#spn ladies goddesses

[sapphyreopal5]

Your pasts post said about Jensen and Danneel will get divorced. If They will getting divorced. Do you know Jensen will be with his true love? Do you think Jensen will have a bright future for being with the right woman will give him better life? Maybe why see Jensen looks sad he misses the person he is in love with.

Hello Anon, thank you for sending in this ask. My guides tell me he has not met the one yet. However, I do suspect as my guides have spoken of and also based on other things that he has been seeing someone else (or 2 someone elses ha ha). I believe 100% they've had their own lives dating while married for at least a handful of years now. I honestly think she first started to be more unfaithful while he was busy filming in Vancouver a little before 2018, as hinted at an older podcast she did with the OTH ladies cast. They also kept calling Danneel "the backup plan" (which curiously is the name of a movie Danneel was in and also the premiere she and Jensen went to a monthish before they tied the knot) that was made "in case things fall through with his soulmate not meeting him at a convention in July 2009".

My guides did say I am allowed to share some things about who his soulmate is, who he by the way has NOT met yet. I was told that he is meant to meet her at a convention, which is why he's been traveling so much and constantly goes to conventions despite being away from his family as such a big family man (smidge of sarcasm being thrown in here ha ha). Hermes one of this higher selves along with a Canaanite deity named Ba'alat Gerarlt (who is Mark Sheppard's higher self and who I discuss further below) told me one thing that stands out:

"Seers [what deities collectively call themselves] have been hinting to Jensen about the name of his soulmate for several years. Her name has been used as names (in 1 case nickname) for 3 female characters, one of those episodes curiously being titled "The One You've Been Waiting For". The name of a writer on the show The Boys and someone on his payroll at Chaos Machines also share her name, along with a role he was hoping to get would've made him play alongside a girl with this name. He 'subconsciously is fighting to get closer to his soulmate'". He needs to watch the movie "Serendipity" in order to start "cracking" this coded hint engraved in his divine blueprints from The Seers.

A little bit about the deity Ba'alat Gerarlt I mentioned before... Ba'alat Gerarlt told me that he introduced himself as Ba'alat Gebal to the Canaanites as a fertility goddess "so I can get a statue made for me with boobies on it". This deity by the way is VERY mischievous but he is also an EXCELLENT guide and seer. He also happens to be the higher self of Mark Sheppard who played Crowley. I kept asking myself why it's Ba'alat who set up in his and her divine blueprints that they meet at a convention, and then it hit me only as of a couplish weeks ago. I knew since I saw Crowley on Supernatural said "Easy, love. If you remember our time in Mesopotamia the way I do, you remember: I'm a lover, not a fighter" that this was a hint of who Crowley was represented by in Supernatural.

When I asked if Ba'alat is Mark's higher self after reading more about this so called "plot error" regarding Mesopotamia in SPN while watching that episode that clearly had people within the fandom up in arms about it, I was told "yes, I had this so called 'plot error' get thrown into the divine blueprints as a hint to Mark I am his higher self. I spoke to the writers at the CW and said [in their divine hearing] '"'I am Ba'alat Gerarlt, a Canaanite deity. I am Mark Sheppard's higher self, and I am here to tell you to put this plot error in the script so that when a Tumblr user named Sapphyreopal5 writes about it one day, people realize that everything happens for a reason including so called mistakes".

So why is it Ba'alat Gerarlt who set up Jensen meeting his soulmate in their divine blueprints? It's because his incarnation Mark Sheppard met his current wife at a Supernatural convention...

[queenruthieconnell]

women of spn creations challenge | day seventeen

goddess

[comuto-sama]

Veritas (S6E06) and Vesta (S9E08): common origin and similiar food habits make a ground for a beautiful friendship ♥

[spn-caps]

WELCOME TO LADY OF THE WEEK HOSTED BY @spn-caps​

Every week we will feature a lady chosen by a random name picker or a request.

This weeks featured lady is Kali. Kali is a Hindu Goddess and was one of many Deities who met to try to work out a way to stop the Apocalypse. Along with Baldur, she appeared to be one of the most - if not the most - powerful and oldest of the deities. She had previously been in a relationship with Gabriel when she thought he was the Trickster god Loki.She escapes certain death thanks to the help of Sam and Dean. Her current whereabouts are unknown.

We tag our caps with #spn ladies if you don’t want to miss any of our posts and if you want to contribute with your own screencap edits we follow the tag #spncaps

[wildwomanbluess]

episodes I would have written on spn because I’m not a fucking coward:

- haunted rodeo bar episode: dean gets hit on by a ghost cowboy the whole time but thinks it’s just a hot bartender

- eighties slasher film parody haunted vhs tape episode. final girl dean. stoner castiel. weird goth sam. there’s a montage to I Think We’re Alone Now as the killer (Insert Some Washed Up Eighties Cult Slasher Actor Here) chases them.

- Girls Just Wanna Have Fun: Roman Goddess Diana kidnaps all the male hunters. All the ladies team up to save their asses, like all of them. Eileen, Rowena, Billie (only here bc they’re not supposed to be dead yet), Jessica, Donna, Jody, The Waywards, Charlie, Mary. Jack and Cas are there too because 1) Cas has no gender an angel 2) Jack never got given a gender they said so themselves. Very satisfying fight scene to Its Raining Men by The Weather Girls or Sisters Are Doing It For Themselves.The girls are all shot by the camera to enact Female Rage but Castiel is hilariously objectified the whole time.

[winchest09]

Our Virtual Lockdown - Lowdown

Hey everyone!

Our lockdown livestream was once again one fulled of fun, laughter, fic recs, games and...one unplanned round of charades! Ahaha!

6 hours we were talking...SIX and again, I loved every single second. It was so nice to see so many gorgeous faces, and I’m so happy that so many of you joined us! We had 18 in our party at one point! I just hope that all of you had a blast and enjoyed yourselves.

Me and @katehuntington​ love holding these events and we are already planning the next live stream (date to be announced) but it will be in this month (May).

This is the lowdown for the third lockdown party!

Below you will find:

Everyone who joined - their tags, what’s coming up fic wise and their masterlist.

A Challenge to join

Blogs who want to help with your writing

Fic Recs

Supernatural DnD

Announcements

Q + A’s with the writers.

So without further ado… *cracks fingers*

To everyone that joined...

