#the rose jaehyeong fluff

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Pairing: Jaehyeong x reader Word count: 1171 words Warnings: Just a bunch of love and fluff Plot: Jaehyeong asks you to be his wife A/N: I'm so in love with this man and writing this just feeds my delulu ass 🥹 Hope you enjoy this little scenario 💕 Happy valentine's day 💕 Taglist -> Let me know if you want to be added! VALENTINE'S DAY X THE ROSE

He would have prepared everything to propose to you during the concert in your hometown which happened to be the last stop of the tour as well. He was feeling nervous about everything. Not only does he have the pressure of the concert going well but also ask you the most important question of his life. And also he had to make sure the rest of the boys wouldn’t give you any spoiler.

“Just relax, everything will go as planned and she’ll obviously say yes.” Dojoon said, giving him a few reassuring taps on his shoulder. Jaehyeong looked up at him with a nervous smile, fidgeting the ring he bought for you. He didn’t want to show off but he had to say he had really good taste when it came to choosing the ring. It was a minimalist ring yet it held so much beauty in the combination of various small gems. You’ve always been so minimalist with everything that as soon as he saw the ring, he immediately knew it was meant to be yours. And even though Woosung and Hajoon suggested he keep looking around to find other options he refused until he bought the ring he liked. 

The time has finally come and the boys were waiting backstage to go out and leave all the energy they had in that stadium. You could notice Jaehyeong was more nervous and tense than usual. “Hey are you okay?” You asked him, taking his shaking hands in yours. As soon as you noticed his hands were shaking you started to worry. You’ve never seen him so nervous before a performance never before. “Yeah I’m okay, don’t worry.” He said, tightening his hands. He could barely make eye contact with you because he knew the moment you looked at his eyes you would perfectly know he was hiding something. He’s been wanting to ask you to spend the rest of your life with him for some time now and he couldn’t wait any longer. Their names started to echo through the entire stadium, meaning it was time for them to go out. “You’ll do as great as always.” You said, grabbing the boy by his black shirt as you stood on your tiptoes to pull him into a soft and quick kiss.

The concert went by pretty fast. Fans were enjoying it and so they were. And before they could even notice, time has come. Jaehyeong didn’t have to wait anymore to ask you to be his wife. He could finally say all the things he had strictly memorized so he wouldn’t miss anything. He could finally show everyone how much he loved you and how happy he was with you by his side.

You were quite surprised when Woosung and Dojoon called you on stage, completely clueless of what was going on. You were well known between the fans so as soon as your confused figure appeared on stage everyone cheered. You looked at the boys with a confused expression as they walked you in front of the man you loved.

Jaehyeong’s eyes were already teary and his hands were shaking again as he took your hands in his and grabbed the microphone with the other so everyone could hear what he had to say.

“(Y/N), I’m sorry you must be wondering what the hell it’s going on, why am I so shaky and why are my eyes so teary… I’ve been trying to practice for this moment for so long and I promise I’ve been trying to remember my lines throughout the entire concert but it all ended up being useless because I’m completely speechless now that I have you here.” He said, letting out a nervous laugh without breaking his tight hold on your hand. Seeing Jaehyeong was not able to start, the fans started to cheer, already knowing he had something prepared for you. “Okay okay silence, we need him to calm down so he can start.” Woosung said, gaining a deathly silence. Only Jaehyeong’s nervous laugh mixed with his heavy breath and the member’s quiet laughs could be heard now.

“(Y/N), I’m sorry for always being so shabby and not so good at romantic stuff like this but I promise I tried so hard. I even memorized the lines I wanted to say but as soon as I saw you it all left my brain so I’ll just say whatever comes to my mind.” He said finally meeting your gaze. “Make sure to not say something that might get you in trouble!” Dojoon teased his youngest friend, making everyone laugh. As soon as you locked eyes with him you knew what was going on. It was like magic how easily you could always read him. “I love you and I have ever since I saw you for the first time in that cafe. You’re the reason why I smile every day and the reason why I can feel home everywhere I go. You’re the reason why I am who I am.” He said, his eyes full of love. “You’re also the reason for many of my problems but we’ll leave it there because probably I’m more of a reason for your problems.” He added, making everyone laugh again. At this point you couldn’t hold back your tears anymore. “And after 4 years you’ve taught me what love really means. You’ve shown me how being loved feels like. And most importantly, you’ve kept me company on this journey called love.” He continued, finally letting go of your hand and placing his in his back pocket to take out a small velvet box. “And I want that to keep being that way. Forever.” He let Hajoon take the microphone so he could kneel down and discover the beautiful ring. “Would you make me the happiest man on earth and marry me?” He finally asked you. The crowd started to scream in happiness, only to be quieted once again by Woosung who was impatiently waiting for your answer. Actually everyone was.

You took a few seconds to admire Jaehyeong. His eyes were shining with a special gleam, trying to hold all the love and admiration he had for you in his dark orbs but it was impossible, so tears were running down his cheeks as a reflex of the overflowing emotions he was suffering.

“Yes, of course yes.” You finally said as he placed the ring in your finger. As soon as he stood on his feet again, his hands went directly to cup your cheeks and pull you into a deep loving kiss. Confetti was shot, the members were cheering and the crowd was screaming so loud. But still it felt like it was just Jaehyeong and you. “I love you.” You said, hoping he would hear you despite the loud noise the members and fans were making. “I love you too.” He replied, kissing you once again. 

And just like that you were off to start a new chapter of this beautiful story called life.

[saturnnelahy]

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑹𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒆𝒙𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒓

𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴: 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘙𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘵4 𝘹 𝘺𝘰𝘶

(Masterlist here)

[firetextskpop]

Heyy! Can I request something soft and fluff with woosung?? :))

A/N: My first The Rose request, I'm so happy!

As you relax outside, the sun beams down on you and the 4 other men. 2Joon in the pool, having a swimming competition, and Jaehyeong is on the edge, feet in only. Woosung lay in a beach chair, cuddling you into his side. For the past 10 minutes he'd been complaining about how your head on his arm would create an uneven tan, but every time you got up to do anything, he pulled you back in whining about wanting to spend time with you. All there was left to do was giggle at his indecisiveness.

"You know I'm going to have to get up at some point, right?" You ask the shaggy-haired male and he groans and nods. "Do you not want anything to eat or drink?"

"Actually.. That doesn't sound too bad. Let's order something." Woosung says and picks up his phone.

"Wait, you guys are getting something to eat?" Jae asks coming a bit closer, unintentionally grabbing the attention of the other 2 members.

"What're we getting?" Dojoon asks hopping out of the water immediately upon hearing the youngest. Woosung jokingly starts pushing the members back.

"This is only for me and Y/N, back off." He turns up his lip.

"I want something with chicken." Hajoon states and Woosung marks him down for something he thinks he'll like. "Me too!" Jaehyeong follows up.

"Let's just get this for everyone, plus some sides," Sammy states and does just that. Everyone went back to what they were doing previously and Dojoon was the one to go get the food once it arrived. Attempting to be cute, your boyfriend tried to feed you a piece of food. Right when it got to your mouth, Woosung lost his grip and dropped the food leaving your clothes stained and a bit of sauce on your lip. Immediately he goes to clean it up and when he notices the sauce on your lip, he smirks. Now taking his thumb and swiping off the sauce, he pops it in his mouth and licks his lips after.

"What if I was saving that for later.." You fake pout and it makes him giggle. "Let me know and I'll kiss you so you can taste it."

Without a second thought, you told him you wanted it and his lips were on yours before you could complete the request. You couldn't help but blush after his boldness. "Anything else I can do for you babe?" He says holding intense eye contact and smiling his healing smile. The list could go on but for now, you think another kiss or 500 will do....

[summxi]

THE ROSE reaction to you asking them out

Woosung: He might flash his charming smile and respond with a playful remark, keeping the mood light. "Well, someone's brave! Let me think about it, okay?"

Dojoon: Being the romantic of the group, he might appreciate the gesture and respond in a poetic or sweet manner. "Wow, that's unexpected! Let me take you on a date filled with music and laughter."

Hajoon: Known for his laid-back and friendly demeanor, he might respond casually. "Sure, why not? Let's grab a coffee and chat."

Jaehyeong: With his calm and easygoing nature, he might respond with a warm smile. "I appreciate the offer. How about we spend some time together and get to know each other better?"

[kpopimaginings]

Dating Headcanons - Jaehyeong

A/N: A request I got over a month ago now that I'm finally posting! It's not letting me tag the user that requested, but I hope you all enjoy some more writhing about The Rose. NSFW bit under the cut!

When he is just crushing on you, it's kinda obvious

Gets really flustered and blushy around you

Tries to play it off by being his goofy self, but everyone already knows

He knows when to be serious though, so when he actually asks you out, its clear this isn't a joke

So much fun to date!

