#surreal times in jjk rn

[lavenderjewels]

(JJK 242 spoilers)

Sukuna being SO annoyed people keep trying to talk about love and loneliness with him meanwhile kenjaku is having their heart flutter for the first time in centuries fighting with takaba

[lunagojo]

I HAD SOME ANGSTY SWEET THOUGHTS SO HERE YOU ALL GO IF I HAVE TO SUFFER SO DO YOU

(Spoilers ahead, pls do not read if you are not up to date with JJK manga!!!)

notes: this is tooth rotting and sad and cringey im sorry but i am not ready for the new season of JJK

Ok but imagine like when the Shibuya Incident happens, Satoru texts you beforehand like normal:

Toru: I'm heading over there rn

Y/N: Ok be safe pls <3

Toru: Dont worry, im the best remember? ;)

Y/N: Toru.

Toru: It'll all be fine I promise

Toru: Be home before you know it sugarbutt <3 wuv youuuuuuuuuu <3333

And that's the last you hear from him. Of course when the others fill you in on what happened, you're appalled, of course, and heartbroken, unsure of what to do. Why on earth did he have to go and get himself caught like that?!

Of course, you knew that it was 'Geto' who had done it and used Gojo's emotions against him. You begged the others, hoping that there was something that could be done to help free him but there was nothing anybody could do. He was gone.

Though when Satoru does somehow get out (Gege-san pls ik you hate him but pls...i will cry) the first thing he does is come and find you. You're all he could think about when he was trapped, all he could worry about. He was terrified that something could have happened to you in the span of time that he was gone. Or what if you had moved on from him? He couldn't blame you, of course, if you did, but it did send a pang through his chest.

When you two finally reunite you just stare at him, eyes wide, stunned into absolute silence. It feels like a dream, or perhaps a nightmare, some cruel joke that the universe was throwing at you. You stand there, frozen, eyes locked with his as he slowly approaches you.

"...Y/n--"

"...No. I don't...I don't wanna hear it." You reply, voice cracking dangerously.

He lets out a heavy sigh and smooths a hand over his pale hair. "...I know that there's really nothing I can say. I just...I'm sorry, Y/n. I was careless and--"

He's cut off by the sound of your sobs. Dismayed, he quickly goes to you and wraps you in his arms. After a moment of fighting him, you relent and burrow into him, shoulders shaking as you weep.

"Every single second I was in there I thought of nothing but you." He admits quietly. He's usually so energetic and silly, so to hear this tone of voice from him is jarring. But God, does it feel good to even hear him again.

"Don't...don't do that to me again." You sniffle, clinging tightly to him. "Please. Don't leave again."

Satoru presses his lips to the crown of your head, and you can feel his mouth perking into a small smile. He's home, and he knows it, despite how surreal it feels at the moment.

"Never again."

[terribles-world]

The clash: 02

Main protagonist: jjk x reader! best friends au.

Genre: angst, slow burn

Warnings: self doubting, self realisation.

Summary: All the events in your life now make you feel you aren't good enough for someone to be with you. Taehyung being an angel here. ♡

Word count: 1.5k

an: I couldn't wait for you PPL to read it's second part. I'm too happy guys. Hope you like it. Enjoy!

It's been a week since you broke your friendship with kook. Sorry my bad. Jungkook! Calling him by 'kook' felt so warm like a feeling being in a real home. Now it feels nothing but a guilt of how vulnerable you became to someone. So fragile that just a person can shatter you like broken pieces of glass. So weak that you couldn't even handle your emotions that led you to the moment having a mental breakdown in the bathroom tub just after coming back from your formal best friends house.

Why me? It's been a week since you've been ignoring your part-time job at a coffee shop. Hiding in your apartment to get an escape from this cruel world that keeps hurting you. Maybe you're the problem that keeps getting hurt. Is it too hard for someone to like you just the way you are. Aren't you good enough for someone?

Passing a week having existential crisis makes you fall apart from the woman you used to be. Being in your twenties you need to have a stable job, be responsible, brave to do the right thing. But you? Is that what you're or the opposite. You hate the feeling how helpless you feel rn. Someone who took you for granted not even bothers about your feelings broke you almost 7 years of friendship with him. Miserable isn't?

Finally the day has come when your leaving holidays come to an end. You need to be in the coffee shop in like 6 hours later. But what are you doing in the middle of the night at 3 a.m? Didn't get sleep or sleep is nowhere to be found in your mind full flooded with thoughts.

