#tbh I think the longer hair would give him more euphoria

[sickstrike]

day 13 of making trans edits of every character in project sekai :3 - Shiho Hinomori

[jiminiediminie]

A not-at-all brief commentary on BE-hind story interview.

We really got over an hour of BTS just talking about their music. They really told the media yall don’t ask the right questions so let me do it for you. Love that for them. 

But honestly I am so happy that they decided to do this. Because most of the time interviewers don’t ask the right questions or it is in a situation where they have time constraints. Or the interviewer never even listened to the album in the first place (think james corden saying his favorite track on be is dynamite probs because it seemed like that was the only one he knew).

I appreciate as well that it is the members interviewing each other. They could have just as easily sat each member in a room and asked them the questions off screen. But they didn't. I think that adds such a personal element to the interview. Bts members likely know about each other’s music (even solo music) better than anyone else. So who better to talk with the members about their music than each other? 

Running commentary of each interview below the cut. 

JK interviews Jin

Blonde jk for the win

I lost count of how many times they shook hands please they are so annoying 

Jin please don’t downplay your talents. That hurt my heart. If I could describe his voice in one word it would have been powerful. I hope that jin got to see all the praise after the fix you cover. Because he killed it in that. 

I loved getting to hear the behind the scene of jin’s role in stay; I didn’t know his role in it before he talked about it.

I’m glad jin got to release abyss and put so much of his own work into it. It is also so amazing to hear how much help joon is to all of the members when it comes to lyrics and music. A talented king. 

Slightly surprised there wasn't more clowning around in their interview since these two are usually so chaotic together. I thought jk would clown jin when they started talking about jin being older but he didn't. Growth. 

Hobi interviews JK

Hobi looks so soft in that cardigan 

Hobi right off the bat asking about the mixtape. He knows what we want. 

Jk talking about how he wants to try writing songs not just about his own experiences was so interesting to hear; can’t wait to see what he comes up with in the future. 

Him talking about all the different things he wants to try but it’s almost too many was very relatable. That feeling of having so many choices you don't know where to start. But that does mean that when we do get a mixtape from him it will be from varying styles of music and i am all here for that. Personally holding out for rocker jk or acoustic jk. 

His favorite song to sing is euphoria; that’s so sweet it is such a gem of a song. I think I would have chosen still with you since it’s pretty different than a lot of the other songs he sings.

Hobi saying “you’re all grown up” to jk and jk saying “i'm not the old me” really hit me in the feels. Hobi and bts really did watch jk grow from a slightly awkward pre-teen to the confident man he is today. They must feel so proud of him. 23 yo jk is not a baby of bts anymore. He does what he wants. He wears what wants. He has long hair and dyes it blonde then blue just because he can. He even talked about how his voice has matured. Im glad that the members see that too and seem to be proud of the person he has became. 

3 main tracks. 3 mv. 3 choreos of different styles. Yes do it jk please im begging. After seeing him dance in black swan at mma i want to see more contemporary dancing from him. And i feel like after getting still with you and stay he can write songs that would fit that vibe. I just want to see jk’s dance talent showcased more. 

I don’t know if the fans could survive 3 separate jk mv. We barely survived a live performance of my time. 

Tae interviews Hobi

Tae in that emerald green sweater. He looks so good. He should wear that color more

I love how serious tae is about playing the interviewer. The actor in him never sleeps. 

Hobi talking about the dual meanings behind the title of Dis-ease was so cool. Fans obviously caught that it could mean multiple things. But as far as i know that was never confirmed. Now that it is I am once again impressed with the thought they put behind everything they do. 

A psychological occupational disease. Your mind hobi 

I think it’s so cool that hobi recorded it by himself and how he said that doing it like that allows him to grow as a producer since he has to listen and edit himself. They really just always continue to grow in their roles in music don’t they? 

Hobi talking about how he would love to solve his own problems but then remembering that he is part of a team really shows how much they trust and rely on each other. So he and jimin worked on the melody of the bridge together and then joon wrote the lyrics. And now we have the most iconic bridge of all time. Still holding out for a dis-ease live performance or music video (I’m a clown I know). 

And lol at tae being like call me next time dude 

“I would like to share my music with everyone” -- please do

Please tae is so sweet and attentive!? “When you talked about music i noticed you had a smile on your face and i thought ‘he really loves music’”. “But personally if i had your skills I’d be showing off and be proud of myself”. Kim taehyung is the embodiment of a teddy bear 

And closing it with actor tae again -- “can i get your autograph” 

Jin interviews Jimin

Two seconds into the interview they are clowning each other with jin saying to talk informally. Yet as soon as jm did (and that slight smile when he did), jin is like I was talking to myself. Chaotic as expected of these two. 