His favourite way to pass the time is just laughing with you

He likes to do little gestures to remind you how loved you are

Surprises you with impromptu dates and gifts

Quite adaptable when it comes to love languages

He always tries to pick up on what makes you happiest

Sometimes you might just need to straight up tell him though as he's not great at picking up on hints

You know the saying 'the way to a man's heart is through his stomach'... yeah

If you can cook, make him a good meal to cheer him up anytime

If you can't cook, just buy his favourite take out, it will have the same effect

Big on give and take

He can open up and be vulnerable with you, so he wants you to feel the same with him

He will buy you little gifts or flowers or just things that remind him of you and likes the same in return

Smutty Bit

Guitar player

Big on foreplay 

Definitely quite vanilla at first but as he gets more confidence in the relationship he can evolve

Will mostly let you ask to bring new experiences to the bedroom

As long as he understands and knows how to do it safely, there's not much he'll say no to

Mostly because he can't say no to you anyway

Very attentive

NAVIGATION

[kpopdaebak-lol]

POV Dojoon spots you in the crowd.

~ it’s the double take for me 😮‍💨🫶

[exouniverse]

Band’s Cut - Moodboard • Jaehyeong x gn!reader

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[seokmattchuus]

The Rose Masterlist

💜 - suggestive 🖤 - smut 🩵 - fluff 🩶 - angst 💚 - sad 🩷 - comedy

The Rose as Boyfriends 🩵

Reaction to them realizing they’re in love with a close friend 🩵

[flurrys-creativity]

Drapetomania

Drapetomania (n.) - an overwhelming urge to run away

Pairing: Lee Jaehyeong (The Rose) x reader; Genre: Fluff, angst, smut, established relationship AU; Rating: nsfw, 18+, MDNI; Warnings: heavy make out session, very angsty, self doubt, fear of not being good enough, nipple play, fingering, attempt of oral (f receiving), use of safeword, near panic attack, very nervous and unsure reader, safe sex, penetrative sex; Wordcount: 9.270

Summary: You loved Jaehyeong with all your heart. You really did. And you feared he would leave you, once he realised you weren’t it, after he slept with you. So you avoided getting intimate with him, always fleeing the scene until you couldn’t anymore. Feeling conflicted you were unsure what to do. Could you even overcome your fear?

A/N: This is part of The Intimacy Anthology Project! 

The blue hue from the tv cast light shadows through the otherwise dark apartment. Even the dimly lit fairy lights couldn't bring much more light into the room.

The shadows danced across the walls whenever a scene switched in the movie like they were performing a specific choreography.

Despite their efforts you only had eyes for your boyfriend, looking through hooded eyelids down at him. 

You sat on the couch, straddling the hips of Jaehyeong, with your back to the tv. You leaned back, panting slightly from the previous kiss. A small smile formed on your lips, while your eyes roamed over his face.

His eyes were still half closed and his mouth slightly open, as if he was relishing in the feeling from before a few more moments.

You cupped his face, thumbs stroking gently over his high cheekbones, before you leaned back down and pecked his lips. Directly followed by a peck on the tip of his nose, on his cheeks and one on his forehead.

A giggle erupted from your throat as soon as you saw his lovesick grin. You slumped down and hid your face in the crook of his neck, overwhelmed and shy of the overly affectionate act just now.

Jaehyeong wrapped his arms around your body and held you close, chuckling silently at your antics. He absolutely loved the moments whenever you had the urge to litter his skin with small kisses. The act felt so pure and full of raw emotion. 

You sighed in content, leaning into his body and closing your eyes. This was by far your absolute favourite place. In his arms. You felt protected and safe within them, surrounded by his warmth, that sent small tingles through your whole body. You could hear his steady heartbeat strumming in his chest, and smell the remnants of his cologne he had put on this morning mixed with sweat. You nuzzled your nose against his skin, humming lightly while doing so.

“You’re tickling me.” He laughed and squeezed your sides lightly.

“Hmm.”

Jaehyeong scoffed, trying to cover up his laugh. “Instead of tickling me, you should watch the movie. You wanted to see that for some time now.”

“I am watching!” You protested but refrained from changing your position at all.  While talking your lips ghosted over the sensitive spot on his neck, sending shivers down his spine. With a sly smirk you resumed whispering against his skin. “It’s a really interesting movie, I must admit.”

“You’re doing that on purpose now!” Jaehyeong laughed and leaned away from you, his eyes scrunching up slightly.

You straightened back up and stared down at him. “How dare you,” you gasped in mock offence, “accuse me of something like that! This is scandalous!”

“Is that so?” He asked, arching an eyebrow to provoke you.

“Definitely!”

“What are you going to do about that?” Jaehyeong asked, tilting his chin up while observing your reaction.

“Hmm.” You hummed and leaned down, your gaze switching between his dark eyes and his lips. “You tell me.” You whispered against them, your lips barely brushing them.

Jaehyeong leaned forward, trying to kiss you, only for you to lean slightly away, letting him chase your lips. He growled playfully before he tightened his hug and pulled you inevitably back to him. “Stop teasing.”

“Would never.”

Your fingers ran through his dark hair, playing with the locks at the nape of his neck when you finally connected your lips with his again. The soft touch set sparks aflame in your stomach, making you crave for more.

As if on cue, Jaehyeong swiped the tip of his tongue over your lower lip, grinning for a split second before diving into a deeper kiss. His hands wandered to your hips, holding you in place.

With a last deep breath you opened your mouth and allowed his tongue to enter. You arched your back and pressed your chest closer against his. Still this didn’t feel close enough to you. You tightened your hold, needing to feel him everywhere.

Jaehyeong gladly noticed your neediness, smirking slightly, his hands started to roam over your body. He squeezed your butt quickly, earning a yelp from you, before his hands wandered to your back. One sliding even higher to your neck.

His tongue still glided through your mouth, dancing soulfully with your own. The tip of it running over your teeth. He pulled his tongue back, instead nipping at your lower lip and sucking it between his teeth.

You used the chance to satisfy the burn for air in your lungs, taking a deep breath. You ignored the tug at your lower lip, concentrating to actually breathe as long as you could. Even though your lungs still screamed for more air, your mind and heart had a totally different desire. You didn’t wait and ignored your breathlessness going back into kissing Jaehyeong. 

Unconsciously you started grinding your hips against his lap, getting a low groan from him as a result. You could feel his hands wander again, his fingertips slipping underneath your shirt. Even the slightest touch against your skin sent little shocks through your whole body.

His hesitant touches grew bolder and the ticklish feeling was replaced by strong digs of his fingers into your soft skin. 

You moaned quietly, your brain barely able to follow everything that was happening. You just barely managed to notice your rapidly beating heart, the lust clouding your mind and your rushed breathing whenever you parted your lips for a second. It took some time to notice that Jaehyeong’s hands had wandered down to your pants, trying to open them.

The minute you realised his fingers were playing with the waistband of your pants, the hazy fog in your brain vanished. The lust dropped to a non-existent level while panic spread through your veins. You tensed up, immediately hurling away from Jaehyeong. With shaky hands you grabbed his wrists and pulled his hands away from your body. You were still panting from making out when your attention turned to his face.

Confusion and worry were spread all over it. Jaehyeong blinked a few times, scanning your form quickly to find any reason for the sudden interruption. He swallowed thickly, ignoring the throbbing erection in his pants, when he tried to open his mouth and ask you what was wrong.

Before he could actually utter a word you jumped up to your feet. Your eyes were wide in panic and your chest was still heaving up and down rapidly. “I’m sorry,” you whispered, backing away from him. “I just forgot-” your eyes darted around, scanning your area, while you tried to come up with an excuse. Lingering shortly on the tv screen, where the movie still played, your eyes rushed further through the room, until they landed on a stack of papers. “I have an essay due tomorrow!” 

As soon as you blurted the words out, you spun around and hurried out of the living room.

“Y/N!” Jaehyeong called after you, scrambling to his feet as quickly as possible. “Y/N, wait!” He caught up to you at the door, where you were about to put your shoes on. “Please wait.”

“I’m sorry.”

You glanced up to him shortly, seeing the hurt in his eyes, regretting it immediately.

“Tomorrow is sunday.”

You froze in the middle of your movement when your brain registered his words and especially the pain that layered his tone.

“If I did something wrong, I am really sorry,” Jaehyeong said, looking you straight into the eyes, “but please don’t go.”

You swallowed thickly, trying to get rid of the lump building in your throat. “I..”, you cleared your throat, shaking your head rapidly, “you did nothing wrong.”

“Then why are you leaving again? Every time we get remotely close you back off. It must be something I did!” He cried, tears shimmering in his eyes.

Your heart broke. You straightened up, standing before him. You knew you should tell him the truth but you were afraid of his reaction, afraid of a possible rejection.

Jaehyeong just stared at you, waiting for an answer patiently. His hair was still dishevelled from making out just earlier, tears brimmed in his eyes and threatened to fall any second, and his chest and shoulders still moved heavily even though he tried to calm it down.

“It’s..”, you turned away from him, groaning in frustration while you ran your hands through your hair, “It’s definitely not your fault, okay?”

“Then tell me what it is,” he pleaded with you.

Your eyebrows knitted together and your jaw tensed. You felt your heartbeat increase and clutched your trembling hands against your chest. You were torn between telling him your fear of not being good enough for him and being dropped as soon as he slept with you and the urge to just run away.

