#this cake was my go to for my birthday for yearssss

[nylarac]

YES

YES YES YES YES

MY BELOVED COSTCO ALL AMERICAN CHOCOLATE CAKE (IN LARGE CUPCAKE FORM) IS BACK I AM SO SO HAPPY

the original vs cupcake form they don't look as big as they are in person but trust me these things are Huge

[mikobeautifulheart]

drunk megumi kissing you like there's no tomorrow. (no smut please!!!)

so like, everyone here is aged up to 18+. yuji and nobara wanted to see how megumi reacts when he gets drunk. they purposefully mix alcohol to one of his cold drink. he drinks it, goes to my dorm and then.... yeah..... it is up to you now.

ummm, maybeee you could make him pin me to the wall or my bed UGH!! JUST MAKE IT HOT!! A HOT MAKE-OUT SESSION!!!!

and ofc, write this only if you're comfortable enough.

thank you in advanceeeee!! <3333333333

Ask and you shall receive. Also its mostly unedited but I wanted to get this done for you ASAP. Hope its what you had in mind-ish? There is no smut and I tried to get it as hot as possible in my mind rn. Hope you enjoy!

BTW ur my first request so...congrats?

DrunkMegumi! And his over due confession.

Word count: 1398

TW: I guess you technically drugged Megumi?

Is he really dead on the inside? (Drunk Megumi confession)

Yes all characters are aged up to 20 and there is not a hint of smut. Just uh…Hotness.

Being a sorcerer is many things. It's a sacrifice of giving up on desires like love. And it's also years and years and yearssss of built up stress. 

Everyone gets stressed right? Between Yuji and Nobora, Megumi only has two moods. Kill and annoyance. 

Knowing that there had to be more to their reserved friend they both tried to come up with a plan on their assigned mission together. Anything that would bring out this ‘Hidden side’ of Megumi.

“What if we put him on a really fast roller coaster” Yuji said

“What are you, 15? No one goes to those amusement parks any more moron.” Nobora said her eyes twitching from all the ideas they have come up with. Nothing on their list would seem to work on Megumi. He was to ‘Dead on the inside’

“Wait. we’re not 15 any more” Yuji said his eyes brightening with an idea

“Yeah, so spit it out.” Nobora said on the verge of punching Yuji square in the face.

“Megumi's 20th birthday is next week…”

Nobora stops walking, sensing that Yuji might actually be onto something.

“What if we…mess up his drink, ya know, maybe hand him the wrong cup”

“YOU IDIOT, YOU'RE RIGHT” Nobora yelled slamming her fist into her palm. Of course whether this was the ‘right thing to do’ was completely thrown out the window, when you were as desperate as them nothing mattered anymore.

Buzzz

Your phone rang in your pocket.

“It's Yuji. You said looking at the contact name then at Megumi.”

He sighed in annoyance but you knew he really meant that you should pick up. So with a swift hair flick to the side you put the phone to your ear. 

“Yuji, are you okay? Is Nobora alright?” You asked

“Y/N you gotta help us. It's about Megumi's birthday, we have a plan but we need you to do it because there's no way Megumi is going to trust us.”

Alarm bells are going off in your head because whatever those two have come up with can't be good, especially when Megumi is the target. You turn away from Megumi before responding.

“Look you two I don't know what you planned but it can’t be good. ”

“No, no wait” Yuji said, interrupting you.

“Don’t you wanna see Fushiguro tipsy?”

You paused. You've never seen Megumi drink, let alone anywhere near drunk.

“How do you suggest we do that?” you asked.

“Happy birthday to Megumiiiiiiiii, happy birthday to youuuuu”

“Alright cut it out already” He maybe 20 but he still acts like the 15 year old Megumi.

You start serving the cake while Yuji is silently escaping to the kitchen with the big bowl of punch he made with a secret ingredient and Nobora hands over some gifts to Megumi while he doesn't suspect a thing. 

You don't know why but your heart is racing. Maybe because you're nervous to see Megumi drunk, or that he would catch on before the plan was even in action. Or maybe the fact he was staring at you the whole time.

Probably that last one.

Its no secret you and Megumi got close over the years but it seemed like you were close enough to go to the next level he would pull away and you guys would go back to square one. Well after years of this happening you eventually learned that you’d never be more than friends. So that's how it stayed. But on those rare occasions that Megumi would make you feel nervous, he would really make you feel butterflies.

Yuji comes back into the room with the bowl of ‘punch’ handing out cups to everyone. When he gave one to Megumi, he could see Megumi's hesitation.

“What's the matter, Fushiguro? You don't like it? That's sad because Y/N made it for your birthday especially.”

You whipped your head around. Now you understood why Nobora and Yuji needed you to execute the plan.

“There's nothing weird in there if you were concerned, go on tell him Y/N” Nobora said, giving you the ‘go along with it’ look.

“Yeah…Its just tropical fruit juice and sprite ‘n whatever you mumbled the last bit not even knowing what the punch really was”

Megumi looked at you and the cup.

“No it’s just-I thought I had a bug in mine” he said before downing the whole cup.

That's how it was most of the night. He just kept drinking and drinking without a change.

“Maybe he has a high alcohol tolerance?” Yuji texed Nobora, clearly losing his excitement.

“Maybe you didn't put enough alcohol in” she was clearly annoyed that Megumi seemed to have no reaction so while Megumi left for whatever he left for, she snuck a whole nother bottle of alcohol in.

“Guys don’t you think this is going too far?” You asked, getting tired as it reached 10:00. You had missions in the morning you didn't want to keep being tired.