You are the guys that make it the live stream what it is.  So below is a list of everyone who was on the chat last night accompanied by their masterlist and what they have coming up soon! In no particular order…

@katehuntington​​: Kate is currently working on the next instalment of Ride With Me, All I Want and a two part commission. We will see this on her blog soon!

Her masterlist can be found HERE

@flamencodiva​​​: This babe is currently working on Call of the Ocean, A revoluntionary war fiction, an ABO Greek Goddess fic AND an untitled angst filled fic including Dean, a girlfriend and secrets! She is also rewriting Underworld and Legend of Van Helsing.

She’s one busy gal and we LOVE IT. <3

Check out her masterlist HERE

@whatareyousearchingfordean​​​: Alex is currently writing the ending to her Jensen fiction Et Cetera and she already has a sequel in mind! At the moment she’s trying to decide her next move...Firefighter Dean OR Secret Service Dean? Head over there and let her know!

Her masterlist can be found HERE

@talesmaniac89​​​:  This beaut also has a lot that she’s working on at the moment. The next instalments of The Man in Apartment 43. The next chapters of Lost (which is a little darker), a fluffy Dean oneshot and a Castiel comfort fic.

Behind the scenes, she’s also working on a Heist AU, Another ‘Choose your own adventure’ fic and a Ghost Writer AU.

Check her out guys, her masterlist is HERE

@superfanficnatural​​​:  This babe is currently working on the next chapters of The Bringer of balance as well as the next chapters of The Choice! He’s posted a few oneshots in the past two weeks and is writing Male!Reader fics!

Behind the scenes he’s currently working on an RPF called Matchmaker, A reader knight of hell/demon dean fic which is a love hate relationship as WELL as a Marvel SPN crossover. OOFFT.

A new writer that is nailing it! Go and give him some love, his masterlist can be found HERE

@emoryhemsworth​​​: This beaut is currently working on a series which is based off of an album called ‘Losing Sleep’ Each song will be a chapter and we’ve already been treated to some of her plans! She also has some other goodies on her masterlist.

Check our her masterlist HERE:

@anathewierdo​​​: Is yet to create a masterlist but she is currently working on Call of the Ocean with Flamencodiva. Not only that, she’s also working on a Princess Diaries AU, a Serial Killer AU and after the livestream...a gunshow fic!

By gunshow we do mean The Winchester’s muscles.

*drools*

@girl-with-a-fandom-fettish​​: This wonderful lady joined us briefly on the live stream and although she left before we could find out what she has coming up!

Check our her masterlist HERE:

Me: I’m currently working on two series, Life for Rent and Man’s Best Friend! I also have a couple of Dean series being worked on in the background as well as a couple of oneshots…watch this space!

To the new writers...

These guys were all new to the live stream this week and were welcomed with open, loving, spn fam arms! After speaking to these babes, we know that they are fairly new to writing to the supernatural fandom. They all have AMAZING idea’s when we played our prompt game and hopefully all of them will bite that bullet and post their ideas soon.

Remember guys - we’re all here to love and support you! My inbox is always open if you want to talk fics, want me to look over one etc.

Go and follow and give them some love!

@janicho88​​ @queenbeesback​​ @imjustadrummer​​ @malfoysqueen14​​

and to the readers that joined…

@leissa1287​​​ @waywardbeanie​​​ @dawnie1988​​

We love you, we thank you for reading and we thank you for all the support and love you give us constantly. Thank you for joining the chat and we hope you had an amazing time <3

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CHALLENGE TIME

Ohhhh yes! One of our amazing writers, the darling @flamencodiva​​ is holding a celebration in regards to reaching 1700 followers!

Congrats babe!

Not only is she hosting a character take over on her blog she’s also posted a writing challenge for all us writers out there!

Check it out HERE

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Need Help with a fic?

We’ve got you covered!

Need to has out a plot with someone?

The lovely @malfoysqueen14​​ has offered herself up to be a plot buddy to anyone that needs it. Stuck on a plot point, want to talk through a story line with someone? Give her a message! She’s here to help <3

Need help writing those all important fight scenes?

Give our babe @imjustadrummer​​ a message! They are filled with knowledge and even give us a demonstration on how to punch correctly on the livestream! Definitely one to have on your contacts list! <3

Need help with research for a fiction?

The most wonderful @waywardbeanie​​​ has offered herself up to be a researcher for anyone who wants help with their fiction. She has been a die hard SPN fan forever and she’s like the Ellen of our live stream.

Need a researching buddy? Give her a message! She’s a doll <3

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Fic & blog Recs!

In our live stream, we want to highlight what we’ve been reading and the amazing authors behind the words. So below is a list of all the fics that we recommend for some good ol fic binging!

@deansdirtylittlesecretsblog​​: We were told of this lovely little gold mine by Alex and we just have to include it on here! This writer has so many fics on her masterlist...you’re gonna be there for a while!

Check them all out HERE

When You Least Expect It by @coffee-obsessed-writer​​

Summary: After a hard breakup, Jensen decides to throw himself into organizing a Music Festival in Austin that is meant to raise money for a few of his most cherished charities and organizations. As he throws himself into planning it, he stumbles upon a spirited, undiscovered performer, who he convinces to come aboard to help plan and coordinate the event with him.

What transpires after that takes both Jensen and his new friend, by surprise. But when their respective pasts come back just before the event kicks off in Austin, they will both have to decide if the unexpected feelings are worth perusing, or if they should just walk away and go on with their lives.

Dear Dean by @smol-and-grumpy​​

Summary: After taking Saint Lo, by sheer dumb luck, Lieutenant Dean Winchester from the 29th Infantry Division, Baker Company, received a truckload of replacements for his platoon that was falling apart. Little did he know, that one recruit would change his life forever.

Almost Paradise by @amanda-teaches​​

Summary: Dean finds himself looking at pictures of old loves. Will he ever be able to find that paradise again?

Turned Sideways by @crashdevlin​​​

Summary: (Rockstar AU)  When Y/n gets an opportunity to meet her favorite band backstage at their concert, she assumes they won’t even ask her name. But when she impresses the front man, Dean, with her voice and knowledge of their entire catalog of songs, it launches a chain of events that is sure to change her entire life.

Crash Into Me by @crashdevlin​​

Summary:  Dean meets and befriends a witch in NW Florida. This is their interactions over the course of season 8 through season 14.

Midwife Crisis by @ellewritesfix05​​

Summary: (Elle hasn’t written one it appears but in my words) - You were heavily pregnant with Dean’s child, hormones raging and Dean was receiving the brutal end of it. Needing a break, he fakes a case to get away. When your good friend Gabriel hears of this...he decides he needs to teach Dean a lesson with a little help from is prankster ways...

