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"If I could paint the sky, would all the stars then shine a bloody red?" —"Black Out Days" by Phantogram
Kian has actually done nothing wrong ever. He is just an extreme magic anomaly.
#yes this is me wishing I could make music videos of my wips#this is going to have to suffice#just going to have to embrace the cringey windows movie maker effects#also i can't find any consensus on the lyrics whether it's “shine a bloody red” or “be shining bloody red” so idk#wip: SoS#wip: Sov#oc art
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pink goes good with green ‧₊˚ ⋅*
goes well with green.

#I SAW THIS MOVIE YESTERDAY AND IM SO‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#IM GOING TO THINK ABT THIS MOVIE WELL .. FOREVER#i took my mom to go see it and she loved it and is now a hardcore gelphie stan#I’ve always wanted to see the musical but this will def suffice til then#this movie DID make me cry and more than ONCE#I can’t give elphaba a hug so have glinda giving her one#these women are living in my brain forever#there will be more art of them.#anywho .. chat bring up the 1939 old woman yuri gelphie fanart#wicked#wicked movie#wicked fanart#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#my art#click for better quality maybe#dec. 24#breeberryart#posted on instagram
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I’m going to say something I’ve been thinking for a long time. Travis/Chetney always bringing up Molaesmyr gets laughs but I think it is the largest factor which is making Matt’s attempt to have the Predathos question be a real debate, and the cast treating it as one not only fall flat for me, but have me ready to be incredibly disappointed in the storytelling of C3 depending on what happens.
Molaesmyr is the most pure example we have of Ludinus’s sins and what happens if he gets what he wants. He contacted Predathos and destroyed a civilization. Not only destroyed it, but twisted the animals, plant life, and people of the city and for hundreds of miles around into horrible, tortured and suffering mockeries of themselves, still haunting a perpetually dying space. That is what Matt presented when we visited Molaesmyr in episode 57 and, because Matt is good at horror and especially body horror, it really landed.
We’ve heard the cast say several times now that the characters definitely want to stop Ludinus from getting any power but after that “we’ll see.” We’ll see what? How is doing any version of what Ludinus wants a victory, even if he’s not involved? How are we considering that it might be fine to let Predathos out to chase/eat the gods or to control after seeing what it did to Molaesmyr? Do the people we saw as twisted and suffering mockeries of their former selves in that dead city not matter to the story at all? Are they just set dressing we’re supposed to forget?
Trying to present any version of what Ludinus ultimately wants, releasing Predathos, as a possible and even potentially correct or admirable endgame was, imo, a huge mistake after seeing Molaesmyr. As an audience of this story, it turns who we’ve been told are protagonists into villains. And while some stories can do that well, I don’t have confidence this one could, in large part because D&D is designed to be heroic fantasy. And seeing the heroes turn to villains at the last second will be even harder to swallow if the story tries to tell us they had a point.
#critical role#cr discourse#sorry this might have been a little intense but I’m in my end of the year depression feels#suffice to say I’m not going to have a lot of respect for this story depending on how it ends
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they should make a body that doesnt try to kill you if you go on a little walk
#this doesn't always happen its just decided on anarchy today#even though i haven't done anything that usually triggers this#i need my walkies but sitting on the porch will have to suffice for the rest of the week i reckon#and in truth it was an incredibly small walk. about an american city blocks length#alas. bed bound until it stops#not a horse#whatever you do dont pick up an auto immune thing it will change you in unfortunate ways#stay healthy so you can go outside and go for fun little jaunts#still bizzare to me that i probably wouldnt have ended up so sick if what i have was known 7 years ago#instead i just started dying yknow?