Jm talking about his process for music being “just go as i feel” makes so much sense for him. He is an easy going person and it makes sense that it reflects in his work style. 

It’s so cool that him coming up with the melody of the dis-ease bridge was just because he was humming to himself and the producer liked it -- almost serendipitous if you will  

I love when people praise jimin for his vocals. So hearing him talk about how they used his vocal in place of a female for lgo’s chorus stroked my jm bias ego

Joon is seriously the best human ever. Jimin didn’t want to bother the other members to help with christmas love but joon contacted him and helped with the lyrics anyway. Bts seriously has the most amazing leader. 

“I’d like to try making an acoustic style song”. Please do it jimin. Acoustic bts is my weakness but especially acoustic jimin. Songs like promise sound so good with his singing style.

Jin shaking jimin’s pinky 😂

“I’m a little disappointed in the MC” “but you know if you looked around there is no MC like me” -- jinmin’s relationship everybody 

Jimin interviews Joon

Minimoni look so cozy in their sweatshirts sitting on a plush rug. 

“You know we have this youngest member”. “Oh jungkook?” “No the real youngest” “Oh seokjin. That’s a shame” -- please minimoni are so funny and joon knew immediately who jm was talking about when he said the real youngest. 

“It felt like I was doing the only thing i could do” . Please let me give you a hug joon

Joon’s mind continues to amaze me. How he talked about needing the concept or key word to give “flesh” to the song was such a good way to explain how he approaches music. 

“What do you mean little? You play a very big role” -- lol jimin speaking facts. I already mentioned how amazing it is that he helped jimin and jin with their individual songs. The fact that members who want help with their own music always seem to go to joon really tells you how much of an amazing and talented human being kim namjoon is. I can’t remember the context, but there was this moment that jimin (or was it hobi?) said something like “what would we do if we didn't have rm”. They are truly lucky to have him. 

Release that minimoni subunit now please and thank you 

Tell us what you’re working on joon don't be shy. Joon mentioned that his music is like a diary. I would love to know his thoughts expressed in music now. 2018 joon who made mono and 2021 joon are two very different people. Bts has grown so much since then. 

Joon interviews Yoongi

The work colleagues! Did you know they have worked together for 10 years? 

Yoongi’s fuzzy sweater. So soft

Yoongi saying he writes songs when he is bored. Lol i love him so much

It’s really interesting to hear them talk about their lyrics getting rejected. I guess we don’t hear much about that part. And lol at joon just laughing and saying he guesses he didn’t grasp tae’s intentions for b&g. 

I like that this was more of a conversation than an interview. I love it when these two just sit together and talk about technical stuff that i don’t understand (like the festa interview)

Yoongi is such a good person to make music with. JK wanted to add humming to telepathy? They added humming to telepathy. I had wondered the reason why there are two different versions of the song. I prefer the longer one tbh

Yoongi wants to make an acoustic song? Hell yeah. Jimin does too. So yoongi x jimin subunit acoustic song with yoongi playing the guitar (please). Also a folk song?? Yoongi your taste i like it

I can’t wait to hear yoongi sing im so excited for him

Yoongi talking about how they made this album with no pressure and got to just do what they wanted and that it was received so well. How he wants to keep making music like that. That makes me happy. I want them to continue to get to do that. I love the big productions and concepts of their albums. But if they are happier making albums like be that do not have that then that is what i want them to do. 

“Please listen to telepathy a lot” -- what yoongi wants yoongi gets. Go stream telepathy 

Yoongi interviews Tae

The title of blue and grey is because tae wants to overcome that feeling. My heart. 

He looked so shy talking blue and grey. I am so excited to see him get to talk about kth1 when it comes out. I could listen to him for hours. 

English guide track? Release it tae

“I felt kind of proud of myself” -- you should tae 

Yoongi straight up asking tae why he didn't include joon’s lyrics was interesting. It’s cool to know that tae had the kind of power to choose what he felt would fit the emotion of the song.

It doesn’t surprise me that tae feels so much pressure to make sure the tape is good before it is released. It seems like when it comes to solo work the members really do feel more pressure since they aren't sharing the burden with the others. 

“Please look forward to it” -- don’t worry tae everyone is

We know from the preview that there are 13 songs potentially on the mixtape. That would be so amazing if he released it with so many songs. Tae’s voice sounds so good in so many different styles so i know that it would be so varied.