Looking at your face while doing skincare makes you wanna puke now. What have you become ___? Getting ready for your shift you walk out of your small and cozy apartment. Not so small but enough for a living. Locking up your apartment someone bumped into your shoulder. "I'm really sorry" she replied. "It's fine."you said looking straight but to your surprise she was Hyuna, your highschool friend. "Hyuna! What you doing here"you feel lightened. "___? Is that you? Fuck you grown up so much. Like a role model." She exclaimed. You laughed followed by her. "But what you doing at 8 in the morning?"you asked. "I just shifted here."she smiled. "We are in the same floor now? Fuck I'm so excited" you can't control your happiness and hugged her. " Are you free now" she asked looking at you. "Just going for work. Will come back sharp 6 in the evening. Would you like to grab something after that if yo-?" she cut me in the middle. "Yes! I would love to." You smiled. " Okay then see you later." Then you are off. A little socialing with people makes you feel lighter than the feeling you have been feeling a lot in the whole week.

Park Hyuna, your high school friend who was a bit closer to you after jungkook. She would always sit with you in the class for the whole 2 freaking years. Until you got to know she has a crush on jungkook. Like who doesn't have? He is indeed handsome and charming for anyone to drool over him. But you became a bit protective for your best friend. She would always try to make a convo when you and jungkook would be alone. Initially you felt a bit awkward but eventually you got comfortable for you 3 to hang out all together. It felt surreal. But until one day you saw her and jungkook kissing under a tree while the weather was cloudy and almost about to rain. You don't know but that felt so heartbroken. Tears started rolling from your cheeks. Why she can't be fucking you? Why can't he love you? Aren't you enough for someone?

You left the place in a hurry just not to get caught by someone for looking at your two friends kissing. Hurriedly going to your house not even caring an ounce when your mother started ranting about how irresponsible you are for getting wet in the rain. But you couldn't care less how frustrated you feel. It meant to happen someday you knew it. It fucking hurts. Since then you started hanging out with them less than you used to. Ignoring jungkook when he would ask you to Hangout or sit with Hyuna. It changed so fast. Until one day she broke up with her the day after graduation so suddenly and then she disappeared. You felt bad as well as relieved. Bad cause she has been a good friend. Relieved because now you got your best friend I guess. But that didn't last long when he started hooking up randomly, started drinking all of a sudden and then after the terrible incident happened. 'You don't need to remember that', you remind yourself.

Reaching your destination: Kim's Cafe. You let a relieved sigh. Opening the door just to face the mocking by the shop owner Kim Seokjin. "Woah! Look who decided to show up today. Finally what have I done to get this honour of your presence in my tiny little shop, Miss ___." rolling your eyes. "You are annoying ". Deciding to ignore it and went to your changing room to wear your apron. Coming back to your place you were greeted by taehyung. "Are you okay?" he asked the first when he looked at you. Couldn't be able to make eye contact with him just nodding at his words. Too afraid he would see your dark circles under your eyes for not being able to sleep peacefully at night or see how empty you are from inside. "Okay. But if you need anything that includes you like to talk to someone I'm all ears." You still nodded your head. Just realising you got other friends too other than jungkook being in your life. More like an actual friend. A real friend.

Kim taehyung, two years older than you that'd something he is always proud of. The younger brother of the shop owner Kim Seokjin but everybody calls him Jin. Not only Jin but WWH or world wide handsome. I would definitely call him that cause he is beautiful, exceptionally magnificent features. That's why this shop is crowded almost everyday. On the other hand his brother has never been too self obsessed but a little shy around everyone. Sometimes it makes you think that he is actually hitting on you or maybe it's your assumptions. Once you saved him from a terrible woman who was touching him badly calling out for him to serve her coffee. When you noticed this immediately replaced him going to her actually teaching some manners in her head not to ogle at younger men double her age. Eventually Jin got to know about it and banned her from the shop. Taehyung didn't say anything just hugged you. Patting his back and he put his head in the crook of your neck making you feel tickled that was less concerns you than the person lying on your shoulder cause he indeed needed one. Since then you two became good friends. He knows you are being friends with jungkook. He even hung out with two of you.