“Maybe your right” Yuji sighed

“This might all be a wasted effort”

“Where is Megumi anyways?” Nobora asked. You guys haven't heard from him in the past 10 minutes.

So you all snuck into Megumi's room to see him passed out on the floor.

“There's the reaction you were looking for” You said

Disappointed, Yuji and Nobora Help you put him on his bed and head to his door. 

“Good night guys” you said

“Aren't you coming?”

“I’ll do a quick clean up and then leave” You said with a yawn evident in your voice. 

“God I dont get why Megumi didn’t wife you up at all” Nobora sighed before walking out the door after Yuji shutting the door behind her.

“I thought about it, '' Megumi said, suddenly appearing behind you making you jump, not expecting his presence.

“Megumi?!”

His words were slightly slurred and his footsteps were slow. He was drunk.

“Uh umm I was going to do a quick clean up then leave but I can leave now if you want-” You said not knowing what Megumi was on about.

Suddenly you felt strong hands push you onto the door.

“Megumi?” you said, your face heating up.

“Megumi, you're drunk…you're not thinking straight right now, just go to sleep and drink water in the morning.”

“Do you care about me?”

You paused. Yes you wanted to say. For years since school and still now.

“Why would you ask that?” you asked turning your head to the side to avoid his gaze.

“You never dated another guy in the time ive known you…I…I took your life from you because I wanted you.” he mumbled. He sounded sorry like he really robbed you of your life, but honestly it was the opposite.

“Your right, i didn't date another guy because i did care about you, I still do and-”

Before you even finished you felt something soft on your exposed neck.

“MEGUMI?!” you squealed in sheer shock and surprise.

“‘M sorry, I was scared I would lose you if I became too attached , ya know? But 'm older now and i can’t keep living like this.” he said in between breaths

“‘N I just…I can’t”

He pulled away just to lift you off the ground bridal style to his room. He walked in and placed you on the bed and collapsing right next to you arm slung around your waist.

“Look Megumi, I said you were drunk okay? You just need to sleep” you got ip to leave before his hand caught your arm and pulled you back down.

“I'm sorry” he mumbled before holding the back of your head and giving you the most alcoholic kiss ever. Even if you tried you knew you couldn't pull away. You felt hot tears on your cheek. The guilt he felt for not doing this sooner, for making you wait, for making himself wait. His lips pulled away and trailed down your neck and shoulders. He pulled you closer. 

“Best birthday present ever” He said before going back to your lips.

THANK YOU FOR READING ♡

BONUS: “Man, I really wanted to see him confess or somethin’” Yuji said while walking back to his dorm with Nobora.

“Yeah I guess that guy really is dead on the inside '' she sighed disappointed.

AUTHORS NOTE: It's 1:30 rn but I really wanted to write this so its mostly un-edited. Sorry. AND REBLOGS ARE WELCOMED as per usual. :) Gn everyoneee.

[steves-on-a-plane]

Waiting For You

Words: 1597 Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader Timeline: Not Specific Request: “Omg u are taking requests? Can you write something about Bucky being readers boyfriend and she is just waiting for him to propose they have been together for yearssss and yearsss.” - Anon Summary: Bucky and Reader have been dating for seven years, but after dropping hints about wanting to get married for nearly a decade, Reader has finally accepted that it may not be in the cards for her and Buck. 

You’d  tried dropping hints over the seven plus years that you’d been dating Bucky. They were subtle at first. One time you left a stack of bridal magazines on the coffee table for a week to see if he said anything. Another time You started a conversation asking about which two colors he thought went best together. But over time the hints got less subtle. You talked about how nice your sister’s wedding was and how you couldn’t wait for your own special day. You’d read your friend’s Facebook posts aloud and talk about how they all seemed to be having kids. Every attempt seemed to go unnoticed.

“What are we watching tonight?” Bucky yawned as he snuggled up close to you on the couch. It was time for your weekly movie night and it was your turn to pick the movie.

“Twlight; New Moon.” You said pressing play on the remote. You draped a blanket across you and Bucky as movie started.

“The vampire movie?” Bucky sighed. “Didn’t we watch already?”

“Not this one.” You laughed. “There’s five of them.”

“Five!” Bucky complained. Alright well what happens in this one?”

“You’d know if you stopped talking.” You scolded him. You yawned and leaned against Bucky, your head resting on his chest. After only ten minutes Bucky had more questions.

“So Bella’s upset because she’s getting older and Edward is not? The dude’s 109!” Bucky exclaims pointing at the TV. He starts playing with a lock of your hair, twirling the strand around one of his fingers.

“But he looks seventeen.” You pointed out.

“That dude does not look seventeen!” Bucky argues. “Where’s my phone? I’m gonna Google how old this guy was.” Bucky strained to reach for his phone that was resting far away on the coffee table. He couldn’t quite reach with you laying on him. You handed him your phone without taking your eyes off the screen. “Ah-ha! I knew it!” He remarked a half-second later. “My dude was twenty-three when this movie was made.”

“Okay, but that’s not the point.” You sighed. “From Bella’s perspective, Edward doesn’t want to change her into a vampire at all. She’s thinks he is just going to stay with her until he she is too old for him and then he’d leave and move on. For Bella, it’s only ever going to be Edward, but she’s afraid that she will only ever be an insignificant blip in his life.”

“Why would she think that?” Bucky asked.

“Well, you’re missing the entire set up to the plot.” You whispered to him. “So please be quiet.”

As the movie played on Bucky eventually settled down and watched the movie. You were tired from the long day you’d had. You felt your eyelids grow heavy around the half-hour mark. You struggled to stay awake at first, New Moon was your favorite of the Twilight movies. But the security and warmth from being held in Bucky’s arms had you drifting off to sleep.

