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pet peeves: drawing people yellow
#advanced sorry as a non artist who doesnt really understand all that lighting shit#but even with weird lighting:#you can make their skin tone different from the pale shown in canon without it being like lemon colored T_T_T_T_T_T#similarly it's so possible to draw darker skin tones without making them gray or all have the same undertone#also i swear if it's for the palette/color theory you can also make palettes and color well without making it... yellow#ramblings!#this has happened in both my fandoms (honestly more frequently than i like but whatever)#& it just annoys me sm lmfaoooofnjksdhgkj#partially blaming one very popular drawing tutorial abt how to draw easian (the tutorial said asian but its rlly just easian......) faces &#im sorry the faces look like lemons#it just................... annoys me#mfw get u a face that looks like 🟡#this has been in the queue for a really long time bc im . v on the fence abt posting like#i feel like half the time it's not on purpose but it also drives me up the wall also i feel like if people simply paid more attention it#wouldn't happen! well. anyways#whatever this is one of those insane rants that i just need to get out#this is what happens when i occasionally search tags it's just. (sees art) (sideeyes you) (moves on) . whatever lol#not genshin#to be clear this is abt easian coded/easian characters like if a char specifically is described as 'sallow skin' or smth#then it's whatever but it just makes me slightly go 'hmm' if nothing about the character indicates unhealthy skin coloration but u go: 🟡
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2021 year in review 🎄🌟
tagged by: @kithtaehyung , @gimbapchefs , @minieggukie , @heybaetae , @jiminswn , @hobeah , @min-boongie
thank u for all that have tagged me, im away to make through all ur tagged content n adding them to my queue!
it has been fun going through my last year to see the progress from where i was to where i am now. honestly though? i dont feel like too much has changed from myself in my style. my colouring has definitely come through the better end and i feel like im able to preserve so much n save skin tones better! it has still only been 1yr & 3months that ive been making gifs so im still very new n everyday is a school day; nevertheless, im excited to learn more n keep growing my content.
a big thank u to everyone who has liked / reblogged / commented on anything of mine, be it a gif, a fic, a text post or simply just a nice ask, its that that puts a smile on my face <333 n to the friends ive met too, ur every reason why hellsite.com is worth staying on.
my picks under the cut / ult favs highlighted :
♡ janurary;
most popular: koos tattoos shown in hd - 7.3k
my favourite: joon getting teary eyed | yoongi being hot
say something: in january i had only been giffing for 3 months so these turned out so well. it was my first time experimenting w gifs bigger than 540x520 so im pleased w how the turned out.
♡ february;
most popular: v putting the v in violence - 3.0k
my favourite: blue kooberry | happy joon
say something: my tae set was one of the more vibrant sets i made that had so much detail too it. it couldnt have come out better!! blue kooberry is named after a fic my lil maggie wrote n he will live inside my heart n mind forever!
♡ march;
most popular: yoonjinkook monstrosity - 4.5k
my favourite: jaykay certified rockstar | 5th muster tae | 5th muster namjoon | leonardo da jungkook | 5th muster taejoon
say something: march was a good month for me, as much as the yoonjinkook moment was a hit, i really put my heart n soul into certified rockstar koo. that's truly my calling is rockstar goth boyf baby. BUT WE CAN NEVER LEAVE 5TH MUSTER TAEHYUNG OR NAMJOON OUT BECAUSE THAT WAS DEATHLY
♡ april;
most popular: blonde jaykay - 3.2k
my favourite: jaykay nip slip | jaykay being a flirt | daewitcha yoongi | slutty 5th muster tae
say something: jaykay nip slip — need i say more.
♡ may;
most popular: ot7 butter - 4.0k
my favourite: THIS JUNGKOOK ALWAYS N FOREVER | jaykay black hair agenda | jungkook x rolling stone | flirty namjoon
say something: that rolling stone cover will sit in its own league — that was far too sexy to be released into public. im still drawing up my lawsuit to his lawyers.
♡ june;
most popular: long hair sao paulo koo - 4.3k
my favourite: mikrokosmos ot7 | devilish sowoozoo jaykay pushing his hair back | sowoozoo jaykay pt 2 | rockstar goth boyf | taehyung wearing glasses | koo being the prettiest | jungkook baseball cap assignment | LONG !! HAIR !! KOO !! | 5th muster jungkook
say something: im so so so sorry for all the favourites here but june for me i feel like i really thrived. I'll highlight my ult favs hehe but as we can see im still in my rockstar goth boyf agenda
♡ july;
most popular: a born singer - 2.6k
my favourite: those see through pyjamas fgshfhsrj | VIBRANT TATTOOS | this vmin stage moment | my first euphoria set
say something: IT IS THE MONTH OF THE SEE THROUGH CO-ORD WHERE THE ENTIRE WORLD AROUND ME STOPPED TO SEE HIM HIP THRUSTING TO BAEPSAE I DONT THINK I CAN TALK ABOUT IT AGAIN???÷} \¿©™} ¡|>,,,, away from that, the vibrant tattoos set was a win for me bcs i managed to keep it dark like my aesthetic yet preserve the detailing and his tattoos turned out BEAUTIFULLY <333
♡ august;
most popular: jungkook - 1st half of 2021 - 2.8k
my favourite: kitty gang jimin | 190811 jungkook | 190811 jungkook pt2 | YOUNG GOD DIOR FIT HOBI | 5th muster jaykay | hot boy jaykay doing hot boy shit | koo being a brat | lets all smile with koo
say something - jungkook 1st half of 2021 sits rightfully on top its throne. part 2 coming this week. away from koo tho, this kitty gang jimin set for @ppersonna was truly a gift n im so proud of that set. YOUNG GOD DIOR HOBI IS A WHOLE FORCE TO BE RECKONED WITH skajaljajalah
♡ september;
most popular: galaxies are hidden inside his eyes - 1.5k
my favourite: tattoo taehyung | tummy jimin | cherry koo
say something: from the month of september onwards my rate of giffing has come to a stop. i only had a handful as i was struggling w some illnesses outside tumblr. im not exactly happy with these gifs but i think tummy jimin for @jiminslight was my favourite.
♡ october;
most popular: jungkook 2021 seasons greeting - 2.5k
my favourite: my time jungkook | sexy pied piper jungkook | taehyung biting his lip
say something: again, only a handful made this month so hard to pick my favourites out but who can resist some jaykay in leather with his piercings out sitting on a harley davidson, bro hes out for my blood.
♡ november;
most popular: mots jungkook jacket shooting - 1.6k
my favourite: mots jungkook jacket shooting
say something: sksksk i only made 3 gifs in november n sexy my time koo saving me once more. listen, not to blow my own horn or anything but the vibrancy and colouring i did is so hot, i give myself 12 outta 10.