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NINJAGO DOODLE DUMP
had to get some drawings off my chest before starting season 7 (on ep 5 btw)

#kyukyudraws#watching the ninja go#ninjago#uhhh how do I tag this#i guess I'll just tag characters that have fully colored doodles#ninjago cole#cole brookstone#kai smith#kai ninjago#jay walker#nya smith#pixel ninjago#that'll suffice i guess
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ladies, I need to wander despondently across a foggy moor asap
#*this also applies to the not-ladies among us#y'all deserve a good pensive ramble across a moor in a really cool greatcoat#just be sure you don't turn it into anything vigorous#this is not the time to be Aragorn we are looking for Jonathan Harker pre-Dracula at best#in regards to the moor: a wind-swept cliffside would also be suffice#it would NOT do wonders for my health of course but hey#fortunately the bestie and I have plans to go hiking next weekend and if we don't have another option I'm gonna beg for the hemlock trail#I'd also take the cedar springs#I just need Nature that isn't the beach#in other news I am happy to report that the week is smoothing itself out somewhat#we're all still on edge but it's not as bad as it was and we've effectively kicked loose the pebble in the the shoe#my darling sister sent me a gift and told me to treat myself so I may get bubble tea after work#and I begged for tomorrow off so I can sleep and then spend the day coughing in peace#(this is such a bizarre cold. I didn't get any of the preliminaries outside of some sneezing)#(and then it was straight to my chest. not even a sore throat first! usually I get a lot of build up and can often get ahead of a bad cough#(thankfully my nose is not congested. I suppose that's the trade-off)#so I'll sleep in and then I may sort some of the filing I'm taking home from the office#by then I'll likely have completely lost my voice#AND I have ingredients for chili because for once I planned ahead. might even make some of my favorite rolls as well.#and then next week...I start a second job#(super simple and it's 2 hours max every evening. once I figure it out it could be an hour tops unless I decide to take it slow)#(the pay is great for the job and it'll give me something to do instead of just...I dunno...reading through the winter I suppose)#(sorry my head is in such a fog I don't know how I'm surviving work)#mine#greatest hits
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Happy birthday TRIGUN STAMPEDE!! 🎉
#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#trigun fanart#meryl stryfe#roberto de niro#tristamp#well i nearly forgot to post this here OQNDNWNA#but here it is! wow 1yr old! truly amazing#words do not suffice to describe how much i love this series and how i adore trigun as a whole#it was like catnip to me and i couldn't let go#i have not been here since the first episode but hey it is also almost a year for me so AHA#i HAD to do a gift for the occasion or i wouldn't be able to sleep. hence the 2 am drawing bc it appeared on my eyelids and i had to
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🎶
#ts4 gameplay#s4mm#the sims 4#simblr#s#this is gary's coworker at the coffee shop her name is abigail and they're fwb but also not bc she declined being woohoo partners o_o#i think she's going for gold guys she wants to be gf status and honestly im debating it they're so cuuute!!!#he's fwb w/ so many other ppl atm though so i feel like she's def endgame#suffice to say this save is juicy ok there's so much going on i love it im having a blast#also never thought i'd be into ww but it adds a lot of chaos which i love sm
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i'm trying to learn gmod
#freak fortress#tf2 freaks#piss cakehole#cakehole piss#era.png#no art today sorry .... i hope these suffice?#i got gifted gmod around christmas (THANK YOU ZEE) and im finally getting around to learning how to use it#i fear i have a lot of power in my hands.#also if anybodys reading this the filename for the cakehole image is 'cakehole piss tries to go Dying'#id in alt text
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Do we ever think about Johnny in heart sunglasses. I'm convinced if GG does another pop up shop for like valentines he's gonna be in there with stupid ass goofy glasses. I need him dead.
there is so much potential making him wear fuckass dorky glasses
heres my desperate interpretation idk much abt guy fashion all ik is Baggy Jeans (though johnny gives more tight jeans ngl)
he should be violently ragdolled throttled gmod style in a cramped room (lovingly ofc)
#sorry this took several business days to answer#i was gonna try render a full body but im having the biggest art block ive had in my life www#this will suffice#if johhny is there im Going#stealing the cardboard cutout and making out with it in an alleyway#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#ggst#guilty gear fanart#digital art#johnny guilty gear#guilty gear xrd#johnny ggst#fanart
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Honestly, while calling Toriel abusive is a major stretch, I don't think it's a stretch at all to say that both she and Asgore have flaws in their parenting. They're not remotely abusive, and they do love their kids, but they're also not perfect parents either-and I think DR has been highlighting this pretty well.
(Like, I am not judging Toriel for having a fun time with Sans at the end of Chapter 4: she's had a rough time of it, and she has every right to have a fun night of partying with Sans. She should have fun with a friend and move on from Asgore! But it was also pretty irresponsible of her to not check up on Kris and let them know where she was.)
