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indynerdgirl Β· 1 year
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Hello, my lovely followers! I hope you're all having a good Monday so far. 😊
I just wanted to let you all know that starting tomorrow, I won't be as active on here during the day as I currently am because I'm starting a new job tomorrow that has much stricter internet use policies on work computers than my current job. Because of that, I expect my active Tumblr hours will shift to the last afternoon/evening (I'm in EST if that helps!).
While I'm super excited for this new chapter in my life to start, I am kinda disappointed that I won't be able to use Tumblr as my daily brain breaks like I currently do and I'll also miss being able to chat via messages.
Anyways, wish me luck and say some prayers for me because I still feel like an imposter. πŸ™ƒπŸ˜†
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phantastragoria Β· 1 year
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Hey I’m not sure don’t remember if I sent this too you already or if I sent it to someone else but if I didn’t, I’d like to ask, what would you want in a sequel to the 2021 guardians game if they made one in terms of gameplay, characters and story?
Omg what don't I want LOL. This is opening the floodgates of my mind so reader beware, you're in for rambling insanity...
I'd want it to heavily focus on Nikki! I feel the first game boils down to being her story and I'd like if we continued that but with her having a more direct presence, obviously. Eidos MontrΓ©al giving Pete a daughter is the realest outcome ever they were so right for that and I desperately need to see his cringefail dad escapades of figuring out how to raise an emotional preteen girl like this is literally a sitcom setup I NEED to see the outcome of it all.
Joking aside I really want to see how Nikki actually is on the team (Is she allowed on missions? Is she a goofus like her dad and running off into danger??) and how she's dealing with everything post the Magus/Promise/Church shenanigans. The teen years are already really hard to navigate, especially for a young girl, but also adding on having been a bit sheltered from growing up on a Nova Corps ship AND going through the events of the first game... It's definitely going to be rough as hell and I really doubt the Guardians' chaotic lifestyle would help at all. And what's with her immediate connection to the soul stone/gem when it hurt everyone else? Something is going on there with her origins...
I don't want Gamora getting defaulted to a mother figure, but I'd like to see how her and Nikki get along, if at all. I'm sure she's crazy protective of her even if she's not projecting onto her as bad anymore but... only time will tell.
A thought that might not be important to anyone else, but I hope there's a discussion about how Peter needs to deal with Nikki's schooling. I'm sure he'd want better for her than he had had (see- no education past the 7th grade because of the whole being imprisoned thing.) I really really hope he DOESN'T decide to homeschool her though πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’« She deserves an actual education, but... the Guardians are poor so I'm sure it's going to be a problem of some sort and a struggle unless there's resources for that in their version of the Andromeda galaxy. πŸ€”
The most important thing ever... I need Drax to learn a musical instrument (saxophone) for fun. Our world will never be at peace until we get to hear him play a little musical tune for real. The character has existed since the 70s and I have no clue as to what kind of jazz music he even played... please let him play :( Less important (jk) but are the eternals like Mentor going to get on his case for not finishing the job with Thanos..?
Obviously, i want to know whatever is up with Richard Rider and his absence. The way the first game continually references him... I don't particularly want it to only devolve into romance, but i do want to know more about what sort of relationship he had with Gamora and exactly why he just vanished without a word to her about it.
Also, why does Peter seem to dislike him? Have they met beforehand? Is he just uncomfortable with another human?? Was he an extreme weirdo to Peter if they had met for real before??? (In the prequel novel Peter saw him during a 3D communications thing, but they didn't speak to each other.) I need answers!!! I want to assume wherever he went, he left willingly, considering he left his Nova helmet with Tivan... but why he trusted the Collector with that, I'm unsure and find it suspicious.