Final thoughts -- I love that they got to do this. I hope going forward they do this more for their albums. And from what the members said they enjoyed getting to be so involved in the process of making the album. It would be amazing if that continued. While a lot of their hit songs are not made fully by the members, those songs that are often have more meaning to the fans. b&g, stay, telepathy. These were songs from the members. We got to hear their actual thoughts put into these songs. I hope that bh sees how well this album did and lets that continue.

Congrats if you made it to the end! 

[themandadolorian]

Paz Vizla NSFW Alphabet

Originally posted by coredrive

A/N: okay tumblr was being dumb so I had to re-upload. So yeah, here is my - what is sure to be hot pile of garbage that I wrote at midnight last night lol. Listerally this is by far the most sinful thing I’ve ever written/posted so please don’t come for me. It took everything in me to post this in the first place 🙈

Warnings below the cut

Warnings: Pretty self explanatory? Y’all know how these things work. Smut, Paz has a breeding kink (obvi), and yeah. It’s just a bunch of sin y’all. I’m a hoe for Paz okay?

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Okay, as we all know Paz may appear intimidating and brutish, but he is a total fucking teddy bear and I will fight anyone who says otherwise. No matter how slow, sensual, rough, or fast he takes you, he will ALWAYS make sure you are taken care of afterwards. Whether it’s just a warm cloth or a full on shower he will make sure you are both clean before slipping under the covers and pulling  you into his chest.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Okay I feel like Paz is like an ass and thighs kinda guy. I know, I know - super stereotypical guy stuff but like?? He has really big hands okay? And he loves to just grab handfuls of you and squeeze you. He loves wrapping his hands around your thighs and picking you up and pressing you to the wall when neither of you are patient enough to make it to the bed. But he also loves just taking handfuls of your ass in his palms as he fucks down into you.

OOF.

Yeah Paz is definitely an ass and thighs kind of guy.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Okay - BITCH. We ALL KNOW that this big blue bastard has a fucking breeding kink, something that I will discuss further down the alphabet lol. So like his favorite place to cum is definitely inside you. ESPECIALLY if you aren’t on contraceptive (and have had the appropriate baby talk lol).

But despite that being his fave place, I definitely think he has a thing for seeing it on you too. I believe Paz is a very uh…territorial man - and if he’s in the right kinda mood I don’t think he would hesitate to

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Oof okay so thanks to @stubbychaos and @hdlynn for helping me with this one bc I was struggling lol. But this man DEF has a thing for wanting to be the submissive one sometimes. He’s never done it before but he’s always wanted to try it. But he will never for the life of him bring it up to you on his own. He has a reputation to uphold you know? But if you mention it first one day? Lord help him, he won’t hesitate before complying. You being in charge in the bedroom instead of him? Cuffing his hands together and magnetizing them to the hull so he has to beg to touch you?

Phew…yeah he’s into that.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Paz is pretty experienced. I think he definitely knows what he’s doing in the bedroom when it comes to the act itself. HOWEVER - I don’t think this man has been in a lot of long term relationships? I feel like that is new to him,so while he knows what he’s doing and how to pleasure you, he is still learning the romantic dynamics lol.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)

I definitely take Paz as a no-nonsense kind of guy, when he’s with you in that way (no matter how y’all are doing it lol) he wants to make sure you are getting the pleasure you deserve. And when he’s making love to you? Forget it man. This dude is so fucking serious and soft and just UGH. I don’t think he takes it lightly I guess is what I’m trying to say. Especially if you haven’t sworn the riddurok yet - being that vulnerable with you and placing that much trust in you takes a lot and I don’t think either of you really jokes around in the actual moment.

But Paz is definitely a funny guy. He won’t hesitate to tease you or cast a dirty comment your way when he has the chance. While he takes your relationship seriously he also has a sense of humor - especially leading up to the moment itself.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

I don’t think Paz really thinks about stuff like that tbh. His life is hectic - he has a job to do and people to protect so I don’t think he concerns himself with stuff like that. Really the only grooming he tries to keep up with is his facial hair, he makes sure to keep it neat under the helmet because if he didn’t it just causes him irritation. But he makes sure not to go completely clean shaven simply because he relishes in the noises you make when his scruff scrapes along the tender skin of your neck when he leaves kisses there - or even better - when it brushes along the inside of your thighs. Yeah, those noises are his favorite.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

I think Paz is a total romantic and you can’t change my mind.

Like i said before, he’s never really done the long term relationship thing so he wants to do it right ya know? He’s always checking to make sure you’re okay and enjoying what he’s doing. Whispering sweet words of praise and pleasure into your ears as he thrusts into you. He just loves to be with you in every way possible, touching you, holding you - anything.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Hey, a man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do.

