smacked in the face with a silver spoon
part 3 of a Jenny Humphrey playlist - best heard in order
tracklist and quotes under the cut
The Outsider ~ MARINA
I look myself in the face
And whisper "I'm in the wrong place"
Is there more to lose than gain
If I go on my own again?
Meet Me in the Woods ~ Lord Huron
Say goodbye to who I was
I ain't never been away so long
Don't look back, them days are gone
Follow me into the endless night
Handle With Care ~ The Traveling Wilburys
I've been uptight and it made a mess
But I'll clean it up myself, I guess
Oh, the sweet smell of success
Handle me with care
I Was Neon ~ Julia Jacklin
I quite like the person that I am
Am I gonna lose myself again?
Still Sane ~ Lorde
Only bad people live to see
Their likeness set in stone
What does that make me?
Devil Inside Me ~ Matt Berry
But I'd blow your mind, when I'm up high, to fall back down again
Up high, to fall back down again
Swing low, and look straight at me
That's all I need now the Devil's inside me
t r a n s p a r e n t s o u l ~ WILLOW, Travis Barker
I don't fucking know if it's paradise or it's a trap
Yeah, they're treating me like royalty, but is it kissin' ass?
And So It Went ~ The Pretty Reckless, Tom Morello
With all these eyes upon us, but no one seems to see
That you and me are just the same as God meant it to be
But you're much too close to me
Bad Man's World ~ Jenny Lewis
I will never forgive you
For what you put us kids through
Remember that night
You tried to take your own life?
When I found you
You were a shade of blue
And success is a state of mind
With a little bit of follow through
And then you failed at that too
Sinister Kid ~ The Black Keys
I got a tortured mind, and my blade is sharp
A bad combination in the dark
Rip It Up ~ Jet
And if you ever break down, I’ll cut you up again
On the bedroom wall, the stars look bright
But they don’t belong in the city of light
Worldwide Torture ~ Jazmin Bean
I never come second place
Always been a big disgrace
Smell the fear‚ I know you see
High achiever (Yeah, that's me)
Going to Hell ~ The Pretty Reckless
Father did you miss me?
Don’t ask me where I’ve been
You know I know, yes I’ve been told
I redefine a sin
In Undertow ~ Alvvays
What's next for you and me? I'll take suggestions we toss and turn in undertow
Chaise Longue ~ Wet Lag
Hey, you, over there
On the chaise longue, in your underwear
What are you doing sitting down?
You should be horizontal now
Starring Role ~ MARINA
Sometimes I ignore you, so I feel in control
'Cause really, I adore you and I can't leave you alone
Fed up with the fantasies that cover what is wrong
R U Mine? ~ The Arctic Monkeys
And I go crazy 'cause here isn't where I wanna be
And satisfaction feels like a distant memory
bellyache ~ Billie Eilish
Everything I do
The way I wear my noose
Like a necklace
I wanna make 'em scared
Like I could be anywhere
Like I'm reckless
Bullet With Butterfly Wings ~ The Smashing Pumpkins
Now I'm naked
Nothing but an animal
But can you fake it
For just one more show?
And what do you want?
I wanna change
You ~ Radiohead
I can see me drowning
Caught in the fire
You, me and everything
Caught in the fire
RAGE ~ Samantha Margret
Rage is a funny place
Full of loose hand grenades
Where every hand is spades
Violence in the open space
Clear and bright as day
So you can't hide away
Man in the Box ~ Alice in Chains
I'm the man in the box
Buried in my shit
Won't you come and save me?
Nobody Asked Me (If I Was Okay) ~ Sky Ferreira
Shaking your head while I try to explain
You say you don't wanna hear me complain
Just tryna get my point across
You don't seem to care if I'm feeling lost
The Love Club ~ Lorde
I joined the club and it's all on
There are fights for being my best friend
And the girls get their claws out
There's somethin' about hanging out with the wicked kids
Take the pill, make it too real
The other day I forgot my old address
I'm sittin' pretty on the throne
There's nothing more I want, except to be alone
Are You Hurting The One You Love? ~ Florence + The Machine
Are you hurting the one you love?
You'd like to stay in heaven but the rules are too tough
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in my dreams, i have a plan
part 1 of a Jenny Humphrey playlist - best heard in order
tracklist and quotes under the cut
Money, Money, Money ~ ABBA
Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world
Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Ordinary Superstar ~ Rina Sawayama
Girl on the screen lookin' mean
I never woulda guessed that we'd be friends
Oh, but you don't want to be seen
With me
Adult Diversion ~ Alvvays
One more cocktail
Is it a good time?