♡ december;
most popular: ptd on stage live in los angeles yoongi - 1.6k
my favourite: ptd on stage live in los angeles jungkook | pretty romantic jungkook | the jords rockstar goth bf agenda that got brought to life
say something: PRETTY ROMANTIC FLOWER BOY KOO DESERVED BETTER BUT TAGS ARENT WORKING SO HE LIVES IN THE SHADOWS 😭😭 but ptd los angeles yoonkook aaf<333 IT ONLY TOOK 12 MONTHS BUT THEY BROUGHT ROCKSTAR GOTH BOYFRIEND TO LIFE
tagging: @kimtaehyunq @loverjimin @kimtaegis @jjungcooks @namgination @suga-ssi @v-hobi @kkulmoon @taeyungie @honsool @userjiminie @jimimn @rainycle @hopekidoki @eternal-bangtan @taejoonies @blooodsweatandtears @intokook @sugajimin @yoongi-bts @bisexualrapline @taee @sugaftrm @supertunajin @taehyungq @taejinnies @jiminslight @jimeanour
please dont feel obligated to do this if u arent interested ! happy holidays ♡♡
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Im going to write down my second experience seeing Day6 live mostly for me, but feel free to read it after the break if you want (please do not reblog it tho) ✨ a little warning i’ll probably get very emotional and personal and this is going to be Very long and probably will get incoherent at some point!!!!!
I saw Day6 yesterday in Madrid for the second time, and not to be dramatic but it was probably one of the best experiences of my life 😭💕 I already had lots of fun last year but this year’s concert was not only fun but very meaningful for me.
As some of you may know I finally finally finished this week my architecture studies after 6 and a half very long and tough years. The last two have been especially hard, aproximately the same ammount of time I’ve been following Day6 closely. When I first discovered their music I immediately fell in love with it, and I fell in love again when i got to know them. I can positively say they’re the closest artists to my heart, my soulmate band. I do love and appreciate a lot of other artists but the way I love day6 it’s.... unparalled. I’m gonna stop being cheesy now hfjjsjka but knowing that I was going to see them again and meet them after all the constant exhaustion that my master’s has been has given me so much strenght during those all nighters and endless days working on my project kjfdkjjks
I’m privileged enough to have been able to get vvips tickets this time but tbh that’s not important, the whole experience of the concert it’s what makes it worth it. Me and my friends decided not to go queueing very early bc we wanted to be well rested and we knew we were going to have a good spot in any case. We were so lucky yesterday’s weather was sort of warm, considering our awful awful experience from last year jkdjkskj. I’m so happy we were so prepared this time, we brought lots of snacks and blankets for the queue. We also prepared some fanart freebies to share and trade and it was the nicest experience, everyone there was so so lovely!!! I had such a great time only waiting in line and chatting with myday ^^ After we got out numbered wristbands we picked up our signed entropy copies. I got the “Sweet” version which is my fave!!! I traded around the pcs so i ended up with all Sungjin and Dowoon jhjfhjsdj (and the loveliest Dopil pc 😭❤) I was so happy we didnt have any trouble with queueing or numbering this time!!!!! Then we went for lunch and almost didn’t make it back on time bc it took us ages to get out meals n we wanted to leave all the heavy stuff and coats at the car jdfjkdkjskk but!!! we made it thanks to the lovely people next to us in the queue!!!
We finally got into the venue (which is so big!!! and we filled it!! im so PROUD) and my friends were headed to the left side where Jae is but I noticed the middle section was also kind of empty so we ran there kjkjfd and ended up in 2nd-3rd row!!! so we were in the middle and had a great view of everyone ^^ i felt kind of bad bc the people around us had been queueing from 3am and we’d arrived at 8:30 :P also next to us there was this korean girl who runs a Dowoon fansite and she was very nice and polite and she must kind of hate now me a bit bc I didn’t stop moving and jumping i hope her pics came out nicely anyway!!! we only had to wait for an hour inside n we had lots of sweets to keep our energy up so it was quite alright :)
when they boys came out i noticed i had the clearest Sungjin visual so I ended up looking at him most of the time kjfjdkkkdksd i just couldn’t help it like the pics don’t do him justice he’s just so cute and expressive and makes the funniest faces when playing!!! and sort of bounces when playing which is the Cutest thing!!!! there was some sort of problem with his guitars at first n seemed a bit annoyed but it turned out alright!! I also paid lots of attention to Jae bc he has Such Energy performing, the truest hype man!!! when he plays you can see he’s genuinely enjoying himself and loves myday so so much :(((( he interacted a lot with us!!
Dowoon was also in front of me but he was covered most of the time by his drumset :(( I could see him making all these baby bird pouty faces or mouthing the lyrics and it was.... so CUTE :((((( he’s so cute i 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 also i was in awe at his drumming technique like he’s so so so talented and you can clearly see how much he loves it!!! He’s the best boy!!!
I had to move my head a bit to see YoungK and Wonpil and I tried my best looking at everyone when they were singing, but my eyes would automatically go back to Sungjin jfdjskjkaskj I can tell you Young K is very VERY Atractive when performing, he has a sort of magnetism!! He also seemed soooo happy and would jump around non stop and smile at the fans and just Bless us in general!!! Wonpil was sort of serious when playing but you could tell he was concentrated !!! Also his piano and dj skills im!!!!!! like when he plays the Time of Our Life intro so easily!!! i play piano and let me tell you it is difficult as Fuck!!! he truly is so talented!! plus when he was talking with us he was so playful and cute :(((((
Some concert Highlights for me: hearing Best Part live, also So Cool, TOOL, Headache, wanna go back!!! how to love!!! SWEET CHAOS!!!! also hearing WARNING again which may easily be my fave song of them now (well no...we all know it’s impossible to pick just one but yeah jkdfjskkç) also Colors!! when the first chords started playing i started tearing up n then the chorus came n i just broke down crying jsdsk I also cried during I Need Somebody and that bit when we sang back to them and we sang I Smile :((( also the fucking SOLOS hello most talented band in the universe????!!! but like for real they all sound so good live!!! i love that you can clearly hear the drums and keys and all the instruments, plus their vocals are just!! so!! good!!!!!! Jae and Young K went Mad with the adlibs I was living my best life!!!!!