I've seen people suggest there's an obvious setup to some sort of infinity stone/gem and Thanos plot but I dunno... I definitely want to know where the hell his goofy ass went and it'd likely deal with that but if anything, I very much feel the plot would be dealing with more fallout of the War + recent Magus stuff that happened BUT especially dealing with political unease. Specifically the Spartoi Empire and why they went into extreme isolation, cutting themselves off from the dozens of planets they had under their control. I wouldn't rule out the possibility of there being another plot revolving partly around another single stone/gem, or one making a small appearance at the very least, however.
I'm not sure how it'd come together but I think it'd be fun if Mantis + Lady Hellbender + Adam/Pip and Nikki had a B-Team sort of moment if the main team was incapacitated. I'd also be remiss to not mention wanting to see a sort of Infinity Watch reunion/meetup if Heather makes an appearance.
And related to the above, I'd like if we got a moment where specifically Pete is out of commission and we have to play as someone else, if even for only a single chapter (I would love a stealth-like segment where you play as Gamora. Maybe if the team ends up on Spartax she has to snoop around for information?) I do acknowledge that'd be a hard sell for the devs though to add in a completely new gameplay style for just a singular short segment, so I could live without it.
I WOULD like to note I'm in the minority of players who like Peter being the main player character however! I'm biased in finding the concept of the element guns so fun and wanting to be the devil on his shoulder telling him what to say or do lol. That said, I WOULD like to see the base gameplay style expanded upon, especially if it went more of a puzzle focused route! I'm not good at explaining what I'm visualizing in my head, but I doodled a quick diagram that hopefully gets the point across of what I mean about that LOL.
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AND!! This is something that bothered me gameplay wise with the first game, with how you can't backtrack to previous levels with your element gun upgrades. This makes sense in-universe since the plot is one linear story but the element additions don't even roll over to New Game+!!! I am haunted by those teal cat beasts on Seknarf-Nine having an elemental weakness icon above their heads and how you can't go back and beat them with plasma and such πŸ˜” I also think it would just add fun replayability and encouragement to find new puzzles in old levels when you get new elements. Maybe this is how you could find more outfit boxes in previously locked off areas? Speaking of outfits...
I NEED new costumes AND all the previous ones used in the first game to be included... this is not a want it is an absolute need. There are so many possibilities for outfits, there's too many to even list here. One outfit related suggestion I have is that, not necessarily having to swap every part of an outfit for different ones, but I'd like to be able to change helmets/hats/hair separately from the clothes themselves. That last one isn't a need, though. I just want more dress up options lol.
Maybe an inclusion of silly in-game visual filters? Like a black and white mode or a faded 70s filter, perhaps one with harsh dark shadows and saturated colors... I doubt this is possible and it's definitely not needed, but who knows where game development will be by the time a sequel happens! (I'd also like silly cheat codes... let me fly out of bounds in godmode and explore the level boundries... jk)
I'd like if the music choices started including 90s/2000s music, perhaps through Nikki collecting Earth junk and her bonding with Peter through that? Very inconsequential, but I would like it if Peter found out that the Star-Lord band DID make a new album at some point and he just never knew. He needs a small win in his little fanboy life (I feel deep within that this metaphorical album would have a blue cover... don't ask me why it just feels right.)
Quick last second list of people I would like to see appear/have some form of significance in the plot:
1. VICTORIA OF SPARTAX!!! Genuinely I want to see her more than anyone, even more than Richard (RICHIE IM SORRY!) I just need to see someone actually write her with respect and not as the second to her brother 😭 I'm absolutely certain she exists in this universe, so please...
2. Phyla-Vell (either as this universe's Captain Marvel or as the new Quasar incase something happened to Wendell between the first and metaphorical second game- Personally I think it would be more creative getting to see how Eidos would adapt Quasar's abilities.)
3. Heather/Moondragon (WHAT is she up to since her Nova Records mark her current whereabouts as unknown? From the same Records she's already been connected to the Dragon of the Moon and -was- prophesized as one out of three people to be the Celestial Madonna, but Mantis holds that title. Did they already fight over the right to it?)
4. SHIP/Aurora/the sentient spaceship from Peter's original 70s comics LOL LISTEN... I have faith in the madlads at Eidos to see the potential in her... PLEASE... It would be so funny.