Two months past and you’d all but forgotten about that night. Your movie marathon had moved on from the Twilight saga and onto Harry Potter.  You’d given up on dropping even completely obvious hints about getting married too. You’d been together for seven years, at this point either Bucky was going to propose to you or her wasn’t. You were through with trying to force it to happen. It was the morning of your birthday and Bucky surprised you with breakfast in bed.

“Eat up!” He instructed. “I’ve got a full day of activities planned for us!”

“What kind of activities?” You asked, offering him a waffle.

“I already ate.” He waved the food off. He sat on the bed next to and leaned back on his pillow. He kicked his feet up and started listing off activities. “Let’s see, Breakfast in bed was first on the list, so check. Then I was thinking you might enjoy kicking my butt at a few rounds of Luigi kart…”

“It’s Mario Kart.” You snorted, trying not to choke on your food.

“Yeah, but I like Luigi better and there aren’t enough games named after him.” Bucky told you.  “So, we’re a Luigi Cart family in this house.”

“Okay.” You humored him. “And what are our plans after Luigi Cart?” ‘”I thought maybe we could go to the mall, do some shopping and eat at that restaurant you’re always trying to get me to go to but it’s closed on Sundays.”

“I can’t help it that the Chick-Fil-A curse means I only crave it on Sundays!” You exclaimed.

“Then after that I thought we could just come home and relax and snuggle. It’s been awhile since we’re spent the day just the two of us together.” He said.

“That sounds great, Bucky.” You agreed.

The day went mostly as Bucky described. You played Mario Kart for about two hours before heading to the mall. At the mall, Bucky was great about letting you drag him through all of your favorite stores. With your boyfriend’s arms weighed down with shopping bags, you took a break for lunch at Chik-Fil-a. A fast food restaurant that Bucky usually told you charged way too much for a food as cheap as chicken. Once you were all shopped out, Bucky drove you home.

“Just leave the bags in the car.” Bucky told you as he stepped out of the car. “I’ll cary them in later. I wouldn’t want my gal to lift a finger on her special day.” Bucky swoops in and kisses you before putting an arm around your shoulder.

“So movie night next?” You asked.

“Sure.” Bucky nodded. “But first, close your eyes.”

“Close my eyes? Why would I…”

“Humor me, please?” He asked.

“Alright.” You squeezed your eyes shut and let Bucky guide you into the house.

“SURPRISE!” You opened your eyes to see that Bucky had secretly put together a surprise party for your birthday. The house was decorated with streamers and balloons in lilac, your favorite color. There was a large six tire cake on display in the dining room, it too had lilac colored frosting and all of your friends were there, ready to celebrate the day with you.

“Wow! Thank you everyone!” You reached out and held Bucky’s hand. Parties or large gatherings weren’t really his thing so it meant a lot to you that he was willing to endure such a stressful envirement just for your birthday. “Thank you for putting this together.” You said, kissing him on the cheek.

“This is just the beginning, Babe.” Buck promised. “You guys hungry?” Bucky asks the crowd of Avengers around you. They reply with encouraging “Whoop-Whoop!”s and “Yeah!”s.

“We just ate lunch.” You frowned. “I don’t know how much more I can eat.”

“We’ll start with dessert then.” He said leading you into the dinning room. Bucky instructs everyone to gather around the table and with Steve’s help he removed the top layer of the cake. It is the smallest and probably only about four servings of cake.

“Do you remember a few months ago when we watched all of the Twilight movies?” He asked you. You nodded in response. “Well, those movies really got me thinking about something. Most of my adult life I’ve only ever seen myself as a monster. I thought I was destinted to be damned and I sure as hell didn’t think I’d ever catch the eye of a dame half as great as you.” Bucky reach out so that he was holding both of your hands in his. You were facing each other and looking directly into each others eyes.

“In a hundred life times, I’ll never understand how anyone so amazing could love me.” He continued. “And I don’t ever want my anxiety to get in the way of loving you. I don’t want to risk losing you because I was too afraid to let you know how I really feel. Happy Birthday [Y/N].” He sealed the birthday wish with a kiss.

“Thank you, Buck. No candles?” You teased him as you sized up the beautifully decorated but candle-less cake. Bucky didn’t comment as he handed you an ornamental cake knife. “Did you buy a cake knife just for this?” You asked him.

“It’s ours!” Clint shouted from where he stood in the back of the dining room with one arm holding his wife Laura close to him. “Think of it as something borrowed.” He told you cryptically. Holding the cake knife carefully you cut into the cake. You cut a small quarter out of the cake and slid the wedge out.

“I need a plate.” You laughed, completely missing the small silver object glistening inside the cake. “And a fork.” You added as Steve held up an empty plate to you.

“We’ll get you a fork later.” Bucky said. He takes the plate out of your hands and set the piece aside. “This wasn’t how I thought this was going to go but…” Bucky stuck his fingers inside the cake and seemed to dig something out of it. You couldn’t help but gasp when he produced a silver ring with a sapphire set atop it. “Something new, and blue.” He commened before lowing himself to the ground. “[Y/N] [Y/L/N], I’m sorry I made you wait so long, but will you make me the happiest mna on the planet and marry me?”

“I literally thought you would never ask.” You told him. You dropped down onto the ground so that you were kneeling next to him and threw your arms around his neck.