PHEW! I definitely think we have enough fics on here to last us for a few days…don’t you? ;) Please guys don’t forget to give these writers some love when reading their fics, comments, reblogs, asks. It means the world.

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Interested in roleplaying & DnD?

@imjustadrummer​​ is setting up a Dungeons and Dragons campaign set in the Supernatural (main) universe!

If you’re into role playing, fancy bringing one of your OFC’s to life or just wanna be badass yourself...why not consider joining?!

All the information you need on this is HERE

Make some new friends, live out your dreams of being a hunter, angel or demon and HAVE FUN!

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ANNOUNCEMENTS!

We have three wonderful announcements to make this time! We have THREE blogs celebrating followers!

A massive congratulations to:

@flamencodiva​​: This beautiful mama has reached 1700!

@whatareyousearchingfordean​​: This absolute babe has reached 1000!

@superfanficnatural​​: This beaut has reached 200!

WOOHOO!

*pops the party poppers*

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Q & A With The Writers!

During this live stream, we asked everyone to join in and ask questions to the writers you want to know more about...the write up is below :)

- If you could collab with any other writer on here, who would it be? Alex ( @whatareyousearchingfordean​​) : @superfanficnatural​  because of the male reader aspect/sides of things! 

Emory (@emoryhemsworth​) : I’d like to collab with @winchest09​ (Tabby)

- Has anyone ever guessed the plot twist of one of your fics before you posted it?

@talesmaniac89​ : This did happen once and what was once a fluffy ending got turned into a bad ending because it was guessed. It happened once that they managed to get it so i changed it. 

- What was the last line you wrote?

@katehuntington​ :  “The cowgirl smirks and gently pushes him into the tack box in order for them both to be out of sight. Once they are safe from Bobby’s eyes, she kisses him, short and sweetly, but it’s enough to make Dean’s head spin”

- Have you ever cried whilst writing a fic?

@superfanficnatural​ : I cried to one last time, the angsty fic i wrote. I  was trying to get into the mood, i was mad, so went fuck it i’m gonna break peoples hearts. And then i cried haha.

- Can you tell us what writers you really admire?

@emoryhemsworth​ :   All of you are included in this live stream, that’s a given but I am going to talk about people who aren’t in here.  @impala-dreamer​, @kittenofdoomage​, @supernatural-jackles​, @ravengirl94​ are just a few. In regards to Rhi (Kittenofdoomage), everything she writes is just gold. She’s not written anything that’s bad! For Beka (impala dreamer) I just love her as a person. Oh and @bringmesomepie56​, her fics are just amazing.  

- Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?

@flamencodiva​ : No, not really. My stories tend to evolve in the writing process. Underworld princess and Call of the Ocean were meant to be super different than what they are now. We realised we had changed certain plot points as we were writing but that was before we started to post it. 

- Are there any stories that you wished you’d ended differently?

@winchest09​ :  Yes and no. I’ve had stories which were originally meant to end a certain way and they changed over time. Sometimes I do wonder what the reactions would have been like if i had gone with the original ending for Shatter Me and if hadn’t have gone down the angsty road for Yesterday but then I think fics choose their own path as you write them. It felt right at the time. 

- What is your favourite genre to write for?

@malfoysqueen14​ :  Angst. Never mind the fluff, the smut, the crack, it’s all about the angst. The angst is my ultimate goal. 

- Where do you get your inspiration from?

@imjustadrummer​ : A daily situation, or films. If the kids I worked with have said something weird i’d be like…”oh yeah, hey that can be a fic!”  A lot of different places really!

- Funniest story you’ve written?

@queenbeesback​ : It was an online thing, where they met online and it took a while for them to meet up. That was quite light hearted. 

- What is everyone's favourite ships?

Everyone: Dean and Donna. Benny and Dean. Sam and Eileen. Dean and Jo. Charlie and Alex. Sam and Gabriel

- What’s your favourite trope to write?

@anathewierdo​ : Friends to lovers and enemies to lovers

- Which part of your upcoming fic was the hardest to write?

@imjustadrummer​ : Trying to work out all the clues and cleverness to it. Like codes and things, working out how to put in all the easter eggs in my upcoming fic. It’s like a treasure hunt so I need to ensure there is cleverness in there.

- If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?

@superfanficnatural​ : Oh that’s...ok...most definitely...Smuuuuttttt (pretty much how he announced it)

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I think that’s it!

Thank you so much once again to everyone who joined the chat, we had 6 hours of laughs and i cannot wait to do it again. I’d appreciate it if you could share this to spread the love of the fics and authors on here!

Keep an eye out for the next date for our next livestream! It will be in a couple of weeks, date to be announced. If you guys have any idea’s or want something included, let us know. If you want to be tagged when we announce, let us know!

@deanwanddamons​ - tagging you babe as you asked so you can catch up on what we talked about <3 

THANK YOU.

xox

[fangirlxwritesx67]

Filthy Sweet

Taken By The Wind: A Sam Winchester x Rowena McLeod Love Story

Tags: 18+, sex, explicit sex, oral sex, penetrative sex, consent, size kink. Excessive descriptions of Rowena being gorgeous.

Author’s Note Chapter 1: You Naughty Boy After Chapter 1: Wildfire Chapter 2: Why Thank You Chapter 3: Yes Please After Chapter 3: Hours Chapter 4: Green Velvet Chapter 5: Locked On You Chapter 6: For You, Always After Chapter 6: Whipped Chapter 7: Purple Roses Chapter 8: Heather Interlude: True Chapter 9: Filthy Sweet

Sam x Rowena, 1500 words.  Sam thinks about the things he really loves about Rowena.  Chapter Tags: 18+, sex, smut, oral sex, dirty talking of a sort, language, a little size kink. A/N: My second Sam X Rowena piece inspired by visuals in 14x13. I adore the headcanon of Rowena swearing during sex. @boondoctorwho was reading a chapter for me when she asked, If Sam loves this so much, why doesn’t he tell her? It didn’t fit into that chapter, but here we are. 

Rowena. Sam shook his head. Shit, he loved this tiny, fiery woman. They were working a case together but she was so distracting that he could hardly focus. The way her mouth shaped the words she spoke, the way her hair brushed her cheeks as she tossed her head, the way her fingers never stilled, glossy nails tapping as she waited. 

It was all he could do to keep his hands off her.

