#these are from yesterday. shhhh. its our secret

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[loverdrew]

My Everything IV

You’ve always been so passive, to yourself, and a little bit naive, but what unfolds when he comes in and turns your whole world upside?

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I was casually sitting in the schools most popular coffee shop with headphones in blasting music, while looking at my english rubric for the newest paper we were suppose to write by the end of the week. I was so busy into writing it that I hadn’t realized Shawn pretty much ran up to where I was sitting and plopped into the seat in front of me. I jumped, pulling out one of my earbuds, seeing a huge smile on his face, the biggest I had ever seen. It was one fucking beautiful smile, with teeth so white and the cutest lines around his lips.

“I was looking everywhere for you.”

“Wow, for once, instead of being repulsed by my presence.” I laughed. I noticed white pieces of paper in his hands that he was holding so tight crinkles started to form on them. “What’s that?”

“Well, this is what I wanted to show you.” He laid it down on the table, and in big red letters it read “100%, Great Job!” on the top. It was the math test I had helped him study for a few weeks prior that we had taken just yesterday.

“Oh my god Shawn! This is great!” I exclaimed, holding the paper up to my face.

“I didn’t even bride the professor, or cheat off of the person next to me. It feels good to know things.” He beamed.

“Well, I’m proud of you. That’s all you, not me.”

“As a thank you, can I take you out tonight? For a quick burger or something?” He asked, way more shyly than he had ever spoken to me. His eyes begging for a quick answer.

“Actually, I’m sorry Shawn but I have plans tonight.” I said with an apologetic face. I placed his test down on the table, sliding it back slowly to him.

“Oh, oh no it’s-it’s okay. What are you doing tonight?”

“Josh and I are going to Dave and Busters down the street for just a fun night out, with Mara and Logan. It was a last minute thing.”

“That sounds great, I hope it all goes well. I’m going to head out I have some things to take care of.” He says while looking down and gathering his things.

“Shawn, hey, before you go,” he looks back, “I’m really am proud of you, not just saying that.”

______

Later on that night, I was dressed on wearing fitted grey sweats with a grey university crewneck, my hair up in a loose bun with the same makeup I had on throughout the day. I only saw tonight as a night to be with friends, even if it didn’t seem that way to other people. I was just there to eat some food other than ramen noodles and coffee, and play some foosball. 

“Looking comfy.” Josh commented, while we all piled into his car. I slapped his arm jokingly.

“Nobody to impress, so I don’t need to go all out.”

“You’re right, you already impressed me.” He smirked with his wide smile, my stomach did a flip, but almost out of surprise, not expecting such a blunt compliment.

We arrived to Dave and Busters and decided to play a few rounds of every game we could before settling down and eating. Mara and Logan didn’t even think twice before getting their game card and headed straight toward the big claw machine with life-sized teddy bears. The air shifted between Josh and I, us looking at each other awkwardly, before I grabbed his arm and pulled him toward the foosball table with a slight laugh. I wouldn’t let tonight be a weird one, I needed to get out of my head for once. Tests, homework, and even this unspoken tension between Shawn and I that had been wrapped heavily in my chest since our time at the pond. I couldn’t help but slightly be sad at his response when he found out I was going to be out tonight with Josh. Josh was a good friend though, he helped me in lectures, he made me laugh when I was about ready to rip my hair out, but still in my mind I only saw him as my friend. It made me feel guilty that he did all that for me but yet I couldn’t get that same tingling feeling that Shawn gave me only by looking at me. 

We started to play the game intensely, us moving side to side, laughing out loud, then I scored the first goal. I yelled in victory, putting both arms in the air and continuing to dance with joy.

“Ha ha ha! Now that’s an appetizer on you, to me. I’m thinking buffalo wings? Or fried pickles?” I poked at his sides, then noticed he looked just above my head and his whole face changed, a look of annoyance dancing in his eyes.

“For real man.” He sighed and looked down, I followed his gaze and saw the one and only coming up to both of us, a blonde skinny girl wearing a pink tank top and jeans so skinny I could barely fit my forearm in them. I mentally vomited, a feeling I had never really experienced. I never got jealous because I never had a dude to get jealous over. 

“Hey guys, looks like fun over here.” He gripped the girls hand, and she giggled in a high pitched voice. “Can we join?”

“You’ve got to be kidding me.” I said in a low voice, crossing my arms.

“Don’t you have something better to do Mendes? Like making out on the back of your motorcycle?” Josh said, putting a light hand on the lower of my back.

“Oh don’t worry we already have that covered.” He looked down at the girl and kissed her nose. Great, another mental vomit.

“I want to play this one right here, see if her game is as good as her brain.” 

“I’m good at everything I do, and you should know that.” I glared, getting on the other side of the table, challenging him.

“Let’s make a bet. If I win, we get to eat with you guys and you buy our meal.”

“And if I win, you leave.” 

“Fair enough. Let’s play.” 

The ball was tossed in and we both immediately started playing rough, the handles bumping and making loud noises. But at the end of it, the game was short lived, only 2 minutes, and the ball fell into his net. My tongue met the inside of my cheek, a smirking smile on my lips.

“A bets a bet Shawn. Now go enjoy your date.” He fumbled his jacket, coming around the table to try and reason with me.