He travels alot, and sometimes he’s away from you for longer than usual. This results in some more….depraved evenings alone in the refresher. It’s even worse when you send him a particularly lewd hologram of yourself. Then he definitely can’t help himself.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Okay - here we go friends. I am finally going to address two anonymous asks I have gotten in this section, SO:

●      Breeding kink: This man has one, plain and simple. He honestly discovered it by accident once when he saw you holding one of the foundlings in the covert, rocking it to sleep. From that moment he was a goner. The minute you walked into your shared quarters, he had stripped you both down and was on you the moment you were bare before him. Just the thought of you, belly swollen with his child? A future Mandalorian to carry on his name? Yeah. the minute that image crosses his mind he’s gone - spending himself inside you before pulling you to his chest and rolling onto his side, never leaving you the entire time.

●      Biting/Marking: Again, another ask I received that I have been gaining the courage to post lol. As stated earlier, Paz is somewhat territorial and kind of protective. He in no way sees you as some kind of property, but when you are together, he wants everyone to know. The morning After a night of passion when he returns from a mission, he sees the bruises on your hips and the dark purple marks on your breasts and neck and he almost takes you again right then and there. From that moment, he makes it a personal mission of his to leave behind at least a couple pieces of evidence. Not that you are complaining of course.

●      Okay this one is kinda mean I think but - idk why - but I think this man has a thing for making you cry 🙈 Obviously this isn’t in a bad or painful kind of way. More, he wants to see you cry out in pure euphoria. You’ve gone several rounds, and he’s pulled more than a few orgasms out of you and that’s when he sees the wet trails down your cheeks.The first time he was worried - afraid that he had hurt you ror pushed you too far, but you explained that it was just that good - OOOO this man just keeps on going.

●      Finally, working off that last one, Paz 100% has a praise kink. He just absolutely loves hearing your gasps of pleasure and encouragement to ‘keep going’ or ‘just like that Paz, maker-!’. It just spurs him on because he knows he’s doing at least one thing right.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Paz definitely prefers either your quarters on the ship or in the covert. He doesn’t really like wearing the helmet when you are together like that and the only place he feels safe enough to remove the helmet is in those two places. Plus, it’s just more comfortable.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

YOU WEARING HIS SHIRTS. That man turns feral if he sees you in one of his shirts. The way it’s so large on you yet only comes to about mid-thigh? Yeah, that is an instant turn on for him 100%.

Also as weird as this might sound he absolutely loves it when you tease him. Mainly because he knows when you do that, that neither of you are aiming for a soft experience lol. Usually when you tease him by wearing those tiny shorts you own or by flirting with someone else just to get his attention, you all won’t even make it back to the safety of your quarters.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Paz will not do ANYTHING that involves hurting you. Period. One of his biggest fears is accidentally hurting or losing the ones he loves, so there is no way he will intentionally cause you pain or harm. I think the only exception to that would be like spanking? But he only does that if you beg him too. But absolutely no knife play, etc…

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

This man will Happily go down on you. And he’s definitely skilled at it. Honestly I think going down on you is probably one of his favorite things and he does it every chance he gets. Because not only does it bring you pleasure, but he loves the way you taste and the way your fingers pull at his hair as you beg him for release….yeah it’s just all around a good time for every one lol.

He also likes receiving but I think he definitely prefers to give rather than receive.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Again I think he’s both. However, I think he leans towards fast and rough, mainly because sometimes all you both have time for is a quick bout before he’s off to his next responsibility or job. But don’t put it past the man to make that up to you. He is always slow and sensual when he gets the chance. Taking his time to touch you and explore every inch of you in an effort to memorize the expanse of your skin and the things that make you tick.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

As stated above, I think quickies can be a regular occurrence between you two, but I also don’t see them happening like all the time, if that makes sense?

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

I think Paz is game to try out some new stuff. Again as long as it’s nothing that could harm either one of you, I don’t think he would mind straying from his comfort zone.. Especially if you’re the one asking.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Listen…this man FUCKS. Like a lot and for a really long ass time. Like each round may not last like super duper long (unless he’s feeling like a tease then he will drag each one out as long as possible) but this man can go so many rounds. He fucking loves it too.