[lovemesomesurveys]

Would/Do you like having brown eyes? Meh. I wish I had blue or green, honestly. Do you spend a lot of time on the internet? I sure do. Could you live without the internet? Well yeah, but I wouldn’t enjoy it. Have you bought anyone a Christmas gift? Yes, many. I love buying gifts for my family. Do you have a Christmas tree in your house now? I have a mini one in my room. I said I was going to put my decorations away this year (they were up all year last year), but I have yet to do so. :X

How do you feel when someone hates on Apple? I’m an Apple gal, so. Do you have an Iphone? If so, which one? Yeah, an iPhone XR. Favorite flavor of jello? I don’t like jello. I see. Do you have long toes? No. What is one of your favorite compliments to recieve? I don’t receive compliments all that often, so any is nice. Even though I’m awkward af. Do you compliment other random people? No.  Could you see yourself buying a truck as your go to vehicle? No. What kind of car do you want? Something less than $100,000. I don’t know. I don’t even drive, so. What kind of gift would you appreciate for your birthday? I appreciate any gift I receive. Can you type fast? Yes. Can you type without looking at the letters? Yep. Did you take typing classes? Yeah, my freshman year in high school. It was required. What do you use Facebook for? That’s about as social as it gets for me, ha. Even though I don’t interact much with anyone apart from liking or reacting in some way to posts. I at least can see what others are up to. What do you look like in your profile picture? On Facebook? It’s a photo of my mom, brother, and I at Disneyland. I’m wearing a pistachio green Disneyland hoodie, a rose gold Disney hat, and my hair is in a low side pony tail. Do you love cartoons? I like the ones from my childhood.  Name a band that you like. There’s several, but fine I’lll name 2 that instantly came to mind: Linkin Park and Coldplay. Name a genre of music you don't like? EDM, techno, clubhouse music. What genre of music do you listen to around the house? My main Spotify playlist has a shitload of songs of various genres.  You think it's wrong to tell a person ____. Anything mean and hurtful. What kind of compliments have you given? Uhhh usually about something they’re wearing or an accessory they have. Would you rather give or receive? Give. Do you paint your own nails? It’s been a few years since I’ve painted my nails. Do you like acrylic nails? I’ve never had them. What is your favorite red lipstick? I don’t have a favorite. Red lipstick is nice, but I haven’t worn any lipstick in such a long time. What are your favorite colors to wear? I wear a lot of black, but I like some pops of color. What colors do you NOT wear? Brown and neon. Where do you shop for most of clothes? Hot Topic, BoxLunch, and Kohl’s.  What are you favorite clothing stores/shops? ^^^ What kind of shoes do you like? Adidas. Describe your style in one word. Comfy casual, ha. Describe your current personality in one or two words. Awkward. What is your opinion on weed? I think it has a lot of benefits. Are you afraid of child birth/pregnancy? Child birth sounds rather unpleasant. What are you favorite bottoms to wear? Leggings. They’re all I wear. Do you like dresses? I haven’t worn a dress in years.  Would you rather be called a geek, a nerd or a dork? I’m all of those. Do you eat cake with a spoon or a fork? Usually a fork, but a spoon works as well. What age will you be next? 31. Did you graduate high school? Yes. Do you make youtube videos? If so, leave your URL. No. Do you flat iron your hair? I haven't in years. What physical features do you wish you had? ( name 2 ). Nice teeth/smile and blue or green eyes. Would you ever get plastic cosmetic surgery? If it were for reconstructive purposes.  Ever broken a bone? Yeah. What are you favorite youtube videos to watch? Lots of ASMR, but also some vloggers and lifestyle/entertainment videos. What is your favorite sex position? ;) I wouldn’t know. What color will you paint your nails next? I don’t plan on painting my nails anytime soon. It’s been years since the last time. What is one of your favorite Disney movies? Alice in Wonderland. If you could meet a real life Disney character who would it be? Haha I get so excited meeting the characters at Disneyland. I’m such a kid. And a dork. Are you afraid of ghosts/hauntings? Well, there are evil spirits and that’s scary.  Do you like to play computer games a lot? I like playing the Sims. I go through periods where I’m obsessed and play all the time and then not play for a long time. I last played over a year ago. Are you a sore loser? No. What is your favorite game to play with family/friends? I love board games. What is your beer of choice? I don’t drink anymore, but I was never fond of beer. What do you plan to buy next? Food. Do you like shopping? Yeah. Online shopping, especially. What is one of your favorite things to do on the weekend? I don’t do anything different. Here, I'm giving you $500 dollars to one store, where would you spend it? Hmmm. I’d have to think about it. Would you look good in a Beetle car? I wouldn’t want one. Do you play slug bug? I did when I was a kid. You know, it’s been forever since I’ve seen one. I feel like I saw them all the time and then they just disappeared.  What kind of computer are on? MacBook Air. You are attracted to ___. Alexander Skarsgard. Do you like glitter? It’s pretty, but also a huge pain. Have you ever owned a Ouija board? Noooo. I don’t mess with stuff like that. Do you like to text? Over talking on the phone, yeah. I’m not a big texter, though. If you had to be an animal for Halloween, what would it be? A cat. Do you have more dry skin or oily skin? Dry. What kind of shampoo do you use? Be specific. It’s a salon shampoo for red dyed hair. Do you have acne? I get a couple pimples once in awhile. I used to get it a lot when I was a teenager and in my early 20s. You're glad that you don't ___. have school anymore. You're glad that you do ___. have my family.  Your favorite cuss word? I don’t have a favorite. Are you obsessed with any superheros? I love Marvel films. Do you read comic books? No. Do you like the Sunday paper and why or why not? I used to when I was a kid cause I liked reading the comics. I haven’t read an actual newspaper in yearssss. I mostly read the news online, but I also watch it on TV. Do you have cable? Yeah. What's a show you wish that was still on air? True Blood. Do you listen to the radio at all? I haven’t in quite a long time. My parents and brother play their Spotify in their cars (and I’m in their cars).  Do you like hip hop? Yeah. Do you like pretzels? Soft pretzels with cheese are good. Do you like snow? Yesss. What's your favorite thing about your favorite season? Name the season. I love fall and winter. Everything about it is lovely. Name something that starts with the first letter of your first name. Snacks. Name something that starts with the first letter of your middle name? I don’t wanna. And your lastname. Fruit. Do you have pets? If so, what and what are their names? Yes, I have a 3 year old German Shepherd/Lab mix named Princess Leia. Are you a religious person? Yes. Do you like pina coladas? I’ve never had one. Do you like coconut scents? Yeah. What is your favorite Bath and Body Works candles? Their autumnal ones. Would you spend 20 dollars on a candle? Nooo. What is the goriest thing you've seen in real life? Roadkill.  Do you look in the mirror a lot? Nooo. I avoid it as much as possible. When I do, I keep it short.  What brand of toothpaste do you use? Sensodyne.  What is a dessert that you DON'T like? Pie or pudding. And one that you love? Cheesecake, cupcakes, brownies, donuts, and muffins. Twilight or Harry Potter? I liked both.  Would you rather be a vampire or a mermaid? Vampire I guess. Do you have a favorite number? 8. Had a crush on somebody that every1 around u thought was ugly? I mean, I’ve found people attractive that my friends didn’t and vice versa. We all have different tastes.  Are you happy with your physical features? No. P.E or Math? Ew, neither. Math or Science? Neither. Creative Writing or Art? Creative writing. When you doodle, what are you usually doodling? Usually hearts and random words in cursive. What is something that you like that is really cheap in price? Ramen? Haha. Like the packs you get at the grocery store for less than a dollar. What is something that you like that is kind of expensive? Apple products. Those aren’t kind of expensive, they’re hella expensive. What do you do when someone is really rude to you in public? I wouldn’t do anything towards them, I’d just talk a lot of crap later ha. Do you argue with your significant other a lot? I’m single. Have you ever had a really painful breakup? Yes. Which is better smoking or vaping? Neither. Do you write in print or cursive? Print. Do you have neat handwriting? No. My handwriting is awful. What do you like to write with? Pens. Do you keep a journal/diary? This is it. Do you eat salads? What do you like in your salad? If you do. If not, what is 1+1? I like them, but it’s honestly been a few years since I’ve had one. Anyway, I just like lettuce, spinach, shredded cheese, olives, croutons, green onions, carrots, and hard boiled eggs with ranch on top. Back when I could eat spicy food I would add pepperoncinis and/or cayenne pepper. If you HAD to change your eyecolor, what would you change it to? Blue or green. What is one of your favorite colors? Rose gold. Do you prefer to be pale or tan? Don't say in between. I’m very pale due to anemia, malnutrition, and I like never go out in the sun. I wish I were tan. I used to be. Favorite thing to do on your phone? YouTube, Spotify, Twitter, Facebook, Snapchat, Instagram, Kindle, and play some games. What magazines do you like? I don’t read any.  What is your favorite book? I couldn’t possibly choose just one. What is your favorite thing about Christmas? Everything. I love Christmastime. I'm giving a ticket to wherever you want, where would you go? Oh man. I’d really think about that before making a choice. Here's $5, what do you do with it? Put it towards food later. Cool. Cool. Favorite flavor of Ice Cream? Strawberry. Least favorite flavor of ice cream? Chocolate. Do you prefer white or black electronics? Uhhh depends. What is your favorite deodorant? I use Secret. Are you a good kisser ( make out )? Probably not. I’d be very rusty now....it’s been a long time. A stranger comes up to you and gives you a big hug, what do you do? Uh, I’d quickly back away and be extremely uncomfortable. I’d be like wtf? That would catch me completely off guard. Do your eyes tear up when you're nervous? Sometimes. Have you ever gotten the shakes in public? Yes. What do you like to order from Starbucks? Usually a caramel macchiato or a white chocolate mocha, but I do enjoy some of their seasonal drinks. Vanilla or Chocolate? Vanilla. Apples or Bananas? Bananas. Fruit or Veggies? I don’t eat much of either one. :X Water or Milk? Water. Regular Milk or Chocolate Milk? Ew. Would you milk a cow given the chance? No. What kind of underwear do you like? Hipster/hip huggers whatever you wanna call ‘em. Where do you shop for your underwear? A few different places. Chicken or Fish? Chicken. I hate seafood. Firm pillow or soft pillow? Soft, but firm.  What are you wearing when you go to sleep? Leggings and an oversized shirt. That’s all I wear now all the time. Do you take any meds? If so which and why? Pain medication.