“Y/N, wait can I at least talk to you about something first. I just need to say something.” He pleaded. At this moment I was so confused. It seemed he was here to clearly shove in my face that he had another girl in his life besides me despite all the time we had been spending together, but now he’s spun a 360 trying to reason with me. I don’t know if it’s the fact that I’m here with Josh, or that I’m with another guy in general, but he did not want to leave like this.

“Hey, she said to leave that was the bet. She won, now go.” Josh tried to interject.

“No wait, just let him speak.”

“About what?!” he screamed.

“It’s about something in our class okay.” Shawn got in too close to his face, that I had to step in between.

“Hey, Josh calm down. Just take the girl to our table, I’ll be there to eat in a little bit.”

“Fine.” He looked at the girl who didn’t have any clue about what was going on, just trudging along with Josh leaving us alone.

“What is it now Shawn. You had an opportunity to speak to me today in the coffee shop and now you’ve followed me here so what is so important that you had to-”

“I can’t stand the fact that you’re here with Josh.” He said so bluntly. “No, I can’t stand that you’re here with anyone besides me.” We both fell silent, the tension finally built up too much in him to keep silent. Thank God, because I would’ve never had the courage to address it.

“You and I both know there’s something other than a tutor-student relationship between us. I’ve sang for you, I’ve taken you to a secret spot nobody knows about, and I’ve thought about you ever since the first day I saw you in class, when I knew you had already hated me.”

“Shawn-”

“No let me finish. I’m not good at this you know I’m not. But I’ve poured my heart out to you in ways I never have with anyone else. My favorite part of my days are spent with you for hours just staring at a textbook reading numbers. I know your coffee order by heart now. There is something about you I can’t get away from. And I have to tell you before things get worse and you end hating me more or falling for someone else.” His hand found its way to my cheek, his eyes asking me to answer if in anyway I felt the same for him. And even if tried to lie, I couldn’t deny the feelings that had been brewing in me since that same day.

“I haven’t been falling for anyone else.” I admitted.

“Good.” He sighed in relief. He leaned in to kiss me but I stopped him, so badly wanting to continue.

“Not here, not now. I mean I’m still here with my friends Shawn and you brought another girl.” 

“She’s secretly in on it. Don’t worry about her. But I get it, just meet me after at my dad’s place on campus.”

“Sure.” I smiled up at him. I gave his hand a squeeze before walking over to our group table, a big smile on my face.

_____

At around 9 pm I had arrived at Shawn’s dads house that was directly on campus. It was huge, with windows the size of doors, glass art adorning the front door and a huge chandelier above the entrance. I knocked on the door, but no answer. I waited a few more minutes before knocking again a few more times. I had told Shawn I would be here at this time so it not like him to just not answer or blatantly ignore me.

“Cmon Shawn answer the door.” I knocked again, hearing a bunch of glass fall onto the floor which prompted me to open the door quickly to see if something bad was going on. In front of me all I see is a broken vase and some flowers and water on the floor, a bleeding Shawn, and his father looking extremely disappointed but over the whole situation. They both looked up at me, Shawn immediately running to my side.

“I-I’m so sorry I just heard the glass break I thought something was wrong-” he grabbed my face in reassurance, making sure no blood got on me.

“Hey hey shhhh no, no it’s okay just go upstairs, I’ll be fine.”

“Shawn, that’s very rude to not introduce me to your lady friend.” Shawn closed his eyes and sighed heavily.

“Dad, this is Y/N. Now will you leave us alone.”

“Oh you mean the Y/N?” He walked closer to both of us, Shawn coming in front of me.

“Yes dad, now you can go.”

“Don’t you want me to meet one of the smartest girls in the freshman class? I’ve been wanting to meet her since I picked you guys to have classes together.” 

Wait...what.

“Dad, please stop talking.”

“No Shawn, let him finish.” I crossed my arms, my face getting more red by the second. “You picked our classes together? If I may ask sir, how would you know me, I’m new here?”

“Oh I know you very well, top 5 best students in the clinical science program. Beautiful, smart, promising young lady. I had to get my son classes with the smartest girl to keep his grades up.” He said matter of factly.

“W-what...just to keep his grades up.” I looked at Shawn with the most heartbroken expression, realizing he only met me just because I had the brains to help him.

“Yes, precisely, he needed to stay out of military school and he’s a handsome guy for you, both of you deserve each other.” He said with a sly smile, and walked away into the home. I was left there feeling empty, my lips running dry, hands getting clammy.

“Shawn please tell me he’s lying.”

“Y/N, please let me explain-”

“You used me. You knew exactly who I was when we met!” Tears escaped my eyes quicker than before I could stop them. He tried to calm me down by rubbing my shoulders, his lips quivering.

“Is this why you told me your feelings tonight? So I wouldn’t leave you when I found this out?! That’s why you didn’t want me to hate you!”

“I told you because I needed you to know! I liked you Y/N I couldn’t keep acting like I didn’t! Please believe me!” He yelled out in pain.

“Nothing you can say will change anything! Was everything else a lie too? Do I even know the real Shawn Mendes!” Talking about the song he sung to me, the one that practically exposed everything he had clogged in his brain.

