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pickalilywrites · 5 years

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anastasia au~ please remember to check out @ressnie‘s anastasia au fanart its very beautiful and she worked v hard on it ^^ as for me, an anastasia au is smth i have been wanting to write for a long time but i was too shy to ever write it >///< i hope you guys enjoy ^^

A Grand Scheme

Rivetra. Anastasia AU.

Finding a Place Called Home Series: Part i

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The group of four huddles together, wrapped in their old, ragged coats, and walk across the dismal streets of St. Petersburg, talking in low whispers. There are others like them in similar coats that are falling apart at the seams. The people’s heads are down and their eyes on the ground as they shuffle across the icy roads. They are all the same - starving, but with no money to pay for food. Some jingle the few coins in their pocket, wondering if they have enough to haggle for a loaf of bread even if the loaf is broken and stale. Then again, perhaps it’s best to starve for tonight and hope for a better tomorrow. Only the rich do not have to worry about such things, but they are nowhere to be seen on these streets. Those who have money travel by car, but most stay indoors where they do not have to interact with wandering beggars.

“I’ve heard of a get-rich-quick scheme,” Auruo, a sandy-haired man with a worn cap on his head, says in a low voice to his friend. His eyes shift around nervously, checking the people around them to make sure that their conversation is not being overheard.

“We’ve tried a dozen of them, and none of them have ever worked out,” Gunther mutters. Like Auruo, his eyes shift nervously before he ducks his head down.

“Perhaps they weren’t as quick as we thought they would be,” Petra suggests. She hears Eld chuckle beside her and she smiles even though she knows his laugh is empty. It’s a faint reminder that happiness does exist, although she can hardly remember when it did. “Maybe we should try waiting a little longer.”

Auruo scowls at her but quickly wipes the sour expression off his face. Even the briefest sign of displeasure - no matter the reason - can be interpreted dangerously if the wrong people are watching. He walks with them in silence for a moment and takes a deep breath before continuing. “Do you remember the execution of the Ackerman family ten years back?” His words are spoken so quietly that Petra almost doesn’t hear him. When she realizes his words, she almost wishes she had missed them entirely.

“We shouldn’t be talking about this,” Gunther hisses. It’s uncharacteristic of him to snap, and this little outburst causes Eld and Petra to look at him in alarm, their terrified expressions begging him to calm himself before others suspect them of planning. Quickly, he regains his composure and he hangs his head in shame. Still, he whispers, “Nobody speaks of this even today. Besides, we were so young when it happened. What could this possibly have to do with us?”

Auruo grips his friend’s arm excitedly, forgetting himself for a moment. “There are rumors!” He only remembers to quiet down when Gunther wrenches his arm from Auruo’s grip and hastily shushes Auruo. The sandy-haired man pulls his cap down over his ears and looks over excitedly at his companions. Petra prays that the others walking around them don’t notice her friend. If a displeased expression in Bolshevik Russia is bad, then a giddy expression is even worse. “Rumors that there was a survivor! The prince...they say his body was never found at the site. They say he’s still alive...and there have been those coming out claiming to be him. Nobles outside of Russia...if we manage to sneak out of this country and find them, they’ll offer money in support of the lost heir. We’d have enough money to get our families out as well!”

Gunther opens his mouth to speak, but Eld speaks up first. “Even if it’s true that...that he’s alive, that has nothing to do with us.” Eld’s stern expression is enough to wipe away Auruo’s smile. A few years ago, Eld might have joined in with Auruo’s daring schemes, but he’s grown cautious ever since his marriage with Rosalind. It’s understandable, of course. There’s too much to lose for him, and happiness is so fleeting in the world they live in. Of course, he wouldn’t risk something so precious on a rumor.

Petra laughs softly, trying to lighten the mood. “I’m not even sure where your proposal was going,” she tells Auruo. She smiles at the ground, looking at her feet so that her smile remains hidden. “Would one of you three pretend to be the prince? None of you are handsome enough. Nobody would fall for it.”

They shuffle across the streets, Auruo kicking at the snow sullenly. Petra doesn’t have to look to know that he’s pouting. “It’s not a matter of handsome enough. I’m sure that I’m handsome enough at least, but my features don’t match the Ackerman family’s at all. They all have dark hair, although I could always dye it…” He doesn’t seem to remember that he’d have to dye his hair repeatedly for the rest of his life for this scheme to work, or perhaps that detail doesn’t bother him at all. He’s always been quite devoted, although this plan seems far too dangerous for him to pursue on his own. “But we could always find someone else to impersonate him. It shouldn’t be too difficult to find someone with dark hair and light eyes, after all.”

Gunther and Petra simply nod, not wishing to crush their friend’s hopes, but Eld’s mouth is set in a thin line, signaling that the conversation is over. Auruo, taking the hint, remains silent for the remainder of their walk, but his expression remains thoughtful. It’s clear that he won’t forget this plan anytime soon.

The other three mutter about other ways to scrounge enough money to feed their families. It’s not enough to do honest work. The wages are poor no matter where you work, and the cost of food is too high. They hardly have enough money to pay rent in the crumbling apartments they call home. It’s shameful, but they’ve stooped to stealing from the rich and forging documents for those brave enough to escape, although Eld refrains from these practices now that he has Rosalind. Still, the others share the little profit they make with him so that he can feed his family. Today, the three have only managed a handful of rubles and a few crumpled banknotes.

“Not our best day,” Gunther mutters as they split the money in a dark alleyway between apartments. He stands with his back to the outside, hiding the money from any greedy eyes from the outside. After Petra offers him his share - the second largest so that he can feed his parents who are no longer able-bodied enough to work - and shove it into his pocket.

“It could be worse,” Eld reminds him, but even he looks disappointed at today’s profit. But it’s not as if they could have done any better. He refrains from complaining and pockets his money. When he sighs, a puff of white escapes his lips. “We should start heading to the shops before they close up for the night.” As he steps out into the street once more, the others follow closely behind him. He turns around to give Auruo and Petra a lopsided grin. “Stay out of trouble, the two of you.”