I mean...was it actually that irresponsible? As far as Toriel knows, Kris is spending the rest of the day with a close friend, who Kris (and by extension Toriel) trust enough to let stay over the previous night. She has no reason to think Kris will come looking for her at the church, and even if she did, their house is like a minute walk away.
Kris definitely seems to be mid-late teens, so them staying out slighty later (not even that late - Toriel remarks that Kris seems to be going to bed early) really isn't that strange or cause for concern. The town they live in is a small, close-knit community, too - Toriel goes to church and teaches so probably knows most people who live there. Verging on headcanon territory here but Kris definitely strikes me as someone who would have an established history of staying out.
The only cause for concern that we know Toriel knows about is the whole slashing tires thing, but like, she barely seems concerned about that in general. I had a friend have something similar happen to them recently and it really did turn out to be nbd, so when Toriel isn't shown to worry about that, I'm inclined to believe that that's fairly reasonable and doesn't mark any particular irresponsibility. Going back into 'headcanon that just makes logical sense based on the text', we can assume at least that she had a conversation with Undyne about it, and that this probably reassured her. I get why people wonder about this though.
I take particular problem (not from you anon just soapboxing) with interpretations that Toriel is an alcoholic because we had one scene of her drunk on a weekend night. The 'evidence' for this seems to be that Kris is particularly on edge in this scene because this has happened before, and not because of the stress associated with the Actual Plot of Deltarune, Which Kris is Being Forced Along.
I guess I just find people's chosen analyses on Toriel odd, because there are definitely more interesting things to talk about in Ch3/4 which are ACTUALLY in the text - like the effect of Toriel's/Asgore's arguing upon Kris. But doing this would also have to mean giving Toriel some props for putting an end to that unhealthy household dynamic (and recognising that Asgore's slightly invasive 🥺take me back🥺 routine is Good for Nobody)
Sidebar I dont hate asgore at all but thank god Toriel got the kids in the divorce LOL
One thing I definitely need people to keep in mind is that Toriel (and even Kris!) is NOT seeing things from the player's POV. When Kris and Susie get home, it's emotionally impactful to us because we know the two have had a stressful day and were worried about Toriel. Knowing this, it makes it harder to see Kris struggling to sleep. Keeping Kris up for an indeterminate amount of time isn't great - but it hits us and Kris harder than it otherwise probably would because of the shit they've been through, which Toriel can't possibly know about. When Kris gets home at all, we know a lot has happened that Toriel should be concerned about...again, should she know about it, which she literally can't. We the player are primed by what we know to be concerned about Kris, Toriel is primed by what she knows not to be. Toriel was protective in UT because there was an identified threat, in DR she is lax because she has identified a lack of threat. Her assessment is wrong, but only because she's not omniscient. If anything she strikes me as quite respectful of Kris' autonomy (unlike us the player lol)
To get back to your point, obviously Toriel isn't supposed to be perfect - because usually writing perfect people is pretty piss poor writing. In deconstructing the criticism being levied at her I (and I assume others) would never want to 'prove' she is perfect. I mean...obviously, right?
What I want to do is highlight these questions: Does the criticism of her seem fair and good faith? What assumptions are people making, and why? Even if there's something in the criticism you agree with, does the energy behind the criticism seem proportional to the 'crime'? Are other characters treated by the same standards? If not, what is making it disproportional? (its misogyny its literally just misogyny its so obvious but I'd be here for another hour if I dont just leave it here)
Which characters - in Deltarune, Undertale, or fiction in general - are allowed to be imperfect without it drawing this much critcism?