[jenaspacio]

Birthday eve can’t get more special than this.❤️ My #plantita heart is going aflutter, and I’m loving the many ways the Lord is blessing through loved ones and even strangers who don’t even know it’s my eve.😭🥰 Thank you, Roselyn and Esther for these pretty shala pots!❤️ Thank you, Mama Matea, for the gorgeous #Aglaonema Siam Red Lipstick, and the two-tier plant stand.🍂🌿 These mulberry plants 🌱 arrived right on time too!🥰 I bought one from a sweet-hearted seller who gave me a freebie plant w/ a fruit showing off its healthy state. 🍇 Growing a mulberry plant has been my yearssss long frustration. I can’t remember the number of cuttings I tried to propagate, incubate, and grow!🤣 So this really means a great deal to my (still) hopeful #hardinera heart.🌱 When I thanked the seller for the free plant (right on time for my day), she said she’s sending me a bday cake 🎂 for free (again!) tomorrow! Who am I to refuse?! #gratefulbeyondwords https://www.instagram.com/p/CFXD01dHpP_/?igshid=m1ovl2ppk283

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Are you excited for Halloween? Ehhh! We don’t really do anything for halloween besides create content for IG and we don’t get any trick or treaters and it’s a sign that winter is coming which is usually miserable for me so...it’s not my fave!