It’s so refreshing to hear Eld joke that Petra almost smiles. “Don’t lump me in with him,” she says with a pout. “Didn’t you hear his plan earlier? I could never come up with something so reckless!”

“Hey, weren’t you even the slightest bit interested?” Auruo asks, offended. He tries to elbow her in the ribs, but she dodges him expertly. “Admit that it intrigued you a little bit! I saw that spark in your eyes, Petra. You can’t deny it!”

Petra shakes her head at him, frowning. “And if I was? It was a fleeting interest, but I see now that it’s foolish to hope that we could pull off such a grand scheme,” she says with a tired sigh. It’s one thing to steal things and forge documents, but it’s another thing entirely to deceive the whole upper class. And that’s only if they’re able to pull off the scheme under the noses of the Bolsheviks. If word got out that they were helping the last surviving Ackerman - whether or not the man they ended up recruiting is a true Ackerman or simply another fraud - they would be swiftly executed. “And besides, where would we even be able to find someone that could resemble the Tsesarevich?”

Auruo lifts his head up slightly, and Petra can see from his expression that he’s still confident in his plan. His eyes scan the crowd, looking for potential candidates. “All we need to do is find someone with dark hair and light eyes. It’s fine if he looks only a little bit like the late Empress. He was only a boy when the palace was burned down and the Bolsheviks took over, so it’s not as if people know what he looks like now.” He looks hungrily at the crowd of beggars, hoping that at least one of them matches his vague description. He glances a second longer at any stranger with dark hair, analyzing their facial features as he tries to remember what the fallen Empress looked like. “That man, maybe. Or that one. Or even that man over there.”

His friend hardly looks at any of the candidates that have been proposed. Petra’s eyes simply glaze over them as she dismisses them one by one. “Too pretty. Too short. Too pompous.” It’s better to shoot her friend down now rather than later. He’s already gotten too excited over something that could never happen. “Auruo, think about this rationally. This isn’t like anything else we’ve done. If anything goes wrong, we could face serious repercussions. Not only us, but our families are likely to get punished as well. Your brothers are still so young. Do you want them to suffer for an impossible plan?”

Auruo stops in his tracks, his hand clenched into fists. He bites his bottom lip. As much as he wants to lash out at her, he knows he can’t. Besides, she’s only pointing out the obvious to him. “I don’t,” he whispers through gritted teeth. He swallows hard, hoping that his tears won’t spill over. “But I’m tired of being unable to do anything for them. What we’re doing now, Petra...it’s not enough. At times, I’d rather do something reckless with the hopes of earning enough money to help them escape rather than scrounging for money only to watch them slowly starve away. I know Gunther feels the same way, and Eld too. And don’t you wish the same for you and your father?”

Of course, she would. Anyone would, but the stakes are just too high. “It’s dangerous to even entertain this idea, Auruo. We should just give up now,” Petra murmurs. She tugs his sleeve, gesturing for him to move along before anyone can become suspicious of them. “Besides, it’s not enough to find someone who resembles the Tsesarevich. We’d need somebody who’s as desperate as us to follow through with it.”

It is only then that Auruo keeps quiet, but Petra knows he’s still dreaming up a way to make the plan work. She’s known him for nearly her whole life, and he’s the most stubborn person she’s ever met. It would take a plan that’s even more reckless to make him forget about this one.

The two of them make their way to the market, a street or rundown stalls filled with stale bread and rotting fruit. Anything edible has already been bought up by government officials, the only people rich enough in this country that can afford to buy anything. Petra can’t remember the last time she had been able to eat an unbruised apple or a fresh loaf of bread. Still, she shouldn’t complain. There are many that are unable to eat for days because their wages are not enough to buy even half a loaf of stale bread.

Petra and Auruo walk through the stalls, ignoring the ravenous stares of the vendors that are hoping that they’ll manage to get another coin or two. Even though food is their trade, it looks as though even the vendors are starving. They’re covered in rags, but Petra knows that they are skin and bones underneath their coats. It hadn’t used to be this bad when she was younger. She remembers a long time ago when the vendors still had meat on their bones and the people, though poor, still had enough money to afford at least one meal every day. Although a better future had been promised after the revolution, it has yet to come. She’s old enough to know now that it will never come.

The two meet at the end of the stalls, huddling together as they share their measly purchases. Today, they’ve managed to buy three badly bruised apples and two loaves of bread that look as though rats have eaten at them. But they’ve had worse days. Besides, it’s not as if the food is completely inedible if they just cut off a bit of the bread and eat around the bruises. Even this food, as miserable as it is, is better than nothing.

They split it the usual way - Petra with one apple and half a loaf while Auruo takes the rest. It only makes sense since he has the bigger family. She’s tried to give him more in the past, but he’s always refused. His pride would never let her go to bed on an empty stomach. At least with this, his brothers can go to sleep with bellies half-full. They can worry about tomorrow’s meal tomorrow.

Hopefully, they can make it home without another dangerous conversation. They were lucky they haven’t been overheard, and Petra’s unsure that they could get lucky a third time. She becomes a little less certain when she glances over at Auruo and sees his thoughtful expression. It’s clear that he’s been mulling over the plan this entire time even though he should have abandoned it long ago. He should save it for tomorrow, she thinks, or at least until they’re indoors. They have a lesser chance of being caught at dreaming up something so treasonous, but she’s unsurprised when he opens his mouth. She’s so angry that she thinks about stomping on his foot for half a second, but she’s afraid of the attention such an action would cause.

“Auruo, drop it!” Petra hisses under her breath. She tries to keep her voice low and undetected, but she’s so incensed at her friend’s recklessness that it’s difficult to keep quiet. “Do you not care at all for our safety? These unlikely riches are giving you delusions of grandeur. Is it not enough that we’re surviving already?”

“How reckless, Petra?” He ignores her entirely, looking past her. It’s so unlike him to ignore her completely, that she forgets to be infuriated for a moment. Slowly, she turns her head to follow his gaze, finding herself staring at a man that Auruo had previously identified as a potential candidate - a short man with dark hair and an unfathomable expression on his face. The man seems to be preoccupied with something else, walking determinedly through the crowd, and does not notice the two of them staring at him at all. “You said we would need a reckless man. How reckless do you need him to be?”