Going through your social media account during your break slightly sitting at the edge of the table you let out a sigh thinking what he must be doing, zoning out scrolling your Instagram not knowing what your phone is showing up to you. Taehyung never saw you like this. Weak by health, lost the shine of your eyes, pale face, not even cared to eat healthy. He walked to you. Sitting beside you he looked at your phone. "Eww! You naughty little tiger". Coming out to reality realising what he just said then noticing your phone which is actually a couples page where a man showing up his hickey. Gasping you immediately lock your phone. "It's rude to look at someone's phone you know." you stand straight turning your face starting to walk out off there when he held your hand pulling you to him, making you land off his chest. "Hey! It's okay. I'm here. Everything's gonna be okay." That's it. That's what you needed at the very moment. You held him by his shoulder pulled closer hugging him right tightly. He didn't ask anything letting you hug him. Patting your back he let you rest your head in his shoulder for a few good minutes. Until you heard Jin murmuring some weird lyrics and shouting "Bro! The hell. You and ____. What you two doing in the kitchen. And what's with all the lovely dovey. Ohh my eyes where is my eye drop. I can't see this." Hearing his over acting you two separate each other and tae defended you both. "It's nothing okay." Of course it's nothing. But is it?

Hope you guys enjoyed reading it. Do let me know your perspective on reading it and what you PPL think of this ongoing storyline. Hope you liked it. :)

Happy reading!

[lale-txt]

Hi Laleee!! How are you doing? 🥰

I'm painting my nails rn (with festive theme colours ❤️✨) while thinking about your post with jjk men painting the reader's nails!

It was such a good read omg! I love love love the way you write, no matter if it's fluff or smut or other, you always get the characters, situations and story right! It never feels out of place or pace, or even out of character. No matter the fandom or if it's a long fic or just headcanons, everything is always on point!

I've always loved your works, way before we became mutuals (I think the first fic of yours I read, and made me follow you, was the Undercover one with Law, and it still lives in my head rent free) but I want to tell you that you really are one of my favourite writers ever 😭👏🏻❤️

(hell you even made me like Naoya... Naoya 😭 that's talent right there!)

Guyaaa, honey 🌹 i'm doing good, how about you?

i got nail polish all over my keyboard last night while typing these because someone was getting too impatient to let it dry properly and sadly no hot 2D man was there to keep my hands still and steady, sigh. what colors did you pick for yours? ♡

you're always sooo sweet to me, i swear! thank you so much for your kind words, they found me just at the right time 🥺 in all honesty, it still baffles me when someone actually remembers a fic i wrote, it feels surreal but it's such a big flattery! the Law one is a fic i'm still a little proud of, but i also remember that it took me more than a whole week to complete it because i kept adding and adding scenes; it was a prompt (and character) i just enjoyed very much!

also come join me in Naoya hell lmao

thank you again for your kindness!! you're so cute. sending you the biggest hug and hope your day/night is great! ♡

[autisticviking]

🌤 — ello there. how about you tell me more about Yuzhao cause i like him??

I- I'm... Give me a second

**Sobs in the corner cause people actually like my little guy.**

BUT SERIOUSLY I'M ABOUT TO GOT ON ONE HELL OF A RANT RN ABOUT HIS BACKSTORY

Any outsider cannot find the cavern unless lead by someone who knows where it is, not that they can't access it, they just can't find it, and no one knows about it.

So basically as I said Yuzhao is mad inspired by Wukong, more specifically JTW Wukong, but also a sprinkle of LMK Wukong.

His origins? No one knows, he doesn't remember the day he was born, all that he remembers was that he was there, in that cavern under the world.

It's called the 1.5 Realm, basically it's a whole cavern that covers the entirety of Ninjago, it's big enough to be considered a realm of it's own (yes yes, applaud my worldbuilding capabilties)

There's those creatures called Roamers, because well, they roam the cavern, each with their very own surreal and unique capabilities, but they have one thing in common : they're all merciless, and they're vode is simple : eat or be eaten.

And there Yuzhao was born! He was like every other Roamer, while he did look very similar to a human (exept for features like fangs, sharp eyes, little details that he usually hide), he was actually strong, like HELLA strong, even as a baby, he likely age where most roamers die, he was already kicking ass, by the time he was a teenager he was the strongest.

I wanted to point all of this out to help with how he was in the beginning, arrogant, selfish, someone who didn't realize just how much suffering he was bringing, nor did he care, a mentality close to Sukuna from JJK, cruel, but simple.

Remember what I said about outsiders being unable to find or enter the cavern? Well same goes for Roamers, they can't find the exit no matter how much they search, it kinda works like the mist from Percy Jackson, it's not like there's something physically stopping their mind cannot comprehend and thus notice the exit

But like in PJ, some people can see through that mist, Yuzhao was one of them and guess what he found the exit. So up in Ninjago he goes.

He learned human tongue and all, quickly adapting, dude just said "fuck it we ball" and began doing whatever the fuck he wanted to do, with no regard for anyone or consciousness of the gravity of his situation.

For a long while he thought he was the strongest, until some villager whose village he just destroyed told him "Wait until the FSM finds you! He'll beat you!"