5. Bug (πŸ˜” I know most people don't like him but I swear we can fix him... We already know he exists in-universe by his appearance in the prequel novel AND Mantis literally stating that, in regards to making a comment about Bug during the attack on Sacrosanct "I forgot you guys haven't met him (Bug) yet." Like come on, he's out there!!!)
6. Aradia and Mors, which I know will never happen, but let me believe.
7. ANY of the cosmic/abstract entities... we already know that Lady Death exists + Eternity and The Living Tribunal are known to the general public. I'd like to know where exactly they are because it's a bit concerning that they disappeared when the War had started years ago... perhaps Thanos had a hand in that. πŸ€”
8. If any Heralds of Galactus happen to show up, even if briefly, I would like the current herald to be Stardust.
9. Halfworlders like Blackjack and Wal-Rus or this universe' equivalents... Theory moment, but the prequel novel confirming that similar experiments happening on Halfworld were also going on in the Mercury base during the War makes me think that they have to be out there. I'd also like to see that Lylla survived and Rocket just didn't know. It'd be nice to see her get to exist outside of being a sad backstory thing that she's been relegated as for the last decade+ in media tbqh.
AND IMPORTANTLY if we indeed get more humans or extremely humanoid aliens in the cast, we desperately need some more diversity because there's no way every single human that makes it to space is white lol...
We're nearing the end now... so miscellaneous wants:
If it wasn't obvious by all my talk of Spartax by now, I want to see what Eidos had in mind for Spartoi culture so badly because the possibilities make my mind race! There's a bunch of little things I took as hints about them scattered throughout the first game, and it's part of why I think the sequel would involve them heavily in some way.
Related to that, I need Peter to think more deeply on his connection to his element guns and the implications of what they're actually capable of. Another gameplay specific suggestion, but I'm SO extremely curious if there being two of them means he could dual-wield two elements at once if he was more confident in using them?? I've been thinking about this for everrr.
And, just throwing this out there, I think it'd be very funny if/when Peter encounters J'son he has the option to just punch him square in the jaw without saying anything LOL.
I hope the epilogue stating that Peter is teaching Groot sign language becomes a significant thing that appears in the sequel :o it'd be really cool to see ASL in a game honestly because I can't recall seeing it elsewhere... and I want the others to learn it to communicate with Groot too!
I want Jack Flag in his prison cube that was drifting off into space to crash land on a tropical planet... but he is then eaten by a space whale RIP...
Finally, Rocket and Drax should start a space Etsy account selling gadgets/knitted items. Perhaps that is how the Guardians will get out of their financial hole once and for all.
#gotg game#guardians of the galaxy game#lex thoughts#gotg thoughts#universe: eidos game#none167#ask tag#genuinely so sorry for disappearing for so long... ive thought about this ask ever since i got it 😭#thank u for letting me ramble about the game literally i need a sequel so bad. i will wait as long as it takes to get it.#what would YOU like to see from a possible sequel dear readers?? i also wanna know#kept everything in me to not go on a whole thing about wanting more gay stuff but also i want way more gayness. that's very important to me#peter has the perfect opportunity come to terms being a cringefail single bi dad it's right there in front of him...#and when richard gets involved... well...#this all sounds so peter focused because i suck but i wanna know where the others could end up too!! l#there's sooo many things to explore i cant keep it all in. -passes out-#long post#if phylla and heather end up both appearing id like it to be their first meeting and us getting to see them bond/date btw. it could be swee#also what is kammy's deal... my current theory is that she's an aspect of an abstract entity or one of them cursed into a beast-like form.#or shes just an evil looking but normal galaxius omnipacus. it could go both ways really#... she eats through metal... can she eat vibranium lol...#the fear i felt in how i thought i lost this omg for some reason this overwrote the other ask you had sent when i saved it as a draft???#not complaining IM GLAD THIS WAS SAVED AFTER ALL LOL#anyway. thank u for asking 🫢 i hope this makes a little bit of coherent sense LOL#genuinely i have too many wants and thoughts on a sequel... so many possibilities...
