#tho there are times where i catch myself thinkin bout smth that could fall into that | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

aria0fgold · 6 months

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For awhile now I've been wondering whether I had Some form of OCD or not after seeing posts about it and I'm like: "How can you even tell if it's anxiety or ocd-- Oh, a professional can. " Well then I'll just continue to sleep peacefully with my possibly many undiagnosed problems.

#aria rants #one thing im certain bout myself. undiagnosed or not. is the social anxiety and thats it rlly #for the ocd thing i had a time in my life where i really. REALLY hated and avoided ''bad'' stuff #like villain characters. stories with toxic themes. basically anything that looks ''bad''#cuz i was hella worried about being mistaken for a bad person cuz i like this ''bad'' fictional thing #i think there are other incidents similar like that too but i cant remember anymore #not sure if thats an ocd thing. cuz like most info i found on it is how it Sticks Around #pretty long and i dont think? mines around much anymore. like i dont feel it much anymore #tho there are times where i catch myself thinkin bout smth that could fall into that #but am also like swatting it away like: it's fine! you'll be fine. no need to think that.#and suddenly everythings okay so like-- huh. i got a weird lil brain yaknow?#cant rlly get diagnosed and i dont think i can for a long time but hey! im managing so far! i think ill be ok

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