at some point i locked eyes with Sungjin n my potato brain decided the best thing i could do was to send a flying kiss his way so i did n he got so SHY!!!! and made a 😳😳😳😳 face jkdfjkjkjks i felt v awkward afterwards like i didnt know he was going to react that way jfdkjksa
Also hearing them speaking spanish...fucking surreal...but when they did their ments in English!!! wow!!! they’ve gotten so good!!!! they kept saying they were so happy and this was the best way to end the tour and they’d grown so much, and reminding us to always be happy i :((((( Wonpil’s ment was the sweetest thing and he sent such an important message and I started crying again (and i made eye contact with Jae while ugly crying so i had to hid behind my banner jkdskjjkjdskks) and couldn’t stop through the whole length of their ments :(( i barely remember anything from young k’s bc i was trying to compose myself a bit jkfkjkjd Dowoon’s was so cute!!! He’d wait for the translator and make such funny faces i :((( Sungjin’s English and like Everything about him im so gone kjfkjjkds and then JAE’S...........
that was truly the Highlight of the night, what truly truly made everything special and what i hope will make them cherish and remember this night forever. So a bit of context: we had prepared a project where during For Me we would take out some prints of some of Jae’s encouraging and inspirational tweets and held them up. So at first Jae was surprised but I guess he didn’t have the time to read which specific tweets we were holing. Then during like the second half of the song he realised n got like v serious like he was trying not to cry...I remember Sungjin also realised bc he was looking at Jae just Knowing.... When we took the concert pics Jae asked us to take an extra one with the tweets bc he wanted it for himself....and then his MENT he thanked us for listening to him and letting him know we hear his words and basically acknowledge and validate him when he passes those life lessons to us and that it meant more than we could imagine....and he was getting more n more emotional n trying not to cry but im p sure he did...and then Sungjin and Wonpil came to his side n started doing this weird dance around him hdjfjjkskjsdkjskkkladsslk n cheered Jae up THEY’RE SO PRECIOUS :(((( but like moments prior u could see Sungjin just Waiting for it n smirking jkjkfdsjkjkkjs also the fact he immediately tweeted about it after the concert 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
the whole hi touch thing was such a fiasco but tbh i didnt have much hope to begin with jkfdjkdkjs they made us wear face masks as a prevention for the coronavirus break.........but it didnt really matter bc there was an insane number of vips so we were a LOT of pple for the hi touch...we were rushed n pushed n screamed at by both security n mmt staff....i was laughing at the whole absurdity of the situation n wonpil saw me hjdfkjksjks...we barely had time to say something and high five them but i did manage to say thank u to each of them n look them in the eyes at least!!! (they’re so beautiful from upclose!! and GIANTS! and sungjins eyes.........otherwordly) i felt so bad for the fans that were looking forward to it and for them as well bc you could see their apologetic faces....but anyways everything else went so well im not going to dwell on that!! so yeah i’ve met day6 but i barely remember anything kjjkdsjkd it feels like a fever dream :((((
but tbh considering everything it was the nicest experience!!! im so happy i had the chance to see them again n i hope they come back again!!! also i really wish they’d tour more cities, like there are so many mydays that deserve to see them too :(((
ok im done with this whole essay like i could keep rambling and rambling but this is the most essential of it!!! if you also read this thank you!!!! please be happy and trust and listen to day6!!!❤💖💕✨🌟
#lau rambles#day6 concert#day6 in madrid#please dont reblog!!!!!#personal tag#day6#i also made a more fun twt thread!!!
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ORG XIII Bullet point lists win. Instant follow. Have you already done a thing about when you [reader] play with their hair. BC BIH I wana get my fingers on Xaldin's sideburns!
hIS SIDEBURNS ? ? wHAT AN ICON - okay but a lotta dudes in the org have long hair and oH BOY IM JUST HERE LIKE O O F, loVE ME SOME MEN WITH LONG HAIR
also big soz for the inactivity, i’ve been trying to get a lotta drafts done to fill up the queue and empty the askbox wheeze
Xemnas :
You must have balls of steel if you can ask the s u p e r i o r if you can play with his hair without stuttering - but nonetheless, you manage to do it! And you don’t seem to be in any trouble, considering Xemnas’ intrigued grin. “Go on, then” he’d tell you and you’d just stay there unsure like “Uhhh for real ? right n o w?” He probably gets a kick outta this, seeing how far you’ll go before chickening out (like a c o W A R D).
But you’re way too curious to figure out how the fuck his hair works to back out now. While you occupy yourself unraveling the m y s t e r i e s, he’ll merely watch - maybe chat with you . You know how pretty much everyone has a personal scent ? This guy lives up to his title, cause he’s got none. His hair is also super thin so you feel like you’re just trying to grasp n o t h i n g.
Xigbar :
The first thing he does is nudge your side, jokingly asking you shit like “aren’t we a bit too old for that cutesy shit?” while untying his ponytail and making himself comfortable on your lap. W h a t ? It’s not fair that you’re the only one having fun, right ? You can’t help but just roll your eyes at his smug sneer - maybe you should’ve chosen s o m e o n e else for this.
We know how Xigbar is. He’s not gonna shut the fuck up no matter what you do or how many times you ask him - so you just end up having some s a s s y friendly banter, with you pointing out his grey hairs or giving him ridiculous styles while he pretends to be offended. It’s an overall fun time ! Until he refuses to move from his spot on your lap because he’s “too comfortable there”, that is.
Xaldin :
The chances of him willingly letting you get your way are lower than Demyx’s motivation to work. Unless it’s a life or death situation, he’s not going to let you play with his hair - the trick is to ask him when he’s too busy to actually realize what he just agreed to, catching him by surprise. A promise’s a promise, dude, can’t go back on one !
Unlike many others, he won’t let his hair loose just so you can have the pleasure of playing with it. Xaldin will probably give you like 10 minutes cause he has better things to do than to watch you use his hair as a moustache. If you’re brave enough to go for the sideburns, he’d p a n i c and get slightly flustered cause that shit tickles - but he’d try to endure it until you’re done.
Vexen :
I’m torn between Vexen never noticing whenever someone touches his hair cause it’s suuuper long and he just doesn’t give two fucks about it. Or him being hella aware of it cause LONG LOOSE HAIR IN A LAB IS A DANGER HAZARD AND A CATASTROPHE WAITING TO HAPPEN. So I g u e s s I’ll go with the l a t t e r.
Vexen is used to having his hair toyed with because of Zexion (the boy could be a little r a s c a l when he wanted) so he’s not even surprised when you ask him. Well, okay maybe a little. He’d tell you to do as you please, as long as you don’t distract him from work - in the end, he’d enjoy the feeling of your fingers running through his hair ! Maybe he’ll let you do that more often. Y’know, for s c i e n c e.
Lexaeus :
Lexaeus has no problem letting you play with his hair. His only concern is finding a decent position for you to reach his head, without him having to b r e a k his back bending or you having to do some sick parkour. Once that’s settled, you can do whatever you want while he just silently observes or solves one of his puzzle thingies.