Bored he decided to go see who that FSM, and low and behold, FSM beat him without laying a single hand on him, he beat the man who could destroy mountains.

So bro was mad, very mad, he was the strongest! It was impossible! There was no way he was being beaten!

So there goes 1000000 murder attempts while FSM was just patiently sitting there, beating him at each turn, when the Half-Oni eventually discovered what Yuzhao did, he kinda enslaved (though he preferred to call it "restrain his power") Yuzhao, which only infuriated Yuzhao more and kept trying to murder him or someone, bring back the chaos he loved but he couldn't.

For a long while, FSM kept forcing Yuzhao to be sorta decent with people, and on one occasion where he saved a little girl from a Serpentine, he started to change.

What was before a very angry, cocky, destructive, selfish, monstruous jerk, became a more bitter and sarcastic man, who still had previous habits but was somewhat kind and had values.

The bitterness was mostly because he refused to believed that anyone could tame him, and it took years for him to finally stop trying to murder FSM.

Eventually, with time, he began getting used to FSM, and even grow fond of him, the peacefulness that once disgusted him comforted him, he became close friends with him, so he went from bitter and sarcastic, to smug bastard sarcastic.

I'd like to think that he spent centuries with FSM (yes it took that long to change him), and that Wu and Garmadon remember him from his bitter and sarcastic yet angry phase, which is why they are so suspicious of him, they do not remember him softening up to his now more laid-back self, since it didn't last long.

However all the destruction he made came back to him, he couldn't just get away with it, at least that's what the dragons thought, they told FSM that he'd eventually get corrupted with the Oni, FSM didn't believe them, but when he discovered that Yuzhao became friends with an Oni (who may or may not come back), it caused a conflict, one that ended with Yuzhao trapped. Under the mountain, until the villaisn freed him and you know the rest of the story.

LONG STORY SHORT

Yuzhao was born as an extremely strong individual in an enveronnement where the strongest thrive, he eventually got away from the cavern to the outside world.

Arrogant and a merciless from the years of ruling over people with pure strength, he began to wreck havoc whenever he pleased.

Heard of FSM one day and decided to meet him, get beaten easily, and thus kept teying to mutiply kill FSM, who, after learning of Yuzhao's actions, restrained the man's power to a more mortal-like scale.

Centuries pass and he becomes bitter and sarcastic, still angry but way less than before, not wanting to admit that he was capable of kindess and somewhat tamed by the great FSM.

More centuries pass and he finally softens up, accepting kindess and becoming close friends with FSM, though the dragons did not believe of his change of heart, the dragons warned FSM that Yuzhao would get corrupet by the Onis, he didn't believe yhem but when he discovered that the Roamer had befriended an Oni, conflict enssued and Yuzhao was trapped under the mountain, until ofc he was freed but then you know the rest of the story.

I still have SO MUCH MORE to say abt him but this is longe nough lol

[xiaolaney]

FIRST KISS WITH JJK FIRST YEARS (+ SUKUNA 😐.. GOOFY ASS LMFAO)

ft. sukuna, megumi fushiguro, itadori yuuji, nobara kugisaki

a/n: SO, CUTE. i love jjk so far it’s so good (i’m literally on episode 12 but i’m far enough for rn 😭)! requests are open btw!! feel free :)

warnings: sukuna /hj.., kinda modern au because it’s like sukuna is itadoris older brother?? yk??, kissing duh, and i think a little swearing but that’s a given with me atp

kisses with sukuna are always so uncharacteristically sweet, like he’s afraid of something. your first was in his room, away from the other curses and demons lurking outside, away from anything that could take you away from him. the way sukuna leans in slow, and that stupid cocky grin when he comes close makes your head spin is surreal. it’s like you’ve found the missing piece, your soulmate. nothing outside matters right now, not itadori, nothing that isn’t you; right here, right now. ♡

(more utc!)

when megumi kisses you, it’s unsure. he loves you with all his heart, and his protective and strong actions prove that, but he’s so fuckin afraid of hurting you. he doesn’t want you to succumb to some stupid curses’ mercy, him not being able to help you. megumis worst fear is to lose you. once he’s comfortable enough, which takes a bit of time, he kisses you with so much love and appreciation that you’d think the world would end if he didn’t.

itadoris first kiss with you was playful and unplanned, just like him. it was an out-of-body experience, really. a kiss with him, especially your first, is like seeing your dream come true right in front of your eyes; there’s nothing better. itadori takes great care of his lips, i think. he would put chapstick and vaseline on religiously, just for you. he wants nothing more than to make you happy, and that’s reflected in his soft, and kind kisses with you <3.

