#there are so many KH songs that if im all to myself and listen to them i am feeling something DEEPLY

[nekky-nek]

You ever listen to the Kingdom Hearts soundtrack with a good set of speakers or pair of headphones and feel yourself on the brink of tears?

[moiraifaerie]

i have the worse possible imagination, and with the tools to make my imagination a reality I am disgusted with myself for actually doing it

[bkdkink]

here’s part 2 for the ehhhh stuff 

“okay, so dy,” you ask, “if it looks good and plays well, story is excellent and music is perfect, wtf is up your ass about it then?”

so bear with me. what i am about to straight-up complain about rn is by no means anything major or even something that should prevent anyone from ever being apart of the game and its story. these are minor, personal complaints that i want to vent out, and if it so happens that i have people who agree with me then great! if not, then yeah i totally understand because people see the story differently and want different things, as life goes.

long rant ahead, beware. 

so the negative about kh3, ill start with the annoying and lead up to the heart-crushing part (yet expected) part first.

The Frozen and Tangled levels were rough. lmao, not skill-wise, no. Just. Tangled was going through the whole damn movie......right? without songs and certain minor characters, but we...went through the whole movie with Rapunzel and it was sooooo awkward to watch the cutscenes....because sora, donald and goofy were just. there. they did nothing to progress the story. they were just....there? eugene died. they witnessed a man DIE. and it was........anticlimatic a little in how they reacted???? like that they dont quite understand death so they were just like awwwwww :/ and then he came back so yeah, but. it was so weird?? with them there???? why were they there??? why this way???? why not make up a whole new story or add to it or something or other??? is it cuz she’s one of the new 7 princesses of light so we had to do a whole thing??? cuz we didn’t for any other princess??? oh besides Frozen.

Frozen was the worst level for me. just the worst. i never liked the movie, so that’s strike one, strike two is i had to re-listen to two of those infamous songs.......because sora had to listen to them. why....when....when was there disney songs shot frame-per-frame.....in KH? and no, ariel in KH2 doesn’t count because that whole WORLD was a MUSICAL WORLD. the only actions you could take was THROUGH muSICcccCCCCC.

my point is that there was too much pandering going on there, also the story was just as nonsensical as it was in the movie. if i never saw it i would have been so confused as to where that brunette dude came from, how he got Elsa, WHY he wanted to kill her---the game (tangled was a tad bit guilty of this too, wtf did Rapunzel start calling Flynn Eugene? i saw the movie so i knew but they didn’t explain that until their world was finished) so....good luck to whoever did watch the movies?? KH assumes you’ve seen both of them, compared to the Carribbean where I never saw the movie but i knew wtf was going on??? also big hero 6, never saw that but could get the gist!!!!

they were just WAY too movie heavy which isn’t the usual for the series, and im sure if they are included in the next game itll be a different experience because the movies are now established, so there hopefully there won’t be any pandering from Frozen’s end too much.

Now......the stuff that is more personal. okay here goes. 

KH, from the jump, has somewhat kinda tried to establish a maybe romantic angle between Sora and Kairi. Now, because of how friendship heavy the whole series is and the love friends share....I for one never picked that up until i was reading tvtropes and i was reading up on Kairi being one of the main reasons that Sora and Riku were even beefy in the first game to being with??? the both liked her but she chose Sora or something????? that shit flew so far over my head and no, i wasn’t a child playing the first game for the first time---this was only a couple years ago. i just....did not...pick up romantic interest? i picked up...friend?? because they kept saying....Friend™? 

anyway, series goes on, Kairi is known to the fandom as being written mostly out of focus and is never used well enough in the plot. and i agree. they never used her to her potential, and even in KH3, where she is now a keyblade wielder, she still becomes something to save...............even in the very end.........even when she and Sora had their moment of “imma save you this time!” .....no........sora still leaves to go and save her.............so.like.......yay for....growth? kinda....? i just feel bad for her tbh. 