Even though neither of you are talking, the atmosphere it’s pretty pleasant and lighthearted. Sometimes you just call out his name from time to time, to make sure he hasn’t fallen asleep lol. Like Luxord, Lexaeus also thinks this situation is kinda comical - like come on he’s the biggest dude in the Organization and here he is, having his hair played with.
Zexion :
At first he’d be startled and cower away in surprise like “e x c u s e me?? WHAT are you doing ?”. Like he’d gladly let you play with his hair, but he’s not used to people touching him so suddenly - just try to give him a heads up the next time. At first it’ll be awkward, cause he just c a n ‘ t stop fidgeting around, extremely aware of the sudden intimacy and closeness of the situation. No he’s definitely not blushing, get some g l a s s e s.
It might take some time for Zexion to get used to it. Mostly cause he feels so n a k e d with the other half of his face exposed - He’ll have his nose buried in his lexicon to avoid eye contact. I can see him totally warming up to the idea and just letting you mess with his hair while he reads a book outloud for the two of you.
Saix :
If you try to ask for permission, Saix will probably say no, so just go for it and pray that he rolls with it. Surprisingly, he does ! Well, more like he hasn’t bitten your hand off - yet. If he’s in a bad mood, prepare for some q u e s t i o n i n g. A half-assed smart sounding explanation will do the trick. If he’s in a good mood, he’ll let you do your thing as long as you don’t distract him too much.
Most likely to purr or just make barely audible b u t hella cute little noises when you play with his hair (i’m getting Saix Puppy flashbacks now, great) You could probably get away with making little cute braids and he won’t notice at all. Try not to be in his field of vision once he does cause he’ll go b e r s e r k on your ass and take away your hair fiddling privileges.
Axel :
Kinda reluctant. He’d poke fun at your eagerness to play with his hair to cover the fact that he’s KINDA embarrassed about this. Probably will let you have your way but only if you two are alone at the Clock Tower - he doesn’t want Xion or Roxas to try and imitate you if they see you. Like come on, there’s a r e p u t a t i o n here to mantain !
Thanks to the latest KH3 trailers we’ve confirmed that his hair is not just a bunch of deadly spikes stuck with hot glue to his head, but instead it’s S O F T. So yes, playing with Axel’s hair is f u n - even with that permanent scent of fire and burning wood he emits. He likes to see what kind of new style you can come up with. Manbun ? Pigtails ? Braids ? Valid. He’s partial to the low ponytail and will often wear it around the castle.
Demyx
Will strongly refuse at first - mostly cause he puts a L O T of time and gel ever day to perfectionate …whatever the fuck his hair even is. And he doesn’t want you ruining it ! With enough nagging and puppy eyes, Demyx will eventually give in and let you do whatever you want. Okay but his hair has a w e i r d texture with all the products he uses ?
Your hand will probably get stuck there too, so you better wait until like, he takes a shower to wash it all off. THEN you can just play with that fluffy mane. Demyx looks like a completely different person with his hair down, so he’ll be a bit hesitant, afraid you’ll laugh at him - but then he’d discover that he l o v e s when you play with his hair ! He’d pester you to do that whenever you two hang out cause it’s so relaxing.
Luxord :
His first reaction is to just laugh. Well, y’know not a full blown laugh but like a Polite Amused British Chuckle™. W h a t could you possibly want to play with ? He doesn’t have crazy long hair like most of the members in the Organization so he finds this kinda silly - buuut if you’re up for a quick game, he might just indulge you. Only if you win of course.
…Obviously, he lets you win. But you c a n ‘ t really complain about it cause now you get to play with his hair ! Huzzah ! Luxord is a talker, so he’ll just ramble on and on about how endearing and funny this situation is, joking about how lucky you are to have this privilege and b l a h b l a h. You don’t have to worry cause you’ll soon start to hear his light snores.
Marluxia :
Marluxia takes pride in his hair and overall appearance, so he k n o w s how badly you wanna play with that p i n k fluffy mane. If you’re gentle, he’ll gladly grant you the honour of touching it, enjoying your little surprised gasps and hearing you mutter things like “so fluffy and soft !” under your breath. It doesn’t matter if you’re his S/O, he’ll never tell you his secrets !
But he will give you some unsolicited tips and advice on how to take care of yours cause that’s just how he is. His smug and condescending attitude slowly dissipate as he starts to relax, though. Like the others, he m i g h t start to doze off while you do your thing, but Marluxia will try to keep up his cool façade - brushing you off with the excuse of being busy, with the sleepiest expression on his face.
Larxene :
Y e a h - No. Larxene refuses to be seen without her iconic hairstyle, she’ll let you play with those w e i r d antennae she’s got going on but that’s it. Take it or leave it. You don’t know if this is just normal or if she does it on purpose, but sometimes you feel a little s h o c k whenever you reach out for those two strands of hair. But hey, you’re the only one allowed to get that close to Larxene so, kudos to you.
You c a n, however, play with her hair while she sleeps ! Don’t worry about waking her up, she’s a heavy sleeper. Unless you come in banging pots and shit, she’s not waking up any time soon. Larxene will unconsciously lean into your touch, her face visibly softening while you mess with her thin locks. Just never tell her that you do this or she’ll forbid you from entering her room ever again.
Roxas :
Roxas is c o n f u s e d, he’ll move away on instinct and ask if you were trying to pull a prank on him or if you stuck something to his hair. When you tell him that you just like playing with it because the spikes are fun to touch, he’ll pout and get slightly flustered - but will let you continue anyway. It doesn’t matter how hard you try to mess up his hairstyle, it always returns to it’s original s t a t e. It’s like m a g i c.
Since you started doing that, he’s noticed he has been paying more attention to his hair. Roxas never cared about appearances, but the fact that you like something so specific as his hair pretty much inflates his ego a bit. He’d put a little bit more care into it, spending more time in front of the mirror every morning - lowkey hoping you’d notice.
Xion :
Also confused, but instead of stopping you, Xion would imitate your actions - twirling one of your locks around her finger with an amused smile on her face. After a while she’d innocently ask “what exactly are we doing?” and you’ll have to explain the entire concept to her between laughs.
When you tell her that you like playing with her hair, she’d totally blush and feel a bit self-conscious. What if your hands get tangled in a knot or something ? Did she brush it properly ? Wait - She doesn’t even have to with how short it is ! Maybe she should try letting it grow - But yeah, Xion would l o v e this. She’d sit on your lap or between your legs letting you make little braids and whatever while you two chill and talk during breaks.