#thanks for the ask!#sorry it was sort of a springboard to talk about the topic in general#if anyone wants to respond with 'as a child of xyz....' just delete the draft it won't make your argument more compelling#suffice to say - been there done that. and from what we have seen toriel is decidely NOT -that-#toriel#deltarune#toriel discourse#<- to block for sanity or trawl through for insanity#bonus points to asker for not being really weird about sans spending time with toriel like a lotta people go outta their way to be
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The awkward dinner table stare-down between a man who works in healthcare and his disabled daughter
#my mother who is oblivious to whats going on just calmly talking about plants#meanwhile me and my dad are engaged in the glare to end all glares#the two of us have VERY different opinions on whats going on#id like to clarify that hes not a doctor or nurse or anything#he is in charge of hospital records and patient info so he has to work with the insurance companies all the time#suffice to say dinner qas awkward#united healthcare ceo#disabled#disability#cane user#united healthcare
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asking the important question here:
since jinwoo always has his soldiers staying in his shadow and they're constantly like aware of what's happening... what happens when jinwoo is trying to get some with his wife ifyouknowwhatimean
#cause when he's about to kiss cha he told them to close their eyes right?#and now i'm writing this fic and he's fucking his wife against the wall and i'm like... bruh#even if he tells them to look away they can still HEAR THEM FUCK#i'm wondering what i should do#should he just send them somewhere else like#“start your patrol”#“but my liege we just got back we promise the whole neighborhood is safe”#“start over. for at least... twenty--no thirty--no actually just make it an hour and then you can come back”#beru igris iron and the whole gang being “mmhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm” eyeing him all suspiciously and shit#igris being the wisest one: “my liege are you sure an hour will suffice to...*clears throat* make sure everything i mean everyone is safe?”#beru somewhere in the background already crying: “WE WILL HAVE ANOTHER HEIR!!! REJOICE YOU PEASANTS ANOTHER HEIR WILL JOIN US SOON!!!”#i would honestly just go kms#solo leveling#sung jinwoo
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kenny week 2025: kenny's titty tragedy (horror)
cartman, that fat cow-- i bet he knows where the playboys are
cartman where are the titties ?
i deleted your playboys kenny. i threw all your titties in the trash. your titties are gone.
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#this was going to be animated but my software broked#so this will have to suffice for now sorry :((((((((#my art#doodle#fan art#south park#kennyweek2025#kenny mccormick#eric cartman#pilotredsun
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i know i don't talk much about my health on this blog but can everyone please cross their fingers for me 🤞🏻 i need insurance to approve a CT to check for an adrenal tumor and not make it a month long process of appeals
#but yeah the results are in and across the board are normal except my wicked high dhea values#so we're suspecting adrenal adenoma / adrenalcortical carcinoma / pheochromocytoma#we haven't tested my catecholamine levels so idk about a pheo but given how often i'm unmanageably panicky and anxious? sure#and obviously i'm worried about having cancer. the hormone abnormalities i'm dealing with are more common with carcinomas than adenomas#and i can so easily see this becoming an annoying administrative thing. i don't want to go through what i did trying to get vyvanse#they denied the CT for my kidney stones. which was fine because the US picked up on one so it sufficed for diagnosis. an US won't work here#so pleaseeeeeee send medicaid your 'make sure morrie doesn't have cancer' wishes so i can get put in a radioactive tube a couple times
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Ok I might actually have enough spoons left over to get this out in more-than-bullet-point form. But I'm still so pissed about how Tim killed off Bobby this season, not because I'm against character death in general (in fact I can find it very cathartic if done right), but because of how it was done.
I talked a little bit about this right after the episode first aired, but a lot of my issue in my immediate reaction was the way the reveal happened. It could have been SO much less of a twist for shock value had they shown the clip with his ruptured line a little earlier in the episode. Build the audience tension with will-he-won't-he tell them he's also been exposed.
This wasn't a case of somebody wanting to leave and not having a better idea of how to have them permanently exit the show. There's been a universal across-the-board consensus that this was entirely Tim's idea and Peter Krause didn't want to leave and all of the other cast had to be convinced on this idea. Because we've literally had everyone emphatically reiterating the same story, I'm not inclined to conspiracy theories that something happened behind the scenes.
So none of this was necessary, and Tim may be taking whatever swings he wants as a creator, but that doesn't mean that it makes for a good story (tangentially, I've been seeing a lot of good meta on my dash about this regarding Critical Role Campaign 3).