that’s one thing. the main, large thing that i did see coming but was disappointed in nonetheless was that several games later of pushing her aside, of focusing much more on the relationship between Sora and Riku with an ENITRE GAME narrowed in on both of them and their journey toGETher---KH3 begins to focus on the romantic angle between Sora and Kairi again. and its obvious enough where NOW yes, even I picked up on it this time around.

and at this point......it just.....came off so forced? they lay it on thiccccccc my dudes. and it feels like it. yes, there are still moments between Riku and Sora, sure, but that is down-played SOOO much compared to fuggin KH:DDD or hell even KH2....

like.........i don’t expect any gay male video game protags from Square Enix, I really dont. but i also dont want some  last-minute romance shoved down my throat??? when i was fine with how it was before??? maybe if they still kept the subtly that they had done and with newer games continuing to build off of that, I wouldn’t be so put off by the idea. KH2 did a good job of building it, like when Sora imagined Kairi and him dancing together in halloween town--that was cute af?????? and well integrated????? and could STILL be taken as him just missing a FRIEND or yeah, a potential love interest! but just. jesus. you didn’t care about them being together then, don’t do it now because it comes off a little cheap.

also fuck Riku i guess???? kairi doesn’t give a fuck about Riku at all?/??? is the overall vibe i was getting???lmao aren’t all 3 of them friends??????? no???????? kairi only messes with sora and riku only messes with sora?????? can i get some uhhhhhhhhhhh riku and kairi time too or nah????? we had a moment of them at the beginning of the game i guess and then....that was....kinda it? so fucking disappointing how they write her man. she’s so much more than a love interest and there are moments when that shows, but there’s too many where she just....is only sora-focused? 

you want an example of how forced it was that they were switching Sora’s relationship from Riku to Kairi? now don’t quote me on this i could very well be wrong because i never actively listened for bkg music until DDD, but Dearly Beloved? the titular theme song for every single KH menu and emotional scenes? the theme song that DDD later ESTABLISHED in CANON that it was Riku and Sora’s heart song playing together????? a song that plays in some kinda version whenever Sora and Riku are having a moment??????? WELP. i wanna say they still kept it for Sora and Riku for at least one cutscene with them together. at least. i can’t name others, but they at least did it once cuz i remember getting excited about it. 

they now played it more frequently whenever Kairi showed up on screen, or when she and Sora were having a moment together. 

SORA. and RIKUS song....playing now for SORA and KAIri???? please correct me if im wrong, absolutely tell me if im wrong that im just not observant and it’s always been like that because tbh that’ll make this better for me lol but they just took Riku and went YEET. “Sora is the hero. Sora gets the girl because of course he does. Sora is GOD and fuck yall for not expecting him to have a love interest at the end of this and YES it will be a girl and YES it WILL be the one we keep forgetting about to make his love interest up until now because yall were getting the most wrongest ideas of where this was going so we’ll fix that right up for ya” 

i still loved the game. hell, even with the ending like that (”i gotta go save Kairi! again! even though we had a whole thing with the papou fruit about how she was going to save me and protect me this time! and i gotta do it alllll by myself!!! she has a keyblade you say???? she wants to be more useful to me you say???? well FUCK that imma go rescue her because im Sora and i am hero boy!!”) i still had a good time! it really is a good game, please go play it to get all the feels in the world, if this minor stuff is minor for you too, then go play it RIGHT. NOW!!!!!

but yeah. ya girl was disappointed by how forced it was. expected it, but still doesn’t negate how i feel in the end. so now im gonna indulge in soriku art. 

Rant over! if you actually read over this and wanna talk about it, feel free to hit me up! let’s rant together. maybe im wrong and too focused on my ship and i have ship glasses on too tight. 

[monstaxeurope]

Monsta X interview for Nylon Japan

Nylon Japan with Monsta X

Monsta X is a 7-member boy group from South Korea. They're about to release the Japanese version of their latest song "Alligator", which grew popular in Korea and tore onto KPOP scene. We're sure you will be charmed by both their perfect looks and skills. On NYLON.JP, we reveal these parts of the interview that didn't appear in the magazine!

