#tagging it as tht cuz why not ig

[sipsteainanxiety]

quickly running into ur asks after ur recent drabble because im in love.. bakugou running to you after you've gotten hurt on patrol, cursing and stammering multiple "do you need me?! Where d'ya need me? Y'okay?" All rushed and scared. But you just shake your head and pat his hand saying "im okay. We're okay." Because you already have him and he already has you 😞

PLEASEEEE YESS bakugou, who has never cared so much for a single person before, feeling his entire world drop out underneath him when he finds out you're hurt somewhere.

and he can't help the rush of thoughts that get increasingly darker and darker the longer he's away from you. that you're severely hurt, maybe on the verge of death. maybe that you're already—but no, he never lets his thoughts go that far. he refuses.

him finally stumbling across your body, eyes frantically scanning you for your worst injuries as he slides to his knees next to you and just. just fuckin holds your face in his hands. he's got that little crease between his brows that you've made fun of him for, saying he's getting worry wrinkles. but fuck how can he not when you just—you just make him so fucking vulnerable.

and he hates it, hates how you make him feel. but he can't help it.

he's all sweaty and panting, cursing between sentences as he asks you if you're okay, if you need him to do something—anything. he just feels the urge to be doing something to help you—he can't help but feel so fucking useless when you're there looking so hurt. but you just give him a smile and hold onto one of his wrists tightly, telling him that you're okay. that you will be okay. and that he will, too.

[the-furies]

Pls info dump about your system. I saw in your tag that you want to so consider this a free pass to do so I want to know all that ya want to share

HI!!!! SORRY YOUSENT THIS LIEK A WEEK AGO WE WERE WAITING 4 WHEN WE JAD ENOUGH ENERGY 2 INFODUMP JSISJDJFFNDJD OK OK UNDER THE CUT

WE ACTUALLY. ... DONT KNOW WEHRE 2 start Uhhhmmmm. hmmmm. OH MAYBE THE HEADSPACE!

ok SO the headspace changes DRASTICALLY like every few months or few weeks or so. Just a week ago it was a copy of the house we currently live in. We like,,, grew up in this house so it was Also our headspace for years as a kid and we had the vibe tht it was. The exact headspace frlm back then too bUT WE never did get to find out bc it changed AGAIN like a few days ago. smh. Now i think we're just above & outside of The Cave™™™™™ tht was discovered here earlier this year. WHICH IS REALLY FUCKING COOL! BECAUSE THAT MEANS:

The headspace survived the nuclear winter!!*

HOYL SHIT WE'RE IN THE MAIN HEADSPACE AGAIN LET'S GOOOOO <= has been stuck in Harry's headspace for the past half yearIEJFKDKFMC

[*Sometimes it just fucking gets Destroyed. Like... Semi permanently. As in, if it gets destroyed there is Very Little Chance we'll see that variation of our headspace AgainFHDJDKFKFJ and last we uhhjj Talked to anyone in the Main System, bc we are... TECHNICALLY A SUBSYSTEM! FJDJFJ, they were like Yeah no everything is fucking Destroyed <3. But that's not the case snymore ig???????]

SO w all this information actually if we rlly wanted we could probably make a decent map of the area. cuz if We jave this headspace back then we have Everythingggg it had in it back too & everything that it was connected to THAT'S NEAT WE MIGHT DO THAT!!

uhhjjj waht else. HMMM. i thuink our current front roster is neat TBH there's some guys active rn that we'd have never expected. like HI PHYS! WYD WHY R U HERE RN <3 QJAIWOSKSKDNCXN but it's fun !!!! i hope everyone innn our subsystem will fromt here at lEast once bc I Am Lov Collecting Informatión On Everyone <= Primarily fills out everyone's PK & Simply Plural descriptions. actually I think maybe everyone has fronted a sufficiently long enough time EXCEPT FOR HAND/EYE LIKE S I R GET YOUR ASS UP HERE TELL ME ABT YOURSELF BASTARD !! GJCJCKCKF all ik abt him is that He enjoys making Pokeblocks On Pokefarm. that is IT and that's NOT ENOUGH INFORMATION MY GUY but anyways.