“Please?”

You looked back up at him. He hadn’t moved from his spot at all, giving you the space you needed and the freedom to choose for yourself. The only thing he changed was opening his arms for you, looking at you pleadingly.

“I’m afraid,” you whispered, your voice so low it was barely audible, even to your own ears, but Jaehyeong had heard you.

“Of me?” He asked carefully, observing your reaction closely.

You scoffed, shaking your head quickly: “Of course not.”

Jaehyeong let out a breath he unconsciously had held after hearing your words. “Whatever it is, I am here for you. I won’t leave you alone with it.” The corner of his lips twitched slightly, trying to give you a reassuring smile.

Still you could see the nervousness lingering in his eyes and the fear you would leave again. You were still torn and just stood there, staring at him. The dull ache in your chest throbbing painfully. Your throat felt dry and swallowing was almost as painful as breathing normally. Ignoring the pain you forced yourself to speak. “I’m sorry.”

For a moment you saw the hope in Jaehyeong’s eyes dimming down and your heart broke a little at this sight.

You discarded your shoes and leaped into his arms, wrapping yours around his body and hiding your face in his chest. You ignored the tears streaming down your cheeks and staining his shirt. “Promise you won’t leave me,” you whispered while keeping your head low, afraid to look up at him.

You felt him tense up for a second underneath your hold. But he relaxed quickly and wrapped his arms around you as well. You felt him rubbing soothing circles on your back and murmuring gentle words against the crown of your head, giving you the time you needed to sort everything out in your mind.

His hold on you was stronger than usual, not that it hurt or anything, you just noticed it as an indicator for his own nervousness. 

Realising how scared Jaehyeong might be, sent a pang straight through your heart. New tears formed in your eyes, threatening to run down your cheeks. "I'm so sorry", you mumbled over and over again, guilt creeping up inside of you.

How could you be so selfish and not think about his well-being. Dread rose up in your stomach, making you nauseous. "I'm so sorry."

Jaehyeong pulled you even closer, mumbling against your hair. "I may not know for what but don't be. You don’t have to feel sorry, okay? I'm here for you." 

Slowly but surely you calmed down until only a few sniffles here and there were heard. You nodded, taking his calming words in and being able to process them. "Okay," you confirmed with a hoarse voice.

Jaehyeong sighed quietly, glad you calmed down enough to actually talk with him again. "I won’t force you, but if you want to talk I am all ears." He leaned a little back, trying to see your face again. With a hesitant smile he cupped your face, wiping away the remnants of your tears.

You leaned into his touch, taking any physical endearments you could get right now. You were scared that these could be the last loving touches from him and that he would leave you as soon as you admitted why you always fled from making out with him. "I'm scared," you whispered your thoughts while closing your eyes and relishing in the feeling of comfort he emitted.

Jaehyeong hummed quietly. "Since you said, you're not scared of me, I feel a little lost. Is it something I did? I will change that, if you tell me what it is! I don't want you to feel scared around me." He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to your forehead. "I love you and I will do anything to make you happy, promise."

You smiled, your heart soaring after hearing his words. "I love you too." You opened your eyes again, seeing Jaehyeong smiling brightly in relief, his eyes full of adoration for you.

"How about I make us some hot cocoa and we settle back down on the couch? If you feel like it, you can tell me what's wrong. But we can just talk about some random stuff as well, or watch your favourite movie, maybe even with a bucket full of ice cream, or we can just sit there in silence and appreciate the drink, or we could head to bed and just sleep. There are endless possibilities, so whatever you're up for I'm in."

"A hot chocolate sounds good," you mumbled after contemplating his suggestions. You were a little sleepy with heavy eyes and limbs but your mind still ran a marathon and you knew you wouldn’t be able to sleep now. So instead you followed him to the living room and sat down on the couch.

"I'll make the drinks. I'll be right back. Just a minute." Jaehyeong reassured you and planted one more kiss to your forehead before he hurried into the kitchen.

You heard him rummaging through the cabinets, trying to be as quick as possible. Though the sounds were drowned out by white noise after a while. You grabbed a pillow and pressed it against your chest, pulling your legs up close as well. "Hugging pillows," you thought, burying your face in it, "something I need to get used to." Slowly you noticed the cold creeping up your body. It wasn’t particularly cold inside the room but the warmth of Jaehyeong was missing and left you shivering slightly.

Another thing you had to get used to. You were sure Jaehyeong would leave after you told him what the issue was. You had heard that having sex is such a huge factor in a relationship from basically everyone and you knew it was a miracle that Jaehyeong stayed with you this long already.

You sunk deeper into the couch and your thoughts, not noticing that Jaehyeong came back from the kitchen with two steaming cups in his hands.

He glanced at you shortly, seeing the fresh tears on your cheeks, before he placed the cups on the little table in front of the couch. He then grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around you, sitting down right behind you to pull you into a hug. Silently Jaehyeong waited for you to realise that he came back. When you finally relaxed and leaned against his chest, he smiled slightly. “Must be something heavy, since you’re so deep inside your head,” he mumbled and kissed your hair gently.

“Mhm.”

“Do you want to talk about it? I’m here for you, okay?”

“I’m scared,” you whispered, a shiver running down your spine.

Jaehyeong nodded and pulled you even closer against his chest. “You said you weren’t scared of me, right?” He waited shortly until you confirmed his question again, before he continued. “Okay, then I have to admit I’m still confused. I have no idea what else could be the reason. Is it something I did? Something I didn’t do? One of my friends? Do they scare you? Or maybe something completely different? I promise I’ll do anything to make you feel comfortable again.”

You shook your head with every suggestion he made. “No! I’m scared that I’m not good enough!” You exclaimed, followed by a sob and even more tears running down your cheeks.

Stunned from your outburst Jaehyeong froze in his movements, his thoughts running miles an hour. “Not good enough?” He mumbled, more to himself than anything, his brows furrowed in concentration. “For what?”

“For you.”

“Me?” Jaehyeong got even more confused. “What do you mean?”

You wriggled in his embrace slightly, feeling uncomfortable to say your worries allowed. “I’m scared that I..” You swallowed, trying once again. “I’m scared I’m not good enough for you.” For a second you pressed your lips into a tight line, restricting yourself from talking. “That’s why I always run before anything happens,” you whispered. Heat rose to your cheeks and you pressed your face deeper against his chest.

For a few moments nothing happened. Jaehyeong was stunned to silence, mulling over your words until it finally clicked inside his head. “Oh.” Immediately he buried his head in the crook of your neck, rocking both of you from side to side. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable,” he apologised over and over again.

Not having expected this reaction, you tensed and blinked repeatedly in confusion. “I don’t understand.” You turned your head slowly, staring at your boyfriend with wide eyes. “Aren’t you going to leave me? Because I’m not having sex with you since I’m scared I’m not good enough?”

“What? Why should I leave you? I would never! Not because of this! I love you, Y/N! I do not need to have sex with you to feel that. And I know you love me too. I don’t need you to prove it through sleeping with me,” Jaehyeong reassured you, kissing your temple to underline his statement.

Again tears welled up in your eyes and you wrapped your arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. The weight on your chest was finally lifted, making you breathe deeply, sucking the air greedily into your lungs. “I really love you,” you whispered.

Weeks passed since that night and Jaehyeong kept his promise of never overstepping your boundaries. Whenever you initiated a make out session he always kept his hands over your clothes and on your hips or back. Surely he still kissed you and pulled you in bone crushing hugs but he made sure you wanted them as well. He didn’t treat you differently, only making sure you felt comfortable at all times.

Still you grew restless with each passing make out session that didn’t go any further. Of course you were more than thankful for how understanding Jaehyeong was but you wanted him. You wanted to feel him, feel his fingertips on your skin, feel the heat of him being close to you. 

Actually, you wanted to sleep with him, despite being scared.

It wasn’t the first time for you to have sex but it would be the first time with him and Jaehyeong meant something to you, so you wanted it to be good. Not perfect since you knew that was an utopian vision but it should still be good.

The only problem you had was telling him what you wanted. Since you were still scared you felt as if your wish was contradicting what you had admitted just weeks prior. 

Instead of telling Jaehyeong you wanted to sleep with him, especially since you weren’t bold enough to just confront him with such a want, you tried to secretly show it to him.

Once again the both of you were on his couch, a movie playing without getting any attention. You were laying on your back, Jaehyeong hovering above you while kissing you deeply. 

You moaned into the kiss. Your hands wandered to the collar of his shirt and grabbed them tightly, just to pull him even closer. You wrapped one leg around his hips and pushed your own against his crotch.

Jaehyeong groaned and stilled his movements. “Babe,” his breathing was rough and his brows furrowed in concentration, eyes closed tightly. 

“Mhm?” You observed him closely, waiting for him to continue.

“You’re making it pretty hard for me right now. Literally.”

You slightly lifted your hips and felt his erection through his jeans immediately. You bit your lower lip and looked through batted eyelashes up to him. “So?”