Jooheon & I.M

Q: Please tell us what made you start rapping.

I.M: I liked rap, but I was also attracted to possibility of expressing hidden thoughts through it, so I started learning rap. I think in rap I can honestly express things that usually aren't shown in music, my story and feelings. JH: When I was a kid I liked moving my body to the music. Sometimes I would listen to rap, and instead of having soft lyrics over a soft melody, it had dynamic sounds over a soft melody, and one could deliver their message through it, and I found it cool. What's more, there were a lot of rapper friends around me, so we started rapping together.

Q: Please say what is a charming point of the other person. I.M: Jooheon has a mole over his left eye, it's sexy and cute! JH: I.M's charm is his cool aura!

Q: Is there any secret of your partner, that only you know about? I.M: Jooheon set his voice as his alarm clock, and wakes up to this sound (laugh). JH: I.M actually has many songs for fans ready!

Q: When do you do them? I.M: The job keeps me busy, instead of working on them during working hours, I make them in my free time.

Q. In that case, do you have any private time? I.M: We have some leisure time when we're together, we can relax anywhere, last time we had schedules in Japan I was dancing to the NARUTO soundtrack in a hotel room.

Q. If you were to give your partner a 1st place [in a ranking], what would this be in? I.M: I think fans know that, but Jooheon thinks about fans a lot, so "1st place in thinking about fans". He tries to represent it through the lyrics. From my point of view, it's impressive. JH: I.M thinks about others, so "1st place in having a warm heart".

Q: Your styles are different, what do you respect in this? JH: In rap, voice tone is important. If I were to compare, I.M is like a jeep or an off-road car, and I'm like a sports car. My raps are fast and include many words, and I.M makes a good use of his voice's power. I.M: We're like ying and yang. When we perform on stage, Jooheon wears clothes with yellow, tiger patterns, and I wear black-based, leopard-patterned outfits. The contrast between us is expressed not only by music but also by clothes.

Q. You're rappers, but what are you conscious about during the performance? I.M: I think we're in charge of visuals in the team, in a way. Of course not in terms of face (laugh)! We express Monsta X's color via our rap, so in this way, we are the visuals.

Q. You surely are visuals! IM & JH: Of course! (laugh) JH: How can we not!?

Wonho, Minhyuk & Hyungwon

Q: Please say what is a charming point of the other person. WH: Minhyuk has a beautiful smile. MH: Hyungwon has a big body. HW: Wonho has a lean body. WH: You're saying the opposite of the reality (laugh).

Q: So is there any secret of the other person, that only you know about? MH: Hyungwon can easily live a day without saying a word. HW: That's not true (laugh). Minhyuk has a better body than it seems. WH: Minhyuk cherishes everything Monbebe say about him. MH: I love you <3 WH: Hyungwon's secret... there's none (laugh). MH: There are barely any secrets about Hyungwon.

Q: What are your positions in the group? MH: Before the debut, during the survival show "NO MERCY", we were in charge of visuals. HW: It's been 5 years already? MH: Also, the 3 of us would walk out at nights during trainee days (laugh). I don't remember where we were going, was it a chicken place?

Q: What are the other people best at [no. 1], something that fans don't know? HW: Fans may know this, but Minhyuk is really good at taking selfies. MH: Wonho has 1st place in terms of friendliness. WH: Hyungwon has the longest legs. I'm jealous (laugh)!

Q: As mentioned earlier, you were a visual team, please tell us about each other's charms. MH: I've said it earlier, but Wonho is really kind. And Hyungwon is very delicate. HW: Minyuk is funny. Wonho's charm is his muscle (laugh). I think it's the coolest muscle among idols. The best. WH: Minhyuk has a broad back and Hyungwon has a big mouth (laugh). HW: Ey-! WH: But I think it's a charm everybody likes.