She doesn’t answer for a moment. Instead, she scans the crowd for the man’s target - a high-ranking government official strolling about the stalls and sneering at all the rotten fruit - and is almost frozen in horror. Petra grips Auruo’s arm and begs, “Please, Auruo, please forget I said anything about it. Let’s just go home. Can’t we just go home?”

He wrestles his arm away from her and only asks, “You know what to do, right?” He doesn’t even give her a backward glance. He proceeds to follow the man he had set his eyes on, knowing that Petra will follow him in the end.

She knows better than to go along, but she does anyway. Even if she knows this is likely to end badly, she can’t leave her friend to suffer the consequences on his own. Heart pounding in her chest, she trails after him, hoping that her nervousness remains undetected. After all, she’s been through similar situations. It’s exactly like stealing the way she did before, but this time there’s a third party involved. She can’t think too much about how this will affect the outcome.

The two follow the man closely, and Auruo times it at just the right moment. As soon as the man slips past the official, brushing about him ever so slightly that even Petra can’t be certain that he��s stolen something, Auruo collides violently against the man. They both stumble so hard that they knock into the official too. Seeing her chance, Petra takes a deep breath and swoops in as the three men stumble about before falling onto the snow. Just as the dark-haired man falls, Petra manages to slip her gloved hand into his pocket, and she’s relieved when she finds a leather wallet - clearly too fine and expensive to belong to someone like him - and slips it into the pocket of her coat. As others gather around to observe the spectacle, Petra makes her way through the crowd, tracing back the steps of the men until she stands where the official once walked. Hastily, she drops the wallet onto the ground beside her feet and hopes that nobody has seen her.

She holds her breath as she turns to where Auruo is. Apparently, everyone is too distracted by the scuffle to pay any attention to her. There are so many people that Petra can’t see properly, but she can at least hear the voices of the thief and the government official shouting.

“What the hell did you do?” she hears one man shout. Petra is uncertain who it was that spoke, but she’s certain that the gruff voice belongs to the thief that Auruo had been pursuing.

“I just slipped! It was an accident!” Auruo says. He sounds strangled, although Petra can’t see who it is that is choking him. She prays with all her might that her friend manages to get out of this scrape. If she could, she would go and defend him at this very moment, but the timing isn’t right. If they want this plan to work, she needs to come in at precisely the right time. “I’m sorry! I’m very sorry!”

The man continues to bark at Auruo, but Petra cannot make out the words he shouts. In the background, she hears more talking - a calmer but nonetheless annoyed voice - that attempts to speak over the others. She can only assume that this voice belongs to the third man.

Suddenly, the third man loses all composure, and Petra hears him shout, “My wallet! I’ve lost my wallet.” She closes her eyes as she hears his voice escalate, accusing both Auruo and the real thief of scheming to steal from him. “Ungrateful scum! After everything the Bolsheviks have done for you thus far! How dare you pull off such a scheme and act innocent?”

Petra is so nervous that she’s uncertain she can even speak. She must manage though, because her voice manages to ring out as she asks, “Excuse me, sir? Did you say you lost a wallet?” All heads turn to look at her, and she swallows nervously. Gingerly, she nudges the wallet with her toe before bending to pick it up. She holds it out awkwardly, waiting for the government official to get up and take it from her. “There is one right here. Perhaps it fell from your pocket?”

The man’s steps are heavy against the snowy gray slush on the ground. She’s never been more scared in her life, but she attempts to put on a brave face as he approaches her. She’s stolen from people before - rich people, well-off people, people who obviously had connections with the government and were able to live comfortably - but she had never been so desperate as to steal from someone who was actually involved in the government. People get their hands cut off for looking at Bolshevik officers the wrong way. She fears she could face a fate much worse just for standing in the way of an official.

As soon as he approaches her, he snatches the wallet away from her. Even though she’s free of his gaze for now, just being in his presence is enough to frighten her. It must be because he’s clearly from a different class from her - from his well-groomed mustache to the fine metal bands around his wrists to his fur-lined coat. It’s clear that the two of them are from completely different worlds. Even if he can do without the money in his wallet, he’d never let her have it, and he would never understand why she would do something so desperate.

She watches as he counts the money, muttering under his breath as he checks that every banknote is safely in his wallet. When she sees that he’s nearly done counting, she reaches out to grab his wrist. “I didn’t take a single bill from you! I left it just as I saw it, sir!” She’s unfazed when the man rudely shakes her off, too preoccupied with counting his money to want anything to do with her for the moment. She slips her hand into her pocket. “Please believe me!”

Behind the man, Auruo watches nervously, struggling not to strain his neck and seem too invested in the conversation. The man with the dark hair is also there, but he’s much more reserved in his emotions. There a slight spark of interest, but not in the dialogue. Instead, he seems more interested in what Petra has slipped into her coat pocket.

“Don’t touch me, wench!” the man spits at her. He glares at her, and Petra finds it strange that he is so enraged at her when he should be enraged at the government who had promised that people like her would no longer be living in poverty after the revolution. “I know how thieves like you operate! You’re probably in cahoots with those two. I wouldn’t be surprised if you were!” Before Petra can even blink, she finds herself staring down the barrel of a gun pointed straight at her. The look the man gives her cannot be described as menacing for he truly believes that he is in the right to punish her so harshly for a crime he is not even certain she has committed. “If I find even a single ruble gone from my wallet, I won’t hesitate to pull this trigger. Rest assured, I will be certain that your friends share the same fate.”

Auruo steps forward, opening his mouth to intervene, but Petra gives him the slightest shake of her head and he steps back. It kills him to be unable to do anything, she knows, but the official will be sure to shoot Auruo if he steps forth. And Auruo has too many people depending on him, so he can’t die today.