Sometimes you won’t even have time to catch your breath before Paz is ready to go again and there are tears in your eyes as he just continues to rail into you despite you both having reached your highs several times. This man’s stamina is like no other y’all.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

I don’t think Paz is really into toys himself. I mean if it’s something that you want to do/try he won’t say no but I don’t see him being the one to seek them out or own them. And if he did use one it would definitely be on his partner rather than himself.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Honestly? Paz can be such a fucking tease. I don’t think it’s something he does like all the time or anything but if he’s in a particular mood or you’ve been a brat all day, he will not hesitate to be unfair as hell. Like just going until you are right on the edge of release and then stopping completely, making you cry out in frustration before picking up again and doing the same thing over and over again. He pretty much won’t stop until your sobbing beneath him begging him to let you cum. Them and only then will he relent and finally, finally, get you to that point of release, following not far behind you.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

hmmm…I feel like he definitely has a thing for an SO that is smaller than him. More in the sense that they are just shorter. He likes to tease you or put things on taller shelves so you have to ask for his help. But he also loves it because it makes it easier to pick you up and toss you onto the bed. Or, since he’s a lot larger than most people, he loves the way his hands look on your body. The way they just like engulf you and make you shiver - yeah idk. But he’s into that lol.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Do I really even have to say it? Because I feel like we all know lol. But Paz is not lacking in that department at ALL. This man is very blessed, well-endowed, whatever the hell you want to call it okay? Honestly the first time you see it you’re a little bit concerned for your own well being lol.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Pretty fucking high lol. Paz is a horny bitch and that’s a hill I will die on.

He just loves being with you and near you in any way possible, but he especially loves being with you in this way. As stated several times before, having never been in many relationships, he relishes in the trust and vulnerability that he is allowed to have with you. But beyond all of that kind of stuff he just loves pleasuring you. Loves hearing the whines and gasps you let out as he fucks you. He loves the way your hands grip his shoulders or the way your nails rake down his back, reminding him the next day how much you enjoyed it. Yeah, Paz fucks okay? And he enjoys it a lot lol.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

I don’t think he’s one of those people to just konk out afterwards lol. But he also doesn’t stay awake for too long. He will make sure you are both cleaned up before slipping back into bed next to you, pulling you to his chest and running his hand gently up and down your back. Tracing every little dip and curve of your body, until your breathing evens out and your warm breath fans over his chest. This is usually when he will fall asleep. He will drift off to your steady breaths and the feeling of your skin against his own.

[phobiadeficient]

iwoekek i absolutely love your writing and you. and obviously, what would we do without speeding bullet at the beginning of this blog? whatever idea u have -🦂

that does sound very on brand for me tbh. here you go bud

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It was odd, mostly because this was the only context he usually heard Scout panting in.

He ran for a living, cardio was sort of a thing he had to be trained to deal with, and he generally wasn’t running around for more than a few minutes at a time anyways, taken down before he could get too badly winded.

And here he was, breath coming fast through parted lips, hitching for a moment as he gulped hard and lurched closer to Sniper from his place sitting on the man’s lap.

He’d really started pulling the kid apart at some point, somewhere between the kissing him until his head spun and the rubbing his thumb against that real nice place right under the head of his cock that always made him whine like he’d break down into tears if Sniper didn’t give him more, please, more of anything, anything at all.

“Please,” he whined, voice weak, cracking apart just a little bit. “Please, please, I, I dunno what you want from me, what do you want, please, anything—“

He didn’t shift his pace, not even a little bit. Scout’s pleads rose and fell in volume, and his eyes were squeezed shut, hands gripping the back of his shirt tightly, so tightly that his arms trembled. And he was desperate nearly to his breaking point, but he was following directions still, being good, not once touching himself or moving them along. Sniper had been right—Scout put on a big show of being too tough and cool for everyone else, ego of iron and all that, but deep down he was always desperate to please. He wanted so bad to get praised, so bad that he was willing to endure this borderline torture just to hear—

“Good boy,” Sniper purred, and Scout groaned, tension seeping out of him in a wave, hips jerking almost despite himself. “Look so good for me. You can hold out a little longer, can’t you?”

He nodded so quickly, as if it was gone from his mind entirely how desperate he had been just a moment before, washed away by even the simplest of praises, limbs suddenly loose, the only part of him staying tense being the part stretching from his lower stomach down to his mid-thighs. “I can—I—I can hold out. I can do it. I can,” he assured.

“Mmm. You know, it feels so much better when you wait for it,” he said, tone almost casual if not for the way he had his voice down so very low. “When you keep getting pulled to the edge. When you really work for it.”

“Yeah?” Scout asked, and he was blinking open his eyes, and they were dim with pleasure, damp with desperation, pupils blown wide. “Really?”

