#the fact this person is a Raven simp makes it worse

[diaryofamadsunwukongfan]

There are a lot of implications here, so let's just throw away the whole suitcase.

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Diasomnia: Halloween with Them

Aaaaand finally, Diasomnia. I am such a Lilia simp because he can bully me any day. I regret nothing at all in life. Hope you guys enjoy.

Disclaimer: All characters in this series are aged up. For more information about my version of this world and the type of reader you can expect, please do a quick read of THIS post.

Heartslabyul | Savanaclaw | Octavinelle | Scarabia | Pomefiore | Ignihyde | Diasomnia (You’re Here)

Halloween with Them

Theme: Abandoned Buildings

The thing about the Isle of Sages was the fact that there were a number of historical locations that had been left abandoned and forgotten about over hundreds of years. However, it wouldn't be too hard if someone were to want to find one of them.

Diasomnia decorates pretty extravagantly for the occasion but in your personal opinion. Ramshackle should be kept out of their decorating schemes for personal reasons. This led to finding a new location…and thankfully, Night Raven has some of its own abandoned buildings other than Ramshackle.

This is where you come in since you were insistent on Ramshackle not being host to many ghosts again this year. You needed to help scout out a proper place to decorate and host a fun party.

Malleus Draconia

“Should I be concerned about the number of abandoned buildings at Night Raven?” You asked, looking at the decrepit building from the outside. Ramshackle dorm and the abandoned mines over in the forest were more than enough abandoned areas for a single college. Now Malleus was showing you at least five more of them, and you were staring down at the first one.

It looked just as creepy as you had imagined, even worse than Ramshackle had been. The building was about three stories high, and you and Malleus were supposed to go in and ensure everything was safe. “You’d be surprised by the amount of time this college has been around. Over time, these buildings were no longer needed and left to rot.” Malleus said as he put a hand on the small of your back to begin guiding you inside. The door creaked loudly as he opened it and ushered you inside.

Malleus used a bit of magic to light up the room, and you looked around at the cobwebs and dust. It really was reminding you a bit of Ramshackle now. “I’m sure they could’ve found a way to make good use of them.” You thought, “Or at least have the decency to have them cleaned out once a year….”

“Perhaps that could be arranged if it bothers you that much,” Malleus suggested, and you hummed, already knowing what he was implying. You could only smile and shake your head, denying the offer to…coerce Crowley into putting that plan into effect.

“Nah…hey Malleus…you don’t think there are ghosts in here…do you?” You asked while hearing something creak on the floorboards above you. The building looked like it still held its structure and wouldn’t just fall apart if a few people were to come in, but you also didn’t want to take any chances.

“Like the ones at Ramshackle?” Malleus asked, and you nodded your head, “Then no.” You felt yourself visibly relax, “The Ramshackle ghosts are special. Most ghosts can’t be seen normally. Night Raven has magical energy that helps them visibly manifest, but Ramshackle is right next to the main building. This one is a bit more out there, so if there are ghosts, they won’t be visible like at Ramshackle….” Malleus paused as he noticed you stopped walking with an odd look on your face.

“Malleus…” You said, looking over at him with concern, “That makes it so much worse.” You informed him, and he frowned, not meaning to scare you. The frown slowly turned into a smirk as he walked over and cupped your cheek in his hand and made you look at him.

“Have no fear about this place; if there is a ghost I’ll protect you.” He said, leaning in closer to you. You felt the flames burning on your cheeks from the close proximity, “Now come along; we need to check the rest of the building.”

Lilia Vanrouge

“Oh, watch where you’re going.” Lilia’s sudden voice behind you made you scream, jumping up and backing away. The man’s chuckle could be heard echoing through the empty hallways of your current abandoned building. You placed a hand over your heart as you silently cursed going to this place with him. Who had time to be scared of ghosts when Lilia was here to randomly scare you from teleporting behind you?

“Lilia!” You whined, not liking how he was still upside. You watched him drop down, his arms still crossed while he looked at your frustrated expression. This was perhaps the third time he had done this tonight, and you weren’t sure how much your heart could take at this rate. Lilia could only chuckle, that toothy smirk flashing as he walked closer to you.

“Don’t tell me I scared you again.” He teased, and you groaned. He knew exactly what he was doing, “I told you there weren’t any ghosts in this building.” Lilia shrugged as though that were to make everything better. Your eyes narrowed as you tried to figure out what he was up to tonight. He had been the one to invite you out to find a proper venue to decorate that wasn’t their dorm. You had stupidly said yes since you wanted to spend time with him. An abandoned building that was falling apart alongside the most mischievous fae you had ever crossed paths with…well, it wasn’t your best decision.

