to tease your slit with his tail once. you ended up laughing your ass off because instead of getting more turned on, you started to laugh because it tickled you. Rin? eMBARRASSED. almost started crying with his dick rock hard.

[harumeau]

Brain not worky today so this isn't a question, but I still wanted to pop in and say that Brienne is wicked cool and she and my disaster elf are forehead scar buddies now sorry I don't make the rules 😔 unless that's not okay with you!!

Omg yesss! They should totally be buddies, it's like "same hat" but with forehead scars 😆

[lathalea]

You could make a dragon tamer/familiar reader where Gandalf brings him company so that when they reach Erebor the reader as a last chance could overpower Smaug. the reader is as ambitious for gold as a dragon always with pieces, jewelry and weapons made of gold. In the company during the journey the reader becomes obsessed with Fili, because he has blond hair and he remember to the gold he loves so much and starts to court him giving pieces made of gold protecting him, but he don't realize it.

Hi anon 💙 Thanks for dropping by! Unfortunately, I'm not taking requests atm (for real life reasons), but I can point you towards several nice and talented Fili writers, perhaps they would feel interested by your idea or point you into the direction of someone who is now accepting requests?

@laurfilijames @guardianofrivendell @legolaslovely @midearthwritings @thespiritoflife @claraofthepen @elvish-sky @entishramblings @thorinthehottotty (No pressure of course, and sorry if I missed anyone, my brain no worky today.)

[stargirlfics]

Wouldn’t you think it’d be better/easier to just post blurbs or fics whenever you feel ready and aren’t busy instead of setting multiple dates? I genuinely don’t mean this in a rude way but we know you’re busy so why not just post them whenever you can without the dates?

I do yes! And I do that already! Also no worries I know you’re not trying to be rude or anything! ♥️

It’s just that today I had time to write and wanted to post some fun blurbs but it didn’t go as planned which frustrates me that’s all

I really only have dates for bigger fics I’m writing and lately I’ve taken to more of that whenever I finish blurbs I’ll post them kind of thing but this week I’ve also been feeling ✨anxious✨ I’m not writing as much as I’d like which turns into me feeling overwhelmed (?) which turns into me not writing which turns into me feeling like I’m not writing when I want to writer for no reason, brain no worky

So sometimes I think it seeps through when I can’t effectively tell myself it’s ok and to just take a breath and I made that post apologizing as a result but now that you mention it it’s like yeah like I can just keep doing what I’m already doing it’s ok and nobody is mad or annoyed at me 🥺 I often feel like people might dislike me for not posting content which is just my brain being mean cause logically I know that’s not true

And I apologize for that too cause I know that probably doesn’t make sense and it’s like girl get it together so, sorry! 🥺 thank you for being patient and understanding I may be busy at times! ♥️ it’s appreciated!