“Y/N..”, Jaehyeong took a deep breath and opened his eyes, noticing your suggestive look. “I might have some trouble thinking straight right now but I have this feeling you might want to do more.”

You felt your cheeks heating up, averting your eyes in the process. You wanted more, yes, but were you actually ready to do it? “What if I’m not good enough?” You whispered, your hands dropping to your chest. Again your negative thoughts overwhelmed you. You nervously played with your fingers, second guessing your intentions.

“Stop that thought right there,” Jaehyeong told you, cupping your cheek with one hand. “This is not about being good enough. It is not your job to please me or be good enough. Having sex is not just a one man show! Having sex is communicating with each other, okay? We try something, one of us suggests something else, one of us even might interrupt. This is how it works. It is important to talk with each other. I don’t want to have sex when just one of us enjoys it.”

You nodded slowly, tears welling up in your eyes. His gentle words overwhelmed you and made your heart soar with love. You closed the distance between the both of you and kissed him tenderly, closing your eyes while doing so. 

“Do you still want to..?” Jaehyeong started his question but stopped in the middle, looking unsure.

“Yes.” Your answer was barely audible but it was enough for Jaehyeong to lean down and deepen the kiss. He carefully sucked in your lower lip and nipped at it, making you open your mouth and moan. Jaehyeong used this chance and pushed his tongue inside of your mouth, tenderly dancing with yours.

Meanwhile one of his hands roamed over your body until he tucked at the hem of your shirt before one of his hands slid underneath it.

You startled at the first contact of his fingertips against your skin, feeling as if little electric shocks bolted through your whole body.

His hand wandered further up, pushing your shirt up as well. When he reached the fabric of your bra, Jaehyeong gently cupped your breast, squeezing it just once.

Immediately you gasped and arched your back, pushing yourself closer against him.

Jaehyeong smirked before placing open mouthed kisses as a trail on your skin. He started with your cheek and jawline wandering down your neck to your collarbone. He could feel your rapid heartbeat underneath every kiss and his hand, which followed the fabric of your bra to your back. With a swift hand movement he opened it and slid his fingers underneath it as well.

“You still okay?” Jaehyeong asked while nibbling at your earlobe. “Voice your thoughts, okay? If I’m overstepping anything tell me to stop immediately okay?”

You nodded, swallowing a few times to wet your throat. “I’m nervous but I want to do it.”

“Hmm,” Jaehyeong hummed in thought, placing a few more kisses against your skin, “would it help your nervousness, if I tell you what I want to do? For example I would like to touch your breast and maybe even pinch your nipple, hoping to hear your beautiful moans.”

“Please.” You whimpered, closing your eyes and pushing your chest towards him. Impatient, you waited for him to do exactly what he said. A shiver ran over your body the moment you felt his fingertips coming closer to your chest. You opened your mouth, sucking air into your lungs in a slight hiss. The second you felt his fingertips touching your now hardened nipple a low moan escaped your mouth.

Embarrassed, you turned your head away from Jaehyeong and pressed a hand over your mouth. He hadn’t even pinched it now and you still had such a strong reaction.

His warm hand left your chest, instead turning your head back to look at him. Concern apparent in his eyes, he gently stroked your cheek. “Hey, please don’t suppress your reactions.” He leaned down and pecked your lips once, twice. “You have no idea how insanely hot it sounds to my ears. God, you make me crazy for you.”

“But you barely even touched me,” you whined, throwing an arm over your eyes.

Jaehyeong chuckled lowly, shaking his head with a grin. “At least I did touch you. What should I say? One suggestive look from you and it’s like my dick has a mind of its own!”

At his words you couldn’t stop the laugh bubbling up your throat. “Oh, come on.” You giggled and hit his chest lightly.

“I swear! I’m not kidding!” He grinned widely, seeing you laugh and finally relax a little. “I love you,” Jaehyeong blurted out, enjoying your smile and airy giggle as well as your scrunched up eyes. 

You calmed down a little, looking up to your boyfriend, who stared at you like a lovesick teenager. “I love you too.” You pushed yourself up and kissed Jaehyeong again.

When you plopped back on the couch you noticed how Jaehyeong glanced down and back up again. You followed his gaze and saw the straining bulge in his jeans. You bit your lower lip and returned your gaze to his face. “Do you want to move to the bedroom?” You asked, feeling a rush of boldness running through your body.

“Only if you’re up for it.” He smiled and stood up, pulling you with him. “There is nothing I’d love more right now. Except pizza, maybe.” 

You clicked with your tongue and rolled your eyes before you giggled again. “Kiss me, you idiot,” you said lovingly and pulled him at the collar of his shirt down to your height.

While kissing you, Jaehyeong grabbed your hips and guided you through the apartment towards the bedroom. Both of you stumbled through the dark and you feared you’d bump into anything on your way.

Surprisingly Jaehyeong and you made it without any problems to the bedroom, closing the door behind you. As soon as the door clicked shut his fingers tugged at the hem of your shirt. “May I?” Jaehyeong asked between kisses.

“Yes,” you answered almost immediately and helped him to get rid of the fabric. With one movement you let your bra drop to the ground as well since it was already opened. You shivered slightly the second the cool air touched your nipples.

As soon as he let go of your shirt his hands went back to your waist, now touching your skin directly. Jaehyeong squeezed your flesh slightly, rubbing small circles with his thumbs. 

“Jaehyeong?”, you whimpered between his kisses, throwing your head back and giving him access to your throat. He hummed lowly, leaving a trail of kisses down your neck. “Please touch me.”

You could feel his hands moving upwards until they cupped your breasts. “So soft.” You barely registered his mumbled words, too deep into the feeling of his fingers on your skin. You gasped loudly when you felt him pinch one of your nipples before it turned into a pleased moan. “So hot.” He added, trailing more kisses further down. Jaehyeong stopped shortly, his lips hovering over your chest. You could feel his breath fanning over your skin. 

Impatient you arched your back, wanting, no, needing him to continue. Jaehyeong exhaled sharply before he dove down and wrapped his lips around your nipple. His hot tongue shot forward and stimulated your nerves.

You moaned loudly and grabbed his locks, nearly pressing him against your chest. 

With a plop he removed his lips from your nipple and straightened his back. “Bed please.” His voice was strained from lust. You never heard it being this deep and just that sent a wave of need to your lower body.

You quickly scrambled through the dark to the bed and crawled upon it, turning back around to Jaehyeong. Even though the light was off, the little moonshine through the closed curtains gave you enough light to see his silhouette and how he took off his own shirt.

Again, the need to feel him, touch him even, overwhelmed you. When you heard him open the zipper of his pants you had to press your thighs together in need. The throb between your legs grew with each passing second.

With a low thud Jaehyeong discarded his pants to the ground and crawled on the bed as well until he kneeled right in front of you. Carefully he lifted his hand to caress your cheek. “Still with me?”, he asked and pecked the tip of your nose.

You nodded quickly, a small smile spreading across your face. “Yes.” You straightened a little, leaning forward and raising your hands. For a moment you hesitated, your hands hovering right over Jaehyeong’s chest. 

The warmth radiated from his body, making your fingers twitch involuntarily. Jaehyeong slowly lifted his hands to grab yours, pulling them closer to his chest inch by inch. His grip was gentle and soft and gave you the chance to pull away whenever you needed to.

You exhaled shakily, your eyes trained on your joined hands. Even though you had previously touched his bare chest during make out sessions in pools for example, this felt entirely different.

The darkness surrounding you, the silence of the room except your shared breaths, the closeness of your bodies. All that made it so much more intimate.

Your breath hitched the second your fingertips came in contact with his skin. The small tingling spread from the very tips through your whole body. Your eyes shifted back up to his face, roaming over his features to identify his mood or thoughts.

Jaehyeong’s eyes were trained on your face. He wanted to make sure you felt as comfortable as possible. 

Carefully his hands wandered along your arms, over your shoulders and down your back until they rested on your hips. He squeezed them gently, while looking into your eyes. “Tell me, what you want to do.”

You stared at him with wide eyes. This wasn’t something you had experienced before and it caught you off guard. Panicked, your eyes flicked around while your mind tried to conjure something. Anything.

“Y/N?” Jaehyeong cupped your face, forcing you to look at him. “Take a deep breath. That’s it.” He nodded, mimicking deep breaths for you to follow. As soon as you calmed down, he spoke up again: “What is on your mind?”

You gulped loudly, blinking quickly trying to process your own racing thoughts. “I don’t know”, you whispered and bit down on your lower lip. “This is,” you sighed in defeat, “this is really different from what I know.”

Jaehyeong nodded slowly, his jaw tightened due to the indication in your sentence. He needed to close his eyes for a moment, swallowing the lump in his throat. “I understand.” His voice was barely even a whisper.

“I’m sorry.” Guilt crept up inside of you, thinking you ruined the mood. “I shouldn’t have..”

“No babe, don’t apologise. It’s okay, it really is.” Your boyfriend quickly intervened, caressing your cheeks with his thumb and looking at you intently. “Can I ask you for a favour though?”

You nodded slowly, unsure what he tried to achieve with that.