Rowena had her trademark sass dialled up to its highest setting, pretending to be Sam’s reluctant and careless wife. When they got a moment alone, he had turned to her and hissed, “What do you think you’re doing?”

“Well,” she had answered, “I know it’s not ‘pretending to be the FBI’.” The deep edge in her voice made it clear that she was imitating Sam, or Dean, or both. She rolled her pretty green eyes, and Sam was straight gone. He had to clench his fist and swallow hard to keep from grabbing her right up in his arms and kissing her then and there. 

“Just wait until I get you alone,” he murmured, soft and low so only she could hear.

“You promise?” She smirked, glossy dark lips blowing him a kiss before their source returned to the room. 

Sam could spend all day listing reasons he loved Rowena, and still not have enough time. Some of the reasons were obvious. Everyone could see her wildfire beauty, her sparkling aura that made her captivating to men and women alike. Anyone who knew her was in awe of her mind, her depth of knowledge and her experience. 

Other things she shared only with him. The curves and planes of her body, her flawless skin, the way she looked so tiny and pale when she was naked next to him. The way, in spite of -- or perhaps because of -- their size difference, she fit perfectly into his arms. Her enthusiasm and the way they enjoyed one another in bed was for him and him alone. 

In the car on the way back to the bunker, the air between then crackled with sexual tension. Jack was in the front seat, so Rowena settled in the back. Every time Sam glanced in the rearview mirror, she was looking back at him. Her gaze was unflinching, her wide eyes teasing him with desire and promises for more. 

One of the things Sam loved about Rowena was how absolutely irresistible she was when she was mocking him. Not many people could sass a Winchester and get away with it, but she did it so well and so keenly that neither brother could say anything. In the past, when they were enemies, there was a cruel edge to her wit. Now, although her words were just as sharp, there was a fondness in her tone.

Another thing, one Sam kept entirely to himself, was the way she cursed and swore during sex. It went against every inch of her carefully cultivated image as an elegant lady. But beneath that veneer of sophistication there was a Scottish peasant lass with a dirty mind and a filthy mouth. Thanks to her years of education in witchcraft, she knew any number of languages, and apparently had learned obscenities in all of them. So far, Sam had heard at least Gaelic, Latin, Greek, French, and obviously English, as well as some languages he didn’t recognize. 

The first time he had been buried between her thighs and she tossed back her head and began to swear, he had been startled. For a moment, he had wondered if he had done something wrong. Her breathless tone, the flush on her skin, and the way her fingers tangled in his hair to hold him close, let him know otherwise. 

Now, he considered that reaction an achievement. Sex with Rowena was always good, but it wasn’t always that good. He loved pushing her until she came absolutely undone, abandoning all pretense of coherence. Every time, that first moaning curse that fell from her lips was the most delicious sound he could imagine.  That Rowena, that raw filthy sweet breathless Rowena, was the one that only he saw, and one that he treasured. 

He couldn’t wait to get her alone, to push her to that point of releasing control, to watch her unfold beneath his body again.

When they got back to the bunker, Sam told Jack, “Stay out here, Rowena and I have something to talk about.” 

“What do you need to talk about?” Jack wondered, innocently. 

“Ask Dean or Cas,” Sam tossed back over his shoulder as he and Rowena hurried down the hall to their bedrooms. The minute they turned the corner, their fingers laced together. He was practically dragging her with him, her heels tapping out two steps to every one stride of his long legs just to keep up with him. 

He pulled her into his room, kicking the door shut as he pushed her shoulders back against the wall. Their mouths crashed together, all seeking heat and need. She arched her spine, desperately pressing her body along the length of his. He held her close with one hand spanning her waist. His grasp swept her heels right off the ground. The other hand tangled in her high ponytail, yanking her red hair to pull her head back. A sigh punched from her throat. She wrapped herself around him, arms clinging to his neck and legs vining around his. 

Finally he eased his mouth away from hers, his chest heaving with deep breaths. She took the opportunity to sass him again.

“Sam Winchester, is this how you treat a lady?” 

Shiiiiit, the toss of her hair, the curve of her lips, the flash of her eyes.

His hand slipped down to her ass, cupping it in his grasp. “No, but it’s how I treat a witch.” She ground up against him, rocking her hips against his length. He lifted her easily, sweeping her off her feet before turning to the bed. 

Whose hands raked over whose buttons and undid which pants and tossed aside what shirt? No one was keeping track, just that they were both desperate to get as bare and close as possible. 

Rowena was hardly divested of her clothes before Sam sank to his knees next to the bed in front of her. He skimmed kisses up the soft warm skin of her thighs, tasting her, taking his time, before burying his face in her. She hooked one leg over his shoulder and dropped her other heel down, opening herself up, shameless and begging for him. 

Sam had been hungry for Rowena this way since the very beginning. Today was no different. He pleasured her, worshipped her, touched and licked and sucked her until she came with only the lightest sighing curse on her lips.

That was an invitation for him, a challenge, a welcome. He pushed her back against the pillows and she rolled open easily under his touch. Her face was soft, her lips pink and puffy from kisses. Her eyes were wide, green need shining up at him.

“Ro,” he murmured. His breath grew short and ragged as he rocked into her. “Do you have any idea --” his words began to fracture as their bodies met and rose together. “How much I, how much you--” 

“Oh, Sam, oh.” He watched her mouth drop open and her lower lip start to tremble. “I, uh, ahhh--” And there they were, those curses, those beautifully filthy curses. He dragged his hips in and out slowly, every movement drawing another sound from her. 

Rowena arched her back, grinding against him, seeking friction, seeking Sam. “Please, oh, for the love of, fuck, goddess….” The rest of the syllables that fell from her lips were incomprehensible, at least in English, as she clamped down around him and came. 

He didn’t quit fucking her, kept up his steady pace, pushing her higher and farther. She swore and screamed and panted and came again before he let himself go. He buried his face in the velvet soft curve of her neck to her shoulder, murmuring her name. 

Sam opened his eyes to Rowena under him, looking up at him, her gaze sparkling. She smiled and batted her eyes, long lashes sweeping her porcelain cheeks. He lowered his mouth and kissed her. 

“Oh, Rowena,” he said finally. “Such a sweet filthy mouth you have. Not fit for a lady, you naughty little witch.” She giggled, darting a saucy glance at him from under lowered eyelids.

"But you love me like that," she cooed. 

"I wouldn't want you any other way," Sam answered with a grin.