Q: Then if you were to give each other a role? WH: Personally, when I introduce myself in Japanese, I always say I'm in charge of fair skin. I'm fair-skinned like a bunny, but fans say I'm a baby (laugh). MH: I'm the prince of charms, Minhyuk! HW: I'm in charge of being tall, right. But I think Wonho is in charge of ordering whenever we order food. He knows what's delicious. You can leave it to him. WH: Hyungwon is like a paper doll. His body is thin so he looks flimsy and shaky like paper (laugh).

Shownu & Kihyun

Q: Please tell us the charms of each other.

SN: I can't tell he isn't handsome (laugh). Seriously, I think he's a member who still gives fans a refreshing vibe. KH: Shownu is always honest, he works hard on everything. I think it's his charm to do well in everything he does.

Q: Then, are there any secrets only you know about? SN: Lately, we're very busy, and Kihyun sleeps whenever he has a bit of free time (laugh). Thanks to that he seems to be in a good condition. I'm not good at getting rest in a short period of time, but Kihyun finds time for rest, even the shortest while, and rests well to keep a good health. Am I right? KH: Exactly. I try to sleep even if it's only for 5 minutes. Shownu is an opposite of me, whenever he has some time, he tries to do something. Even when we finish a day of schedules and return to the dorm, he stays in the practice room alone at night to practice dance. I'm sure the fans don't know it, so I say it here.

Q: A situation between only 2 of you? KH: We usually spend time with all members, so a situation of only 2 of us... SN: A few days ago Kihyun asked me to go with him to an escape room, but I refused (laugh). KH: Lately, me and Minhyuk are addicted to escape rooms, we often go there. That's why I asked (laugh). SN: You said it's recent, but you've been there 2-3 times? KH: We've been there 5-6 times. I've heard there are escape rooms in Japan, so I want to go there one day. I think Japanese escape rooms are done with great thought about details, so I can't wait.

Q: If you were to give your partner a 1st place [in a ranking], what would that be? KH: Shownu is a physical no. 1. It's not only about big muscles, but also about good overall balance. SN: Kihyun is the main vocalist, so it's obvious he is good at singing, and I think he loves the fans the most. Of course all members love the fans deeply, but Kihyun stays in touch with them the most via events and SNS. I think I should learn from him. I love our fans too!

Q: Shownu is said to be a good dancer and Kihyun is the main vocalist, are you sometimes envious of each other's skills? SN: I'm really envious of the singing skills, especially during live performances. KH: I'm not going to mention dance, but in terms of vocal we have various sensitivity, I think my vocal has a rock vibe and Shownu's has more R&B feel. I'm envious of that.

Q: I see. I have a question to Kihyun, how do you think, what is the role of Shownu as a leader? KH: I think it's an important and difficult role. It may be a small word, but it's a weight Shownu holds and I feel he supports the team well.

Source

[minnie-marvel]

Tag Game!

Bwahahaha it’s been so long since I’ve done one of these!!! I hope ya’ll aren’t disappointed I’m very vanilla LMAOOOO

I was tagged by @holland-haven @peter-prkers and @signed-potato!!!

Letsa go!

Tag Game

Last

Drink: Water

Phone call: one of my brothers just to see what he was up to

Text Message: “Waffles” telling my mom what I fed my granny for breakfast this morning

Song you listened to: “Ghost of Loreley” -Sasakure.uk/Lasah Listened to this while drawing a gift for a friend last night. Very different music taste I know LOL

Time you cried: Last Wednesday

-cutting off below with a keep reading if you’re interested!-

Ever

Dated someone twice: Nope! 

Kissed someone and regretted it: Again no, everything is an experience and so far I haven’t done anything that’s scarred me too bad!

Been cheated on: nope

Lost someone special: If you mean romantically no. I’ve lost family members that are dear to me although.

Been depressed: yes

Gotten drunk and thrown up: no

Fave colours: varying shades of blue, pink and red

In the last year have you

Made new friends: yeah!!!! Not too many but they’re all close to my heart

Fallen out of love: Nope!

Laughed until you cried: oh hell yeah. Thanks @discountedavengers!!!