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lorelai-official Β· 2 years
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〈 set in January 2022 βŒͺ - 0.45k words Β»
featuring :: song hei-ran , harvey , rest of camera crew
summary :: ❛ 𝐒𝐧 𝐰𝐑𝐒𝐜𝐑 𝐿π’ͺπ‘…πΈπΏπ’œπΌ realises she can't keep the mask on forever ❜
trigger warnings :: none, i think. if you think so, please tell me γ‚·
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"Action!"
Lorelai takes a deep breath and plasters on a smile, waving at the camera lens.
"Hello, daisies! I've missed you all so much! Today, I'm in Busan!" she says, allowing the camera to pan all around her.
"I've heard Busan is famous for its pork soup so we're going to try and find some!"
"And . . . cut!"
The style crew instantly swarm Lorelai, some pulling her hair around to see which position is most flattering and others slapping different products on to her skin so that 'she can really glow'. She politely shakes them off and makes her way to Harvey, the man in charge.
"I don't get it." she states, without really giving him time to acknowledge her entrance, "It's supposed to be a vlog as in my raw reactions to things . . . so why is there a script?"
"Hei-ran, please. Without some sort of order, no one would what they were doing." he says, waving her off.
"Yeah but - I mean a script? It seems so fake, you know? "Just do what you're paid to do. Stop trying to create problems."
"I'm not trying to-" she starts.
"You have one job, do it right. All these questions are just wasting time. From the top!"
What is this? Some sort of play?
Nevertheless, Lorelai did as told. The whole day was filled with fake smiles and cheesy one-liners Harvey had written because he thought daises would label them 'iconic'. She was fed up and tired by the time it turned 9:00pm.
"Well done everyone! Let's pack all the stuff in the truck" Harvey shouted, clearly relived they had finished before midnight. Although, he know there was much left unsaid.
"Hey, can we talk?" he said, pulling on her sleeve.
"I don't know . . . is it in the script? Wouldn't want to improvise." Lorelai snaps at him.
"Look, I'm sorry, ok? The real reason it's all scripted is because . . . I don't want you to mess up. Getting hate for something you said taken out of context is the worst, believe me, I've seen it happen with so many other idols, but you really have a future, hei-ran." he says, looking down.
A smile finds itself on her lips, the realest one she's worn all day, because deep down she knows it's the truth. There hasn't been a day where Harvey wouldn't do anything for her and she wouldn't want anyone else to be her head film maker.
"I'm sorry. I just . . . it feels like lying. Lying to the people who have supported and loved me ever since I was seventeen. I just want to make them happy." "And you are. You are making them happy, but that comes with a price."
"Yeah . . . I'm starting to realise."
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vilegroove Β· 3 years
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Lyrics from 'Dark Tales From The Insulation Booth' (03/31/21)
For all those hip-hop purists and anyone wanting to get down with that Hank Solo lingo.