“Really,” he confirmed, and for the briefest moment he moved his free hand to rub rough circles against Scout’s nipple, making him arch in a lovely little way, eyes fluttering closed again as he gasped and gasped and gasped. “And you want me to make you feel good, don’t you?”

“Yeah! Yeah, yeah, yeah I do, oh god don’t fuckin’—mmmh!—don’t stop, please, oh my god—“

“Good boy,” he praised again, and that dragged Scout up all the higher, and he switched to the other side of his chest just to watch the way his toes curled, just to feel his dick twitch in his hand, hard and long past ready to spill but woefully understimulated, waiting for any sort of real contact.

He didn’t know how long he could hold Scout here before the man broke. If he kept up the praise, if he kept up the teasing just right, Scout might make it longer than him. He might just have to finally pull down his boxers and stroke himself off to the sight of this handsome, nearly-naked man in his lap, outright begging for him, flushed red and desperate and wanting. Hell, if he asked him to, he bet that Scout would try to suck him off. Probably not much experience, but his enthusiasm might just make up for it. The thought of a few “good boy”s might convince him. The idea of tangling his fingers in that sandy-looking, terribly-soft hair and pulling him down further, further, the runner relaxing into his hold and groaning under the weight of being told how good he looked down there, it was good enough to make his own heart start thumping so much faster than before, boxers getting all the more snug. 

Scout hardly seemed to be in his right mind anymore, just murmuring desperate nothings past his short breath, whimpering occasionally when the exhale lined up with Sniper’s thumb dragging just right below the head of his cock. Begging mostly, pleading, bargaining, offering anything, anything at all, just don’t stop, don’t stop doing this to him, don’t stop doing whatever this was, please, please.

He kissed Scout square on the lips to shut him up, and Scout’s whine startled off into a little “oh”, the shorter man putting as much energy as he could muster into the kiss, even as he was pulled apart at the seams. Sniper pulled out all his best tricks, and Scout nearly collapsed under the weight of this overstimulation, crying out when he moved to toy with Scout’s chest again.

“Oh my god,” he groaned between presses, lips brushing Sniper’s as he spoke in a way that made his breath hitch. “Next time, I want you to fuck me.”

Sniper couldn’t help but grin a little at that. Scout had to be positively gone if he was offering something like that. “Yeah?” he asked anyways.

“Yeah. Yeah, fuck yeah,” he gasped, head dropping to Sniper’s shoulder, teeth scraping over his neck absently even as his thighs trembled. “Want you to fuck me. Bet I’d look good like that too, huh?”

“Definitely,” Sniper agreed, hand sliding down his side to grip at his ass, firmly, and Scout practically yelped, and almost despite himself started rutting his hips forward in furious little jerks, wailing when Sniper released him and moved both hands to grip at his ass. “Oi, what’d I say about moving?”

Begging, downright incoherent, was his only answer, and his hips slowing nearly to a stop again.

Sniper tsk’d a few times against his pulse point. “Really, that’s the best self-control you’ve got?” he asked, sounding disappointed.

His begging tapered off into panting, interdispersed with a plead every now and then, and an apology or two. Sniper let him flail for a little while, distracting him with gentle kneading against his ass every now and then.

“Hmm. Well, either way, I think you’ve earned a treat by now,” Sniper finally admitted. “You’ve been such a good boy already, especially on your first time doing this.”

Scout stopped talking entirely, waiting, breathless, for Sniper to act on his words. He cried out into the meat of Sniper’s shoulder when Sniper took hold of his dick, the first firm touch of the night.

“Maybe next time I’ll give you something to help you sit still,” Sniper offered idly, and removed his hand from Scout’s dick for only a moment to spit into his palm before he started jerking Scout off in steady, even pulls. “Maybe it’d help if I laid you out all pretty and tied your wrists to my headboard.”

“Yeah! Yeah!” Scout agreed enthusiastically, ecstatic in his pleasure, euphoria making itself clear from the cracking of his voice, sending his pitch much higher than he would ever allow except under extreme duress.

Sniper tutted again, this time against Scout’s cheek. “I’d never hold you to a promise you made when you were like this,” he chided. “Out of your right mind, you’re so desperate. Gorgeous, really, such a pretty little thing all pulled apart like this, but you’d agree to damn near anything I said right about now.”

Scout had surrendered words, and was making breathless little noises, the muscles of his legs flexing and his back starting to arch further and further. Sniper wrapped an arm around his waist to gather him close, keep him from falling off of his lap, and Scout promptly leaned into him, clinging hard to his shirt.