Petra chances a glance at the man beside Auruo, wondering if he feels the urge to step forward and help, but he only stares at her with cold gray eyes. She feels a cold feeling of dread shoot down her spine, and she can’t help but think that they’ve chosen the wrong man.

It seems that a lifetime has passed by the time the man finishes counting the money. He lowers his gun, but it is Auruo - not Petra - that breathes a sigh of relief. The man turns around, nodding to the dark-haired man and Auruo. “It seems that everything is in its rightful place. You’re all quite lucky,” he says, pocketing his wallet. He’s so pleased that he doesn’t notice that anything else is missing. “Be sure not to get into any other trouble. It would be terrible to have anything happen to you.”

Petra’s only truly at ease when the man walks away, turning his back on all three of them and pushing past the crowd so he can continue on his way. She doesn’t even wait for him to disappear completely. She turns her heel as soon as she can, desperate to get away from the crowd’s attention. Of course, she doesn’t wait for Auruo. Leaving with him would attract too much suspicion. She knows she’ll meet up with him eventually just like how she’ll meet up with the raven-haired man.

She slips into an apartment building, one that has windows that haven’t been cleaned in years and snow piled heavily onto the roof so much so that part of it must be collapsing, and settles in the middle of the dark stairwell. Surprisingly, it is not Auruo who reaches her first, but the dark-haired man.

“Hey.” He grabs her roughly by the wrist, his grip tight. She tries to break free of his grasp, but he holds firm. His gray eyes flash angrily at her, and he hisses, “Where is it? I saw you take the watch. Now give it to me.”

She’s absolutely certain now that they’ve picked the wrong man. Petra resists the urge to stomp on his foot. Instead, she finally pulls away from him and wraps her arms protectively around herself. “You can have it,” she tells him with a scathing look. Ungrateful prick. She almost took a bullet to her head because of him, and all he cares about is a piece of jewelry. “I don’t want the damn thing anyway. But I’m not going to give it to you right away.”

The man stops, surprised, but his expression quickly returns to anger. “Don’t be stupid! If you’re giving it to me eventually, just give it to me now!” he growls. He grabs her by both shoulders this time, shaking her roughly. If Petra hadn’t kept her hand gripped tightly around the watch in her pocket, she’s sure it would have fallen out by now.

Down below, the door to the apartment building swings open and the sound of boots hurriedly rushing up the stairs. When the two turn their heads, they see Auruo running towards them, his face red. Auruo, upon seeing his friend being shaken so violently, bounds up the steps and throws a flying fist at the man, causing him to let go of Petra and fall over. Petra steps back in alarm, but Auruo has no concern at all for the man. His focus is entirely on her, cupping her face in his hands. He’s out of breath, panting as he asks, “Are you alright, Petra? Has he hurt you at all?” Without waiting for an answer, he hugs her tightly, holding her close to his chest. “I should have listened to you before! I regret doing something so stupid and forcing you into it as well. Let’s just forget it, Pet, and I promise I won’t ever do something so foolish ever again!”

It would have been better if he had said this from the start, but they have gotten too far to forget about it now.

“Don’t be stupid. You wanted this, didn’t you? Do you think I stared down the barrel of a fucking gun just for us to turn back now?” Petra snaps, glaring at him. She goes over to the other man, offering a hand that he reluctantly takes. To the man, she says, “It may have caused you more trouble than you cared for, but it was the only way to capture your attention and perhaps convince you to work with us.”

The man looks at her with a wary expression but says nothing.

Beside her, Auruo begins to reach out for her, silently pleading with her to withdraw, but she shakes him off before he can rest his hand on her shoulder.

“I trust you’ve heard of the rumors about the Ackerman family and the possibility of the Tsesarevich surviving. There have been many people coming forth claiming to be him.” Her gaze stays on him, but he never wavers beneath her glare. She nods her head towards Auruo. “My friend here believes you could pose as the lost heir.” She hadn’t agreed at first glance, but the more she looks at him, the more she thinks he could do. He’s by no means handsome, but who is in this miserable country? He might be gaunt with sunken in cheeks and dark bags under his tired eyes, but he has the dark hair that the last Empress had and the same gray eyes. Now that she thinks of it, even their bone structure looks vaguely similar, although that may be because the man’s gauntness makes his cheekbones more prominent and his chin more pointed than they should be. Maybe she’s desperate in seeing these similarities, but she’s certain that the nobles offering money to the lost prince are desperate as well.

She pauses, waiting for Auruo to speak, but he only gulps nervously as he looks from Petra back to the man.

The man takes a deep breath and raises an eyebrow. “We could get killed if we’re found out.”

“We’re well aware,” Petra replies firmly.

He leans back against the wall, his arms crossed against his chest. “And this is a scheme that I’ll have to be pulling off for my entire life,” he continues. “That’s only if we manage to convince everyone I’m really the lost prince to begin with.”

Petra nods.

The man glances at the both of them. “Are the two of you really that desperate?”

Auruo opens his mouth to speak, and Petra knows he’s about to say no. They’re not that desperate. They just had a lapse in judgment, a silly thought in their head that they hadn’t thought through. But Petra steps forward and speaks first.

“Aren’t you?” she whispers.

He stares at her for a moment, his expression unreadable. After a while, he straightens up, unfolding his arms and shoving his hands into his pockets. “If you’re serious about this, then I hope you have a plan.” He kicks a foot towards Auruo. “It seems your friend isn’t as on board as you are. But if you’re serious about it, I’ll meet you here next week and we can decide where to go next. I might know someone who can help us.” He begins to walk down the stairwell before Auruo calls out to him.

“If we’re doing business with each other, we should probably know each other’s names, shouldn’t we?” Auruo waits for a moment, but the man doesn’t reply when he turns back to look at them. He licks his lips anxiously before saying, “My name is Auruo. The woman with me is Petra.”

Once more, then man does not respond, and Petra wonders if he’s going to run away with their names and report them to the authorities. She’s sure he’ll receive a generous reward for it. To her surprise though, he opens his mouth and says, “Farlan,” before descending down the stairwell and disappearing.

