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koteknaplotek · 6 months

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#i feel kinda sad rn and i want to comfort myself with food #but in recent days i cant fucking stand how my body looks #that is more than in month prior #it probably has to do with the hot weather #i dont know what to wear bc i feel uncomfortable in most of the summer clothes i own #i just wanna wear a hoodie :((( but i dont wanna overheat :((((( that would feel horrible i hate being too hot #i wanna be tiny #motylki any #lekka jak motyl #aż do kości

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reineydraws · 9 months

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wanted: marine hunter takanome mihawk

#shanks: oh i want him alright #dracule mihawk #takanome mihawk #one piece #one piece fanart #op fanart #i accidentally went way extra on this than i intended to 💀 i got bored waiting for my brother + my phone was charging #it was just supposed to be a b&w sketch with his eyes yellow or red but it got out of hand when i was like 'maybe i'll do skin for funsies'#ah well. im really starting to get into painting with this one brush. one day i'll merge it with the style i use more #cuz rn i tend to break out the painting only when i wamt smth a liiiiittle👌 more realistic.#i stress that 'little' bc calling my style 'realistic' in any sort of way feels inaccurate lol #i digress #i love imagining marine hunter mihawk being some teenage punk between the ages of 17 and 23 #idk when he became a warlord but if he had this epithet even before roger's death that would put him in mid-to-late teens #since at roger's execution he was 19 amd already had yoru #so it's kinda funny to imagine the marines being hunted by some teenager with dramatic sideburns and an even more dramatic sword #last post of the year! :)#i had no chill this month. pls dont expect anything on my blog again till march lol.#(im half-serious; im going on vacation for all of february and i have some prior pieces i need to focus on in jan haha. we'll see tho!)

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ravewing · 9 months

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not over how if you go to the flame wof tag im not in the top blogs . like what do you mean tumblr WHAT . i have like ten billion posts of flame . i drew him every day for THIRTY DAYS STRAIGHT . i am his #1 fan . i AM HIM . do not do me like this tumblr i guarantee you i post about him more than anyone else on this app

#so what if i havent posted a lot of him in the past couple months #i have had anomalocaris brainrot . and i have been suppressing myself from posting about stupid shrimp prior to recently #so forgive me if theres been a bit of a dump because it has been ACCUMULATING .#i will bet my whole LIFE that i have posted more about him than anyone else #guess how many of my tiktoks are dedicated to flame huh?#ONE HUNDRED FIFTY FOUR.#up until my phone storage started failing me i had a photo album with EVERY FRAME OF HIM IN THE GRAPHIC NOVELS.#you are doing me dirty tumblr #at least im like the 4th thing that pops up under anomalocaris . at least tumblr respects my status as number 1 anomalocaris fan . 😒#this is so wrong guys . what on earth #i have NOT been brainrotting over stupid red dragon for like half of my whole life just for tumblr not to address me under the flame wof tag #for shame #flame wof #wof #wings of fire #yap session but in the tags #rave rambles

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chaoxfix · 19 days

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finally back to lifting after a neck tumor removal surgery!!! possibly a bad move to start off this ambitious... but im feeling pretty cool to have done 10 unassisted pull-ups right off the bat! B) im a ways off of my past leg press weight but i'll work back up to it in time! (the bakery cant go out of business like this, i wont let her)

#my left arm feels d e a d though lmao #it straight up wont relax all the way #thats ok tho <3 she'll heal #god ive missed actually using muscles :')#'you cant lift more than 20 pounds for the next 2 weeks and no more than 40 for the next 6' ... WELL ITS BEEN 7 AND A HALF...#i did start to feel some pain at the surgery site :/ so i stopped and we'll try again later this week #but still!!!!!!!#glad to be back ive missed using my body #its been miserable just sitting on the internet and loafing for the last 2 months #and prior to that i couldnt workout for like 3 months before the surgery bc id feel the tumor pushing against my neck tendons lol #and exercise strained it #so all in all i havent worked out like this in 5? almost 6 months?#and i wasnt that consistent even before that #so its been a g e s since i really worked out my arms #so grateful to get to move my body again :')