i really don’t remember much of nobara (SORRY LMAO), but i feel that she’d be very open with how much she appreciates you, through kisses of course. nobara would peck your lips before school (whether you attend her’s or not, she’ll find a way.), but pecks would soon turn longer into a sweet kiss. she doesn’t make out, it’s just.. calm. nothing very over the top, but she finds solace in it. ♡

[jimimn]

HI ITS ME WHO'S NOT OVER JJK BLONDE SELFIE AND WILL NEVER BE -💫

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO <33333333

HONESTLY ITS THE WAY YOH SAY SUCH NICE THINGS AND I DISAPPEAR FOR DAYS ON END BECAUSE INCONSISTENCY BLEEDS INTO EVERY CORNER OF MY LIFE FNEKALKD BUT I'M GETTING DONE WITH MY FIRST LEG OF EXAMS ON MONDAY SO YAY TO THAT!! OKAY I THINK WE'LL MOVE SLOWLY WITH BABY STEPS JUNGKOOK DROPPED SOME SELCAS JIMIN DROPPED SOME SELCAS IN THE WORDS OF THE LEGENDARY JEON JUNGKOOK ALL WE NEED NOW IS "together..BAM!" (THAT'S LITERALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOMENTS EVER THE WAY HE SAYS IT 🤧)

YES IN THIS HOUSE WE SCREAM OVER JIMIN'S DISRESPECT HE IS THE PARAGON OF A MULTI-FACETED MAN THAT HAS US WRAPPED AROUND HIS FINGER. THE AUDACITY 😤

CHANEL X JIMIN LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN AND OMG THAT SELFIE THAT DROPPED?? SIR???? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?? I MEAN YES BH SAID LET'S DROP SELFIES IN BULK BUT THAT ONE PICTURE OF HIM IN BLACK(GREY? I DONT KNOW FHSKKAJF) WITH THE SHIRTS UNBUTTONED!!! THEM COLLARBONES ARE FREE AND THEY'RE THRIVING IN THE OPEN IN THAT ONE. ALSO HIS LIPS ARE SO PRETTY. OH GOD LITERALLY HE HAS THAT COCKY SMIRK ON HIS FACE WHEN HE KNOWS HE DOES HOT BOY SHIT LIKE SHUT UP OK YOU CANT DO THAT JAIL FOR U NDNSLSKAJJW

SUCH A FUCKING TEASE THATS RIGHT!! EVEN STRAIGHT MEN?? BRO LIKE HOW DO YOU HAVE ALL GENDERS JUST TRIPPING OVER THEMSELVES FOR YOU IT'S INSANE AND OMG MISS SHIVI HAVE YOU SEEN THAT ONE CLIP IN WHICH JIMIN HOLDS HIS GAZE WITH THESE MEN WHO LOOK AT HIM (i think it was bon voyage?) and when they cross each other he JUST SMIRKS AND RUNS HIS HAND THROUGH HIS HAIR LIKE YEAH OK ALEXA PLAY I'M SEXY AND I KNOW IT. AND YES I'LL LISTEN TO EVERYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY ANYTIME 💗💗

12PM KST IS THE HOLY HOUR I TELL YOU ALTHOUGH I REMEMBER WAITING THE NIGHT BEFORE BE CAME OUT WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO COME AND BH WAS JUST LIKE "yea...no" OMG THAT'S AWESOME YOUR COUSIN'S VISITING YOU

HHFJDOSO YEAH IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE THEY DID THE JUMP ALTHOUGHHHH I'M POSITIVE THEY'LL DO SMTH COOL LIKE THAT IN THEIR CONCERTS BECAUSE THEIR PERFORMANCE QUALITY IS JUST.. THROUGH THE ROOF IT'S CRAZY!! WHEN THE PERFORM WINGS?? LIKE HOLY SHIT NO CHOREO NO POSITIONS JUST BTS RUNNING AROUND THE STAGE MAKING THE CROWD GO FERAL I LOVE EVERY WINGS PERFORMANCE SO MUCH MY SEROTONIN LEVELS ARE ALWAYS AT A HIGH THEN. OOHH MY GODDD BS&T IS REALLY THAT BITCH!!!! WHO'S DOING IT LIKE HER TODAY NO ONE IS EXACTLY. AND NOOOO I TOTALLY GET IT WE THINK ON THE SAME WAVELENGTH THAT ACCIDENT HAS THE SAME EFFECT ON ME. IF ONLY YOU'D TOLD ME THEN IN 2016 THAT THAT ACCIDENT WAS THE START OF SO MANY I'D BE PREPARED FOR EVERYTHING THAT FOLLOWED (see: him basically stripping himself that one serendipity performance. holy shit.)

