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[t1bb1zoey]

This was so funny, and I love how Mo's instinct was to climb up He Tian like he was a tree, but on a serious note:

Mo's first instinct when scared is to be held and comforted, because his mom was always there to do that when things were bad. He Tian's attitude is to overcome fear no matter how scared you are, because no one was ever there for him. He Cheng told him not to be weak and to become the strongest. It's just interesting to see where Mo and He Tian diverge in personality because of their upbringings.

[afanof19days]

Little Kitty

[nyxtactic]

Fucking fight me I am sharing and liking ever single post I see about tianshan

[teanshan]

Chapters: 21/? Fandom: 19天 - Old先 | 19 Days - Old Xian Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Relationships: He Tian/Mo Guan Shan Characters: He Tian, Mo Guan Shan - Character Additional Tags: Smut, Fuckbuddies, there is sex in every chapter, a tiny bit of plot i guess, Slow Burn, But how can it be slow burn if they're already fucking?, just trust me, It is the slowest burn Summary:

Red ends up at the hospital and its time for He Tian to talk...and I do mean TALK.

[heyyylittlemo]

Small details in 19 Days that keep me up at night

((That I feel rarely gets talked about))

-Mo Guan Shan & The Zodiac Magazine

This chapter was pretty early on in 19days—So that must mean Mo Guan Shan has done this a lot more since, right??😳 and he didn’t even rlly know HT that well at this point so...he must be in heat on the low for HT by now 🥵🥵

So it canonically confirms at least a base physical attraction from the start—and c’mon if this isn’t the most relatable thing ever. Soon as I get an attraction to someone I’m a bit piqued to find out their zodiac. Mo Guan Shan’s hidden curiosity for HT is lwk so cute.

It def suggests that MGS has an under the surface lvl (where he can’t even detect it) pull to understand and get closer to HT.

Mo Guan Shan dreaming of He Tian

I know it was passed off like a “joke” and a “nightmare” but cmon this gay as hawlll

Who DOESN’T dream of their crush?? Dreams usually are about things we heavily think about and/or what we thought about before bed—and I can’t help but to think OX was onto smth

Not to mention, this has high bottom-denial energy. Literally. Like he was soooo trying to avoid getting a shot at the docs bc it was in his ass, why??? Like sir...ur fragile masculinity that was created from ur inner homophobia towards ur own bottom reality was def crashing at that second

N Why he got pain in his tushy??? In this dream?? N ppl bullying him like that abt it lmaoo who irl be saying those things?? Things like “aren’t in the guy who got a shot in ur ass” and “haha I’d like to see you with ur ass in the air~” even tho the translation and the way it was written can be said to mean that these bullies are literally finding it funny that his ass was in the air I have a feeling it was censored and rephrased to hint at its actual implications,, I feel like these guys were actually trying to jokingly solicit Mo in gay acts thru him bottoming—in reaction to the needle butt-scenario. I feel like OX wants us to read between the lines.

And if you see it that way, it really makes it seem like Mo is having a sexuality crisis here. And I think it’s what OX was building up to around that time bcuz it was around after the kiss happened.

It rlly makes me believe MGS genuinely thinks getting a shot in his ass will somehow societally and with unspoken words “expose” him and miraculously express to others that he likes it up the ass—bcuz u cannot tell me that dream and what those bullies were saying weren’t his damn paranoia demons talking

I think a dream interpreter could stretch it enough to say that the bullies are a metaphor of his own insecurities towards his homosexuality and particularly towards his upcoming bottoming feelings. Like he’s legit scared of a hospital needle in his butt—this is not straight behavior. And then we have He Tian to the rescue—(and do you see his look and his flirtatious line) and omg he’s gripping the shit out of his ass in the dream. He’s both being bullied for his bottom-ness and guilty-pleasure getting one rubbed out by He Tian. Like ok, have ur cake and eat it then bitch.

Mo Guan Shan Staring at He Tian

This was a moment leading up to the kiss. MGS was staring (probably admiring while also judging and heating up over HT) He Tian while he was playing BSKTBall—and As a BL writer myself can’t help but to think HT noticed MGS very not-straightly stare at him with a sort of sexual attraction he had towards him on the field.

Like cmon?? I doubt OX writes lines like these for no reason.

I feel like...at least irl...The eyes usually give it away if someone is interested in you or not. you can always see if someone is checking you out and noticing you in a different light like it just has different vibe and feel to it. OX was def trying to show and not tell with this panel that MGS has noticed HT and stares at him in the way we all hope he does. We don’t really get to see and (and I guess it keeps us on our toes and keeps us wondering if the little redhead could actually be falling for HT)—so it’s very subtle, but it is there, and once you notice it you’re like d a m n this makes the kiss scene so much more hopeful (at least for me).

I think this was the push that gave HT hopes to kiss MGS in the first place and it gets overlooked. How do you think HT own curiosity peeked? I think as a community we often think abt Mo and how he developed feelings or will develop feelings for HT but rarely do we ever questions The Who what when where and how He Tian came to like Mo himself. I have my own feelings about them that I can’t explain in this post, least it gets off-topic, but I think it’s very important.