“You know me Y/N. I’m so sorry I wanted to tell you but I was afraid, afraid that you wouldn’t forgive me or believe that I actually fell for you.”

“I’m never going to forgive you! You took me away from my studies! You got in the way of the one thing I wanted most because I thought you were different! That you were deserving of help! That you could be even more than what people thought of you! I thought more of you Shawn! I helped you when no one else would, not even your father!”

“That’s why I like you! You helped me feel comfortable in my own skin, to be better than I ever thought I could be. Please Y/N let’s just talk.” He tried to pull me back inside, but I yanked my arm back hard, ready to run back home across campus.

“No, this, this is never gonna happen. Good luck in math Shawn. I’m done.” I started to run back home, tears blinding my eyes (at least I knew the way back). I thought he would’ve been different. He showed me he could be better, that he was trying, that he wasn’t the guy I first heard about. He made my heart sore, he made me forget about the pain and stress of school like nobody else. But this is my karma, this is what I get for diverting my attention of from what was most important, my studies and keeping my head in school to achieve my dreams.

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Whatever it takes (Ethan Ramsey x MC)

Open Heart, Ethan Ramsey x MC

  Author’s note: Hello, hello, hello! After yesterday’s chapter my mind has been working a little too hard, analyzing Ethan’s behavior, his reactions. So, basically, all of the dialogue you’re about to read is directly from chapter 11, I just took a spin at what could be going on in that beautiful head of his.

English is not my first language, my MC is Clarissa “Claire” Herondale and Ethan destroyed and put me back together just to destroy me again.

 Word count: 2569

 When you begin noticing you have feelings for someone, your mind and body subconsciously starts to gravitate towards them. You can tell that you are doing it, but there is nothing you can do, sooner or later you’re going to break.

And Ethan did just that.

That night in Miami was his breaking point. For weeks he was in denial, trying to convince himself that he didn’t have feelings for Claire, that she was at most, just a friend. A good friend, great even. He trusted her, she wanted to help him and she had her ways of cheering him up without being aware of doing it.

His dam broke. He kissed her like there was no tomorrow, held her like it was the last time he’ll ever see her, pull her close like it was the last time he’d ever get to do that.

Though about that he might have been right.

In one moment he was lost in her, she was his everything. In another, his mind caught up with his heart and made him stop to think.

He had to stop it before it went to far. Before he would not be able to give her up.

He knew that if they went all the way, he would not be able to let her go. Not for a night, not for a day, not ever. He’d like her to stay with him forever and he knew they couldn’t do that. Not in their situation.

So he stopped it. Broke their hearts, gave her excuses, the words bitter in his mouth. They came back to Boston and everything seemed normal to an outside viewer. But it wasn’t.

He knew it would be hard. Seeing her everyday at work and suddenly all he could see was her, her soft moans ringed in his ears, his mind occupied with her beautiful mind and face.

She seemed to be doing okay. Definitely better than him. They managed to keep their facades in front of their coworkers, not raising any suspicions.

Naveen finally got to meet her. Ethan could tell the two would hit it off right away, they were so similar in many aspects. He was right.

His mentor liked her from the moment she entered the room and looked at him, greeting him politely before straying her eyes towards Ethan for a second, then going back to Naveen. He could feel his heart speed up under her gaze. It was at this moment that he knew that, like it or not, he was a goner. If she could make him feel like this with just one glance, just one kiss, what would she do to him if they…

He shook his head, standing by Naveen’s bed, Claire a few steps away from him, doing tests. His thoughts have wandered to her, again. Naveen made a comment on Ethan rubbing off on Claire and their eyes met for a short second. The storm in him intensified, his heart swelling. Memories of their kiss in Miami flooded his mind, not letting him focus on anything else. She was thinking about it too. He could see it in her eyes, her pupils dilated; her breathing picked up.

They broke eye contact quickly to prevent Naveen from catching on to anything. Not successfully. At this point, after knowing Naveen for so long, he should have known nothing was going to escape his attention.

“Oh…you two are getting quite close, aren’t you? Sharing this secret and… others…” he trailed off, looking at Ethan smugly, as though he solved the difficult case. He froze for a second, regaining his composure and glaring at his mentor.

They resumed their conversation, discussing Naveen’s condition. He was improving, but Claire, just like him, noticed that not everything was going better.

Then Naveen coughed. And blood showed up on his napkin. Ethan frowned, worry taking over his features.

“Claire, we have a new symptom. We need to run tests on his blood.”

“But we cannot do it without all that paperwork.”

“We do whatever it takes. We’ll have to do it ourselves.”

“Can’t you do it on your own?”

“It would be too suspicious for me to go there alone should someone catch me. Please, Claire, I… I can’t do this without you…” he was desperate. He felt time play tricks on him, laughing in his face against his best efforts. She nodded, her face grim but her eyes were supportive.

“Okay… let’s go.”

“I knew you would understand.” He smiled and opened the door for her, letting her go first. Looking back at Naveen one last time he noticed a knowing smile on his face. He shook his head and went after Claire.

They were walking down the hall, not saying a word to each other. Meanwhile his mind was in a frenzy. His eyes kept on straying to her, taking in her image in the corner of his eye.

