#tb to my genderfluid days

[awlumii]

hey zuzu! I hope you’re okay, it’s been a while :(

I’ve tried to check in, but my tumblr is weird and nothing goes thru :(((

I’ve been very busy lately, and tbh it’s been kind of a blur!

As for kazuha,,,,,, I have everything and every wish I need for him! I just hope he won’t stubbornly come home at hard pity qwq

I uh uh uh have some kazu art I did a while ago and I uh would like to share it if that’s okay? It’s been a while tho so it’s not the same quality as my art now btudnsnejrjdnsj I’m still proud for some reason

OH and I also figured out I’m gender-fluid so djdjsjsjshdjsjsjsjssjsjsjskshisod

Anyways I’ll leave you be for now! I hope my tumblr won’t be a bitch and will let me check in more often 😅

hey hey! i'm getting by; i hope you're doing well and taking care of yourself between your busy schedule! <3

the kazuha prayer circle is on the horizon, but i am still wishing you an early kazuha 🥰 also YES YES please do share it if you feel comfy! :D

gasps welcome to the fuck gender club 🫂💗 i'll look forward to hearing from you again!

[confessions-but-fnaf]

When I was a lad, and FNaF 2 was being teased--I saw Toy Bonnie, assumed she was gonna be a girl, and refused to believe otherwise. Even when it was confirmed that she was a 'guy', I just...ignored that, because I knew what being trans was, and I was like "That's what TB is! She's trans!" (100% HC many robos as trans, and enby at this time, but TB was the one I thought about the most.) It's a bit silly of me, I know, but to this day I can't see Toy Bonnie as anything but a lovely trans lady. ♡

(I’ll be using they/them to refer to TB in this post as I don’t want to enforce my headcanons and disrespect yours by using He and I also don’t want to disrespect my own headcanons by using She, so I thought They would be a happy, genderneutral middle ground!!)

Not silly at all!! I completely understand the mindset! Looking back onto my attitude to TB as a child I always thought that they were a man who liked to present femme as TB was confirmed as a man and I didn’t like going against what Scott confirmed because I was a die hard theorist which meant following what was presented in canon to a T or be humiliated by the at the time 20 year olds in the fandom; but I feel nowadays that I headcanon them as nonbinary as I’ve noticed some of the ways I present myself matches their own and I’m sorta questioning myself again atm but ig the closest label for me would be genderfluid! Anyways enough about me-

You’re completely valid!! It’s been so nice in recent years seeing all the lgbtq rep people such as yourself have been applying to the robos!! As a trans person who kins a few characters it’s so heartwarming because I know that if it was like this when I was younger I probably wouldn’t of been in the closet so long and in a love-hate relationship with myself so just knowing that there’s someone out there who’ll look at a character they love, like yourself with TB and them being a trans woman in your eyes, it almost makes the struggle of being a trans kid worth it cause it makes the overall acceptance of HCs like this more accepted in the community, especially by our cishet allies.

Thank you for sharing anon!! I’m sure you’re not the only one. Similarly to Mangle and Funtime Foxy, there’s been plenty of speculation to do with their genders as well as TB so I doubt there’s a lack of people who think similar-mindedly!

- mod bon

[randompasserbyer]

For the D.I.D meme, 1, 6, 16 and 17

sytfuygihnoi #1 is a big one so I’ll answer the other 3 in another ask lmao

1.  Introduce your headmates/alters. How many are there? What are they all like?

So, there’s 26 of us, give or take 2, so I’ll try to give brief descriptions of everyone in order of when they split. Thank you for asking uwu

Blue is our host. He's the one we all refer to as the owner of the body. His form in the headspace shifts depending on his kinshift, but he’s usually presenting as an Underswap Sans fictive. He uses he/him pronouns a lot but he’s genderfluid and often doesn’t consider himself a man and appreciates being called a woman despite using he/him pronouns. Gender is confusing tyfugihop

Sam is the main protector/gatekeeper of our system. She’s been around the longest, she was the first that Blue was aware of when he noticed the system, and we all kind of look up to her. She’s a “take no shit” type of person and we’re all very grateful for her. She looks like a ghost and I don’t know how else to describe her iohguyfutd

Quadi is our main trauma holder. She rarely fronts and I have zero clue how to describe what she looks like. Nobody ever interacts with her in the headspace because she’s always in her room. If she fronts,, just send her love and support.