#kh headcanons#reader insert#organization xiii#xemnas#xigbar#xaldin#vexen#lexaeus#zexion#saix#axel#demyx#luxord#marluxia#larxene#roxas#xion#sweetsistergingerspice
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requests list/queue thing
to the anon who asked for a second part of “as long as we’re together”: you are so sweet!! thank you!! unfortunately, my requests are teeechnically closed for the semester, the ones i’ve been posting this week are ones I said I’d post in january or february but couldn’t bc of school. i’ll definitely get to it in the summer tho!! i just wanted to say that i really appreciate when people like something I wrote enough to ask for me, it makes me v happy and honestly emotional lol, so thank you!! i really appreciate it!!
i’m also gonna list all of the requests that are in my inbox rn so you all know i haven’t forgotten about you lol (and so you guys can know what’s to come in the next few months!) the list is under the cut!!
1. reddie fucking while eddie’s on the phone with his mom (i honestly might get this one done this week but i also have literally like 300 pages of reading and an essay to outline and start this weekend so I make no promises lol but we’ll see!)
2. “really hard core BDSM” wheelzier (yes i quoted that one bc i loved the wording lol yall are wild and truly think i’m kinkier than i am but i LOVE it don’t worry lol) (also this one will probably be longer, so it’ll take longer for me to write, but i know a lot of you mentioned you were looking forward to it so i’ll do my best to work on it!!) (also also i want yall to know that my heart ascends to the high heavens every time i get a wheelzier request so im so glad yall are as excited for this as i am)
okay i numbered those ones bc i also said i’d have them done by february and here we are in mid march lmao
i can’t say in what order these next ones will come out, but i will get to them all eventually!
au where richie is dating eddie in one universe and mike w in another, and the two richies switch universes “oh and also richie is hung like a horse, please and thank you” (whoever sent that you are so right and also you’re my hero lmao)
beverie fluff turned smut
eddie comes w/o permission during a scene so richie doesn’t let him come the next time
hanzier proposal, fluff to smut (i’ve never written hanzier before, and i’ve only read it a handful of times, but i’m gonna try my hand at this!! if you’re wondering what ships I’m most comfortable writing, they’re listed in my about! but also I’m usually willing to step out of my comfort zone, so feel free to request any ship you want lol, worst case scenario i’ll be like ‘nah, sorry, not into that’ and refer you to someone who is) (but anyway yes i’m going to write this lol)
bev/max
reddie-centric poly losers smut
richie’s in a bad relationship and is actually in love with eddie. eddie drunkenly confesses to richie that he has feelings for him so richie breaks up with his crappy s/o
a second part to ‘as long as we’re together’
also people mentioned that they’d be into madzier and madwheeler if i wrote smth for those ships so i’ve started some madzier smut, which i am so excited for omg
so yeah, that’s what i’ll be working on for the next however many months lol. thank you all so much for your patience!! i seriously really appreciate that you guys like my writing enough to trust me with your ideas lol it means so much to me, so thank you!!
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FUCK RIGHT OFF MATE OK
(lov u)
i took off the ones abt sex except for 1 bc i can
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
on tumblr…. it was u babe so take that how u like
on imessage… no my dude
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
NOPE MY EX IS ON DRUGS
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
ehhhhh idk possibly
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
no but like he’s in my classes?
6. What are you excited for?
yr 10 formal and finished for the year
7. What happened tonight?
i made fajitas watched youtube and read fic,,, but it’s only 7pm
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
no do what u want… i just get annoyed when straight girls are suddenly making out with every other girl in sight BC BITCH Y CAN’T THE GAY GIRL GET SOME
9. Is confidence cute?
y e s self love is super hot
10. What is the last beverage you had?
tea11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
like one or two?
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
three actually THEY MAKE MY BUTT LOOK GOOD
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
refer to 7
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
bus fare
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
what kiss
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
yes what the hell
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
uhhhhhhhh like leah, the space gals, and my pal steph
18. The last time you felt broken?
probs yesterday
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
i can’t study and i hate having feelings for people
21. Are you in a good mood?
eh im in neutral u made it better tho lmao
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
yea y not
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
no i am harry potter in which i have my Mother’s eyes
24. What do you want right this second?
more fajitas
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
…huh
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
yes but i think due to the sun it’s a bit lighter than usual
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
no omg humour is important
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
the vid u sent me
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
yep my mother
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
i think so but there’s a line between 2 chances and 50 and if you have to give someone more than like 2 extra chances drop them lol
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
no he’s a butt but he’s ok and he helped me make fajitas
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
look i honestly don’t know but if he doesn’t then H O W
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
lmao no i wish
34. Listening to?
africa by toto, next in the queue is paint by the paper kites
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
yes my last test was in pencil
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
again w the whole NO ONE HAS KISSED ME THING
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no love is not purely based on appearance lol
38. Who did you last call?
the guy who i’m doing my psych pres with
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
my pal nat in a stationary shop
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
HMMM AGAIN WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
props like the last time my history teacher brought them to class
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
nope lol
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
YES CONSTANTLY
44. Do you tan in the nude?
whats tanning dont know her
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
IF THIS HAPPENS ONE M O R E TIME
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
nope i wish tho
47. Who was the last person to call you?
my dad
48. Do you sing in the shower?
hell yea i do
49. Do you dance in the car?
hell yea i do
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
yea twice
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
like 3 weeks ago for a school thing but the angle was gross
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
NO THEY ARE MY LIFE AND SOUL
53. Is Christmas stressful?
YES I LOVE SHOPPING BUT NEVER HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR EVERYONE
ok i can’t be bothered to do the the format like that anymore rip nice structure
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
a wot
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
apple and blueberry
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
vet or journalist, still wanna write to some degree lol
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
i think there is something beyond what we see but idk
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
yes omg sometimes before i travel to somewhere new i dream abt the place and then i get there and im LIKE I HAVENT BEEN HERE BEFORE WHY DO I KNOW IT and it’s bc i dreamt abt it
59. Take a vitamin daily?
HHAHAHAHAHAH
60. Wear slippers?
no BAREFOOT BBY
61. Wear a bath robe?
nah dressing gown tho
62. What do you wear to bed?
t shirt dress or men’s shirt
63. First concert?
taylor swift im sorry
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
K MART BITCH
65. Nike or Adidas?
nike but i dont wear either
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
CHEETOS WE DONT HAVE FRITOS IN AUS
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
peanuts dude
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
currently sparks fly or the live back to december
69. Ever take dance lessons?
NO I GOT FRIENDS WHO DANCE THO
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
lowkey want to marry a painter or a designer 71. Can you curl your tongue?
yeee boii 72. Ever won a spelling bee?
nahh 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
YE at my sister’s wedding and at the disco last year lmao
74. What is your favorite book?
hp, trc, or i’ll give you the sun
75. Do you study better with or without music?
wWITH
76. Regularly burn incense?
nah got a wax burner
77. Ever been in love?
ppffft i wish
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
hozier, arctic monkeys, the lumineers, dua lipa, lorde, hippo campus, the weeknd
79. What was the last concert you saw?
taylor swift but i’ve been to like festivals since then?