“Farlan,” Petra repeats, but the name sounds strange on her tongue. She can’t picture the man having such a name, but it’s not as if she knows him that well either. She turns to Auruo and asks, “What was the name of the Tsesarevich?”

“Levi,” Auruo says quietly. “His name was Levi Ackerman.”

“Levi,” she echoes. Somehow, the name suits him much more.

#rivetra #petra ral #levi ackerman #auruo bossard #eld jinn #gunther schultz #snk #anastasia au #finding a place called home #celebrating not failing my class :D

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puppyenergy · 5 years

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@rickenrolled you’re an absolute mad man i love you. here’s all my answers. long ass post beneath the cut

1. Who’s your favourite character from UT?

i love them all but if i had to pick one then chara

2. Who’s your least favourite character from UT?

asgore

3. Your opinion about UT fandon:

very sweet, lots of smart and lovely and creative and gay people. could do without all the transphobes and incest/pedo shippers tho but like, theyre kinda everywhere aren’t they. like flies! smack

4. What’s your favourite quote?

“you never gained LOVE, but you gained love. does that make sense? maybe not.“

5. What’s your favourite soundtrack?

death by glamour

6. Pacifist, neutral or genocide?

pacifist

7. Why did you decide to play UT?

when it came out, my first exposure to it was thru supporting a friend who had recently started a youtube channel and they did a playthru of undertale! i ended up being unable to wait for them to finish it and just went and bought the game myself so i could play it. i was just so invested, i couldn’t wait for them to upload asklghskl

8. Favourite battle?

undyne’s

9. Favourite scene?

GOD I CAN’T CHOOSE JUST ONE SCENE. fuck. you can’t do this to me.

10. Your first letter to Mettaton was:

“legs” probably sldkghsd i don’t remember

11. Your reaction when you saw Omega Flowey for the first time:

VERY SCARED. I LEGIT THOUGHT MY GAME WAS POSSESSED.

12. Your headcanon about Frisk’s gender:

they’re nonbinary but i specifically headcanon them as agender! i also rlly dig genderfluid frisk as well bc same.

13. Which UT character reminds you of yourself?

mostly frisk but also chara and also mettaton

oh and all the dogs

14. Which UT character reminds you of your best friend?

TEMMIE. we are dog and cat solidarity.

15. Would you smooch a ghost?

i already have!

16. Which UT character would be your best friend? Why?

all of them. i will befriend them all.

17. Do you remember your first killed character? Who was that?

toriel ;_; i reset & redid the entire game for her, i felt so bad

18. Did you do sth in game you regret?

killing toriel lmao

19. Which ending was your first?

pacifist!

20. Your favourite land in UT and why: (Snowdin, Waterfall or Hotland)

snowdin is my favorite... it’s just so home-y. i rlly love snow, it brings a lot of happy memories. the christmas aesthetic does as well. and it’s also where you meet sans & papyrus & all the dogs. it’s just such a happy place.

21. Your favourite place in UT and why: (Undyne’s house for example)

i just rlly love snowdin ok. every area in snowdin. i still remember my little gasp!! when i found out that the snow on frisk’s head is always a different shape every time you go thru that slide-y puzzle.

22. Your headcanon about River person’s gender:

“it doesn’t really matter.”

23. Your headcanon about one of the UT characters:

papyrus is nonbinary!

24. Butterscouch or cinnamon pie?

cinnamon!

25. Your opinion/headcanon about six human souls:

i always connect the deltarune characters to the six human souls for some reason. kris is the cyan soul, susie is the purple soul, ralsei is the green soul, lancer is the blue soul, noelle is the yellow soul, and then im not sure who would be the orange soul... ofc only one of them is actually human but that’s always an association i made asdlghsd

26. With who would you go on a date?

none of them tbh sdkglhskdlgha i would go on hangouts with them tho!

27. Marry, fuck, kiss and kill:

marry: napstablook fuck: mettaton kiss: all of them getting kisses from me!!! mwah kill: none :(

28. Do you wanna have a bad time?

no!! i wanna have a fun time. a sillay ol’ time.

29. Your favourite UT au:

there’s this one unfinished comic someone made a while ago i don’t even remember what it was called but it was about two charas or smth??? idek if that counts as an au but tbh that comic is the origin of my love for feral chara

30. Your least favourite UT au:

all of the ones where anyone is misgendered or there’s incest/pedo/abuse in it it just automatically makes it a bad au.

31. Would you want to fall into underground?

i mean, yeah. where’s the hole. i’m on my way.

32. Describe or draw your undersona:

the puppy is specific to dfta

my other undersona is dragon kid. he’s a human & monster fusion with a rough past. he’s also adopted. the cat is his sibling.

33. One reason why you love UT:

toby said Hello LGBT Community

34. One reasom why you hate UT:

frisk’s design is,, u kno

35. If you could choose one type of food from UT, what would it be?

dog salads for days!

36. Your favourite amalgamate:

snowdrake’s mother & endogeny

37. Your headcanon about Gaster: who do you think Gaster is to Sans and Papyrus? (Father, brother, uncle etc)

i like to headcanon him as their dad

38. Your opinion about bad puns:

they’re good, ok.

39. Do you draw fanarts from UT? If yes, then what do you like the most to draw?

yes i do asklghsdkgl i could probably draw chara/frisk/asriel forever and be ok with it

40. Which of human souls fits you the most?

red, baby

41. What would be the first thing you would to show to Sans, Papyrus or the rest of characters in human world? Why?

the stars!!! they’ve been wishing on rocks for too long. time to see the real thing.