Found out someone was talking about you: I mean....not that I’ve found out about LOL

Met someone who changed you: Not too drastically no!!

Found out who your friends are: Nope, everything friend wise has been pretty stable!

Kissed someone on your facebook friends list:Nope

General

How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl: All except two I believe!

Do you have any pets: I have a cat!!! Don’t ask me what his name is though, depending on when and who you ask in my family you’ll get a different answer each time LOL

Do you want to change your name: Nope! Surprisingly, I have some pseudonym across the internet but I wouldn’t change my actual name.

What did you do for your last birthday: ah.... I can’t remember too much. I think I went out with my mom and my friend to a ramen shop like the weekend before and then had cake with my family. But on my actual birthday I had school so it was probably boring

What were you doing at midnight last night:Probably sleepig or scrolling tumblr reading late night fanfics

What is something you can’t wait for: For this semester to end annnd FOR KINGDOM HEARTS THREE BABY IT COMES OUT ON MY BDAY AND IM HYPE IF YOU WANNA TALK KINGDOM HEARTS LET ME KNOW CAUSE IM ALWAYS DOWN TO TALK KH YA FEEL ME?!?!? 

Also infinity war part 2 and Spiderman Far From Home. I’m ready to throw hands

What are you listening to right now: Thumbnail- Louie Zong feat. David Gilbert which can be found here! 

Have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yeah!! There’s a very nice old man named Tom that goes to church with me and my fam

Something that gets on your nerves: Conversations that last too long over phone, People who yell to make a point, Myself LOL

Most visited website: Tumblr, Netflix, Youtube, Twitter

Hair colour: black with a reddish hue in the summer. Doesn’t make sense unless you see me in person LMAO

Long or short hair: shoulder length!

Do you have a crush on someone: Don’t have time to!

What do you like about yourself: My eyes, how silly I can be when I’m by myself

Want any piercings: Nah! I’m good with what i’ve got

Blood type: A+!

Nicknames: A lot lmao. Minnie, Minis, Squirk, Paris

Relationship status: single

Zodiac: Aquarius

Pronouns: she

Fave tv shows: I’ve really been into cooking competitions lately??? But shows that I can re-watch forever and ever are: How I Met Your Mother and Parks and Recreation (So sad they took HIMYM off netflix :((( )

Tattoos: no, maybe when I’m older though!

Right or left handed: right

Ever had surgery:Does wisdom teeth removal count? If not then no!

Piercings: just in my ears!

Sport: I used to participate in volleyball and cross-country (Don’t ask me why LMAO)

Vacation: I went to Disney last week!!! It was super fun <3333

More general

Eating: I had waffles this morning

Drinking: bottle o water

About to watch: nothing right now? Maybe I’ll find something on Netflix later or Youtube

Waiting for: myself to make a decision on which plot I wanna write!! I did a trial run of the asassin! reader fic but I really don’t like how its turning out right now, might post a WIP later.

Want: to make apple cider

Get married: Yeah hopefully someday!!

Career: studying health sciences right now, I’d like to write on the side someday!

Which is better

Hugs or kisses: It depends on the context, sometimes a hug can say things that a kiss can’t and vice versa. I tend to hug a lot tho

Lips or eyes: eyes

Shorter or taller: Taller I wish i was taller than I am right now im screaming

Older or younger: Again in what context? I think I’d like to be older at this point in life right now but not too old to the point where I want all the baggage that comes with it. 

Nice arms or stomach: both can be used in a very nice hug >:’D

Hook-up or relationship: relationship all the way. I need subsistence! 

Troublemaker or hesitant: I wouldn’t really want too much of either!! A trouble maker might get me into some sticky situations but someone with too much hesitation could live a boring life. There’s a time to be spontaneous and a time to settle down

Have you ever

Kissed a stranger: No

Drunk hard liquor: No

Lost glasses: only for a couple days!!

Turned someone down: Yes. Please @ my followers when someone says no don’t try to pursue them time and time again. Really annoying and makes you look desperate.