“Yes, you scared me….” You grumbled before gasping. You heard something move behind you and whipped your head around to see one of the vases on the table fall over, the remains of dead flowers falling gently to the hardwood floor underneath it, “What was that?” You asked, voice raising a few octaves higher.

“Oh, probably the ghosts,” Lilia said, and now your head was whipping back to him. What did he say? Probably the ghosts? When he clearly promised you there wouldn’t be any in the building.

“You told me there wasn’t any!” You said, and Lilia chuckled, walking over to you and ruffling your hair.

“Oh, come now, I was just teasing.” He said, but in the same breath, you felt something on your neck. You leaned closer to him, falling right into Lilia’s arms to escape the sensation. You swore it felt like someone breathing against your neck, and you looked over at Lilia, who seemed to have also noticed it, “Perhaps I was mistaken, though.” He said, his grin spreading, “Oopsie.”

Before you could fight him on this, you felt yourself being lifted into his arms as he was running through the hallways and out of the house, “Perhaps I’ll do an investigation later…let’s get you out of here first. Oh, how about we hang out at Ramshackle?” He said while reaching the front door. You looked behind him and felt like your heart would come out of your throat as you swore you saw something.

“Ya, let’s go home!” You didn’t need to be asked twice.

Silver

“It’s getting pretty late….” Silver droned off as he looked around the building. You guys had already gone through and made sure all the floorboards were safe enough to walk on and the tables and other furniture wouldn’t collapse at someone touching it. Your work was, in your opinion, done. You hummed, agreeing with Silver as you watched the sun setting off in the distance. You really didn’t want to be trapped in this building when it got dark out. You were used to Ramshackle dorm’s creepy atmosphere because you knew the ghosts there…this was a totally different situation.

“I think this is a good contender for the dorm; we should go tell Lilia.” You said, pulling out your phone. You’d just send him a quick text to tell him that the building was clear. That’s when you felt Silver hovering over and looking over your shoulder. You paused for a moment in typing your message and looking over; his face was right next to yours right now, and if you leaned closer, you could probably kiss his cheek.

“You named my dad ‘Peepaw’ in your phone?” Silver asked, a smile on his face as he looked at it. You couldn’t help but laugh sheepishly, trying to move the phone away from his line of sight so he couldn’t see your other contact names. He was still curious, leaning a bit more as he wrapped his arms around your waist, wanting to know what else you had in there.

“I mean…maybe.” You said, hitting the send button on your phone, “You ready to go or what? You look like you could fall asleep right there.” You said, only a touch worried. It wouldn't be the first time he had fallen asleep standing up; you just prefer he didn’t do it while still holding onto you.

He hummed, nuzzling his face into your neck before letting out a small yawn. You couldn’t help but find it absolutely adorable as he shuffled behind you, detaching himself from you so you could turn around, “Sounds good, let’s go.” He said, tangling his hand with your own as he began dragging you out of the building. You smiled as you squeezed his hand a bit tighter, letting him lead you back to wherever you guys would be sleeping.

You felt your phone vibrating, and you quickly checked it while trusting Silver to not let you bump into anything and injure yourself while you were distracted. You could see it was Lilia responding, so you opened the message and noticed there was a photo attached to it.

It was a photo of you and Silver not even five minutes ago, with his head in your neck and arms around your waist. To make matters worse, Lilia sent an actual small message alongside it. All it said was, “Love, Peepaw.”

Sebek Zigvolt

You were completely unashamed as you clung onto Sebek for dear life. The taller man had his arm around your waist as he helped you avoid the giant, gaping hole in the floor that you almost fell right into. If it hadn’t been for Sebek’s quick thinking, you’d no doubt have a broken leg by now. “Hey…I think it’s safe to assume this place isn’t a good fit for the decorating…so let’s get out of here.” You said, and Sebek nodded.

“Agreed! This location simply wouldn’t do if Master Malleus has even a chance of getting harmed.” Sebek nodded as he got you away from the hole and guided you over to the stairs. You were basically being carried at this point as you refused to let go. You could see the faint blush on his cheeks as he walked down the stairs, careful to not let you fall and get hurt. He was still beating himself up that you almost fell through the floor.

“I think I’m done looking at abandoned buildings…that was too close for comfort.” You sighed, and Sebek hummed before an idea seemed to pop into his mind. He moved you to be facing him, and he grinned brightly.

“Then how about we use Ramshackle?” His voice boomed in the old abandoned building, and you groaned. You wanted to find the humor in the situation, but right now, you simply couldn’t. Damn him for being so cute and looking like an excitable puppy right now with that hopeful look in his eyes.