Sam could spend all day listing reasons he loved Rowena. But he would never find words for the ways he loved her the most. For how she cursed and swore when they came together, For how she looked after, all soft and blushed and open.

Sam could spend the rest of his life loving Rowena. 

... Thanks @boondoctorwho @itmighthavebeenintentional for the idea. Thanks @there-must-be-a-lock and @mskathywriteswords for prereading.  ...

SPN First Last and Always: @boondoctorwho @dawnie1988 @deanwanddamons @defenderrosetyler @divadinag @emoryhemsworth @flamencodiva @fookinghelljensensthighs @idreamofplaid @kalesrebellion @kickingitwithkirk @maddiepants @magssteenkamp @onethirstyunicorn   @the-chocolate-moose  @there-must-be-a-lock @tloveswriting

Sam Girl For Life: @awesomesusiebstuff @lilsylvia @winchesterxfamilybusiness

Rowena My Queen:  @delightfullykrispypeach @lilsylvia @marril96 @pansexualdarling @songofthecagedmoose

[angel-e-v-a]

Spn 15x11 Thoughts

JACK IS BACK! JACK IS BACK! JACK IS BACK! JACK IS BACK! OH MY GOSH, I MISSED HIM SO MUCH, LITTLE PRECIOUS BABY ANGEL BOY WHO CAN NEVER EVER DO ANYTHING WRONG, AND IF HE DOES, GUESS I DON’T CARE AT ALL, BECAUSE IT’S JACK AND HE’S SO PERFECT, RIGHT? RIGHT??? 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙 💖 💙

Okay, now on to the things that are not completely about Jack:

Poor Dean being unable to get his cheeseburger made me so sad. Gosh he deserves a medal for going on without bacon.

STOP BREAKING BABY!!! 🤬

Sam is back in that jacket of his I love very much. I approve.🤗

I kinda liked that pool bar. They are always the best places for hanging out. Guess I miss playing pool. Didn’t in months. *sigh*

Castiel’s face when the policeman mentioned Jack Kline killed me. At first I thought it was some monster taking Jack’s form. 😫

It was funny seeing Dean boast about his pool skills. And I feel sorry for the cowboy dude. He was cool. At least he got one last cigarette. 🤠 *tips hat*

Fortuna was awesome. Her reaction at them threatening her son? Priceless. Calling poor Dean a beach read? Well, she knows how to burn. I stan one goddess lady. 🧡🧡🧡

Oh my gosh, that Grigori Jack followed. I want his coat. No, I don’t care it’s a male coat, I’m in love with it and I want it. 😍😍😍

Even the goddess had to admit our Sammy boy is cool.

Quit torturing Jack! I had him on screen for less than ten minutes and you had to go and torture him already? Geez. Lay off from my babies. 🤬🤬🤬

The story about God creating other Gods made sense and it was great, but so sad.

Again, hoozah for the goddess lady for recognizing Sam and Dean for what they are and helping them out. I was sick of having old gods portrayed like mindless barbarians. If there’s a thing about Supernatural I always hated, it’s that. Well, not always, but starting season five.

I will forever cherish Castiel and Jack’s hug as beautiful memory. And the moment he showed Jack to the Winchesters, and Sam went to hug him, and Dean, oh my, Dean was touching him as if to check was he real, or he’s dreaming, I can’t… *somebody hold me*  😭😭😭

JACK CAN KILL GOD! WOOP! JACK FOR NEW GOD 2020! ANYONE WITH ME? 👍

[impala-dreamer]

Rain Check

~Dean's really good for when you need a quick distraction~

Dean x Reader 1,300 Words Warnings: NSFW. Dean POV BJ. Smangst A/N: For Porn Wars with @covered-byroses!

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When she came in, I knew something was wrong. I could see it in her eyes, that wet redness that told me she'd been crying. Her voice was rough too, cracked, like she was breaking inside. “Dean.” I didn't even have time to answer her, she jumped me before I could get the word out. Knocked the phone right out of my hand, mid text. Didn't matter, Sam would figure it out on his own. He was a smart kid.

She wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me down into a hot kiss. I was shocked, but kissed her back, looking down at her, wondering what the fuck was happening.

“Y/N,” I interrupted, pulling away far enough to touch her cheek, wipe a tear away. “What's going on? You OK?” She looked up with the saddest face I'd ever seen from her, forehead all scrunched up, eyes red, lips down in a frown. She shook her head and tried to speak but nothing good came out. 

“I...I can't.”

My heart broke for her. It had been a rough case; we lost two kids to the pack before we took them down. I knew she wouldn't be able to shake it off as easily as I could. She was still new to losing people. I curled my hand against her cheek, trying to comfort her. It was hard to find the right words sometimes, hard to say anything besides ‘Suck it up. This is the life’. But I knew she didn't need that kinda pep talk just then. I licked my lips and tipped my head, trying to look sympathetic. “You wanna talk about it?” Her eyes snapped up to mine and she shook her head again. “No.” Her fingers dug into the base of my neck and she pushed up on her toes to reach my mouth. “I wanna forget.” That was fine with me, I was good at forgetting. Well, good at distracting. Forgetting was impossible. I licked into her mouth and she damn near came alive in my hands, taking the lead and shoving me backwards toward the bed. I stumbled and she pounced, jumping into my lap as soon as my ass landed on the edge. She kissed me like she was possessed, like some crazed sex goddess, biting at my lips and moaning as she felt me up. She ran her hands under my shirt, nails scraping, toying with my nipples; I was fucking helpless, and I didn’t mind one bit. I closed my arms around her back, holding her to me as I shifted back on the bed a bit, getting comfortable. Her hair was so soft as it flowed through my fingers, her breath so hot on my neck as she kissed her way downwards. When she hit that spot behind my ear I nearly barked, my throat tight and my pants tighter. She always knew how to make me crazy. “Y/N, fuck.” I moaned as she rocked her hips over me, pressing down just enough to make my blood boil. Fuck, she worked quickly. So fucking hot. “Need you, Dean,” she sighed, licking at my lips once again. “You got me, baby,” I managed to spit out, my jaw clenching as she dropped a hand to my belt. “Anything you need.” “Anything?” she asked, a spark behind her sweet voice. I stared into her eyes, feeling drunk on her, my head fuzzy. “Yeah, Y/N/N. Anything.” She climbed off me then, pushing me back with two small but firm hands against my chest. I fell back with a laugh and watched as she yanked at my belt, tugging my hips upwards with the leather. “You need some help?” I asked, my dick throbbing, feeling how incredibly close she was. 