Sex on the first date: No

Broken someone’s heart: Unfortunately yes. I’m not proud of it but sometimes you need to take measures in order to protect your own heart and emotions.

Had your heart broken: yes, people don’t realize this but just because you break up with someone doesn’t mean you always come out of a relationship unscathed.

Been arrested:nope

Cried when someone died: usually I do.

Fallen for a friend: yep yep yep. I don’t act on these feelings although. I wouldn’t want to risk friendship.

Do you believe in

Yourself: I try to

Miracles: Oh yes

Love at first sight: No. Come back to me again and strike a conversation and we’ll see where things go from there!

Santa Claus: nope! 

Kiss on a first date: Not unless that persons been talking to you a lot before hand yknow?

Angels: Yes!

Others

Best friend’s name: Missy

Eye colour: brown

Fave movie: Just pick any Disney movie tbh. Also Howl’s Moving Castle!

Fave actors: Zendaya <333 Chris Evans

Tagging: @lokis-sunflower-anna @thatonefangurly!!!

[ittybittypyro]

Tagged by @yougotmeyugyeomie​ (thank ur a bless lolol)

LAST TEXT SENT: “Be free, Sora” (friend’s kh game glitched and sora just kept on jumping but never went back to the ground)

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS: Red, Black, grey WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: wake up and stay up was around 11 AM WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT: sleeping NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: summer when my cousin, @superchemicalhearts​, visits me!!! IM SO HYPE WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOTHER: around 2:30 PM ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE: have as much motivation as i have procrastination WHAT’S GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RN: nothing RELATIONSHIP STATUS: in a relationship FAVORITE TV SHOWS: Steven Universe, Tokyo Ghoul, Stranger Things, Voltron

FIRST BEST FRIEND: Mark, we still keep in touch ^U^ LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Fried Noodles by Pink Guy 3 FEARS: hurting people i care about, being alone in the wilderness in the dark, getting on a plane and it crashing 4 TURN ON’S: Height, Hair, humor, eyes 4 TURN OFF’S: being judgmental, being rude to my friends and family,  SEXUAL ORIENTATION: pan SENIOR YEAR QUOTE IN MY YEAR BOOK: “Life is suffering. It is hard. The world is cursed. But still you find reasons to keep living. -Princess Mononoke”