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
hot but since summer is a comin
81. Tea or coffee?
tea
82. Favorite type of cookie?
white choc macadamia
83. Can you swim well?
i could before i got boobs
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
yes
85. Are you patient?
NOPE
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
baND (mostly bc last time i went to a wedding w band the singer was HOT and she could sing like beyonce)
87. Ever won a contest?
uhhh i think so?
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
nope lol
89. Which are better black or green olives?
don’t eat either!
91. Best room for a fireplace?
LIVING ROOM OR BEDROOM GUY
92. Do you want to get married?
i think so but also i cannot understand why anyone would want to marry me
ok i lov u more than i love steve harrington have a good night lad ! this was v long i hope ur happy
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MEGA REPLY POST
Here’s replies for the past 71 days, because I haven’t sat my ass down earlier and actually done them. Some of these aren’t even relevant any longer. I’ll try to section them after different topics and stuff.
Be warned this post is EXTREMELY long!
under a cut, bc i’m not that evil.
BIRTHDAY REPLIES
melien replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
Aaa happy belated birthday ;_;
my-simension replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
Ohhh another one already!!! Happy Happy birthday , sweet one! Have a wonderful day!! ��
javapixels replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
Happy Birthday!
sleek-simmerr replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
happy birthday!
experimentalsims replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
Happy birthday!
karisamarie replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
Happy Birthday!❤��
jackssims replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
Happy Birthday! ��
plumboops replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
happy birthday!! ♥
sevenleafsimblr replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
happy birthday :OO
futurecarrie replied to your post “Happy birthday!!!”
Happy birthday! ^-^
Thanks you guys! I’m so happy for all these replies! <3
NDIAYE REPLIES
my-simension replied to your photoset
So cute! great work!
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photoset
This shit is adorableeee!!
simlovinggirl replied to your photoset
!!!! :D Super excited!! ♥
davidmont replied to your photoset
cuuuuuute
Thanks!! I hope you’re all excited and that I won’t dissapoint you, ahah.
tranquiltowns replied to your photo “Murasaki Ito...”
She's so cute ah!
smile-beautifuly replied to your photo “Murasaki Ito...”
All of your sims are so cute <3
Thanks, I’m actually very happy with how she turned out! :D
tranquiltowns replied to your photo “Zola Ndiaye Loner ✕ Technophobe ✕ Athletic ✕ Grumpy ✕ Easily...”
She's stunning!
They are! But most of the credit goes to @cosysimmer for their genetics! I just dressed them and changed the hair!
deletedladdersanddoors replied to your photoset
YEEYEEYEEYEE GET IT BROBRO
Y E E IM GETTING IT BRO
MEADOWS REPLIES
melien replied to your photoset “Bay: Yeah, that’s me! Bay Hamilton. I’m happy to meet you, Nathan....”
She's adorable!
pushingupplumbobs replied to your photoset “Bay: Yeah, that’s me! Bay Hamilton. I’m happy to meet you, Nathan....”
Ahh! She looks perfect in your game ��
She is really adorable! Thank you pushingupplumbobs for letting me have her! <3
davidmont replied to your photoset “Nathan: Oh by the way! Did you know that I am actually a very strong...”
I'M IN LOVE
SAME. they’re very cute together :D
deletedladdersanddoors replied to your photoset “Safiya: And that’s how you win Mario Kart! Evan: Ah! Another red...”
I'm adopting safiya as my grandma too late u can't stop me the papers are signed
you have to take good care of her then, please.
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photoset “Lucie: You just want me to change your haircolour? You’re sure that...”
Savageeeee����
aren’t we all thinking it? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
my-simension replied to your photoset “ffs nate”
hahaha
blurrypxls replied to your photoset “ffs nate”
Me with life
lmao same
hollywood3015 replied to your photoset
So cute
he is >u<
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photoset “The next day… Evan: Nathan steals the blankets.”
He looks so happy. What happened last night??? Lemme stop��
madeyesims replied to your photoset “Nathan: Anyways bro, we don’t have any spare beds, so we’ll have to...”
yes.... no homo........... v straight..................... ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
deletedladdersanddoors replied to your photoset “Nathan: Anyways bro, we don’t have any spare beds, so we’ll have to...”
2 bros, chillin in the same bed, a few inches apart cus they are gay!
jackssims replied to your photoset “Nathan: Anyways bro, we don’t have any spare beds, so we’ll have to...”
"No homo" ��
vkthesims4 replied to your photoset “Nathan: Anyways bro, we don’t have any spare beds, so we’ll have to...”
" no homo"
ARE YOU GUYS GONNA BE ANGRY WITH ME IF I TELL YOU THAT THEY AREN’T GONNA BE TOGETHER? IM SORRY NO ACTUAL HOMO WITH THESE BROS
my-simension replied to your photoset “Nathan: How am I losing?! Evan: I don’t know what I’m doing, but it...”
So nice to see your colorful pics! :D
Thank you!!! The mmbc sure gets a bit boring with the colours, ahah!
deletedladdersanddoors replied to your photoset “Nathan: How am I losing?! Evan: I don’t know what I’m doing, but it...”
Me constantly
hashtag relatable
deletedladdersanddoors replied to your photoset “Nathan: Oh, there you are! Hi! ???: Hey, Nathan!”
Whowhowhowho
deletedladdersanddoors replied to your photoset “Nathan: You’re Evan, right? Evan Foster! Evan: Yeah! And you’re the...”
Presh boi
i’ll let you answer your own question. Evan is a presh boyo
davidmont replied to your photoset “Juliette has taken up sculpting!”
oh god that's impressive+
let’s see if we can master this skill too?
madeyesims replied to your photoset “The sun rises over Twinbrook (and a new Meadows queue)”
YAAAAAAASSSSSS
amespixels replied to your photoset “The sun rises over Twinbrook (and a new Meadows queue)”
Yay!!! Was just thinking about this save earlier =)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i’m so happy that you guys are excited for my meadows queues!
BLUSH REPLIES
my-simension replied to your photo “BMMBC Maybe Babies - Chalina Calaca - berriesandbrownsugar Edwin and...”
Cute! :)
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photo “BMMBC Maybe Babies - Chalina Calaca - berriesandbrownsugar Edwin and...”
Their adorableeeee
Looks like their mom, Chalina! :D
sevenleafsimblr replied to your photoset “Viridian: Oh Em. You have been hurt so much. Viridian: Instead of...”
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1. would be lovely if these emojis actually showed up on my computer 2. they’re crying emojis for anyone who also can’t see them. 3. same.
cosysimmer replied to your photoset “Neptune: Guess what? I’m not a robot, a robot Guess what? I’m not a...”