Y/N chewed her lip and eyed me with a sexy grin. “Nope.”

I tucked my hands behind my head and let her have at it. It was fun to watch her struggle with the button. Why did they always have trouble with the button? She grunted as she finally got it open and pulled everything down in one swoop, jeans, boxers, and all. She came back with a grin and lifted my shirt a bit as she climbed over me, running her hands over my stomach. I flinched as she hit a ticklish spot and she swallowed down my laugh, her tongue diving between my lips. I slid my hands up her sides, searching for the clasp of her bra, but she moved away, trying to take my bottom lip with her. She bit down and I moaned, feeling the sting all the way down in my gut. “Y/N, come on,” I whispered, fingers still stretching out for her. “No.” She smiled softly and bent down, her lips floating over my skin. “Let me. I want- need...this.” She kissed me right below my stomach and everything tightened. I could feel the wetness of her mouth, the desire pulling inside her with a sweet suction that made her mouth pop as she sank further down. She was incredible. I think the shock of it all had given me half a chubby already but fuck, when her lips hit that patch of skin inside my thigh- I was twitching. God, I could feel her all around me, inside and out. If I closed my eyes, I could still see everything she was doing; every swipe of her tongue, every bob of her head. She was too fucking good. I wasn't gonna last. “Y/N…” I grunted her name and sat straight up as she sucked at the tip of my cock with these tight lipped kisses. I tried to reach for her, to grab her and pull her up so I could give her some attention, but she refused. She shook her head and then looked right at me, eyes digging into mine as she swallowed my entire dick, pushing down until her eyes were gone and i could feel the back of her throat. She made a gagging sound and my balls tightened. “Fuck, I'm gonna cum.” I pushed at her shoulders in warning, giving her time to move, but all she did was moan around me and swallow again. “Shit!” I hissed and tried to hold it in but the train had left the station already. My gut flexed and my hips jerked on their own, fuck, I was gone. I came with my jaw locked tight, my teeth gnashing as the rocket shot through me. For a second, I held my breath; everything froze and hung in the air, and then it was over and I fell back onto the bed, panting. Y/N licked me clean. Fucking lapped at my cock until it was almost painful, oversensitive and done. If she wanted more, she was gonna have to give me a few minutes. I wasn't exactly in my teens anymore. “Goddamn,” I sighed, shoving a hand through my hair and looking down at her. She stood and wiped at the corners of her mouth with two fingers and then gave me a weird smile. “Thanks, Dean.” “Thanks, Dean?” I gasped, popping up on both elbows. “I think I should be thanking you.” I gave her a patented smirk and held out a hand. “Your turn?” I pushed my tongue between my teeth, knowing how that usually made her weak, but Y/N just smiled again and turned away. “Rain check?” she asked, hand already on the doorknob. “Hey…” I called to her but she wouldn't come back. “At least talk to me.” She paused in the hallway and looked back, that sadness returning to her pretty eyes. “Not tonight, Dean.” “Yeah, OK. Rain check.” She was gone before I could even find my pants.

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[sobsicles]

Things We Learned from SPN 15x11

Dean does not understand impulse control, nor moderation

Sam knows what a budget it, Dean does not

Dean is proud of Sam for being better at him at everything, but believes he's the best at pool

Dean taught Sam how to play pool

Chuck was originally furious that people prayed to other "gods" than him

Because of this, Chuck created all Gods as a copout and for a good story

Dean's cowboy kink is still going strong

Cas listens to Lizzo, which implies at some point that he heard (and possibly related to) the verse, "Why men great til they gotta be great"

Jack can eat a heart stone-faced without gagging once

Sam and Dean care about strangers without needing a reason

The goddess of luck (Lady Fortune) recognized Sam and Dean as an endangered breed -- Heroes

Sam does, in fact, have access to Wi-Fi everywhere due to being a main character, and when Chuck revoked that, the boys then had to locate Wi-Fi

Dean was willing to deal with lactose products in spite of being lactose intolerant

Sam would like for Dean to he healthier

Sam regularly keeps in touch with Eileen and gets distracted by getting a text from her (!!!)

Jack was kept in the Empty until God went off-world

Cas has and always will slay monsters to protect Jack (😭😭😭)

Jack needs to do some possibly not-so-great things to keep getting more powerful

Cas doesn't care to curb Jack's diet, and Dean is lightly disapproving (Sam:"Jack, you ate their hearts?" Dean, to Cas: "And you let him?")

Cas hugged Jack

Sam hugged Jack

Dean touched Jack's neck and face, looking over at Cas very softly

Jack can't use his power or God will realise that he's back

Chuck is scared of Jack

Jack can kill God

Cas, like a dramatic bitch, revealed Jack by stepping away to let him walk from behind a pillar (that was planned yall can't change my mind)

Jack can't die (???)

[waywardsisterslove]

Damsels December

I challenge you to draw or write about an Spn Lady or Wayward Sister of your choosing for each week of December!!! There are many different ways to be a hero, and these women show us strength and power in many ways. They aren’t damsels in distress- they’re strong and wayward af.

THEMES

Days 1-7: Draw or write a story about someone healing from an injury (mental, physical, etc) , or someone who heals others!

Days 8- 14: Whether it’s Rowena’s magic, Billie’s badassery, or Amara’s stature as a Goddess, these women show power. Pick how you would like to interpret “power” and show it in a woman of your choice!

15-21: Show your love for a woman who has been forgotten, whether absent from the show or the fandom! You wish they had more time, or they were given up on by the writers or the fans. Characters such as Linda Tran, Dagon, Raphael, Toni Bevell, Alicia, Jess, and many more may fit!

22-28: Draw or write about a woman who has faced Death. These women have been through Hell and still give out free brassknuckle punches to unsuspecting archangels. They’ve lost everything, taken down by fate or destiny, and yet they survived- or they managed to leave a legacy of hope- for generations to come.

Bonus: 29-31: Winter: Draw characters doing something you enjoyed in December, like sledding or exorcising demons of Holiday past!

[mad-as-a-box-of-frogs]

One (1) confused Goddess 

Amara in 11x23 (Alpha and Omega): Best of SPN Ladies [31 / ?]

[peterman-parker]

He Loves Another

Pairing: Thor x Reader

Word Count: 1024

Summary: Thor tells you he loves two women; you don’t take it too lightly.