He tried. He really tried to throw away any memories from Miami from his brain but it’s just as though she was permanently etched into his head, never to leave.

Ethan suddenly sees Dr. Wen coming their way. His arm shoots out in front of Claire, grabbing her by her waist to stop her movement. She looks at him, confused.

“What is it?”

“It’s dr. Wen, the lab chief. She was supposed to be on a break.” Her eyes shine with alarm, her body frozen.

“She’ll see us! Quick, Dr. Ramsey! Hide in the supply closet!” she says, keeping her voice low, pushing on his chest with her hands, backing him into the room and closing the door behind them.

“Hey- “

“Shhhh…” she put her hand on his mouth almost as if she didn’t think before doing it. They both hold their breath as the footsteps can be heard right outside the door. Ethan wished he could say that he wasn’t breathing because of the threat of being caught, but that was not true.

The truth was, he couldn’t breathe because for the first time since Miami, they were so close to each other. Their bodies pressed against one another in the small space, his arm still around her, her hands on him. He was looking at her, wondering how long he could keep up his act.

They heard Dr. Wen mutter something to herself and leave the hall, going on her break. He felt her body relax against his, letting out her breath. She turned her head towards him and their eyes met. She realized after a second what position they were in. He made himself take her wrist firmly in his hand, moving it away from his mouth.

“We’re going to have to work on our boundaries.” He whispered to her in case someone was still around. Yes. Work on boundaries. I’d like them gone.

“Definitely. Right after you enlist me to break into this hospital facility with you, right?” her voice was dripping with sarcasm, but he could hear a faint smile.

“… Touché” a smile made its way onto his face.

Their eyes locked again and he took a step towards her, not breaking their eye contact, looking intensely at the woman before him. Their bodies were closer and closer, almost no space between them, the air around them seemed electrified…

… and then he reached behind her for the test tubes, composing himself at the very last second before he gave into his desire.

“We’ll need these.” He held them up so she could see what he was talking about. Her eyes moved from his face to the objects in his palm, her breath coming out shaky with emotions and tension.

Ethan opened the door, looking outside to see if anyone was there and when he was sure they were safe, he held them for her so she could walk out of the storage room.

They got to the lab and closed the door behind them. Claire let out a sigh of relief.

“I think we are in the clear now, but we still should be as quick as possible.” He mused quietly, speaking to her. Then he proceeded to give her instructions on how to prepare the samples while he got the computer ready.

She got to work immediately, composed and focused, while Ethan turned his attention to the computer before him that just seemed to not want to cooperate. He smacked the side of it with his palm, cursing under his breath.

“What’s wrong?” Claire’s concerned voice reached his ears. So many things.

“It froze up on me. I’ll have to reboot the whole thing before we can continue.” He pressed a few things and the machine came up to life again, the progress bar loading very slowly.

“It looks like it will take some time.” She said, not looking at him.

“Time that we don’t have! We’re risking too much just by- “ he cuts himself off, guilt taking over, his fingers pinching the bridge of his nose. He felt like an asshole, it wasn’t her fault. None of it wasn’t her fault. “I’m sorry… I shouldn’t take this out on you.” And you have every right to call me out on it right now. I deserve it.

“I know you don’t mean it. You’re just frustrated. I am too.” her voice is certain and confident, her eyes shining and boring into his soul, tearing right through his walls straight into him.

“Thank you for being so understanding. But I can’t afford to push away the one person I can trust with this.” I trust you.

“Have you ever done anything like this before?” her question was no doubt about breaking into the lab but the truth was, there were a lot of things that he did for the first time since she appeared in his life.

“Not exactly. But I’ve bent the rules before. I’ve been a thorn in the side of many administrators. Things are… more complicated now that the chief someone I actually respect. But I can’t give up. I owe Naveen everything.” All my life, the chance to become the doctor I am today… including the chance to meet you… “I can’t lose him. I won’t lose him.”

“Dr. Ramsey… we’ll find a way. And I’ll be right by your side every step of the way.” She smiled brightly at him, confidence in her voice, her positivity infectious. He fixed his eyes on her, watching her carefully, a small smirk growing on his lips.

“You’re… not like the usual interns, Rookie.” His eyes still on her, unable to move. He snapped out of it a moment later, turning to look at the analyzer, putting in the test information. “Are those samples ready? We need to be quick.”

He looks at her as she fills the last tube with Naveen’s blood without hesitation, doing it perfectly.

“Trustworthy and competent, I see.” He was smiling so widely he was sure his cheeks will hurt later.

“Don’t look so surprised.” She shot his a smirk and loaded the samples into the analyzer. Ethan turned on the machine.

“And now we wait…” he said as both of them leaned against the counter, waiting for the results.

“Can this be any slower?”

“Spoken like someone who’s never monitored an M.R.I.” there it was again, a smile on his face. He was sure that he has never smiled more than after he met her.

The analysis was complete a couple of minutes later, he tears off the printout and proceeds to read it. His face falls.

“What is it?” she asked, concerned, leaning closer to him.

“His erythrocyte sedimentation rate is elevated. Whatever his infection is, it’s still there… But what’s most troubling is his glomerular filtration rate…” his voice trails off as he hands her the report.

“His kidneys could fail. What do we do?”