FOR REAL THO CHRISTMAS LOVE DROPPED OUT OF NOWHERE AND DO YOU REMEMBER JIMIN SAYINF uUH iM nOt wORkInG oN a SoLo SoNg aT ThE mOmEnT heHe LIKE ALL MEN DO IS LIE OK AT THIS POINT. BYE. YES TAEHYUNG DID WARN US BUT ARMYS (LIKE MYSELF) PUT THEIR CLOWN WIGS ON AND THOUGHT IT WAS KTH1 LMAO. OMG I HOPE YOU DON'T SLEEP THROUGH ANY OF THEIR UPCOMING SONG RELEASES BUT I'M SURE IT'S THE BEST FEELING TO WAKE UP TO CHECK YOUR NOTIFS AND SEE "Big Hit Labels" BECAUSE THAT'S HOW YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE FIREEE. DUDE SERIOUSLY I NEED JIMIN TO GO LIVE AGAIN (although we've been well fed by namjoon for now🤧😌💗) LIKE THAT ONE YT LIVE WHERE HE SAID "O...M...G" SHUT UP STOP BEING SO CUTE I'M DHJSWLIFJWKALS

LMAO OKAY YEAH THAT'S VALID YOUR BLOG THEME IS BASICALLY ✨jimin✨ AND I LOVE THAT IT REALLY GRAVITATED ME AND YOUR URL OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD YOUR BRAINNN 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️💆‍♀️

YES YES YES JIMIN IS SO PERFECT AND THE SOCK DOODLESSS 😭😭😭 oooo so when did you get into giffing? how did you start? BROOOOO YOUR URL'S ORIGIN STORY. I LOVE IT WOW YES IT'S DEFINITELY GOT THE REQUIRED ✨pazzaz✨

NOOO OMG THIS URL IS YOUR BRAND LIKE YOU'RE A LEGEND ON ARMYBLR I LOVE IT SO MUCH. BUT STILL!! IT'S YOUR CHOICE AT THE END 💖

OMG QUARANTINE DID IT'S ONE GOOD JOB AND GOT YOU INTO BANGTAN YAY. OMG YOU AND MISS LIFEGOESMON ARE FRIENDSS??? LEGENDS INTERACTING THIS IS SO COOL. LMAO THE PARADIGM SHIFT YOU MUST'VE FELT FROM LISTENING TO STAY GOLD (WHICH BTW THE MV...THE LITERAL CUTEST OH GOD THE LITTLE DOG AND JIMIN'S LITTLE SMILES DHSJAOWO) TO THEN GOING TO BST IN WHICH JIMIN IS BASICALLY STRIPPING AND JUNGKOOK IS UPSIDE DOWN LMAOOO. YES BS&T HAS EVERYONE HOOKED THE POWERRRR. YOU FALLING DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE WITH YOUR FRIEND'S ASSISTANCE OH GOD THIS IS SO CUTE 💓 EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM 🥺🥺🥺

AAAAH OKAY MY STORY ISN'T AS INTERESTING AS YOURS IS BUT IN 2016 BASICALLY ALL I KNEW OF KPOP WAS GANGNAM STYLE AND WASNT WILLING TO CUANGE THAT PERCEPTION (FOOL BEHAVIOUR I TELL YOU) AND WAS TOO BUSY OBSESSING OVER ONE DIRECTION'S REUNION AND SO ONE NIGHT (THE NIGHT BEFORE JIMIN'S BIRTHDAY 🤧🤧) I JUST STUMBLED UPON THEIR BS&T TEARS MV AND I HEARD IT AND I WAS LIKE OMG!! THIS IS THAT SUPER ADDICTIVE SONG THAT I'D HEARD SOMEWHERE AND IT JUST SPIRALLED FROM THERE I REMEMBER SEEING JIMIN AND BEING LIKE 👀👀👀👀 WHO IS HE I LIKE HIM AND JUST HIS AURA DREW ME IN SOOO MUCH AND WHEN I WAS GETTING INTO THEM I REMEMBER WRITING THEIR NAMES IN MY NOTES TO SEE IF I COULD REMEMBER 🤧 AND I STILL HAVE THAT NOTE FROM 4+ YEARS AGO 💓 AND YEAH BASICALLY SEEING THEM DO ALL THE MUSIC SHOWS AND STUFF AT THE TIME WAS SO COOOL AND MIND YOU BH DIDN'T HAVE SUBS FOR BANGTAN BOMBS THEN SO WENT ON THESE SKETCHY DAILYMOTION TYPE SITES LOOKING FOR ALL THE CONTENT I COULD CHURN OUT LMAO