okay but one dude in my class had a hilarious sr quote: “Being a single mother is pretty hard when you’re a teenage boy with no kids.” FIRST THING I NOTICE IN A NEW PERSON: their eyes (i love eyes so much) SHOE SIZE: 7 EYE COLOR: dark brown, black almost HAIR COLOR: black, naturally dark, dark brown FAVORITE ITEM OF CLOTHING: erm, i have too many that i love!! all my kh shirts, pokemon shirts, tokyo ghoul shirt, Jungkook jacket, jjong and tokyo ghoul socks WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR I’M WEARING RN: purple and white ULTIMATE BIAS: Jungkook ULTIMATE BIAS GROUP: BTS FAVORITE SEASON: autumn HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT ON DESIGNING MY BLOG: eh, not a lot tbh THE REASON I JOINED TUMBLR: to do drrr!! rp DO I EVER GET “GOOD MORNING” OR “GOODNIGHT “ TEXTS: nope WHEN DID I LAST HOLD HANDS?: a week ago HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE ME TO GET READY IN THE MORNING?: less than 10 minutes HAVE I SHAVED MY LEGS IN THE PAST THREE DAYS?: just my calved bc i put too much shaving cream in my hand WHERE AM I RIGHT NOW?: in bed  DO I LIKE MUSIC LOUD OR AT A REASONABLE LEVEL?: Depends on my mood 3 THINGS I LOVE: animals (especially my cat and my aunt’s cat), my best friends, music HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW: tired SOMETHING I REALLY, REALLY WANT: fully paid college tuition jfc 3 THINGS THAT UPSET ME: being ignored/avoided, having my plans and goals get shit on by my family, not having enough money to pay for tuition WHAT I FIND ATTRACTIVE IN OTHER PEOPLE: eyes, nerdy personality, and humor 3 HABITS I HAVE: bouncing my leg when i sit or just having to move in general, chewing the inside of my cheeks, uh SOMETHING I FANTASIZE ABOUT: creating a mecha SOMETHING I’M TALENTED AT: i like to think singing THE BLOG I GIVE THE MOST NOTES TO: idk THE LAST PERSON THAT RE-BLOGGED SOMETHING FROM ME: @bangthebun​ DO I SMOKE/DRINK?: Sometimes drink MY FAVORITE FOOD: taco salad MY FAVORITE DESSERT: egg pie WHAT I DID YESTERDAY: sleep, watched a movie with my cousins, played kh NUMBER OF KIDS I WANT: maybe 2 adopted kids, none birthed by me, no thank NUMBER OF SIBLINGS I HAVE: 2 SOMETHING THAT’S CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND: music, sleep, kh LAST PERSON I MESSAGED ON TUMBLR: @wayfindertrio​ CAN I DRIVE: yes but  legally, no WHAT STATE OR PART OF THE WORLD DO I LIVE IN?: America AM I IN SCHOOL? taking the quarter of university off DO I GET GROSSED OUT EASILY? Nope SOMEWHERE I WOULD LIKE TO VISIT FOR A WEEK: Japan, Washington state, Mexico I’LL LOVE YOU IF…: you geek out with me  LAST SHOW I BINGE-WATCHED: Blue Spring Ride WHAT WORDS UPSET ME THE MOST:  WHAT WORDS MAKE ME FEEL THE BEST ABOUT MYSELF: You have a pretty singing voice or I love your art A WISH THAT I’VE WISHED FOR REPEATEDLY ON 11:11: I forget to wish WHO I WOULD SWITCH LIVES WITH FOR A DAY: My cat tbh

 MY FAVORITE ICE CREAM: french vanilla ALLERGIES: so... many... SEXIEST PERSON TO COME TO MY MIND IMMEDIATELY: Gladio jfkalsdfjakl MY CHILDHOOD CAREER CHOICE: vet for a zoo ONE OF MY INSECURITIES: My weight HOW MANY BLOGS AM I FOLLOWING: 429 HOW MANY TABS/DIFFERENT WINDOWS DO I HAVE OPEN AT THIS VERY MOMENT: 3 COKE OR PEPSI?: coke TEA OR COFFEE?: Tea MOVIE OR BOOK?: book if it’s meaning a movie made from a book. movie if it’s just comparing them. A SENSE I WOULD BE WILLING TO LOSE: Speech QUOTE I LIVE BY: que sera sera TYPE OF ACCESSORY I WEAR THE MOST: ring 
LAST AWKWARD SITUATION I FOUND MYSELF IN: AHAHAHAHA i was walking home from class and a guy in a car next to me just stopped little did i know that he was turning and he looked like my friend so i tried waving to him to make him keep moving, there were cars behind him. hE TURNED AROUND AND IT WASNT MY FRIEND SO HE GAVE ME THIS WEIRD LOOK ANd the image is stuck in my mind WHAT TIME IS IT RIGHT NOW: 4:57 PM A SONG THAT’S MADE ME CRY: first tokyo ghoul theme FIRST SONG I EVER SUNG AT KARAOKE: Come Clean - Hillary Duff

if you wanna do it you can, i dont feel like tagging sorry

[musashi]

1, 2 (specifically would u use any names from pkmn?), 5 (other than the guy you talk about, Ven? jw who else), 11, 12, 13, 15 (for a bonus, dscrib your anti instead. everything you aren't), 20, 22 (real or just ideal), 28, 29 & 30 (both non pkmn), 33, 36, 37 (non pkmn), 40, 42, 43, 46, 47, 48, 49, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56 (& least, and why, like taste, texture, fun of eating, etc), 57 (that's not cats, dogs or typical house pets), 60- do u prefer if ppl specify questions like this or just send the #s

1. selfie

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2. what would you name your future kids?

prooobably not intentionally but the thing is.......... every single name ever has been the name of a pokemon cotd, so it’d probably happen. tho now that i think about it, ash is a good name for a kid. its v gender neutral.

for the longest time i’ve actually wanted to name my kids after loz characters, mostly. lmao. and for a REALLY long time i wanted to name my kid lea (it’s a reference not only to a kh character but also to my grandma and my sister, two ppl i lov a lot) but i can’t rly do that anymore due to. complications.