“Right now, okay? This, right here, this is a moment between us. Between you and me, okay? I ask you to just think about us right now. Only you and me.” He took a deep breath, searching your eyes for any dismissive indicators. “We are now moving on to something we’ve never done before together. This is our first time and everything right now is going to be new. It won’t be comparable to anything we ever experienced because it wasn’t between us, okay?”

The silence after his words was almost deafening to your ears. You blinked a few times, processing everything Jaehyeong said. You exhaled loudly, realising the meaning behind his words. “Just you and me”, you agreed with a hesitant smile.

Jaehyeong grinned. The relief he felt, took away the tenseness within his body. “Yes, you and me. So before we proceed with anything we should, I don’t know how to phrase it, make it safe, maybe?”

You tilted your head in confusion. “Okay?” Even though you didn’t understand what he meant by making it safe you definitely agreed with him, since it sounded like something good.

“I already told you I would say whatever I want to do next to lessen your anxiety, right? I would like you to say whatever you want as well, just like you already did. Maybe it’s easier for you to ask me to do something instead of saying what you want to do and that is absolutely okay. It’s nothing definite and we can change that whenever we want.”

You nodded along, agreeing with his thoughts. Asking him to do something, came naturally to you somehow, while just the thought of saying what you want to do filled you with dread.

“We should decide on a safeword too. Any idea? Or we just use the colour system.”

“Apple?” You hadn’t even listened until Jaehyeong finished his statement, already thinking about a word. The word immediately came to your mind, sure you wouldn’t use it in normal sex talk.

“Okay, yeah. Apple it is.” Jaehyeong nodded enthusiastically. He then leaned forward and pecked your lips, grinning mischievously. “Do you think we need to decide on anything else?” 

“N-no?” You stuttered, lost in the lustful glint of his eyes.

“No?” He teased and leaned even further forward, forcing you to lean back a little. “I think there is one more thing.”

You blinked rapidly, wetting your lips with your tongue quickly. “Y-yeah?” Your eyes shifted to his widening grin before they darted back up. “What is it?”

Leaning to your ear, his breath fanned over the shell of it, making you shiver in anticipation. “You’re still wearing too much.” You glanced down, noticing that you still wore pants. “I think we should change that, babe.”

A small whimper escaped your lips and you nodded quickly. “Yes, please.” With shaky fingers you tried to unzip them but got stopped by Jaehyeong.

“May I?” As soon as he saw your nod, he opened your pants, pulling them down a little. With a quick tap to your butt and a whispered “up”, he notified you of raising your hips.

You hurried to follow his instructions, leaning down on your arms and raising your butt off the bed. 

Jaehyeong pulled your pants further down, his fingers gliding over your skin teasingly.

“That’s tickling”, you giggled, a broad smile on your lips while your eyes followed his movements. He pulled your pants off and stopped briefly, looking over your form.

“You’re so beautiful,” Jaehyeong murmured and crawled back up to you, placing soft kisses here and there. He held himself up with both his hands placed next to your chest and his knees between your legs. “So, so beautiful.”

You could feel the heat rising to your face, giggling nervously at his praise and avoiding eye contact. Your heart fluttered within your chest like the wings of a humming bird. You sighed in contentment as soon as you felt his lips wandering over the skin at your jaw and throat, ghosting small kisses along his path. He nibbled at your earlobe for a second before he whispered, “may I explore you, love?”

The hazy fog increased in your mind and you could only nod as an answer, taking a sharp breath in anticipation. Lust clouded your senses and you could only focus on the tingling that was left wherever Jaehyeong touched you. Letting your head fall back to give him more access, you felt the building excitement within you.

Jaehyeong slowly wandered down your chest, engulfing your nipple in his mouth, sucking slightly at it until you moaned. Even though he got enraptured with the task at hand, his eyes kept glancing back up to your face, making sure you were still alright. He leaned to one side and used his now free hand to cup your other breast, squeezing and massaging it slightly. With one last broad lick over your nipple he changed sides, giving now the same attention to your other nipple.

You could feel the slick increasing between your legs, making your panties stick against your folds. You wouldn’t have noticed it, if it weren’t for Jaehyeong pressing his bulge against your centre. A low whimper escaped your lips when he suddenly moved his hips slightly. Your stomach contracted while your body involuntarily aligned to his movements.

Jaehyeong chuckled lowly, blowing one last time over your wet nipple. A shiver ran down your spine and goosebumps spread over your skin. He rubbed your sides gently while wandering further down, placing kisses right underneath your breasts and along your stomach and over your navel.

Glancing once again up to you for a moment, Jaehyeong placed one hand on your hips, right over the hem of your panties. He placed another kiss on your body just above the fabric. With careful hands he slowly pulled the fabric down, giving you the time to react or stop him.

Your head shot up in alarm. Within a second you placed a hand on his and stopped his movement. “Wait”, you breathed, eyes wide from fear. Jaehyeong waited patiently for you to continue. You swallowed thickly, taking another deep breath. “I forgot to shave myself today,” you admitted, not daring to look him in the eyes.

“I don’t expect you to do so,” Jaehyeong stated calmly, rubbing small circles on your hip to reassure you.

“Okay.”

“Okay?” He asked, mustering your features closely despite the dim light in the room. “Are you okay to continue?” For a second his gaze fell back to your hand that had his own in a tight grip. 

You released your grip slowly, nodding and taking several deep breaths. “Yeah.” Another determined nod. “I’m okay.” You tried to calm your racing heart, chanting the words ‘don’t worry’ over and over again in your mind, while you turned your face away from Jaehyeong and only observed him from the corner of your eye.

Another moment passed, where Jaehyeong just kept still before he continued pulling your panties down. As soon as he threw it away, he planted one kiss after another on your legs, slowly getting back up to you again.

You didn’t think he would ignore your bare form like this. His behaviour caught you off guard and you weren’t sure how to react. On one hand you were more than glad that he didn’t stare or something like that but on the other hand you wanted him to at least acknowledge that you were completely naked in front of him.

As if he felt your inner turmoil, Jaehyeong stopped his loving ministrations. Instead he laid flat on his stomach, chest right over your entrance and his chin resting on your stomach. He looked up at you, caressing your sides, while waiting for you to look at him again. “I can’t tell you enough how beautiful you look,” Jaehyeong whispered upon eye contact and kissed your stomach once more.

“Yeah, looking straight at my double chin right now must be such a beautiful sight,” you retorted bluntly, forgetting for just a moment in what kind of position you both were.

Jaehyeong chuckled, the sound reverberating even through your own body from the close contact. “A sight I would die for.”

“Please don’t die on me now,” you whined and slightly wriggled underneath him. Despite your efforts, Jaehyeong didn’t budge and just laughed even harder than before. You sighed loudly, rolling your eyes while a smile spread from one side to the other on your own face until quiet giggles erupted from your throat.

Without you noticing it, you relaxed under him. Your tensed muscles relaxed, your mind calmed and you nearly felt comfortable despite being naked. Therefore you got even more surprised feeling his hand cupping your core.

Jaehyeong didn’t even do much, just pressing his palm against your folds while giving you chaste kisses along your body. He gave you time to get to know this feeling, changing the pressure now and then but never focusing solely on it. Pushing himself up on one arm, he captured your lips in a slow and sensual kiss.

You gasped, eyes wide in surprise, when one of his fingers suddenly entered you. He didn’t move it though, letting you adjust to the feeling. It wasn’t foreign to you, just unexpected and almost forgotten after a long time of abstinence. You carefully clenched around his finger, getting used to it quickly. A moan broke out of your throat the minute Jaehyeong moved his finger in a come hither motion.

Burying his head in the crook of your neck, Jaehyeong placed another kiss there. “I love it when you moan.”

“I can moan more?” You asked, guessing it would please him more.

Jaehyeong shook his head quickly. “Don’t moan for my sake. Those little sounds must be earned and I’ll make sure to earn them.” His voice was raspy and you involuntarily clenched even harder around his finger, whimpering slightly in need.

He smirked slightly going back down with a trail of kisses along your skin, all while slowly pumping that one finger inside of you.

You closed your eyes, head falling back, relishing in that feeling. Electricity ran through your veins, building up in your stomach with each passing second. Your breath hitched every now and then, whenever his fingertip brushed over the rough patch inside of you. You basically melted underneath his ministrations, loving the tingling wherever he touched you.

It wasn’t until you felt something evenly hot enveloping your clit that your eyes shot back open. This feeling was foreign and definitely new. Another shock was sent through your body, making you twitch and whimper. Your heartbeat sped up while your breathing got more and more shallow. Your mind ran a mile a minute, anxiety spiking within you from the unknown territory you just entered.

The minute your mind finally caught up with your body, you tensed. “Jaehyeong”, you breathed barely audible, your eyes flicking around the area restlessly, “Jaehyeong? Please.”

He hummed lowly, making you shudder even more. 

You swallowed hard. “Please.” Tears brimmed at the corner of your eyes. “Don’t. Apples! Apples! Apples!” You shot up and pushed him away, closing your legs quickly in the process.

Jaehyeong froze at the end of the mattress, both hands in the air to show you he wouldn’t harm you. 