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seventh-district · 5 months

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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr 2.2 #hsr spoilers #hsr leaks #the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am #i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before #but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one #so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days #it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me #but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and #gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it #and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story #not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know #but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game #anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream #pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we #i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing #Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it #and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet #also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good #Seven.txt #viddy game stuff

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taffingspy · 17 days

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gonna be honest the thing that kills hype more for me is people complaining about spoilers and not the actual marketing content

#spy's talky things #dragon age blogging #maybe it's because im used to the marketing cycles of mmos: runescape's necromancy marketing cycle was 3-4 months before release #(not counting it's initial reveal the year prior since ofc things went a bit quiet in between)#but like. two months is nothing to me #i understand it's a lot to others but. idk man the complaining is what's getting to me more than what the devs put out #time to complain about the complaining hell yea #edit actually this reminds me A LOT of how much my necromancy hype in rs3 #got killed to the point of being upsetting by /others/ complaining about positive necromancy being a thing in the story #at least i have pre experience of it 💀

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deus-ex-mona · 9 months

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starting the year ✨wrong✨

#(this is about work ok. long rant in the tags bc auauauauauauauuauauauauauauauaaaaaaaa)#i’ve worked for just t h r e e (3!!!!) days this year and i think im already all burned out lmao #first i was stuck doing 2 workstations bc this freakin’ b o z o of a coworker decided to take the week off without prior notice #and *t h e n* the internal components of one of said workstations kicked the bucket and was only replaced today. sads.#rip to our wasted time and futile fixing efforts though. flashtag wetried #that’s not all t h o u g h i was told that i have to jump to the other work shift bc one of my coworkers is resigning #b u t the thing is. all of the other dudes in that shift are from [insert bordering country] and always speak in their nation’s language #so i won’t be able to communicate well with them for the most part esp s o bs #and if [insert country here] has a national holiday and a l l of them decide to take the day off..#well. um. ahahahaha. im ✨screwed✨#(but speaking of taking the day off… one of said guys on that shift has an approved leave for cny. which is funny bc he’s not even chinese)#(rips if the actual other chinese dude on that team has his leave request rejected bc of that guy lol. happy cny to him ig)#a n d also i was made to (sorta) teach these two new coworkers (of sorts) the workstation i’m at for the week #b u t the thing is. i do everything here by left (didn’t receive formal training either lmao sadge)#and i also couldn’t explain anything well in general bc it seems like my flow of thoughts can’t streamline itself ig #so i think i confused the poor guys more than anything. but like. why me??????? aaaauauaaaaaaaaaa #idk why one of them came back for more ‘education’ from me thoughhhhh #i’ve tried teaching ‘em stuff at another workstation before this and my feedback was ‘wait slow down you talk too fast’ s o o o o .#ig i’ll have to guide them though again in the morning though. sighs. this wasnt in my job description :(#speaking of job descriptions though… this h e l l a annoying guy no one likes who resigned a few months ago (to much rejoicing)…#is!!!!! coming!!!! back!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #w h y. like. w h y. why is he so attached to this company he l l o? why is our manager so attached to him helloooooooo????? why him???????#our workloads literally t r i p l e when he’s around bc he’s just the way he is. auauauauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaa #aaaaaaaaaaa i dont wanna work aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #science industry (derogatory) questionable laboratory conditions (derogatory)#felt cute; thought about retiring early idk

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rosykims · 3 months

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on top of varric getting anders war flashbacks irt solas i think he also gets them for ashara lol. her vallaslin was quite literally mythals = justice and watching her downward spiral of paranoia and wrath in the years following trespasser is EERILY similar to act 3 anders. so thats fun for him!