YASSSS MARINA, great choice my dudes
jackssims replied to your photoset “Neptune and Emerald: Guess what? I am not a robot Guess what? I am not...”
Is this Marina? Because I love Marina
i love marina!!! you can probably expect more of her songs, if i do more karaoke.
bountifulberries replied to your photoset “Neptune: Up for a little karaoke? You pick a song!”
Aw he would so do this
bountifulberries replied to your photoset “Neptune: Welcome to the alien family! Shaka brah!”
AWWWW
neptune is a sweetheart <3
littlemissylissamel replied to your photoset “Chalina: Oh? This isn’t the happy ending I had hoped for, but… *gasp*...”
Aahhh my poor sweet child....At least she's happy...I'm sad and my heart is also Warmed
She’s okay now! At least she get to experience the afterlife that she is so interested in, even if that means that she isn’t in the mmbc anymore. (i am also Sad to see her go)
berrycutesims replied to your photo
really
really. uh, idk what you mean, but really really.
sevenleafsimblr replied to your photoset “Chalina: Oh? This isn’t the happy ending I had hoped for, but… *gasp*...”
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1. even more intense crying emojis now 2. me too pal
cosysimmer replied to your post “Episode 9 - Hop, Stab, and Jump - End Notes”
Rosalie why ;A;
yikes, she needs to stop arguing with people
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photoset “???: Ah! Help me, somebody please— *thud* ???: Oh that’s a lot of...”
Hell yesss
questionable thing to say hell yes to, but i’ll take it.
cosysimmer replied to your photoset “*Tap starts running* *humming* *door opens* ???: Hm? Oh, it’s just...”
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
TIME 4 DEATH
my-simension replied to your photoset “Halcyon: OH SHIT”
xD
my-simension replied to your photoset “First to fall off: Lavender! Lavender: Oh- ouch!”
lol
this is the best challenge i have done so far. it’s amazing material for pictures.
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photoset “The last four! Bay, Rosalie, Felicity and Jeremy!”
Yesssss
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photoset “Rosalie: *highpitched screech*”
I know y'all see felicity����
do we have a felicity fan??
madisonprettyinpink replied to your photoset “Viridian: Today’s challenge is simple and, hopefully, fun! There’s a...”
Just noticed this on my dash��
hello from your dash, lmao
bountifulberries replied to your photoset “Chalina: AAAAAAAAAH?! I’M FALLING TO MY DEATH!”
I like that we can see Neptune mid-Tumble in the background
there he goes
bountifulberries replied to your photoset “Neptune: Oh no, I’m not going down on the hard ground, im not going,...”
NOW IM LYIN ON THE COLD HARD GROUND
*GOAT SCREAM*
amespixels replied to your photoset “Halcyon: OH SHIT”
These all look so dramatic xD I love it!
bountifulberries replied to your photoset “Viridian: Today’s challenge is simple and, hopefully, fun! There’s a...”
I like it I like it
i recommend this challenge to everyone, please do it, it’s so fun and dramatic and simple
bountifulberries replied to your photoset “it’s them boys”
This is amazing I hope they do start a boy band
Them Boys, with their first album “Help Us We’re Stuck In A MMBC”
experimentalsims replied to your photoset “Lavender: I just saw Melanite eat something from the ground! Rosalie:...”
Lol. gossip
the gossip goes around when you’re living this close together i guess
bountifulberries replied to your photoset “Jeremy: Viridian? I, uh… have something, or rather someone to show...”
BUT WHAT IF JEREMY DIES. PHOEBE WILL HAVE NO DAD
STOP THE KILLING FOR PHOEBES SAKE
jackssims replied to your photoset “Jeremy: Don’t worry Phoebe. You were born in the middle of a horrible...”
I'm pretty sure this is the first MMBC Baby (at least that I know of). New Grounds
Phoebe Ronchi, First MMBC Baby Ever... Maybe
sevenleafsimblr replied to your photoset “Lavender and Bailey both witnessed the birth, and aren’t quite sure...”
anyway i might have missed the whole birth until i get screenshots but congratulations jeremy :')
congrats jeremy!
jackssims replied to your photoset “Lavender and Bailey both witnessed the birth, and aren’t quite sure...”
I don't think Jeremy was expecting it either tbh
were anyone expecting this? i wasn’t
sevenleafsimblr replied to your photoset “Lavender and Bailey both witnessed the birth, and aren’t quite sure...”
whys so much of this queue marked as sensitive jfc
tumblr hates me and probably also bc of the amount of words relating to death
jackssims replied to your photoset “Jeremy: Wha- Argh!”
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simsandthensome replied to your photoset “Jeremy: Wha- Argh!”
FINALLY :D
sevenleafsimblr replied to your photoset “Jeremy: Wha- Argh!”
OOOOOOOHHHHHHH
1. that’s supposed to be eye emojis 2. BABY
blurrypxls replied to your photoset “Viridian: Here’s the poll results. Um, it’s best if you just see it...”
Someone really has it in for her
blurrypxls replied to your photoset “Viridian: Here’s the poll results. Um, it’s best if you just see it...”
What the fuck Felicity
blurrypxls replied to your photoset “Emerald: Come on, Felicity! You got 16 votes in the last poll? At...”
Feli nooo
it’s going downhill for Felicity, sadly :/
jackssims replied to your photoset “Meanwhile, in the other bedroom… Jeremy: What is happening to me..?”
He Bigg
thicc
davidmont replied to your photoset “Episode 7 - Tempt Fate”
yeeee my favorite is still there!!
not if your favourite is Raven... :(
MISC. REPLIES
sevenleafsimblr replied to your post “Simblr either or: 1-9??”
gdi this contains both the numbers i sent
oops
futurecarrie replied to your post “nobody cares but....” I felt lukewarm about Kazuichi tbh, but I can see where the love comes from
jackssims replied to your post “nobody cares but....”
I love Kazuichi too tf`
i am BURNING HOT for kazuichi, so yeah i had to freak out for a bit. also hi fellow kazuichi lover, we are too few.
smile-beautifuly replied to your photo
I've noticed that anything that has the word dead in it gets tagged
smile-beautifuly replied to your photo
Or flagged I guess
experimentalsims replied to your photo
I think when you use certain words it triggers safemode like murder kill death shooting. It was happening to me on almost every single draft so I changed my words. I haven't figured out what else triggers it.
yeah, that’s probably it, but idk how to get around using words like that for a mmbc. unless i need to start saying that chalina got stabby-stabbied and raven got CRONCHED. yeah let’s just stick with using the word murder.
blurrypxls replied to your post “mmbc queue”
Idk if i mentioned this in our convo the other day but for some reason safe mode doesn't work on my phone?? Which is weird because such posts don't show up on my ipad and desktop
u sneaky! >_>
sevenleafsimblr replied to your photoset
why is tumblr censoring half of an episode literally called Bright and Pure
once again, tumblr hates me.