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STEM CELL RESEARCH
It goes counterintelligence, Berenstein psy-op Schwarzschild radius, holographic mind job I’m a ticking time bomb stuck inside this nightmare It’s warfare for the welfare of the poor From tenement to parliament the charlatans of artifice In shadows stocking armaments or ornaments with arguments Coordinates are carpeted while Harlequins are marketed Unfortunate subordinates are targeted by Artemis I sit solo, spit a mental freestyle No polo, UH I spent it on these re-fries Meanwhile I filleth up the syllabus In real time and if I spill enough to pick it up I just might reach minds Smash atoms, push phantoms into chasms Is it a random happenstance Or a predetermined anthem? Step inside a web this some spider vs fly shit Step into a world this some Illuminati eye shit What would you do if you had no shoes? And you had no rules and you had no school? What would you choose? If the choice ain’t yours Ain’t your chore, Ain’t your war, Ain’t your battle, Ain’t your fight You’re just standing in line man waiting to die They pulling strings with grizzled fingers While the stem cell research helps them linger Tempers up, fear the farming In a cave under threat of a terror bombing Nails clawing, the cause of flesh wounds Supply and demand panoramic cesspools Inhale jet fuel on the way to school man Chemtrails forming the new pollutant Confusing the students and keeping them stupid Obtuse attitudes, man, these dudes be ruthless On point to the point I barricade the joint Inhale, exhale man this tasters choice Blue bloods eschew mud, chew cud like us cattle We battered and bruised up but we still fucking battle Never let em get to you - Ask me bout the subterfuge War and peace entwining in an ever whirling centrifuge Veteran rookie: Dichotomy so sue me Used to Hank Solo now I roar like Wookie
SHARK TANK (feat. CHIEFFY)
[VERSE 1 - HANK]
Christ I get wicked when I'm alone and I'm lit Smoke clones and then spit till I foam at the lips My ego cast a shadow that could cause an eclipse And I can't get through doors cause my head won't fit I'm starvin' like Marvin, lookin' for a target I'm barkin' dark jargon like I'm stalkin' park joggers My though pattern is laced with dark matter Fight alien races is space an spark blaster I spit lines for like minds who smoke kind I write rhymes with weight that warp space time Ante-up I'm about to erupt Krakatoa flow all over Like I'm bustin' a nut, spray paint Jackson Pollock All over her gut - Dirty Harry on the mic But you ain't sweeping me up I'm a sad sap but I can rhyme not half bad Cause I been mixing words since I was sperm Inside my dads sack Yakkity-Yak Don't talk back, as a matter of fact Rewind the track back so you can practice your rap I'm high gloss your skills are not polished You're whack and lack knowledge Go back to clown college - Fuck taxes, pay homage I'm glad you acknowledged Hank is just flawless I'm bank your just wallet
[MAIN HOOK Γ— 2]
I'm cold like deep space I master this pace Knock you flat face In fact my sharp skates Cut circles round you lark fakes Question what marks make Shave you to carp flakes For use in my shark tank
[BRIDGE - CHIEFFY]
Let’s jump in it, I’m with it I’m finna kill it and stay I've been the realest Since dealers was Shitting diapers away Blank face I don’t keep it at bay
[VERSE 2 - CHIEFFY]
No whale watching, I’m hopping But no landing, I’m offing to each planet I’m locked in, nigga said I’m a Martian You niggas fandom, I’m popping But got plans to just pop him I’m a man no ones stopping Fire plans imma watch them gain Burn away just like Mary Jane I put away, she too nice for days, make way Cause I’m burning all the mainframes No place to lay I ain’t keeping all you plain janes Just some grams and Violas In my denim jeans, we keep it real Chef Chief serving up them fiends. Mother Fucker.
[MAIN HOOK Γ— 2]
Hank: Alright, let's go home
Jay: One more take
LET ME TELL YOU (feat. AQUAKULTRE)
[VERSE 1 - HANK SOLO]
Calling all cars, calling all cars check No red on neck no death stars left Cloud nine? Found my rye moldy Back bent over like a lawn chair folding Cats maw scolding, guts on fire Eyes why at the sky as the pyre grows higher Seems unwind from his old grey coat, Whether freestyle rhyme or line from a note Spine unaligned all in a twist, Time on a line s'all in the wrist Hood up, man-boobs, thyroid leaking, Ballpoint sketch like a fanboy geeking I'm open in the middle I'm closed at both ends I'm a villain to my family I'm a hero to my friends Grasp at the last straw sinner to his kin, Juxtapose foes who just oppose this.