Shnep is.. well, I don’t actually know her role, to tell you the truth oiugfyt She looks like Walmart-brand Flame Atronach from Skyrim. She only gets to front if Sam lets her front and it’s a controlled environment. Loves to play videogames tho. Murder Mystery is her favorite cause she gets to let loose.

Watcher is our persecutor. He’s only gotten front, like, twice in the last year but he causes plenty of harm in the headspace. He can shapeshift and the only way we can tell it’s him is that his eyes will stay black. He’s been around just as long as Sam, but you can never find him unless he wants you to. Our protectors are good at keeping everyone safe.

Zane is our sexual protector/trauma holder. He stays in his room as well but we’re free to come visit him at any time. I don’t,, really know?? how to describe him?? He’s another shapeshifter but I personally haven’t interacted with him since I formed so I can’t tell you much ftuhiojn

Viper is a giant skeleton lamia and while I personally quake in fear, he’s a genuine sweetheart and he loves talking to people. He knows broken English but he doesn’t let that stop him. He actually went dormant shortly after forming and nobody knew he even formed until he woke up a year and a half later and everyone went “Huh?????”

Nightshade is an Error Sans fictive. He’s another one of our protectors and he’s really good at his job. To be more specific, he’s an avenger, he helps us deal with our abusers. He’s gotten over his haphephobia for the most part since splitting, though it flares up around strangers and honestly I don’t blame him.

Template is a Template Sans fictive lmao. creative nickname I know XD He’s a middle and Nightshade is fiercely protective of him. He loves to play videogames and draw. Ask him about Spyro or Pokemon ;) He keeps going in and out of dormancy so,, idk when he’ll front again but he always seems to have a good time when he does.

404 is a Blueberror fictive. He’s fairly impulsive and.. yknow, I want to say he’s impulsive, but the guy has so many amnesia barriers about his entire being that I can’t say it for certain. He’s a cryptid. You’ll never see him in the headspace unless you see one of his soft triggers and he has so few of those lmao (Our partner says he’s like Ghostbur but hyper, so take that as you will)

Gold is a Birdtale Sans fictive. He doesn’t like to talk unless you’ve gained his complete trust, or he’s alone. He’s very much a “body language is a universal language and it’s the only language in the universe I know” kind of guy. He tells great puns tho. He’s pretty chill. Apparently he formed like.. years ago?? And Sam had just been blocking him from the main area of our headspace for a really long time??

Squid is our Ink Sans fictive (are you seeing a pattern here? Hyperfixation go brrrr). He’s chaos but he can be pretty down to earth if he wants to be. He’s stuck in a state of constantly missing his old life, though. He loves to draw and leave long supportive chaotic comments on other people’s art. If he can’t draw, he gets anxious.

WDG is our Handplates Gaster fictive. His lab takes up the entire basement of the headspace mansion and half of it is just an entrance to the Void, which only he and Shard can access. He’s very analytical and emotionally and physically distant, but he’s really good at making sure the body is taken care of. He likes to document everything he does and when so it’s pretty easy to see what he did when he fronted. Terrified of his curiosity though, that skeleton loves science way too much.

Shard and Sunshine are a subsystem Shattered!Dream fictive. Sunshine is really sweet but very paranoid and sensitive. Shard is actually both a persecutor and a protector. Kind of a.. “Nobody gets to hurt this system except me” kind of vibe, yknow? He’s been working hard to reform though because he hurt our partner once and felt really bad. He’s come a long way ^^

Viola is an Underswap Sans fictive, but she split from a fanfiction called By the Angel (it’s nsfw if you look it up, but it’s got a great plot lol). She’s actually transgender since her fic has her as he/him and we’re very supportive of her <3 She’s.. I don’t know how to describe her other than she’s got an old soul and a old-fashioned way of speaking. She loves to listen to kulning videos. Swedish culture really vibes with her.

Drake is a fictive from a really old Minecraft roleplay called The Haunted. He’s half Enderman and he can do magic. He’s kind of timid and his anxiety is always through the roof. He gets hella dysphoric when he fronts and often has headaches and we’re?? not sure?? if he’s a subsystem or not??? with Herobrine??????? He won’t tell anyone if he is or not, he just dodges the question.

*inhale* Pinky is a vampire Ink Sans fictive. He’s what would happen if you gave a vampiric opossum a bigger body lmao. He’s incredibly mischievous (and a tad selfish, if you ask me) and likes to cause pranks at the worst times. He adores our partner though.