He was gorgeous like this. Wanton, lithe, the absolute picture of pleased submission, but far from weakness. The musculature of his legs and the sparse but still present scars on his skin were on full display, and he knew he would’ve bruised had Scout grabbed him by the arms rather than harmlessly clinging to fabric. He really was gorgeous like this, in a way that Sniper hadn’t quite expected, hadn’t thought would be reasonable to hope for. It sent a bolt of lust through him that forced him to lower his free hand briefly to pop the button of his own far-too-tight pants, adjusting himself swiftly enough that he couldn’t get distracted before promptly going back to balancing Scout again.

It was a few moments before Scout lost control of himself once more, moving his hips in tiny little jerks, practically just twitches with each pass of Sniper’s rough hand over the head of his dick, gasps punched out of him each time. Sniper let him do so, mostly because he could tell Scout was close, worked up as he was by the long tease and murmured praises he got in his ear. He pulled his hand back again to spit in it a second time, mostly just to mess with him, and Scout let out a sob against Sniper’s shoulder, euphoria only taking a second to morph into despair.

“Close?” Sniper asked almost conversationally, volume at a hum, and Scout stuttered out a breath that almost sounded like an agreement. “Good. Ready to come?” Another, even heavier breath of a similar caliber, and Sniper grinned, speeding and tightening his hand, adding on a little twist at the end just to hear Scout falling apart entirely. “Good. There’s a good boy, there’s a beauty.”

Panting. Panting. A jerk of his hips, and Sniper was slowing just slightly into longer pulls, listening to the nearly pained sounds wrenching their way free of Scout’s throat, appreciating the crush of Scout’s thighs around his hips. It was a long, intense thing, at least as far as Sniper could tell, and he tilted his head to kiss Scout again when he noticed the man clenching his teeth, coaxing him into relaxing his jaw and loosing all sorts of little noises into his mouth. One of Scout’s hands flew to his hair, anchoring there and twisting just a little to keep him in place, but he didn’t mind, enjoying the desperation, tickled by the hot breath fanning out of Scout’s nose.

Finally it was over, and Scout’s body was relaxing, and Sniper gingerly pulled his hand away, noting the whine that rose deep in Scout’s throat. Their lips pulled apart, and Scout was panting open-mouthed against his cheek, breath quick and unsteady in his chest, hiccuping occasionally. Sniper felt uneasy as he realized that there was a dampness on Scout’s cheeks and his eyelashes were clumped together a little, but Scout was still clinging to him, and as speech returned he was starting to breathe little “thank you, thank you”s over and over again, still clearly in the headspace that Sniper had coaxed him into.

His concern was enough to keep his own near-painful arousal on hold for the moment, making his breath even out just a bit where he was admittedly having a hard time ignoring his hard-on. He shifted his grasp on Scout only slightly, pressing a few lingering kisses up the side of his face, stopping at his temple, and Scout practically melted into him, although he was mindful enough not to arch their stomachs together, either due to his own oversensitivity, or the mess he’d made on his own stomach, or a combination of the two.

Scout asked him a question, lost as it was on the very tail-end of an exhale and too low in volume for Sniper to catch. “Hmm?” Sniper asked, tilting his head just a bit to try and hear a bit better.

“Can I touch you?” Scout repeated, words still wobbly, but intelligible this time.

“You are touching me,” Sniper replied, humor in his tone.

Scout grumbled something at that, shifting just a little, hands drifting down Sniper’s front to rest towards the topmost part of his stomach. “I wanna get you off,” he clarified, half-drunk on afterglow. “Can I?”

“Go right ahead,” Sniper said easily, and Scout let one hand drift to press against the bulge in his pants, the other moving to hike up the front of his shirt. “Planning on jacking me off? Not even cleaning off first?”

Scout just hummed in response at first, kneading at him lightly, before he leaned back enough to grab his own boxers where they’d been discarded, mopping himself off and letting Sniper do the same to his dirtied hand. “No,” he mumbled, and Sniper thought he meant about the not cleaning up for a few moments until he added, “I wanna suck you off.”

Sniper felt his breath hitch, head swimming with lust. “Yeah?” he asked, tone light.

“Yeah. Can I?” he asked, and looked at Sniper when he said it, and there was that vulnerability, that honesty, that had been present in the begging and the pleading and the whimpering earlier, still laid bare, making Scout’s voice quiet, his movements hesitant and fidgety.

“If you’d like,” Sniper replied. Scout nodded, a little relieved, and slid back to get off of Sniper’s lap, but he caught him by the chin, tilting his face back up where he’d averted it, more than a little bashful. “Wait. But I don’t want to push you to do something you’d rather not do, especially if you’ve never done it before.”