“Sebek, this is why we’re here in the first place. I don’t want my home to be overrun by spirits.” You had to remind him. His smile dropped as he did recall that idea faintly. He mainly remembered Master Lilia telling him he needed to find a good abandoned building to host a party. Then you joined him, and he was over the moon he could do his duties while also spending some quality time with you. He guessed he was told at some point the reason was that you wouldn’t allow Ramshackle to be used.

“Right…I’m sure if we did, it would make Master Malleus happy, though!” Sebek said as if that would convince you. Flashbacks to Malleus almost losing his shit flashed back in your mind, and you shook your head. You didn’t think Lilia could hold him back again if something similar happened.

“For everyone’s safety, let’s not.” You said, and Sebek sighed and nodded. He then offered you his arm without thinking as you grabbed onto it, “Now let’s go back to Ramshackle and relax for the night…and don’t even think about ditching me. I almost died and need to be consoled.” You said, squeezing his arm. Sebek froze before swallowing a lump in his throat and nodding. He knew once you had your mind set on something, he wouldn’t be able to change it.

“Of course…but let me inform Master Lilia of my whereabouts in cased the young master needs any assistance later!” Sebek said, going and shuffling around his pockets to dig out his phone. You just sighed…the man really did have a one-tracked mind.

[locallixie]

“me or the ps5?„ — yeonjun

[🎮] — Why was he spending the whole night playing video games on his stupid console, when he could just play with you instead?

⇀ genre ; smut, suggestive, fluff, streamer!yeonjun, boyfriend!yeonjun, fem!reader, dom!yeonjun, sub!reader.

⇀ warnings ; general sexual themes, arguing, degradation kink, choking kink, strong language, marking, spanking, unprotected sex, nipple-play, cum-play, hair pulling, masturbation, voyeurism.

⇀ word count ; 2.2k

yawnzzn is streaming...

"The fuck do you mean 'throw me like a rag doll and rail my ass'? Guys, you are thirsty motherfuckers." Yeonjun read a comment from his chat box, still glued his eyes on his monitor screen. A popular streamer with a high sub count, always staying on top of the chart with people jumping onto his stream right when he would go live.

You, was dating this said streamer in secret, unknown to his online simps who still think he was single. It was such a blessing to have dated a wonderful person like Yeonjun, however, there were always two sides to a coin. Dating a full-time streamer meaning having to listen to shouting and loud video games everyday. You thought you could take it at first, but it got worse and worse every passing day you continued to live with him.

He sat with his hair pushed back, just a simple sight that was able to make the chat go wild, spamming dirty comments and the sweating emoji and suchlike. Controller in hands, turning the joystick and pushing buttons to get the right actions. With his hard earned money, he bought a PS5 console for his streaming career and himself also. But he spent all his times playing on his console and not with you, almost ignoring your existence even if you were in the same room as him.

"Capcom was crazy for adding the big titty vampire lady, the sole reason most gamers bought Resident Evil VIII." Yeonjun laughed, commenting on the fact that most people bought this game was for its amazing visuals, especially its characters.

He cursed under his breath, his character running out of ammo at the worst time. You watched his stream in the other room, not trying to expose yourself or disturb him. You could hear his commentary echoed throughout the hallway, a bunch of corny jokes and cursing. Yeonjun looked so hot on his face cam, his damp raven hair fell on his forehead as he concentrated on his game.

You bit your lips, running your hands over your body. You touched your breast, fondling them in your hands. You kneaded your soft buds with your cold fingers, the sudden breeze made contact with your sensitive skin, letting out a strain moan. If only he could get off his stream and come fuck you into oblivion, wouldn't that be heaven?

"Ah, fuck. Be good for me, chat, y'all are so naughty." His voice rang down your spine, as if his big hands was staining its touches on your body. Thinking of him telling you to be his good girl, and would give you a reward for it. What would it be? A kiss? Or his dick?

You moaned in satisfaction, your own fantasy made a small river run down your cunt, wetting your pretty lace panties. You dug a hand inside your undergarment, using two fingers, gently rubbing circles on your clit. Soon increasing the pacing as you began to chase for your high.

"Moans? Y'all hearing moans?" You opened your eyes, stopping what you were doing. Caught red handed, his stream suddenly ended as you saw the usual end screen.

The door began to knock, "[Y/N], what are you doing in there? Are you touching yourself?" You heard him laugh, opening the door in. Your boyfriend, in person, catching you pleasuring yourself on your shared bed. You tried to defend yourself, how he caught you in your most pathetic state, getting off to one of his streams.

"To my stream no less, what got you so desperate?" He asked, in a sly manner like the fox that he was. Yours clearly hot and bothered situation was turning him on just as much as it did you.