TB is a Technoblade fictive/factive. Both?? It’s hard to tell with him. He looks like a twunk piglin and behaves like one too. He’s taken on the role of protector recently, though, and he monitors any new splits until we’re sure they’re not going to hurt the body or any relationships with other folks. He likes to talk about piglin culture a lot. (he kins Billiam and it’s entertaining to watch him call everyone peasants and poor when we too are in fact poor)

Phil is our Philza fictive. He’s the dad friend of the system, the caretaker. He takes a very neutral stance on things and will often refuse to step into a fight, but he will try to calm folks down. I can’t tell you how much of a comfort he is. He loves to talk about his past life and his little family, though he gets sad about it sometimes.

Ghost is our Ghostbur fictive. He loves pranks and he’s very sweet. He has so much blue, you would not believe. He’s such a softy and loves to make people smile. He either hangs around TB, Phil, or Theo and he doesn’t usually front alone. He does have Alivebur shifts but he essentially just gets really edgy and depressed in a sort of self destructive way, but he’s still soft. He just tells really wild jokes and he’s a lot more impulsive.

SNL/Space Heater (he doesn’t have a good nickname yet) is our Sapnap factive/fictive. He really enjoys front but he doesn’t really get much done when he fronts tfuygiuhoip He just reads fanfiction lmao. He loves Dadboyhalo and Dreamnap content. He’s a pretty chill guy, doesn’t get into a lot of fights. He just wants to have fun.

Theo is our protege!Tommy fictive. He actually split from the popular fic Rewind and he’s just been.. vibing? He gets along well with Sapnap most of the time but he’s had a lot of trouble warming up to TB, Phil, and Ghost. I think he enjoys front?? He fronts often enough. I don’t know how to describe him except that he’s very Tommy-like lmao

Fakier is our newest split. He’s an ARG Wilbur fictive. He doesn’t like to talk too much about himself but he loves to infodump about codes and cryptic stuff like that. He’s actually done a lot with taking care of the body and taking long walks outside and just, enjoying life. He did leave the windows open on a really cold day tho and our apartment hasn’t been warm since :\ He seems cool, I’m just annoyed that my fingers and toes are freezing off lmao /hyperbole

We’ve had a few integrate over the past two years so it’s hard to keep track of how many there are for sure, but that should be everyone. Sorry for the wall of text dytufibonk Hope you liked the answer tho ^^ I’ll answer the other 3 answers tomorrow in a post together and @ you so you don’t miss them uwu

[simpingforsiriusblack]

I was tagged by @obsessedheehee to answer 30 questions about my self. So here it is!

Name/nicknames: My name is Romulus and nicknames i’m comfy with are Ro, Rom, Rommy and Romu.

Gender: I’m genderfluid and my pronouns constantly change.

Star sign: I’m a pisces!

Height: I’m 1.71/5”7

time: atm it’s 13:06 here

Birthday: March 5th

Favourite band: abba😩

favourite solo artist: Hozier

Song that is stuck in my head: Angel eyes - Abba

Last movie: X-men- days of future past ( i haven’t finished it yet)

last series: Umbrella academy

When did i start my blog: Around mid January i think

what do i post: Mostly random things and somethings textposts

Last thing i googled: Background yellow BSHSH

do i get asks: i’ve never gotten asks

Other blogs: this is my only blog!

Why did i choose my url: Sirius Black😩

following: 41

followers: 89

average hours of sleep: 5,5 probably

lucky numbers: 3 and 5

instruments: i don’t play any

what i’m wearing: Sweater and adidas shorts

dream trip: Anywhere with my friends tb

Favourite food: I have a couple: Chocolate, mango sorbet and kaiserschmarrn

Nationality: I’m dutch!

Favourite song: i do, i do, i do, i do, i do - abba

last book: The picture of dorian gray - oscar wild

top thee fictional universes i want to go to: Harry Potter (marauders era) ofc, Percy jackson (camp halfblood😩😩) those are the only two i can think of atm

No pressure tags: @enbysiriusblack @wolfstars-loonylovegood @remuslupinslefttit @i-eatchildren @/anyone who wants to!

[sulkybbarnes]

could you recomend some podcasts? because i want to get into them but there are so many i dont even know where to begin... i've already listened to the bright sessions tho and i love it!

Hey anon!! Of course, I’m more than happy to give podcast recommendations so I’ve included my faves here which are from wildly different genres, but all have lgbt+ characters and awesome representation!!