“We keep trying everything we can think of. We have to find the source of his infection…” he looks at her, her posture betrays her state of mind. “I have some research to do. Update Naveen, leave nothing out. He’ll know if you’re hiding something.” He sighted.

“Yes, Doctor…” she said and turned around, leaving him without another word.

“Claire, wait…” her name seemed so good in his mind. So right.

“Yes?” she turned around to face him again.

“I just wanted to say… thank you. I suppose I’m in your debt, now.” Not the first time, not the last and I don’t think I’ll be ever be able to repay you.

“I don’t need you in my debt, Dr. Ramsey. But I need some honesty.”

“What do you mean?” he asked, even though he already knew what she was going to say next. And he was afraid.

“Be honest… about us.” She looked him straight in the eye, challenging him.

“I’m… not sure what you mean.” He acted like he was shocked by her request, but the truth was, he had no idea how to answer.

“I think you know exactly what I mean.” Her eyes seemed to drill a hole in him, reaching the deepest and darkest parts and shining a light on them.

He turned around, his back to her, just to hide his face. He was losing it again, feeling it slip from his grasp with every second.

Her steps towards him could be heard in the room and then a warm hand was placed on his shoulder.

“Please, Claire. This is hard enough already.” Pain in his voice was evident and he was sure she caught on to that.

“Then why keep fighting it? We both want this. We both feel this. It almost seems… inevitable…” she sounded vulnerable, opening her heart to him again. His control was dissipating faster and faster, threatening to leave him altogether.

He turned around to face her, locking their eyes. He was sure that she could see right through him just by looking into his eyes. All the longing he felt towards her… all the pain…

His hand acted before his brain registered what was happening. His fingers stroked her cheek gently, her smooth and delicate skin soft under his fingertips.

“We’re doctors, Claire. Fighting the inevitable is our job description.” He took his hand away and walked past her, running away from her, not looking back.

He reached his office and slumped against the door heavily, his breathing elevated, his heart beating way too fast, hurting in his chest, all the energy leaving his body.

He managed to escape before slipping again. She put her hand on him and he was mere seconds away from pushing her up against the counter and kissing her, just like he wanted to in the supply closet and countless times before that, every time he saw her.

He realized that if he had some self-control before today, he had none right now. It all flew out the window when he reached for her in the hall, trying to stop her from exposing them.

Exposing them.

He didn’t know how long he could keep himself from acting on his feelings. She was important to him, much too important to compromise her career and her reputation. But he was also a human, a simple man. His heart ached when he saw her, his mind froze, his eyes followed her every move.

He needed to figure things between them. Do everything he could to find a way.

Whatever it takes.

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The Morning After - Liam x MC

Continuation of “Ladies and Gentlemen The King Has Left The Building!” <---- you may want to have a ready of this before reading “the morning after”

Pairing: Liam x Riley 

Summary: … Its the morning after and riley decides to take advantage of the fact that Liam couldn’t remember the events from the night before...

Word Count: 2,483

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 The next morning Riley woke up to a weight lying ontop of her. She moaned and grumbled as she tried to move, but she couldn’t. “what the-” she mumbled as her eyes flickered open to see her husband lying ontop of her snoring away, both of them still fully dressed.

“Liam” she whispered trying to wake him without startling him “Liam!” she said louder causing him to groan and move slightly “Liam!” she raised her voice loud enough to wake up but not too loud to alert the guards outside.

“shhhhh Riley im sleeping” he groaned “get off’a me!” she chastised as she gently pushed him over, so he would move. He rolled over a little too far causing him to roll off the side of the bed, hitting the floor with a thud

“ouch! Riley!!” he groaned

“don’t you ouch Riley me!” she mumbled “I can’t feel half my body because you, Mr I’m going to drink a shit ton of alcohol and embarrass myself, fell asleep ontop of your wife after you got her all hot and bothered!”

“shhhh don’t shout” Liam mumbled quietly. Riley moved over to the side of the bed wondering why he hadn’t gotten back up yet, as she looked over she cursed under her breathe. There he lay falling back asleep. “LIAM!” she bellowed startling him awake!

“shhhh!!!!!” he grimaced as he covered his ears. “you’re so mean to me”

“that’s what you get for leaving me high and dry mister!”

“what?” he asked confused as he slowly sat himself up, leaning on the bed with his head leaning down on his arms “I don’t remember anything Riley, what happened?”

“what’s the last thing you remember?”

“um our conversation outside, just before we came back into the palace.”

“why are we still dressed? Didn’t we…y’know…?”

“no…no we did not “y’know”! I thought we were going to…the whole damn palace thought we were going to!”

“what?” he lifted his head

“oh yeah…you announced it to the whole damn party that I was trying to get into your pants and that you were going to bring me back to our room and…ohh let me see…what was it you called it?” she replied sarcastically “hmmm…oh yes that’s it…we were gonna play hide the sausage…and you were going to be parking the beef bus…in tuna town!” she yelled in a whisper. She watched as Liam's face reddened from embarrassment.

“i told the whole court?” he whispered in shock

“everyone that was still there!”

“oh my- how am I supposed to face them now!” he sighed

“oh…never mind the people of court…the poor waiter! You booped him!”

“I booped him?”