Wasn't it obvious? That you were needy for him, you simply wanted him to lay you down and fuck you 'til you couldn't walk properly. But his schedule was preventing him to do as you wish, streaming everyday, playing video games and chatting with his viewers. He was doing this to support the both of you, though sometime you wished he was nicer on himself. Instead of making a living out of streaming online, he could start making love to his girlfriend.

You exclaimed, "Is it me or the PS5?!"

Yeonjun grunted, “Why are you making me decide, [Y/N]?” His tone showed the frustration in his voice. Asking him to choose either his career or you was like asking if it was his mother or his girlfriend.

You cried, "You're always busy with streaming, you damn workaholic!"

"Please, can't you see I was live? My fans are going crazy on twitter already about the moans, what the fuck should I do about it?!" He told, a new problem added to his list.

Yeonjun rubbed his temples, "God, you're so needy, can't you just chill out for a fucking minute."

You felt attacked, he was cursing at you and raising his voice. The thought of him caring more about his job than his actual girlfriend was killing you, how could he? You stepped of the bed, running out without another word.

Tonight you would sleep on the couch, you were so angry at him that you couldn't bear to see his face. With a blanket and a pillow, you tossed and turned as you tried to find a comfortable position.

"Babe, please. Don't be like this." Yeonjun said, his tired self still came out of sleepiness for you.

You pulled the blanket, turning away from him, implying that you would not be listening to anything his mouth let out. Defeated, he returned to your shared room and back to bed. You couldn't quite fall asleep, knowing yourself, you could only sleep when you know he was with you.

yawnzzn is now live...!

Even if you were upset at him, you still watched his streams to support him from afar. A special stream today, it was, his five million subscribers celebration. He sat inside his usual work office, holding a cake, balloons and streamers hanged all over the background. On the cake in frosting, and big bold letters wrote 'five million subs'.

"Thank you so so much for five million subs, I couldn't have done this without you guys." He smiled at the camera, gazing at it with joy. Despite how cold he could seem to outsiders, he cared about his supporters and outwardly showed his gratitude for them.

You were happy for him, but sad that he had to come on camera after a unresolved fight with you. It wasn't right for either of you to lash out at each other, you supposed to be a team, you supposed to be his player two when he needed one.

"About the moaning situation, don't make big deal out of it, it's just my horny neighbours." He told, blaming on his neighbours for the scandal he found himself stuck in the few recent days. He hid his personal life away, including you from the public so he could protect you.

You knew how much he truly loved you, that childish fight was just an overreaction. But still, you felt quite hurt from what he said, he was cursing at you in uncontrollable anger.

He ate a fork worth of cake, his face displayed a look of joy. Then his next words shocked you, "I'll save the rest for my girlfriend." Your eyes widened when you heard him said that sentence. He exposed himself on live where over a million people were watching. The chat went crazy for a certain, comments flowing in at a pace that could crash the website.

@freeze.txt : GIRLFRIEND???

@lxvesxngz : girlfriend? where is she? :O

@hyeontae: girlfriend??? when???

His viewer count stayed, seeing it went down then up in a rapid speed. Twitter blowing up about his girlfriend news, people who have too much time on their hands were already typing a long thread about how Yeonjun lied to them yet some said the opposite.

"Yes, I do have a girlfriend, people. What's wrong with that?" He said in a sarcastic way.

He smiled, "Don't worry, there's still a spot in my heart for you guys!" The chat kept coming in but either with support or hatred.

"Thank you again for five million subs, take it easy, and I'll see you soon." He waved to the camera, "Goodbye!"

His stream displayed the end screen, following with the ending music that play at the end of every stream. You heard his office's door closed, footsteps echoing down the hallway. Everything was happening too fast, now the world know he has a girlfriend.

Still, you were thrill that you could finally go out in public with him. Dates, shopping, the general lovey dovey couple stuff, you could now do those things with him by your side. You wouldn't have to hide anymore, no more staying private on your socials, no more lack of cute outdoor pictures with your boyfriend. You were glad he exposed himself on camera.

He walked in your shared room, seeing the sight of you sitting on your bed wearing nothing but panties and his t-shirt turned him on, his cock pressed against his boxer. "You saw the stream?" He asked, pushing back his hair once more.

"Yeah, what you did there was really brave, babe. I love you, Yeonjun." You opened your arms out for him to hug you. Yeonjun came running into your embrace, holding you close to his body, letting you feel his hard cock that was tenting in his sweatpants.

You pulled back, "Oh, looks like someone excited. Did we forgot about our fight just like that?"

He laughed, "What can I say, I can always find a way to win you over." He knew you too well, he knew what make you and what didn't. Yeonjun kissed your lips, wasting no time to get a bit deeper. He explored you with his sweet lips, tongues dancing together in a beautiful rhythm.