“I’ve sucked off a guy or two,” Scout murmured, a little embarrassed, averting his eyes again.

“That right?” Sniper asked, eyebrows rising a bit.

“Yeah. I know what I’m doing,” Scout said, tilting for a moment into the hand Sniper had on his face before pulling away. “Lay down.”

Sniper did, laying back, shifting for a moment to try and get comfortable before giving in and moving to lay up against the pillows. He went to the trouble of kicking his pants off, and the second his legs were free Scout was between them, taking hold of him and starting to move his hand, getting a feel, and Sniper allowed himself a groan, head rolling back, and a second one when Scout leans down and took the head into his mouth. An idle hand pushed at Sniper’s shirt, and he obliged in at least unbuttoning it and letting it fall open, albeit with unsteady hands as Scout set into motion.

Maybe it’s because Sniper had him so exhausted, but Scout was much more patient than he usually was, taking Sniper in slow and steady, stroking what all wasn’t in his mouth. He pulled back a touch and shifted one of Sniper’s thighs open further, then he was back to it again, and something about the positioning, the slow, hot, wet heat against him, had the urgency ticking up a notch.

But Scout stayed slow and steady, bobs of his head and strokes of his hand making his arousal kick from desperation down to a thrumming kind of pleasure that had him letting up on his chokehold on his self-control. He started rolling his hips up in time, and Scout adjusted within a roll or two, taking him deeper, testing his own limits.

A gag, Scout pulling back those crucial millimeters, then trying again and getting that much further. Scout’s free hand, the one he was largely using to support himself, moved to cup at his balls and roll them in even motions, and Sniper melted further, soft noises and praises fleeing through his parted lips. The pleasure was tightening in on itself, coiling tight, and he managed something like a warning, one hand leaving its white-knuckle hold on the sheets and finding Scout’s hair, petting at it. After so long of denying himself for the sake of pulling Scout apart, he hadn’t lasted as long as he typically did, but he was still a bit impressed with his stamina. Scout quickened his pace, humming a pleased noise against him, and when he glanced down to watch he saw that Scout was looking up at him through his eyelashes, expression heady and scorching hot.

“Gorgeous,” he praised, breathless all of a sudden, and Scout’s eyebrows shifted, expression going softer, more wanting, another hum against him, low and desperate, and—

That was all it took, that look, that hum. Sniper’s hips jerked once before he got hold of himself, and Scout braced against his hips, motions shifting to meet the rhythm he rolled at as orgasm overtook him. Scout kept stroking past what Sniper generally did, wringing a few more sharp pangs and hard groans from him, and finally Sniper was pushing at his head as overwhelming pleasure gave way to oversensitivity. Scout pulled back, releasing his hold on Sniper and licking his chops obscenely, and Sniper groaned again, head falling back.

Then Scout was up lying with him, nuzzling in against Sniper’s shoulder, and he got the strength back to pull him in tighter. He distantly registered the sweat clinging to him, and to his shirt, and grumbled half-heartedly as he shrugged the rest of the way free of it, leaving himself just as bare as Scout.

For a little while, they laid there. Sniper was pretty sure Scout was going to fall asleep on him, would drift off any minute, and tried his best to stay fully awake himself so he could get up at some point and do a slightly better clean-up. He was surprised when Scout spoke, quiet into his shoulder. “You said somethin’ about a next time?” he promoted quietly, head tilting against Sniper just slightly.

Sniper huffed something like a laugh. “So did you,” he replied, carding a hand up through Scout’s hair.

“Yeah. Yeah, I…” Scout hesitated, fidgeting a little bit. “Yeah, I wanted you to fuck me.”

Sniper felt a rush of heat. And he knew it was unreasonable to want to get it up again so quickly, but he sort of did. “So you were serious about that?”

“You… weren’t?” he asked, voice even quieter. Sniper backpedaled.

“No, ‘course, I’d love that,” he was quick to say, giving him a squeeze of reassurance. “Just… sometimes people say things they don’t mean, in the heat of the moment? And I didn’t want to hold you to anything—“

“Well, I was serious,” Scout said, sounding a little more amused. Still tired, still somewhat in that space Sniper had pushed him to—elevated him to—but amused. “So is that… on the table?”

“Yeah,” Sniper agreed. “Might need to go pick up some things first, but that sounds nice.”

“Alright. Good,” Scout said, relaxing again.

Silence.

Scout asked another question after that brief silence, and Sniper very nearly choked. “What about the tying me up thing?” he asked, tone playful.

Sniper wasn’t sure what he’d gotten himself into, but he found himself looking forward to it.