“right on his damn nose! THEN LAUGHED! REPEATEDLY!” she tried not to laugh but she couldn’t help it “poor damn waiter…his face was a picture though”

“Riley this isn’t funny…I’m a king for goodness sake!”

“yeah, a king who’s still sitting in his clothes from the party last night, sitting on the floor after falling off the bed, with a splitting headache!” she laughed

“riley…this isn’t funny” he smirked

“oh, my poor Liam…you think that’s bad you don’t know the worst of it!” riley laughed, she wanted to really get him back for leaving her high and dry, so she decided to mess with him a little bit.

“what?” he asked her seriously

“yeah…I’m not sure if I should tell you”

“Riley you gotta tell me…”

“are you sure you wanna know?”

“yes Riley! Yes, I want to know!”

“alright…well…you should probably avoid Bastian as much as you can”

“why? What did I do?” Liam answered seriously

“let’s just say your highness that you decided to play a little tonsil tennis last night and it wasn’t with me!” she was dying to laugh as she watched Liam's face go pale.

“what?” he gulped

“yeah…”

“how the hell am I supposed to avoid Bastian! Hes my damn security!! He follows me everywhere!”

“I don’t know maybe you should have thought of that before you went to first base with him” she chuckled

“Riley! This isn’t funny”

“I’m sorry I can’t help it…its hilarious!” she guffawed

“wait…why aren’t you hungover!” Liam asked knowing Riley had also been drinking

“because my lovely husband… I worked in a bar…I have mastered the talent of drinking without a hangover” she smirked

“you should really go shower, you have like thirty minutes before your first meeting with Francesco starts”

“oh no…how am I going to face him after last night?”

“I’m sure he won’t even remember, and if he does he’s not going to embarrass you Liam…you’re the king…he’ll probably act like he doesn’t have a clue what you’re talking about, just don’t bring it up”

“yes…but I know what happened Riley!...the things I said in front of him…in front of everyone” he groaned as he got up running his hands over his face and through his hair

“Liam you still have fake blood on your face…” realising he had just pulled it through his hair he groaned making his way over to the bathroom. Riley stood from the bed and made her way over to him, catching him just at the door.

“I didn’t get a morning kiss” she whispered shyly

“oh” he smiled softly, leaning down and placing his lips on hers.

“I’ll get you some breakfast to eat before your meeting” she smiled

“and som-”

“painkillers” she finished what he was going to say.

“yes…thank you” he placed a gently kiss on her head then headed into the bathroom to climb into the shower.

After a quick shower, the bathroom door opened and out walked Liam with a towel wrapped around his waist. Water droplets falling from his hair onto the small towel he had draped over his shoulders. Riley had just finished making his breakfast in the little kitchenette in the royal apartment, she walked into the bedroom, placing his plate of pancakes down on the small table with two painkillers and a glass of orange juice.

Liam stood in front of his dresser, drying his hair with the towel from his shoulders. riley headed over to the walk in closet to get some clothes for when she got out of the shower.

“Riley?” Liam called

“yeah?”

“can you come here for a second…”

Riley made her way out into the bedroom where Liam stood butt ass naked looking through his drawers.

“did you move my briefs?”

“Liam…why on earth would I do that?” she smirked

“because its you…” he smirked

“you want your panties you’re going to have to look for ‘em”

“Riley! For the millionth time they’re men’s briefs”

“what about…budgie smugglers?”

“Riley!”

“Banana Hammock?”

“no”

“Pickle pincher”

“Riley I swea-”

“MANTIES” she guffawed as she made her way back into the closet then walked out just a few seconds later with a black pair of men’s briefs

“you moved them yesterday” she smirked

“I did?”

“yes…before we had dinner?”

“yes that’s right I did!, sorry” he blushed

“its alright…now get your manties on before someone comes looking for you” she pinged his underwear at him then walked back into the closet laughing.

“you’re lucky I love you!” he called to her as he caught them.

“aww I love you too sweetie!” she chuckled

Once he was dressed Liam sat down to quickly eat his breakfast and take his painkillers whilst Riley went for a shower. After putting his plate on the counter in the kitchenette he went into the bathroom and slid the shower door open a little.

“ill see you later” he smiled

“see you later sweetie, I love you” Riley smiled as she placed a gently kiss on his lips careful not to get any water on him.

“I love you too” he replied with a smile before pulling the shower door shut then heading out for his meeting. Once he reached the door to the apartment Liam gripped the handle then let out a deep breath knowing Bastian would be outside the door. He opened the door with a smile on his face.

“good morning your majesty” Bastian greeted him with a curt nod

“yes good morning” Liam replied a little awkwardly, Liam stood not knowing what to say next.

“ummm…” he mumbled then cleared his throat “shall we?...” he gestured for them to head down the corridor.

“of course your Majesty…after you.”

“of course” Liam smiled slightly then started to make his way down to his meeting.

He had no idea if he should say anything about the night before or if he should just pretend it never happened…no he should say something…Bastian was his head of security but also a friend, he didn’t want it to be awkward between them.

“Bastian…I-I hope you will accept my apology for last night”

“no need your Majesty…”

“yes there is Bastian…”

“you were just enjoying the ball your Majesty nothing wrong with that…as a matter of fact…I quiet enjoyed the show” Bastian smirked

“you enjoyed it?”