He held your legs, pushing you back onto bed as he kept on kissing you. He took off his shirt, his fit figure on full display for you to admire. You loved his body, you loved running your finger through his collarbone, you loved touching his stomach, you loved holding onto his board shoulders. Everything about him, you adored.

You moaned against his lips, in pleasure you said his name. Stripping yourselves off of every layers of clothing, which was not much, quickly making skin-to-skin contact. He rubbed himself over your wet cunt, he groaned as his cock slipped and slid up then down your fleshy outside. It gently hugged his swollen tip, your wetness as lubricant.

He slowly entered inside you, you held onto his shoulders—which were already starting to sweat even though the air conditioner was blasting cold air on your hot bodies. A bunch of moaning and groaning could be heard when he began to pound into you. You hugged him close to you, marking his neck and chest full of your love. It appeared in form as a red and purple marks, some were teeth marks.

"You whore, you were so fucking desperate for me. Do you want me to come inside you? Would you like that?" He asked, calling you vulgar names and such. With his pelvis slamming into your own, and his cock buried deep inside you, you couldn't seem to conjure up a word; much less a sentence. You nodded, eagerly so.

Yeonjun placed a hand on your throat, tightening his grip with his fingers. "Verbally, babe, I want to hear an answer verbally." How evil, making you light-headed then asking you to speak while his cock was abusing your cunt.

"Y-Yes!" You choked out, slowly losing to the ecstasy.

He smiled, praising you finally. "Good, such a good little slut for me." He slammed into you like an animal, could possibly bruise your cervix. Pulled you even closer by the legs, going deeper and deeper each harsh thrust he made. The way he was railing you and actually treated you like some dirty rag doll was turning you on even more, of how raw and rough he was being with you. Absolute no control, himself couldn't contain the actual beast living in his body every-time you would fuck.

As you chased for your high, and he did for his own, your throat was feeling dryer from all the lewd sound you made. You felt as if you could pass out from his cock and his hands around your neck. You came finally, closing your eyes as your cunt dripped with more watery substance. Mixing with his seed, the white sprayed on your exhausted figure spread open on the bed.

You thought he was finished, you were oh-so wrong. He flipped you around, now behind your back. He grabbed on your hair, pulling it to him as he pressed his lips on yours. Yeonjun continued his movements, coming into contact with your backside. Using his hand, he slapped your ass cheeks, printing on it red with the shape of his big hand.

"What a slut, hearing your pretty voice makes me want to ruin it." He commented, at the same time, complimenting you. The man was changing his mind a lot, one second he would kiss you gently on the lips, the next he would call you nasty names.

Yeonjun let out his final cry, releasing into you, filling you up full with his warm seeds. You dropped on the bed completely, falling out of consciousness at a second. "I guess it was you all along." Yeonjun laughed, kissing your face.

[hatsukeii]

okay i haven’t finished aot yet but i would simply die if you wrote an x reader one shot with the prompts “you can’t die, i won’t let you” + “this is all my fault” for levi 😌 i’m a simp for him and i need some angst hehe

I’m about to make myself cry>:))

(Not really but you get the point)

Also this is set when they encounter the beast titan and commence the suicide charge, but I’m gonna be changing quite a bit of stuff so it fits this angst a liiiiitle bit more:) That includes changing out the part where he has to choose between Armin and Erwin. I’ll keep both of them alive and replace it with this instead because it’s easier for me to make sense of everything that way lol

Let’s goooooo

You were good to me//Levi x Reader

Word count: 3000+ (New record!)

Warnings: Mild swearing, a shit load of blood, minimal violence, character death (This is a warning it’s not gonna end well)

Summary: Your mission with Levi does not go according to plan.

“Are you out of your goddamn mind? You really went ahead and requested to be a part of this mission without telling me? You are absolutely not going with us. It’s too dangerous for you, I can’t put you under that much risk. Whatever you say, it’s a no. Don’t even try and change my mind.”

You didn’t like arguments with Levi. They were rare, but they managed to break your heart every single time. You were one of the older cadets from the 104th training corps, but you still managed to make it into Levi’s squad. You would’ve thought he trusted you more than this now that you two were in a relationship, but you were wrong apparently.

“Seriously Levi? I’ve been on countless expeditions with you. I’m going to be fine. We’re not even going out of the walls properly, we’re literally just reclaiming lost land. Erwin’s already confirmed that I’m going with you guys tomorrow, there’s no stopping me. Plus, I want to be there when we finally see the basement. I’m going with you guys. If you’re so scared then just tell Erwin to put me next to you in the scouting formation or something. It’s not that hard.”