i also think us Existing Here is so funny in itself like our asses rlly just got Possibly permanently isekai'd huh. like. like. Genuinely I don't know if our past mains r coming back at this point but that's FINE we already did the whole 96 stages of grief shit about it IF that be the case then SO be it Whatever there's pros to this life ig. like THIS body isn't on the verge of SUDDENLY DYING FOR NO REASON and also We have a cat. we have a cat!!!!! and a dog!!!!!! whaddahell!!!!!!!

there's lotsa fun shit here But there r also the Horrors. Like I PERSONALLY WOULD LOOVE TO EXIST with Out the Constant Paranoia And Delusions but IT *IS* PREFERABLE! OVER WHSTEVER THE FUCK WAS WRONG WITH HARRY <3 AJSJDJF

I will say tho. When we uhhhhhhh All popped in & all we Just assumed we'd be Gone & dormant MONTHS AGO but ummmm . well. apparently not! sO the things we wanted 2 Experience have a High probability Of Happening,! Like PT is excited for Halloween and UNLESS those pirate fucks completely take over the roster within the next like week [0f.md s2 on the 5th babey!!! holy shit!!] then it's. Probably gonna happwn!!! which is so cool we don't actually... hey did Halloween exist in (source game)

man and speaking of. Memories Of The Past as we call source memories. It's a collective sys-wide trait thing All our fictives from aNY source rlly enjoy piecing together what they remember from their canons & all It's like enrichment for us. BUT we've been kinda piecing together a rough timeline of when We all formed in our canon That's our biggest Thought Project™ rn. No estimated time 4 when it'll be Complete tho probs never tbh. and w that in mind u may or may not believe who harry's first sysmate was According 2 what we've put togetherJTJEDKFKDJS

ok that's liek 5 trillion words Whoops. we r so talkatives <3 I am going to stop there it's like 5 am JFJDDKCKF we gotta go back to bedddd -E-Chem

[sithara-studies]

First love???

Almost a month ago

Most of the scenes happen in my school bus (so the seating arrangements' divided half for the boys and girls, you'll know later why I'm saying this) Also the friend mentioned here is @aislingisstudying, I'm just too lazy to tag her everywhere so I'm referring her as friend

me: *looks at a boy and thinks his hair is really cute* *turns towards friend* Don't you think that boy's hair looks really cute?

friend: mhm yeah it is actually cute. Do you want me to go and say it to him?

me: What the fuck no, that's really embarrassing

friend: nahh i'll go and tell

me: bruh stop it would be really embarrassing

friend: fine okay then

10 minutes later

me: you know what, go. Go and compliment him from my side

friend: okay my guts level has gone poof you should have used to the chance before

me: mhm okay whatever

20 minutes later

me: you know what, i'll go and say it to him myself. Anyway I'll leave this school in like 3 or 4 months so i'll just say

friend: fine go ahead

5 minutes later

him: *getting out of this bus*

me: Hey dude!

him: *turns back*

me: your hair looks cute!

him: *traumatized or surprised eyes under the mask and leaves the bus*

all girls around me: *surprised eyes and giggling* you okay? have you gone out of your mind?!

A week ago

so me and my friend was sitting was the end of the girls side and my guy came and sat right behind us. OKAY LIKE RIGHT BEHIND US and the mf bus conductor and tells us to sit in front of the bus. So when we sat and settled down, behind us were our friends in 12th grade-

me: DUDE WE WERE SO CLOSE AND THIS CONDUCTOR CAME AND UGHHHHH

friend: I KNOW RIGHT YOU WERE LIKE THIS CLOSE *pinches fingers*

12th graders: okay what are you guys talking about?