“I’m sorry,” you cried and pulled your legs up to your chest, completely sure you just ruined everything.

“Don’t be. Everything’s alright! I overstepped a boundary and you stopped it. No hard feelings, okay?” Jaehyeong reassured you, observing you from the spot he sat at, not daring to move closer to you. “We can stop right here, okay? Tell me what you want.”

You sniffed slightly and shook your head violently, his suggestion to stop hurting even more than you thought.

“I need you to tell me what you want, love. I won’t move an inch unless I get an okay from you.”

“Could.. could you hug me? Please.”

Jaehyeong immediately crawled towards you and pulled you onto his lap, hugging you tightly against his chest. “I’m so sorry, love”, he whispered against your neck, “I should have made myself more clear.”

For a while you just sat within his embrace, your ear pressed against his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat. “I got scared”, you whispered, staring aimlessly into the dark.

“I know, it’s okay.” Jaehyeong rubbed small circles against your bare back, trying to ease your worry.

“I have never been eaten out.” 

Jaehyeong hummed in understanding, hugging you even closer to him now.

“It didn’t feel bad though”, you admitted meekly, glancing up to him quickly, “just strange. And then the fear started.”

“Fear of what?”

“Taste, smell, the stubbles annoying you. I got overwhelmed, sorry.”

“Don’t be. It’s alright.” Jaehyeong mumbled, rocking the both of you from side to side. “Though I can reassure you I’d never do something I don’t like. Still, I appreciate your worries about me.” He smiled gently, placing a kiss on your temple. “I’m glad you used the safeword.”

“You are?”

“Yes. I didn’t notice that you got uncomfortable. And that you used the safeword just means you trust me to stop. This trust you’re showing me means the world to me. I love you so much, Y/N, so so much.”

“You’re not mad that I stopped you?” You asked and turned around to look at him.

“Of course not.” He placed another kiss on your forehead and smiled gently. “And should it ease your mind in any way, I think you taste delicious.”

You groaned and hit him lightly while hiding your face with your heating cheeks in his chest. You stayed like this, concentrating on his heartbeat and his calming scent. You needed this to stop overthinking again. Especially the fact that Jaehyeong held you close to him and didn’t get angry with you nor tried to talk you into continuing.

Slowly your mind drifted away from your fears, focusing on everything at hand instead. The warmth that seeped from his chest towards you, the still slightly erect bulge in his boxers, the comforting circles he drew on your arm, how Jaehyeong basically covered your naked body and the increasing wetness between your legs as soon as you thought about the situation.

Though how did you tell him you wanted to continue? While thinking over your options you started to follow the outline of his chest muscles with your index finger. Goosebumps erupted on his skin and you could see his dick involuntarily twitch within his boxers. You bit on your lower lip, tracing his muscles further down until your finger reached the waistband. You looked up, seeing that Jaehyeong had closed his eyes and furrowed his brows in concentration. He exhaled shakily, leaning his forehead against your temple.

“I still want you.”

His eyes shot open again, searching your face for something. As if he wasn’t sure he had heard you correctly. “What?”

You cupped his cheek with a shy smile. “I still want you.” With that you stretched yourself a little to kiss him.

Still stunned from your sentence, it took Jaehyeong a moment to react. As soon as his mind caught up to your words and actions he pulled you closer to him, deepening the kiss. Your fingers ran through his hair, locking behind his neck, while Jaehyeong lowered the both of you down on the mattress. Without breaking the kiss one of his hands wandered along your body. He gently parted your legs and positioned himself between them.

Getting impatient, your fingers scratched lightly down his back until they reached the waistband again, tugging at it. You carefully pulled them down as far as you could. Once you struggled to pull them further due to the length of your arms, Jaehyeong broke the kiss and finished what you started.

He didn’t wait long to lean back over you and kiss you. One hand held him up, while the other roamed over your body. 

You noticed how he hesitated to move his hand further down or in general remotely near your entrance. “Please touch me,” you whined and wriggled your hips from side to side to underline your statement.

Jaehyeong looked down once, back to your face and down again. Inch by inch his hand moved closer to your folds, his fingertips almost teasingly ghosting over your skin. Once his hand reached your entrance, Jaehyeong groaned quietly, feeling how wet you were. He slid two fingers with ease into you, pumping them in and out at a steady pace. For just a minute Jaehyeong took all of you in. How you laid underneath him, how your walls ever so slightly clenched around his fingers, how he could even hear your wetness, how your chest rose and fell with every breath you took, how your hair splayed on the pillow, how you had your eyes closed but your lips parted and how you scrunched your nose slightly whenever he hit that one spot inside of you.

You opened your eyes, feeling your boyfriend staring at you. You raised an eyebrow in question and bit on your lower lip, trying to hide your smile.

A huge smile spread on Jaehyeong’s face as soon as your eyes connected. He closed the gap between you and kissed you once again. “I love you”, he mumbled against your lips between two sloppy kisses. “You ready to go further?”

You nodded, pecking his lips quickly, before answering him. “Yes, please.”

Jaehyeong nodded in confirmation as well, pushing himself up and leaning to his bedside table. He opened one drawer and rummaged through it until he found what he was searching for. Sitting back on the mattress, Jaehyeong tried to open the little package. 

Seeing his struggle due to the slickness of his fingers, after they’ve been inside of you, you sat up as well, deciding to help him. You pried the package out of his fingers and opened it quickly, pulling the condom out. “May I?” You asked, waving the condom slightly in front of you.

Jaehyeong gulped visibly before he nodded. He placed his hands on his thighs, waiting patiently for you to slide the condom on his dick. He followed your movements with his eyes, though it still didn’t prepare him for the rush of lust pulsing through him the second your fingers encased his dick. 

You saw his stomach muscles flexing and heard Jaehyeong exhaling audibly. Feeling somehow empowered by his reaction, you dared to give his dick a few pumps. The tips of your thumb and middle finger barely touched each other while they glided over his long shaft. Completely engulfed, your thumb slowly traced one prominent vein on his dick until it reached the head, where precum already leaked. You drew circles over his head, smearing the precum a little further.

Only the deep groan and how Jaehyeong threw his head back got you out of your little bubble. You quickly placed the condom on the tip of his dick, slowly unrolling it while you leaned forward and placed sloppy kisses along Jaehyeong’s jawline.

Jaehyeong cursed under his breath and placed one hand behind your head, pulling you closer and kissing you roughly. He pushed against you with the kiss until you were on your back again. 

Despite the kiss being rough, he almost gently rocked his hips so his hard dick slid along your wet heat. 

You moaned and whimpered whenever he brushed against your clit, arching your back to feel more. “Please, Jaehyeong, I need you inside of me,” you already panted from the kiss, your lips feeling sensitive even. 

“Okay.” Jaehyeong confirmed and adjusted his position. He leaned on one hand, grabbing one of yours to lock fingers with you. He then changed sides and leaned on his arm where he held your hand, helping with his free hand to line his dick up with your entrance. Squeezing your hand, he pushed slowly inside of you.

You barely heard him groan over your own moaning as soon as he entered you. It didn’t hurt, just the feeling of his dick rubbing along your walls was enough for your lust to spike. 

Jaehyeong stilled over you momentarily, panting lightly. With his eyes closed he stayed a few more seconds in the same position before he opened them again and leaned down to catch your lips in a soft kiss.  While kissing you he slowly started to roll his hips, thrusting into you with each roll.

A thin sheen of sweat formed on your bodies, glistening gently in the moonlight. Both of you started to pant heavier with each passing second.

Jaehyeong still held one of your hands while his other hand trailed the curve of your body down to your clit. He pressed one finger against it, circling it a little.

You clenched around his dick and twitched slightly from the sudden electric bolt that shot through your body. The movement was accompanied by a surprised squeak coming from your mouth.

Jaehyeong intensified the pressure on your clit, while simultaneously speeding up his thrusts. 

As if your body was acting on its own you arched your back, moaning even louder than before. Your eyes nearly rolled to the back of your head and you grabbed Jaehyeong’s hand even harder than before. You didn’t even notice how your moans and whimpers not just increased in volume but in height too. Your only focus laid on the foreign feeling building inside of you. A ball of electricity formed inside of your stomach, pulsing and vibrating with every thrust into you and with every rubbed circle over your clit. You whimpered, wishing this ball would explode. Your whole body started to tremble. 

The second Jaehyeong leaned down and sucked on your nipple, biting on it teasingly, the ball exploded. You sucked in a loud breath, with your eyes wide open. You could feel how you clenched and twitched over and over again, white noise ringing through your ears and your gaze out of focus.

Only after Jaehyeong pulled out of you, you regained your senses, feeling suddenly empty. He pulled the condom off and knotted it tightly and discarded it in the bin. He then leaned back over you again, wiping a few strands of hair out of your face, just to kiss you once more. “Let’s clean up and then cuddle, okay?”

You nodded eagerly at the prospect of cuddles and ignored the tiredness creeping up your body and mind. You accepted the tissues Jaehyeong gave you and cleaned yourself up, throwing them in the bin your boyfriend held up for you.