Levi raked his fingers through his hair in frustration. It was at times like this he absolutely hated your persistence. It was hard to deal with when he was trying to keep you safe, considering you have such a huge desire to contribute something to the victory of mankind. Almost all your arguments have been about not letting you join in on an expedition or mission. He knew fully well you’re a perfectly capable soldier, and that you could handle tricky situations well. However, his old squad was also capable of that. Isabel and Farlan were also outstanding soldiers. He shuddered at the thought of their dead bodies laying on the battlefield. He couldn’t afford to lose anyone else. He swore on his life that he would continue to protect you, whatever the cost, even if it meant keeping you from doing what your heart desired. Don’t think he feels good about this. He knows just how frustrated you feel. He knows you tend to feel useless if you don’t get to fight alongside everyone else, but this was for your own good.

“Why can’t you just listen to me? I can’t lose you-”

“And you won’t, silly. I promise.”

“Who’s to say you won’t get eaten tomorrow? Even worse, trampled by that buff piece of shit titan? Hm? Answer me, how are you so sure?”

“I’ve fought them before, I’ll be fine.”

“No, you won’t. They have backup this time. Half of us probably aren’t even gonna come back alive. Even I couldn’t take down Reiner and Bertholdt the last time they struck, you still think you’re gonna be fine?”

You were getting more and more irritated by the second, your usually calm voice raising to a shout. “Why can’t you just trust me more? Are my skills not enough for your liking?”

“They’re plenty enough. You’re a proficient soldier, and I know that. But that doesn’t change the fact that this is a dangerous operation, and that by joining us you are putting yourself in grave danger.”

You rolled your eyes, completely done with Levi’s bullshit. You liked the protective side of him, you really did. However when it came to denying your requests to go on expeditions with him, it eventually appealed to you as one of his negative traits far too easily. Sighing, you turned on your heels and headed for the door, looking back at him as you grabbed the doorknob. “You can’t stop me. I’m coming with you tomorrow. You can try defying your superior if you have any objections.” You twisted the metal, slamming the door in his face as you walked back to the dorms. “Jesus, and I thought he would’ve been fine with it. He really thinks I’m that weak? I can still knock him down while sparring. He’s really gotta stop underestimating me.”

“Erwin, are you serious right now?” Levi was fuming. He didn’t expect his superior to actually permit you to come with. “I specifically told you to keep her safe. What do you do? Exactly the opposite.” Erwin’s head hung low as he contemplated his decision. “I had to. She’s a valuable asset that can benefit us in battle. Plus, she refused to give me my hair gel back until I approved of her request.” The shorter man’s mouth hung open. “COMMANDER WHAT THE HELL?-” “Calm down Levi. I assigned her to a spot right next to you. That way you can keep an eye on her.” The soldiers were slowly starting to mount their horses. “This better be worth it Erwin, or you’ll never hear the end of it.”

“I told you you couldn’t stop me, I was gonna come regardless of what you said.” Levi let out a low growl, glaring at you from his horse. “We’re having a very, very serious discussion about this when we get back.” You dryly chuckled, speeding in front of him as you yelled. “PERSON WITH LESS TITAN KILLS HAS TO CLEAN THE OFFICE!” Levi���s mouth curled up into a tiny grin. Still enthusiastic as ever, eh? “We’re still having that discussion, but with the addition of your devastating loss to me.” From the front, Erwin fired a green smoke signal, before yelling to everyone behind him. “ALL SOLDIERS BEHIND ME, SWITCH TO THE GEAR! LEFT AND RIGHT WING, STAY ON YOUR HORSES!” Wires zipped through the air, attaching themselves to buildings. You and Levi landed on top of a roof. “What the hell is that...?” A few miles away from you, a hazy image of a hoard of titans was enough to make your eyes widen with rage and confusion. “Why aren’t they charging?”

Everything that went down in the next few moments happened too quickly for either of you to comprehend. Sickening crunches rang throughout the battlefield as blood splattered on your face. Red painted over the buildings within a three mile radius, the air going a sickening shade of red. A look of terror washed over Levi’s usually stoic face as he pushed you behind him, shielding you while he braced himself from the pieces of debris and the rocks that were thrown towards the troops. “SHIT, GUYS FALL BACK!” You crouched down, covering your head as you curled up. “What’s up with that thing?” The raven haired man clicked his tongue, looking up carefully once the rocks stopped coming. “That piece of shit furry titan is pitching boulders like no tomorrow. We’ve gotta get out of here, fast.” You and Levi made it off the building just in time for the second wave of boulders to hit, the rocks sending even more scouts flying as blood went everywhere, strained screams and sobs echoing in the air. This wasn’t just a bloodbath. This was a massacre.