*me and my friend narrates the story and shows the guy*

12th graders: Ohh we know his info, his name's ***** and he's in 12th grade PCMB and like he's an introvert and he watches anime and he's from hyderabad

me: INTROVERT??!!! HYDERABAD(im also from the same place and finding a hyderabadi in my school is like finding a needle in a haystack)???!!!! SCIENCE?????!!!!!!!!!!! *excited faces, hand gestures and noises*

friend: chill okay?

me: okay you have his snap?

12th grader: I have insta but like I'll give his snap too

me: omg thank youu!!!

Today

I actually got his snap 2 days back but I had my hindi exams going on so I sent him request today. So here's the texts-

me: *goes on snap, checks his snap id and takes a screenshot to send to my bsf*

after a few minutes

him: you took ss??...

me: *me realizing that people can see screenshots* Oh im sorry I actually meant to take my friend's but took urs btw hi

him: Oh ok hi

me: Um kinda awkward but do u remember like the compliment tht u got while leaving the bus?

him: yeah I do why?

me: oh well I said that 😅

him: oh thanks ig 😂

me: oh lol okay But lik I still wonder lik y u gave like a traumatised expression that day 😂

him: I was just trying to see who said that lol

me: Oh I thought u got offended or smth 😂

him: Nahh I can't remember who it was tho Like the face I just left cuz my stop was there How did u find my snapchat btw..?

me: Ahh I get it Uhhh that's sources lol i mean friends help to find socials??

him: Oh but I dont follow anyone from our school tho? It's a bit weird so that's why..

me: Oh okay

him: 👌

me: oh btw u up for streaks?

him: oh yeah sure i really need streaks i was about to ask *sends a picture of this fingers*

me: *internally crushing* oh ok

him: What😂? ur just there lol it's kinda creepy TYPE SOMETHING

me: Lolol I'm actually double texting on discord so 💀💀💀

him: oh oh makes sense ☠️

me: yea 💀

Idk what to talk next 😭😭😭 I wanna make convo but like idk what to talk about without being so awkward. Now I know ya'll will say to talk about anime but I dont watch anime too 😭 So give me tips <3 and he's my first crush (boys at my school mostly don't look attractive to me)

[luvrluzer]

Kpop Questions

Tagged by: @wanna-1-one // Thank you for tagging me! - Also I haven’t been active lately, but since I’m on break, I’ll post this tag post (? or challenge, lmfao) ANYWAYS- 

1. Who was your first female bias? Hmm.. I think it was either Amber from f(x) or Ailee 

2. Who was your first male bias? T.O.P from Big Bang (HE GOT ME LOKE WOAH.. i was literally 7..no joke)

3. Who are your current biases? other than the above: I’m currently hooked on pd101 so like... 

Park Woojin from Wanna One (if you haven’t noticed)

&

Kim Donghan from JBJ

4. In the entire kpop industry, who is the closest to your ideal type? Okay honestly ima say Park Woojin, but also Choi Minho from SHINee.. here’s why (or just skip this part cuz who tf cares)

Woojin is literally the cutest, most shyest dork I’ve ever saw. In my opinion I kinda think we are both alike lol. Shy at first, but once you get to know him more he’s annoying asf and you can’t make him shut up.. jk just me ;) very lively and super funny. My ideal type is someone who I can joke around with a lot and laugh with. 

Minho is also my ideal type because he’s very caring and is also a very lively person. I love seeing his smile and hearing his laugh. AND THE WAY HE TAKES CARE OF KIDS GOT ME LOKE-have you seen him on The Return of Superman?? (or somethin loke tht, idek) DAEBAK AND HIM WAS SO CUTE I WANTED TO CRI.. Yea, lol.. my ideal type is also someone who can be a GREAT father and always can make me happy from a simple smile or laugh.