#neither ashara nor solas got the high ground in the divorce i'll be real #oc: ashara #i think varric stops calling her ashes like. 2 yesrs prior to datv when she sort of hits rock bottom mental health wise #just starts calling her by her name. last ditch effort to remind her that shes allowed to be a person and not just The inquisitor #thinking abt the iron bull this fine thursday morning as well..... ashara REALLY agrees on the “The'' title #The inquisitor is so much more who she is in datv than ashara atp. to the point where she stops going by her clan name lavellan #and starts going by her family name dhavise.#sigh. losing my mind a little knowing we still have 3 to 5 months of waiting

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on-stolen-sunbeams · 2 months

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#I spend a lot less time every week at food service job than at lab (excluding june bc prof had a thing)#but I still feel like I care wayyy too much about doing it “right” ie following the rules satisfying the customers helping coworkers etc.#and that specific trifecta is pretty much impossible bc I can't chat with coworkers and talk to customers at the same time #nor can I give customers literally everything they want while following corporate/manager assigned rules to a tee #(while I've worked over a year at a different location prior to this one and know when I can bend rules it's not always enough)#nor follow rules perfectly while hanging out with coworkers. so it's impossible.#it's been a year and I can't really increase hours much even though ik I'd be more of “part of the team”#bc my schedule is a minefield subject to the domino effect and I refuse to be late to anything #plus my commute is wayyyy longer now and I can't cut lab hours or other stuff.#I really miss my old location so bad tbh the people here are cool #but there I was part of the old guard and I knew everyone and I really miss camaraderie(& the higher pay (ily california))#like yes closing took way longer bc we didn't close dining room while the store was still open #and there were a couple deep-cleaning occasions I'd get out at 2 am #but tbh I'd take it back immediately if I could. even the understaffedness and running out of stuff and lack of coin change.#also yes I am a lil pissed that the moment I left the state minimum wage increased to 20 bucks. could that have not passed 3 months earlier #os2.txt

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crimeronan · 10 months

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according to my phone data, i've walked 12.4 miles over the past seven days :D

#that's like. probably more than i walked over the prior three months combined #autoimmune tag #as it's doubling as a recovery tag #i just go outside and do stuff. it's so fucked up.#my maps tell me i have to do a four-minute walk and i'm like oh that's fine #instead of I'm Gonna Die

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faceglitchsworld · 3 months

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No ok now I'm pissed the new week will start sooooo well now yeah

#apparently you need to advise a month prior before taking day offs now oh for fuck sake #that's not how it works? most of the time I believe?#i would like to take day offs like you all did for eight months straight #and I'm soooooooorry if I couldn't advise month before like yeah i had OTHER THINGS to do?!#like... it's not even this week it's the week after I'm advising more than ever what am I supposed to do?! 😭#terestext

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volfoss · 8 months

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Literally so hyped to get miss yucky nasty... I am going to learn SO many skills

#ive always been rly fascinated by sculpting so im like. very excited to learn how to do it.#im gonna have to sculpt: whole new nose lmao; neck donut (to accommodate my prior mods); eyes (no way in HELL i wont have to make custom one #s); and actually get around to cordulas hearing aids... which weirdly scare me the most here. bc theyre SO TINY. and i have to figure out ho #w to get wire to wrap around the ears and end in a smaller plastic (in this case- clay) piece. which is going to be far far far more complex #than anything else i have to do I think?? i rly might make a thread on doll dreaming to like. put my scary progress up somewhere outside of #here. anyways sorry. i havent been this excited about a project in MONTHS #twist rambles #bjd posting

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altschmerzes · 2 years

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every time i think about this border and customs thing ive got to deal with on friday my stomach flips and i feel like im gonna pass out. whoof.

#gav gab #ive gone through more of my anxiety meds this week than i have in a couple of months prior

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void-tiger · 1 year

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“Hey I wanted to say __ but I didn’t want to stress you out (again.)”

“Hey no stress! All good!”

“…well GOOD because I have been stressing myself about that for (months) awhile. But if it’s all good it’s all good. (I can tell my anxiety to shadduuuup about it if I know that directly.)”

[continues to resist the urge to send bird and cat memes and music covers]

(Wait until y’all actually feel comfortable talking without that Wall of social anxiety specifically around eachother, Tiger. Don’t abuse the dms. Patience. You at least know he won’t run away from you again. He showed up to your party and wore the bandana you threw at him playfully, and apparently did pay attention to what patterns you wear on your nicer clothes despite him getting more avoidant than ever when you do. Tell the dopamine to CHILL and BREATHE. Ya know. Like ya promised.)