“yes your Majesty…it was quiet entertaining”

“entertaining?” Liam whispered to himself

“don’t worry your Majesty…your secret is safe with me”

“no Bastian there is no secret, ive not got any secrets”

“what happens between two people stays between them” Bastian replied obviously talking about the kings behaviour last night, knowing that hardly any members of the court were actually still there, he wasn’t going to say a word to anyone about the kings kinky mind.

“yes…thank you?” Liam thanked him confused about the whole conversation.

Once they approached the door to his office, the two stopped outside.

“your Majesty…” Bastian pointed to his own lips trying to show the king that he had a little bit of his breakfast on his mouth. Liam's eyes widened, shocked as he took a step back

“Bastian! That is not appropriate!!” Liam exploded then turned and entered the room, closing the door behind him.

Liam spent the whole meeting stuck in his head, he couldn’t stop thinking about the conversation with Bastian…why on earth would Bastian think it was okay to do that? He knew he was married… The king rattled his brain trying to figure it out.

It was just twenty minutes into the meeting when Francesco grabbed the king’s attention.

“Your Majesty…if I may be forward…I wasn’t going to say anything but…it seems you have something on your mouth” Liam turned to see his reflection in the window beside him then he gasped “no…” he whispered as he removed the food, realising that Bastian had just been pointing out the food on his mouth.

“thank you Francesco” he nodded as his attention fell to the meeting. The meeting finished about forty minutes later, once Francesco had left the room Liam called Bastian in.

“your majesty”

“Bastian…I apologise…I shouldn’t have yelled earlier, I didn’t realise you were telling me I had something on my face”

“that’s quite alright”

“No Bastian it isn’t, you know I’ve been racking my brain all through that meeting about our conversation earlier…about last night…i was intoxicated…I should not have advanced on you the way that I did…it was unprofessional…”

“but your maje-”

“No Bastian I’m not finished, I am happily married…I have a wife…we are planning on having children…what happened last night was…out of character and I assure you it will never happen again”

“your Majesty I don’t recall you advancing on me”

“now Bastian…you don’t have to pretend because I am your king…I get it…you enjoyed it when I kissed you-”

“your Majesty! I assure you!-”

“Bastian, please, I was at fault, I shouldn’t have kissed you”

“I think you may have been a little more intoxicated than you think, your majesty…I assure you…you did not kiss me!”

“but Riley sa-” as soon as Liam realised what had happened, his face went bright red.

“god dammit Riley!…” he groaned

“Bastian…I’m sorry…could we continue this conversation on the way up to the apartment?”

“of course…after you.” Bastian smirked

As they headed up to the apartment Liam apologised to Bastian repeatedly, he explained to him what had happened, Bastian found it hilarious.

“wait so when I tried to tell you, you had something on your face-”

“yes…I thought you wanted a kiss” Liam chuckled as his face went red.

Once they reached the apartment, Bastian waited at the side of the door, whilst Liam walked in. Riley was sitting on the sofa, reading through some papers when Liam walked in. He stopped as soon as he seen her. When Riley heard the door open, she looked up to see him standing there with a smirk on his face.

“you!” he pointed at her.

“now Liam…” she said as she slowly got up from the sofa, putting the papers down on the table “just…take a deep breathe” she smirked then looked over towards the bedroom door.

“its not funny” Liam stated not moving a muscle

“I’m…just gonna go…” Riley bolted, jumping over the back of the sofa on her way towards the bedroom, with Liam hot on her tail…

“Riley rhys I swear to god…when I catch you!” he called running after her.

Liam chased Riley into the bedroom, laughing as they went.

“I cant believe you did that!” he smirked as he stood on one side of the bed and she stood on the other.

“I had some food from breakfast on my mouth before i went into the meeting, he tried to tell me by pointing to his lips…I THOUGHT HE WANTED A KISS!!!”

“I CAN’T…I’M GONNA GET A STITCH” Riley laughed hysterically.

“I can’t believe you did that” he laughed

“I had to…you couldn’t remember…of course I was going to get a little fun out of it.”

“you are so lucky I love you…no one else would get away with embarrassing a king like that” he smirked

“aww it’s because you love me so very much…”

“yes it is…but I think I owe you some payback” Liam slowly made his way around to Riley.

“come here sweetie” Liam smirked

“no…” she laughed

“awe c’mon…come here…” he laughed as he stepped closer to her

“Liam rhys…I am not stupid…”

“oh Riley…my sweet, sweet Riley”

Riley smirked as she stood with her back to the bed. Liam stepped closer to her, as he went to take one final step, Riley quickly climbed onto the bed, as she went to head for the door, Liam gently grabbed her feet. As she fell down on to the mattress laughing, she turned over to face him as he leaned himself over top of her, holding himself up.

“and what are you doing?” she smirked with one of her eyebrows raised and a smirk on her face.

“I’m just giving my wife what she deserves” he chuckled as he leaned down, pressing his lips against Riley's.

“why don't we get started on that family we talking about?“ liam whispered

“I would love that“

Just a short while later the two lay side by side under the duvet.

“and that…my dear husband…is all I wanted” Riley laughed as she cuddled into his chest.