Alice Isn’t Dead: This podcast follows a truck driver on her mission to find her missing wife. I’m not a horror person at all, but this podcast is the exception for me. It has some horror elements as the protag faces different supernatural scenarios and creatures on her road trip through America, but each story somehow ends up reflecting the reality we live in and is far deeper than some scary story. It genuinely has some of the best prose and storytelling I’ve ever heard/read, and slowly starts developing an awesome plot along the way. It also has a kickass wlw couple at the heart of it, is narrated by a woc, and handles the protag’s anxiety beautifully. You can’t get better than this tbh! 

The Bright Sessions: I adore this podcast and I’m adding it for anyone who hasn’t listened to it yet. TBS is presented as a collection of tapes/recordings made by DR Bright, a therapist who exclusively treats patients with super powers known as atypicals. Each tape is a character with different powers, and the story of each individual slowly starts becoming part of a bigger plot. Excellent lgbt+ representation, great character dynamics, and has one of my favourite lgbt couples in fiction. TBS also deals with mental health issues and trauma super well.

Wolf 359: A story following the crew of a space ship sent into deep space. This one starts up all funny and light hearted, with space shenanigans and an annoying af yet somewhat lovable narrator, and slowly gets darker and crazier as you go. Another one that develops a plot along the way and suddenly you’ve gone from “haha this idiot’s best friend is the spaceship’s AL system to ....what the fuck just happened?!”. It has some kickass female characters and the gift that is Isabel Lovelace, but not much of lgbt+ representation (as there’s really no romance in the podcast at all) until the very end and even then it’s only mentioned in passing, although some of the cast are lgbt+ in reality and the dynamics are left up to your own interpretation.  

The Two Princes: A really short, happy, cheesy af podcast following two princes on their quest to defeat an enchanted forest and falling in love in the process. Super predictable but really funny and cute if you’re looking for an easy listen! And extra points for them casting Middle Eastern voice actors to play the Arab characters (one of the princes and both his parents). So full points for lgbt+ and poc representation! 

EOS 10: Another space podcast! This one is set on a space station in the future and follows Dr Ryan Dalias, a tired bisexual who should probably get paid way more to deal with all the shit he has to deal with. A pretty funny, light hearted podcast for the most part with more lgbt characters that show up a bit later on. I haven’t listened to season 4 yet but the first 3 were pretty enjoyable!!

The Strange Case of Starship Iris: Space stories again but this time with lesbians! If you want to see space pirates and a baffled scientist trying to survive them and deny her attraction to one particular kickass female pirate, you’re gonna like this one. I haven’t listened to this one since s1 ended so my memory is shaky on it, but it’s got wlw characters, genderfluid characters, AND space pirates so it had to go on my rec list!

The Orbiting Human Circus (of the air): Don’t know how to describe this to you but it’s a whimsical dream-like story that follows Julian the janitor, who works at the Eiffel tower and spends his days dreaming of joining a fictional radio show. It’s strangely comforting and weird and guaranteed to make you feel emotional. The main character is gay, as confirmed by his (also gay) voice actor, but it only comes up in passing because the story doesn’t have any romance.

The TryPod: This is the only non-fictional podcast on this list, and I included it because I adore its hosts and the podcast makes me laugh a lot. A podcast run by The Try Guys, a youtuber group of four guys, who sit around for one hour and talk about everything under the sun. They’re genuinely funny without being mean to anyone, and Eugene Lee Yang our Asian gay icon always delivers on good opinions while Zach and Keith mess around, Ned tries to keep everyone in check, and Miles (their podcast producer) gives hilarious, weird af yet strangely useful advice!

Limetown: I debated whether or not I want to include this one because I didn’t like the second season much and therefore haven’t finished it, but the first season deserves the mention. This is presented as tapes recorded by a journalist investigating the disappearance of an entire town’s population, over three hundred people, that happened overnight ten years ago. A bit horror-y and chilling at times, but the first season is so good. There’s science and sci-fi elements involved.

Please let me know what you think if you listen to any of these, and happy listening 💕

[oracleborn-archive]

idk what the heck this banner is— but?? hello, tis i, vixen. i’ve been here for one month exactly !! ( the 20th ) and just recently i hit a HUGE milestone. i’ve had plenty of blogs in the past, but never once have reached this many this fast?

and oh boy here comes some uvu uvu rambings about !!!!  people i love and hold very dear to my he ar t.

but before that !!! i wanted to say THANK YOU. a lot of you guys have really helped me through. . . this really heavy pain that square left me after ffxv ? so honestly, thank you all so much for letting me have fun, and to see all these characters alive and well.