[HOOK - ARETHA FRANKLIN]
People let me tell you, I work hard every day I get up out of bed, and put on my clothes 'Cuz I got bills to pay
[VERSE 2 - AQUAKULTRE]
(Don't fall a-haha) When we drive, we feeling all the trees get the breezin The Cuts is Vile, I like the way he mistreat em I can give 'em bars a plenty that’s critical but I'd rather heal with words, that’s medicinal It's time to give a good vibration Break bread and conversate over good libations The frustration no hesitation, will arise Higher then a peregrine falcon in the sky Peace to the nieces and nephews I raise And the son I don't got, father figure I stay You know we got it, I figured I be The Martyr For working class guppies Just tryna make it to supper And we keep it very clever, Uh HUH, yo Whatever the case I waste no time Serving em with a taste But foist let me put on on my woirk boots and grab a dairy milk before I make it to curfew We Breezing
Juxtapose foes who just oppose this.
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punkscowardschampions Β· 4 years
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Billie & Edie
Billie: you coming to Coop's bday bash? reckons he can't get in touch himself Edie: nah Edie: can't reach me for good reason Billie: being he's scared of your man, got his name for good reason πŸ“ Edie: 🌽🎁 Edie: from me, like Billie: I'll stick it on the bonfire, really shit himself then πŸ’₯🍿 Billie: that's your energy Edie: won't even miss me Billie: if he do, he can leave it to the pros, like Edie: what's he doing anyway, has he got a free or what Billie: yeah Billie: there's a bouncy castle in the back you could send floating if you came through Edie: that's an idea Edie: I'll take him to the trampoline gym Billie: have to form an unorderly queue but yeah Billie: decent title for a diss track too Edie: he's ten times the size of any kid, just bounce them away Billie: πŸ₯ŠπŸ€Ό Edie: not even Edie: Coops is just a pussy, like you said Billie: bday beatings not even 10 a euro or funny when the target's that easy Billie: I accidentally knocked his 🦷 out when he still had his πŸ‘Ά set, remember when? Edie: I can't remember a lot of stuff Billie: it'll be like that for me when this gets going Billie: πŸ€žπŸ’š Edie: doubt he got anything that good Edie: if his priority was bouncy castles Billie: 🎈 have only got air in, did check before I messaged Edie: then I'm obviously not coming Billie: not my party to sell or salvage Edie: good job Edie: if this was the negotiation, you're going to need to come with better bargaining chips Billie: reaching out's gotta be done when the lad asks Billie: it's not every day you get pushed out of your mam Edie: do you like him? Billie: come on dude Billie: he's like a bro Edie: Hmm Billie: you're gonna be like that? thinking everyone's πŸ’š cos you are Edie: You just seem well keen Billie: nah Edie: alright then Billie: shamelessly trying to get you here so it's less boring Edie: are you admitting I'm the fun one Billie: more fun than Coop Edie: that's so barely a compliment it's an insult Billie: you want me to throw all the πŸ’š I've got at you, like? Edie: duh Billie: it's been time since you've been around anywhere Billie: where's the πŸ’š back huh? Edie: I made no promises Billie: alright then Edie: I'm happy, can't you all be for me Billie: none of us are in an unhappy state over it Billie: Ri had her standard worries but whatever your bf said put her as close to peace as she'll get on it Edie: stop trying to make me come back then Billie: what, I can't invite you out now? Edie: I've got bigger things to think about now Billie: cheers for putting me down as a small thing Edie: you don't get it Billie: nah, I don't Edie: you will Edie: ask Ri why she's always in London, or he's going to go to Uni here Edie: it's priorities Billie: I don't need to cos they ain't mine Billie: there's no danger of any lad being my everything Edie: you can't say 'til it happens Edie: and you don't know or plan when it will Billie: I can say that's not how I want it, that I've got my own shit to do Billie: friends to see Edie: you don't need friends Edie: no one else is as interesting Billie: no one lad is that interesting to me Edie: give it time Billie: I'll still be giving my fam time Billie: people who mattered before Billie: I dunno who this mystery lad of