42. Which song reminds you of UT or one of the UT characters? Why?

skglhslkhg i make playlists just for this tbh. i have a playlist for mettaton, chara, frisk, asriel, undertale in general, and then one for both chara & frisk. too many songs to talk about rn so here’s the most recent one i added to chara’s playlist:

https://soundcloud.com/serious-url/last-night-on-earth-2

my favorite lyric is “we are horrible but not bad”

43. Your opinion on underloid:

i. i’m not sure what that is askdlghsdk

OH I JUST LOOKED IT UP ITS UNDERTALE VOCALOID??? i’ve never listened to it before but tbh that’s real cool

44. Do you forgive Asgore for what he’s done?

no lol

45. Did you pay for Tem’s college?

I DIDNT, IM SORRY TEM... i just dont have the patience to sell all that residue

46. Have you seen any youtube letsplay of UT?

i swear i’ve seen them all now. i watch them when i need some free serotonin. u_u

47. Do you listen to any fanmade songs? If so, then which are your favourite?

i don’t rlly listen to any but i have a few saved! i rlly love the fucking checker dance & death by glamour mashup

youtube

48. What are your favourite theories?

narra!chara if you can even CALL that a theory man it’s literally canon

i also rlly like the theory that ut sans is actually from deltarune, and also maybe a darkner.

49. Who is your favourite enemy? (Not including boss monsters)

LESSER DOG

50. Do you have any headcanons about Chara’s past? (Why they hate humanity, why did they fell to the underground etc)

i think they had some pretty shitty ppl in their life until they met the dreemurrs, probably.

51. Who is your favourite dog?

DONT DO THIS TO ME,

52. What was your reaction to true lab?

fear and a lot of emotion

53. Your fabourite voice acting:

myself sakldhgklsh

54. At the end of pacifist run did you stay with your friends or did you come back to your family?

i always send frisk to stay with toriel bc as their player guardian i would not feel comfortable with myself if i just left a child stranded on their own. it was the same in oneshot. if i’m ur temporary game dad then i’m leaving u in a safe place before the game ends ok.

55. Who is older - Sans or Papyrus?

sans

56. Your OTP(s):

OK LISTEN. GOATBUN,,

also ALPHYNE

57. Your NOTP(s):

any of the incest/pedo ones. especially with fr4ns & ch4sriel i’m gonna get real stabby.

58. Your BROTP(s):

chara/frisk haa

59. Your favourite puzzle:

i like the shooty spaceship ones!

60. Which battle was the hardest for you?

fingers in his ass.... fingers in his ass.... asgore he likes b

61. Did you still hate Flowey after you discovered his true indentity?

i never hated flowey, ok. and also no.

62. The saddest moment:

“the next day.”

“...”

“the human died.”

63. Which ending is your favourite?

true pacifist, pls

64. How old do you think Frisk is?

9, maybe? i always change my mind on this asdlghsdk. they’re just a baby. age is baby.

65. Any post pacifist run headcanons?

both chara & asriel get revived. always.

66. Your favourite NPC:

the trans woman lionness npc who mettaton gives his dress to

67. Humans or monsters?

both!

68. The funniest situation:

my brain is failing me but i fucking love the idea that frisk is just walking away from undyne during her battle sequence and she’s just CLANK CLANK CLANK in her armor stomping after but ugh has to stop and wait while frisk gets a phonecall and UGH has to check on sans who fell asleep at his post.

AND UNDYNE’S HANGOUT

UGH JUST UNDYNE IN GENERAL I LOVE HER

69. Skeletonfucker, robotfucker, goatfucker or kinkshaming?

listen i KNOW i said i’d fuck mettaton but i’m NOT a robotfucker.

70. When playing for the first time how many candies did you take?

one! i wanted to be a good boy.

but then i just went ham,

71. Did you kill or spare Flowey at the end of the game?

spare and i got emotional with how he reacted

72. If you had to be one of the main characters, which would you choose?

73. If you had to kill one of the main characters which would you choose?

i wouldn’t kill any of them!! i love them all. i refuse.

74. Which character(s) would you like to cosplay?

HMM. i could probably pull off frisk the best.

75. Your favourite Burgerpants’ quote?

#i can't believe i actually answered them all #long post #.txt

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aside from that, ur graphics must look incredible! i’ve seen some comparison pics and pc graphics are God Tier. help the second lowest being “high”... good riddance. 😶

summer 2016! it seems so long ago like a whole different universe. everything was so beautiful back then.. everybody was out and about hunting pokémon’s... that zine is so cute! i wouldn’t say main i actually only got into them a little while ago and i’m still mostly tddk and kiribaku but bkdk is interesting.. to say the least. i haven’t seen what happens in the manga (only a bit of spoilers especially that cover...) and s4 didn’t give us That many scenes with them but i’m keeping my eyes open... wbu?

IDK like their descriptions make it seem like they might help you find some specific treasures??? like the gold seelie giving you fortune aka mora? not sure tho hehe... YEAH THAT FANART!!! so cute i wanna eat them all.. forbidden snack. 🥺 omg funny you mention that... i met xiao just earlier for the first time and when i saw his entire outfit i was like.. hm i wonder what he would look like in darker clothing HAHA. but yeah skins would be awesome!!!! like a clothing shop or smth somewhere????? anyway when i saw him i was like HEY that’s cluna’s boy!

ALBEDO IS A BAD BITCH. his hair is perfect perfect perfect. actually everything about him is so perfect he’s just a delicate little guy... 🥺 dude us talking about albedo and opening up the game and seeing his banner is like... 👀 temptation.

with venti??? i’m not sure which quest you mean i did the archon one with him though and it was awesome. does he have more? I DID LOOK IT UP AND MURASE IS MAKING HIS VOICE EVEN HIGHER AND IT’S SO CUTE I WISH I KNEW IT BEFOREHAND SO I COULD’VE HEARD HIS VOICE WHILE DOING THE MISSION. 😭 oh well 😭

hopefully there are some good 4 stars too. who are you wishing for? anyone special? imagine having xingqiu and chongyun.... that’s like the dream. and bennett and razor and you have the boy scout party haha!! do you have mostly claymore users?

i remember you mentioning you don’t like book users but i’ve actually really grown to love them hehe. their long range attacks are so nice and handy! KAZE DA! 😭 bro stop i literally have a crush on venti it’s ridiculous.. imagine closing ur eyes and talking and it’s his voice.... (OR HINATA!!!) murase is so lucky... he seems like such a great guy too ajsksjdk..