AND YES!! COURTESY OF YOU I DID WATCH SOME RUN EPS!! I WATCHED THEIR CANADA ONES SPEAKING OF WHICH I LOOOVE THAT PART WHERE THEY'RE DOING THAT SONG GUESSING THING IN THE MORNING AND JIMIN SAYS "are you cold?" 🥺🥺 TO TAE AND HUGS HIM URRHRHEHSJSJSH AND I ALSO SAW THE ONES WITH THE PUPPIES GODDDDD I LOVE THE PUPPIES ONE SO MUCH LITERALLY JUNGKOOK AND HIS DOG (MIRI?) OH MY GOD THAT LIL FLUFFER AND ADAM IS MY ICON WITH HOW HE JUST DID HIS OWN THING LMAO.

BUT ANYWAY!! DO YOU HAVE A FAVE ERA?? LIKE DO YOU EVER LOOK AT THEM AND GO "Damn I wish I was a fan then" BECAUSE HONESTLY I WISH I HAD STANNED THEM IN THEIR DOPE ERA BUT I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED JIMIN THEN DHKSOWID-💫

FOR THE UMPTEENTH TIME!!!!!!! ITS OKAY!!!!!!!! I TOTALLY TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!!!! AND YAYYYYY CONGRATS I HOPE THE FIRST LEG OF EXAMS WENT WELL <333333 AND OH MY GOD you’re gonna make me cry with the together baam goddddddd same one of my fave moments and jimin’s giggles after that 😭😭😭😭 my babies <3 :((((

that..... black suit selca....... that opened button...... like open one more dear sir who’s stopping you... just do it <33333 YEAH he totally needs to shut up with his i know im hot side it just kills me every single time 😭😭😭😭😭

LISTEN THAT BV3 MOMENT  S H O O K  ME OKAY????? THOSE GUYS LOOKED AT HIM AND HE WAS SO FUCKING SMUG ABOUT IT (AND HE SHOULD BE) AND THE WAY HE LICKED HIS LIPS AND RAN HIS HANDS THROUGH HIS HAIR????? LIKE HE KNOWS HE HAS EVERY SINGLE PERSON; NO MATTER WHAT GENDER; WRAPPED AROUND HIS LIL PINKY LIKE THAT???????

OH MY GOD ME TOO I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE THE WINGS STAGE AND WATCHING THEM HAVE SO MUCH FUN IS JUST SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I ALSO ABSOLUTELY LOVVVEEE THEIR ENERGY DURING THE SY TOUR MEDLEY WITH IDOL AND BAEPSAE AND FIRE AND DOPE ZSXDFGFCHGVJBHJN THEY JUST LOSE THEMSELVES IN THE CROWD AND THE MUSIC AND ITS JUST SO FUCKING SURREAL TO WATCH HOW MUCH THEY ENJOY DOING WHAT THEY DO!!!!! kinda makes me want to find that happiness and passion in whatever i do in my professional life <3 and LISTEN jimin said the break the soul commentary THAT HE COULD DO SERENDIPITY SHIRTLESS TOO. THE AUDACITY. HE SAID THAT WITH HIS WHOLE CHEST. 

YOU KNWO WHAT I THINK JIMIN WON’T GIVE US A HINT BEFORE DROPPING PJM1. HE’LL JUST DROP IT ONE FINE DAY OUT OF NOWHERE LIKE HE DROPPED PROMISE AND CHRISTMAS LOVE (i wasn’t here when he dropped promise but i read that on twitter sdfghjkl) AND NO PLS NO I DO N O T WANT TO SLEEP THROUGH JJK1 OR KTH1 OR PJM1 OR KSJ1 OR NAMGI MIXTAPE 3 OR HOBI MIXTAPE 2 OR ANYTHING BASICALLY YOU GET IT i had slept through dynamite cb because i had NO CLUE that they were gonna drop it at 1pm kst rather than 12 am kst. i was under the impression that since they dropped all the teaser pictures and the teaser itself as 12 am kst, the mv will drop at 12 am kst too. and I woke up like two hours after the mv dropped (which was almost noon my time) and i felt like A FUCKING FOOL AND I JUST 😭😭😭😭 NEVER WANT TO FEEL LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN 😭😭😭 

AND YES BABIE NEEDS TO COME LIVE SOON PLS I MISS HIM SO FUCKING MUCH :((((( AND HIS O...M.....G HAD MADE ME FUCKING SOBBBBBBBBBBB his yt live god he looked sooooooo fluffy with his hair and his tiny hands and his puppy eyes and soft voice im just so 😭😭😭😭😭😭