“Erwin, you can’t do this to them. Half of them haven’t even finished training. By conducting a suicide charge, we’re talking about bringing at least 200 soldiers to their graves. If you’re leading it, chances are you won’t survive either. You’ll never get to see the basement. There has to be another way.” Erwin shook his head solemnly. “This is the best plan I can think of. I’m sorry my friend. I guess I’ll go out fighting today.” Levi shook his head as you teared up, covering your mouth with a bloody hand. “Soldiers! We will be conducting a charge. Scream as loud as you can, fire your green signals towards the titan. In the meanwhile, Captain Levi and Squad leader (Y/N) will take out the rest of the titans. Am I clear-” “There’s no way we’re gonna make it! Everyone’s gonna die!” Your head hung low, a stoic expression plastered on your face. “Yes. You’re right.” The scouts looked at him in shock and horror. “You’re telling us to let go of everything we care about and die?” “Yes. Give up your dreams, and die. Die fighting for humanity. Die fighting for a better future. For your children. For your family. For your siblings. Devote your hearts, and die doing just that. Levi, (Y/N), go now while we still have time.”

“Cmon (Y/N), let’s go.” You nodded, firing out your gear towards the wall next to Levi. “Race you to the titans!” You flew towards the first titan, slicing its nape, before looking back to see how your boyfriend was doing. His brows furrowed as he wobbled on his gear, clearly struggling to balance. “Levi?” You screamed as his gear gave out and sent him tumbling towards the ground. You audibly gasped, turning back and rushing down to him. “Shit, just great. My gear’s broken.” You sensed something towering above you. From afar, an unfamiliar voice boomed. “You really think I wouldn’t have noticed? Titans, kill them.” You looked up as the gruesome being above you, as well as the other ones, snapped their heads towards you two, bloodlust clouding their eyes as they advanced towards Levi first. You tried your best to clear out the titans, slicing off nape after nape. You heard a yell, turning your head toward the sound. There Levi was, being picked up by one of the titans as it slowly brought him to its face. The man was thrashing wildly, desperately trying to wiggle his way out of the thing’s hand. It’s grotesque eyes examined the raven haired soldier, before raising its arm to lead him into its disgusting mouth. “OH NO YOU DON’T.” You screamed, zooming towards the titan at an inhuman speed. You pulled a slippery Levi out of its mouth, landing him safely onto the floor as you headed back up towards its nape, slicing up everything you could, before sending a devastating blow towards the back of its neck, blood spraying everywhere.Levi was obviously terrified, breathing heavily as his eyes widened. “Holy shit, thank god... oh Jesus, you could’ve died.” You made your way towards him, about to wrap your arms around his shaking figure, when your breath hitched in your throat. “(Y/N) NO!” You looked down, blood dripping from your side as you fell to the floor. You looked down at your uniform to see blood pooling around your body, staining your shirt crimson. You looked in front of you, to see a boulder, dried blood coating it. “Ah, it was that.” Your partner snapped out of whatever trance he was in, now running as fast as he could towards you. “No... NONONONO PLEASE DON’T!” Levi was a complete mess, screaming while he tried to take your gear off. Finally succeeding, a weight lifted from your hips, and a pair of strong arms hoisted you up and onto their back. Cool air grazed your face as you felt yourself being lifted off the ground and into the air, your consciousness slowly fading as you laid your head on his shoulder.

Meanwhile, Levi was about to break down. “No, please, (Y/N) please stay with me.” He saw your eyes flutter open, your mouth now bloody. “Huh? What’d you mean? I’m right... he... here...” You coughed a little bit, clotted blood landing on Levi’s cloak. “Shit, please stay awake. You have to. Don’t close your eyes even when it hurts like hell. Keep them open.” You nuzzled your face into his shoulder. “But I’m tireeeed-” “You are staying alive on my watch. Please, you can’t die. I won’t let you. Keep your damn eyes open. We’re almost at Hange...please, don’t leave me now. This is an order.” He knew the blood loss was getting to your head, judging by your dopey smile and idiotic statements. The stench of blood now filled his nose, the crimson liquid dripping off his boot. Normally he would’ve wiped it straight off as soon as possible, but he didn’t care right now. He didn’t care if amateurs were being slaughtered down there. He didn’t care how Erwin was. He didn’t care about what was happening on the other side with Eren and his squad. The only thing he could focus on, was your body that was relaxed against his. The peaceful expression you had despite being on the brink of death. A whimper left his throat, tears spilling out like a waterfall as he made his way up the wall. 