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two in one because I fell asleep lol

ball state visit day!! I kept having dreams about sleeping in too late and not getting there on time, and the whole dream was tinted in shades of brown. (also I want to mention before I forget that the night before, I had a nightmare about a life sized spring trap living in the corner of my room that would walk towards you and attack like a slow weeping angel unless you stared at him with yellow glasses on. he went from terrifying to being my boyfriend for a moment and then back to terrifying before I woke up. I'm glad I have a desk in that corner of my room so I KNOW its impossible, even in a half-asleep headspace.) but I got up with plenty of time to spare, showered, washed my hair, had breakfast, gathered my things, and we were off! we left a lot earlier the I expected because my mom wanted to drive around campus and see what it was like and bring my sister along. the drive was pert straightforward until we had to take a bunch of weird directions to actually get on campus. we drove around looking at all the buildings (LOTS of brick, huh) and peeking into a couple of them. my sister and I walked through the woods a little bit, looked through the bookstore, and looked some of the photography pieces in the halls. eventually it got closer to the time my friends agreed to meet up, and I anxiously waited for them to walk up. thankfully they both arrived at the same time and my mom razzed my friend SO HARD for looking like a skeleton of a man while the doors/windows of the car were still closed. I got out of the car and we walked around the art museum for a while before they closed. there was a pop-art exhibit upstairs and a LOT of religious and abstract and historical stufff downstairs. they were closing really soon so we headed put and walked around campus and talked and warmed ip to each other since were had to be really quiet in the museum. we walked through some buildings and talked about classes and campus until we got to the bookstore building with the food court. I had actually been there a couple of times for jazz band competitions over the years in high school, but I was still a bit of a nervous wreck trying to navigate it lmao. but we had a nice lunch and I ate too fast and got hiccups for the rest of the got dang day. my friend paid for my lunch which was very nice of her, thank you friend :> after lunch we toured the rest of the building where my art classes would be next year. we walked into one room and someone left some BEAUTIFULLY stylized cartoony drawings that I found really impressive. after that we headed off to the dorms where they gave me a mini tour and we played an INTENSE game uno flip. then another, where we did shitty accents at each other and accused each other of being homophobic/abelist (JOKING, OBVIOUSLY. 2 of us are queer and 2 of us are neurodiverse so its fine lmao) and after uno we play a little whiplash until skeleton man had to go. he promised to play Stardew valley with someone else at 9. I had asked my mom to pick me up a little before nine, but unfortunately she had some trouble with directions and we had to spend a while walking around outside trying to figure out where the FUCK she was. we eventually found her lol. my mom and I drove home and talked about my day and got Burger King. I ate too much and got too full and had to lie down when I got home oops. I think I went to bed a little early 

and as for today, it was really nice and relatively uneventful. I woke up early after some tossing and turning and apparently taking off my sweatshirt in the middle of the night?? somehow??? since the weather was so nice I spent a lot of my time outside with my cat :) my sister talked me into going to goodwill, and while at first I didn't want to because looking through shirts at goodwill is boring, I went anyway because we would go to dollar tree afterwards. we took the car because we were in the main road less than 30 seconds and it would have been too hot to comfortably walk. it felt really freeing to just be able to drive somewhere! going to goodwill was actually a lot nicer than I thought it would be; it felt nice getting out of the house, although I now realize I had just been out all day yesterday?? meh. I kind of enjoyed filing through shirts with her until I got really hot under my mask. I wanted to check if they had any yarn grab bags, but to no avail. so we walked into dollar tree looking for snacks and possible art supplies. my sister lead me around a corner, and apparently they had rearranged the store a little because all the art supplies were on one wall!! I was actually pretty surprised at their selection of stuff; there were KNITTING NEEDLES! and chalk markers! but most importantly they had Y A R N! and pretty ok quality yarn, too. very nice cute pastel colors, so I had to buy one small skein of each of the six colors. earlier today I had seen a tutorial on how to crochet fairy wings from a wire frame, so that morning I took an old beat up pair of wings my sister and I had and stripped off the feather boa border and out away the pantyhose material in the middle. one wire popped out of place, so I gotta figure out how to fix that before I can continue. but after our shopping, we sat in the car and chilled. listening to musoc and I ate the cheezits I bought. we drove around a little bit, circling around the park once, and returning home, making sure to leave the car how we found it so dad wouldn't notice that we borrowed it. shhhh, secret mission. I changed into shorts, and we both laid outside in the backyard to enjoy the sun. my sister took the trampoline and I took the hammock. Lily came and hopped onto my lap for a while, and I pet her and did my best to shield her eyes from the sun. I almost fell asleep lol. eventually the house blocked the sun, so I went inside and stared making a frozen pasta thing. I split it with my sister and it was really good. I played some stardew valley, taking breaks to stretch my legs n stuff, but quit when I accidentally died in skulll cavern trying to get to level 100. I think I'll have to wait for the best luck day to do it, because I wasn't making great progress anyway. I'll just redo that day. anyhow I showed my dad the yarn I got (telling him my sister and I walked there), had some ice cream, brushed my teeth, and now im laying in bed with my cat, a fan on, and my window cracked open to hear rolling thunder from a nearby storm <3

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