Written for @emilyevanston ’s marvel trope flip challenge with the trope love triangle

A/N - Love triangle, your initial thought one girl falling in love with two guys or two guys falling in love with the same girl and have to pick. This isn’t that stupid cliché.

I’m sorry if you didn’t want to be tagged, I got the tags from my spn blog and my old marvel blog

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You lie in bed on Thor’s chest, your fingers dragging over the soft, smooth skin of his chest. “So you have to go again soon.” It was more of a statement then a question.

“I do, my lady. It’s another mission that I cannot let them do alone. They wouldn’t be able to cope without me.” He commented, his arm wrapping around your shoulder.

“That’s true. It all went to shit without you and the hulk last time.” Thor smiled triumphantly, taking on the compliment and boosting his ego. “I just wish you didn’t have to go.”

“I wish that too but as Prince of Asgard, it is my duty to protect the realm and that means I will protect Midgard too. It has the two most important women, two women that I love with all my heart.”

It was then that your heart broke.

“Two women?! You shot up from the bed and away from the God of Thunder. “You love two women?”

“Of course.” He answered, as if he didn’t care about your feelings at all.

The tears sprung to your eyes and you shook your head; you couldn’t deal with this betrayal. Grabbing your robe from your closet door, you pulled it on, tying the sash around your waist, you hid away your body from the God that claimed to love another.

“Screw you, you asshole!” You screamed at him before running away to the bathroom, locking the door behind you and sitting on the closed toilet seat.

Thor followed you through the top hallway of the house, his forehead resting on the door along with his palm. You knew that he could easily break down the door but he wouldn’t do that.

“Lady Y/N, I thought you knew.” Thor spoke softly, his words slightly muffled by the closed door.

You wiped the tears from your eyes and then your cheeks. “You thought I knew about you loving another? If I knew then you would have been gone.” Clearing your throat, you continued, “I need you to leave. Just leave me alone.”

“I cannot leave. I will not leave you.”

“Why not just go to the other woman that you love? If you truly loved me, you would have never fallen for another.”

“Can you just open the door so I could explain something to you?”

“What is there to explain, Thor? You’ve said everything you need to.” Your voice quieter as you gave up the fight. You had lost him, you thought.

“If you open the door, I will explain. I promise. Just open the door. Please, my darling.”

You bit at your bottom lip, playing with your fingers, contemplating whether or not you should open the door. Thor wasn’t going to move, wasn’t going to budge away from it until you heard him out.

Sniffling, you wiped your eyes on the sleeves of your robe and lifted yourself off of the toilet seat and slowly sauntered over to the door. Unlocking it, you pulled it open, Thor falling forward a little at the sudden movement. Normally, his antics like that would have made you laugh but you were in a serious mood. Thor stumbled but acted as if nothing had happened, his elbow leaning against the door frame. “Hi, there.”

“Well,” you started, crossing your arms over your chest. “Explain.”

“You are with child, my darling. You bare our daughter. You are the only two women in my life that I love.”

Your hand fell to your stomach while your heart jumped into your throat. You were with child, you had no idea but Thor did?

“I- how? When did you know?” This was ridiculous, how could he know?

“I have known since last week.” He revealed, something that was unexpected.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

Thor chuckles, “surely it should have been the other way around but I told you, I thought you knew. That is why you stopped drinking is it not?”

You shook your head, rubbing at your non showing stomach. “Stopped drinking? No, Thor, I I only drink when I feel the need but I am glad that I haven’t felt that need.”

You grasped his hand, “I’m so sorry for accusing you. I shouldn’t have done that, it was unfair of me.”

Thor cupped your jaw in his large palms, thumbs caressing your cheeks and pulling your face up to his as he lowered his lips to yours with a smile on his face. His lips were soft and plump but a little chapped, at that point, you didn’t care. All you could think about was the life that you and Thor had created.

“Shall we to bed? I would like to speak to my daughter, if it is okay with you, my darling.”

You nodded, taking his hand and leading him back to the bedroom where he would lie with you for a moment before he shuffled down the bed on his stomach, opening up the robe to expose your pregnant belly so he could speak to your daughter; the little goddess that was slowly growing inside of you.

Thor spend most of the night on his stomach, telling your unborn daughter about how Asgard and Midgard were totally different but how in a few weeks shy of nine months they would be joined together by a gorgeous baby girl who would be a fair ruler of both realms. He praised his daughter to the high heavens, speaking of the beauty that she would get from you and the strength she would get from both you and himself. He spoke of how big your heart would be but promised he would look after you until the end of his days even though he knew she would hold her own.

Thor would do anything to protect the two women he loved and if that meant fighting all those battles against the bad guys, then so be it because he was a fierce protector of his family and no one would stop him or tell him otherwise, not even the goddess of death could stop him but could the purple titan they called Thanos.

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[trisscar368]

Rules: Name your top ten favorite female characters from different fandoms. Then tag ten people. 

Tagged by @sans--seraph why it no let me tag you

Granny Weatherwax (Discworld)

Tiffany Aching (also Discworld)(there is no picking just one good female character from the witches books)

October Daye (Toby Daye books)

The Luidaeg (also Toby Daye)(let me have my lesbian sea goddess damnit)

Martha (Doctor Who)(SHE WAS A GOOD COMPANION AND I WILL FITE)

Nicole Haught (Wynonna Earp)

Lieutenant Commander Renée Mincowsky (wolf 359)

Jody Mills (SPN)

Lady Isabella Trent (Memoirs of Lady Trent)

Jane Ellsworth (Glamourist Histories)

Tagging... @rosemoonweaver @shadowboxmind :P @mittensmorgul @saawek and @oddsocksandstuff

[crispychrissy]

The Divine Move - SPN😆

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: Dean had always proclaimed himself as a sex God. Lord of Ladies. A Deity of Dick. But when you, an actual goddess of love, put his skills to the test, you end up teaching him a few moves, much to his surprise.

Send me a made up fic title and fandom and I’ll write a summary!

[dreamofasupernaturalchamber]

Dabb's Dream of a Red Chamber: Death's Library (Bo Ming Si) and Dean as Qin Keqing

I've seen a lot of SPN meta on this website, and in typical fashion, I'm YEARS late to the game. But I think there are some things that can only be understood in retrospect, and SPN's structure is one of them. What I'm trying to say is this: when Dabb took over, he turned Supernatural, a Western show about saving people and hunting things, into Dream of a Red Mansion, a Chinese literary classic about inter and intra family conflicts, class conflicts, political conflicts, and above all-- women.