What makes you smile or laugh no matter what? The hubs and our pup!

Do you like coffee, or do you prefer hot cocoa? Hot chocolate foreverrrrr.

What's your favorite kind of candy? I loooove Kinder Buenos. They are so fkn good.

What is a song that brings back a lot of memories? I have a 

What were you doing an hour ago? Playing Sims!

Do you have feelings for anyone? Of course!

Do you have a Snapchat? I have one but I don’t have the app downloaded and haven’t used it in years.

Do you believe in ghosts? I really don’t. There’s a reason that ghosts are all from the 1800′s when technology didn’t exist and you had to take people’s word for things.

Do you look younger or older for your age? I’m 27 but I feel like I could pass for 23-25.

Pick a random word that begins with the first letter of your first name. Jamba Juice!

Put that word in a sentence now. Are Jamba Juices even still a thing?

How long is your hair? Shoulder length but I’m in the process of growing it out.

Are there any movies out you'd like to see? Our local movie theater is playing a bunch of the old horror movies like Dracula and Creature From The Black Lagoon this summer and I’ve never seen them so I’m excited to go!

 What's your favorite sports team? (if you like sports)? I hate sports.

How many parties have you been to this year? Zeroooo.

Are you a jealous person? Not in my marriage. My husband doesn’t give me anything to be jealous over and if there is ever anything that would arise to make me feel that way, he would immediately correct it. But I do get jealous over the way my parents treat my siblings as opposed to the way they treat/treated me. Guess which relationship is really healthy and guess which one is super toxic.

Last thing you ate? Leftover pizza from last night.

What color shirt are you wearing? Blue!

Would you ever get a piercing or tattoo? or do you already have some? I have 6 piercings and no tattoos. I want more piercings and I’m not opposed to getting tattoos, I just don’t know what I want.

What do you miss most from your childhood? I miss a life when I wasn’t so fucking anxious all the time but I wouldn't trade that for having to live the life I was living.

Are you afraid of clowns? Nope!

Who is your hero? My husband. He went through so much as a child and still managed to come out the other end as a genuinely kind, good person. Those are rare as fuck but even more so if you take into account what he’s been through.

If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? I’m happy the way it is!

Do you like romance movies? Depends on the movie but sure!

Do you like thunderstorms? Ugh yes. We always go out on the front step or pull the sofa up to the window to watch it.

Have you ever been to a football game? When I was in high school, sure.

What's the battery percentage on your cell phone? 88%!

Do you like to sing or dance? I mean...I like to do it but I don’t do it well.

Do you like country music? It depends on the song!

How old are you? 27!

What's the closest object to you that is blue? My water tumbler!

Do you have or want kids? No and no.

Are you shy? Sadly, yeah.

How much did your favorite pair of shoes cost? I think like $25? They’re white Converse and I got them off Mercari for cheap.

Do you take a lot of selfies? It’s kind of my job, so yeah.

Do you prefer strawberries or cherries? Strawbs!

How many hours of sleep did you get last night? 8ish.

Are you allergic to bees? I don’t believe so? I was stung by either a bee or a wasp as a kid and it hurt like hell but I didn’t have any extra reaction.

Do you resemble a celebrity? I get told like I look like a plus size Scarlett Johansson all the time but like...no I don’t?

Is telling the truth really that hard to do? I mean, it depends on the situation.

Is there anyone who seems to dislike you for no reason? You mean my mother?

Do you wear leggings? I do!

Have you ever been to another country? Yup!

Do you listen to music daily? For sure!

How is the weather? It’s pretty hot! It’s supposed to be hella windy this week too.

Biggest insecurity? No comment :)

Do you play video games? I have a select few I like but I wouldn’t classify myself as a gamer or anything like that.

Are you a morning or night person? Morning!

Do you like Demi Lovato? Not really, tbh! They’ve had some bops over the years but I’ve never been a fan.

How many twitter followers do you have? (if you have twitter) Almost 500 I think. I just don’t see the point of Twitter so I always forget to use it.

What are 3 things you want for Christmas? I collect vintage Coach bags so those are really all that's on my list.

Who was the last person to message you? My husband.

Have you ever had braces? I had an appliance and then an Invisalign for a while! I lucked out and didn’t need braces.

Do you consider yourself lazy? Yeah.

What recently made you laugh? My husband referred to sex as ‘McDick’s with extra mayo’ and that made me laugh for some stupid reason.

Do you like gummy bears? They’re alright!

Are you excited for anything? We’re going on a mini road trip in a couple of weeks! That’s pretty exciting.

What season does your birthday fall in? Winter.

What was the last thing you purchased online? A pair of Vans that sadly didn’t fit and I have to send back.

What was the last song you listened to? Currently listening to Glorious by Macklemore!

Do you feel awkward using public transportation? I’ve never had to!

Describe your mom with one word. I don’t even know if I could do that, man.

What's your favorite snack? Ruffles sour cream & cheddar baybeeee.

Do you like art? It depends on the artwork, tbh. I don’t get the random smears of paint that sell for millions of dollars but I do love the pieces that you can tell the artist sunk their heart and soul into and/or spent yearssss refining their skills to create.

Would you rather bake a cake or cookies? It depends! I enjoy eating the cookies more but I really enjoy the process of assembling the cake.

How long does it take you to shower? Like 10 minutes, if that.