ok friends to lovers goodness! 🥺 i’m considering getting twitter just to see fanart... maybe.. o.o

ooooo that’s so thorough! in all caps caught my attention, why do you do that? personally, if it’s something longer i write bulletpoints of the concept but never like... actual plot yk? i’ve tried before but i doesn’t work for me very well. so.. i wing it! and like you i just get inspired randomly, it could be from song lyrics or thinking about tropes i enjoy. 😜

loona is cool! they have this whole story about their group. i highly recommend checking them out! i wonder if they kept it up though lmao. oh yeah everyone loves hozier he just speaks to the soul.. LOVELY IS MY FAVORITE SONG!!!!! LIKE EASILY TOP SONGS OF MY LIFE!!! it makes me so happy that you like it even if you skip it lmaojsjdjsjsjdk and i like billie a lot!! ariana too she has great music.., idk if you’ve heard of the group the neighborhood but i like them too. lana del rey as well! haha guess it’s super basic stuff tbh. all of them with mostly slow songs.. sorry 😭

OK GOOD. all nighters are honestly horrible. i don’t get how people can pull them off and get things done... (hopefully you never have to either!) YEAH haha 8 am is my favorite hour i think... that and 9 pm. they’re just special. what’s your favorite time of day? listen if you stay up to read fics that’s valid. midnight up is like the perfect time to read fics it makes them appear more magical sjdkdhdk.

i hope i caught you today but if not, hope you’re sleeping well babe! ♥️

sorry i was playing genshin! JFKSNXKSNKSJ i started before 12am and before i knew it it was already 1am… my goodness

and yeah i watched this vid comparing the graphic quality settings (i play on the default one) and i was like??? people really be playing like this? LOL can’t relate

edit: missed this paragraph oops but yeah what a time 2016 was! (lmao voltron started that year iirc) i remember we had an athletics event and legit everyone was on their phones jfksnfksnd. oooo! nice tddk and krbk are very good very nice. and also yeah that cover lol i love that you didn’t even have to specify which one i just Know. hmm i think rn bkdk would be one of the top ships i’m interested in aside from todobaku? they just have so much history ya know? and they have a lot of moments in the second movie! oh wait did you know that there are movies? two of them in fact!! the kiribaku is pretty strong in the first one (but there are some todobaku moments too lol). and there are a few OVAs too. WAIT are you all caught up with the anime? can’t rmemeber if you’ve told me or not 😫

oooo if that were the case tho what would the others give? i did like the “sea blue” description or something of the blue one tho 😩 YOU WANNA EAT THEM FJDJCJSKNCSKJCKSNXJS NO!!! but i can understand.. they look very squishy. THAT’S MY BOY!!!!!! honoured you thought of me <33 yo i was also wondering what chongyun would look like in darker clothes too HDKSKDN see this is why i need to learn how to draw.… gotta put them in the clothes i want since we can’t do that in game!! but a shop would be so cute omg

JFKSKSKAKS i’ve legit been staying away from opening the wish menu as much as i can.… it’s too tempting i can’t!!

yeah the archon one is what i meant sorry! forgot the name for it lol. and yes there is! once you reach AR 35 or something you can unlock story quests and venti is one of them 👀👀 RIPPPP BUT AT LEAST YOU KNOW NOW 😭😭

i think just xingqiu rn!! i’ve been holding off ascending barbara in hopes of getting him, bc i grinded some oceanid (literally the worst fucking boss ever) before i ascended so i’m just hoarding those materials rn fjskdnd. yesss the boy scouts 😭🥺 but i heard chongyun and razor’s elemental skills cancel each other out so rip.. hmm i did a count and i think i have 3 each of claymore and catalyst users! hbu?

omg nooooo betrayal 😭 tho ngl i’m considering using ningguang bc i see people play her so well.. so i’m just carrying her around in my team hoping to passively level her up HAHAHA. i def appreciate their long range attacks too, lisa’s burst especially is quite nice. CHJDKSKD that’s so cute but also very relatable 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺 also did you know murase is like tall af it’s kinda crazy lol

there’s /so/ much good fanart!!! it’s where i’m getting a taste of all the ships too lol but yeah there’s angst and fluff and just charas looking s*xy they’ve got it all 😩 but that also reminds me, like most other big fandoms genshin fandom is kinda fkn shit 😔 once again i’m thankful to myself for keeping such a small circle lmaooooo

honestly i don’t know either?? i think it helps me distinguish between what i’m actually writing vs what i’m planning like if i do something like “JUMPS OFF PLATFORM, LANDS IN FRONT. so, are you going to introduce me or do i have to do it myself ETC THEN THEY TALK SUDDENLY there’s the sound of a windchime, and VILLAINS HERE GOTTA FIGHT” it’ll look something like that jdjsndkskd where the lowercase is exact dialogue I wanna write in but the caps is just planning

but winging it ey that’s hot of you 🤪 god do you ever just like thinking about potential ideas before falling asleep but then your phone is far away/you don’t wanna hurt your eyes looking at a screen but then you’re also afraid you’ll forget the idea DJKSXKSK

:o! i think i stayed away bc of the whole “stan loona” thing DHSKKS but i might give them another shot! therefore i am is one of my go to songs rn hehe i really like the beats she uses they’re so funky. i don’t really like ariana sorry FJDJKSKS but she does have a lot of bangers!! side to side… 😘👌 and i do know the neighbourhood! sweater weather is so iconic but lately i’ve been skipping that too aahah. but have you heard daddy issues slowed? oh my god. that singlehandedly started my obsession with slowed songs (ironic isn’t it when you consider i don’t listen to normal slow songs fjsjdj) i like summertime sadness from lana! and young and beautiful too (the radio songs AHAH) but yeah.. they’re slow fjdkksks. how do you feel about halsey + melanie martinez + bastille? (i’m always paranoid about listing artists bc so many get cancelled or what other and i feel like randos are gonna come for me too JDKSKSKA.) oh and troye sivan!! and pentatonix if you’ve heard of them? i was obsessed with those two back in 2015 ahaha

omg crazy.. how!! hm my favourite hour is maybe 12pm? or 2pm? just some time in the afternoon i like when it’s still light outside but it’s also like “after school” time kinda .. and yesss reading fic at late hours… gets me crying more easily 🤪

i don’t think i’ll catch your next reply so goodnight in advance!! hope your day is great <3

