#tbh i haven't been to therapy since june but my parents think i'm fine without therapy and don't need a therapist
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ah, yes, it’s that time again. the end of another term and i’m having another breakdown
#seems like i break down in the middle or near the end of every term at school#summer session is ending soon and fall quarter is starting in 2.5 weeks and my life is falling apart (when is it not falling apart really)#i'm so overwhelmed by so many things#i've fallen behind on my nutrition online coursework#i need to look for an apartment in davis#but my mom insists that we wait until we get there and then look at the apts and ask for a 3-month lease#which i'm pretty sure no manager will write up#so i guess i'll have no housing once i arrive in town#because obviously the whole process from finding an apartment to moving into one takes more than a day#and i haven't packed my stuff yet but at least i have a packing list#and my bike is probably gonna need some repairs and replacement parts#and i'm trying to find a decent affordable bike for a back-up#my sleep schedule is so messed up right now#i've been going to bed at 2am for the past week or so#and then i have to get up at 8am to take my meds and i get back in bed w/out breakfast and sleep in til lunchtime#except i didn't get any sleep at all last night because my stupid brain couldn't shut up#i didn't have a proper breakfast this morning and went back to bed and sobbed for a good majority of the day#and then i skipped lunch#today was one of those days when i skip 2 of 3 meals which is not fun at all#tbh i haven't been to therapy since june but my parents think i'm fine without therapy and don't need a therapist#seems like going back to ucd even though i'm not an admitted student is the only way to get away from my folks#and get the mental/emotional support that i need#and better myself without all the lecturing and the criticism from my parents#wow this is a really long ramble here in the tags#wow look esther actually talks
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