#tiger’s musings #social crap #socializing is haaaard you guuuuyyys…#but…yeah. his sister remembered the one (1) conversation we had and bought me fandom merch of my favorite character #and he…apparently got the gift bag and tissue paper and probably assembled it ‘cause of Who’s Handwriting on the giftbag from them both?!#and?! he matched the same ‘daisylike flowers + wildflowers on white background’ that I wear to church?!#(look it’s one of two (2) floral pattern I like: ‘dried’ flowers on white or daisies (with jewel tones)#(but who tf actually NOTICES stuff like that?! how long has he noticed that?! does that mean he likes my SEE? FEMME I GUESS style #(that I wear to church?! (when otherwise I’m a ‘color tanks/graphic tees with cargos or jeans/jorts’ sorta gal #(and he has seemed to find me more approachable when I Quirk It Up with a burgundy hat and denim jacket and the same pair of converse)#but…yeah. I don’t think I’ve /ever/ had someone notice /me/ with that much attention to detail instead of…my body.#it’s…kinda nice. to feel seen. and apparently liked. but not objectified. not salivated over #and for fuck’s sake I just turned 30 and he apparently helped everyone else set up big and shiny 30 decorations everywhere #so yEAH I am YOUR age (and actually 6 months older) even if…I still look 19 to 21 apparently (whyyyyyyy?!)#and…probably act much younger than I should ‘cause…egh. social trauma I’m literally in therapy for #but…yeah. I was ready to give up before that conversation #I’m digging in now. especially after that conversation + he and his sister picked out my gift at least a week prior

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website-com · 11 months

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i feel physically ill whenever i have to defend my opinion

#but i’ll do it #and i’ll do it respectfully #not to toot my own little horn but a few years back i had a month long conversation with a young person who was a few short steps away from #being a full blown terf. like their blog was full of it. but in the few personal posts i saw i could see something i resonated with prior t #my own journey into understanding of gender #and i talked them down from it #i have a sc of their final message to me hold on #it was so cool. i wish it was something i could encourage but i think i was just lucky with who i got. it was so saddeningly easy to disput #every point they brought up #'you were so kind and respectful to me despite being online. thats like super cool of you. thanks for helping me grow as a person. it #honestly feels a lot better to not be so full of hate...' it goes on from there but u get the point.#i do not believe in debate bros. because i dont think you can win in a 'battle' of opinions. but i do heavily believe in emotional labour #being your job as an ally #the person i spoke to left still not believing in my gender identity. but i am more than fine with that. because that was not my aim #i just needed them to see trans women as people. full stop. and i managed that with a few short disputes and the examples of 2 teenage girl #with large online followings #it was very easy #and yes i did feel physically ill for the entire month i did it. you just gotta do it scared

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arlathen · 1 year

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some positives about working for the catholics i've noticed in my three-ish months:

they put their money where their mouth is re: being "pro-life" -- as in they invest a lot into family support and are the only place around here i know of that has full-pay maternity leave + they will help cover costs if you decide to adopt (up to 15k iirc).

at least own the fact that they're doing christmas. a lot of companies make the most lackluster effort toward being "inclusive" by doing christmas but being like "whaaaat? nooo this is just our winter holiday celebration". but they don't do anything for any other holidays. they close on christmas day and that's it. catholics? they're like. yeah we're catholic. we're doing christmas. come get drunk with us and then take a week off work. i love that.

this one is so insignificant but they let me tweak the user settings on my company laptop. at the library i couldn't even change the fucking mouse speed. the catholics will let me do whatever i want to this laptop, including turning off all the shit i don't like. i love that. i'm so particular about my computers and i appreciate the trust put in me in that regard .

#there are other positives fjdlkfdsjlkd i was just appreciating how much they let me tweak my laptop and was like.#yeah that's going on the list of things i like.#also SO many meetings start with prayers. i've sat awkwardly and silently through more prayers in the last 3 months #than i have in. like. my entire life prior to this combined.#carly.txt

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