#they have very different perspectives on their family and the state of their governmemt in general
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The random card au udagawas make me feel like breaking shit I love them sm I want them to scream at eachother and I want it to be so so painful for the both of them
#rat rambles#band posting#random card au#they have very different perspectives on their family and the state of their governmemt in general#they both at least end with the understanding that they both suck but how they relate to that knowledge is very different#ako very much grew up in ignorance while tomoe grew up being expected and pressured to uphold it#and ako for most of her life idolised her family and the stories and ledgends they artificially created while tomoe was always at least#vaguely aware of their bullshittery#and that added onto the time they spent appart and different after tomoe got bonked just adds up to a mess of a time#basically that sinking realisation that theyll probably never be that close again and that they were never on the same page to begin with#and thats also even more worsened by them first reuniting before tomoe starts fully working towards actually dealing with her memory loss#which ako unintentionally holds against her even after tomoe has remembered more#ako cant let go of tomoe looking at her like a monster and tomoe cant let go of ako looking at her like theres smth wrong with her#tomoe post brain damage has a lot of issues with identity and self worth and experiences a lot of mood swings and while it does fuck with#her being treated like shes a crazy person does not help in the slightest#and she cant help but feel like ako feels that way abt her and that she hates her for it#and they dont hate eachother. even after everything they never could. but realising that their bond wasnt unbreakable made if feel that way#this is me making up for giving sayo and hina a good sibling relationship in this au /j#as always I ❤ complicated sibling relationships in fiction
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