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

i assume we’re not including fictional characters here so....... my siblings, tbh? like i wake up and if amber is home she’s immediately like CAN WE WATCH POKEMON and she’s so fucking stoked about it, it always gets me.

not to mentioned we just had a week where every single one of them stood up to defend me against people who have been harrassing me since i was a sophomore in high school and that was.... kind of a big deal like? people don’t defend me. they get this idea in their head that i can defend myself and i don’t need anyone. which i guess is true on a literal level but. that doesn’t mean it doesn’t get lonely. idk i’m just really lucky to have them and that they see me for who i am and validate that. whenever i feel like shit or like a selfish abusive monster they’re always there to tell me that i’m their hero and i don’t really know how to show my gratitude for that.

11. are you listening to music right now?

nah

12. what is something you want right now?

idk pizza

13. how do you feel right now?

tired and cold and my shirt is inside out cause i put it on in the dark while i was listening to sandsverse audio posts 

15. personality description

sorry but i have?? no sense of identity so i can’t do this one. or the antithesis. like idk if i have a personality you might be able to see it but i have a personality disorder so like. when i try to think of what makes me me i just see nothing. sorry.

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

ohhhh god lmao. uh. idk all i can really bear to listen to at the moment is pokeani music ^^;

22. description of crush.

i literally don’t know what crushes even feel like, im lowkey in love with everyone who pays attention to me. my ideal crush is like... blonde, green eyes, kinda shy, likes to listen to me ramble about what the fuck ever im into, will binge watch tv shows with me without getting tired, lets me dye their hair, doesn’t mind that i’m fucking crazy, has kintypes that i can ship with my own.

28. i’ll love you if…

see above? but i mean if you let me infodump and ESPECIALLY if you ask questions while i’m infodumping i’ll probably fall a little in love with you.

29. favourite film(s)

fight club lol, answered this one last night.

30. favourite tv show(s)

i don’t watch anything else sorry. can’t really handle it.

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

i don’t really have any dreams lol just depression. all i want is to work a boring office job like a temp, mostly. and then come home to my apartment where i live with good friends and there’s anime convention prints all over the walls and we have nerdy video game pint glasses and make good pizza and i have a cat. and i just do that until i die.

37. favourite actor/actress

uhhh if im not allowed to do pokemon then i guess tj miller lol

40. favourite memory

have too many. my memory is photographic and i can remember pretty much every moment of my life up to now in vivid detail. give me a year and i can give u a fave memory from it but this is way too broad.

42. favourite book(s)

warm bodies

43. favourite song ever

chandelier by sia

46. what my last text message says

“im at the little bench area where u at”

47. turn ons

idk. i never know what this question means like. physical characteristics u find hot? or straight up kinks. lmao.

48. turn offs

see above

49. where i want to be right now

i mean i like where i am (vens house) but i also miss my cat a lot and want to pet him

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

i am deadass broke and am not gonna be able to find a job in time for con and only one person has commissioned me (:

55. tumblr friends

i have. a lot of those.

56. favourite food(s)

pizza, least favourite foods really doesn’t apply because i have SED, all foods i can’t eat instill the same sense of disgust within me, and that list is staggering.

60.do u prefer if ppl specify questions like this or just send the #s

specifications are nice because the questions on these memes are usually so vague and idk how to answer them. but most people don’t wanna do that so mostly i just... want questions at all. i dont get a lot of asks and it’s lonely.