Do you wear black lipstick? I mean, I have in the past but it’s not my favorite shade or anything like that. I’ve noticed that whenever I wear dark shades of lipstick, men come out of the woodworks to tell me I look like a femenazi. I am a feminist, but it’s just something interesting I’ve noticed!

Are you taller than 5'5? Yup, 5′11!

What's your guilty pleasure? I don’t feel guilty about pleasure.

What relieves you when you're stressed? The issue I’m stressed about being resolved.

What time is it? 12:56 pm!

Do you still watch cartoons? Usually more adult geared cartoons, but yeah!

What curse word do you use most? Fuck, goddammit, and jesus fucking christ are my go-tos.

What's your favorite thing about each season? Winter: Christmas Spring: That first day where it’s above freezing and the sun comes out and you realize that you’ve been walking around like a zombie for three months because of seasonal depression. Summer: Not having to worry about winter. Fall: Fall fashion is the best in my opinion.

Do you like dressing up? I do! It makes me feel the best about myself.

Do you like hiking? Never been but I can tell you for a fact that I would not enjoy it.

Does it snow a lot where you live? Yes, sadly.

If you were famous. what would you want to be famous for? I mean...I’m kind of internet famous. I’m a beauty/fashion/lifestyle influencer. Never ever ever thought that’s what I’d be known for.

Have you ever seen a shooting star? ...I don’t actually think so, now that I think about it.

Can you do a cartwheel? Noooo.

What's the most rebellious thing you've done? Left my parents’ religion and became a staunch, anti-religion atheist who fucks around with tarot and witchcraft.

Do you make wishes at 11:11? Every time.

Is your hair dyed? Yup, purple!

What color is your room? White!

If you could switch places with anyone, who would it be and why? Someone rich so I could wire myself some money for when we switched back, haha.

What's your dream job? I’m kinda doing it, tbh. You wouldn’t think so considering how miserable I am but this is what I always dreamed about.

Do you have a lot of freckles? Moles/beauty spots, yes!

Have you ever had stitches? Yep!

What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? One time when I was like 11 or 12, I was at the grocery store with my mom and she forgot to get a box of cereal so she asked me to run and grab it. I got it and as I turned to run away, I heard a box hit the floor but I didn’t bother to stop and pick it up. When I got to the end of the aisle, I looked back and there was this decrepit old man sloooowly bending down to pick the box of cereal I’d dropped up off the floor. That truly humbled me and taught me such an important lesson that I still think about now, 15ish years later.

What shoe size do you wear? 10!

What's a language you wish you knew how to speak? Spanish or French!

What's the biggest turn-off? Being a religious Republican.

What is the last picture you took of? A screenshot of something I wanted to remember later!

What annoys you the most? People who use a fake deity to justify their shitty behavior.

Do you sleep with noise or complete silence? Well it’s summer so we have a fan on but I hate having it on. The noise is super chaotic to me.

Do you procrastinate a lot? Yeah. I’m an anxious perfectionist and so I procrastinate doing things constantly, to avoid the chance of failure.

Tell me a joke. My mental health, HA.

Do you sleep with any stuffed animals? Nope!

Are you scared of any animals? I mean, wild ones that would want to eat me, yeah.

Do you like the beach? I loooove it. We live so far from any type of water tho.

What's your favorite pastime? Sewing!

Do you use emojis? Oooooh yeah.

Who is the most attractive male celebrity in your opinion? Tom Selleck when he was young.

Are you an only child? Noooope. 5 siblings total.

Apple or Android? Apple, no contest.

Have you ever been on an airplane? Yep!

Do you ever wish you lived somewhere else? Sometimes!

Have you ever met a celebrity? A few follow me on IG but I’ve never met them in person.

What's the craziest thing you've done? Packed up and flew like 2000 miles to meet a guy I met on the internet when I was 18 hahaha.

What's your favorite memory of 2015? We moved into our current apartment building!

Tea or Lemonade? Lemonade.

What's the longest you've gone without sleep? Almost 48 hours.

Say something you really want to tell someone. I just really wish my family kept me up to date on what was happening with them. I’m constantly forgotten about and it kills me every time.

What's a fashion trend you don't understand? These new all neutral matching ‘streetwear’ sets that just look like prison or gym uniforms.

What year were you born? 1994.

 What's your opinion on One Direction, or boybands in general? They get a much worse rap than they deserve. Sometimes they make good music! Who cares? Let people enjoy things.

Do you like roller coasters? Absolutely not.

Confess something. I’m terrified of the concept of getting older and dying.

What's your lucky number? 32!

When was the last time you had fast food? On Sunday I believe.

Do you get along with your parents? We tolerate each other but we don’t like each other.

Worst habit? Procrastinating.

What's your favorite word? Brobdingnagian.

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Do you like to tell people “Good Job”? I mean, yeah. It’s nice to encourage others and compliment them on a job well done.

At what age did you stop building snowmen? I’ve never built one. :/ I don’t think there’s an age limit on snowmen, though. Do you own a white pair of shorts? Nope. I don’t own any shorts. Would you rather go to Texas or Florida? Florida. Have you ever been to any of the top 10 zoos in America? Nope.

Do you ever stop taking a survey because it’s too long? I have. Sometimes I’m just over it and don’t feel like doing it anymore. I have a couple in my drafts, actually.  Do you wear make up or go natural? Natural these days. I haven’t worn makeup at all this year. Do you ever say LOL in person? No. Have you ever thought about being a teacher? When I was a kid. I loved playing school with my cousins and my little brother. Do you use iTunes? Nope. What’s the first thing you do when you turn your computer on? I click on the tab with the website I use for daily devotionals.  How many pairs of boots do you wear? I only wear one pair at a time. ha. I have 4 pairs of boots.  What sounds good right now? Sleep. Would you ever wear your hair like Snooki? I’m gonna assume you’re referring to Snooki’s hair during the original Jersey Shore days, in which case I’d say no. She doesn’t wear it like that anymore. Do you like chocolate? Sure. I’m not a chocoholic, though. I rarely eat it. When it comes to cake or ice cream, I’ll always choose vanilla or strawberry. 