also did I mention how determined and hard working they both are?? Dayum that’s literally the most attractive thing a man can have. And they are both good lookin u knoe ;)

oki i needa stop.. do u not see how long this is im... fml

5. Have you ever attended any kpop concert / fanmeeting / fan sign? Nope :(

6. If yes, which group / artist? how was the experience?

:(

7. Which group / artist would you like to see live? Does KCON count? BCUZ MY DREAM KCON WOULD BE- WANNA ONE, EXO, AILEE, VICTON, SF9, PENTAGON, MONSTA X, SEVENTEEN, AND BIG BANG

8. How did you get into kpop? So like I started listening to kpop from my mom actually... I think I was 7 or something (the year that the drama Boys Over Flowers came out) and she made me watch that drama with her. (So my first ever Korean crush was actually Kim Bum lol.. and shortly after Lee Minho- Whoops, liking Korean men since 2009 lmfao... but anyways) Then she showed me Big Bang.. My mom was a Taeyang lover but I fell in love with T.O.P. I then kinda stopped listening to kpop bcuz I was like 8 and really had no idea what the heck they were singing so my interest left UNTIL my best friend, @lai-gvanlin came into my life and then I started to fall back into the kpop life again. (tysm btw.. lmfao)

9. Who are your otps? For sure Markson- u can never tear them apart istg.. and literally everyone and anyone who interacts with my b Park Woojin bcuz he’s adorable with anyone and everyone including me

10. When did you start to ship them? I guess when I got into the groups

11. What is your favorite fanfic genre? like fluff ig.. idk, I really like that cheesy boyfriend stuff lol.. 

12. What is your favorite music genre? I like a lot of different genres- like if I listen to a song and it got me feelin a type of way then I like it.. but I think I’m more of a hip-hop / pop kind of girl.. I like most of my songs upbeat, kinda like Monsta X songs ig 

Sooooooooo... sorry this was hecka long lmfao.. but anyways I’ll tag: @sewnho @wannaoneioi @wannabl @woojinstinygf @lai-gvanlin @spooky-jihoon @parkrudejin // you guys don’t have to do this if you don’t want to~ and if you want to do this tag game (? Still don’t know what to call it tbh) and I didn’t tag you, go ahead and tag me if ya want :)

[sipsteainanxiety]

i'm just,,, i'm thinking about fmn again and about how terrible it must have felt for katsuki to see [name] like that. how worried and lonely he had been over all those months and when he finally gets to see her again, she hates him. she's scared of him. how painful that must have been for katsuki, and how painful it still is for him, because it's almost like he's lost her all over again. she's just barely at his fingertips, closer than she had ever been over the past few months, but just out of reach.

ow ow ow i'm thinking about them,,,

haha i like how u think! but consider this:

it was the way bakugou had spent days on end searching and searching and searching for you when he first heard of your kidnapping. he wanted to rip the whole world apart to find you. he wanted to destroy those fucking villains who dared to lay a single hand on you. his body and his mind were given no time to rest as he combed through the streets and buildings, trying to catch any glimpse of your familiar figure. exhaustion weighed heavily upon his shoulders, his mood souring even further with every passing day where you weren’t by his side.

you had been his support, his lifeline, his everything. and without you, he found himself crumbling.

his friends were worried about him, watching him run himself dry on the daily with searching for you and doing his duties as the number two hero. but he always refused their help, always snapped at them that he was fine, damnit, leave him alone! if he couldn’t handle this, then what kind of a fucking hero did that make him, huh?

but he was tired, so tired, and he wanted nothing more than to sink himself in your welcoming embrace.

so when he found out that there was a possible location of your whereabouts, months later, he was thrown into a whirlpool of relief, anger, and determination to get you back. too much time had passed, he let too much time go by. and part of him felt like he had failed you, somehow, by leaving you in the clutches of villains for so damn long. he hoped you would forgive him.

he put his all into storming the facility, trying to find you. he annihilated everyone in the path of his raging storm. and when he stumbled across a small, grey room that looked like it had been lived in for just a bit too long, he knew it had been yours. he could smell your lingering traces within it, almost feel your presence at the tips of his fingers.

but you weren’t here. you weren’t anywhere.

and he felt like he had failed you even further.