But even beyond that, the thing that pisses me off the most is that Tim explicitly said Bobby dying was "realistic," but if you know even an ounce of virology/epidemiology, you can poke so many holes in that plot. And look, I am by no means an epidemiologist, and I am not even particularly well versed in immunology. But I do have two degrees in the biological sciences and even just the internal inconsistency of the way the plot was written is just *bad.*
First off, the modified CCHF virus is presented to us by Moira as having a decreased incubation period, not as being a more lethal version. The difference is how long it takes symptoms to manifest (for the purposes of the show), not you-have-a-higher-chance-of-dying. Moira's goal was to accelerate the research process. This was explicit dialogue in the show specifying how the modified virus worked, but that just got completely thrown out later. If you're gonna have that kind of detail in a show like this, at least make sure your episode agrees with itself, what the hell.
Bobby also arguably had a decreased viral load, on account of the fact that contaminated air was coming in through his ruptured SCBA hose- he wasn't fully open-mouthed breathing contaminated air like Chimney was.
But the worst part of this whole thing (as others on my dash have pointed out) is that to do this to Bobby spits in the face of all his character growth we've seen over the past 8 seasons. He started out season 1 actively suicidal and straight up told Chimney that he was biding his time, waiting to fill the names in his book, and then he was going to kill himself. And then he met Athena, and slowly learned to live life again in the after, and build a new life and sense of purpose for himself. We saw him fight to live again and again and again.
As Eddie said in the finale, "if there's one thing I learned from Bobby, there's always another choice." But Bobby didn't even try. He just decided that Chim was gonna get the cure and that was it, nevermind the fact that CCHF only has a 40% mortality rate. They just wrote him giving up, when he could have used duct tape to minimize his exposure, let them know he needed to be quarantined, and tried to beat it with a supportive care regimen.
We're also apparently ignoring the rat that Chim took with him that was cured in the previous episode. And the fact that antibodies and vaccines can be extracted from organisms that survive an infection like CCHF and at least try to come up with a treatment while keeping Bobby on supportive care. There were just so many ways Bobby could have been ill and survived.
Hell, if you wanted to shake up the 118 like Tim claimed he wanted, you can open up space for a new captain without killing Bobby. Give him a CEI. Have him promoted up the brass so he's out of the firehouse. Force him back to Hotshots. Let him retire out to the country. I don't know, pick something. You don't have to shatter the firehouse like that for the sake of "shaking things up." This is just being destructive for the sake of being destructive.
And THEN, the follow up to all of this was that, for all Bobby was the head of the 118, his funeral was a token few minutes at the very end of the next episode, an episode in which the audience is strung along by the jailed mother's baby maybe-maybe-not being alive. Even if people weren't comparing that plot to Bobby, the show spends an entire episode building hope that this mother might be right, and her baby might be alive, only for it all to not be true. And the point is driven home by (what little we saw of) the funeral. There's no time given for the audience to fully grieve, or to really dig into how the core A-shift are feeling other than "bad."
I will also add, that for anyone who is involved any more than the GA, the April Fools' post with the leaked script page of Bobby being buried alive felt particularly cruel. It's one thing to do silly stuff, but to joke about a character being alive when you're fully planning on not doing that? That's getting into the realm of emotional manipulation, not harmless fun. Especially when there's a lot of speculation regarding them shooting multiple turnout coats on the back of the engine during the leak. Like, all in all, it was bad decisions exacerbated by bad taste.
This was supposed to be the show where we could trust that they would save each other and the victims, but that all got thrown out for the sake of making waves. And the character plots were essentially nonexistent. The things that sucked me in to this show through Tumblr and kept me watching are just...gone. I don't want an emergency drama that's all cases-of-the-week, I want a family that cares about each other and grows and loves.
Peter Krause deserved better and Bobby Nash deserved better.
#to be clear i'm not blaming bobby the character here#i'm blaming how he was written#i've probably forgotten more points that i'll remember later but for now i'm just gonna hit post#because my brain is refusing to remember any more of them atm#this sounded much more coherent in my head a couple of nights ago when i was trying to go to sleep#tim minear#bobby nash#peter krause#9-1-1#9-1-1 s8e15#suffice all this to say#unless my dash can get me sufficiently hyped pre-season 9#this was enough for me to release my stranglehold grip on the show#I'll be keeping my dash as-is to enjoy the gifs and fics#but I think I'm done as far as watching unless something drastic changes#it's been a hell of a couple of months and i've got enough real life problems#i don't have the energy to spend being disappointed by a show that's decided to throw out its entire premise#i just want bobby back
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