Yes, I know how absurd this sounds. Why on earth would Dabb do that? My guess: because there is no surpassing Dream of a Red Chamber when it comes to metafiction-- the answer to the question "why metafiction?" will probably devolve into speculation about the network, so I won't get into it now.

What really tipped me off was that scene in 13x05, where Dean tries to commit suicide, but ends up Death's library instead. Some necessary background info: there is a scene in the first few chapters of Dream of the Red Chambers where Baoyu takes a nap in Qin Keqing's room (which is scandalous in its own right) and is transported to Taixu Huanjing, a dream world of goddesses in another dimension. The English translation? Taixu = The Void (note how this corresponds to the Empty, which makes its first appearance in 13x04), Huanjing = Dream World. Baoyu comes upon Jinghuan Xianzi, the goddess in charge of this world, who then takes him into a library called Bo Ming Si-- the Office of Unlucky Women-- and shows him books containing the fates of all the women in his family.

Does this sound familiar? Because it should. Here's a screenshot of Bo Ming Si from the 2010 adaptation:

A screenshot of Jinghuan Xianzi leading Baoyu through Bo Ming SI:

A screenshot of how the books are kept:

Now let's take a look at Death's library (pics from Superwiki):

Look at how the books are stacked in both shows. The reason they're stacked horizontally in Dream of a Red Chamber is that Chinese books tend to be very soft. The reason they're stacked horizontally in SPN is???

But that's just a coincidence, you might say. But Dabb doesn't just stop there. He borrows symbols, motifs, character relationships, family conflicts, and more from Dream of a Red Chamber-- he even borrows the structure. I'll talk about the structure and the motifs in another post-- today I'm here to talk about Dean.

Readers familiar with Dream of a Red Chamber might ask at this point-- is Dean Baoyu? No. (I'll talk about Cas, Jack, and Baoyu in a separate post.) So who is Dean?

Billie tells Dean that "every notebook on this particular shelf tells a version of how [he] die[s]." Let's see what Jinghuan Xianzi tells Baoyu-- he's shown three volumes titled "The Twelve Beauties of Jinling." The main volume records the ladies of his household, the second volume records the concubines, and the last volume records the maids.

Dean gets multiple notebooks because he's a combination of multiple characters from the first volume-- he starts off as Qin Keqing, who has multiple identities in the book, despite dying within the first thirteen chapters. Who is Qin Keqing? She is:

- the younger sister of Jinghuan Xianzi.

- the one who teaches Baoyu the matters of love in the dream world. She is his sexual awakening, and even though she doesn't do anything more scandalous than let Baoyu sleep on her bed in the human world, her brother is Baoyu's introduction to gay sex.

- the wife of the first and only son of the legal wife of the older branch of the Jia family. In other words, she's the wife of the future head of the household.

- there are theories that she may be the daughter of a prince who lost power, but I doubt those count for much here.

- she "dies from illness" but according to the "The Twelve Beauties of Jinling," she hangs herself after everyone learns that her father-in-law raped her.

- her death signals the beginning of the end of the four major families; her funeral is far too lavish, as is her coffin (it's made from wood that was originally reserved for a prince's funeral), and it's hinted that this is the beginning of the end of the Jia family, because they've reached above their station.

Now let's see how this matches up with Dean. We know that he:

- has played the reaper and has a special connection with Death.

- teaches Jack about romantic love in 14x06.

- is the head of the household.

- is possessed by Michael at the end of S13, an experience that's coded as rape, and is suicidal for most of S14 as a result. He then brings back a special coffin, which later causes Jack to lose control, which marks the beginning of the end for the Winchesters. Of course, the coffin scene references other media too. Angel comes to mind.

Now let's talk about Qin Keqing's best friend, Wang Xifeng. I'm not implying that Dean is anything like Wang Xifeng (although a case can be made that her panci might have influenced Dean and Cas's storyline, but that's a separate post). I bring up Wang Xifeng purely because I want to compare Dean to Lady Wang, Wang Xifeng's aunt and Baoyu's mother. If you're a Dean stan who's read Dream of the Red Chambers, you're probably livid right now. But think of it this way-- Lady Wang is a victim of patriarchal feudalism, and while Dean isn't a woman living under this sort of oppression, Dabb alludes to a similar power structure, and there's a reason why there are so many posts comparing Dean to the Eldest Daughter.

Late season SPN is where Dabb explores female-centric themes in a male centric show. Yes, I find this absurd too, but that's the choice he made. It's why Amara exists. It's why he brought back Mary. It's why S12-15 is extremely domestic. And it's why he covers a range of female experiences through Dean.

Let me go back to Qin Keqing. If she hadn't died, she would have been in charge of running the household, and she would have done an excellent job. But would she have been happy?

No.

The only other woman who matches Qin Keqing's talents is Wang Xifeng, and she dies relatively young. If she'd lived-- would she have turned into her aunt? Lady Wang is described as "wooden," but we know from Grandma Liu that before she married into the Jia family, she had a fiery personality, just like Wang Xifeng. Marriage turned her bitter. Indeed, Baoyu remarked that marriage turned women from pearls into dead fish eyes. And even though Dean isn't married, the role he plays in his family and his conflicts with Cas (and his resulting dislike of Jack) are very similar to the problems the legal wife of a wealthy man in ancient China would face. Or rather-- they're very similar to the problems the wife of a wealthy man/noblesman in a patriarchal feudalistic society would face. He probably would have identified with Catelyn Stark in GOT.

I'll probably write another post exploring how Red Chamber influenced the intra family conflicts in SPN, but before I do that, I want to talk about one more thing: Qin Keqing's nickname is Jian Mei, which means Both Beauties; she's considered to share both Daiyu and Baochai's beauty. Am I saying that there are shades of both Daiyu and Baochai in Dean's late season characterization? Yes. Dabb leans toward Daiyu = Dean and Baochai = Sam, although he plays with Baochai = Eileen too. Let me give you the shorthand for what these women stand for.

Daiyu = rebellious, bucks societal conventions, dies from a broken heart when Baoyu is tricked into marrying Baochai.

Baochai = obedient, adheres to societal conventions and thus the patriarchy, marries Baoyu but is then cast away because Baoyu decides to become a monk.

Tomorrow, I'll go into greater detail on how Baoyu, Daiyu, and Baochai appear through Cas, Dean, Sam, Jack, and Eileen, and how these choices tie into the finale.