As soon as Jaehyeong crawled back onto the mattress you grabbed his arm and pulled him closer.

Jaehyeong chuckled lowly, laying down beside you and pulling a blanket over your bodies. He placed a few more kisses along your shoulder before he fell back with a content sigh, wrapping both of his arms around you and holding you close. “I’m thinking about pancakes for breakfast tomorrow”, he suddenly mumbles sleepily, “with strawberries and chocolate syrup. Right after a nice long shower with you.”

“With me?”

“Yes, with you. Don’t laugh but I want to spend as much time with you like this as possible. And if you’re up for it, we’re going to need that shower.” He grinned and winked at you playfully.

“Only if you go and buy the strawberries, since we don’t have them here.” You teased back, pecking his lips with a sly smirk.

“Oh, come on. Let’s do that together.”

You laughed slightly and snuggled up to his chest. “Depending on the weather I’m going to think about it.” You felt serene, knowing your boyfriend was thinking about having sex with you again and still planning normal things like breakfast with you together. For once fear didn’t occupy your mind.

For once you didn’t have the urge to run away.

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[minbirdie]

close || k.ws

✧ inspo ✧

woosung sat, as he always does, in an incredibly odd yet endearing position on the couch, with his back against the arm and his guitar resting peacefully on the ground beside him. he could never sit properly on furniture, always tucking his feet underneath him when there was little room to do so, strewing his legs about in a haphazard fashion or otherwise just utilizing the space incorrectly. regardless, no one bothered him much about it—it was yet another one of the many wonderful quirks that, you were slowly learning, made up woosung.

with his lip tucked in between his teeth, he looked almost angelic as the last rays of evening light filtered in through the gaps in the curtains. his dark hair, you noted, appeared perfect for gently threading your fingers through. of course, he didn’t notice your observant gaze, much too preoccupied with the melodies fluttering around in his head. instead, he hummed softly to himself, only stopping occasionally to pick up his guitar and strum out the tune he was playing.

just leaning in the doorway, watching the tranquil scene unfold, you couldn’t help but smile. for a moment, you pondered; you felt a little bad about disrupting his state of quiet concentration, but you couldn’t fight the urge to tiptoe over to the couch and snatch the notepad off his lap, settling between his legs and enveloping his waist in a warm hug. after all, he was, in his own words, irresistible.

“well hi there.” he laughed at the unexpected gesture but allowed you to settle against him nonetheless. you somehow pulled him impossibly closer, resting your head against his chest. you smiled to yourself as you realized that, in this position, you could hear his heart beating.

his arms wrapped around you as well, fingertips barely brushing over your bare arms to pull you closer against his chest. his skin against yours was soft and allowed an ever-growing sense of comfort to settle in your bones. absentmindedly, your finger tips ghosted over the tattoo etched into his forearm, and you felt him sigh contently underneath you.

“this is definitely new,” his voice, beautifully soft, held a lilt of cheerfulness, and he smiled down at you almost as if it were a reflex.

your heart ached but in the best way possible. “yeah?” you questioned, even though it was obvious what he meant—woosung knew you adored him, and you showed it in various ways, but very rarely within your relationship did you indulge in physical affection, lest someone walk in, spoil the mood with teasing, or otherwise embarrass the new couple. 

“yeah,” he agreed quietly. “i like it, though,” his whispers sent shivers down your spine, but before woosung could notice, he turned his head, trying his best to hide the timid smile and the redness of his cheeks. normally, you would tease him about his sudden shyness, but you decided to keep your mouth shut in hopes of preserving the tender atmosphere.

you could only bring yourself to offer a quiet hum before pulling away slightly to better take in the view. woosung took advantage of the sudden space between the two of you; his fingers curled around the nape of your neck so he could tilt your head forward slightly to place a soft kiss on your forehead. you could feel the kiss morph into a smile against your skin, which simultaneously excited the butterflies inside your belly and calmed your racing thoughts.

and the two of you stayed like that, blissfully curled into one another. for how long, you honestly didn’t know, but woosung continued his sweet humming, gathering the notes as they came to serenade you to rest. you drifted in and out of slumber, opening your eyes only to see that woosung’s had fluttered shut as well, to feel his fingertips trace delicate patterns on your bare arms, to hear his breaths even.

and in that moment, everything was perfect.

an: thank you to @softbrose for letting me expand upon your adorable idea!

[key201303]

Pairing: Jaehyeong x Reader Word count: 1525 words Warnings: None! Just a bunch of comfort Plot: You’ve been feeling really overwhelmed lately because of your bosses. They’ve been asking you to overwork for the past few weeks and even though Jaehyeong asked you to set the limits and tell them you couldn’t overwork anymore in order to stay more healthy, you couldn’t say no to your bosses. Today when you got back home, Jaehyeong was home waiting for you to join him in a delicious dinner. But as soon as you run to his arms and tears start streaming down your face uncontrollably, he cannot focus on the food anymore. A/N: I'm officially coming back! Lot's of thing have been happening that kept me away from writing but fortunately I can say I will be able to slowly go back to writing. Thank you to everyone that is still here and that will read and support my stories from now on, doesn't matter if you're old school or new to this blog ❤️ Also I've noticed there are not much content with The rose and specially with Jaehyeong so here I am, black roses you're all welcome to my blog let's share our love for these guys ❤️ Taglist -> since it's been so long, let me know if you want to be added to the taglist!

It’s been a tough day. Not only because your coworker keeps giving you more and more of her work because your bosses have been asking you to stay at work for longer or even extra days. At this point, with this tight schedule you haven’t been able to see Jaehyeong. You even almost forgot how his voice sounded like in real life or how his eyes shined everytime you appeared in his sight. And that made you feel even worse about the whole situation. He has told you plenty of times to set your limits so they cannot exploit you just because you do your work and other’s. But you’re not the type of person to say “no”. It’s like that word doesn’t exist in your vocabulary. Now unfortunately you have to pay the consequences of overworking. “Y/N, I’ll leave some documents I couldn’t finish on your desk, I’m going home.” The voice of your coworker broke the peaceful sound the coffee machine made while preparing your fourth coffee of the day. All you did was check the wall clock that hungged above your heads and nodded, not even looking at her. Once your coffee was ready, you had to go back to work. As soon as you entered your office, your phone screen lit up with a familiar notification sound. “I’m home! Hope you come soon, I’ll make some good food, remember our promise?” The message said. Only then you remember the little promise you made the night before. Jaehyeong was going to finish practice earlier than usual and promised you he would make you your favorite food as long as you finished earlier than usual as well. You felt overwhelmed for a moment. You wanted more than anything else that quality time with the man that owned your heart. And you only had to say “no”.

After a few more minutes of conversation a familiar voice knocks you out of your thoughts once again. “Can you stay a few more hours? Jiwoo’s work need to be finished today.” Your boss said. To be honest, you were tired. Tired of always wanting to go home but not being able to do so because Jiwoo didn’t finish her work. “I have plans.” You said without even thinking what you just said. “But…” Your boss tried to answer but you cut him off. “No buts. It’s Jiwoo’s work, not mine.” You said packing your stuff without looking up. “If it has to be finished today, she should have stayed like I do everyday.” You added getting off your seat and walking towards the door that separated your office from the rest of the building. “I’ll see you on Monday.” You said before leaving the place as your boss and other coworkers looked at you with a surprised gaze. Finally you could feel a huge weight getting off your shoulders.

The walk back home was cold. Hands and nose were freezing tho your ears were warm thanks to the headphones Jaehyeong gifted you a few weeks ago. And not only your ears were getting warm. Your heart was also finally starting to feel warm as you listened to “She’s in the rain”. It never fails to make you feel better whenever you listen to it. (Take some time to enjoy the song before you continue reading)

You finally got home and the strong smell of fresh homemade food filled your body with the feeling of home. And even more feelings appeared as soon as Jaehyeong’s smiling figure appeared leaning on the kitchen door frame. His smile was as bright as light, as sweet as chocolate, as beautiful as a rose and as warm as the sunshine. You couldn’t stop admiring his figure as you walked towards him, hoping to land between his arms and rest your head in the warmth of his chest, near his heart where you belong. His smile grew even wider when his arms wrapped around your small figure. Unfortunately that smile didn’t last long. You could feel the tears falling down your cheeks, getting dried by Jaehyeong’s soft pull over. You tried to stop the tears but you couldn’t. Finally all the stress you’ve been trying to hide was flowing out your body through those tears. “You don’t have to hide your emotions anymore, not in front of me.” Jaehyeong said, tightening his hold, making you hide your face back in the warmth of his heart. “Let it all out… You’ve held it for long enough and I’m here to listen to you.” He added with a low voice, stroking your hair trying to calm you down.

“I have an idea.” He said, a smile appearing back in his lips when you started to feel a bit better. “Let’s go.” He added, grabbing your hand and his guitar. You looked at him confused. “But the dinner…” You tried to say, pointing at the dining room table, full of food. “Food can wait, your health can’t”. He said taking you to the rooftop of your little apartment.