“SHITTY GLASSES! OI! HANGE!” The tall woman turned towards you two, her eyes widening in shock. “Levi, put pressure on the wound, I’m gonna go get help.” He frantically, but gently let you down, taking his cloak off and pressing the fabric onto your wound as you screamed, blood sputtering out of your mouth and onto his face as his tears mixed with the red liquid. “STAY AWAKE... please-” Your hand went up to his arm, grabbing onto him tightly. “Levi... I’m sorry....” The man shook his head, tears flying off his face. “No... don’t be. You can’t die on me. Please don’t die on me today....” You felt your vision go hazy, the once clear image of your lover becoming all but a blurry mix of colours. “I-I’m not gonna make it-” A loud sob resonated through the air. “YOU HAVE TO MAKE IT... please! For me, for your squad, for everyone....” You smiled to yourself, black dots making their way into your vision. “(Y/N)! Don’t you remember? We still have that discussion about you coming with me! We still have to go home! You killed more titans, I have to clean the office, remember?” You chuckled, one single teardrop finally leaving the corner of your eye, before coughing vigorously. “You... you were good to me, Levi.” Those were your last words, before your body gave out and your eyes shut completely. “No... NO! SHIT! WHY? IF YOU WEREN’T IN FRONT OF ME... YOU COULD’VE JUST LET ME DIE! IT WOULDN’T HAVE MATTERED! YOU PROMISED ME YOU WOULD BE FINE! YOU PROMISED!” Hange jogged towards Levi, bandages and cloth in hand. “I got the ban...dages.” Her face darkened when she saw your motionless figure and Levi’s bloodshot eyes. His face was now terrifyingly stoic. He felt numb, tears rolling down his cheeks as he tried to keep his sobs in. “Levi....” Grabbing onto his comrade’s shirt, he shoved his face into the fabric, screaming and sobbing until his lungs gave out. His tears mixed with the blood on his face, staining her jacket a dirty red. Hange let out a shaky breath, patting her best friend on the back as he continuously punched her shoulders, fists clenched so hard they started to go white.

That evening, no one dared say a word to Levi. Not even Erwin. The short soldier walked along the graveyard, knowing he was going to see your name on one of the tombstones. How he wished for some life changing miracle at that moment. Maybe this was all just a twisted fever dream. Maybe he was in bed, and you were sound asleep in the dorms with the other girls. He knew it was impossible, but it didn’t hurt to imagine how it would be like if you didn’t sacrifice yourself out there for him. He should be the one that was buried underground, bloody and all. It shouldn’t be you who was in the dirt. Other scouts that were mourning their comrades’ deaths moved over to give him a path, not wanting to get on his nerves. His demeanour was way darker than usual. His bored eyes were filled with sorrow and rage, his grey irises dull and glossy. Just the mention of your name from another soldier’s mouth was enough to drive him over the edge at this point. He blamed himself for what happened. He should’ve checked his gear more thoroughly. Maybe then you wouldn’t have had to step in. He should’ve been more aware and shielded you from the boulder. He should’ve been able to see it. He should’ve removed your gear quicker, maybe that would’ve bought you more time to get treated. A million possibilities circled through his head. There was so much he could’ve done both before and in that moment, that would’ve prevented all this. His footsteps stopped in front of a tombstone. There was nothing there. No one has even realised you went out yet. Levi bit his lip, trying to suppress the tears that threatened to leave his eyelids. No. He wasn’t going to cry in front of the other scouts. He dropped the flowers in his hand in front of the stone plate, kneeling down to its level. “You didn’t have to shield me from that boulder, brat.” Jean and Connie, who were next to him stared at him in shock. Never have they ever heard their captain say the word brat in such a soft tone before. Levi sensed the weirded out looks he received, but proceeded to ignore them. His knees hit the grassy floor as his head hung low, his bangs covering his eyes. “Shit....” He couldn’t hold it in anymore. His body shuddered as the waterworks came. Hot, salty tears spewing out of his eyes as he sobbed. Everyone around him was properly shook, staring in disbelief as their no bullshit captain broke down in front of your tombstone. “It’s all my fault! You could’ve just left me there! Why? Why did you have to go out instead of me? Why does everyone I care about have to meet a cruel end? Why?” Hange glanced at her friend from across the field, a bunch of flowers now presented in front of Moblit’s grave. She trod over to where Levi was, pulling him up and giving him a pat on the back. “Calm down Levi. You can’t change anything now. Might as well accept it.” That didn’t stop the tears from falling. His loud sobs reduced to strained whimpers, his hand going up to cover his mouth in a pathetic attempt to silence out the noise he was making. The younger scouts stayed silent as they watched their captain, slowly letting some of their tears out too. Levi thought back to your argument the night before. The little competition you started in the middle of the field. The rage you showed when you completely mutilated the titan that threatened his life. The last words you spoke before dying with a smile.

“You were good to me too, love.”

Three hours of nonstop writing for this piece of shit-

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