#marriage anon #wowclunaanswers #long post #can’t tell if it should have a ‘read more’ or not bc i’m on mobile LOL #can’t insert one even if i wanted smh tmblr make your app better

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hank u! i got a 5 lol, so everything is good for now. Rn i’m studyin english, like in depth but a few years ago I was studying literature and philosophy and since i did 3 (almost 4) years i didn’t want to lose all that work but i didn’t take some finals so they sent me a mail telling that i needed at least one okay. i loved exo m but my bias is chanyeol lol, i think both cheol and him can be very loud sometimes (most of the time!) and i love that 1/? 🍰-sss

and i don’t follow nct a lot so i can’t give u an answer. such mood! rn i’m listening to some horror stories (podcast style) ah yes, some songs are meh, i really liked the reve festival day 1 (most of the songs). i hope u can be able to play gta soon, it’s a old game but i love stealing cars(? i started to watch it, so far so good but i’ll give u my final review when i finish it. 2/? 🍰-sss

FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST! i love love love that anime, both versions. 2003 one has a special place in my heart. ahhh all of those are really amazing ones! i remember ouran was one of my firsts mangas. currently i’m trying to collect the yu yu hakusho ones. kyoukai no kanata is still my fav anime, i remember i watched it in one day before my sociology final lmao. and then the movie! i wanted to make a svt/knk kind of edit but im lazy! 3/? 🍰-sss

jun’s pink/lilac hair was iconic!! such a good look, his whole aes in clap era had such a strong energy

reposters have no respect, unfortunatelly a lot of people that are into social media just want numbers but they don’t even work hard for them. bc alright u care abt the amount of followers u have, at least do smth to earn that. but no, they just steal bc it’s the easier way, honestly such a disgusting move. gfx, gifs, fanarts, etc take effort, talent and time. it’s really sad that some people don’t appreciate that, damn a lot of them sound like ignorants 5/6 🍰-sss

(reminds me of when my great aunt told me literature wasn’t a valid major to choose, smh. not everybody want to be a lawyer karen). !!! the foot fetish omg jfbsdfs. and don’t worry! hahah i luv ya, we can ramble and share our hate towards twitter. how is your weekend going so far?? 6/6 🍰-sss

yayyy, that’s great!!! i’m happy for u 💕💕 ohh i get it! i’m glad u could do well on this one then!! CHANYEOL! YES! A HAPPY BOY!! u cant write chanyeol without cheol so that’s cute LMAO and yessss they’re both rlly loud!!! god i love chanyeol but i can never see him next to baekhyun without feeling anxious bc of the shippers lmao right now not as much as a few years ago but i still got the trauma lol and!! idk if u know but noses are my fave thing ever right and chanyeol has one of my fave noses in kpop i love it :/// i used to cry about his nose as much as i cry about vernon’s now lmao

oh i don’t remember if i actually listened to the albums lmao idk but sometimes if i dont like the title track i feel rlly unmotivated to listen to the whole album :/ also what did u think about psycho? to me it kinda felt the same as umpah umpah like i enjoyed the song but it kinda sounded more like a b track? also as i was listening to it and watching the mv it reminded me a lot of an ending song? like not an anime ending sort of song but like a goodbye song if it makes any sense lmao like goodbye by 2ne1 or lonely by sistar idk wHY BUT the album actually has the word finale in it and i was actually shocked to see it but it made sense in my head lmao

stealing cars is amazing but i actually like it more to punch random people on the street :/ i have anger issues and sometimes i do wish i could do that irl but i CANT so i do it in the game lmao also shooting random ppl god i LOVE it, love me some violent games where i can do whatever i want and then pretend i’m sane irl LMAO

fma is my fave thing in the world after my cats and maybe tied with pjo i LOVE that anime/manga and you’re completely RIGHT the 2003 version is just as good the 2009 ver supremacists are wrong bc both versions are amazing and they complement each other really well!! oh ur so brave to try collecting a whole manga lmao like it’s my DREAM but i only have bits and pieces of some of them bc i mostly buy them second handed

KYOUKAI NO KANATA I LOVEEEE, did i mention it on my list or did i forget? either way i LOVE that anime, i’ve watched it so many times it’s one of my absolute faves!! also i’m rlly sad there’s absolutely no english translation for the light novel i think? i searched a few years ago and couldn’t find anything, i’d love to read it even if i don’t usually read light novels lmao and god i fully support you and ur gfx idea but i do understand 100% about being too lazy to do it lmao i’ve had a gfx idea i wanted to do for the longest time but i’ll be SO hard and it’ll take me so much time i’m just zzzzzzz lmao

god jun in clap era was rlly something!! the hair, the outfits, the earring, ahhh i miss it lmao

reposters can just fuck off honestly lmao and yeah!! i’m rlly grateful my mother always allowed me to do whatever i wanted to when it comes to college so i never had that problem, but i’m rlly sad about every artist who got told that art isn’t a “real job” or stuff like that, same with stuff like literature/philosophy/sociology like some professions get sooo neglected it’s sad :/

also i do wanna thank you for letting me ramble and never complaining about it bc my friend (the only friend i talk to, in fact) always tells me that if he were u he wouldn’t read half the things i write lmao and he does indeed NOT read half the things i tell him lmao bc like i talk a lot and ramble a lot but not everyone is like this so i’m sorry if i’m making u talk more than u are used to but also thank you for doing so akdjnfsd

and my weeked was pretty ok i think? i dont rlly remember what i did, might have just slept a lot lmao but i don’t have any complaints either! what about yours??

also i’m going to the beach for a couple of days with my friends this week so i’m exciteddd i love the beach and i was sad thinking i wouldn’t go anymore, it’ll be for 3 or 4 days only but that’s already something!!

#🍰 sss #sss19 #anon #asks

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