I think his comment “Do I really disgust you that much” makes more sense in this context, of MGS giving HT some reassurance through non-verbal ques. HT was already under the impression that MGS was egging him on with his staring so it can warrant some of He Tian’s confusion. HT probably is pursuing MGS bc he probably senses some lvl of homosexual tension from Mo, and it’s exciting to him. Not only that, but MGS is exciting in his character. So I think HT was also relatively new to this venture and kinda spontaneously kissed Mo out of his own curioustes to explore their attractions and to get a grasp of what Mo was feeling.

It also makes me think HT and MGS experienced some undeniable pleasure or unspoken moment that could not be denied within the kiss as attraction and when MGS then decided to go agaisnt that with violence it only further hit HT, who knew MGS was lying to himself. I mean, it’s a classic BL moment. The two kiss, obviously feel smth (probably couldn’t show much of that due to censorship so had to pass it along as a 100% unsatisfactory exchange) and then one, feeling too much all at once and isn’t comfortable with their confirmed suspensions abt their sexuality—denies everything to the other causing further tensions especially sense both know how eachother really feel despite the others denial. And then the rejected one downplays the kiss’ seriousness to soothe their ego knowing full well the kiss meant smth. So they both internalize what the other said and both feel rejected, but both actually liked it. It’s a classic.

I truly feel that if it wasn’t due to censorship, that the kissing scene would’ve looked a lot more consensual than so forceful and wrong. Like it would’ve been taken as an tension filled “experimentation” that we see a lot in BLs and it only further ties into why MGS would be so bashful whenever the kiss is mentioned, and why HT can use it As a leverage over Mo (“don’t make me kiss you again”) bcuz it brings them back to thy moment where HT experienced some “answer” between Mo and that answer was fulfilling even tho it cannot be fulfilled and probably HT is hoping that maybe one day if he teases him enough about it they can share another kiss one that is a lot less rushed and now that they are closer, will lead to a better result.

Anyways those are my speculations. And I actually have written a short story based on these assumptions(focused on the kiss—and it’s also leading up to a jealously fic) but ofc I haven’t written it in ahwile haha. Just thought it was worth sharing since I noticed 19 days has been updating pretty “eh” lately.

[pelsdewels]

soft bois :0

[maroonyx]

By Old先

[faleresku]

💓💓💓

[t1bb1zoey]

Looking back at these artworks, I always wondered how Mo could have possibly become so comfortable with He Tian to let these moments happen, but now all my doubts are gone. I hope we do get to just see them in love for a bit.

[afanof19days]

I'm pretty sure this pics will be in the new update. there are in bed, they cuddle, so logically

I hope im right

[teanshan]

[heyyylittlemo]

Mo Guan Shan—Inner Turmoil

“He likes boys.”

Maybe...he likes boys...?

Bare-chested, sweat dripped and strong. Aggressive. Pulls him by the arm, their words fighting back like alarms.

...Just boys.

He likes their dimpled smiles, how their skin carves to the muscles of their faces, chiseled and cold. The sly eyes and the deep lashes that feel like drowning in a touch.

He likes...

When they call him, by name. Calling out to his heart. When they offer...breaths against hard heat.  Make him believe the spark.

He likes when he calls him his own. Like the whips of the Ocean's tides, he will always come back to him. Heavy and right.

He likes the smells of dark rain and peaches, the cigarette of his worn clothes. The ripple of the fabric against his front. The toned-out skin peeling out from under his shirt and the hems of his boxers.

He likes exploring...

Boys. The pulses of their hearts beating under their shirts, and the youthful play. Hands exploring through soft hits and hisses. The way he gets when it's the love that's missing...when he denies him.

He likes boys.

Something about the way he looks...and looks at him. To see and be seen. Those dark flashes of shaded darkness pulling from his soul...broken...but home. His possessiveness, the obsession, the mess they're in.

Something about the way he feels...tangled between him, crying, pulling, and biting. The fights they get in. The pressure inside, the fire, it's bright and warm. He feels...

He likes it.

His smile when they're together, the push and pull. Nobody understands me like you do. Only you. Both afraid to make their move. So they move and do, what lovers do, without the 'I do.'

He pulls at his hair...breath shaking. Can't believe its happening. Long denial seeping out, until he sees what's true. He holds him, like he's dying. Shaking, shaking, and breaking.

He likes him.

Written by heyyylittlemo (me)

Pls don’t reupload

Just a quick writing exercise about Tianshan to get me in the mood to continue my TianShan kiss and jealously fic. This is my first time posting my writing online so I’m a bit nervous. But I hope y’all like it and lmk if u wanna see more!! (I have other writings tho they ain’t tianshan)

[pelsdewels]

He Tian playing UNO with momo like:

[maroonyx]

By Old先

[itshetian]

when he took it?🤔😂