the future reckons he is to make me give more of a shit Edie: some shit is more important Edie: you just wanna be entertained at a shit party Edie: that's not a priority Billie: you just wanna air everybody else for him, it wouldn't matter what I said Edie: there's reasons Edie: it doesn't matter if you want to validate them or not Billie: I know that, nothing happens without Edie: then leave out the guilt trip Billie: you're tripping trying to do me dirty like that Billie: I thought maybe you wanna come, even if he has to be in tow too Billie: whatever Edie: You don't even know him Billie: how would I? Billie: it's been a minute and you've both barely been seen for none of it Edie: so don't talk about him like you've got a problem with him Billie: he's not a priority for me dude Billie: if that's how you wanna lay things down as things that are and ain't Billie: like you said, he ain't even on my radar yet Edie: then just be quiet on it Billie: it's you getting loud about it Billie: his name has never even been in my mouth, like Edie: you're being judgmental and you've got no info Billie: when you write your book about how you're the only person doing πŸ’š the realest, I'll take a copy Edie: Hilarious Billie: nah but it's how you and Ri both think Billie: I'm not coming for you or him that hard but for some reason you want me to so you can jump to the defense of it Billie: live your life, bitch, you're happy Edie: it's not my fault you feel left behind Edie: don't try to drag me back, I don't want it Edie: we all have to grow up Billie: I'm not saying sorry for still wanting to hang with you Edie: Then don't Edie: it doesn't change facts either way Billie: ✌ Edie: have fun at the party Billie: yeah Billie: πŸ₯³πŸ₯³πŸ₯³ Edie: 🎈 Billie: πŸŽ‚ Edie: enjoy for me Billie: πŸ‘Œ Billie: my arm ain't gonna take much twisting with it Edie: I'm quitting Billie: eating cake or having birthdays? Edie: drugs Edie: I assumed it was a euphemism Billie: there's real 🍬 and real πŸ’Š Edie: yeah, but I didn't think you were telling me you were gonna stuff your face Billie: you said have fun Edie: πŸ™„ Edie: I should probably quit cake too Billie: I get drugs if πŸ’š is Billie: but cake man, what's the reason? Edie: being healthy is important Edie: and I don't want to get huge Billie: moderation is healthy Edie: and boring Billie: a bit of cake is less boring than none which is what you're saying you're about to do Edie: we don't all have your metabolism Billie: if this is the kind of shit you have to catch yourself onto when you're in πŸ’š and only care about lads I'm less bothered than before Edie: it's not about him Billie: what then? Edie: I wanna be the best me possible Billie: do what makes you happy then, I reckon that's it Billie: long as it don't fuck with anyone else's Edie: I'm only concerned with his Billie: but he'll be concerned with yours so if what matters to you is making him happy then you'll have to be happy yourself too Edie: that's how it works Edie: I'm just saying, I don't care about anyone else's Edie: or their opinion on it Billie: least you're not totally turning into Ri Edie: what do you mean Billie: she goes too hard about everyone's opinion as if anyone'll heap approval on whatever cos she needs 'em to Edie: no prizes for guessing why Billie: her prize is him supposedly Edie: if it's consolation then she needs to reassess Billie: I don't know what it is Billie: other than what she wants Edie: then she'll have to stop wanting approval too Billie: yeah Edie: it's not defensiveness, it's how it is now Edie: I know what I'm doing and I'm not taking notes, like Billie: I ain't got any notes on this to give you Billie: so that works out Edie: yeah Billie: but I do have cash as standard if you ever need Edie: Ha Edie: I will need but all of mine shouldn't be going to waste now Edie: maybe I'll get a better job Billie: maybe Edie: miss maccies so much, obviously Edie: but I need a better pay packet Billie: where's he work? might be shit going there Edie: petrol station Billie: I'd be taking that if I was old enough Edie: yeah, can't lie on that one πŸ”ž Billie: already would've if I could've like Edie: you can have mine when I find my next Edie: you can have the leftovers Billie: cheers Billie: 🀣 Edie: πŸ”πŸŸ Billie: πŸ’š
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