SPECIAL MENTIONS.

@lancefelled — hi bri 🌝 you !!! were the first person i messaged and plotted with :’) this honestly meant a lot to me because i was SUPER nervous about roleplaying again, but you !!!!!! you made me feel right at home again and i love you a whole lot.

@daemonslae — hi hannah 🌝  it’s ur turn now. BUT YOU !! you were the second person i really talked to here. you added me on skype, and we cried about a lot of things; but !! we also had good one-on-one talks and i feel like i can really trust you !! (probably with my life t bh)

@deathcoated  — hi renee 🌝 idk why i’m starting all these off with the passive aggressive mOON BUT !!! i’ve been mutuals with you for how many days now?? 14 !!!!! it feels like i’ve known you way longer, and :’)) i’m really happy i got to meet you.

@supershct — hi lee 🌝 u get in here too, come join the big hug. but !!! i met you through renee, and i’m very grateful! you ruin me with aus you find, you made me ..... kill noct in that ask..... and u ruined me by responding :)))) i still love you a while lot tho and i do hope we can grow closer !!

MORE MENTIONS :’))))

@silvaer — !!!!!!!!!!! i love your prompto so much, i rlly enjoy when people portray characters as agender / non-binary / genderfluid / etc. and !!!! you’re the first i’ve seen in the ffxv community, and i honestly just think it’s amazing ( ps - ily res )

@estanima — meme??? meme!!! just kIDDING I LOVE YOU. but !! i wish we could’ve met in the hq!! fandom :’) i’m happy we met here, but i think it would’ve been super neat to meet you before ~ ( but honestly, i feel like?? it’s already like that ).

@sophoi — my meme queen. my beloved twin. u honestly... followed me after i posted the video edit of luna and i fELT HORRIBLE. but you still loved me after :’) and i think that says a lot tb h,,,

MY MOONS ( OH MAN I LOVE U GUYS )

@knightxalpha  /  @wulfriix  /  @tridentitty  /  @pyrascientia  /  @tenebraeya  /  @ofhammerhead  /  @promptsilver  /  @arvious  /  @praesul  /  @hydraeanesque  /  @croawe  /  @bellatxr  /  @mumsthewcrd  /  @pargentum:@nyx-oftheglaive  /  @hydrxean​  /  @heilna​  /  @machtnyx​  /  @divinamxultionem​  /  @tenebraeprince​  /  @floweringeclipse​  /  @heartxandxhome​  /  @caeruleun​  /  @faeht​  /  @polarlucis​

MY SUNS ( i admire you?! and hope to do more with you all some day ~ )

@lucislegend  /  @destinedking  /  @swcrdlily  /  @daemonizing  /  @aeristheancient  /  @firxga  /  @lastscion  /  @oflucis  /  @forzia  /  @mcrcenaire  /  @lastlucis  /  @caelitis  /  @galahdanblade  /  @glaivist  /  @fxrtem  /  @rexcrystallis  /  @valorfindings  /  @parricidalis​  /  @korutetsu​  /  @armgier​  /  @aerialkissed​  /  @eagerbender​  /  @heartzzie​  /  @praelior​  /  @dacteg​  /  @kingslight​  /  @umbrxm​  /  @gwirfrenin​  /  @forgotiisms  /  @silveredsun​  /  @oastraea​  /  @grewsiilver​  /  @rex-misericordi​  /  @gentleglacean​  /  @crownbirthmrk​  /  @treacherousglaive​  /  @libertum​  /  @hearthandhcme​  /  @pretendcr​  /  @ascendantly​  /  @brandedrose​  /  @souereign​

AND ALL MY STARS ( we do stuff now and then or i’m looking forward to it :’))) )

@ofsilverguns  /  @onlyhcir  /  @stellaux  /  @aperturetrigger  /  @corvidaeisms  /  @glaivehero  /  @new-recipe  /  @lastoftheline​  /  @darkprinceofjustice​  /  @quicksilversunshine​  /  @chosenbythecrystal​  /  @childofnoite​  /  @daemonosopher​  /  @chocobutthair​  /  @galahad-hero​  /  @unthroned-king​