Happy National Poetry Month! To celebrate, I'm going to occasionally post some of my own poetry here 🩷
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To Yearn
I am a mountain, but not
with you. For you I am
prairie grass, bent
and easily swayed
by the slightest breeze—
helpless to its whims.
When you speak
I bow before you
because it is my nature
to yield to your breath.
To let it move me.
I tell myself, “I am rock.”
“Be stone,” I say.
“Just this once, be
rough and rigid.”
Even then I erode
for you. Soften until
I am not rock, but clay.
I carry the impression
of you into the world
on my lips. My breast.
That is the essence
of yearning—to transform.
To become undone.
If you touched me
I could be anything.
- March, 2019
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Having a terrible headspace/imposter syndrome/continued writer's block day. So have some more of my poetry instead. No pretty graphics this time. Just 4 poems with a decade between them.
I am lily-like,
To the Gardener
open and blushing, petals
speckled in salmon.
I want you to cup
and caress my blossom face,
the curve of throat down
to my long-stemmed sway
of hips, full figured flora
ready for pollen.
Pistil and stamen,
yellow fingers stretched outward
from their corolla
casing to bathe in
raindrops and breezes. Pluck me,
roots and bulb heavy.
Inhale my flower
sex—fragrant. Waiting for you
to see my ripeness
and hang me to dry
beside the aster, pansy,
rose, chrysanthemum.
- March, 2010
The Buried
The ivy here reaches up
like many greedy hands
groping stone, embraced
in a patient game of tug of war.
At every turn there are dunes
of vines, erratic tangled masses
where the ivy has won,
burying the plaques
like their patrons
interred below.
We are, all of us,
returned to the earth.
Not through a yawning chasm,
but boxed neatly and regifted.
Some are charred to ash
and dust and scattered, ghosts
of embers catching wind gusts
until they settle, are swallowed
still by dirt. By inevitability.
Though our markers and monuments
are lost to time, the ground
never forgets us. It carries
the memory of our bones
in soil and tells the living,
"This was life once, too."
- October, 2020
To the Moon
I have seen a full moon drive a man
crazy as a woman can, so you must
be a woman with thick red hair.
The Greeks call you Selene—
brightness, moon-faced woman,
curved, voluptuous night figure.
My body swells as you do, waxes
to fullness each month
until we are emptied and new.
You must be a woman who knows
how dark the world can be
on a moonless night—
I have watched men crying
for the moon in alleyways
at two in the morning.
- April, 2010
Light
I want to be a light.
I want to burn, beacon
bright and leave
neon shadows behind
your eyelids when you look
away. The impression
of me more than an echo.
A brand. A memory
that sharpens into focus
whenever you smell
my perfume in a crowded
grocery store or hear
raindrops patter rhythms
on your windshield.
You see, light leaks
when it's strong enough
and I want to leave you
with enough to brighten
anywhere you might go.
- February, 2020
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