Or is it highly inappropriate?
jealousy, jealousy ~ Olivia Rodrigo
All I see is what I should be
Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
All I see is what I should be
I'm losing it, all I get's, jealousy, jealousy
Cool ~ Soccer Mommy
She’ll treat you like a fucking toy
She’ll break your heart and steal your joy, like a criminal
Dreaming of You ~ The Coral
When I’m down and my hands are tied
I cannot reach a pen for me to draw the line
From this pain I just can’t disguise
It’s gonna hurt but I’ll have to say goodbye
Self Esteem ~ The Offspring
Well, I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah
Brick by Boring Brick ~ Paramore
Well, you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Seashore ~ The Regrettes
You're talkin' to me like a child
But my words are growin' stronger
And my legs keep gettin' longer
I'm like nobody else, so you can just go fuck yourself
I'm Free ~ King Tuff
Late at night, the light turns to blue
I wonder if you're out there thinking of me too
Have you ever thought you might not be what you believe?
You might be something different, you might be free
Jigsaw
Killin' parts of myself to fit you
Clear as shit I was not the issue
If I made you like me, would I even like myself?
Pointin' out all my flaws doesn't help
Why don't you love me?
Don't you love me?
Oh No! ~ MARINA
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh! Oh, no! Oh, no! Oh, no, oh!
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid ~ The Offspring
There's something in your way and now someone is gonna pay
And if you can't get what you want, well, it's all because of me
Soap ~ Melanie Martinez
Darling, you're just soaking in it
But I know you'll get out the minute
You notice all your fingers pruning up
Arms Tonite ~ Mother Mother
I try to escape afterlife
I try hard to get back inside your arms alive
Miss Nothing ~ The Pretty Reckless
And as I watch you disappear into the ground
My one mistake was that I couldn't let you down
So I'll waste my time and I'll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everything
Supermassive Black Hole ~ Muse
I thought I was a fool for no one
Oh baby, I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?
Power & Control ~ MARINA
A human vulnerability
Doesn't mean that I am weak
That I am weak, I am weak
I am weak, I am weak, weak
Weak, weak, weak, weak
Hotel California ~ Eagles
Mirrors on the ceiling
The pink champagne on ice
And she said, 'We are all just prisoners here
Of our own device"
South Elroy ~ Maya Hawke
Focused on the trouble each nightfall
You swallowed bubbles, made me beg for a biteful
Give me your hand and moved it inside me
Smirk, what a jerk, good and plenty
Make Me Wanna Die ~ The Pretty Reckless
Take me, I'm alive
Never was a girl with a wicked mind
But everything looks better when the sun goes down
Playing God ~ Paramore
If God's the game that you're playing
Well, we must get more acquainted
Because it has to be so lonely
To be the only one who's holy
Full Control ~ Snail Mail
And in full control
I'm not lost
Even when it's love
Even when it's not
Even when it's love
Even when it's love
Even when it's love
Even though it's not
David ~ Noah Gundersen
I try to wash my hands for you every night
Lest you find my strangling fingers wrapped around tight
Pity Party ~ Melanie Martinez
Tell me why the hell no one is here
Tell me what to do to make it all feel better
Sober II (Melodrama) ~ Lorde
All the glamour and the trauma
And the fuckin' melodrama, whoa, whoa
Troublemaker Doppelgänger ~ Lucy Dacus
Was it that girl, that beautiful girl
Thirsty for love and eager for attention
Was it that girl who taught me about destruction?
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supposed to be mine
part 1 of a Blair Waldorf playlist - best heard in order
tracklist and quotes under the cut
Pass Me By ~ Peggy Lee, Steve Genewick
Lots of idle fingers
Snap to my command
A lovely pair of heels
That kick to beat the band
Just Leave Everything To Me ~ Barbra Streisand
If you want a law abolished, jury swayed, or toenails polished
Just leave everything to me
I Enjoy Being A Girl ~ Sutton Foster
When I have a brand new hairdo
With eyelashes all in curls
I float as the clouds on air do
I enjoy being a girl
It's My Party ~ Leslie Gore
'til Johnny's dancing with me
I've got no reason to smile
Three Cigarettes In An Ashtray ~ Patsy Cline
I watched her take him from me
And his love is no longer my own
Now they are gone and I sit alone
And watch one cigarette burn away
Witchcraft ~ Patience and Prudence
But in this real world
There is no witchcraft no magic spell
To put my heart at ease
Pourquoi Pas Moi ~ Mareva Galanter
Les critiques parleraient de moi sans cesse
Et trouveraient du talent jusque dans mes tresses
Le public ferait de moi une déesse
Tous les play-boys se jetteraient à mes genoux
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The critics would talk about me endlessly
And find talents even in my braids
The public would make me a goddess
All the playboys would throw themselves at my knees
I'm The Greatest Star ~ Barbra Streisand
Right up like a light
I'll flicker then flare up!
All the world's gonna stare up!
Looking down you'll never see me
Try the sky cause that'll be me!
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