Would you ever name your child Sushine, Raine, River etc.? I think Raine is cute. I like the name Autumn as well.  Is it any of your friends’ birthday today? I don’t know anyone with a birthday today. When is the person you like birthday? I don’t like anyone in that way. Do you like yogurt? No. When you type, do you ever mix letters around by accident (EX: ot - to)? Yes.

Do you like butterflies? Nooo. I’m a big scardy cat, I’m scared of all bugs/insects.  Do you consider the tomato a fruit or vegetable? It’s a fruit, but I always think of it as a vegetable. Does it rain over where you live? Yeah. We’ve gotten a lot of rain recently. Is there any snow on the ground? It doesn’t snow here. :( Do you like soup? I like Ramen. When’s the last time you made cupcakes? It’s been a few years. How many lamps are in the room you’re currently in? One. Have you talked the person you like today? Like I said, I don’t like anyone in that way currently.  What color is your shirt? It’s like a creamy color. Have you ever been bullied? No.  Is there a necklace that you wear all the time? Nope. I haven’t worn a necklace in yearssss. How often do you wear skirts? Never. Do you enjoy baking? I used to around the holidays. It’s been awhile since I’ve done that. Do you have a large kitchen? No. Is anything sore on your body at the moment? Yes. Do you like 3D movies? No.

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what is the one thing you remember most about January of last year? My doggo had a scary medical situation and we had to take her to the vet where they did lab work and had to give her the charcoal stuff to make her throw up. Then they had to put her on a IV for awhile before she could come home. It was very scary.

you look at the clock and it’s 11:11, do you wish? Nope.

how do you think you will look 3 years from now? A little healthier looking would be nice. I’d like to put back on a little weight and be less pale. 

once you graduate (if you haven’t already) are you leaving your hometown? Graduated almost 5 years ago and I’m still here. My family and I really want to move, but I don’t know when that will happen.

what is your dream job? I don’t have one. :/

what would be number one on your bucket list? There’s a lot of places I want to travel to.

how old do you think you’ll be when you make your will? For one of my classes in college we had to do that. It wasn’t an official one, but I mean, it could be. I don’t think I kept it, though.

you get a text message. who do you hope it is? There isn’t someone I’m hoping to get a text from.

are there any songs that you hear that just make you wanna dance? Upbeat, catchy songs will likely get a head bob and maybe some movement from my arms, hands, and shoulders, ha. That’s all the dancing I do.

do you get any of your songs from limewire? Limewire?? Wowww, major throwback to the early 2000s. Limewire and Napster were the thing back in the day.

what’s the oddest thing you are wearing right now? I don’t think I’m wearing anything odd. I guess some might judge for still wearing my Christmas pjs, but I don’t care.

you and your best friend get in a fight. why do you think that is? We bicker and have disagreements now and then. 

do you use the word “basically” a lot? I don’t think so.

do you use proper grammar or use IM talk? Proper grammar for the most part. I do use “lol”, “lmao”, “wtf”, and “wth”, though.

what is your biggest annoyance at the time? I’ve just been feeling under the weather.

you see the person you fell hardest for. what do you do? I don’t have feelings for him anymore, but it’d be suuuuuper awkward if I were to see him now because it’s been like 5 years since we’ve seen or talked to each other. 

have/are you depressed? I have chronic/major depression. 

did you grow up in the united states? Yes. 

are you dreading tomorrow? No.

do you call anybody ‘baby’? My doggo (:

if your school had a winter formal on new years, would you go? I’m not in school anymore, but no I wouldn’t have. where is the fanciest place you have ever visited? A few vacation destinations.

who is the one person you can completely be yourself around? My family.

are your pop-ups blocked on your computer? Are real pop-ups even a thing anymore? <<< I wonder about that, too. I haven’t had that issue in years. Maybe ad blockers have just gotten a lot better and laptops have them like built in? I remember back in the day having to add ad blocker programs myself.

do you wear earrings on a normal basis? I’m starting to again cause I got a really cute pair of rose gold Minnie Mouse earrings for Christmas. It had been yearssss since I last wore earrings.

how old were you when you realized that life goes on? I think that was a concept I got fairly early on. One quote that always comes to mind is, “In three words, I can sum up everything I’ve learned about life: It goes on.” by Robert Frost.

are your parent’s night owls or morning birds? Morning birds for sure. Especially my dad.

do you like to sing? Yeah. I wish I could sing well, though.

are there some songs that you will never understand the lyrics to? Yeah.

do you own a lot of picture frames? No.

who is your favorite author? I can never choose one favorite. how many pillows are on your bed? Eight. how is your hair right now? It’s in a messy pony tail.

is your phone fully charged? Almost. It’s currently at 96%.

what’s your favorite thing about the holidays? I just love it all. I’m sad Christmas already came and went.

are you still in school? Nope.

how many days/months until your next birthday? Seven months.

what is your favorite type of cake? White, funfetti, strawberry, and red velvet. All with buttercream frosting with the exception of red velvet, which calls for cream cheese frosting. 

how many rings do you wear on a day-to-day basis? I don’t wear any.

when will you next laugh until you cry? I don’t know. I haven’t laughed that hard in a very long time.