The sky looked beautiful when not much city lights ruined the light stars and the moon had. “How can you know me so well?” You asked Jaehyeong, a small smile threatening to appear in your lips as you still tried to dry some tears that were left running down your cheeks. “Because before dating you, I had to deal with your annoying ass as a best friend.” Jaehyeong joked as he removed the last tear from your cheek with a soft touch, gaining the laugh that was threatening to come out from your mouth. 

“Come on, I’ll let you choose the song for today.” He said once you both got warm and comfy in the small tent you had built for when you needed a stargazing session like the one you were about to start. You immediately suggested ‘she’s in the rain’ and as soon as you started to pronounce the title of the song Jaehyeong cut you off. “You always choose the same one! Can’t you just change for once?” He said playfully laughing. “If you don’t want me to choose then don’t ask me to do so!” You said laughing as well. After some discussion on which song he should play, finally you both agreed on him playing “See-saw”.

His voice was soft, low, not really putting much effort but still taking you to heaven, words flowing through his mouth so effortlessly which made you feel even more cozy. The moonlight hit the perfect spots to make his face features stand out. The silverish light hit perfectly his blond locks, creating an elegant silver hair illusion. You couldn’t focus on the sky. The galaxy his dark eyes held was more than enough that you couldn’t have more attention for something else apart from him. Only then you notice it was not the homemade food the one giving you the feeling of home. Actually it was the thought of him being there for you the one that made you feel home, because everywhere and anywhere would feel home as long as you were together. (Take some time to enjoy the song before you continue reading)

Once he finished singing, his slender fingers kept playing the guitar a bit more as you laid your head on his shoulder. The lack of light, his scent, the soft music his guitar was making mixed with the soft vibrations you felt because of him quietly humming to random melodies was lulling you into a deep sleep. A huge smile appeared on his lips when he noticed your almost asleep figure. “You look so beautiful like this. I’m so lucky you decided to say yes when I asked you out in such a shabby way.” He whispered, pretending to think you were fast asleep and couldn’t hear him. You couldn’t help smiling at his confession which made him act all surprised and disappointed because you heard what he said which made you laugh even more. “This is the girl I missed.” He said. His eyes held so much admiration and love whenever he looked at you. It’s always been that way. You guess Dojoon was right every time he said Jaehyeong would always look at you in a very different way. And it was true. You were the only person living on this earth and probably this galaxy that could see that look in his eyes. Full of love and so fond of you. “Promise you won’t overwork anymore.” He said once you both finished your little stargazing date. “We promised to have a happy life together, you can’t get sick already.” He added as you both entered the kitchen, a small tint of sadness in his expression. Seeing him like this broke your heart. “I promise, from now on no more extra hours.” You said with a small smile, offering him your pinky to seal the deal. But he preferred leaning a bit to close the distance between both of you and place a soft yet full of the love he had for you kiss on your cherry lips. “Let’s go, we have to hit up the food if we want to have dinner.” He said with a playful smirk, leaving you wanting more, just like he always loves to do.

[saturnnelahy]

I'm in love

Oh my God, I think I'm starting to get obsessed with TXT and The Rose ='( Yeonjun and Kai are so beautiful and perfect and wonderful… and Woo-sung and Dojoon from The Rose are so cute and beautiful...

I'm thinking of maybe starting to write something about them too

[firetextskpop]

i sent an ask the other day but i already have another one lol ...

would love to read something with the rose jaehyeong where the reader is also in a band as a bassist and they meet backstage at a festival/show !!

please look after yourself <3

Hello! Thank you so much! <3 I hope you're taking care of yourself as well. This will likely be quick bc Jae is 1 of 2 of my #1 ults and on my mind a lot. I miss The Rose so much. Also it's like perfect bc I play the bass.

"We Rose You!" Woosung yelled out to the screaming crowd.

Here was another festival that each of your groups were at but the only difference was that instead of being on the other side, performing at the same time as The Rose, your group's set was after. 15 minutes between just to assure that the festival go-ers can get food and see other artists they may like.

You didn't intend to run into the members as they began coming off stage to the back, but you did. Luckily, the staff was cool, and when the boys walked off stage, they didn't shoo you away or stop the boys from talking to you.

"Woo! They're really riled up tonight." Dojoon says and gives everyone he sees a high five. "I mean you guys did great!" You blurt out and he flashes you his beautiful smile and leaves. Your heart fluttered a bit from the interaction but before you could even think about reacting again, Woosung comes by and stops when he sees you.

"Wait, aren't you y/n, the bassist in *your group name*?" Okay... now you're blushing. How does THEE Kim Woosung know you? "Y-yeah! How did you..." He chuckles and looks over at Jaehyeong, who is not paying attention and getting the sweat wiped off of him. "I researched a few of the groups in the festival and the way you play is so dope. Someone is also kinda inspired by you and has been trying some of your iconic baselines." He responds and nods his head in Jaehyeong's direction. Jae is now aware that you're there and he smiles and waves to you.

"Helloo" The taller man says to you and puts his hand out to shake your hand. You return the gesture while blushing really hard. Anyone could tell from far away he was really handsome but being this close to him was much different. "Hello." Your eyes met his. "I heard that you like the way I play." Clearly now you were getting bold. Jaehyeong laughs a bit nervously and amps up his charms "Oh yes! Its very unique. You're truly a one-of-a-kind."

"Maybe we could have a playing session one day?" You suggest, attempting to outdo him in his own game. His eyebrow raised and head tilted slightly at the response. "Lets do it." He says and pulls out his phone to get your information so you both can communicate. After exchanging information, Jaehyeong thanked you for your time and you thought there was no better time than now to ask for a hug. He very gladly gave it to you but was then teased immediately by Woosung and Hajoon.

"I didn't know you had game Jeff!" Woosung pushed him a bit. Jae began blushing and giggling out of embarrassment now. "Stopp" He whined and pushed Woosung back, beginning to walk away. "When are you two gonna get married?" Hajoon teases and puts his arm around the bassist. Jaehyeong sighs and turns back around to wave you goodbye. Quickly, you waved back and then felt a tap on your shoulder. "Are you done flirting now? It's time to go on stage!" The lead singer says and you rush to get to your placement.

A newfound adrenaline rushed through your body as you prepared for the stage. Before you know it the lights are on and it's time to shine. The crowd is beautiful as ever but only one face sticks out to you. Smile brighter than the sun itself and his eyes even brighter. The only one who matters in that moment.

[summxi]

The Rose reaction to them having a crush on you

(i decided to start writing for the rose since barely anyone writes for them)

Sammy

So, I've noticed Sammy stealing glances in my direction during their performances. Or am I just imagining those sweet smiles and intense eye contact? Either way, my heart can't handle it!

Dojoon

Have you ever seen Dojoon being the absolute gentleman that he is? I swear, he's been extra attentive lately. Is it just me, or is he making sure I'm comfortable and having a great time at their shows? A crush-induced courtesy, perhaps

Hajoon

Let's talk about Hajoon's drumming skills for a moment. I'm convinced that every beat is synchronized with the rhythm of my heartbeat whenever I'm around. Is it just coincidence, or is it his way of confessing through percussion?

Jaehyeong

Jaehyeong, the king of humor, has been cracking jokes that seem to be tailor-made just to make me laugh. Is it possible that he's trying to win my heart with his witty charm? Well, it's working!

[peachberry-milk]

The Rose: when you propose to them

( sorry if I get personalities wrong )

Warning: none

word count: 423

original post: 04-30-20

type: Fluff

Bold = You talking Italics = Members talking

credit to owner of gifs

 Sammy aka Woosung: Sammy would be completely shocked, you guys had your ups and downs(mostly downs) but you guys always fixed those problems but it was a very surprising time, it was always during a vlive, but everything was decorated.

"Oh, my...Y/n! Yes! Of course, I'll marry you!! I love you so much!" He would hug you tightly and kiss you in front of a lot of Black Rose's. The rest of the members would run-up to the both of you and congratulate both of you.

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Leo aka Dojoon: Dojoon would be very excited, he would scream and say yes very loudly, you quickly told him to quiet down since his bandmates were still sleeping, you proposed during a late-night date, he just smiled and started crying when you put the ring on his finger.

"I love you so much Dojoon" "I love you too, I'll try to be quiet so we can surprise them, I can't wait to see their reaction" you both laugh and walk out of the house, hand in hand.

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Dylan aka Hajoon: Hajoon would be calm on the outside but probably be freaking out on the inside but he would blush and say yes, he was embarrassed since a lot of people were looking at them in the small cafe shop you both were at.

"Will you marry me?" Hajoon blushed brightly and nodded "Yes, I will Y/n" you both kissed and you slowly put the ring on his finger and went to go tell the others.

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Jeff aka Jaehyeong:

Like everyone else, he was very happy about you proposing to him, but you did it during a vlive. He was asked to do aegyo, he was very embarrassed since he never did that before but while he was, you walked through the door and he stared at you while slowly doing it, but as he was, you went down on one knee and asked him

"Marry me Jaehyeong?" "Y-Yes, I will" he laughed and went down to hide his shame and happiness, both emotions for different reasons.