NO NONNONONONO PLEASE IM NO LEGEND DON’T SAY THAT IM EMBARRASSED im just a normal fangirl who makes okayish gifs 😭😭 and ok yes so i started giffing LONNNGGGGGG time back on a different public fan forum from my country but i never knew the right process and stuff so obviously the gifs were shitty lmao BUT ANYWAY i got into gifmaking PROPERLY this in july last year and obviously struggled a lot in the beginning because i didn’t know shit about colouring and stuff lmao but i kept practicing and even though im not perfect rn i do think that i got better. i love giffing tho. its such a nice creative outlet and whenever i gif the boys it brings me so much happiness :( <33

AND YES ASDFGHJKL ME AND HER ARE FRIENDS SINCE A VERY LONG TIME SDFGHJK LIKE LONG BEFORE BOTH OF US GOT INTO BTS SDFGHJ and ah yes the whiplash lmaooooooo and you’re right god the stay gold mv is SO FUCKING PRETTY THE COLOURS IN THAT ENTIRE MV HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND JIMIN AND TAE AND JOON WITH THE DOGGO JUST EVERYTHING SDFGHJK <3333333 AND BS&T DUDE I GIFFED THE MV YESTERDAY AND IM 💀💀💀💀💀 (like i just giffed jimin from the mv but i did watch the whole thing 5647589 times <333333) AND GUESS WHAT!!!!!! I WAS A LILLY SINGH FAN (IDK IF YOU KNOW HER SHE’S A YOUTUBER) BACK IN 2016 AND PEOPLE BACK THEN HAD REQUESTED HER TO REACT TO BS&T MV AND I HAD WATCHED HER REACTION VIDEO AND (although it didn’t stick with me back then because i was a fucking fool) I DID SOMEHOW REMEMBERED THE JIN AND STATUE KISSING MOMENT AND WHEN IN 2020 I SAW THE MV AND SAW THE KISSING MOMENT MY BRAIN JUST!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT I HAVE SEEN THIS BEFORE SOMEWHERE AND THEN I REMEMBERED I HAD SEEN THIS IN THE REACTION VIDEO LMAOOOOO i wish i hadn’t been a fool and gotten into them back then :((((

AH NO OMG YOUR STORY IS SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEE ATLEAST YOU WEREN’T A FOOL LIKE ME TO NOT GET ATTRACTED TO BS&T THE FIRST TIME OF SEEING IT!!!! I WANNA HIT MY 2016 SELF LIKE DAMN YOU YOU FOOLISH ASSHOLE AND yes omg how did y’all do the subs thing damnnnnn i can’t imagine

AND YES THE CANADA RUN EPIS ARE LOOOVVVEEEE and that vmin moment plsssssss i cry everytime 😭😭😭😭😭 it is just so soft and innocent and tae’s little smile after jimin just turns around and hugs him 😔😔😔😔 i love soulmates 😔😔😔😔 AND MIRI YES OMG EVERYONE WAS SO IMPRESSED BY THE LITTLE CUTIE AND THE WAY JUNGKOOK JUST KEPT ADORING HER THROUGHOUT MADE ME SO SO SOFTTTT and bro adam is me. i am like that. lazy and un-motivated AF. although if i were a dog and jin were to be my owner i would listen to him so well and jump on him every chance i’d get 😌😌😌

GOD YES RED HAIR DOPE ERA JIMIN 💀 BABIE BUT MAKE IT SEXY 🥵🥵 AND OMG YESDGFHG MY FAVE ERA IS HYYH. ORANGE HAIRED JIMIN. PLS. HE’S EVERYTHING. I WISH I HAD GOTTEN INTO THEM DURING THAT. LIKE THAT ERA IS ..... SOMEHOW SO FUCKING WILD AND STILL SO ASSURING AND CALMING ????? KEEPS ME ROOTED LIKE IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN DFGHJKL AND WINGS TOO DAMN I WISH I WAS HERE TO LIVE ALL THOSE AMAZING ERAS. but even though i wish i had gotten into them earlier... i think i found them when i needed them the most. I was going through a very difficult time last year and they somehow they made me feel so fucking safe and at home that the connection was instant. honestly i’ve never stanned or felt a connection with any celebrity as strong as the one i feel with bangtan. its like... they don’t know i exist but they still know EXACTLY what im feeling and what to say or do at that time to make me feel comforted. Its weird god but its true :((( SORRY I GOT EMO I JUST LOVE THEM A LOT SDFGHJKL