#the fact that i spent ages 12-18 planning on either dropping out or killin myself every single day should prob have been a bigger red flag

[lesbienneanarchiste]

Now that I'm an adult in my 30s I think back to the ways teachers responded to me as a kid and I'm like... that was wrong. Like not even the times it was ethically wrong to mock/bully a child or whatever but even the times they "corrected" me for shit I was right about or made me feel stupid for answering a question in a way that wasn't exactly the way they wanted. For one, all it did was make me never participate in class again bc it was humiliating in front of the peers who already did not like me and for two, I was literally right tho. Like. I did answer those questions correctly and if they wanted a different answer they should have been more clear in their question, it's not my fault for answering the question they asked.

Also every teacher who called me a know it all or made jokes about me to other students behind my back should die. And also the ones who gave up on me early on, made it clear they were giving up on me, and then mocked me when I did attempt to put some effort into their class. They should be drawn and quartered.