#replies#BMMBC Replies#sevenleafsimblr#blurrypxls#experimentalsims#smile-beautifuly#jackssims#futurecarrie#davidmont#simsandthensome#bountifulberries#amespixels#madisonprettyinpink#my-simension#cosysimmer#berrycutesims#littlemissylissamel#madeyesims#deletedladdersanddoors#vkthesims4#hollywood3015#simlovinggirl#tranquiltowns#plumboops#karisamarie#sleek-simmerr#javapixels#melien#pushingupplumbobs#you can see my change from happy and using smileys
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t h r e e
this post, entirely about gabbie hanna. which is very fitting considering i associate the number three with her.
where to start? i suppose at the beginning. that being september 2016.
i don't remember exactly when but sometime before drop the mic tour i fell in love with her videos, and i mean i fell fuckin hard lol. i just connected to her on a way i didn't really understand as a just-turned-sixteen-year-old girl. anyway, the first video i remember being posted after i started stanning was ‘how social media ruins relationships’ a dance video, that gabbie rarely posts but has stuck with me as my first proper memory of her. and the beginning of something mad.
if anyone reading this doesn't know gabbie (hi, were have u been?) she's a youtuber. she's the gal in my icon <3 not only is she a youtuber she's also. musician (currently with six (technically 7) songs out and an album called ‘this time next year’ on the way), author (of adultolescence which reached number 3 (three, see?) on the New York times bestseller list, with book two on the way also), illustrator (of said ny times bestselling book and various other designs), tv host (for a while on the revamped TRL) and so much more but of course i'm biased and could go o forever so i'll leave it there.
after deciding to subscribe and do the general social media stalk of and internet personality of someone i’ve just found i was obsessed and over two years later, still am <3
i changed my twitter @ to a gabbie fan account, made friends (with some of the most amazing people) and just felt so at home. sounds crazy but it was like something clicked and not only did i fall in love with gabbie, i also fell in love with her community.
january 2017; something past 2am, i'm awake for some apparent reason and gabbie goes live on live.ly (i know, long ago) of course i join and this is where I got my first gabbie notice (which i know isn't everything but it was something so heartwarming knowing that after a couple months she saw me) she did this emoji game where she’d act out an emoji and the first person to correctly guess and send it in the chat would be ‘best friended’. in this stream she also announced that she’d be coming to london for summer in the city.
summer in the city is a video convention in the uk (obv) in august, this was suuucchhh a big deal as i was already planning to go and the fact that she’d be there was the BEST feeling ever. in the time between she announced and it finally came around i got my follow from her on twitter (which also has a cute story behind it - i made a deal with my step dad, if I got an A in any of my january exams (which i was getting the results for on March 3rd) he would buy me my ticket to sitc. so of course i was v nervous, went to bed - or at least tried to - the night before and work up on the third to gabbie’s follow, which probably doesn't sound like a big deal so literally everyone else ever but it just felt like a lil ‘good luck, u got this’ from her which meant frickin everything. so i got an A, therefore got my ticket and was so ready for august.
august 2017; the fourth of august, my mam, joel and i set off to london on the mega bus. me excited as anything as i was on my way to london after not having gone for about 6 years, getting ready to see three of my best pals (who i was meeting for the first time the next day because of gabbie) and also preparing myself to see gab irl for the first time ever. right as i saw about to try and sleep i got a message from a twitter mutual of a video of gabbie saying hi to me after they’d met her at their hotel lobby, i lost my mind and couldn't sleep after, naturally. the fifth of august, i got up in a shitty ibis budget hotel room in barking early af to get ready and make sure i looked presentable to go to the excel (which was an hour away on the tube, nightmare), went to breakfast and was too nervous to eat lmao (not like me AT ALL) and then we were off. i met chaz first, then eli then toni who where the best company that weekend and i'm so grateful for them. we waited two hours at main stage for the comedy panel to be able to get front row to see gabbie at her first sitc 2017 panel which was crazy emotional. i screamed, laughed, cried (yes, cried) and lost my fucking mind at gabbie literally jumping off the fucking stage and run over to chaz (who i was standing next to) and hugged her and then toni. frickin insane dude. we had such a good day and were all buzzing to se meeting gabbie the next day. the sixth of august, maybe my favourite day of my entire life <3 we ended up leaving the hotel late which wasn't fun considering gabbie had a panel at 12 and of course we wanted to get front row. chaz managed to get there first and toni and i joined her, the doors opened and we (along with the 15 others who also wanted front row ran to the queue, literally RAN and i do not run usually, sis made an exception for my fave <3 anyway we got front row and eli (who was late) sat behind us and we watched gab so sooo well. she kept looking over at us and making cute faces, looking right fuckin at us whilst mentioning her community and projects etc. and she done so fuckin well when hazel hayes (a knob) literally came for her for absolutely no reason, which tuned into a joke lol. next, another main stage panel which we got to second row for since we were late as the schedule didn't have that panel on it LOL (ty for that sitc) next, my fave part, getting legend herself<333 toni and eli went earlier than chaz and i because they had to leave early. chaz and i tried to wait until last but some bitchy af girls were doing the same and we heard that she might have to leave early so joined the queue. meeting her; my favourite moment ever. has went first and i stood recording until gabbie says to chaz “ya who’s the rest of the squad” making me lose me mind internally LOL, i knew she knew about us since chaz had dm’ed her saying and gab had said that she was looking out for us in the crowd of panels AWW. chaz said about how eli and toni had come earlier and then said “so its just me and holly left” and at that moment gabbie looked at me, right into my fucking soul and said “hi holly!” and opened her arms to me <333 OUCH IM SOFT. she was and still is the best. we had a cute AF lil convo where she told the security (because they were looking at us stupid bc of how excited we all were and also bc she spent so much longer with us than anyone else lmao) that chaz an i “are twitter icons” which i died at ouchie. she then complemented my hair (which i’d dyed purple and blue to match hers - cringe, yes - to then find out she dyed hers blonde a week before london LMAO of course. i told her how i also got my nose pierced bc of her and she told me “you gotta do all these now” showing me her ears that had SIX new piercings that she’d got for a vid that wasn't out at the time, saying “next time i see you, next year, you better have five” which of course i did literally five days after meeting her lol, love that for me, even though i didn't see her the next year (ouch)
skipping a lot but gabbie truly means so so much to me, and this for sure won't be the last time i do a post about her. she truly deserves the world <3
- h
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